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@Szhortz
@Szhortz 3 күн бұрын
If you smoke weed for a very long time the thought of wanting more will never go away nomatter how much you try , you just have to let it be I don't know how to put this but it gets to the point where it is one with your life , now you trying to remove it from your life when you've had it for so long is not worth the pain that you will suffer during the rest of your time living you still need it one way or another wether that is a year from now 2 years from now however long you will come back to it and the same goes for nicotine , people make themselves suffer because they believe being sober will make your life better than it is now but that's just not the case weed nicotine whatever it doesn't control your life you do and you can still have it just don't get stuck on the thought which you think it does control you , anyways to sum this up you're better off smoking it because you will die with or without it and having it for so long the pain is just not worth it considering you're already a quarter of the way through your life I promise you it's not worth giving it up , just remember it's not the weed it's YOU
@OMGMOJOJOJO
@OMGMOJOJOJO 3 күн бұрын
i fw u heavy american inspirational bladee❤
@nobsterious
@nobsterious 4 күн бұрын
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@fadednazer
@fadednazer 5 күн бұрын
totally understand where you're coming from man. i'm also about to be 25 this year and trying to get my life together haha feels like i was 21 yesterday. weed fucks with your memory. i haven't smoked weed this year and don't plan on it. we can do this its worth the struggle homie! i had a foreman say quitting weed was harder than heroine
@ltruism
@ltruism 18 күн бұрын
We were bored in the 90s. Now we have the internet. That fills in the no weed time now
@allhailexoticanimals8866
@allhailexoticanimals8866 22 күн бұрын
This is such a real talk. I’m also clean off the grass and it’s been a godsend. I know how absolutely rough this is. Keep your head up man, only way from here is up!
@Gmb78-f9w
@Gmb78-f9w 25 күн бұрын
im 23 i live on Vancouver island im diagnosed with cannabis use disorder, bpd and ocd...i relate to u a lot especially on your other video where you discuss loneliness im tryna quit weed too
@OrangeDominoStudios
@OrangeDominoStudios 26 күн бұрын
Hey, friend! I want to start off by saying, as others have said, that I appreciate this level of authenticity you have. Speaking your mind and sharing your experiences, especially on the internet, can be a tough thing. You might feel like you're shouting into an endless void, but believe me when I say you are not alone. You are heard. You will always have support, especially from those who may not be in your circle. I hope your trip to Costa Rica is lovely and that your passport gets confirmed in time! I also wanted to bring up that I've been seeing your videos recommended for a while now. Gave a few of them a watch, I thought they were just randomly recommended to me by the algorithm - until tonight. I was going through my subscriptions here on KZbin and started from the bottom. Apparently I've been subscribed to you for over a decade. I thought nothing of it because I used to subscribe to a bunch of people back in the day, but then I realized your KZbin handle "Daniel Firewalker". Were you a Wizard101 player? I swear I know you somehow bro lol I'll be honest it's been ages since I've played W101, but we must have been close if we knew each others KZbin channels. If you ever want to reconnect or figure out how we know each other I'm always down man! I hope you have a great new year
@lvrr8002
@lvrr8002 27 күн бұрын
Good point. Thank you for sharing
@Dahgfyt
@Dahgfyt 28 күн бұрын
Very cool video, i havent even watched yet 😂 , but i relate 💪
@ComingBackAfterCuttingBack
@ComingBackAfterCuttingBack 29 күн бұрын
Let’s go bro! Proud of you dude. I don’t think people realize how addictive this drug can be and it’s actually pretty difficult to quit. I’m on day 25 of being sober from it. It’s inspiring to see people on the same journey. I’m finally enjoying the activities I used to love as a kid. But this time, it doesn’t feel like I need to smoke to enjoy it. It feels good to break through. Keep going man, you got this!
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 29 күн бұрын
@@ComingBackAfterCuttingBack congrats on 25 days! I’m about to reach 2 months, I haven’t made a video in a while bc I’ve been pretty busy but I will def post an update soon. I’m feeling a lot healthier and more mentally stable. It’s very nice. I do miss it, but it’s not worth it especially if I can’t keep it under control.
@ComingBackAfterCuttingBack
@ComingBackAfterCuttingBack 28 күн бұрын
Thanks bro!! I really appreciate how you’re making a difference, for people who are trying to overcome this addiction. It’s one thing to read posts on Reddit and social media in general. Don’t get me wrong, that helps for sure. But to see people talking about their journey visually, is a game changer in my opinion. It makes you think, “hey if that guy can do it…maybe I can do it.” Just think of all the people who aren’t even commenting, that are getting inspired from your channel. I’m glad you’re feeling healthier and overall just better. Keep going dude, I believe in you!
@darthfriedproductions
@darthfriedproductions Ай бұрын
i loved the video man im day 2 of not smoking weed the other day i mixed alot of weed that almost made me pass out and i was very numb and i kept feeling it for 3 days straight i smoked everyday of last year and im putting my foot down on not smoking weed anymore
@austinoquinn6461
@austinoquinn6461 Ай бұрын
About 2-3 months from getting my dream job since I was a kid before I started smoking weed. Trying to quit to pass a drug test starting in 2025, just got locked out of my house and gave in. I really need to get this out of my system and actually pass a drug test by not doing drugs cause one failed test could cost me the rest of my career. But this struggle is so hard and I’m almost rationalizing not continuing the same career because I can’t do this drug. Thanks for this video I can relate 100% to everything and I’m happy knowing it’s not just me, such an annoying addiction to have, wish I would’ve known what this would be like and limited myself before I got so hard
@lilwikka
@lilwikka Ай бұрын
you'll get those symptoms from not eating a day, not eating sugar, not having caffeine , not being on tik Tok or KZbin, playing the devils flute and everything are body gets used to but I get wanting to not smoke. I see weed as a tool for workaholics or people with ptsd or ocd to relax for a week and not work or to forget thing that plague your mind and cause you not to be able to live life. or pain but I think better medicine for that and stretching.
@shanestahl2771
@shanestahl2771 Ай бұрын
3 months off Fentanyl for me. It started with weed at 10 years old and escalated slowly over my life. You are incredibly self aware and very intelligent but you can't think your way out of addiction. Go to a few different local AA or NA meetings. The way you describe your experience I can tell right away your an addict. But remember using drugs or alcohol is just our way of self medicating the underlying issues we have. Drugs are just a band aid solution and the real problems continue to get worse while other problems manifest along the way. Therapy is necessary to work through these issues along with a good support system of people looking out for your best interest and/or AA or NA
@Dahgfyt
@Dahgfyt 28 күн бұрын
my man shane you are a warrior 🏆, this will stick with me. I appreciate you.
@RhysAntonyBroadbere
@RhysAntonyBroadbere Ай бұрын
Your not the only one broo ❤ have a good xmas
@clayl1934
@clayl1934 Ай бұрын
SMASH THAT SHIT❤
@clayl1934
@clayl1934 Ай бұрын
Bro thank you for sharing this. Been addicted to psychs & weed for 7 years and have made it 1 week. I found that it suppresses intense love and intense anger which I have to regulate along with crazy mood swings and anxiety. Nothing we cannot push thru brother much love
@yuerry
@yuerry Ай бұрын
currently trying to go at least a week sober after a bad psychedelic trip - your vids on addiction have been very inspiring and relatable. We got this🔥
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@yuerry I believe in you!!!!
@spruceplank1
@spruceplank1 Ай бұрын
this is a cool place of authenticity on the internet. i wanted to let you know youre not alone.. i have experienced the same thing; big depression period, pushed everyone away, now i have 2 people i talk to, and i really want to make friends again. youre a good person and the Costa Rica trip sounds like a breeding ground for good people and friendships. keep your head up high i believe in you!
@TopherBray
@TopherBray Ай бұрын
Dude you randomly popped onto my feed and even though im still smoking i dont do like a lot of people do i smoke in moderation. I guess you could call it microdosing. Congrats on being sober tho man that is awesome! I mean i took a break for 3 years and came back. I treat it way better now that im more mature. Anyhow my cat who passed away years ago dude his name was nugget and i just thought. Nugget the cat what a coincidence! 😂 you seem pretty chill bro! Im also starting to ween off vaping and i know for sure quitting the nic sticks are part of the withdrawels for sure!
@BeccaGarlanger
@BeccaGarlanger Ай бұрын
I have been in a T break after smoking almost everyday off and on since 14 I’m 21 now. I haven’t had sweats or anything but my appetite is completely gone it’s weird it’s like I’m hungry but the thought of putting everything in me makes me wanna pull my skin off, the feeling of being full is just to uncomfortable sober now. I lost weight from this already. My body in itself feels just uncomfortable, I just feel sick but not in any serious way I would say more fatigued. So I feel you when you said it’s like your body is screaming at you to smoke something. Then there’s the boredom, it’s the worst at of all of it. Simply not knowing what to do with yourself anymore. I was bored, I smoked. When I was hungry, I smoked then ate. When I was sad, I smoked. It’s my go to every emotion and every action I do. It’s like your body can’t truly relax. I want to quit one day but I have the hardest time relaxing sober. I suffer from anxiety and OCD and though it’s not the healthiest way but I do use weed to dissociate from those intrusive thoughts. And I just don’t know how to do that sober, I struggled sober before pot, trying to self calm for years and even begging my parents for a therapist. Instead they paid for my weed every week and decided to use the extra money for a fireplace. I thrived of the ego and confidence it gave me, I was able to live and feel something besides hurt.
@Ephede
@Ephede Ай бұрын
Hell yha man. I’ve tried to quit countless times, it’s a weird addiction, hard to traverses. It’s motivational to see you do it successfully for a month!
@spruceplank1
@spruceplank1 Ай бұрын
congratulations! glad you are feeling better. without the motivation of these videos i dont know if i could have made it to 19 days without weed
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@spruceplank1 this comment makes me incredibly happy. I’m very proud of you. I hope things have gotten easier for you, keep it up ❤️❤️❤️
@nunya-b3b
@nunya-b3b Ай бұрын
Js reached a week after a whole year every 3 hours cold turky at 14
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@nunya-b3b good shit man, this is the best time for you to do this. I wish it didn’t take me 10 years to realize it.
@nunya-b3b
@nunya-b3b Ай бұрын
@@DanielFireWalkereverything happens for a reason Brodie I’m low key messed up in the head that’s why I would need to use it but I realized the train is never gunna stop if you don’t stop it and you will never learn if you don’t fight and deal with the problems we mentally have but yet it’s still so hard and you have to be a fighter fight it as life fights you
@BDRandy-p3q
@BDRandy-p3q Ай бұрын
Im 18 been smoking weed since i was 14 i did quit cigarettes about a year ago but im still vaping. I do plan on kicking weed soon though. I had a question for you though what type of music do you listen to i listen to anything rock but i really love ozzy, van halen, dokken, and zakk wylde🤘
@isaaczxll
@isaaczxll Ай бұрын
i’m starting today wish me luck man i hope i can do this with no withdrawals.
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@isaaczxll I can almost promise you that if you’ve been smoking daily you will experience some form of withdrawals. It will not last forever though, all my physical symptoms were gone within 2 weeks. You can do this.
@nunya-b3b
@nunya-b3b Ай бұрын
You got that Brodie keep in mind ur mind is ur mind what you wanna think is what you wanna think try distracting urself
@jessereyes01
@jessereyes01 Ай бұрын
<3
@dialdown6184
@dialdown6184 Ай бұрын
It's tough out there. Take care of yourself.
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@dialdown6184 thank you ❤️ am a month out now, feeling a lot better.
@ma8yuapps443
@ma8yuapps443 Ай бұрын
This is great news! 30 days adjusting to your anxiety and "with my mind going AWOL". Dealing with the passport situation by taking a corrective action - rather than ruminating about how bad things could become and then taking the hit into oblivion. So healthy. It aint easy but it's going to be good for you long term. Be careful to not replace it with alcohol - it can sneak into your routine as an everyday habit - just like weed does.
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker Ай бұрын
@@ma8yuapps443 promise I am being and will continue to be careful with alcohol! I keep track of all the alcohol I drink in a sheet that helps keep me accountable. I do think I should just quit though, as alcoholism runs in my family and I know I’m toeing a fine line.
@kay6s
@kay6s Ай бұрын
im proud of you bro!
@itsdeanya
@itsdeanya Ай бұрын
The thing is, weed stays in the system too, it's not like you can just pick it up and have a toke. I had quit at about 30, and parts of my brain were still kind of waking up a couple years later. oo but nightmares. :-( ❤‍🩹❤‍🩹❤‍🩹❤‍🩹❤‍🩹
@itsdeanya
@itsdeanya Ай бұрын
LOL, yeah, movie theater jobs are created for stoners. Even back in my generation, and I'm 61.
@secrethydromicrogrow420
@secrethydromicrogrow420 Ай бұрын
dude good luck with quitting, if you feel like marijuana is not for you than cut that shet out of your life. i tried quitting for over 10 years just to realize a life without weed is not a life for me, everyone is different.
@gavinpeterson5343
@gavinpeterson5343 Ай бұрын
these feelings are totally valid man. props to you for recognizing the problem and starting the process of recovery. you got this bro
@MickSchaefer
@MickSchaefer 2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing man. This was a problem for me for about 3 years straight. Best of luck with whatever you choose to do. You can do it brother!
@skullsvalid_9956
@skullsvalid_9956 2 ай бұрын
lets go man 3 weeks this progress is awsome considering you said you were high everyday all day. keep going dude🙏
@Keyboard12850
@Keyboard12850 2 ай бұрын
I wish best for your recovery, keep going. Some quotes for you which I saved going through my own path to recovery when it comes to pmo: ‘’Success can only occur when your dreams get bigger than your excuses. The hardest walk that you can make is the walk that you make alone, but that is the walk that make you the strongest’’ ‘’It’s always the right time to do the right thing. And this is the most important moment to not fuck up, it’s every moment’’ ‘’Urges come from your values which comes from your priortities. And if you change your priorities you not going to desire your pmo, even if you still have sexual energy’’ ‘’Knowing your path is wisdom, walking it is integrity. Courage means to follow your heart’’ ‘’Happy people build their inner world, unhappy people blame their outer world’’
@pirax5260
@pirax5260 2 ай бұрын
Honestly, I'm in the same place. I haven't smoked for a week, but I've been craving it everyday. It's hard as hell, because I've also gone months without it, and life truly felt better for a while than just smoking everyday. My mentality has always been I don't want to quit because this stuff helps with my PTSD, but it doesn't help for daily functioning. When I've used it in purely that medical aspect, I found it was a good balance for me. But, that balance always turns into a dependency again. It's a constant cycle that perpetuates itself into something I don't want to become. I know I have the ability go without it through sheer willpower, but that willpower can easily diminish when my stressors come into play. Weed genuinely helps me avoid a panic attack, it allows me to keep my breath in that state, but it always comes back to bite me. You're a pretty introspective and self aware person, I don't see many people coming forward and sharing these thoughts. This video was extremely relatable, and it meant a lot to me as I have been smoking almost daily aside from a few breaks for around 5 years. I really listened to what you had to say, and applied it to my own thought process, and realized that maybe this isn't the best thing for me. I wish you the best on your journey, as I understand how difficult this is to go through, especially all the side effects like my derealization worsening, feeling irritable, cravings, the list goes on. You got this man, we can break free from the substances that we realize are damaging to our lives.
@boladenon
@boladenon 2 ай бұрын
It's crazy that you say you didn't dream. I usually dream every day (except when going to sleep hammered) and I feel it's relevant to anyone's life. Drugs kill dreaming, so that's a positive sign that you're escaping your vices, if you ask me. Dreams help you collect your thoughts, even if apparently incoherent, show you what your subconscious is fixated on, what you really care about, what you are scared about, what you are missing or shocked you lately. And, if not, at least they are funny and refreshing.
@johngutierrez3991
@johngutierrez3991 2 ай бұрын
Every day is new❤
@spruceplank1
@spruceplank1 2 ай бұрын
I am on day 5 now... I hear negative stuff about streaks but the numbers really help and motivate me as well. Also, if you're going to latin america, check out Peru!
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
@@spruceplank1 different things work for different people! having that number increase keeps me motivated lol Flights to Peru are so expensive 😭😭😭
@ImCrazyPodcast
@ImCrazyPodcast 2 ай бұрын
inspiring stuff. i'm trying to quit the weed too. i've been addicted to most drugs and this has by far been the hardest to. physical addiction can be easier cuz you just have to bear the discomfort, but the mental aspect of weed, it just affects your emotions and thoughts to such a degree that it's so hard to let go
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
@@ImCrazyPodcast I completely agree with you. Nicotine was an insane physical addiction that was definitely difficult to quit, but I didn’t feel “different” because of it, the biggest part of the battle was the intense physical cravings. the mental addiction I’ve faced to weed and the altered mental state it brings is a while different monster, I literally have to relearn how to exist in my own brain
@trippyseedsindeedz
@trippyseedsindeedz 2 ай бұрын
hey man, just discovered your channel, I've been through cannabis withdrawals a few times. My latest withdrawal is actually from synthetic cannabis, just as bad if not worse to be honest. I heard you mention the annoyance of restarting your withdrawals. Last week I had to train a new person in work and felt I had to get high before as i knew i would be a sweaty, shaking mess in front of a person ive never meet if i didnt. bummer going back to day 1
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
@@trippyseedsindeedz I feel you man. That reset can be mentally brutal, but you gotta remind yourself that progress isn’t always linear. You can do it, maybe it won’t be immediate, and it certainly will not be easy, but I believe in you. Thank you for the comment and for watching ❤️
@rotbot4u
@rotbot4u 2 ай бұрын
book a trip !! but go somewhere cheaper lol save Europe for later in life, go Central America/ South America, Mexico, maybe get some cheap health care check ups, maybe a yoga retreat in Costa Rica, I went to Nicaragua where everyone is EXTREMELY impoverished and it really gave me a humbling perspective, you could do some DMT in Peru to violently jolt the life force back into ya 😝 (get it from a reputable shaman do NOT go cheap here lmao- I went to arkana spiritual center they have a trip advisor page w reviews ) but all of that will be less flying and less costs $$ and warmer /tropical , Europe is fun too I recommend for best price Portugal , southern italy/ Greece, Czech Republic etc places like London are way overpriced, cold and frankly a bit depressing , anyway beware of pickpockets and kidnappers haha but if you travel you will be very stimulated and you will not think about smoking as much (plus you cant bring weed across borders ) anyway this is a long comment and not to further convince you to quit ur job but hey , its not like you have kids to take care of or a wife a home or a mortgage or a career you've spent years building in college- go out there and get cultured ! become a more interesting openminded cultured human ! plus you can become a travel blogger haha deff keep an emergency savings fun !! dont put all ur entire lifestyle work into a vacation - have a little nest egg that you dont touch (im sure u know this but there was a time when I didn't ) hope this helps lol
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
@@rotbot4u I think you’re right. I think a smaller trip somewhere where I could just practice some nice self care and still see different cultures is something that might make more sense. I suppose I don’t consider central/south America because it feels a bit more risky to travel to those places alone, especially if I weren’t just sticking to super touristy areas. Flights anywhere are expensive as hell hahahah. I really want to treat myself to something for my 25th birthday, and while I don’t really know exactly what, I think I can explore in the coming months and figure out what feels most logical. Maybe doing one of those group tours in central/South America would make more sense! I could very easily do something like that without making a massive dent in my savings. I appreciate the kind words and you taking the time to comment this. Wherever life takes me I want to keep posting updates like this, and I could totally imagine myself becoming a travel blogger as I spend so much time watching those types of videos (sabbatical is a big fav). It’s scary to take such a leap of faith especially when I don’t have a set career path and that’s kind of why it feels like a longer more drawn out trip I would get more “dramatic change” out of, I worry that a week long trip or something I. That range would fly by so fast that once it’s over I’d be filled with more intense desire to keep adventuring and not have the mental space to persue other aspects of my life. That’s why I almost want to book a trip long enough that by the end of it I’m homesick and ready to settle down for a bit haha
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
@@rotbot4u just btw thank you so much for taking the time to comment all that and watch my video. It means more than ya could imagine.
@rotbot4u
@rotbot4u 2 ай бұрын
@@DanielFireWalker well the algorithm showed me ur stuff and I clicked it cuz fortunately and unfortuntly its extremely relatable , Im female, "conventionally attractive" 5ft 100lbs and Ive travelled alone a few times to Central America and Europe - I always stay in the cheapest hotels in the nicest areas and im never out long past sunset, all my travels are done in the day in touristy areas, I dont need to "get to know the locals" no thank u I will get kidnapped 😂 when im traveling alone I mind my business, im not overly friendly, I dress like a tomboy, no cute dresses /fancy makeup, I often carry makeshift weapons, am hyper aware of my surroundings/ paranoid, someone tried to pickpocket me once but I caught on and got out of there quick (im also a better pickpocket than most people ngl lol) I often book a trip when im feeling existential dread and I know this sounds very privileged but traveling somewhere impoverished reminds me how important perspective is, to practice gratitude - active practice (I am bad at it ) ..but ya id say go to Mexico for a week, go to Cancun to a cheap all you can eat resort theyre awesome, nothing wrong with touristy areas, check out the mayan pyramids and some ancient ruins, the grandiosity will make your own problems feel small, go see the underground cenotes that are millions of years old, then do another week in Costa Rica - its teeming with hot springs, this will detox you, a third week in Columbia where the girls love them a white boy 😂 and there u go ur 3 week intinerary lol but I agree if ur gonna quit ur job go explore for like a month and get the travel bug out of ur system , also lately when I feel really demotivated I watch the show "my 600 lb life" and omg SERIOUSLY recommend for when ur feeling like a failure in life - if they can beat their addiction so can i !! the way they talk about food is exactly how I feel about smoking but imagine being addicted to food ?? you can stop smoking and never touch it again and keep living life but food?? HAVE to eat, every day smh and as for life skills as a woman in my early thirties what Id love to see more in younger men is building skills and homesteading skills , a well traveled man is a bonus, you are young, you have plenty of time to develop yourself, Id say get some self sustainability skills, get a couple acres on some fertile land, less reliance on our government overlords and try to enjoy the process 😊
@rotbot4u
@rotbot4u 2 ай бұрын
brain is like wot the HECK.. follow throuuuugghhhh!! congrats on your two weeks !!@!@!#@%$^
@spruceplank1
@spruceplank1 2 ай бұрын
You should keep making these videos, it'd be cool to see your travels
@DanielFireWalker
@DanielFireWalker 2 ай бұрын
I have no intention on stopping! It’s nice to have a space to let these thoughts out. :)
@johngutierrez3991
@johngutierrez3991 2 ай бұрын
Hellyeah man you got this…currently still an addict but progress for me is slow…I was blessed to see this video as it made me realize other people have a much harder road to soberity then others I’m sorry for your loss…Your walking bulletproof man something I wish could do…Thank you for the motivation today!!!
@ma8yuapps443
@ma8yuapps443 2 ай бұрын
Thanks for posting these videos of your quitting experience. I think I will go back to your first one and watch them all in series. As I a long time THC user, and a guy that just quit a well-paying job because of it, I need to quit. Your real experience, recorded on the actual day, is a real inspiration. Dont stop.