Great video! Interesting that you brought in attachment theory for a moment. A more in depth attachment/Vipassana video would be interesting as someone who did a 10 day and is avoidantly attached.

i think you wore the wrong shirt for this video, lol

Bless you for sharing your grief in such a human and vulnerable way

I can relate your emotions of grief that you have been releasing of it . Thank you for being sharing your experiences that helps me grow.

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu😊

Best explanation about Vipassana dear ....if you can please visit Nissarana Wanaya residential Retreat in Sri Lanka you will find more about your self and definitely amazing meditation experience ....

Hey Amanda this is Fudge :). I’m going to the 10 day course next month. I’m so excited and nervous. Thanks for recounting what you went through 🙏🏽

one of the best experiences shared, felt instantly connected, thank you so much for sharing. very helpful and definitely join soon

Sounds like you had a good course and really understand how to work properly

Thankful

After this, life becomes “meaningless” because there is no more desire.

I just stumbled across this because I need it as a part of my growth. Thank you for the inspiration to move forward and stay grounded, by yes of course slowing down. Namaste

awesome I will. I have finally welcomes anxiousness into my healing. With of course love compassion nd loving kindness. Thanks Amanda <3

I adore the raw emotion in this video. It really reminds me of my grandma who was a huge impact of my life and also suffered from dementia before she unfortunately passed on. Thank you so much for sharing this video. It just kind of popped up so it decided to check it out. It’s really inspired me to get out of my head and Continue on with my own channel in hopes to help others. Thank you for this dose of healthy inspiration and a safe space of a channel that we can all watch. Namaste.

Thank you so much for this video. I couldn’t watch all the way through. as I see, it is kind of a spoiler alert. Although I may experience it differently. I do in fact, plan to do this Vipassana on my up and coming journey. Nevertheless, I’m definitely going to check out more of of your videos as I am intrigued to do so. Many thanks and Namaste.

Full caption: If you keep wondering why you “always” go for toxic people or you end up in the same cycles of toxic relationships, then the problem lies with you. That’s not to say that other people aren’t toxic, but we don’t have control over others. We do, however, have choices and often, our own toxicity prevents us from seeing potential healthy partners, or we might sabotage relationships with healthy partners and instead we attract, date and hang on to the toxic ones. Or better yet, maybe we want to be in a relationship to badly that we’ll accept whatever is given to us, no matter how bad. 🚩🚩 Whether your toxic traight is projecting potential onto people and not seeing them as they area, or choosing to ignore red flags or maybe you prefer situationships because commitment is too scary. You will keep ending up in one toxic relationship after another if you don’t do the work yourself. This isn’t an attack but it might be a wake up call.

This is true, idk why you all are shaming her for it. People tend to stick with those they are like the most and even people who might be traumatized might also be aware of their situation or even be an abuser themselves. Being a victim of abuse doesn’t automatically mean you are incapable or scared all the time, some victims become abusers themselves towards others because they might not know how else to act, might be too desensitized and lack the sympathy or empathy towards others, some people weaponize their trauma to guilt others, some people might even become abusers simply because they don’t want to seem emotionally vulnerable. Overall being a victim doesn’t automatically mean you are a good person or someone who can sympathize. Take me for example, I went through abuse a majority of my childhood and still have experienced some as an adult, at times I can be extremely desensitized and struggle to sympathize with others who are going through something simply because it’s not as bad as what I went through, for a while I was toxic because that’s all I knew how to be and I was an abuser at one point too for a short period of time. I eventually learned my behavior wasn’t okay, sought out therapy and help, learned to be more understanding and have more patience, and here I am today with a productive life and I am going to college soon 🎉

Uhm- no- ever heard of trauma?? Which can cause people to fall in with others similar to their abusers??? I’m legit in Psychology rn and this isn’t how it works bestie

So true honey queen the house boots down sister

U stinky attitude

Heck yes to this.

Ypu sound like omega from the bad batch

Thanks for Sharing

Great video! There's a pressure or expectation to have, also expectation to not regret have children. Definitely a pressure I have experience, but I decided to do a self-assessment on myself. I decided I didn't want to have kids in my 20s, now early 40s and still don't, and very happy!

Another good video, blessings to her 🙏🏼

Is it new or underrated

I did 10 days last year. Did it help me? Ask me. 😊

Thanks for this video, it's been so relieving and eyeopening. I feel so alone on this journey and looking for reassurance. Your words are so healing at this moment. Thanks

Thanks for the reminder

Ay we like to hear that, I’ve been trying to get better about saying sorry, I say it way too much :)

you're HOT amanda

One question, are you practising vi passana at your home now ? If so how many hours every day

Vipasanna takes you more then impermanence One need to know nibanna and what is it? I hv seen it many hasn't. You need to see it too. Then your vipasanna journey has really completely. Buddhang saranam gacchami

I. Love. You. So. Much

Very informative video. Thank you! I am doing my first 10 day Vipassana in two weeks time :-)

Good morning @Amanda☀️

Thanks you Amanda for sharing. I have a question How long does it take to sit still for the vipassana?

Gooooood morning ☀️

What kind of help is there for burn out? 😂

Self acceptance is very important, I think we learn to self love each other more than once the more time passes by. We discover new things about ours self as time and experiences pass by. First time I feel in love with my self was when I realized how beautiful the color of my skin was. 😊❤

First comment, and wanted to say thank you💚🌱

Doubt her self identity is her marriage. Maybe it’s causing problems with children if the have them. Maybe it’s the memories of 30 years. This is probably coming from someone that’s never been married and are self consumed.

For real, this is how it hits when your self identity is your marriage. Persevere and you can find yourself.

Yes. When i got divorced, i got sick for 5 months and felt sure i would die. I was surprised as i came through it that i still had my family, i still had my friends, i still existed. My identit was so tied up un this person i disnt know who i was. That was 40 years ago. It still sits with me as the most horrible time in my life.

Good topic

Marian is the fucking best! Love her, great vibe, awesome girl !

I heard if you eat non veg and do vipassana at same time effect is not that good bec on one side ur consuming animal and on other sude trying to purify your thoughts...das y no non veg is served for ten days

Great video. I was a bit hesitant about doing this retreat, but you make me really want to go now!! Thanks a lot 🧡 hope you’re having a wonderful week!

Great video! Thank you for sharing!

Thank you! ❤