[4K] 15 days for a painter to complete a work.

[@plaitcut]

It is very comforting seeing an artist I admire use photo reference and feel frustration while painting, because I do those things too. Thank you for showing full process. The painting came out wonderful.

[@yeagar]

You are truly original in what you do, I have never seen anyone paint like you. You are such an inspiration, impostor syndrome is so hard to deal with, but your work is really amazing

[@Myriapod774]

omg yeagar 🤩

[@sailorcostello]

Yeah, I love her work too!

[@Myriapod774]

@@solarydays ur just jealous u cant paint like she does 😝

[@CherryGMC]

@@solarydays Even if it is manga art, her style is very recognizable, also her painting process and the way she makes her painting look digital while doing it on canvas is very interesting.

[@CherryGMC]

@@solarydays Still, every manga artstyle has it's difference, even if just slightly.

[@MoonlightJewel]

Crying while creating is something I often do as well. I am glad I am not the only one ❤️ your work is absolutely incredible 💕❤️✨

[@Scented_Shadow]

I know exactly how you feel when you say you feel incompetent, or you don't want to do the lines, or you just want it to be done...these are the struggles of an artist! Please don't have negative thoughts about yourself in situations like that...if you can, it helps to talk with a good friend about how you feel, for emotional support. You can get through this! In the end, you created a beautiful piece :)

[@DoodleyDoodah]

Yeah exactly!

[@SP-nt2od]

@@DoodleyDoodah 自分も単身で韓国行ったけど凄かった。旧日本軍による凄惨な虐殺行為が被害者写真とともに資料館に並べられてて戦慄した。日本人として本当に情けない気持ちになったのを覚えてる。韓国人の方々には心から謝罪したい

[@WispyVee]

Seeing my favorite artist cry the same way I do mid piece is kind of eye opening. You're so amazing and talented and I love everything you do. Seeing you get out of your comfort zone and still make something so beautiful really amazes me. i REALLY LOVE YOUR VIDEOS AND YOUR ART!! You're such an inspiration, please please take care of yourself though!!

[@deathmelonpan]

趣味でイラストを描いているものです。 初めてきのしたさんの作品を見た時、｢アナログでこんな表現方法があるのか｣と衝撃を受けたことをよく覚えています。 私の中できのしたさんは、ただただ凄い人だと感じていて、しかし今回、涙されているのをみてハッとしました。 きっとどんな画家さんも、自分に満足出来ず情けなくなる時があって、泣きながらも前に進んで、そんな思いで作品を仕上げていくんだ……と感じて、胸が詰まります。 私はプロではないので美術の細い評価はわかりません。でもきのしたさんのイラストはポップで可愛くて大好きです。 今回作品そのものだけでなく、その裏の葛藤や試行錯誤を知れて、作品を見る目が良い意味でガラリと変わりました。 今回は貴重な制作過程の記録を見せて頂いて、ありがとうございました。陰ながら応援しています。どうか今後ともお身体に気をつけてくださいね！

[@Jetsbff]

I have been a fan of your paintings for a long time now and seeing the process like this was really wonderful!! You are so talented and clearly care so much about your work! Amazing!

[@victoriavidaud]

I loved seeing the whole process behind the piece, but always remember that you should never rush yourself and harm yourself mentally or physically by overdoing your work.. I really liked your thought of just finish it, whether it’s bad or good, at least it’s done with. I have a hard time deciding things and finishing things because of it, so I do like the idea of it being done and bad, instead of never finished and never learned from.

[@BlackKara]

When I first saw your art I was so amazed by your lines. Lines like yours are very hard, and take so much work. You are not a perfect line robot. You are a human. You work so hard. You are allowed to be proud of your very hard work.

[@lunarglow75898]

It broke my heart to see you cry over the line. And I think that at some point all artists got that kind of breakdown when working on their art. But let me tell you that I would love to have beautiful linework like yours on my drawing! To me they are beautiful and that's because of all the care you put into it even if you hate it!! Seeing your beautiful artwork always inspired me to try and do better with mine! You are a real inspiration to me!!

[@ねるねるねるね-u2v]

いつも見ている完璧で美しい絵が、実際にこうやって人の手で描かれているのを見ると圧倒される…。 私は今受験生で、この動画を見ながらも情緒不安定で泣いていたら、画面の中でも同じ状況が起きていたのでそのカオスさにむしろフフッと笑えました😌 お茶目で可愛らしい仕草が面白かったです！ゴイゴイスー😂

[@kierstebb]

Something I really admire from all your paintings is the fact that you take so much time, effort, and thought into each one! I usually draw really fast but it’s something I want to work on as an artist! Your paintings are absolutely gorgeous and this one is stunning ❤️ please keep uploading I love watching your processes and your so inspiring!

[@Mimny]

>I felt sad because I felt incompetent >*Insert myself crying after seeing her cry* NOOOOO MADOKAAA :c You're a big inspiration for me and my art, I love to see your videos and your process, you're so talented and amazing, your paintings make me wanna try painting on canvas again after I left that hobby for a long time, you really are amazing!

[@Keigylf]

Madokaさん、”Tired. do not want to. つかれた (死)” made me laugh because I’m a graduate student during finals week and thought the same thing to myself multiple times today. Opening KZbin and seeing a new video from you made me so happy. I actually used to paint, we even started around the same time, but I fell out of it because of lack of studio space and the cost of canvases and paints. Your videos always make me want to get back into painting. I wish I could do what you do. You’re my favorite contemporary painter. I think your style is so unique and cute and always looks so clean. I’ve always heard “you are your own worst critic.” I totally understand those feelings of inferiority, but I hope you know just how much your viewers love what you do. Please take all the break time you need! 💚

[@magdalenal4110]

This whole process and video are a work of art. The humor, the honesty, the raw emotion. Thank you for showing us your process, you are absolutely incredible.

[@LadySenu]

Seeing you cry made me tear up a little. This is why I stopped pursuing art myself. Thank you for this video. Your work is and always has been amazing. You are amazing. We love you. ❤️

[@user-kumashiro]

描いた線を綺麗にする作業、本当に想像を絶するほど途方もない作業だなぁと思いました。 私が円さんの絵で大好きなデジタルで描いたかのような滲みのない綺麗な線はこの作業の努力の上に成り立っているのですね。 途中、泣かれながらも、それでも完成に向けてひたすら筆を進めるその姿、人として素敵だと思います。情けなくなんかないです。 いつも素敵な絵、制作過程を見せてくださってありがとうございます。

[@neorbit808]

23:05 that is certainly not true, you put so much effort! its normal to feel burnt out or anxious, please treat yourself kinder, you did so well! The whole process from start to finish was such an amazing sight to behold. You're incredible Madoka

[@naturalymiya]

When you paint the black lines around the painting stop going back and forth and just paint one solid stroke and make sure to load the paint brush evenly also they have paint markers you can lay the painting down on the floor so it wont be hard to get a comfortable angle ❤

[@ReylenArtistic]

I loved and enjoyed the entire video!! ( Although seeing you cry really pains my heart 😢 ) Your work is just so lovely and motivates me all the time! I always look forward to your video's! P.s : Please don't cry! Your not incompetent by no means!

[@なくる-o7r]

初めてコメントします。私がきのしたさんを知ったのは６年前、同じくKZbinにアップされた動画がきっかけでした。こんなに可愛い絵をキャンバスで描いている人がいるんだ！と衝撃でした。 私も別ジャンルの芸術分野で仕事をしているのですが、今回の動画で泣いている姿を見て私も泣いてしまいました…。どの分野で仕事をしている人もそうなんでしょうが、とりわけ芸術に触れて仕事をしている人はみんな何度も泣きながら、できない自分に悔しくなりながら、それでもこれを選んだのは自分なんだと奮起しながら進んでいくしかないんだと、みんな同じなんだな…とすごく共感してしまいました。 私にはまだ残念ながらきのしたさんの絵を買えるだけの収入がないのですが、いつか自分の部屋にきのしたさんの絵を飾るために今日も頑張ります。 長々と失礼しました、これからも応援しています！頑張ってください！

[@太郎ちゃん-f8l]

木下さんの絵が大好きなうえに、ゴイゴイスーの手の角度が完璧で木下さんという人までも大好きになりました

[@asterv843]

Seeing you struggle is so sad, but it's also valuable, I think. Other artists should know they're not alone, and those who are not artists can better appreciate what goes into a piece. Thank you for being brave and sharing this process!

[@niagratang667]

I like that there is no music or unnatural sounds. Keeps me from getting overstimulated.

[@cutienerdgirl]

You AREN'T incompetent!! You inspired me to start painting again and since I haven't painted in a long time, it's hard for me to get back to being even half as good as you. Don't rush yourself to complete an art piece, there's no time limit. Love you and your artwork! 💖🐰🎨🖌

[@InsaneNicky]

When You started crying, I started crying. I am very sad lately. I feel like my art is not good enough. That I am not good enough. But you are showing us that You don't give up. You are fantastic. You should be proud of Your work, I know I am proud of You. You are very sweet, cute and very talented. I wish You the best. :(

[@のらりくらり-d8s]

私は浮かんだら早く全部作りたいと焦って何事も失敗しがちです。まどかさんもとい、画家さんは一つ一つ納得しながら少しづつ進めて完璧を目指すので、本当尊敬します。 そしてまどかさんの作品は細部までめちゃくちゃ可愛くて好きです。

[@LeslieDaniela98]

Thank you so much for your hard work Kinoshita-sensei!! I'll always give you my support and send u my best wishes from the other side of the world!! Greetings and love from Bolivia!! 💛 🇧🇴

[@rockergrl2000]

My hair is this color, i have a pink bunny that size named mr. snuggles and i've had him since i was a baby, i felt a connection with this piece and that was a second before you painted the background the same color of my childhood bedroom, i could never forget that lavender wall. By accident you have made something that feels as though it were made for me. It was not, I know obviously, but it is truly a gift I don't think I will ever forget. Thank you for sharing so much, your process, the chance to see the finished product rather than hide it from the world. To see things I love and know they were painted by your hand is to know they were painted by a master, you are professional and deeply skilled. Your cleaning of lines is not a sign of incompetence with the first stroke, but the ability to make something truly perfect and spectacular through your work. if you worked hard enough, i think you could learn to paint things into reality with every day you worked on it. Ganbatte, good luck, and thank you.

[@alvitapereira_]

Whenever I look at your work, I feel immense joy and I always wish to own one of your pieces. This painting is so beautiful, I wish I could hang it up on my bedroom wall! Watching your videos makes me really happy, thank you!

[@brittanycole271]

I was surprised that you decided to forgo the PC sketching portion, but you still maintained the beautiful style of canvas printed digital art that originally drew me to your work! I have really enjoyed seeing the progression of your skills over the years. If starting on the canvas ends up saving you time, I hope you will treasure some well-earned self-care. Your paintings are shockingly affordable for how much time and effort you put in!

[@AoiLucine]

"I don't like it!" made me laugh XD God I feel that in my soul. Thank you for showing all the parts of the drawing; it's so reassuring to know artists I admire also struggle with the process too.

[@neorbit808]

I can totally understand when you don't want to do a certain part of a painting, or you're just too tired. It's really inspiring how no matter what you always got up and continued working till the end! I still struggle with trying to motivate myself and complete a sketch, I wonder where you get so much drive and perseverance from;; truly inspiring!!

[@beefbaby9840]

I remember the first time I painted with acrylics, I also spent way too long refining the lines and started feeling frustrated and incompetent. I actually stopped painting with acrylics because of it. Seeing you also go through this is such an inspiration because I think you are one of the greatest artists out there. It makes me feel like grabbing my acrylics right now!! Thank you so much for sharing your art and journey!!

[@tashamac6824]

I felt that breakdown in my soul... that moment where you've been working so hard and your deadline is coming and it just seems like there's so much work to be done and if you'd been just a bit quicker, a bit more talented, a bit smarter, it would have been so much easier... Those are all lies. You're exhausted, you've been working for hours and hours and HOURS on the same project, at the same time stepping out of your comfort zone to try something new and challenge yourself. I know I can't tell you to not feel those negative feelings, because all creatives do. If nothing else, please give yourself a chance to rest. I was glad to see you took a day off, and when I saw you work anyway in the evening I was disappointed but I know I'd do the same. Give your mind a chance to rest so it won't run away from you. You do beautiful, wonderful art that I've enjoyed for years. You are so talented and I look up to you in a big, big way. Try and remember whenever you're feeling down or inadequate that there's a bunch of people you've never met who are rooting for you and want you to succeed. :)

[@Hitsuji_Suji]

I love that you don't need masking tape anymore! You have evolved so much! :D

[@rociobocanegraluque7559]

I think you are very inspiring because you work quite hard during all the process, and that's admirable. In the day 11 I felt identidicated cause i lived a similar situation recently. I don't know if my words could help you, but if they can, i will say them : It's important to be hard-working, but we can't forget we always need breaks to keep working and have a good mental and phisical health. It's okay to rest, there's sometimes we feel too tired . That's fine, we don't worth less for that, and we aren't lazy. Sometimes, having a good rest makes us more active and with more energy to complete our goals. I send you all my support and admiration. I'm sorry if i have grammatical mistakes, i'm not an english speaker and i am learning the language 😅

[@DoodleyDoodah]

I know how you feel about feeling incompetent. As an artist, i go through those moments and a lot and constantly compare myself to others. But don’t let those thoughts stop you from doing the thing you love. You’ll be frustrated a lot through your art journey but without thise struggles, you wouldn’t be able to see how far you have come with your beautiful paintings. But of course, always take a moment to step away from your work and do something else to take your mind off of it. You come first. This painting turned out amazing madoka! ❤️ never give up no matter how hard it gets. You’re super inspiring and I appreciate all the hard work you put into your art ❤️

[@tecito4933]

Hi! I'm Peruvian so English isn't my first language, but I want to say that I had watched your videos since years ago, and I really admire you. I love your lines and now I know how hard you effort to do them. Thank for your art!

[@いたちです]

本当にいつもすごい作品…😭💖

[@nefanee]

When you started crying really resonated with me because I’ve been there countless times. The most important thing is you didn’t give up! Love your work and your spirit!

[@partyboyker6945]

Please don’t cry! Your work has inspired me for years, regardless of how long it took, it’s beautiful. Your line work has been something I’ve envied since the beginning. You are far from incompetent! I admire your patience to get through it every time without giving up.

[@sn0w1et]

I’m crying with you because I feel worthless when I think that I can never accomplish anything and I feel exactly that way, this is the real part of the process and this is the reality, you are a brilliant artist and every time you post a new artwork, you never cease to amuse me, your technique is impressive if not, is perfect. You have worked really hard to improve yourself, like when you started doing the “blurred” optical illusion I really couldn’t think that there was nothing above it, but showing your process without the dependence of computers and software shows how capable you are to build a great artwork, don’t give up! You are my favorite!

[@CommanderKiro]

I gave up drawing and painting because of the same feelings. I am so happy you didn't give up! Your paintings are so beautiful and watching your videos encouraged me to start drawing again little by little. Keep fighting! You can only get better if you keep trying!

[@cwaicwai821]

Your process is really relaxing and inspires me to appreciate the creative process of art more instead of rushing to finish it. It's okay to cry when frustrated because it will help you feel better!

[@abby4684]

Lineart is so painful, I don’t blame you for crying. You are very talented and for lineart at that scale it’s normal to take many days!

[@nobu_kicchan]

自分は線なしの絵を、デジタルで描いています。 きのしたさんのように、何時間も形を削る作業を繰り返して納得のいく形を目指します。 これが自分にあった方法だと思いなんも気にも留めていませんでしたが、きのしたさんの悔し涙を見て、自分の中の何かを超えることで最高の作品は生まれるのだなあ、自分も超えたいなあ、そう思いました。

[@XxflyingderpsXx]

All your paintings are so whimsical and beautiful, thank you for showing us your process 💖 you are an inspiration to all of us

[@the_orc_queen]

Have you tried painting on a wood panel instead of a canvas? The panels are much smoother so it should make line work easier & cleaner since you won't have the texture from the canvas messing with the lines. Either way, you do beautiful work! I know the imposter syndrome is difficult to deal with, but we all have it sometimes. Please don't let it stop you from painting!

[@Motsuso]

It was very impactful to see your process and the painting turned out beautifully! Thank you for sharing your wonderful art with us Kinoshitaさん！

[@psych0ruins]

i hope you dont feel incompetent anymore :( youre the best artist i know and your art is wonderful

[@LadyLoyaltyy]

You did great! I couldnt even sketch that let alone aint it. Dont be so hard on yourself. You're very talented. 💜

[@justanothercutefreak]

I've always admired your work since the day I came across your sailor moon painting years ago. It was tough seeing you be so hard on yourself because I've never believed you to be incompetent. You are so meticulous in your work. It takes so much passion making sure the details are just right and it always pays off in the end. I will always find your work and the effort you put into your work amazing.

[@KagamiSeiko]

This was longer than expected. Not complaining tho, at least I can watch you paint and also study your workflow!

[@grey57]

your work is beautiful as always we are always our own worst critics but know that there are many people that you inspire and look up to you and admire your art

[@veronicalynfox]

Thank you for showing some behind the scenes when creating work. I don’t think people understand how much time and emotional energy goes into it. Your work is amazing and inspiring. When I first started watching your videos I thought they where poster prints because of how perfect the line work was. You are truly talented!

[@beautifulhorsepictures]

Thank you for posting! I have been watching your videos for years now, since I was a beginner artist, and it's comforting to see that artists all struggle in the same ways no matter what skill level they are (and I think you're super!). I'm sad that you don't feel your work is good enough, but I guess those feelings never really go away. That really is the hardest part about being an artist: your own mind telling you that you're not good enough.

[@Rainbownosehair]

Oooh, it broke my heart when you started crying. So many artists aren't super quick, hell, I have a painting that's been sitting on a shelf for more than 6 months. I know the feeling though, I also feel so incompetent. Thanks for showing this though

[@timberwerewolf]

I know you can't really stop the feelings of not being good enough, but just know every time I look at one of your painting videos I'm in awe. I love the crisp lines and the colors, I could never be that perfect with something. Sometimes your brain tells you lies. You're an amazing artist.

[@aciddragon210]

art takes a while, it's always a process and there are ups and downs to any process. you are not incompetent or useless, you are genuinely a wonderful artist and i, and many others, adore your work. it's okay if it takes time to complete the work you do, because in the end you'll eventually finish it, and the work you do is always wonderful. and hell, even if you don't finish it, that's okay. you will have learned from the work that you did accomplish in the work, and you will be able to do even better next time. 💙

[@michaelcloutman4754]

Love this painting. I feel we all go through life having thoughts about being incompetent. As others have said in previous comments, it's good to talk to someone and get those thoughts out. It will remove the burden of them.

[@klvb]

please know what you do truly inspires me and i hope what i say and what others say will help you out. if you need a break, take one please. continue to do your best because you've always done an incredible job! no matter how you think. what you do is awesome and i understand your feelings as a fellow artist as well. i love you and your work. please take care of yourself

[@joorjoedepending]

It's so comforting seeing a fellow artist take a long time to create a work and also get tired and frustrated and cry while working. It always feels like a long hard process that others are doing better, but we love our work and keep going. Truly admirable! Love your work. Thank you for sharing this process with us.

[@Fleshinstinct]

Very great work again Kinoshita-sensei! Although it’s admirable to see someone make art flawlessly I feel more comforted seeing the realistic difficulties during the art process (as it is something I personally struggle with a lot). I will keep supporting you in everything you do, so please keep up the good work. I believe in you!

[@MicahBuzanANIMATION]

This painting was well worth the time!

[@neorbit808]

the amount of patience and effort you input into each one of your paintings truly is amazing, thank you for sharing this with us!

[@NANA-ry1dn]

OMG It's amazing👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 I love your work and the work process 💕💕💕💕💕💕 ド派手でカラフルでキュートな作品ができるまでの、地道な作業行程をじっくりコツコツ進めている様子を見ると、わくわくするし励まされます！😍😍いつも素晴らしいものを見せてくださってありがとうございます！🙏❤️

[@elisa-miau]

You are such an inspiration! Keep up the good work

[@bunnirabid]

きのしたさんは自信が持ってない時があるのにいつも頑張ってるね。そのためにあなたを賞賛してるよ！ I am always blown away by how beautiful your paintings are, and seeing the process makes it that much cooler! You can tell just how much effort goes into making sure all the little details look immaculate, and the end result is stunning.

[@kawaiiaimee9072]

I've followed you for over a decade, I found you on tumblr and I assure you, you are so talented. I was always amazed seeing the linework on your art it was always so clean and precise it looks like magic what you could create with acrylic on canvas.

[@Electrosymphonic]

I know it is easy to get frustrated, but don't give up! You are very talented. "Others can do it"... I know it seems that way, but I think others just hide their frustration. I think every artist struggles. You are such an inspiration to me. My greatest dream is to someday buy one of your paintings... I'll do my best every day until I can buy it! Thank you so much for another video.

[@pistachio_stick]

Wow that patience is godlike 😳

[@DLGR]

omg that Ranma 1/2 Hoodie!! It's amazing!!!! Also this is one of my favorite pieces you've painted!! Love the greens and pinks!!

[@HannyMoon]

I have followed you for years, that you let us see the whole creative process, it makes me so happy! I have one of your illustrations as a wallpaper.

[@paledeerwoman]

Highly relatable artist content

[@lyingfawn]

Watching you clean up the black lines with that extremely transparent green shade and finish your work, even hitting the block that you did, is inspiring more than I can write. What a challenge. I've been working on a piece since last October facing the same fears of incompletion and incompetence, but you did it in the end. Thank you MK

[@ku62838]

It's honestly really surprising to see that you struggle with feeling inadequacy with your line work! Your color sense and clean lines are what drew me to your work years ago, and are still what I admire the most -- especially seeing how they've developed! I know reassurances can't fix the frustration of the process, but I hope it helps that all that work is recognized.

[@vitapecialiune8351]

You inspire me to try acrylic painting. Your work proccess seems so meditative in your videos. I was suprised to see you so sad, because your work is really good and you can be proud that you have so much patience. I understand you though. I am an artist and I have lows too

[@稔英片山]

画伯の作品はどれも線がとても綺麗で魅力的で大好きなのですが、よもやその線にこれ程の作業量と時間、そして熱量がこめられていたとは…。 良質のドキュメント番組を観た感じです。 出来上がった作品とても最高❤️🎉 高評価ボタンたくさん押せたらいいのに💦

[@lusibeth]

As an artist myself, I felt the words youve said. Other people think it just comes out naturally or we're talented and they aren't or however they want to put it. But its hours of work, dedication, the frustrations, like you said "feeling incompetent"... but we push through anyway. nobody sees that, thanks for showing us. ❤❤ sending you love. Its okay not to be talented, because its your hardwork, your dedication thats puts you through the completion of your work.

[@EttieTori]

I love your art! I've followed for years and as an artist I understand. Often feeling incompetent, overwhelmed, and sometimes just disappointed but we make it through in the end!

[@lith...]

This video is so raw and real... Drawing has always been my one true passion. As I got older though, my self doubt grew with me...you could say. Now that I have a job, I am always too tired to draw. I am continuously losing followers on instagram because my workflow is almost non-existent at this point. When I post I don't gain enough back and it's all just making it worse in my head. I can't help it. It breaks my heart to see you cry. Your work is amazing and inspiring! No need for tears, if you think about it. It's true that the artist itself is their own worst critic.

[@ro_rachan]

デジタルに慣れた今、乗算なしで影色作れるだけで本当に凄い

[@kelp4951]

madoka, i hope that if you see this, you are reminded of how many people (including myself) look up to you and cherish all the outwork you've put into the world over the years. your technique and dedication is so awe inspiring, and i hope that one day i'll have enough money to have one of your pieces as my own. whenever you're feeling down, i hope you can look at this comment and feel a little bit better! i believe in you -- WE believe in you!!!!

[@craizy007]

I love your work. I feel sad to see you struggle like that to finish this piece. Then again, I can realte, I'm also an aspiring artist and I've had those moments too, nothing to do but hold on and keep painting, it's inspiring to see that you're not willing to give up at all. Thank you for uploading this !! Lots of love !!

[@MortyAMVs]

Amazing work. I love that the eyes are two different colors. I enjoyed watching the full process. The more you do lines the better you get! Please do not be too hard on yourself because your work always ends up beautiful. You work so hard!

[@themousoleum]

Your work is so beautiful! As a longtime fan, I also enjoyed being able to see more of your personality in this video, the funny moments and the sad moments. I’ve also cried over my artwork and felt incompetent compared to others…it really sucks, but I agree that it’s just part of being an artist. We put too much pressure on ourselves. 😅

[@baconmon]

Hello Madokaさん, I discovered your videos last year and I've become a big fan of your work since then. I love everything about your paintings, the clean linework, the expressions of the characters, the fine details, and especially how you use color to separate the objects that are in shade, closer to the viewer, or are covered by a different material. It pained me to see you hurt by feelings of inferiority because I think that you are a great artist and that there are a lot of people out there that would take twice as long to finish their pieces. The fact that you made this beautiful artwork with no previous planning is already incredible by itself. If it were me I probably wouldn't have the patience to even work on the linework as much as you did. One part I loved about this piece was the doll and the thread and needle. It must have been difficult to draw such small, precise objects but you made them look very clean and delicate. I personally draw more on paper rather than doing paintings but you are one of my biggest inspirations and I want my art to look more like yours. Some day I also want to buy one of your paintings so please keep painting Madokaさん!

[@NicoleCraftsHeart]

You did a good job making this video thank you so much

[@spiralfairy]

these vids are so peaceful! also, don't feel bad about your lines, you have the best lines I've ever seen and what you do takes incredible skill ❤️❤️

[@dorothy.j]

Wow I couldn't do it without planning it digitally first. Bravo

[@rdfjfgjyfdhfghy67456]

I've been a long time fan - after all these years your patience to complete a truly beautiful work of art is stunning❤️

[@stuepittart]

So proud that you finished it! 💖 I know how it feels to get frustrated and feel down during the painting process. I often think to myself that I must be a bad artist because it takes me so much time to finish an artwork. But just like you, I enjoy clean looking paintings and that simply takes time. 15 days for a traditional painting in that scale and with such a clean look to it is actually pretty fast! I love the end restult, well done! 👏💖💖💖

[@ericahulet3222]

I hope youtr feeling less anxious and stressed it's an amazing piece

[@SquidneyLuvsYou]

Thank you for sharing your process. It's very inspiring to see someone whose art I love have the same issues I have as an artist. Maybe someone else could do it faster, but others would take much longer than you! (I think 15 days is pretty fast) Regardless of speed, you still came out with a beautiful painting in the end.

[@MiguelbutwithaO]

I have the same problem with my lines, and every time I have to do it I feel worried about it. But I love how my paints look in the end, so I keep doing it and I know you do too. You’re not alone, you’re not incompetent and you're VERY talented. You inspire me a lot

[@aeoligarlic4024]

I've been following your facebook page for years and i've only seen photos of works in progress. Always hoped to see your process videos and now i'm just glad i found your youtube! ❤

[@HeyShadyLady]

I'm so glad I watched this all the way through. I can relate to your tears and frustration; and it's interesting to see someone so talented also experiencing something like this and makes me feel like I should keep going no matter what

[@arcademiller9812]

I started watching your channel probably 7-8 years ago and it is amazing to see how your painting process has changed since then! And it is nice to know even when you feel uninspired and tired of painting, you can make beautiful things. Don’t push yourself too much! ❤️

[@undine117]

It's amazing to see a super artist like you struggling with the usual things we all artists deal with. What a pretty and sooo beautiful piece! Also loved your Ranma jacket. Greets, hugs and admiration from México! :'//3