15 days of Depression : complicated thoughts,breaking,losing and healing

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[@MedhaBee-pe5er]

Thank you so much to everyone for commenting such nice words and checking up on me. I am feeling a lot better now. The fact that i edited and uploaded this video is a sign that I’ll be going up from here. I was actually hesitating a lot before uploading this but finally decided to upload because I myself feel better when i see and relate to other creators who are going through the same situation like me. And i wanted you guys to feel the same and know that YOU ARE NOT ALONE. WE ALL ARE IN THIS TOGETHER❤️

[@tune7888]

Prayers really helped me to comfort myself. It's like you have somebody to say everything, to cry out loud, it's really like to have a silent best friend who listens to your every bokbok. It's like you have a friend not only in good days but also in the hardest days of your life. Also praying 5 times a day helps to get into a routine which is also helpful.

[@RiniksCraft]

So true

[@niwwi1428]

I'm also a young adult and having same kind of problems. I struggle with my own thoughts and actions. But let me suggest this to Medha or anyone who's reading this, please start to pray Tahajjud. Trust me you'll feel the peace and assurance from Allah. Maybe I'm not okay now but In sha Allah, it will get better. I hope you guys get better, too.

[@yourfaria]

I thought I was the only one who is having messy life but seems like we all are facing this somehow...circumstances maybe different...though it feels so bad when everything is literally out of control you study schedule,your prayer ,your skincare routine,sleeping a lot or having sleepless night and so on...but I am trying really hard to enjoy this phase as well...maybe this is life sometimes up and sometimes down...take your time dear..its really ok to not to be ok..don't force yourself right now to do things forcefully... things will go normal ..be gentle with yourself,normalize everything...accept the way you are..I know its easy to say and hard to do and accept but for mental peace you have to do it.. if something is undone don't pressurize yourself...it will be happen by you someday...chill...love you a lot

[@MDArifFuad]

eita boyoser dosh

[@basementpeople3026]

you’re videos always feel therapeutic somehow but this one hits home. hitting rock bottom feeling without having anything specific going wrong in my life rn, i get how you are feeling and i’m so proud of you for talking about this. just know that you are not alone in this and this feeling won’t last forever. everything will turn out just fine 🙃❤️

[@zarintasnimlifa800]

Try to pray, recite ayalt al kursi and basically try to connect with Allah. And in shaa Allah you will feel a lot better. Trust me!

[@pushpitamirza2]

True.m

[@sherules5184]

I thought I was the only one going through this but literally every person hitting 20s is feeling the same. I believe it's an upgrade in our life and a reality check. In our teenage years, we tend to take things very lightly and in a fun way but life is so much more than that and fortunately we realize it in our 20s. Prayers will help you for sure, i used to pray Tahajjud daily but for so many unwanted stress and busy life, I couldn't continue but I've started again slowly. InShaaAllah we all will be fine. And this will make us stronger. Like my comment so I get to read my own comment for motivation 🥺🤍

[@nerdynorah4658]

Same here... Its great that you have successfully created a safe space for all of us who are suffering out there and now sharimg their thoughts

[@azramahera4910]

Medha since I'm just a year senior than you But the things you're going through I'm on the same way maybe a more than that... But Allah is there with us ...we need to face all those things and to accept those is the most crucial thing ...and then if you don't have any person to support you then it's more difficult to pull yourself up...but keep believing in yourself and keep faith on Allah ... Certainty He knows everything and does what's good for us!

[@Prime_Nemesis_Autobots_Optimus]

at if she is an atheist

[@shantiii]

Proud of you that you mentioned namaz its the cure for everything🙏🏽

[@sathiiiiiii____]

Going through a lottt right now. I don't feel doing anything like anything i just wanted to lay on my bed for the whole day. Agh idk what am i doing.when u said your teenage life was better now I'm thinking what I'm doing wrong???(I'm 17).. yeahhh i think i have to stop blaming god that why I'm in this situation! And I'll try to be good to me. AND WILL STOP BEING HARD ON MYSELF. Anyways watching your videos feels great di. It's kinda therapy to meee. Wanted to meet you atleast once in my life. LOVE YOUU💌✨

[@dristyrahman4077]

we all go through times like this. Hope brighter days will come soon. Have faith. Hwaiting!!!

[@marymagdalene13]

Hi medha. I just wanted u to know that its completely fine to feel the way u feel and youre not doing anything wrong and nothings wrong with u. U were and are always the first person that comes to my mind wheni feel bad or depressing. I watch your videos a lot to feel good. Ive watched many of your videos on repeat and it gives me the exact happiness i want. Pls dont pressurize urself. Feel free to upload when u are feeling okay. Love u a lot ❤❤ everythings going to be alright

[@hie3504]

We all love u ❣️ don't be sad or depressed ❤

[@MarishaRahman]

Medha I can feel you. I am not just saying it I am meaning it. Insha Allah you will rock. You’re very smart, brilliant and talented. Your have no idea about how amazing you’re

[@Browngirlstherapy2514]

Get well soon. Lots of dua for you. May allah ta'la make you feel better. Allahumma ameen. Fi amanillah. ❤

[@mehbuba8449]

I think surrounding things are really important so give your room a new look or you change the room color, note down on your diaries what will you gonna do the whole day and at night you can check them and give a nice tick mark on it and also you can try different kinds of dresses that you never wear that can helps you to see a new you and it's okay to feel like this because this is first step of knowing or getting into the new you and moreover a better version of yourself. Just believe in Allah and everything will be fine bestie

[@aminabagom3307]

Love, strength, warmth,positivity from me❤

[@silviaislam328]

Hey beautiful! Your videos are therapy to me! Don't lose hope dear

[@p.s7959]

I'm rewatching this video,,,, all of your videos are just like a therapy for me,,,, I love you so much,,, you go girl, you can do it ❤❤❤❤💜💜💜💜

[@mun5660]

I have had depression for a long time now. Don't know how to explain this but I always feel very empty and lonely inside. Can't really talk to anyone about this as i don't have any close friends to talk about my mental health. Now, I am 25 and going for my graduate studies in the US next week. This is leading to a lot of anxiety and I can't even sleep at night. Its like life is just going downhill and I don't really know anymore hiw to fix this

[@shutup4211]

Don't push yourself about making videos or posting stuffs in general. I mean I am not going anywhere and I don't think anyone is. I am here because I like your contents and I will wait as long as you need. Besides it's okay to have unproductive days and I know how shitty it feels after the day's over. Blaming yourself for wasting another day while everyone is making progress just to repeat the whole cycle all over again the next day. Connecting with your friends might help and do try to maintain a healthy sleep schedule and abide by it. I usually go to bed by 11 get up around 6 and go for a walk. Trust me, it makes all the difference. Hopefully, things will get better soon. If it doesn't, take your time rest eat scream and cut yourself some slack. One day at a time medhaaaa❤ Btw I loveeeed the beanie you made. At first I thought you brought it from somewhere.

[@lifetimesexperience5279]

I literally carrying when you told the cat was no more🥲🥲🥲

[@SharminAkter-yu5hj]

Going though the same situation. It feels so empty inside me. Day by day life is feeling more meaningless to me even tho I got my dream uni but can't feel any happiness. It's hard to wake up and drage myself to do the things I need to do everyday. Idk how do I get out of this mess. I can't do this anymore. I hope Allah gives us sabr and strength to fight with depression. Ameen.

[@fahimhassan8656]

Same girl same ! I think I got used to it but feeling like shit is so annoying.

[@sabrinforhad3911]

don't worry I LOVE YOU I MEAN WE ALL LOVE YOU and it's okay to be not okay i proud of you because after all the things you went through you're atill here right? you're strong and we're here with you. I'm bad at comforting but I'm trying..

[@adhoranoor612]

I really like your video! So far this video is my favourite!!! Cause i also deal with my depression like this,and i feel like this video just my story.

[@surovesumaiyaislam1494]

She is so natural, 🤍I must to say🤧

[@sarahalam8075]

This video is kind of emotional and it gives me goosebumps

[@floralfariha]

Sometimes I feel like... these social media stuffs are really making us depressed :))

[@rifawazidakhan]

Ami ajkei vabtesilam je onekdin hoye gese Medha kono video dicche na! I wonder where she is!! And video ta dekhe "us" chara aar ki bolbo vabtesi! I too have been feeling like shit for last three weeks may be. I have been feeling like so upset and lonely and depressed and i couldn’t even find any specific reason behind it. But however, now it feels kinda okay to know that I'm not alone. We're all going through our struggles, problems and pains. I just hope everything gets fine with everyone! Take love Medha!

[@ishtiaquemahmud9793]

1500 days of Love for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ❤

[@user-dk9cv8zx9j]

Same Buddy 😔

[@rafiyaaaa_islam4999]

I love ur videos I feel a so connected

[@arifahossain8932]

Hope u doing better dear, love you💜

[@fatimanoor201]

This video describes current situation of my life 🙂

[@toyarahman5877]

Idk why but for some reason i just recalled svt's song kidult Anyway, just do whatever you like to do, do the things that makes you happy even if it's hard to do

[@heenapailan]

Medha , I feel you bro 🙃

[@fouziaalles9512]

u comforted me gurlllllllll ! atleast i m not alone who remains blankkkk almost 24/7🥲& feels living in darkestttt lyf ! moreover tomorrow my AS results 🙂👍gonnnnaaaa gimme hearts attacks just before it ur pov made me numb & neutral both for tomorrow's horror anyways its a lyf which jussss gonnna go.. idk wht even i m talking but maybe we r all in the same page ig !🙃

[@ondhokarergaan336]

hey I really like your videos ❤

[@masturamorshed1753]

Just what I’m feeling after starting Uni

[@sanjidaa.4779]

Hey Medha, it's gonna be okay someday! :)

[@imtenanhossain]

feel better soon king 👑

[@MedhaBee-pe5er]

Yess boss🫡

[@faizahasan3284]

feel better inshaAllah❤

[@nafisaatiaapshori]

One of the best video of yours! Sending love🤍

[@farjanabegumleeja2816]

Girl you ok Seeing that you didn't post for a week and i was like "is she ok,, I hope your day is going great 👍 🙂

[@tammimrahman8264]

How do we feel the same at the same time? This R literally my words coming out from you 💓

[@simajerin1229]

Uss bro university life shuru hoise recently and Ami 24 hours depression a thaki

[@espresso3005]

Bro how i couldn’t breathe for a while hearing the cat died

[@tasmiaferdous227]

❤❤❤

[@naireet9323]

Bruuuuhhh love you🥹🤌

[@mdmasudtour5329]

Good luck

[@espresso3005]

What was that intro why are you documenting my life

[@shahalomahmed3428]

I know how it felt😓

[@Sinful__tae]

Americano hit different ☕😅

[@arifahossain8932]

Bro I'm crying that cat literally died😭

[@MedhaBee-pe5er]

I can never get over this.

[@soniajahan9633]

Your orange colour kamez from? 😢

[@AIandLifeWeLive]

apu tmr mbti ki ??

[@fatemaferdousi2186]

🎀🛐🛐💘🌸

[@arpitakabbo2387]

Virgo facts apu. Amr satheo amn ta hocche.

[@bidisha9263]

Same thing happen with me medha di 😭🤝

[@fariaraifa7961]

Read the book prottanorton by arif azad, ING SHA ALLAH, Ar-Rasheed will help you in every situation in your life, the book is just great for the current situation you're going on, and to get through depression praying is must, like it's the only thing that helps you find peace in your soul, sometimes you feel like when you're crying nobody is like paying attention-they don't even care, but istg I can even swear on my life that Allah Al Wadud will listen to every single thing you're going on, will help you in every single situation, he will listen to you, you'll feel valuable, oh my god just once you taste the love from Allah, damn ING SHA ALLAH, praying for you

[@Foodex573]

Fan of you. Interested to conversation with you

[@Misthuways]

1st here🎉 yahooo😂

[@samiasreya6041]

tmr nojor lagse evil eye r ki....ejnne emn lage

[@shafina3228]

Don't use this mask because it is actually glue and horrible for your skin

[@nabihaalamnuha186]

You really need a cute careing boyfriend who help you to overcome all this situation..sry for silly advice 😂

[@MedhaBee-pe5er]

Hahaha fully depending on someone else for mental support is a temporary solution and can be dangerous in long run!

[@farihaasvlog]

Hope you get better ❤️‍🩹 you are amazing 🙂