2 SEIZURES I HAD WITH MY BROTHER AND SISTER

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Hi everyone! Here are 2 seizures I had on 2 different days. I had one with my brother Gerard on March 12th. Then another with my sister Mary on her birthday March 19th.
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[@johnshanklin5467]

The sister was just reacting out of fear. People react differently to loved ones in distress. Please don't judge.

[@greta7957]

That's what I was thinking like I would be terrified at first too and I'm sure her sis means well

[@kristenduffy7119]

I was thinking the same exact thing the sister is scared it can be very scary watching a person or an animal go through a seizure honestly

[@juicyjuice_overload]

@ThaRealUncleTom no one said she was less important than anything lol

[@juicyjuice_overload]

@ThaRealUncleTom I don't know what your deal is, but it's not that deep. Lol

[@ShenitaMoore]

Exactly! My brother has seizures. Depending on the circumstances, sometimes you can stay calm sometimes you freak out. Prayers for her and family! 🙏🏾❤️

[@christinaanderson2774]

I think her sister was just scared because she was doing this on her own for the first time. Give her some grace people.

[@DedraAmbroseandSnow]

At least she was there for you. My seizures are much different than yours. You need a service dog hunny. I have one who alerts me to my seizures before they happen.

[@tanehaskie4552]

@@DedraAmbroseandSnow maybe she can't get one bc of the pricing dude?

[@DedraAmbroseandSnow]

@@tanehaskie4552 in the USA where we including her live. You can train your own dog. That's why I have a service dog. All you need is a medical doctor to state you'd benefit from having a service dog. Then you get your dog & start training it.

[@tanehaskie4552]

@@DedraAmbroseandSnow no I know what service dogs do and what you can do to train them im not dumb, I was just saying that maybe she can't afford one, that's all. sorry for offending you. I have one two for my depression and anxiety attacks, but since I live in Australia, we have to either buy a dog or have a doctors note in hand and then be able to get a service dog. sorry for offending u. I dont want drama lol. I was JUST SAYING

[@tanehaskie4552]

@@DedraAmbroseandSnow if that all came across too mean im sorry, its just different countries, different ways to do things ig

[@scarsrustpixiedust6949]

I see a bunch of comments about her sister, but can we just take a minute to appreciate how caring and how awesome her brother was?!

[@teresasides8820]

He was just the sweetest, my hats off to your mama,brother and sister,my mom had these,my daughter had them for about a year,and my god I would just lose it,it was horrible to see,and so scary, mom is awsome..Bless your heart. Praying for you beautiful 🙏🙏❤❤

[@msmakos1]

I thought her brother was amazing. He’s very calm and collected. I probably would be freaking out.

[@lilybee9420]

Agreed x

[@valentinacardona173]

And her sister, because she was really supportive as well

[@mskrazie]

well said

[@Itz.Thymeee]

It's so heart warming how her brother is always saying " it's okay , your alright"

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I’m so grateful ❤️

[@lileric144]

​@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree Hi ❤

[@Its_natalie.kate_here]

As someone with epilepsy, I feel like people take this type of thing for granted. The reassurance from people around you after seizures is such a pure form of love

[@chevysilveradofantech8201]

​@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree Don't worry I didn't have seizure for long time I know how it feels its not fun

[@maleahbranch5932]

Corey selzures brother and sister adoption brother saying it's okey your alright

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

My sister has very bad OCD with germs and all, so that was definitely not a big help. I thought she handled it great for someone who deals with that kind of disorder. 👍🏼

[@missdots324]

You did fabulous!!! I'm emetaphobic and when my son has big seizures like this I have the same panic from watching the seizure/helping him but also freaking out about the possible vomiting and all the choking/gagging sounds. Seizures are not fair! I'm sorry you deal with this. I hope they find the right meds🤞We are still trying to find the right ones for my son. Best wishes💜

[@JesusSaves194]

I pray over people and do Christian deliverance and I have seen seizure stop completely from a family that had two kids with seizures and they stop taking the medicine . Also I have prayed over many people with OCD, anxiety, suicidal thoughts and they haven’t healed in Jesus name Mark 9 Teacher, I brought my son to you, for he has a spirit that makes him mute. And whenever it seizes him, it throws him down, and he foams and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid. So I asked your disciples to cast it out, and they were not able.” And he answered them, “O faithless generation, how long am I to be with you? How long am I to bear with you? Bring him to me.” And they brought the boy to him. And when the spirit saw him, immediately it convulsed the boy, and he fell on the ground and rolled about, foaming at the mouth.

[@AmandaNilzzon]

It's so sad you have to go though this... IMO your sister did well. She kept calm, not something I think I could do seeing my own sister/brother going trough this 😓 I hope someone finds the right cure for you 💖

[@Sasuga_Skky]

Wow that's even more amazing that she pushed through that and remained relatively calm through the whole thing. She handled herself really well!

[@logicislogic]

My sister also has OCD which causes her to have emetephobia (fear of puke) so it’s understandable why she reacted like that.

[@elici9012]

For anyone who thinks it's fake you've never dealt with this before. Yes you can actually feel a seizure coming on and can outcome it by being calm getting cool and relaxing.

[@kaizma88]

My daughter has absolutely no warning she tenses up and drops backwards. I wish she did have some inkling they were coming on so she could try the relaxation technique that Ange does.

[@merica255]

Definitely not fake. That's how seizure looks.

[@fuunygurl10]

Had a teacher in high school that kept her room extra cold so she knew that if she felt hot, that a seizure was coming and she could get help (it was Florida so she needed to be sure it wasn’t environmental) I only heard of it happening once. She had one of the students calmly get another teacher who came and got the whole class and idk if the school nurse came to her or she went to the nurse, but I know that afterwards she stayed in the nurse’s office with the lights off waiting for her husband to come pick her up. She also always wore cotton gloves and I remember it had something to do with it but I can’t remember what exactly.

[@perladiaz1385]

I always know when I'm going to get a seizure and I'm able to find a place to sit while it passes

[@kaizma88]

@@perladiaz1385 How do you know? What happens?

[@skym557]

Watching the oldest boy keep telling her to breath and not leaving her side made my heart melt 🥺🥺

[@michaellim4165]

That's what big brothers do, we stay grounded despite all the chaos that goes around us, we have to be the rock in the storm.

[@sarahlisahful]

I wish I had an older sibling but I have to younger siblings ones eight and one five and I’m ten

@@michaellim4165 100%

[@Ri_5475]

@@michaellim4165 I wish my big brother was like that.

[@ohnosenpai2630]

@@sarahlisahful so you will be the older sibling

[@LucaBunny.]

Aww that silent tear that rolled down her face once she started coming out of the second seizure. Glad to see they have a lot of helpful people around ❤️‍🩹

[@debrasixtoes424]

That’s makes me see how I am when I have seizures. Exactly the same thing I am fully aware when they come on and during and after. It’s when they are full blown is when you feel or get really scared. I have been having seizures for past 2 years or less. I had a stroke first and then 2020 is when I had my first full on seizure. We go through things on this earth : afflictions and infirmities for reasons. So that we give God all the Glory and honor for them. No way am I giving glory to Satan and his demons. But I am so thankful for my Jesus hand upon me through all the trials and afflictions tribulations. My God is in charge of my life. So if he calls me home through these trials and afflictions or infirmities I will be thankful to God because he has called me home to heaven. I am just a pilgrim passing through this world. Yeah Jesus can deliver you someone from the afflictions or infirmities but we just have to go through them to give him all the Glory and honor for them. 👏🏼🗣☺️🙌🏼🙏🏼

[@Saffie15]

Ye

[@charlottedrew9714]

It’s because she was coughing

[@myriahmichalski3362]

Wow can we take a minute on how amazing and supportive her brother is. What an amazing young man

[@millieholland1415]

Yeah

[@desertrose3511]

I know how sweet. I want a brother like that. I don’t have any siblings and an older brother is what I’ve always wanted

[@mongolian50cent]

why are u surprised? it's blood, they supposed to act like that

[@millieholland1415]

@@mongolian50cent don’t be so rude

[@petergodfrey2978]

I want you to know that there is a cure for seizure and I cured mine with herbal remedy form Dr Ehime who I met on KZbin channel. His name is Dr Ehime.

[@michelelee9009]

I teared up when you were saying “mom” at the beginning of your seizure. You’re so used to her being there with you.❤️

[@skypie5374]

Yeah that warms my heart actually

[@gaynordicksoncooper6108]

me too ,her mum is trulely amazing!!

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yep like 99.99 % of the seizures lol

[@skypie5374]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree aww 🥰

[@provinginsanity]

That is what my daughter does too and I think it's because they are so used to mom being right there instead of anyone else. It's heartbreaking to see ang doing it too🥺🙏❤️

[@chrism6904]

(For other people) ... When people are in a COMPLETE grand mal seizure, we CANNOT hear you. Our eyes might be open, but we are "not there" ... It's kinda like we're sleeping... Not seeing or hearing. After the seizure, we might be confused... It's hard to follow directions. Obviously, everyone is different, but typically if you're telling us to do something while (or after) having a seizure... It ain't gonna happen LOL. Please be patient with us!

[@CallMeAdam2023]

I never realized that, thank you!

[@josiahrickens4556]

I have seizures from birth I don't know when mine happen but I have heard dr say tht the look I give when in one is like the lights are on but no one is home

[@deeannadorough7378]

As a child I had a combination of two different types of seizures. Grand mal and petit mal. It’s been 40/45 years but I still remember. The clammy feel of my skin the tingling in my elbow/funny bone. I never tried to swallow my tongue. I learned how to identify when I was going to have one. So I was able to lay down on the floor. I would keep talking to talk myself out of having one. I was on Dilantin and mysoline plus when I was older they added phenobarbital to it. Luckily I’ve been seizure free for many years. Unlike Chris M, I could hear people around me. One thing I have learned. Even though I was told I outgrew them. Alcohol can bring one on fast. A neighbor hadn’t had a seizure in many years. He drowned in the bathtub. He had a few beers the night before. Always be aware of how you’re feeling. My mom always made me drink water afterwards. Seizures literally will drain your energy. My best to you and your support family.

[@deeannadorough7378]

@@josiahrickens4556 mine were because I was premature when born and they used forceps when I was born. I outgrew mine years ago thankfully. I hope the same for you.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes very true 👌🏼

[@curranjohnson7489]

That guy who was comforting her is a true gentleman. Bless that dude. He was so gentle and encouraging

[@bxstar5276]

I have friends who are natural at helping (they make me lay on the ground before I fall over) and others who are scared. I don’t push them to escort me outside but I guess with family it’s expected and it’s very challenging for some people, she tried and called help.

[@juliepoganski7159]

I have seen thousands of seizures, but when my own daughter had one I was freaking out. I knew what to do, but it was still scary. Totally different when it's your family having a seizure. Her sister did the best she could.

[@kendreawalton9439]

Same here. Seen my friend have plenty but it was different when my son had one.

[@Kyrohnics]

Her sister didn’t do shit! Wtf are you smoking. She called the mom for advice, mom gave the advice, still proceeded to just look at her like a dumbass.

[@Kyrohnics]

@Eden GainesI agree, it was really disturbing to watch tbh. I felt so bad for her when she was having a seizure and her neck was pointing upwards. I’m glad she did not choke on her spit. Her sister is one oblivious human being smh

[@midnight-user12]

The first one I had was in 8th grade and my two brothers and sister thought I was dying. I made it worst when I said “I’m gonna kill myself” during my first seizure. I spent a week in a mental facility. Not fun.

[@rinaadrianna8832]

@@Kyrohnics some ppl just don’t know what to do.

[@victoriamalone6184]

Her sister actually did fantastic in my opinion! She held the bag to her, tried to get her on her side, and remained calm enough to keep communicating with their mom. I’m a nurse and I still freak out (internally) when something bad is happening! So for an untrained person to experience a seizure like that, she did very well!

[@SMQ7]

Fantastic!? She almost choked cus her sister

[@victoriamalone6184]

@@SMQ7 did she choke though? No. Her sister did her best and that’s a very scary situation to be in. When someone is seizing they’re actually really strong and it’s not as easy as just moving them. In one video her mom literally pulls a rib trying to move her. All things considered yes, I think she did fantastic. The most important thing is she stayed on the phone and communicating with her mom. Many people panic and forget they’re on the phone and don’t keep the person they’re talking to updated. Again yes, fantastic under the circumstances.

[@clairespielman2430]

As someone who has seizures I’d rather have her family over mine any-day stop bashing her sister her sister did great with what she did when I have one they don’t comfort me or even touch me till I’m out of it and yes we can hear people we just can’t say anything it’s scary as fuck being in one

[@clairespielman2430]

@@victoriamalone6184 yesssss

[@clairespielman2430]

Sometimes when I have a bad one I’m out completely and can’t hear anything but sometimes I’m aware during one .... did u ever find out what causes urs... cause i haven’t actually it’s how I found ur page I went to KZbin to find answers and I need to thank u u made me not feel so alone I’m always so scared to have seizures in front of people cause they assume I’m on drugs ..... or faking til someone shuts them up or shows them my ID so I guess I’m jumping on ur journey maybe someday we can tell each other we are seizure free💫

[@mirasibai2001]

I think the sister deserves zero hate. It honestly amazes me that some people don't understand how scary watching someone having a seizure actually is, especially if ur not used to being in that situation 🤦‍♀️ rather than throwing negative comments, people need to realise how much her bravery outweighed the negatives ❤

[@lurellei-2972]

yeah people don't understand , because my girlfriend has epilepsy , and it's scary because she also has tics , people think that they'd wouldn't be scared they'd be afraid of something like this.

[@EmmaJohnsonShenanigans]

i used to react to light in the car and thought it was normal. seconds felt like ages and it always came with a decent amount of confusion. my siblings used to think i was faking and would tell me to stop faking, oh boy were they wrong when i had my first grand mal seizure 😃 jokes aside, seizures are exhausting

[@DULSE23]

I agree with u well said ❤

[@jessicawheeler579]

I agree it is extremely scary and you feel helpless my 9 year old daughter deals with this and it breaks my heart any time it happens.

[@BCF1996]

She did a good job she just needs to make sure she doesn’t hit her head

[@JESSEXTO]

The aura before the seizure takes over is the most indescribable feeling ever.

[@willwoodfork7916]

Yeah fr I've had 2 of them and they are not fun it's like you suddenly feel extremely frightened about something and you see white flashes then you just go crazy and imagine me playing Super Mario bros Wii with the world 1 map music and you hear that music before and after your seizure and it's a little creepy ngl idk if it's just me

[@kimmyrahne433]

It made me feel the feels when I watched her like oh god I know.

[@dianee7778]

I just don’t think her sister watches her videos! I think all of us subscribers know exactly what to do after watching her mom help her through them. But instead of people being negative towards her sister we all need to focus on the fact that it’s beautiful that her family is there for her!

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes thank you for your kind comment. I’m not around my sister that much when I have a seizure. I can’t remember a time where I have been. She even told me earlier today that she doesn’t watch my seizure videos. I don’t blame her. I know a lot of people who don’t. I don’t even like watching myself have a seizure. This is just reality. I’m sure she learned a lot from this one time. She’s funny 🥰💜

[@dalehenry5233]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree I worked in a hospital here in Australia for 7 years, I am used to seeing things like this, but for family your members it might be harder for them to watch you going through it.

[@martacabrillanadoblado2480]

I only said that to help them, and I don't know if you understand what I want to say. Unfortunately there are bad people who can do very bad things, I had a bad experience with that.

[@dalehenry5233]

@@martacabrillanadoblado2480 I understood what you said, I have seen what nastiness people can do to others from my days working at the local Hospital where I live.

[@fibifeo]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree bless you all xx

[@hayleynevile]

Sometimes people panic but her her sister did fine, she was probably scared too so relax people

[@KindCountsDeb3773]

I can understand her almost barfing along with her sister, I am Not good with it either ! It's a common reaction for a lot of us !

[@midnight-user12]

She was pulling Ang but it was to late for her to lay down on her side.

[@clancysworld8188]

I panicked when my brother had a seizure because I used to have seizures.

[@mementomori4685]

it’s not her sister’s fault. she doesn’t spend time with her a lot, and it’s scary when you experience someone else having a seizure right in front of you. she didn’t know what to do. now, i think she’ll have a better idea of what to do.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes yes yes 👌🏼

[@jalynwishem3043]

Memento Mori, friend.

[@jayjay5202]

Memento Mori my friend

[@midnight-user12]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree For sure 😉

[@barbvan960]

I have trained several people about my medical help four seizures, there is medicine to calm brain, I have inhaler to stop my esophagus seizures. Patient not informed w signs and what to do these seizures are not nice. So not blame anybody. Scared first time?! Education. My seizures. .. was sent to ER. Text brother that something wrong. I'm deaf. 4 mini strokes seizures. Brain can race. Heart failure. My body was jerking bottom and then upper. He has been trained by me. It's not easy .

[@SimplySergMX_arts]

I love how much your family is involved in helping you through your seizures ♥️

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I am so grateful for everyone who helps and supports me! ❤️

[@bettybennett1828]

U can see how scared her sister was yet she was right there helping. These 2 siblings r so awesome

[@xSinister_]

This is heartbreaking. You're so strong. I'm proud of you.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you 💜

[@xSinister_]

You're welcome doll

[@Jessi.313]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree This Christian channel can help you, Servants of Christ Daniela) Your sister needs JESUS Reed the Bible.

[@jaydinpribeagu0082]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree you are so beautiful girl!!! God is gonna help I promise my sister had one and it scared the hell out of me lol 🙏😭 but stay strong god has you

[@bsbshhhahga6647]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree ok😘😘👡👠👒💞💝💜💛💚💙💟❣💌

[@elizabethmion4595]

Please make sure you read the pinned comment! Her sister has OCD and germs are a factor. My brother has the same and has an incredibly tough time around me when I have a medical issue (not seizures, other things) and she handled this incredibly well all things considered. She helped to the best of her ability and called for backup which is exactly what she should've done.

[@aliciamonger2920]

This honestly breaks my heart. You're such a beautiful girl and I sure hope they find a cure for seizures. My 19 year old has epilepsy and I pray every day she doesn't have to suffer anymore. God bless you.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I’m so sorry to hear your 19 year old suffers with epilepsy. Tell her we’re in this together and we’ll get through it! 💪🏼💜

[@lisagarcia2602]

I'm sorry to hear your 19 year old has seizures. I was epileptic for 20 years when I moved to Florida I finally decided to get surgery on my head. I was scared but my family was there to support me. now I have been seizure free for 7 years. now it is just migrane headaches.

[@NurseVale33]

CBD is the best for this cases

[@aryansigrid]

@@NurseVale33 Do you mean Cannabidiol?

[@NurseVale33]

@@aryansigrid yup

[@cierradonner2916]

Your sister handled your seizure better than I did when my husband had one, I started freaking out crying, my mother inlaw helped me through it trying to keep me calm and helping her son. I was so mad at myself for not staying in control for him. Such a scary situation when its with a loved one.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes I can totally understand. Very scary situation. I remember a time when I never had seizures and I was out with friends. We were driving to a party and the guy in the front passenger seat started to have a seizure. We pulled over and I was just in the back seat with my friend frozen. It was the first time I ever saw a seizure happen in person. I was quiet not knowing what to do. Such a different experience for everyone. So much worse too when it’s with a loved one for sure.

[@stephaniematthews107]

Try not to be mad or disappointed with yourself. Who the heck knows how to handle a situation they have never had to deal with before?! Don't be harsh on yourself.xxx

[@lovinpitbull8190]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree I’m sorry 😢

[@lovinpitbull8190]

My teacher thinks I’m having a temper tantrum from my panic attack

[@stephaniematthews107]

@@lovinpitbull8190 That's so disappointing. If you have already explained the situation to him/her and they are not mature enough to reflect in your words...let go of caring what they think...they don't deserve you wasting your thoughts on them.x

[@beesimone3073]

I’ve seen one comment that’s rude towards her sister and it’s annoying because it being there is muchhh different than watching on KZbin. If you saw your friend have a seizure while talking to you, BEST BELIEVE you will FREEZE IN FEAR. Her sister was nervous and she did amazing considering how nervous she was.

[@maggiemccauslin1084]

Agreed I've helped people through them and its terrifying

[@midnight-user12]

Agreed, my muscles feel tired after a seizure and I have a severe headache. I’m sure during one someone feels as hard and it just confuses people watching. Her sister describing how she couldn’t pull her back as she was trying, just shows how afraid she was.

[@courtneyrose8574]

Absolutely!!

[@regul8or71]

Well people are opinionated and ignorant - and unfortunately, those who are the most ignorant are usually the most opinionated.

[@georgiaaa1027]

can we just take a moment to appreciate how good the brother did- like omgggggg. im in love.

[@anthonigarcia4594]

I'm epileptic and I know it's not something that's easy to deal with. It's frightening and overwhelming for many people. Your sister did an outstanding job.

[@mimimgl2557]

I think her sister was just so afraid because she doesn’t know how to help her sister. I think I would’ve called my mom for help as well.

[@xsargantxshaftx7997]

I've gotta agree if you're not used to it it's very scary especially if it's a loved one

[@midnight-user12]

Yeah, my two brothers and sister saw me having my first seizure when I was in 8th grade. Of course they called the hospital and my parents.

[@jamieweakley8676]

Being there is different than watching . She just needs more time with her that's all. She did what she knew to do.

[@midnight-user12]

My mom is around me during a seizure but sometimes when I wake up I can tell she was around but left a while ago.

[@withwindlight1313]

She did nothing, she's useless

[@Ilove_drpepper]

@@withwindlight1313 Do you not know how to read? How are you supposed to know how to deal with something you haven’t experienced? She also has bad ocd with germs and stuff so it’s hard for her to help

[@withwindlight1313]

@@Ilove_drpepper if they r scare of getting Infected why don't they just dump her than doing nothing, that the same puzzle, we r human beings And why would she get infected that's non sense, even the corona is not that critical You think I haven't seen such disease, hold my beer my friend you r so stupid and spoiled

[@Ilove_drpepper]

@@withwindlight1313 it’s not being “scared of being infected” OCD is a mental illness and she probably has some etomophobia where you can get physically sick just from hearing someone gagging, and no one wants to puke. And don’t say that corona is “not that critical” millions have died from it including people I knew. So stop.

[@laneysacheatham2694]

I love how patient he was with ang, “your good just breathe “ I never seen a man with this much patience with seizures YOUR FAMILY IS AMAZING

[@McGullicutty]

Your brother has such a calm presence about him. And I understand your sisters reaction. Some people in the comment section that have never witnessed it personally in real life may never know that feeling that sets in when you see it happening, doesn’t matter how many times you witness it. It’s terrifying every single time. They both did an excellent job taking care of you and helping you through it.

[@GregEire2012]

This reminds me of when i had to deal with my ex and her seizures, they where well worse than what im seeing here but equally as scary. My first time dealing with this was half way through the night i was awoken by her having a seizure by the noises she was making, she had foam and blood coming from her mouth and her whole body was shaking and her limbs all curled up. To say i was scared is an understatement, once i helped her through it and lay her down as she would go into a sleep after and wake about 2 hours later not knowing what happened i cried my eyes out due to the panic and helplessness i felt at the time. God bless this girl and anyone who goes through this.

[@EmmaJohnsonShenanigans]

if you experience someone having a seizure, time it. if it’s over 20 seconds then it’s an emergency. if it’s their first time to your knowledge then you call an ambulance immediately

[@DULSE23]

God bless u that went through a lot 🙏🏼 I'm glad they're still wonderful souls like u

[@popsicIes]

@@EmmaJohnsonShenanigans I thought it was two minutes? /gen

[@leifgarrett..]

@@EmmaJohnsonShenanigans i thought it was over 5-10 you call 911. My dad has them and we can't call 911 so we just have to leave him there

[@ld1363]

Hi it’s if it’s over 5 mins you should call

[@hydroarchonfaker]

The ones who are being rude to her sister has never watched someone you love go through this. It is terrifying.. to see someone go through this. My dad has had them theme for just about my whole life. It is so scary, and I end up having a panic attack out of fear every time he has one. Her sister is terrified because it is terrifying to watch this happen.

[@jessicalah8248]

Sameee, I actually think her sister and whole family is so strong for staying around her, not that she deserves to be left alone at all but my brother had really bad seizures and it would scare me so bad I couldn’t even watch it or I would cry and start panicking.

[@pinkblossom9473]

yes i remember when i saw someone have a seizure in class for the first time ever and i was terrified so having to see your family member go through this must be hard ❤️

[@zazadope7496]

I know how you feel my dad had them too😞

[@dawnanas9742]

Exactly,my son had seizures after brain injury and your mind goes somewhere else so you can cope with what's going on

[@midnight-user12]

Who watches her videos and have never experienced one themselves, someone they know, or just seen one in public? I know I’m embarrassed when I have on during school, I’ve had multiple seizures during class and it’s not cool. I can’t say how anyone reacts to me having seizures but I’m pretty sure they go “Somebody pick him up” 😒

[@christinejohnson6674]

Yes, your brother was calm , knew how to help. Bless him. I feel sorry that your sister had such a struggle helping you . Apparently she has not seen you seize before & thought you could just help yourself. Your mom is the Angel “ on call”!

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I think everyone freaks their first time dealing with or seeing someone have a seizure by themselves

[@cutedrior4899]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree yea

[@KindCountsDeb3773]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree the helplessness and fear is worse when It's your loved one !

[@fiorellasanchez4580]

My dad had one once when se were in the car, and I jumped outside the car and starting walking far from the car, thank god my brother was there with us because I freaked out big time

[@APixieNinja]

I think her sister did GREAT.

[@lilyrose_tpwk]

I 10000% understood the sister the way she reacted made her look like she didn’t care because she was worried she was going to throw up, I also have OCD,germaphobia and emetophobia (the fear of like vomit) and my first thought when someone coughs, sneezes, hiccups is “are they going to throw up” so if she knows that it’s a possible that you will throw up and she has that fear realistically that’s the first thing that’s going to come to her mind so I truly understand the sister so much and she handles the situation 10x better than I would I would have jumped out the car as soon as she started coughing so props to her for handling the best she could!!

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

That’s such sweet comment, so nice of you and your understanding! ❤️❤️❤️

[@CulpritChronicles]

My sister was a germaphobe and OCD with all of that kind of stuff too....

[@lilyrose_tpwk]

@@CulpritChronicles yeah it’s not fun 😭

[@valgardner6835]

If you can try to lay on your left side. The way our stomachs are, you're less likely to throw up on your left side. The way the tubes are in our throats, you're less likely to choke on your left side. The way our hearts are, its easier for our hearts to get blood on our left side. I've been taught this because I too have grand mal seizures.

[@romanbellic3186]

Took the Words right out of my mouth Way to go Val 🙂

[@romanbellic3186]

👍👍👍

[@Pauwwhh]

Thank you

[@kat35lulu88]

Are you on medication? I hope you are getting some treatment to try to control. God bless you and hugs for the excellent comment.

[@midnight-user12]

So you have them daily? Cuz like, I’ve seen people commenting on her channel that she has too many? idk if it’s true but so far I’ve seen her having 2 seizures in one day at different times which is something I’ve never experienced myself. My mom and sister tell me that sometimes I have a seizure, stop for a few seconds and then continue to have another one but idk if that’s the same one of if they’re separate seizures.

[@jo-annewinmill5919]

Her sister was scared to see angie I like that cos she didn't know what to do she did what she could

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes!👌🏼

[@lisamorris8068]

Oh God bless you, I just want to give you a hug. Blessings to you and your family 💓

[@meganmorgan8597]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree don't worry about what anyone says! Stay outta the comments girl or they will get to you. Not everyone can handle body fluids, coughing, mucous u get the point. Ive worked in nursing for 19 years and have 2 kids and *still* gag when people gag or vomit! When it's ur family member or a loved one it is for sure 1000% different! When it's my kids, ALL training is gone. Just like that lol i absolutely love the sense of humor yall have! Thats us so i totally get it! Good luck to u!

[@maggiemccauslin1084]

@@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree I'm sorry about all these negative comments towards your sister she didn't know what to do its not her fault

[@midnight-user12]

She was confused and scared while aso calling for mom.

[@Jay-qb6tb]

As someone with diagnosed emetophobia, I can't relate to your sister with OCD, but I can understand the panic and fear of you vomiting, even though her panic stems from the germs, while mine is the act of throwing up that gets me going. For the circumstance and the avoidance of germs and such for her, I think she did well and she could have reacted a lot worse!

[@austinrichards1740]

I don’t like seeing throw up either

[@Em-nu2dt]

I also have emetophobia, and her spitting was enough.. I can’t watch it if she does

[@Kboss66]

I'm sorry to hear. I have emet too. So bad that I didn't leave the house for three years and I clean things obsessively. It's so debilitating and it's way different than "not liking to see someone throw up either." I'd literally rather die than be sick. 😥

[@magii_v]

Yea I have emetophobia too, I think her sister handled that much better than I would. She did a great job

[@smyatt1]

I have emetophobia, and the sister staying in the car and holding the bag took a lot of courage because your limbic system is in fight or flight mode and it's hard to be rational in that state.

[@Sonicchuy17]

You a survivor. You are not alone. I understand what it’s like to have seizures. Im 27 years old and I still have them. Your family is so supportive about your condition. Stay strong. Your videos, your story, is inspiring and continues to inspire others.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

We’re in this together! 💪🏼 Thank you so much for your love and support! 💜

[@niamhjohnson9835]

It's so terrifying because of the seizure she's almost choking due to the fluid/vomit, I really think that her sister did well during this it must had been terrifying to be there.

[@lc4life369]

That mom is such a mom though. You know she's panicking herself but she's trying to act like it's no big deal to her other daughter so she stays calm and gets through it

[@midnight-user12]

“It’s no big deal, I don’t know she usually doesn’t.” (taking about her throwing up)

[@randygraham7966]

What was her mom doing not to come when she was mumbling mom mom mom? Just wondering.is she’s changing a tire or something.

[@Jonakaiii]

Nah, I'm sure the mom wasn't too worried, as it's something she's more than likely used to

[@autumnmoore9930]

Ugh her brother and sister are so awesome and supportive. The unspoken toll this takes on them is so prevalent, but their willingness to help and love overpowers it all. Can’t imagine how this must be. Y’all are fucking awesome.

[@anovemberstar]

What a huge difference reassurance makes. No matter how scary it is, or whatever is happening, being calm on rhe outside and not outwardly panicking, reassures the person. Even if you're totally faking being calm, it helps

[@Iwannaridethepwny]

Seizures are the most helpless feeling. The only thing worse than having one is seeing one happen. I can feel every second of this video.

[@xandriakay4862]

The interaction with her brother was so wholesome and sweet and I feel bad for the sister because she’s obviously scared but she’s doing her best and it’s clear she cares!

[@kayeel7587]

Aww your brother was the sweetest. He did so good helping you 🥺

[@kat35lulu88]

If they really wanna help her..... look into other doctors and treatments.....just sitting with her on a couch saying "it's ok" is definitely NOT ok...... what's wrong with these people? Do some research, make some phone calls...... get this girl some serious help and stop making these videos. Make your time count by finding medical assistance rather than taping her episodes.

[@leeroquemore8713]

@@kat35lulu88 It's pretty clear you have some kind of control issues, and you might wanna start watching another channel if youre so upset👍

[@mmamallama1827]

@@leeroquemore8713 , I don’t think you understand the OP. She’s alarmed. I understand her thoughts. She’s not being mean. Two weeks ago a woman in my town DIED from a seizure. It makes me scared for this beautiful family. I too hope that they will pursue additional treatment.

[@5p674]

@@kat35lulu88 I think you need to educate yourself on seizures. There isn't a pill to fix everything.

[@MBJ829]

@@kat35lulu88 she started getting seizures from a hpv vaccination and seizures aren’t curable but you can get medicine for seizures..but please don’t be so rude to other commenter’s? Also this girl is making videos so people can see her journey to being seizure free and for people to know how they can help someone when they have a seizure..

[@haileycheung1019]

Her brother is so caring and knows what to do when she haves a seizure It’s so overwhelming to see him say to her keep breathing I’m here don’t worry 😊❤

[@khalidamajoud4114]

That was incredibly intense: The car episode. I do not know how I would have reacted to seeing a family member display the same "symptoms". I wish you and your family the best. Hoping for your recovery. Stay strong.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Aww thank you so much! ❤️

[@noelle1991]

Your sisters comments made me laugh cause that’s exactly how I would be lol

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yeah they made me laugh too lol 😂

[@olivermarjanovik2835]

The amount of people saying they were gonna throw up 😂

[@KindCountsDeb3773]

@@olivermarjanovik2835 it's like it was contagious !!!

[@RussellYaba997]

@@olivermarjanovik2835 lmfao

[@lfjphotog6779]

Yup. The dreaded chain reaction vomiting. And Angie never even threw up!

[@viper..x5035]

Every time my sister has a seizure i panic..its something you never get used to really, its.always scary because anything could happen.

[@kathrynbayliss9024]

Your brother was amazing! So calm, so aware, so reassuring! Having conditions like these is never easy, but great family, friends, support makes it all a little more bearable. Stay well, stay hopeful xx

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you so much for your love and support! I am so grateful for everyone who is on this journey to becoming seizure free with me! ❤️

[@jsmith198095]

As a 1st responder/ firefighter this made me sad I so wanted to jump thru my phone and help you out!! I pray you can get help with these seizures, god bless you beautiful young lady.

[@romanbellic3186]

👍

[@romanbellic3186]

Great positivity ☺️

[@midnight-user12]

How much do you make as a fire fighter, I hear a lot of money is in that bag. Edit: Also, I didn’t know firefighters deal with people having seizures. I don’t remember seeing a firefighter after having a seizure.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

That means so much to me! Thank you ❤️

[@jsmith198095]

@@midnight-user12 depends some fire departments do not run medical call’s and about $40,000

[@sherrir2531]

I think her sister acted exactly like a sister, tbh!!! Lol.

[@TT-fr7gz]

Her sister may need to take some basic life support lessons in consideration of her sisters health condition.

[@sherrir2531]

@Lay Lay hurr durr...I know. I'm referring to all the comments saying she didn't act "right".

[@sherrir2531]

@@TT-fr7gz lol. Do you have siblings? Like... in a normal family?

[@midnight-user12]

She was afraid for her sister.

[@AidenT21]

@@TT-fr7gz SHe also has got OCD with germs and stuff so

[@almamurphy2990]

Please give her sister compassion.. My mother and sister both have seizures. I was 13 when my mothers seizures started. Eventually, I was the one to call when she'd have an episode. Even being a 15 year old, her job would call me if she had an episode while at work. I learned how to drive at 13 to be able to get her, and drive her to work every day. I was 18 when my younger sister had her first seizure. Even after 5 years of taking care of mom, I still got scared when my sister had hers. I still cried. Seeing your family go through this, even with experience on how to help them, can still cause someone to panic or worry or get flustered. Please understand the position her sister is in.

[@sjspooner-burnham2273]

Sorry but what country are u in that allows you to drive at 13 ?!?!

[@almamurphy2990]

@@sjspooner-burnham2273 obviously it was not legal. However, I needed to know how to drive at such a young age to help my mother get to and from work safely. But also in the case of an emergency where she was driving, had an episode, and I needed to get us back home(which has happened before and thankfully I knew how to drive to help us in that situation)

[@JC-bq3vd]

My 6 year old sister has epilepsy and I've babysat her alone and she had 2 when I was alone with her. She was born with it. I knew what to do but I was still scared to death. These siblings handled it exceedingly well. 👍👏

[@raiderleo5796]

I have diabetes

[@annajacobson1763]

The little guy “just tell me if anything happens, I know what to do” made me heart swell!!

[@fennecfox9490]

Your brother and sister are so wonderful to be there with you during these times. I felt for your sister, hearing that worry in her voice.

[@heatherferry2323]

I think the sister acted normally. People react differently and witnessing them in person is way different then not. Both your siblings are awesome for trying to help you

[@ralphgigantelli5992]

Very brave of you to share such human moments. As a newcomer to seizures, this help a whole bunch. Thank you.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

So glad my channel is able to help you! ❤️❤️❤️

[@emilyjohnson6950]

I'd like to say that I would be able to be like her brother but I would be absolutely terrified if my sister had a seizure I would probably freeze up and not do anything so I can absolutely relate to her sister!!

[@leeroquemore8713]

After close observation I have concluded her brother and sister have very different reactions when theyre with Ang during a seizure😄 Seriously though I'm glad Everything turned out OK!

[@brevavalentine7911]

Her brother was very calming his voice was caring and gentle.

[@margaretmunce1501]

I noticed that too. The brother has their mom’s calm personality. This sister almost threw up herself when Ange was heaving and spitting “Hold the bag!” 🤢 Love you Ange. Praying for you. ❤️🙏🏼🇦🇺

[@KindCountsDeb3773]

Well, it didn't help that they were in a Car and Not at home. That would make me feel even more scared. Bless them all, what a good family !!

[@itsjustmeflo8684]

The negativity surrounding her sister in the comment section blows my mind. How dare anyone make or pass judgement on people they don’t even know personally!

[@rogetprice920]

People are gonna pass judgement on those they don't know or met anyway and you know the truth is the reason why they continue to do it is because they don't give a damn about their behavior or actions toward that individual.

[@frozencowboy6552]

Passing judgement. How dare we? How dare you dictate what people are allowed to think...

[@KingZealotTactics]

What negativity? I've seen nothing but kudos to her.

[@frozencowboy6552]

@@KingZealotTactics then you haven't seen all the comments.

[@justanotherdayinthelife9841]

This is highly educational for us who do not experience these things and want to know what to expect. Thank you

[@chandlercunningham5616]

my mom has seizures and the way her sister reacted is pretty much how i react most of the time. one time my mom and i were about 2 hours away from the rest of our family and the roads were closed, and she had a seizure. i was internally freaking out but had to stay calm for her. i immediately called my dad when she started seizing and he helped make sure i had everything i needed and she was set up on her side. i'm almost 17 and she started having seizures when i was 12 i think.

[@clevelandfan91]

Seizures are ridiculously hard to deal with. My dog lost her battle with extreme epilepsy this year and it was the hardest thing ever. I can't imagine dealing with a loved one like that.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I am so sorry to hear that ❤️

[@DeftilSteve]

Ange laughing at her sister needing to throw up made my day

[@valentinacardona173]

I know, me too jajaja !!! and her sister was hilarious

[@ashleymendes9296]

Hi

[@justviewing3934]

She tried

[@madhatter_9]

Bless her heart. My mommy heart broke when she said "mom, mom, mom..". You can tell that she is her comfort person. The brother---> 100% a nurturing soul The sister----> 100% did what most everyone does when you see someone have a seizure. Panic is instinctual and natural because we recognize that whatever is happening isn't right. Some people just have to experience it a few times until they can override those feelings to keep a calm demeanor. It's very hard to see people you love struggle and not know what to do.

[@markdesselle5572]

My wife has Gran Mal seizures so I was extremely confused at first. To me a seizure is screaming and thrashing and kicking extremely violently and extreme fatigue afterwards with semi-conscious post ictal state for an hour or so. Still terrible regardless but scares the shit out of me to see how mild other seizure types are. Breaks my fucking heart to pieces everytime.

[@JordanR1621]

My brother has Grand Mals too. He's 25 now and has had seizures since he was a baby but It's still scary no matter how many times you see it.

[@lori....4816]

I can't imagine what you go through on a daily basis. The worst part is not knowing when they will happen. I PRAY you find a way to stop these seizures God bless you

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you so much for all your prayers and support! ❤️

[@livinctry]

I feel so bad for this girl.... but what a strong woman she is for having the courage to record and post. I really hope the best for her and her family!

[@cloveremily4499]

She's is pretty too

[@livinctry]

@@cloveremily4499 absolutely!

[@QueenTrini94]

I've watched my own sister suffer with seizures for the past 29 years of her life, I hope and pray we find a cure soon.

[@bettybennett1828]

Gerald has to be voted BEST BROTHER OF THE YEAR !!!! What a GREAT role model. Gerald is so sweet and loving.

[@fallbackbee9170]

Your sister did a good job, she was just scared. Your family loves you so much and it is so hard for them to watch you in pain or suffering. You are such a wonderful person to show the world what kind of fighter you are and your family are also fighters.

[@Spirited_GoddessKee]

Awww they are the sweetest. I love how no one complains and treats her with so much respect. He’s so comforting and that really melted my heart!💜😩

[@Sebastian-on4uj]

I’m so proud of you, wow you’re so aware I wish you don’t go through this again. You have amazing siblings! Bless you

[@m3linda507]

Damn she’s one strong women and I love how her brother is very supportive 🥺 stay strong 💪🏻

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you for your support! 💜

[@Oh-Jay52]

The moment she says Napkin and the cute laugh seem to relax everyone ...I dont envy any of you ladies . But I have a hell of a lot of admiration for you three being able to work through the seizures x

[@Lundinlee]

I love how helpful your family is during such difficult circumstances. That is what family is all about. 💜 I have never seen seizures like yours. I honestly thought everyone seized the same, goes to show how oblivious I am about the disease. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

[@SwiftiexxCatxxLoverxx]

I love how her brother was so calm and helping her relax! Thats so sweet!!!

[@oliviajohns8832]

For years I’ve been having seizures and I’m still counting the day until I’m seizure free. Your family and friends are amazing support and I’m praying for you and your journey to become seizure free.

[@KyLoxoxo]

Bless her heart coming out and still being able to enjoy life laughing at her sister

[@alineitzelgarciaaguilera5356]

When she start crying my heart just broke.

[@jefferyneedham1581]

Prayers sent young lady I have dealt with seizures for years and I love how everyone jumped in and calmly spoke to her and helped her through her seizures

[@magnus547]

My sister has been epileptic for over 20 years, and when I see a seizure happen, I am as calm as can be for her, and there every time. So when I see someone I don't know having a seizure, I immediately know what to do, to help. Bless you and your family for all the support!

[@sophyascoffeespill4121]

I think her sister did all she could. I love this family.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Yes I agree! ❤️

[@rebalayne4878]

So sweet of them trying to help her. I’m sure it’s scary for them though. Especially when you’re not used to it. I’m sure Angie’s just glad that somebody’s with her. What an awesome family! ☺️

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I remember the first time I saw someone have a seizure before I started having them and I was freaked out and was sitting there frozen watching the other person help them. It must always be scary for anyone who’s not used to it or have never seen one happen. I always feel so much more at ease when I know someone is with me 👍🏼 Super grateful for all of the support I have! ❤️

[@judithbalchin6777]

Not easy at all.God mercy

[@Chiromagic]

your brother is perfection....You are so strong for sharing your journey.

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you for your support! Much love! 🥰💜💜💜

[@jelfamily]

True to sisterly love, the laughter through the seizure when her sister said she was going to throw up. I giggled too because it was just so good to see that she can laugh in spite of it. And she has that smirk toward the camera like, “I may be having a seizure but your day just got worse!” As only a sibling could have done.

[@jelfamily]

Please know it’s from finding little moments of joy where you can and not that I’m making fun of anyone or anything.

[@ellagreen9142]

Seizures are extremely distressing her sister did a good job! Her brother was amazing too

[@katDaMakk]

The fist day I met my friend Elida she welcomed me in her home. As she showed my sister, my boys and I around her home. As she showed us the kids rooms she bent over , hands on her knees and let out a deep loud scream. I asked her if she was okay and touched her shoulder. Noticed she was hard as a rock so I tried moving her and she leaned on me. I laid her on the floor, Turned her on her side and put the fin of a fish plushy in her mouth so she won’t bite her tongue. I knew then she was having a seizure. Her 2 small kids told me “mommy is sick again”. I felt so bad. My sister panicked and called 911. I told her not to but she did. I laid on the floor with her telling her it was okay. They ended up taking her to the hospital. The next day she thanked me for putting the plushy fin in her mouth because she always bites her tongue. From then on we became very close. She had many seizures since then. Broken nose, broke all her from teeth and even one while cooking and burned her hand. I would feel bad for her having to go through this but never felt sorry for her and she liked that. Her last seizure…. She was sitting on her computer desk as she signed the last papers to own her home. Her kids played in the living room as she sat their with so much joy. The seizure knocked her out and fell asleep blocking the vein responsible for traveling blood to her brain. Her kids played for hours and even made each other food thinking she was sleeping. Her husband (my friend) found her body 5 hours later. She left a 6 year old girl and 3 year old boy. I miss her so much and wish i could of just gone to check on her as I always did 😔

[@taylorjones4011]

Awe man im so sorry to hear that I hope you and her family are doing well❤❤

[@neecy777cooper2]

Thank you for sharing about your sweet friend. I have a daughter who is 29 and has epilepsy. I was blessed to hear that your friend had children and lived her life. I hope that for my daughter. God Bless you and your friend and family.

[@snowstorm1798]

I’m so sorry to hear rip

[@smoothbutter9915]

Im very grateful that i dont have seizures I just wish other people didn't have seizures either

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

I am so sorry to hear that. I am sending so much love and prayers to you and her family ❤️❤️❤️

[@lovenestnurture5934]

I feel you, I've had a seizure before and theu are not fun, I breathed and calmed down, I started hallucinating and saw random things, I'm so proud of you 💗 Stay strong 💗 💓 💖 ❤️ 💜 💕 💗 💓 💖 ❤️ 💜 💕 💗 💓 💖 ❤️ 💜 💕

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you for all of your love and support! 💕 Seizures can feel so weird and different every time you have one.

[@sadiestout9930]

I started crying seeing her go through this bc I go through this every time I have a seizure and seeing what my parents go through every time I have one makes me appreciate so much more... I have so much love for you and respect for you. Being epileptic is scary and it makes me appreciate my loved ones so much more... way to be strong girl...❤️🙂

[@carliemichalak5682]

Your sister is how I react in these situations. 😂🤦🏻‍♀️

[@agirly1503]

Lol me too!

[@VanillaBean1]

Omg same

[@pyt1010]

Ahhh her sister did great and was there for her. She’s blessed to having caring siblings. I’ve never seen my youngest brother have a seizure but he has them, I probably would have reacted in a similar manner. I pray she can be seizure free one day ❤️.

[@user-zf7td8vh1r]

Waiting for it to come on after you feel it coming is so terrifying. I see it here and I feel for you so much. I love that you have such great support ❤

[@KavitaNagessar]

It's so good when you have the best support system with you every step of the way. Hope you're doing much better! Much love. ❤💜😊

[@happinesshappens6631]

Unless your familiar with seeing someone having a seizure it’s incredible scary. No blame here!

[@midnight-user12]

Her sister tho 😨😰😥

[@rogetprice920]

You're absolutely right you know I've seen a few of my friends have seizures before in the past and it is indeed a scary situation.

[@christopherj8089]

My first time seeing my sister have a seizure I was like what the fuck do I do so I rolled her onto her side and put a pillow under her head and made sure she was stayed on her side

[@lucylynnsmiles3247]

God please heal her in Jesus name!

[@MyJourneyToBeSeizureFree]

Thank you for your prayers! ❤️

[@CMchyy]

Amen.

[@lifewithdazzlingdede4018]

Amen

[@emlucero0]

Amen!!

[@jenniferjakob9005]

Prayers sent 🙏❤

[@nickwoyurka6820]

It’s crazy when someone with the same or a very similar condition can just make you feel wonderfully and terribly in the sense that you can help to a point but that helpless feeling is also there. My brother says that’s by far the worst part besides how violent they are (for me) meaning. All the love support and everything good sent your way 👍