23/06/2024

We were more than a friend even if it does look like it. She always hide it not only from everyone but also from me i don't know why, why is it like that?. How hard it is to talk face to face? How hard it is to have an easy conversation with someone you loved? I gave everything is it not good enough? Is she happy? Am I pressuring? What can I do? Im hopeless there's no other way. I don't know what come after her mind, I don't want it to end. It hurts me, it hurts her. It hurts to feel like everyone looking at me like a creep it would be better if she talks. I don't feel loved at all, not even through text. She's kind enough to be cruel, is it all my fault. What part do I not understand. Is it like this, is everyone also does this? Why does she need to lie about everything, to avoid me? Why does she agree in the first place? It's over, everything it's over, I won't forget the break that will last forever. heR