33 // Thirty-three (SynthV original ft. Eleanor Forte AI & Mo Chen)

CW: implied suicide ideation
whats this traumatized nb gonna do about it.
before this gets misinterpreted since love when things are super cryptic. the number 33 refers to the percentage of people in average, who yesterday, voted for an extreme right candidate to the national assembly in my country. my brain decided to have a breakdown on the notion that one in three people either don't care if im alive or actively want me dead
this song is. Not only about that though
sorry i promised some feel good songs but the summer happy chemicals arent kicking in
Lyrics:
In the greatest secret I will stage my death and grab a knife
All panopticon eyes I will stab it is just a matter of time
All my voices each part of me squandered for eternity
Martydom awaits me since I don't matter to all 33
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
(Where? Nowhere
Whe-where? Nowhere)
What to do now?
Where do I go?
Where is my heart?
Where is my soul?
(Where? Nowhere
Whe-where? Nowhere)
It is unfortunate but that's the way it is
If I don't see some changes I'll blow up these places
I had a dream that my deepest fear was coming real and
Nothing mattered anymore so I rose my wings and soared
So laugh all you want I know that when you die nothing of you stays alive
No nothing since I don't matter no no part of me
It's okay nothing therapy can't fix
Only for for 60.33€
(Where? Nowhere
Whe-where? Nowhere)
What to do now?
Where do I go?
Where is my heart?
Where is my soul?
(Where? Nowhere
Whe-where? Nowhere)
Do I still have time?
Don't know where to go
I've lost my mind
I've lost control
It is unfortunate but that's the way it is
If I don't see some changes I'll have no choice
You leave me no choice
That's the way it is

[@smuggybugg4y85]

No one is universally beloved, take solace with the few that care very much that you're alive!

[@soleil.lunatique]

Thank you for the kind message!!

[@hyperactivebrainnumbing]

your tuning is literally so unique its SO GOOD. Also this song is AMAZING WTFFF

[@soleil.lunatique]

Thank youuu i really appreciate it

[@sushi3062]

I love it !❤

[@soleil.lunatique]

I'm happy thank you