(389) Aaron's Storyline - 29th September 2011 (7pm)

[@tyrain9846]

The ''no! Would u please just go!" gets me every time! And yes I've watched this thousand times!

[@ansuhmayram]

there was something so powerful to the shot of him in bliss after slef-harm, and then the physical and mental interruption of his mother as reality made him panicked and vulnerable.

[@nosamos847]

This is the only self harm storyline that is remotely accurate. I really resonate with what Aaron is going through. Emmerdale deserves a lot of praise for such a portrayal.

[@ZAB_Dragons]

The hurt in his eyes when she asks if he's hurt kills me from the inside out😭😭

[@louisemacallister6561]

The moment Chas went to stop Aaron and the flash of panic in his eyes when she approached him - he just looked haunted and ashamed. It's heartbreaking seeing him like this.

[@tyrain9846]

Louise MacAllister Danny Miller is a genius! Best performance on this topic!!!

[@1Hugi1Channel]

That is so intense....you can see how it gets worse.... He does it repeatedly and the times between are getting shorter. He let him self drop into this feeling, let the pain wash his minde away.... Its such a intimate place he is going in his minde when he does this to him self. He is leting go of all the pain and guilt and fear. Chas interrupting this is so crule! Because he hase all his defence down. He is so vulnerable. His broken soul, lying open for everyone to see... Its heaedbreaking. All this guilt on his face, the fear.... God it touches me so much.

[@dencobear4u]

Aaron is so cute when he smiles

[@sanyrub]

Finally I can properly watch it, youtube was a mess last night. Great convo between Danny and Pauline as usual. And when Aaron goes upstairs to do it I feel so nervous. They do it so real

[@jimmykouba4494]

Every time he sees the house and Hazel it brings back all memories, cutting is to relieve the pain and memories. He in his own way is trying to move on. And we can see its not working. And cutting is never the answer. It broke my heart between Chas and Aaron even when his voice quivered.

[@rezlynxium7400]

At 6:18, I like the way Aaron gets angry with Hazel like this: "How many times do you want me to tell you?! Just stay away from me."

[@elisabethmhawkins9025]

Rezforth X Plus Hazel reminds Aaron of what he did, and what he lost. 😢😢

[@elisabethmhawkins9025]

Aarons face when he goes into Hazels house 😢 so many emotions on his face, guilt, pain, hate,just want to give him a big hug and tell him it will get better 😢

[@janehiura]

All I can think about is Gordon now. It's just confusing my head. 😅

[@GoKaiRed15]

It's a wonder anyone comes to the garage, there's never anyone there apart from Aaron and he's storming off all the time lol!!

[@jimmykouba4494]

He looked so scared and vulnerable. His eyes pleading.

[@minamoto84]

I´m wondering if Jackson ever stopped to think about what his assisted suicide would do to Aaron. Did he really think his never-really-mentally-stable boyfriend could just get over with it and move on? Or was he caught so deep within his own depression that he didn´t think about the effect of his death. Though it´s good to see Hazel found her way too cope with life.

[@newgeorge]

I cant bear the selfharming scenes. its agonising. thank god Chaz has finally noticed :(

[@furrylover5982]

ItS NeVer evEr gOod!!, also the tell me- sorry slams and gets cut off is funny

[@furrylover5982]

I love how chas says Aaron's name through this whole soap opera it's funny

[@tazoulinimary]

I really love Hazel..even if it seems like pressure, she simply refuses to give up on him and can read him better than anyone.

[@multiluv1]

Aaron panicked wheb Hazel grabbed him

[@1Hugi1Channel]

Yeah he has anger issues, year he is of the rails, but honestly, nobody ever respectes what he says and whans. He says: shut up and paddy and Chaz go on and on. He says leav me alone and hazel doesn't go away... So... What is he supposed to do.?

[@PatriciaGarcia-eb5gz]

Aaron is soo cute when he smiles 😍😔

[@noraisaacs4599]

aaron is looking like he is going to do something bad to him self the way is is taking everything in side

[@jimmykouba4494]

Aaron looks so uncomfortable while memories flood his mind. Harsh "Its you", "Should never have come back", "Go, I don't ever want to see you again", Hazel, "Is that what you want", "The problem is in your head". She has made peace with her self and accepted Jax death and moved on. She wants to help Aaron to do the same, but until he is ready nothing will work. Only she can say and get away with what she said. Anybody else, Aaron would have a go at them. It hurts to see him hurting.

[@elisabethmhawkins9025]

Jimmy Kouba Hazel may well have excepted Jacksons death, but she wasn't the one who helped him kill himself, she couldn't do it. Aaron knew he was doing the right thing by Jackson by helping him, and every time he sees Hazel, it just reminds him of what he did, before his trial, Aaron was sure he did right by Jackson, that was until he saw the video diary where Jackson says 'year's of fun'. He kept playing it over, that's when in his mind, Jackson was telling him he didn't want to die. Now he feels he needs to be punished and if the legal system wont do it, he will do it himself. I wonder if Jackson ever thought what his request would do to his loved ones. Aaron, a teenage boy helped the man he loved to die. You can not expect Aaron to act as if nothing happened, yes he's going about it wrong, but as he told Jackson, no one has ever given a dam about him (chas maybe doing it now, but not when he was younger) so he copes the best way he can, sadly that's by hurting himself to release his pain. Its sad to watch, but Danny is doing a fantastic job as always ❤

[@Boslthrman]

@gxdjoeybaby07 I think Aaron was too "bottled up" to realize how much he loved Jackson. He had no life experience to handle J's declaration last year. When he came to realize how much he truly cared for Jackson, Jackson had already slipped into depression and made the decision to die. Terribly tragic story.

[@ansuhmayram]

when he didnt want chas to touch him i felt so sad

[@bittenfr3ak]

@corvus13 He doesn't exactly take care of the wound besides applying a bandage, so no, probably not. Also, it's been like 2 weeks for us but I think it's only been a few days/1 week in Emmerdale time.

[@daffie15]

yeah yeah yeah! finally there's some talking about new love.. he's so needed!

[@Boslthrman]

@minamoto84 I think you hit on another aspect of the tragedy of Jackson's death. He was so lost in his own despair, he figured his mom and his boyfriend would be better off without him and just bounce back. He never truly understood what he meant to Aaron.

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@Boslthrman i completely agree with your statement about jackson's understanding. fwiw, i always felt that jackson loved aaron more--or maybe it was just easier for jackson to own his emotions? i'd love to hear others' thoughts on this...

[@phillippadavies2927]

Anyone else come here because of the new story line? No, just me, ok.

[@theweirdchick2332]

me 🙋

[@hamkyo07]

me too !!!

[@jimmykouba4494]

My second time around seeing this and the ones to come. Been following Robron as well.

[@greymushroom1]

I have to say, I am kinda annoyed at Hazel, sort what out? I mean, what they did wasn't lightly and worse he didn't want to do it. how everything was written it just makes it look like Aaron got manipulated into killing jackson and HAzel think they could somehow sort it together after what they done. She need to just leave him and make him come around when hes ready to sort it and find some peace with what happened.

[@MissDiesel2014]

omg the only thing i can say is them builders are miracle works wonder if there for hire lol

[@b4ubreak]

Aaron - LOSE.THE.BEARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@greymushroom1 i think hazel can see that something's going on with aaron's moods. and i hope someone intervenes, since the self-mutilation isn't really a healthy, sustainable coping mechanism

[@eunoiafx]

Hazel has accepted and moved on, Aaron hasn’t he’s younger and obviously has a harder time processing it not to mention he’s going through a hard time and it’s different since he’s the one who actually “killed” jackson

[@eddieconner2274]

How come there are 2 stairs in hazels strange, one next to the door the other behind the sofa

[@kelbot]

aaron likes Arcade Fire!

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@beautifullion69 ....that's enough for me! ;) btw, wasn't aaron's character straight-by-default once upon a time?

[@ilovetodreamatno3]

oh my god, i can not literally wait to see the next bit. the last scene with aaron on the bed, christ i was speechless, and frankly that has never happened to me before.

[@furrylover5982]

Why didn't he lock the door ????

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@minamoto84 & @Boslthrman, also....i got the impression that after the trainwreck, jackson felt that aaron was acting out of guilt and obligation, more than attraction or love. in jackson's funeral monologue when he says he hopes aaron's smile is still there and also that aaron and hazel are suffering but he is not, suggests to me that he had thought about how their future(s) without him =(

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

5:00-ish hazel, well said, you know exactly where the problem is

[@sanyrub]

What did Victoria say at 3:15? Please :)

[@ryanje8147]

Question: What is a "fry up"?

[@yellow.cat.973]

its a full breakfast you know like , bacon, egg, sausage,mushrooms, beans all that stuff X

[@ryanje8147]

ok. thanks. I assumed it was food that is fried instead of baked. It sounds like it just means many breakfast items instead of just one or two.

[@ryanje8147]

I love learning new words and phrases and customs about the U.K by watching Emmerdale.

[@jimmykouba4494]

And I thought I was the only one.

[@l-o-u-i-s-e93]

@MissDiesel2014... Yeah, they moved the staircase. How?

[@cyke90]

Come on Chaz if there was a time to push it's now. Find out what's wrong. That look on Aarons face says it all. PUSH!!!

[@Njay0]

Ofc he is still thinking of jackson you silly girl

[@samanthapetrelli]

People in soaps don't know the meaning of a locked door...

[@footfleshlite]

*"Don't."*

[@MerimaTropoja]

Seriously Chas, you see Aaron throw a violent fit towards Hazel and get in her face and threaten her with a wrench and you'r interpretation is that it's her fault and that she's the problem REALLY?

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@greymushroom1 thanks for the reply =) good point....and i hope aaron sees her as more than that, since she is/was jackson's mom =/

[@furrylover5982]

It aInT gOnNa hApPeN yA kNoW...

[@furrylover5982]

Poor baby

[@iwantsifegold]

I think Aaron is living soon

[@GoKaiRed15]

@sanyrub so we on for tonight?

[@notslucis9977]

Alex is fit, I definitely perv on him 😅

[@greymushroom1]

@gxdjoeybaby07 i know she can see something is wrong with him but she should talk to paddy or something and not be in his space all the time, she is a reminder which he will have to deal with but for now she need to just leave him be. yea I know that one trust me, it isn't.

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@beautifullion69 lol! so eloquently stated, with the musical "chairs" euphemism! ;) i don't see aaron making the ed rounds, either. as much as i'd like for david and aaron to give it a go, i think their tempers are too similar...

[@greymushroom1]

@gxdjoeybaby07 i think he will but right now, his demons/ guilt everything is blinding him.

[@sanyrub]

@jwsm2 Thank you much!

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@greymushroom1 my fingers are crossed for him

[@jwsm2]

@sanyrub are we on for tonight?cooking dinner I would think

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@adgp i'd probably be going there to have work done that really isn't needed ;)

[@XxDanixX184]

Ok yay topless but nay a cut chest...Aaron, Jackson wouldn't want you to do that to yourself! Stay strong baby:-)

[@azswede97]

Come on!! That beard is totally hot! I love the red in it.

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@gxdjoeybaby07 oops, ignore that "how" in that last sentence...sorry! 0=)

[@MissDiesel2014]

@MickeyLu11 guess that magic of soap land

[@GoKaiRed15]

@beautifullion69 It's what being Amy's friend does to you lol

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@tazoulinimary hazel needs to meet flynn....

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@beautifullion69 well, they both have that chav look going (at least it looks that way from over here in vegas--lol)! i'd like to think that she's planting the idea in aaron's head that maybe he should be looking to the side, or at least for his next ex-bf, or whatever ;) which brings us to the question of how many other (available) gay men live in emmerdale....

[@sanyrub]

@adgp Thank U :)

[@ryanje8147]

Aaron seems a bit like an inconsiderate nutter to many people.

[@gxdjoeybaby07]

@azswede97 i do, too! =)

[@WallehA]

@b4ubreak No, I love it! :D

[@b4ubreak]

@WallehA pfft, you cant tell me that Aaron looks better now than in scene 150. i like the character more now, but please Danny, lose the beard

[@globalman]

Hate this storyline. The writers make up scenarios that are totally not credible. Aaron is homosexual, something they've now swept under the carpet. Probably due to backlash from bigots. So rather than lose the bigots they betray the queer population. No truly gay man would behave this way or treat Hazel this way after all these months. He betrays Jackson being so cruel and heartless to his mother and betrays Jackson's memory. The blindness of everyone to the pain Aaron is in and their avoiding it like they avoided seeing through Jackson's act that all was ok is a further example of how isolated people can become so that such a dreadful event happens like Aaron's suicide or killing Jackson. And I hate when they try to make him feel good, blind to the fact that it has the reverse effect. When I was young and self hating, people saying nice things to me only made me more destructive and self destructive. You say you're so proud and he wants to do something terrible to spite you.

[@MissDiesel2014]

@MickeyLu11 guess that magic of soap land