The fact that nobody talks about the book whispers of manifestation on borlest speaks volumes about how people are stuck in a trance
@eona2 ай бұрын
You just told my story of the past few years, I didn't miss any of these stages. It was absolute hell, the isolation and my senses skyrocketing being the hardest. Would I change anything, if I could go back in time? Nope. I love the person I'm becoming. I still have a long way to go, but the way I see the world now...priceless.
@Kevin-m2r2wАй бұрын
Have you been lifted as lightbody yet? Shown wisdom on a level beyond belief.
@eonaАй бұрын
@@Kevin-m2r2w Tell me more. I feel rather grounded and in a quasi perpetual state of contemplation, a kind of awe in slow motion, marveling at every tiny thing. Love it.
@Kevin-m2r2wАй бұрын
@eona awakening has its dark side. Every bad thing you did is brought to your conciousness where you have to contemplate and forgive yourself, and learn to love yourself. Then apply to others. It is hard to love your enemies. You need to meditate. Listen to your heart/intuition.
@spiritwanderer7772 ай бұрын
This is crazy, I just came back from a therapy session where I talked about exactly this topic and I came home and got this video...
@heinzkoenig88312 ай бұрын
Synchronicity !
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
👍
@ashaarden2 ай бұрын
These videos are perfectly timed to give me clarity and encouragement. Thanks!
@jackhays12462 ай бұрын
Me to... but not in therapy good luck on your journey 😇
@spiritwanderer7772 ай бұрын
@@jackhays1246 may you shine bright too 🙏
@peterse6992 ай бұрын
The person who has written this script has own experience of this journey. Excellent! Thank you very much!
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
Wow wow wow. My life. Still is. 😮
@nancyfox78712 ай бұрын
Your videos have resonated with me so deeply and profoundly. An understanding that I’m not feeling with anyone around me at this time. Thank you.
@mulen-x8u2 ай бұрын
As Richard Gere had said: "It's life and no one escapes this world without death...". Spiritual growth often looks like a death.
@flowfenton35792 ай бұрын
I have been going through a dark night experience for the last 2-3months. It has been so intense and with all the things thay you describe in this video. Today is the first day that I felt I had some sort of a shift. I woke up with my head resting in the lap of the Dark Goddess who was receiving all my pain. I also had a therapy session where we discussed the descent of Inanna, and how my journey has been like this and is not just a ordinary depression. I completely stopped sleeping and even had some suicidal thoughts. How can this happen to someone who simply wants to be a vessel and a channel for the light. I feel I have been completely dismembered and I now understand this as a form of ego death as you say. I have no idea what comes next but I do know I need a lot of rest and gentle nurturing back to health. Thank you so much for this video and it is auspicious that it showed up on what feels like the first day of a new life. 🙏🙏🙏🦋
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
The only help will be from the light. No false gods or deities. It seems to me that you have let entities in that are NOT of the light. Suicidal tendencies are not of the light. I know nothing of the "goddess" you describe or the 'descent of Inanna'. Seems to me you have taken the wrong path. Stay away from New Age stuff. Turn to Jesus Christ now as he is the light and 'the way'. !
@SharynS-jd7pb2 ай бұрын
When I was first going through my spiritual awakening, I could no longer meet friends in a restaurant -the noise the smells the people I would almost have a breakdown in that environment, so I started meeting friends at the park for walks in nature, and it helped tremendously. But I lost many friends During this time frame.
@CatherineCherieParhar2 ай бұрын
I'm absolutely experiencing all these signs! Disconnect, exhaustion, everything has had fallen apart. Things are beginning to come back together, but slower than I'd like! 😅🤷♀️ Thank you for this information. Helps me to know I'm on the right path, even though there's really no wrong one, just contrast. We chose who were are, in every moment, by our choices. I chose love. Love to you all! 🥰💞
@BattyBev2 ай бұрын
@CatherineCherieParhar So true...I choose Love as well. Much Love and Light Sister..
@TonyManiscalco-f8y2 ай бұрын
I met a person years ago who I believe had completed his transformation, and was spiritually perfect. His sole purpose had become to let people know, and to set them on the right path. However he did say besides the spiritual and mental component to the journey there was a physical element to it also. He explained how the diet we are brought up with is a part of the problem, and must be transformed in order to stay on this path and ultimately complete the journey.
@bethetruth95602 ай бұрын
I definitely feel like an outsider in my own experience of Life. I have, and continue to experience, loneliness even when I'm with others. That's because we don't share the same consciousness and I can't relate to the choices they make and who they choose to be. Deepak Chopra said, "Awakening is not changing who you are, but letting go of who you are not." It's the letting go part of Awakening that brings up beliefs in our subconscious mind we are not aware of. My interpretation of this process is letting go of my human identity of duality consciousness and surrendering to my Soul's identity of Unity Consciousness. ❤
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
Thank you for your testimony. It helps me to know that there are others 'out there' that feel the same way. The isolation of the path makes me feel like I'm totally alone in this! 💗
@77MSG772 ай бұрын
Thank you. This really helped explain some of the changes I’ve experienced. I was attributing many of these things to COVID, I like this explanation much better. ❤
@jojohns012 ай бұрын
so true it took it so many years of my life to realize this I am lost nothing to hold on too
@khumoditsele83672 ай бұрын
Thank you for the clarity I experienced all these things that you are talking about spiritual awakening is a very hectic encounter and it does not come with a manual and no one informs you of what is really awaiting you it is really something mysterious however worth it
@LoneWolf-sy5ht2 ай бұрын
This is exactly what I am going through and it feels like a black hole that you are never going to get out of😔
@thesjkexperience2 ай бұрын
I’ve felt sick since mid July. Thought it was Covid, but tests were negative. I’m just now gaining the ability to leave the house. 🎉
@ivetamranyan12082 ай бұрын
Going through it as we speak...
@brucerees96682 ай бұрын
Enlightening words, finally a guide...🙏may god bless us all in our journeys ❤
@himabindumatli37152 ай бұрын
All of symptoms resonates 🙏
@PaweOstrowski-co2zh2 ай бұрын
This is exactly like my depression symthoms. One day I thought I was just obligated to feel more awakened thanks to the giant suffering from depression. Now I'm discovering a new kind of life and I don't know what to do next. I feel I'm done for the moment, feeling like all achieved.
@thesjkexperience2 ай бұрын
If you have depression, all is not achieved. You have the control. You create your reality. I tried 40 years with western meds and never worked. 2 months into Buddhism and I may have a bad day if I’m tired, but how you think changes your reality. The most depression free time has been the last 9 months.
@PaweOstrowski-co2zhАй бұрын
@thesjkexperience I'm happy to hear that you are feeling good. Drugs and no self esteem destroyed my physical part of brain but they have opened the door for my true self. I'm feeling wonderful now. I know I'm not this body. Greetings from Poland Europe
@desireecarlsson35232 ай бұрын
I am going thru this right now and I experince all of theese symtoms and emotions, I find it the hardest to go thrue, feel the darkness, the wrath in me, I get angry in a way that I have never felt before and feel so tired, feed up with lies and everything else people are doing that basiclily makes ppl false, pretenting to be nice to one and other but they are not ! I see thru them and so many are hallow....makes me wanna scream "Wake up" but I am holding back
@vasanthinatesan2574Ай бұрын
Excellent video. Almost all points are resonate in me Once very emotionally attached persons are now seem to be empty shadows and illusions. Everything you have mentioned are absolutely TRUE to me .thank you.
@BattyBev2 ай бұрын
Just went thru a dark experience. As much as I'd rather not, it truly brings up some silliness. ❤❤❤
@-Siculus-Hort-2 ай бұрын
Indeed.
@petr-im2hk2 ай бұрын
You hit the nail on the head!
@bharathihariharan88212 ай бұрын
That sacred aloneness is the end of loneliness. 🙏🙏
@bc1577452 ай бұрын
In vedantic way what helps during this confusion is using the power of jgyana yoga. The path of knowledge. Use discrimination, use power of observation and reflection etc. That gives the confidence on the path. Hence it is said use of integral yoga is best. Use power of devotion(bhakti) , karma yoga( unattached work, service of mankind) and gyana yoga( yoga of knowledge) and raja yoga( meditation and concentration).
@normancherry87322 ай бұрын
I was brought up and screwed up along the Catholic route to spirituality which (like every other denomination) had nothing to do with the spiritual, today after many years of redefining my spiritual status, I've been dealing with some really heavy stuff, I'm in a position now where caring about outcomes isn't an option, just do it!
@MAJEPHTIC2 ай бұрын
Can confirm all of this, although I'm not sure what will follow after the ego dissolution. Still being in the process.
@MichaelAndes-r6z2 ай бұрын
Confirming these symptoms. Helps to identify them accurately.
@ashaarden2 ай бұрын
Very good video. I have been experiencing kundalini awakening for 9 years. Extremely painful, and emotionally insane. As if my soul is being ripped out of my body. I feel I’m on the verge of being Free, and await with as much Love, Grace and understanding this human can muster. No Unicorns and rainbows here. Yet…
@brucerees96682 ай бұрын
Blessed be the journey ❤
@Agui0072 ай бұрын
For myself one of the dark sides is having to adapt to all this crammed energy. I used to enjoy the time of the days being stretched out with time to absorb. Everything feels fast and crammed in now.
@bond-rt4poАй бұрын
Your describing what I'm going through. Top that up with being married and meeting my twin soul which adds to the pain and lost.
@federico6172 ай бұрын
Awesome video! And the kind of voice you'd typically hear in some documentary film, sounds great!
@normancherry87322 ай бұрын
The more you seek how lost you are, the more attention you'll pay to discovering the esoteric, deeper, truer self.
@arshaddurrani38852 ай бұрын
I can relate with these experiences. My journey may have just begun.
@royaletours58832 ай бұрын
Today Morning During My Meditation Time All these Questions And More Were Popping Out Of my mind. I even wanted To give a break to all my spiritual process part I am doing right now. Here is a video that really gave the insight of what I felt and put me back to my path. Isn't there something working behind the scenes of life. I Am Amazed And I Am Thankful to You dear Brother for this Video. May be The message for me had to come through you .🙏🏼. Om Namah Shivaya...
@lindalou48582 ай бұрын
❤😂🎉 Thank you Totally resonated and overcame much attempted murder of sorts. Balancing body mind spirit On a daily basis and thankful for your time and knowledge. ❤
@arthanarisamy2 ай бұрын
I am experiencing all this recently. In a way I am confused about my career and future. As a family person with 2 kids it makes me i am not same as who am I earlier
@imasarevans7252 ай бұрын
It's so resonate me, thank you so much 🙏
@reetvahesalu57902 ай бұрын
THANK YOU for your nourishing service 💞 TRUST yourself 🎉❤ LOVE caresses ALL 💥 GREETINGS from Awareness releases 🎵❤
@BattyBev2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!!!
@beckyshearer26292 ай бұрын
Amen 🙏 thank you
@jiteshmamtora30092 ай бұрын
I totally agree, but if you can guide ,of how to deal with it, what is the role of surrender to the Lord, chanting mantra or just remaining a silent observer. Just revealing the problem without a remedial measure may not help much
@mwilson78422 ай бұрын
Know you are not alone in these symptoms, allow yourself to rest and reduce workloads, don't resist emotional upheaval,instead allow yourself to feel and release emotions which have been repressed, especially trauma; take good care of yourself by eating as healthy as you can, stop addictive behavior to alcohol, tobacco, drugs, caffeine...meditate, align yourself with your higher self, avoid people and places of low negative vibration, know it's ok to let go of past behaviors and relationships that no longer serve your ascension... Get out into nature if possible..hope this helps ❤
@aquariuuus2 ай бұрын
@@mwilson7842 does avoiding negative people really help? or is it a sign of weakness? eventually, many people become so intolerable that it is difficult to be around people at all. just questioning.
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
Be still. Listen. Talk to God. Wait and see if guidance comes to you. Have patience with yourself and trust! ✝️
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
@@aquariuuus ..yes. Avoid negative people! They are vexatious to the spirit and lower your own vibration. To free yourself from these types is not weakness. Its choice. You are CEO of your own life so, promote, demote or fire! Good luck.
@mwilson78422 ай бұрын
I find I'm no longer able to physically and emotionally tolerate negative people for long because I feel incredibly exhausted by them. By negative people I mean those that indulge in gossip, heavy judgement, addictive behaviors, people who are like emotional vampires seeking your time, use you as a sounding board, seek advice but never take it, not to mention real narcissistic types who are frankly predators, just some examples. I can't even tolerate small talk anymore. Take notice how your body reacts when you are around them . Do you get anxious, muscles tighten up, does your head or stomach ache?s@@aquariuuus
@mariannelucas84492 ай бұрын
Omg. So true!
@robinfree1072 ай бұрын
Exactly🌞No fun when everyone is transparent to you😥yes, yes, no one-way ticket🤭it is easy to have a mental breakdown while doing so💖🙏
@23dagobert2 ай бұрын
Thank you very much! I totally retraced this incidents myself.❤
@WilliamClarke-ou3uw2 ай бұрын
That made some sense about a few things that have been happening,
@alexjeangilles64552 ай бұрын
I'm in that moment now.i just talk to a friend about it😮
@2c1-h4u2 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing great comment 👍 ..(but) Never cast your pearls to swine, though we may think we do "have a friend" (usually a foe) to "talk" about certain topicsvbe sure to tune inwards first and foremost never let this critical and the most important part of yourself down.. seek in a particular manner of knowing how to differentiate between the two forms, i.e: who/& which person to turn towards when you are being in such a vulnerable open state with another, (especially when it comes to "oversharing" ) in particular. Please be cautious and mindful when you have an urge to talk to a friend about it because you will then be in a position to be taken advantage of: mocked for instance when you're not around- like a fly on a wall (and not needing the negative input output due to the "cause and effect" that comes with that, energy creates energy- good or bad its still energy) ..however I would strongly suggest and can not stress enough recommending that you're using "the gift of discernment" that you/and we all do have in us, at the time of conception it's our birth right from the time we took our first breath when we were born..but we are not taught this growing up as children eg: schools, (..the government or the system teaching young ones how to be more self awareas a discipline) or even through our caregivers/our parents ect.. The power this has looking beyond and throughout our higher selves (which sadly in turn when you think about it looking a little deeper "most" are ignorant to this )..TRUST ME in my opinion THIS WILL be YOUR clearest TRUEST guide to your life and what its special path has ahead that awaits specifically assigned for your lifes journey and the intricate purpose just wholly and soulfully designated for yourself as an Earthlings mission here amongst all these coexisting Humanoids on this Planet we live in and what we call Earth. Wishing you much peace and joy! ..as I too my hopes is to reach you an overwhelming positive high vibe out there your way always ✨️ with a great sense of comfort toward you when challenged that this will bring you feelings of confidence ..like a cuddly warm blanket that's wrapped all the way your sphere in peaceful surrounding moments of serenity- followed by infinite amounts happines! ☆☆☆ From me here right there over to you☆☆☆ 💛 😊 🌻
@anilpersaud38082 ай бұрын
Wow, well it’s the price that we pay when we go through what we have to go through, even though it may be a painful part of the journey.
@swarnah20522 ай бұрын
Thankyou to understand 😊❤
@JONAHFLYHIGH2 ай бұрын
This is the most helpful video I have ever watched thank you appreciate it
@ginadavis25692 ай бұрын
So much truth in these words 😮
@boonraypipatchol7295Ай бұрын
Don't do bad, Do good, Purify own mind....
@tbhanu19522 ай бұрын
I feel the same sensitive to loud sounds feeling exhaustive avoiding big lights perfumes
@davidlewis30722 ай бұрын
check out John of the Cross and his book Dark Night of the Soul...
@brucerees96682 ай бұрын
Ty for that ❤
@xristosbaliotisxristosbali51802 ай бұрын
Yes Sir,i experience all the things you say and many times i doubt my creative ability and functionality and i wonder what to do in these moments i do not recognise my own self.Do you have a suggestion?Thank you
@DaleAbellАй бұрын
I don't mind being on my own what gets me the can't sleep fatigue
@Ayla77-K2 ай бұрын
"Who are you"?? 😉 Are you talking from experience? Are you actually awakened beeing? Love tou you and everybody 💛🙏
@robertjsmith2 ай бұрын
You realise there is no inherent self,when you realise there no inherent self to realise it.
@terencehennegan14392 ай бұрын
Very reassuring video. 👌
@AERosh_79M2 ай бұрын
Majority of them are correct in my case.
@Sidharthborah6486Ай бұрын
It’s kinda crazy how nobody wants to get out of the rabbit hole and read the book Whispers of Manifestation on Borlest
@baskarbs12252 ай бұрын
True
@sunilsoren3067Ай бұрын
it's kinda crazy how nobody is talking about the book whispers of manifestation on borlest
@michaelmcveigh88802 ай бұрын
Bless u too
@a2zin1252 ай бұрын
It may not be easy, but there's no "dark side" to spirituality.
@briandonovan87922 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤
@matthewcotterill71552 ай бұрын
A lot of this mirrors symptoms of bpd. Difficult to know one from the other. Am i awakening, or is ist just my personality disorder?
@SleshBorbo2 ай бұрын
I feel pains from within 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@robertjsmith2 ай бұрын
FREEDOM comes at a price
@RagipBaturАй бұрын
I have all 5 signs and my life is like a nightmare. Also my son is having mental and phsical problems i can not do anything . How long does it take to end all of these . Someone plase answer me. No sleep. At home full time. No one in my life. My wife is also exhausted. I am desperate. Since 9 month . When it Will end.
@nidhishukla87342 ай бұрын
Please read "god talks to Arjuna" by paramhans yogananda
@Ommm2zАй бұрын
I very much doubt they understand exactly what I'm going through
@AmitInwati-e5mАй бұрын
there's a book called whispers of manifestation on borlest , and it talks about how using some secret tehniques you can attract almost everything in life it's not some bullshit law of attraction, it's the real deal
@BruceSlater-yi5wjАй бұрын
Feeling all 5 not easy Thanks be to GOD JESUS Is helping and protecting All CHRISTIANS from all ADVERSITIES Love you jesus always for ever AND ever AMEN ONI WA SOTO FUkU WA UCHI WARUOMO O KOROSHIMASU RIBBONO SHEI OLAM ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@tbhanu19522 ай бұрын
Thankyou
@ajmersingh62582 ай бұрын
One more symptom that people go through is excessive sexual desire irrespective of their age. Is it true ??
@ilovethisworld30592 ай бұрын
so true!
@swatijoshi83862 ай бұрын
Sooo soo true
@michaelmcveigh88802 ай бұрын
🙏👌 grounded outside countryside i know that theres a god and has a plan
@rameshbhat13862 ай бұрын
Yes experiencing do..
@Ommm2zАй бұрын
"Take the skin And peel it back Doesn't it make you Feel better?" TR
@ramkishankadian3729Ай бұрын
It’s surprising how people are only scratching the surface and don’t take the time to read Whispers of Manifestation on Borlest. Go out of the rabbit hole guys
@kt63322 ай бұрын
Yep❤🙏🙏
@spm1981162 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video. I'm stuc in this path since COVID. Need help
@leighallen26732 ай бұрын
Help will come if you ask for it ....turn to Jesus. I know from personal experience as my journey has lasted 43years. God backed me into a corner so I would look up. It's taken me the last 30years to see through my Socratic enquiry that Jesus is real. Very real. May he help you to find your path. Love and light.
@Soulvana3692 ай бұрын
That true😢
@BruceFerguson3112 ай бұрын
This is not new. My mother shared her I dentity crisis with me when she was growing up....and I'm 74!!
@almerenedeley75032 ай бұрын
That is so🥴
@user-rh4hc4hj1zАй бұрын
The only spiritual awakening is coming to the realization you are a son of light or a son of darkness
@jackiesan172 ай бұрын
All of this is true
@sourcetext2 ай бұрын
There is no dark side to spiritual Enlightenment, if there is a dark side..it's no Enlightenment, Spiritual Enlightenment is not an intellectual understanding it's an experience that you are Eternal Spirit or soul and not the body - mind bio machine. This vid is a mistake 🤡
@aquariuuus2 ай бұрын
It seems I'm going through everything that is written in this video. Emotional waves, fatigue, isolation, complete lack of understanding in which direction to move. It seems that it is best to move only within yourself at this time, because all other movement is meaningless. On the one hand, a reluctance to socialize, on the other, I wanted to find people with whom I could share what is happening at this moment. But in general, the apathy towards everything that visits forces you to turn to yourself and only yourself. To rely on something higher, to trust, because the rational mind is tired of creating its own scenarios. May God strength us who follow this path and give us faith. 🤍
@shinuhbl2 ай бұрын
Same with me too. I am in same condition as video explains. At least I came to know that I am not alone and it is the path to spirituality
@aquariuuus2 ай бұрын
@shinuhbl Sometimes thoughts come, what if maybe there is nothing bigger here and you need to somehow get out of it? Sometimes hope is hidden. What do you do in such moments?
@Ayla77-K2 ай бұрын
@@aquariuuus be aware of the thoughts and emotions, don't try to surpress them, just welcome the thoughts, hug them and allow them to be... Sit with that...5 minutes or more... Who is behind the arising of the thought/emotions?... See what happens... Love to you And everybody 🙏💛
@ramanathanramakrishnan8939Ай бұрын
The Real Awakening will happen when you are
@Ommm2zАй бұрын
🕉
@RandyBrickley2 ай бұрын
If you are still labeling things as good or bad, light or dark, etc.. then you haven't awakened. Everything mentioned in the video and the responses just look like more tricks of the ego to me. If, for example, you realize that not all foods are available everywhere you will begin to see that attributing things like diet's to waking up is just silly. Awakening comes from insight. There is no system to get to it.
@MartinVoois-b6i2 ай бұрын
🤠👍
@archiequeen91902 ай бұрын
robot man has all the answers lol
@prabhukohli65162 ай бұрын
exactly i am aschizophrenia person
@georgeduncan89462 ай бұрын
...not as Dark As Staying in Western conditioning. Meditate🕉👁💭🫶🏿