Dean & Cas I Happiest year of my life [CANON DESTIEL]

I'm here to admit
That you were my medicine...
Learned that #Destiel became canon from your comments under my videos :D Congrats everybody! Patiently waiting for Cas to return.
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Fandom: Supernatural
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[@sophiainthebuilding]

Just the look of relief on Cas's face after he says I love you.... imagine being in love with someone for 12 years, and feeling like they don't reciprocate the feelings. I would probably keep it to myself too. I'm just happy that Cas was happy in the end😭

[@haleya.9741]

People are saying Dean doesn't feel the same way but it is so clear that he does

[@paigehoffman9314]

And to think that Cas believes that Dean doesn't feel the same way; that no hunter could ever love an angel such as himself. But he never got to see the moments where he was gone and the aftermath that the hunter reveled in. He didn't see how broken and numb Dean was when he died by the hands of Lucifer. How he couldn't even look Jack in the eyes because of a reminder of what once was. How he drowned his sorrow in beer and let his anger ride the forefront. Dean was a wreck and fully showed his true colors to Sam when he yelled "And you may be able to forget about that. But I can't." Because to Dean, Cas was always more to him. And then again when Cas left willingly over the conflict they had about Mary. The speech that Dean gave in Purgatory truly showed where his feeling lie when it comes to Cas. I think Cas fully opening up to him is the last shove that Dean needs in order for him to finally reveal that it was never one-sided. Dean always loved Cas. Just as Cas always loved Dean. So I hope they end up bringing Cas back so Dean can say it back and Cas can know that he is so very loved. And that he is so much more than he gives himself credit for.

[@olgak.6267]

Still people are calling this confession homophobic and one sided

[@theoneaveline863]

This deserves more likes, OP!!!

[@clairejay1139]

THIS THIS THIIIIIIS

[@littlewolf2703]

OMG YOU SAID EVERYTHING

[@leashorses1802]

I’m sorry, I’m knew to Supernatural. Is the show over now or do they plan to do another season or are there any unreleased episodes left? Because until now Cas and Dean didn't get their happy end, did they? 😕

[@mitalisharma440]

his edit is not helping with my crying, but their love is so beautiful, and this is so precious. the song is fifth wall of tear breaking,

[@marianawinchester9603]

whoever's here after cas death: ... we are masochists.

[@zenvinc6559]

well we all still watch spn, by now we kind of have to be

[@zenvinc6559]

But if you want even more castiel heartbreak might i also suggest (re)watching markpngs video Mr Rattelbone about cas

[@jules8744]

Yeah, we are

[@cohanskru9552]

WE WON...and lost, at the same time🧎🏻

[@littlewolf2703]

The fact that their love was the ONLY thing GOD himself couldn't control it is INSANE! 😭 Greatest love story ever told ❤

[@theoneaveline863]

Y'know what? Imma say it, at least Cas was happy when he died. At least he was able to get his true happiness, at least he was able to fill his mind, his final thoughts with Dean before he--- 😭 At least, y'know? I Love this Incredibly Heartbreaking edit, watch me watch this for the whole week. hahahdvwjsjsnsj.

[@zenvinc6559]

Yes did you see his smile when the empty took him? I cant. (How you're you dealing with supernatural and unus annus ending at the same time?)

[@theoneaveline863]

@@zenvinc6559 Ah, yes, The feeling is the embodiment of the "This Is Fine" meme. Just waiting for the inevitable end of both shows 💀💀💀💀 Memento Mori, friend.

[@susanablanchet245]

Castiel Will we back you are not alone Dean after pademic 😷🤓 next season

[@zenvinc6559]

@@theoneaveline863 Im sorry to be so blunt and to do this here, I only just started out to actually talk online with people. And i failed in getting to know people before spn and unus annus ended. And I would love to get to know people who love these things before it's all over. I hope I'm not being to forward here but if you ever wanted to discuss anything i would be very happy to talk with you! Edit: I hope i didn't overstep anything here, if i did I'm very sorry

[@asharachae]

*"Maybe this is how it will always be, our souls intertwined on the nothingness of the cosmos and our hearts beating endlessly for each other. But our bodies, oh our bodies. Always apart, often almost and never together* *What tragedy we are"* Imagine loving so much and profound that they taught you how to love the whole universe too. Isn't that the most powerful thing you could ever imagine.

[@opheliaeade7510]

Not me crying over this comment

[@remvsg]

this is a true masterpiece. "You are not in this story" "we are" THIS IS STUFF THAT SHOULD BE IN THE FINAL CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON

[@s.p_444]

I'm not gonna rest in peace until Dean says "I LOVE YOU TOO CASS" 😔 I refuse to die

[@shreyagnadig7759]

"It's wasn't in the having" - it's wasn't being with you "It was in the being" - it was in the being in love with you 😭😭

[@andreareyeslugo8023]

I don't know exactly why, but in my heart I'm certain this isn't the end. The confession was only the first step, the build up for what's to come. A happy new beginning for the both of them.

[@SimbiAni]

my fondest hope lol I need Dean to break into the Void of Eternal Slumber, wake his angel up & zap them back out! 💚💙

[@_vananas_]

I love the song choice, because with Cas it hits harder. Cas has been around for a few millennia, he has seen so much, but despite Dean only being there for a tiny portion, he is the main source of Cas' happiness. I hope this is not their end and they get to be happy, but SPN took so many people and gave them an unbelievably sad goodbye.

[@destielisreal9565]

And i thought I couldn’t cry anymore

[@shreyatalwar9588]

Lets just all agree that we are never recovering from this

[@SimbiAni]

NEVER EVER EVERRRR >_< !!!!!!!!!!!!

[@Denim01147]

That thing that Castiel died in Thuesday basically broke my heart. After watching night episode i found myself crying in my bedroom and could not stop thinking about Castiel's feels. All this time he loved Dean never asking about reciprocation, he loved and he cared about him and his family whatever it takes and this... This is most beatiful and painful thing about Destiel. I believe, that Dean loves him back because we saw it million times in the show. Thanks you for all of these emotions, for this beauty, your video is magic and it helped me to stop crying and saved me from dehydrotation. I realize, that i am not alone, we all together in this misery and sufferings🥺❤️

[@colrel6781]

So youre telling me- after ive already stoped watching they FINALLY MADE THEM CANON

[@alexandraaa3500]

SAME OH MY GOD

[@sarahann74]

They deserve so much better, I swear to chuck, if they don’t get a happy ending I’m rioting

[@SoniaGalucho]

I realize, I've been in love with Dean since the first episode. There is no denying Dean is wonderful. However, I wasn't expecting to see Cas confessing his love for Dean in this way. I'm still shocked.

[@charlenerafferty3534]

Dean is and always was my no 1 favourite character 😍 and what Cass said about dean is true he is not wat the enemies see

[@ashleylapidus171]

I am a balling mess over the episode, and Castiel’s death, and his confession to Dean- and yet I still look for more edits and watch that scene on repeat... I am a wreck. Is anybody else able to relate? This was so well made by the way. Please do a Destiel edit of Kiss from a Rose by Seal.

[@catbuikhang6482]

Happiness isn't in the "having", it's in just "being" just "seeing" it. I am going to let the girl I love the most go, been a year, she left, I am still hanging on, looking at her smiling with her new boyfriend hurts but isn't painful. Thank you Supernatural for this wonderful quote.

[@marilavergne2886]

Anyone else notice the handprint on blood on Dean's jacket after IT. It's like when Cas raise him from hell

[@hannahbakos7428]

THE HEAD TILT WHEN CAS SAID I LOVE YOU DEAN. 😢

[@jennas4907]

It’s still genuinely heartbreaking and amazing how Castiel’s truest, happiest moment is telling Dean he loved him even if Dean couldn’t say it back before Cas died. Just, when you think about it... Cas is the only version of him who rebelled because of Dean and his love. Even if people hate this it’s still a beautiful and heart wrenching scene. It’s hard to believe this is even real after so many years of simply looking behind the meaning of their actions, when they showed the truest meaning so plainly. And thank you for making this video, it’s beautiful and so fitting~

[@eventingirl001]

I don't know why everyone is so against Castiel's final scene and Jensen's performance. This isn't Castiel dying "for reasons", this is a consistent pattern. He has died for Dean and Sam and the World several times over. Also, this is more than just a romantic declaration, or at least thats how I see it. Castiel was one of God's Angels; created by Him to do His bidding. Like they said in the show, Angels are like marble statues. Created for one purpose, unchanging, emotionless; I think it's canon that Angels don't have a "soul" like humans do. God told him to save Dean Winchester, that was what he did. Meg said in season 7 that you find a cause and you live by it, it shapes your life; gets you up in the morning. Everything Castiel did, good, bad and ugly, was for Dean Winchester. Imagine being nothing more than what someone determined for you. Castiel was a solider in God's Army. Not an Archangel, not God's Herald, just an angel. A small cog in the machinations of Heaven. Then, this human, makes him question and doubt and ask why. Dean Winchester helped him to grow and learn, to see the joy and the struggle that is humanity. So the "I love you" wasn't just those three words, there were so many more layers to it. Dean is an emotionally repressed man; he was raised since he was a child to be a solider. Moving from town to town, no meaningful connections to anyone else besides his "unit": his father, his brother and eventually Bobby. There probably wasn't a whole lot of "I love you"s said while growing up. He probably didn't think he was going to live past the age of 30. Hunters live fast and die fairly young, both the hunters and the hunted. If you don't get ganked by a creature, you are put in prison or the looney bin. Dean has so much potential and there was never anyone to have his back; yes, Sam does but Sam will always be "the little brother", the one who needs protecting. When Castiel gives his speech about the Empty and how much Dean means to him, Dean short circuits. People are disappearing, God just ate his sister and Death is literally knocking on the door. If Dean can fight it, then he can process it. Dean doesn't know what to do when Castiel opens his heart to him. There was no time for him to respond or think about what to say back because the Empty swallowed Death and Castiel whole. That's why you see the breakdown at the end. Also, the scene wasn't supposed to be about Dean and his feelings. This was Castiel's moment, this was about what he felt and what Dean meant to him. Not the other way around.

[@Ryb234]

You know, The title is perfect, because I'm deeply greateful for Misha and his efforts to make this at least half canon, even If he won't come back in 15x20 which honestly, I think he won't considering that he, as actor, got the ending he specifically was asking for. I think it's a huge mistake of production and writers, but nothing we can do about it now. We did our best, we supported this for years with all of our hearts, and that's really all we could do. They heard us, it just wasn't enough to listen to. But nonetheless. This story is also OUR story, and it always will be.

[@Ali-nt9hw]

We really spent like ten years in the long haul with no definite proof of Destiel except eye fucking and subtext, and now that we get actual proof I just feel so like…empty Cas died to save Dean, one of the main themes running throughout the show, and it’s a death that’s permanent and after getting so attached to Cas I don’t know how to feel, he’s gone, and there’s no bringing him back. They loved each other, their version of fucked up love but they loved each other and to have that just ripped away absolutely breaks me inside

[@Kboss66]

The only people who can possibly imagine how much I cried are all the people who watched this too. 😭 God. My heart. 11 years shipping these two. They both deserved better.

[@SophiePukeRainbows]

IVE BEEN OUT OF THIS FANDOM FOR YEARS WHY AM I CRYING

[@tavanawhamond3352]

You're never really out of the Supernatural fandom

[@possiblecryptid2501]

Fun fact: I didn't actually cry during the episode. I didn't cry that entire day. But this fucking video was so goddamn beautiful and heartbreaking that I fucking sobbed my heart out 2 days after the episode. I hate you so much (and by that I mean I love you please keep this up)

[@555SoledaD]

😊😁❤

[@ElidieCeeJones]

Destiel is canon but we had lost Castiel .... i don't think i will ever recover of that. Castiel finally said for the second time his feelings for Dean and i think Dean was too shock to answer even if he loves Cas as much. I just can't stop crying, this song is perfect and you're editing killed me !

[@EatTweetSleepCreep]

still coming back to this video years later

[@hellen24]

in the end, loving dean is your true happiness. it's all so pure, true and beautiful ... i'm happy and broken at the same time, i love them sm

[@charlenerafferty3534]

I always had a feeling cas was in love with dean

[@charlenerafferty3534]

@@julietaoviedo3015 no Dean not gay

[@KarouLoves1D]

praying that cas comes back to us and dean

[@sliceofcastiel]

Your Destiel videos are heartbreaking as always 😍😢

[@Jasmine-eq5pw]

Here I am crying for the 83856999 time this week

[@kittygang69sup26]

Bro Fr making me cry like the first time I saw this ep 😭

[@hannahhull8717]

the lining up of the lines broke me, this is amazing

[@biancapradocosta3524]

MY HEART IS IN PIECES. Also, Iost my fucking mind when you synched up Naomi's and Chuck's lines about cas having a crack in his chassis

[@casismymrdarcy]

Based on how happy I am with Cas's confession, The Empty should take me too

[@ladawnalston5463]

I started crying when Castle started crying like I never saw him cry before

[@KAZ-nn1lb]

their first moment 4x01: deans first time ever seen an angel. their last moment 15x18: castiels last time ever seen an human. 😔

[@SimbiAni]

WHYYY WOULD YOU POINT THAT OUT 😭

[@chidori8462]

You made me cry again !!! Hope Dean will say I love you too. This show keeps Killing me but for the best. Thank you for this.

[@officalmyq]

Cas and Dean deserves much better 😭😭😭😭

[@ChloeWinchester0709]

I agree 😭💔

[@user-mg6yp4hj3w]

his real happiness was to be happy with someone. but the happiness he could have cannot have, so he knew that when he allowed himself to be happy, emptiness would take him along, plus these 10 years His happiness was being happy with Dean 😭.

[@malagenabolakaful]

I've been avoiding this video since I first saw it in my sub box because I knew it would ruin me. and now i'm here. and it ruined me. *no one* vids them like you do. the way you unwrap the pure tragedy and beauty that is their story will never fail to fascinate me. "cause I really loved you" 'I love you' yeah I can't do this

[@miovvv]

same. i kept seeing it in my notifications and on my feed but i couldn't bring myself to watch it because i knew it'd fuck me up and it did

[@swilson1989]

I SCREAMED AND CLICKED AS SOON AS I SAW THE SONG

[@dmptrl]

soledad i dont think you have any idea how insane you make me

[@dmptrl]

i mean this in the most positive way possible. i was literally up at 4 am last night watching every single supernatural video youve made

[@555SoledaD]

@@dmptrl Considering the fact that making them usually takes all day and night I find this very flattering

[@Splashstar216]

Dean is also in love with Castiel and that needs to be canon!!!!

[@dionysusxian]

OH HONEY IT IS

[@dawnroberts4401]

It already is. ÙnÚ

[@rondeanichi3633]

they better bring cas back and mend my fucking heart

[@jericarobison5712]

I really want to see how dean carries on in the next episode. I hope he prays to cas though there is no hope for his return, and tells him he loves him too

[@isbammoi3358]

Same, I need a closure. Whether Cas comes back in some way (not expecting back to life, but like a brief appearance), or simply a prayer/funeral-esque something. It needs a final oomph/scene to truly close the circle. This isn't enough ;-;

[@ElenathTinu]

To be honest, I wasn’t sure what to make of that scene. I have been shipping destiel for so long but I was still unsure wether I should be angry and disappointed or happy. But I knew for sure that I was really looking forward to your edit. And of course you didn’t disappoint. I really love your videos:)

[@nataliemejia515]

We should all be celebrating but it just hurts :(

[@Pinklyx]

i;ve watched a lot of destiel edits over the last few days bt this has to be among the most beautiful!

[@moth_ia4735]

Welcome to me being late and still crying about destiel edits I've pretty much seemed out and sad I can't hug my fictional dad's. I've been watching this show since I was 11/12 years old because my friends at the time wouldn't stop talking about it and talking about destiel (this was back in 2015) so I finally start watching it fully thinking destiel was a character. I obviously figured it out and I genuinely shipped destiel as an ironic everyone ships them thing but then I eventually actually genuinely saw the relationship they have. Cas' entire confession finally broke me that the show was ending. I basically did most of my growing up and shaped my life for the last 5 years around this show and these fictional characters and it hurt a lot watching one of the biggest comfort characters I've had officially gone. Not to over share but I've lost a lot of people close to me in the 5/6 years I've been watching this show and seeing the relationship and love the boys and cas had has been the biggest comfort and knowing the show is over (especially with the way things ended on the finale) honestly hurts a lot. My point is, this was so beautifully made it reminded me why I ever cared about this show and continued watching it even through all the bad plots and iffy writing

[@americussivers3228]

Thank you for the happiest 15 years of my life. Thank you for teaching me the strength of family and love. Thank you for the friendships that were created on the journey with no end.

[@izafgonzaga6225]

1:42 "he never give up" "well... he does."

[@joannesouraya9161]

I can't stop crying

[@veradoll22]

2 episodes to fix the angst

[@jewlitt8782]

this is a masterpiece as always

[@djinnsbetpools]

The awesome thing about this edit is nothing is out of context. It's all said for whatever had to be said.

[@slywunyo4280]

I reall thought I was ready to go through this again. But I am a crying fool now

[@BlackCat-mi3pm]

Ouch, ow, ow, ouch, my heart, my poor broken heart...

[@Bee-km1qq]

I fought so hard for this couple bro. I WANT TO DIE, I WAS VERY SAD

[@paulablicharski8369]

I can´t stop crying :( this friendship is so much more than only a friendship... I love this movie

[@emiliesawatzky9739]

Can you please edit some thing where it’s the first time they met and cas says you don’t think you deserve to be saved and then it goes to season 15 episode 18 where he lists off all the reason Dean is good and deserves his sacrifice and then mix other stuff in it that would be so cool

[@proseria1549]

Just when I thought I wouldn't have shipped destiel in like 10+ years

[@MicukoFelton]

Oh gosh, this was beautiful but also painful I cry.

[@Jojofatta]

My boyfriend is watching supernatural and my fangirl self can't contain when Dean and cas scenes come on and I just dont know how to explain it to him on how much it hurts my heart 💔. The ending of Dean and Cas hurt

[@shreyagnadig7759]

You know I saved this video 3 months ago,when 15x18 happened....Three months later and I can for the first time watch it, I'm weeping but I got through the whole video for the first time, I'm proud of myself

[@hellscapes6002]

the quotes... the parallels... wow. amazing edit

[@clairejay1139]

Oh Sol, I've been waiting your video for years, hoping that someday would it be about canon destiel and now here we are with that dream realized. I can't even begin to say how I loved this, how I'm amazed at how you parallel scenes and lines so perfectly, at how you capture the essence of every story you edit. This made me cry (as if I ever stopped since the live hahah) and I can't wait to see other videos about them if you'll make them. Okay now I'm gonna put this on loop for the next years

[@voxxy85]

So many feelings. I miss Cas so much

[@theawestergaard7805]

I can't believe it's been a whole year already

[@Kes240898]

I hadn’t cried about Destiel until now. Thank you ❤️

[@marvel.sylllogonia7934]

What Castile did he did for a good reason but I’m mad at him like really mad at him because he’s my favorite character and I just can’t handle he died

[@Dosdo]

Who's crying? Am I crying? I'm not crying. It's just raining on my face.

[@gracerobbins8505]

This song is made for them, it just fits so well. Im new, and Ive only watched it for about 12 days (already on season 9) but my heart is alreadh shattering. I dont want it to end but I know it does. Its going to be a long die of crying and eating icecream while I watch the finale

[@zhanelnurlan7140]

okay, i was waiting for it. i needed to feel a hole in my chest after 15x18, but i think i just made myself more sad. your art is beautiful

[@accuula]

I cryed a river, thank you for this edit

[@littlecoconutinc]

Omg this song came on today and I was like wow perfect destiel song right now, and YOU DID IT! Your videos are always so incredible. When this episode came out, one of my first thoughts was 'I can't wait for Soledad to make an edit for this.'

[@thepacksurvives71]

1 1/2 years later and I'm still too heartbroken to watch the confession again

[@h4ru5p3x]

i immediately came back here after watching that absolute train wreck of a finale. your videos are always a source of comfort, thank you so much for that

[@andypb8321]

My soul is in ashes right now, thanks for this beautiful piece of art 🥺

[@anastasiyapresnjakova3060]

Omg! It's so beautiful and touching. I can't hold my tears

[@renbitts]

Currently crying in my geometry class and I’m in person

[@matijabiavati3851]

Oh god that broke me more the episode itself god you’re so talented this is beautifull i think im going back to crying now

[@ashleysnippe3539]

so many people are here rn bahaha how we doing yall? my mom just walked in on me crying

[@PatyTWD]

I'm not crying, you're crying.

[@liz0085]

I can't stop crying not because of how sad it is to see Castiel gone, but from how beautiful their story was. Such an amazing edit, I mean hands down, the best I've ever seen!

[@cirengranger]

I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO UPLOAD SOMETHING ABOUT THIS AND AS USUAL WITH YOUR VIDEOS, MY HEART IS COMPLETELY SHATTERED INTO PIECES

[@raintales494]

Let's be honest. We are all masochists ¯\_༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽_/¯

[@SimbiAni]

honestly I blame years of listening to angsty pop rock songs & power ballads & now I got a mile-long list for these two.. ♡

[@raintales494]

@@SimbiAni✨facts✨

[@SimbiAni]

I'm just waiting for the next ep to match these lyrics.. "I'm here, with my confession.. got nothing to hide no more.. I don't kno where to start.. but to show you, the shape of my heart.. Looking back on the things I've done, I was trying to be someone; I played my part, kept you in the dark.. Now let me show you the shape of my heart!" ♡o♡

[@nicolehopp4139]

Have I been crying since the episode aired........ Yes. Did this edit make me sob uglier than I ever have in my entire life..... Yes. Am I about to rewatch this edit a dozen times cause it’s so beautifully perfect and tells every aspect of their story so completely and so emotionally..... Yes.

[@atlaturtle]

This was beAutifully done. God, I hope this isn't their end

[@littlewolf2703]

Cas is not dead, there is NO WAY he's gonna stay dead and that is the end of the show!! It would be a terrible ending c'mon 😭😭

[@bambam6144]

actually no even if it hurs a lot its a smart ending for Castiel.

[@littlewolf2703]

@@bambam6144 Well, after 15 years, they deserve a happy ending!! Also, they came back from the dead many times, Cas can come back, hopefully

[@bambam6144]

@@littlewolf2703 Not this time he wasn't there to film the last 2 episodes :/

[@littlewolf2703]

@@bambam6144 😭😭😭

[@andreareyeslugo8023]

I don't know exactly why, but in my heart I'm certain this isn't the end. The confession was only the first step, the build up for what's to come. A happy new beginning for the both of them.

[@Made4for4XFiles]

That was so beautiful, thank you! Your videos are always stunning. It comforts me to think that Dean and Cas can finally find peace together now that this truth has been spoken (and I don't mean peace in heaven, like E20 implied. That episode is clearly a nightmare or a part of Chuck's book. In life).

[@llmikka_arts]

thanks, now my heart is in pieces and i'm crying like a little kid haha TvT Also, the fact that they won't be able to ever see eatch other again even afther Dean dies, makes me want to cry even more.

[@epicafan123]

Even after 24 hours I still can’t believe that this really happened