7 weeks post / BREAST IMPLANT ILLNESS/ MY JOURNEY TO LOVING THE SKIN IM IN

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Hey everyone,
I'm 7 weeks post explantation( breast implan illness) and boy am I'm learning a lot about myself, this is definitely a journey of learning to love the skin is in.
A journey of self-discovery, acceptance, and love.
My emotions have been all over the place but i know im heading in the right place if that makes sense.
I hope through my journey I can inspire you to love who God created you to be, I hope I can inspire you to be yourself and be unapologetic about it.
If you have any questions dont hesitate to send me an email or leave comments in the comment box bellow:
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[@marijo1013]

I have my explant surgery in 6 weeks and can’t wait to start healing my body physically. I never thought about the spiritual healing that takes place after this surgery. I feel like the Lord put this video in my paths to prepare me for what is to come. Thank you so much !!!

[@HannahDawson]

There will be lists of healing in both but it’s really amazing to feel Gods power at work changing our hearts 💕 💜🤗 I’m always here if you have anymore questions my email is in the show notes!!

[@sunshinebrundy1702]

Getting mine out in 2 weeks. If been so sick for almost 3 years, the last 5 months I have almost felt like given up.

[@ashleyann607]

Thank you so much for sharing this!! To see the raw and honest emotions thru this process is very helpful and encouraging. I feel I'm on this path to self discovery now and am looking forward to my explant and finding my true self and my true path God has created for me.

[@leanneshaw2556]

I've just heard about BII. I joined the group on FB that you mentioned and I've been watching videos every waking hour since. I appreciate you and your honesty so much and your love for God and how you explain the feeling of having yourself feel like 2 people trying to find the answer or that "root" that needs to be pulled out. I was implanted in 2002 and believe that my illness's (Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, IBS, swollen pelvis, Thyroid issues, and so much more) began roughly 2 years later in 2005 and have continued to stack on top of each other ever since, even to this day. What you are doing here on your channel is blessing so many of us. I often wonder and pray that God will show me His plan and His purpose for my life. I think that his plan for you is to help all of us learn that yes, we are perfect and wonderfully made and that nothing is too big for Him to handle. My prayer to Him is to let me see myself through His eyes. This journey so far has made me a more caring and compassionate person. I pray that I can continue to help others as He helps me to fully heal and recover from the inside out. As my daughter grew up and faced these battles of being "of" this world, or "from" it, I continually told her to be beautiful on the inside1st. I want her to be like a Best selling Novel that people will pick up to read and remember her and not just a picture magazine that people look at and then throw away, God's continual Blessings and thank you!

[@afraz6215]

Such honest, true, and beautiful words from such a beautiful person. God is doing a work in you and it shows! Thanks for sharing your journey. P.s. I think in addition to fitness coach, I think you'd make an awesome life coach.😁

[@DA-jw4lx]

So true, great idea!

[@beepeaceful999]

'We're trying to fill something that only God can fill' .. very deep indeed. I wish you light, divine guidance and peace in your heart. 🌷

[@HannahDawson]

Bee Peaceful yes we are!! Awe and thank you!!❤️❤️

[@GDoan-co3ug]

Finally someone gives an honest reason for why they got implants in the first place. Thank you for sharing your self reflection.

[@HannahDawson]

Giang Doan it’s the truth!! Whether women want to admit it or not. 💕

[@melissadelrinker]

8 weeks post explant and I feel you Sister🙏💜🙌🏻

[@annkadon9482]

I am crying with you in this video. I wanted implants since I was young and never got them. I am still not happy in that area but even the process of looking into them starts to depress me. It reminds me of how I am not perfect and then I start thinking I need this done, and that done and this and that blah blah blah. When I close my computer and focus on something else that doesn't involve appearance, I find peace and happiness.

[@HannahDawson]

DJLJ B your so smart for never doing it! It’s easy to get caught up in our appearance because when we need to change it’s the easiest thing to change and it’s easy to mask the real issue too. Thanks for reaching out girl!!! 💜

[@annkadon9482]

@@HannahDawson Thank you so much for sharing your journey. You are literally saving lives. I hope you are feeling amazing. You are stunning inside and out.

[@MsElanaJane]

I just stumbled upon your channel and I think you’re amazing! We should be growing and evolving…it’s a process. We are works of art always evolving. ❤ I am scheduled for an explant after only 2 years with my implants and gaining 20lbs… that made me depressed. I love your vulnerability and openness. Keep going girl. 🙌💕

[@HannahDawson]

@MsElanaJane, that is so exciting to hear you are going to feel so much better, and each year it gets better and better. keep me posted!

[@brittneyfruge2330]

Thank you for being so raw and real. Loved this video. It’s so honest! You’re an inspiration. My twin sis and I have both been sick and are getting our implants out very soon. I pray we feel normal again and healthy very soon!! Thank you for these videos!:)

[@HannahDawson]

Brittney Fruge your so welcome and I’m glad you enjoyed them!! TRUST that you will, you are removing something your body does not want and it will heal once there out. When’s your surgery? Praying for you and your sister 💜

[@818NP]

How are you both feeling??

[@karebear6223]

I am so grateful for coming across you and your journey! Thank you for sharing, you are truly a blessing to women!

[@livingtheaz_life2029]

Thank you for opening up. Your a wonderful lady God loves you

[@oddlilbird]

I’m so excited and happy for you💛

[@HannahDawson]

oddlilbird thanks girl!!💜💜

[@wilmatouw4397]

Thank you for sharing, I can relate a lot. I explanted 3 days ago after having them for 21 years. I was also an aerobics and pilates instructor. My collegues had them too and I started to get excited about the idea too. I had many health issues and I had no clue. Thank God saved me through this facebookgroup.

[@HannahDawson]

Wilma Touw awe this is so excited, each day is different but you will start feeling way better. ❤️❤️❤️

[@dsimmons8545]

Thanks for sharing you are so strong for sharing and being honest

[@Arlene_witha_y]

It breaks my heart to see you cry. But what I see is growth. You’re growing and growth is hard, it’s painful. The body disconnection is your awareness of the true self versus the subconscious programming. We have two minds, two selves, the one on autopilot and the one that’s enlightened, the one that’s aware, aware that we are enough! You could stop working out and gain 30 lbs and you will still be enough! You will still be YOU. You will still be loved! We are all born divine!!! You could get inspired and workout again and compete and that doesn’t make you any better or any worse of a person, it’s just you in a new chapter of your life. Life is constantly changing, we are constantly changing.... embrace it! It’s painful when we don’t want to allow the changes to happen, when we don’t want to let go, like ripping something out of you. But if you surrender to the changes in faith and trust of yourself and whichever god you believe in, you are trusting the process, the process of life! Every decision is either a reward or a lesson! In my opinion there are no regrets! Because even the worst decision will lead you to a lesson and lessons are invaluable!!! You’re more beautiful without your implants! You’ve inspired me to start working out again! But I’m not ashamed of stopping previously, I had other things to focus on and do and it added to my character and my life experience, and now I want to start again and that’s a new chapter. Life is beautiful, it’s a fun journey with scary things and fun things and peaceful things and challenging things. It’s a story! Like any other story in a book or a movie. It’s yours! Who you want to be and who you are is essentially the same thing! You don’t want to be something for others, you want to be it for yourself, to see how it makes you feel, and that’s ok! Thank you for inspiring me!

[@HannahDawson]

Arlyn Gomez awe girl!! Thus was beautiful!! Thank you for your uplifting words and kindness. Wishing you all the best with your surgery, you have to let me know how it goes and how your doing!!🤗💜

[@user-lk6yg3bg6u]

He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation. Psalms 91:15‭-‬16 KJV

[@MoMo-mo8bg]

Great video! My surgery is finally scheduled(June seems so far away). Hard waiting since I have the recalled textured implants, for 21 years. So sick of being sick, just found out about BII and recall recently, these videos help so much! I’ll just share that my plastic surgeon who implanted, had no desire to hear about symptoms, BII. His office nurse even asked why I had scheduled an ultrasound....they don’t want to listen or help. Only surgeon close to me that will explant that I can afford. I just want it done, and will follow up with my primary who is more receptive and understanding of past struggle with health issues for 10 years. Advocate for you!. Be strong. I’m sure I’ll rely on faith, friends and more importantly forgiveness, be at peace with yourself, love yourself, forgive yourself. Thoughts with you and everyone who is going through this.....

[@elizul1221]

Just had my consultation and I felt just like you with the dr and staff but everyone else is so expensive and or dates are too far out and I want them out asap..

[@elliecourtney777]

I am explanting weds with Dr Chun. I have been digesting your videos and am SO grateful for your vulnerability (it is so beautiful) YOU are an inspiration to me! Thank you for sharing your journey and opening my eyes to what is before me. Xoxo I will be praying for you! I, also, believe this is going to reveal so much about me, as a person and I am cited to become more like Christ and less like Elizabeth!

[@HannahDawson]

Ellie Thorn I’m so excited for you! And will be praying for you too!! And you are going to find out so much about yourself through this journey, you’ll finally see your true beauty. Just know it’s a journey there so hang on to Jesus all the way and he will bring you through.💜

[@elliecourtney777]

He always has! Been through 2 cancer diagnoses and every time I come out more grateful for the way He makes us and I am confident this will be the same! Xoxo

[@HannahDawson]

Ellie Thorn wow I couldn’t even imagine what you went through. 💜💜💜 so inspiring

[@kristalhomeschooling5693]

Self perfection and controlling your body so that you could see what you thought was acceptable! I totally get that! Thanks for being vulnerable and speaking truth. I know I'm going to have a hard time accepting the new version of me but it can be done.

[@HannahDawson]

domestic GODDESS24601 it can!! Yes it’s daily work but it’s so worth it!!🥰

[@avemaria2926]

You are a beautiful lady and thank you for helping me with my own journey! God is blessing you! Oh that's one of my favorite books too! I love to read! And I also highlight!

[@sweetpeace5]

Wow, we are cut from the same mold. I can really relate to the lack of self love & why I implanted in the first place plus trying to chase the ideal body image & being physically fit to a standard set by society. I’ve lived my whole life constantly chasing that “ideal” image. I am explanting in a month because I want to feel better physically (Bii) & so hopeful I regain my health that I tell myself the emotional shock of being flat & unflattering will be worth it. Like I want to feel better so bad that I don’t care if I have a scary physical situation asterwards. And I KNOW IT WILL be SO worth it but I need to prepare for when the rush of all the positive aspects of explanting pass & I’m staring at my deflated breasts & dealing once again with what my mind is telling me instead of learning to accept & love myself right where I am. This is such a powerful & important message. I appreciate your truth & vulnerability here. I recently subscribed & am following your explant journey but am hopeful that I will get back to my health & feeling whole enough to enjoy your workouts too. Keep up your authenticity & keep sharing this important message. It’s so appreciated💕

[@HannahDawson]

sweetpeace5 thanks for opening up, I’ll be praying for you and just know Gods got amazing things in store but we have to be pressed on every side for the diamond to come out. The pressing can feel unbearable at times but know he’s got something good for us out of it makes it bearable.💜💜

[@sweetpeace5]

Hannah Dawson Thank you 🙏❤️

[@rebeccabrown4721]

Thank you for sharing! I have implants right now. I got them in 2016..so going on 2 years now and I have been following up on the idea of breast implant illness. I have been having similar symptoms. I got them because I was completely flat chested after breast feeding my daughter...I am unsure what to do. Thank you for sharing! I will follow you and continue to investigate this.

[@HannahDawson]

Rebecca Brown if it starts taking away from your quality of life don’t even chance it go back to your surgeon and get them removed. I’m 4-5 months post opp and I feel so great I haven’t felt this good in a really long time. But yes do your research, check out the Facebook group - breast implant Illness healing by Nicole - amazing group and over 40,000 women in there that have got really sick from them.

[@deborah8887]

Why not get them removed and do fat transfer

[@jennyelsie]

@@deborah8887 the fat transfer sometimes takes long-term, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes it is completely reabsorbed back into your body and you're the same size you would have been without transfer. It's a risk because there's no way to predict if this will happen. Can be a complete waste of money. 😓

[@maritzanunez9818]

Remenber to ask God for forgiveness for what. WE did to our body and them God will forgive US thanks to his Love he loved Us them God love Us now . And all we need is to love him and be verry thankful all the time. I love your videos they help me a lot 3 weeks post op from geting those toxix bags out. Dont blamed your sell God has forgotten and forgiven and He will restore Us completely but from the inside out . God blessed you sister

[@maritzanunez9818]

You are so beautiful and pure just the way God created you. God bless you

[@brrrmcq10]

Brave girl Beautiful too ❤

[@phylenejanousek2740]

Over training. Love for gym May return💪🙏

[@darrylgoben7108]

you've been born again

[@gia3881]

A question!!!!i know I have all this!question....to know I am positive it shows in the blood ?and they do a test?or they just talk to me and see what I am feeling ?

[@Monica.r7]

Gia 38 There is no such a test ...just go by your symptoms ....have you joined FB page Breast Implants Illness and Healing by Nicole !??!

[@Nicoya711]

My doctor suggested a post operative removal of implants front zip support bra. Do you recommend one that it is comfortable? If so which one and where to purchase it.

[@HannahDawson]

Marie M so I used what the put on me right after surgery it just clipped in the front and then I got Calvin bras that were cotton and clipped in the front. Only for the first 2 weeks and then I switched to Lorna Jane bras and they are amazing!! They make me feel great and are comfy and supportive.

[@Nicoya711]

I also want too add, thank you for been so supportive. I been listening to your video and was suffering of back, neck and shoulder pain. My left on was so high close to my neck bone and swollen. I went to see a doctor, nothing showed on my mammogram, ultrasound or MRI. I decided to remove them without having a lift because of excessive scarring and they could not sawed the muscle together on my left breast before stitching together. I am on my 3rd week and my nipples burn sometimes my breast feels heavy at night. So I’m sharing my pain with you because I know you would understand. Any suggestions

[@lisamorand9607]

The implant choice must have been meant to be to bring you to what you need to be. Replace gym for now with yoga, or walking or biking or jogging, listening to audio scriptures etc. This world moves on extremes, extreme thin or heavy or eat or don't, strict parenting or too lax, the list is endless. Your body has been through hell and meds for stuff you would not have needed had not the implants. It will take time to recover and detox.

[@Smithsadventures]

Have your panic attacks stopped?

[@HannahDawson]

Emma Smith they have yes!! And help palpations went away too

[@darrylgoben7108]

it's like they have a buyer an I'm torn..like should I tell em

[@sutbesu3210]

I don’t understand why you so sad...you scary me 😳

[@darrylgoben7108]

God nose rings r grose

[@goatisisgay8608]

Darryl Goben why aren’t you nice. Nose rings especially the left side of the nose is a meridian point for the female reproductive area getting a nose piercing on the left side is good to help flow energy to that area, and in India women get nose piercing to relieve themselves of major pain in that area. Honestly if you don’t have something nice to say why do you speak? Maybe because you are a not so nice person who loves to judge and attack people behind a fake account? I know you wouldn’t say this to anyone in person. Cowards hide behind the internet to attack people it’s truly not hard to not just down right mean to people going through something. Find some love because nobody who attacks people like this is truly happy on the inside.