7 Weeks Pregnancy Update | The Great Darkness

[@brooklin_bernek]

Okay seriously I had to comment again I’m sorry - you’re so right !! Sometimes pretending is we need soooo bad! And opening up to others just never pans out well girl. You are making such great calls even tho you’re struggling 😢 I hope you feel so much better right now! I’m catching up to all your videos ❤

[@Megan-gc2ot]

I have 8 kids. I know exactly how you feel. I have been there many times over the years. It’s 1,000 times worse during pregnancy. You are doing everything you can do to get through this. Therapy and talking to people who have been though this is really helpful. Also it is helpful to distract yourself as much as possible. I hope you get relief soon. You are not alone. 🙏🏻

[@michellecrane9583]

Sending many prayers. We are here for you.

[@SimplyTanika]

Oooh! I so relate to this. Glad you are putting things in place to get you through this. Sending positive, support vibes. 🩵

[@A_Vets_Life]

Sending you warm hugs! I hope you get the help you need and can continue to enjoy this journey. 💛 we support you 💜

[@just_ro9308]

I am so sorry you are going through this Megan. I won't pretend to know what it feels like, but thankyou so much for your honesty and vunerability in sharing this difficult experience to help others going through it, and to raise awareness. I hope the light at the end of the tunnel comes quickly with some relief for your mental health so you can feel more like yourself again. All the best x

[@lauraellerman9443]

I’m so very sorry - this sucks so much - I can totally relate to having a great support system of people who love you, but not really being able to open up to them like you wish you could. I’m so happy you have found the strength to advocate for what you need right now ❤ or at least voice to trained people that you aren’t doing well - that means everything. Sending you prayers 🙏🏻 for health and for lightness and ease ❤

[@nancybrown2289]

Thank you for being you and sharing the good , the bad and the ugly. You're not alone and you are loved by so many of us. This too, shall pass

[@Lucy-Wilkinson]

Hey, im so sorry your dealing with this, sending a big hug ❤

[@rebecaroma5095]

We are with u ❤

[@brooklin_bernek]

I know this is late but this is so real and raw and I cried with you! With my son after my stillborn I felt disconnected from him and had awful feelings and a few thoughts …. And I was terrified to speak up. Will they take my baby: will they take me? They will think I don’t love him , they will think I’m horrible. Us women need to have support that is compassionate . I’m still sending you a virtual hug even at this day . My 2 1/2 year old is having a major sleep regression , she’s up 3/5x a night crying and it’s killing me 😢😢😢 I’m struggling . And we’re TTC and I’m feeling like maybe not now…. Ugh 😩

[@c068]

Thanks for sharing. This is so important. We are all here for you, 💗

[@marciawright2600]

Please keep us updated. So sorry that you are going through this. Help is on the way and you will get through this soon!! 💫🙏

[@helbells8715]

Hello love, my names Helen and im from the uk😊 i have suffered with debilitating anxiety and panic for 14 yrs now. All started when i was 22. Lexapro has literally saved my life on multiple occasions (been on and off it for yrs). I have had 3 beautiful boys, 2 of those being a set of twins. I know youre struggling right now, but there is light at the end of this dark tunnel. Fingers crossed youre medication comes through for you this evening. 🤞 in the meantime here are some great books that have helped me through tough moments... Self help for your nerves- dr claire weekes. Dare- barry mcdonagh. The power of now- Eckhart tolle. I hope you find peace from the darkness soon xxxxx❤

[@ryanmichelle]

I’m so sorry Megan. Praying for you🙏🙏♥️♥️

[@amyflavin1063]

So sorry you are dealing with this! I've been there before, it'd not fun nor easy but it does get better with help. Sending lots of love and hugs❤

[@LM86-]

I really love Joe dispenza meditations for anxiety. Headphones. Blindfold. And just lay or sit and listen. Very soothing xx

[@marimar1988]

Please hang in there. . GOD!!. remember how much you wanted this!!! I know its hard. I have anxiety and pánico attacks all the time... you are blessed. We are here for you. You can just upload a video each time you need to talk. We are here !!!

[@marimar1988]

Look, I'm the fourth in my family, the youngest. My mom felt the same way as you do now when she conceived me... she even tried for abortion!!. Today I'm her favorite child, I lift her when she is down and I'm her rock, no Mountain, I'm her Mountain... you won't regret.. don't worry about your other kids, you are doing them a favor, adding more buddies to their lives...

[@emmabarham9681]

It's OK. Your going to be OK. You've got this love ❤

[@emmabarham9681]

Maybe you could try cbd oil. I've heard really good things about it for Pregnancy anxiety and panic. Your going to be just fine ❤

[@pokemom5749]

I just want to give u so many hugs! I went through something similar with my third pregnancy. I was cutting and I felt like I was dying on the inside, and I wanted to die. It was horrible. I was horribly suicidal. It affected my job, my kids, everything! I am so happy that u are seeking help! Just take each day one day at a time.

[@kuestenstorchi]

It is important to adjust the dose of thyroid tablets. I read that a 30% increase is recommended for pregnancy. Be sure to ask your doctor. Too little thyroxine can cause your symptoms.

[@mandyarnold1533]

My heart truly breaks watching you this morning. It’s all to familiar. I had depression post pregnancy with my first. With my second it came full fledged first trimester into my second.

[@petrasoric4285]

I am so sorry you are feeling that way. Fight for meds!! It will help you. I will pray for you. God bless you and baby.

[@SimplyTanika]

Wish I could hug you. Your feelings are valid. Is it possible your husband can work from home today? Although, I think you may be 6 hours ahead, I’m in NYC. Hopefully you get your little guy sorted quickly and can get your needs addressed. 🙏🏾💙💪🏾

[@vanlifeyt]

I have had to stay on my anxiety and depression meds throughout all of my pregnancies... I have tried to be without them throughout the years for long periods of time and that's a big no no for me.. especially during pregnancy where hormones are all over the place.. I need them. You're not alone❤ Stay strong 💪🏽✨

[@eveoneill2150]

Sending lots and lots of hugs love 😢❤❤❤

[@kellyryan6064]

Sending you hugs and prayers from Minnesota!😊😊😊😊😊

[@shelleyamericanobsession2110]

Sending all my love ❤❤

[@Debbie-Keller]

((HUGS))

[@tiffandfam7466]

Praying for you 🙏

[@jodiemanus1929]

Sorry you're going through this. This is kind of a long shot but maybe it will be of some help.... you mentioned in a prior video having hypothyroidism. I read that iodine and selenium deficiency can cause depression and of course these minerals would be in high demand during pregnancy and they are often related to hypothyroidism. Something to research? I sincerely hope you get the support you need.

[@afrprincess07]

🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[@LM86-]

God this is really awful what you’re going through. It sounds so horrible. I really hope you get some relief soon. Try Joe dispenza. Watch some of his videos. He helped me last year when I was going through some crippling anxiety due to a severe hormonal imbalance I had. I had menopause symptoms last year triggered by a medication… won’t say which one… but anyway… I found great comfort in Joe dispenza and his meditations and I’ve done them everyday since. I’m now 8 weeks pregnant so the hormone imbalance did rectify itself but to put it into perspective of what I went through my FSH level was 56 last September at the age of 36 and I was having 20+ hot flashes every day. I lost half my hair. I couldn’t sleep. I had a headache 24/7 and my anxiety was crippling. Crippling. I can’t explain it. It was the worst thing I’ve ever been through but I’m out the other side now. Thinking of you. So sorry you’re struggling. X

[@aro4781]

You are seeking help, and that is the best thing. Hugs. ❤

[@dustinmarie]

There are things I'd ask the doctor about that are not benzodiazepines. Like, clonidine. I have panic disorder with agoraphobia, so I know how bad it feels. I have constant anxiety. I know it doesn't feel like it but you can do this. You can get through the next few weeks, because things improve in a couple weeks. You can absolutely do this. I know you can. You're so strong.

[@afrprincess07]

Hey hun, for your son, try and keep him off of his diaper during the day. That helped tremendously when my son had a really bad rash. I would keep him in a long shirt during the day as much as I could. Now how i kept him from using the bathroom on the floor, i don’t remember as it was years ago😩But I’m sure you could figure it out! Moisture is the culprit. Good luck hun❤️

[@gwilliams3239]

❤❤❤

[@mrsbj322]

Zoloft is the medication I seem to read about that pregnant women can take. Is that what you might be offered?

[@Expat_FitLife]

Yes, it’s the one they have prescribed me here ❤

[@lauralucero7846]

I’m also 7 weeks and 4 days I smoke marijuana is helps very much did my research lots of other women smoke to get mentally stable

[@tialie]

Did you bring something new intovyour home. A piece of art, artifact? Are there spirits around him. Maybe both of you are sensitive. Did anyone give a gift or a piece of jewelry? Amulet? I think you and the baby are being troubled by a spirit of malevolent nature.