a very honest q&a | get to know me | anorexia recovery | mental health | finally opening up

[@whythoidk]

Honestly, thank you so much for talking about how to cope with people seeing scars in public. Its always been a really tricky thing for me as i often get torn between getting too shy or awkward to tell someone that it makes me feel uncomfortable, but then also feeling like i do want to protect myself/stand up for myself by questioning why they would judge me for my scars if that makes sense

[@peachesx4216]

0:59 body dysmorphia 1:42 clothes and jewelery 2:34 extreme hunger 3:28 how are you doing 4:56 a-levels 5:36 advice for your younger self 6:05 fear foods / rules 6:50 starting this account 8:05 favourite monster flavour 8:40 hobbies 9:23 future plans 10:01 ED and SH 10:41 summer plans 11:12 GCSEs 11:55 best thing about recovery 12:57 meal plan 13:57 favourite books 14:27 coping with comparison 15:33 do you live with friends 16:07 favourite artwork 16:24 favourite stick and poke 16:47 favourite artist to listen to 17:08 marmite 17:24 inspiration for recovery 18:02 current job 18:14 continuing dance 19:10 SH staring 19:50 favourite breakfast 20:05 favourite thing about yourself 20:08 favourite movies 20:32 coming out 20:45 taking time off of school 21:43 CPTSD and emerging BPD 22:29 navigating exercise 23:19 motivation for fighting SH urges 24:06 shaving for women 24:26 university plans 24:48 people pleasing 25:23 current treatment 25:46 favourite colour 25:49 dance after weight restoration 26:41 stigma 27:19 driver's license 27:26 dynamics changing in family 27:58 diagnoses 28:44 vape 29:10 current love life 29:38 starting a relationship 30:23 not feeling loved 30:39 wearing whatever you want 30:59 reaching stable weight 31:41 better body image 32:27 invalidation from mental health services 32:51 making peace with weight gain 33:30 hospitalisation 33:50 feeding tube 34:14 crushes 34:24 accepting your sexuality 35:00 update on SH 35:10 full name 35:20 more piercings 35:39 height 35:47 ED and fatphobia 36:18 chidlhood favourite TV show 37:22 nose piercing

[@maggiecrowell2617]

Not all heroes wear capes

[@zelda4554]

you’re such an inspiration millie, thank you for all that you do, you were part of the reason i started recovery, thank you so so much

[@kelisisafairy]

i would love to see a video where you talk about mental health and being a dancer

[@pidetods5880]

Thank you so much for saying that I’m not slow for taking longer with college. I just started school again and knowing I probably won’t graduate “on time” kinda hurts sometimes. You’re a really amazing person, keep doing what you love 🥰

[@ailbhecaplis2288]

Honestly so glad to see someone my age putting out content that helps others

[@Pluto-tj9mq]

Thank you so so much for your honesty with ur viewers . It’s always a tough one between being ‘kind’ and hiding things and being honest (ur always kind on here but I know what I mean!) . However I think when it comes to mental health it’s best to be honest when ur struggling instead of hiding/ pretending everything is fine because people pretending to be ok and deteriorating can be REALLY damaging to viewers ♥️ so thank you again

[@Lulubee]

I’m in the hospital for my recovery right now and this really helps me

[@leatindel2228]

You are not hard to love, Millie! Your illnesses aren’t you and even if it’s hard for your loved ones to support you, it is not your fault and I’m sure getting to be in your life is worth it to them

[@sophieadams9828]

You're amazing thank you so much for this!! I do ballet as well and it links so much to my eating disorder so would really appreciate a video on mental health and ballet if you're able to make one :)) sending my best wishes to you xx

[@hattie5902]

so glad you posted!! you've come so far and are helping so many people in their recovery, hope you're doing okay lovely

[@eliska1184]

I’m so happy with your account and I’m so proud of you !! Your account helps me so much and helps me in times I need motavation!! Thankyouu!!

[@sarah1800]

Tomorrow is my birthday and I recently started trying to recover, this video fits perfect as a motivation to eat cake, ily

[@hii2773]

Happy birthday I hope your cake is delicious 🥳

[@thegreyshrike]

so happy about this new video! i love to see what's going on in your life haha. you have an amazing and unique personality and i'm looking forward to more content :)

[@pamelak.271]

Thank you for this, you have given me so much hope. Sending love and light 🌻💜

[@heathermahoney8910]

Can't wait to watch this, sending so much love xx

[@katharinakurz1178]

Your honesty is so inspiring! It's so lovely to see you shine and grow. You are so mature and wise for your age. I speak on behalf of the world: Thanks for being here and for being here with us. You are an INCREDIBLE and ORIGINAL Artist queen x Also I really like Leonardo DiCaprios performance in Wolf of Walstreet, and - I have a similar relationship with my brother; loving him 'my way' and him loving me I guess in a more passive 'his way' haha

[@vanesa8079]

Love your content so much! You're truly an inspiration, I've already watched all of your videos (😭), I'm looking forward to new ones❤️ Also, I just wanted to say that I love your smile, it really suits you

[@zozdog4730]

ahhh I'm also going to reading & leeds festival! I hope you enjoy it, its gonna be so good >>> also omg you are actually so inspiring, you helped me a lot when I first started recovering so thank you

[@maxlupin]

a long video! thank you so much i missed you

[@taylor.ebert35]

Yes, we really *do* care that much ♥️

[@franciskabalogh5114]

You should totally make a podcast!😍🥺❤️

[@alicem5862]

Any tips for hair growth Millie??💗

[@georgiahabbin4646]

my fave is the ultra blue tooo but fr nowhere sells it😩😩

[@isawthesign4421]

I live in the US a lot of my clothes are from TJ Maxx. They have cute stuff. I also thrift a lot of clothes.

[@Dana0o]

Thank you soooo much for talking about atypical anorexia! I am diagnosed as well with it, which I find so problematic. Like what the heck? This diagnosis gives people the feeling of not being sick enough, when they already feel like it. And bmi is bullsh*t!! It doesn’t say anything about your mental state. And why is there a „not underweight enough“ for having anorexia?! Why are these seperated? Anorexia is anorexia and in order to recover you need to do the exact same thing.

[@booknerd369]

Millie can you link the Spotify playlist? Looking but I can’t find it 💜

[@elkedekievit732]

Everyone who dances is a dancer

[@jordynn777]

I LOVE YOU MILLIE

[@naomifiremanschiavoni9814]

Me and my older sibling also watched Lego ninjago lmao!! really pulled that memory from the depths of my brain :)

[@chocolateoreo6489]

Hello love (: hoping your doing well!

[@pidetods5880]

Also I’m bi too and I feel like that happens to all of us lol like “maybe I’m just gay/straight”

[@suzannalouise2904]

Oooh you like girls Ditto 😍😍 you sound such a laugh 🤣 your art work is amazing nobody wants me I think I'll be single for life because there is nothing exciting about me and I don't have a great story up until recently so I guess maybe that's why plus I'm not good at anything 🙁 xxxxx

[@LilBagginses]

❤️🥺🙌

[@vasher1400]

the teacher assessed exam grades, even with special considerations, were specific to the covid era. if you don’t sit any now you will not get your grades, with special consideration you will get a small percentage of increase but if you don’t sit any that increase will not make a whole lot of difference. we were just lucky to have our shit going on during covid tbh

[@candiceyoung8244]

🤗💜🤗

[@suzannalouise2904]

Your amazing I found you after watching a story of a young girl 8 called Dana she'll be 11 now and she had anorexia if that's spelt right, it actually sounds so scary 😳 like.i don't want to die but I have BPD PTSD anxiety sepression panic attacks etc im fat my body is vile I was size 10 to 12 before lock down a hit..... Then my Dr put me on steroids because I have 2 lung/conditions a heart condition which my DR don't seem to care about it... Forgot to say im 37 size 18/20 which is disgusting but having binge eating disorder and anorexia and which is me it doesn't make any sense and my mental health worker have discharged me like wtf never mind I wish I had the will power to get this weight off me..... By the way I hope you dontind me saying this but your stunning your hair is beautiful how old are you? xxxxx