A Danger To Myself & Others

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@Spherefull 10 ай бұрын

Not only proud of you when you're doing well, proud of you when you're struggling too. Thank you for sharing the reality of what it actually means to have an episode like that, I believe in you so much. Let it out and do not be mean to yourself for doing so

@cutiemango 10 ай бұрын

My mom also speaks ill of my dad (who she has been married to for decades) and has told me irredeemable stories about him that I'm sure I would've never learned without her. On the other hand she doesn't speak to her mom bc her mom speaks ill of her dad? Ironic asf. But yeah I wish I could go back in time and tell her maybe if I can't repeat the story to him that she should not be telling me it. I see it as her trying to get closer to me and further from him in a toxic way.

@ed1298 10 ай бұрын

I’m sorry you have been going through this Lindy. Walgreens is notoriously bad, try to transfer to a local mom and pop pharmacy if you are able to! I have had better luck with them.

@lagatite 10 ай бұрын

girl you are going THROUGH it oh my god.

@pobaribacle4367 10 ай бұрын

love you lovely

@kayplease210 10 ай бұрын

You'll get to better times for sure, but you still deserve kindness as you are now, hope you find that all in your life

@verkanntoderverwunschen 10 ай бұрын

also have a good handful of inappropriately snuck-in stories where alcohol factored into the telling with that no way to gage if the extremeness of the imagining comes close to the realities! i think in our case it was more of a telling on a mutuality of anger issues (& addictions), there's a one-sidedness to the stories i can't shake (considering that my parents never seperated which has been an issue in itself). lesser example is vivid detailing of a car crash when i was way to young to process what that means and to this day just being in the front seat of a car that someone drives seriously unnerves me. feeding a kid with your worst of the worst or what they drunkenly associate with their worst of the worst (i got that sense sometimes i'm not sure if that's the alcohol but that thing where you know there is truth to the pain but they may be mis-involving people or situations in being the supposed source of the pain? like there's a hook to the pain that they have evidently never processed but there's something that gets muddied up with that! exactly like that thing where the emotion is driving and mis-attaching!) in a triggered state is something i'm also very much affected by. i'm in the opening of this one and i'm going to be careful with watching on but i think this force-processing that traumatised parents do with their children really isn't talked about enough! hope the dust settles for you. (may delete this after a while because sometimes the idea of leaving a record of this online troubles me even in anonimity but i'm writing it in the spirit of you are not alone, and i feel not alone in watching this!) think sometimes people dismiss how weaponized storytelling and that anger-offload can be to a child's imagination!

@ixchelle 10 ай бұрын

oh god Lindy i rly am prayin 4 u :( 💖

@koysdo 10 ай бұрын

I don’t think mid-term hospitalisation would be good for you. you’d receive a standard treatment different from the routine youve set for yourself and is already working (although with bumps on the journey) honestly just permanently change farmacy chains

@verkanntoderverwunschen 10 ай бұрын

i've felt a peace settle with that get-out sensation with that! i think i actually may be a person who while i've never moved in my life i get the itch to need a move-out once i've gone through an overwhelming amount of painful emotions in a space! hospital or not there's a emotional blank slate to that inhabited space then i think