A Day in the Life of Fibromyalgia & ADHD | Chat About Feeling Numb | B&M + Wilko's Haul

Fun day spent with my Mum. B&M + Wilkinson’s Haul with lots of goodies and things to keep me cosy 🥰
Chat about feeling numb, how to explain it & things I do to try and work through it 🦋
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[@Tee_n_FerrisB]

I can definitely relate. It’s hard to explain.

[@ellochaos]

Isn't it just! Everything is so overwhelming that you shut down/numb it out. That's my only way of explaining it 💜

[@Tee_n_FerrisB]

@@ellochaos exactly. It’s so hard to explain.

[@frentbow]

I go numb when I'm tired or overwhelmed and bcos everything I do no matter how small is a celebration it doesn't have an effect to keep celebrating every win. My best cope is it will pass, it's hard. I get what you're saying. It's a constant battle.

[@ellochaos]

It is a constant battle, but we keep on fighting don't we! I repeat to myself 'It's just a day, a moment, this too shall pass.. Keep going!' 💜

[@janetsandham7058]

Yay ,i got a coconut palm plant there lovely

[@ellochaos]

Mine died a few months later! 🤣 I’m a rubbish plant Mum 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@janetsandham7058]

@@ellochaos oh nooooo ,poor plant I had mine about 2 month now and it still alive Fingers crossed it stays that way It did say on the label don't over wa ter so I allways make sure it just damp ,when u stick your finger in the soil Not in direct sunlight but some sun , I have to have mine on a table or my fur baby cherwower,,would cock his leg lol

[@kimvisiblefree6213]

Hi J9 & Tha Kitten Krew😊! I reellee du understan wat u r sayin abot Feeling Numb, Hi, Lo, Krashin, Flat, Void , Sensitiv, Triggerd, Frustraed, huggin tha bed, not eattin, doin sumthin I like & it itz like Blah, depress dont no how I feel & yes u r makin sens & yes I kan relate😊. U no wat we r normal. We just hav a diffrent normal. wat u think? Wpw I kant beleev it, I kant sleep on mi fited sheetz either cuz it drivez mi skin crazee 2! Wow I thout it waz just me.

[@ellochaos]

Ello Kim 👋🏽 I haven't seen you pop up for a while. I hope you are ok? I agree, we have a different normal? What is bloody "Normal" anyways? 😂 Maybe it's everyone else that isn't normal!! 🤣💜

[@kimvisiblefree6213]

@@ellochaos Hey. Glad 2 heer from U😀. hope U r doin well. I fil like Ive ben hit bi an 18 weeler🚚😝. Plus im pakin 2 mov🚚. So if im not heer a lil bit itz not cuz i dont want 2 b heerU & tha Kitten Kat Krew take Kare. C yalll lator

[@kimvisiblefree6213]

@@ellochaos Hi J9 O I 4got Yeah We R tha normal onez🙂😃🖤

[@Truerealism747]

Have you had OCD pre fybromyalgia

[@ellochaos]

Yes I have. Since I was a toddler. Why do you ask?

[@stevegage6650]

Your jaw ache is called "TMJ " another symptom of fibromyalgia,

[@ellochaos]

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