Hello George stay strong my mate and keep fighting every day do not give up,please do not give up you deserve to be happy in life and you will be happy in life we are all fighters and strugglers every day we have to keep ours heads above water also we are one big family on websites like this to help and support each other through depression which we go through all the time, you are never alone please don’t forget that stay strong I send you peace love and strength from the UK 🇬🇧 and keep smiling every day 😀