Looks like good company. Im sick of all the a holes who are still here

The fact that they will get more love when they are no more instead when they were there just breaks my heart

I think it’s because the person is going to go to a better place 🤷🏻‍♀️😢

I wish everyone here a beautiful day, we all deserve a little happiness. God bless all of us.

Sometimes, I don't even want to feel better anymore, because I feel like the hope is just momentary, and will ultimately prove itself to have just been a way to cope. I'm very torn, because I'm an optimistic person, but also very analytical and logical. So, I don't see too many good outcomes for myself. The optimism and hope is just torturous sometimes. I might deserve this, for some things I've done, and things that I have thought, things I've said, and things I didn't do. I feel like I'm sorry for these things and am really regretful, but am I really? Or is it just because I am in the state that I am in now? I'm a very confused person at this point. The way I look, the wasted time, the squandered opportunities. I pray, and even though I lean towards believing, i feel like I'm alone, other than having my family. Who, even still, can't truly help me with what I'm dealing with. I was dealt a bad hand (could have been much worse) and I have done nothing to make it better. I don't see a way out, I'm not just moping around the house or my job, I still find joy throughout the day, but if I had to say wether or not I am miserable, I would say I am. I just want to give up hope, because it just feels false at this point. Not going to hurt myself, I'm too rational and level headed. So, I'll keep praying, even though in moments of prayer, I'm so down that I can barely get the words out. I'm so lost, it's crazy. Like I said, maybe I deserve this. I really don't feel the freedom to live my life. Just wanted to leave this, I guess. I need a miracle or two

Man depression must suck. You can have the best life and still want to end yourself??

womp womp 😭

song?

Here are the most recent findings on suicide rates among white males in the USA: NLP Enriched Social Determinants of Health (2024): Finding: Suicide rates among white males are prominent, particularly in populations with high socioeconomic stressors. Children to Young Adult Suicide Rates by Sex, Race, and Method (2024): Finding: Suicide rates among white males, especially youth, show a decreasing trend in recent years. Intersectional Trends in Child and Adolescent Suicide (2024): Finding: White males show some of the highest suicide rates in adolescence compared to other racial groups. Suicide in the USA: A Decadal Study (2024): Finding: White males under 44 years of age continue to show elevated suicide rates, reflecting long-term trends. Good times right?

...and some people will somehow blame men

Oh god. 1:08

La vie ne vaut rien mais rien ne vaut la vie…..André Malraux

Where's famous person Chester Charles Bennington?

"Life is very short to live and very long to spend".

The singer's name is Beth McCarthy. It has only been recorded and specifically made for this video. You can find it on sound cloud, but it has the same background conversations, that only add to the songs sadness. Depression is a trial by fire. Your greatest spiritual teacher is your own suffering.

Usually doesn’t**

I hope they make a video about me too

Suicidal people always have that glimmer in their eyes that they're about to cry.

I want to kill myself since i'm a little kid and now I'm married with 3 kids and i still want to kill myself sometimes. but I'm still fighting. I'm not watching this video "by accident" it's a part of my fight. for my kids who are 5 yo ,3yo and 1yo.for my wife who support me since I told her 7 seven years ago.

Next winter for me

I’m sorry for the families loss hope they get better

I envy them

This made me cry...

I don't want to end my life but like if i just stopped existing i wouldn't really care is that weird?

Why did this video get recommend to me the day im going to take my own life

I know that feel, bro. 🥲

I`am 35 years old, I`ve been under psychiatric treatment for half a year, due to severe depression and generalized anxiety, and I tell you, I don`t wish it on anyone. Many people believe that depression is like crying like a baby in the corner of your room, when in reality you simply lose hope in your goals, plans and objectives. You stop caring about what happens to you and in some cases you even start thinking of ways to leave sooner. I have often felt and had these thoughts more and more frequently and the simple fact of thinking about it brings me a calm and tranquility that I miss feeling. My advice, never underestimate what your family or friends tell you about this topic, most people who decide to end their suffering have expressed it at some point, pay attention. Good luck fellas.

This is what happens when being joyful isn't the goal, collecting as much stuff as possible is.

Im next

It's the ones that are trying so hard to be happy, their the ones struggling, that don't know how to ask for help, or that they even need it. Often times you may over look the signs, because you might be that person happy place; and not see the struggle.

Soooo sad

“Be nice you never know who is trying their best not to fall apart”

What’s crazy is just like these people we all think the people in these videos deserve a long and happy life or have a future but when your depressed it’s just like yeah that’s for everyone but me

"Your love is suicidal, to me your love is suicidal.." - YNW Melly

Yah some times it looks like pissed off

Hold the line

My mom called me at 9:30 pm when I was still at office. Though it was an unusual time for her to call me but I didn’t answer the phone as I was busy. The next I got to know she drowned her to death by deliberately jumping onto a 100 feet deep canal. To this day, I regret not answering her phone. Maybe she just wanted few minutes of support, empathy…someone who could listen to her and that could’ve calmed her down. Please talk to people around you who are going through this. People who are nicest and laugh on smallest matters are the ones who are shattered the most

I was told so much about "my young age" so that what i get? Addictions? Self hate? Depression? Strange kinks? Guilt over the past and fear of the future? Parents that keep pushing me with this "discipline"?

Smiles and laughs can be faked. True pain can't be.

god bless

Please don't overrate these things

They didn't have a smiling video of me 😅

after an year, this is still 100% true

dont expose me

I’m a divorced man, I cry alone every night. Want to kill myself most days. Don’t feel happy anymore . I drink to oblivion 5 days a week at least . Want to heal, want be feel better like before

And they are all white hmmmmm the agenda is going as planned mwahahaha

"It then remains for us to specify the attitude of immanent philosophy towards the man who takes his own life and towards the criminal. How easily the stone falls from one's hand onto the grave of the man who has killed himself, how difficult in contrast was the struggle of the poor man who laid himself so well to rest. First he cast from afar an anxious glance at Death and turned away in horror; then, trembling, he skirted Him in wide arcs; but with each day the distance grew smaller and smaller until finally he threw his tired arms around Death's neck and looked Him in the eye: and in those eyes was a peace, sweet peace. Whoever can bear the burden of life no more, let him cast it off. Whoever can hold out no longer in the carnival hall of life-or, as Jean Paul says, in the great servants’ quarters of the world-let him step out through the “ever opened” door into the still night." - Philipp Mainländer

I’m only here so my adult son doesn’t have to go through the pain of me not being. Otherwise I would check out right now. I hate being here. Good luck everyone. ❤ love you all.

I miss my brother