A Rare Look Inside the Artist Story You Never See

[@Kiptoe]

Hey guys! I wanted to make this visual experience of what it felt like to come home and edit after AiW. There was one more story to be told that you really never get to see, which is the editing process. The edit was particularly challenging and stressful and I hope this short film conveys the intensity that it was. Although I didn’t get around to interviewing everybody, each person had a big impact on me in their own way. And I’m bummed I didn’t get much footage with TenHun but he has been nothing but a beacon of leadership and respect since we got introduced to each other years ago. He’s a really smart guy and he’s always been there to help me. Thank you Ten for your compassion and your heart for community building. And in terms of my own journey, I am further exploring my narrative filmmaking muscles and pushing my cinematography, writing & storytelling as much as I can. I hope this mash up of interview / BTS / short film was cool to watch. I was inspired a lot by “The Bear” on Hulu as well as Bo Burnham’s “Inside”, of course. And always, thanks for your support!

[@centerededgedesignusa7957]

THANK YOU! Feel like you captured the humanity of all this work/experience! Beautiful!

[@patmurkland4161]

It was truly brilliant. Admiring all the ways you wove together the story and pushed it forward, using and fusing sound, visuals, words, evoking emotions and engaging us all. Thank you!

[@helenmm89]

You are definitely a filmmaker as well as artist. Love the video.

[@TobyEvans-yn3qo]

You always crush your editing amazing

[@lisahenning3657]

This is sooo special. Thank for making it and sharing it with us, Kiptoe. You have a real skill for story telling, this treated me to revisitng a wonderful viewing experience and allowed me to feel even more a part of the AIW adventure.

[@slewp]

Really unlike anything I’ve seen on KZbin. Masterclass in story telling and also just such a cool commentary on post experience dopamine depletion. Not many KZbinrs talk about the edit struggle and stress. Really unique stuff here and amazing video brotha

[@DokeTV]

Such a beautiful video man. Brings back a lot of memories. Your edit was truly insane and special. It’s great that people can see how the AIW editing part looked like.

[@NickMoody]

Kiptoe you created an absolute masterpiece here. It gives such an incredible insight into what we all felt like after AIW. Also using the egg as a visual anchor to tie it all together is brilliant 🤯 You’re an excellent artist and filmmaker. I’m looking forward to see you again brother.

[@ARTattackCreations]

Agreed. That was genius. Very impactful and clever!

[@SMOENOVA]

28:50 i have one. Nick. and it is a joy to have someone around, close by, who does the same stuff… what an emotional video… i am so happy AIW is over, and i have no Panic attacks anymore. I am just happy that I am able to be. not fighting in every situation with terrible heartbeat, fear floating through my body, and all this stuff. AIW was too big for me… 😢

[@ShanShan-kw9hi]

sorry to hear it was so hard for you, but it looks like you killed it from the outside

[@lindatannock]

Sorry to hear it was too much for you! From the outside it looked like it was way too full-on, without enough time to rest tbh, so it must have been 10x more actually doing it! I think half the amount would have been way better imo. Think you did great though 💖💖🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@renaissancemaneric8019]

It was your idea 💡

[@angelabraun-uu4kd]

Regardless you absolutely rocked it, your creative was amazing.

[@doninis1354]

Sorry to hear that, anciety sucks. Aber es ist gut seine Grenzen zu kennen.

[@ChuckLeeMBM]

Wow dude.... This was really emotional. I mean I miss the time there and all you guys, but this was really emotional on a level of relating to how much time we spend in our worlds as youtubers alone in the edit. The pressure of making something your best in the art and the video. On the other end it shows what its like to have support. Support from our peers, and support from our family (Loved the bit with your mom) Going back to the western scene was both hilarious and wholesome as well. This joint hit all the nails on the head in a beautiful way. Well done dude!

[@Kiptoe]

damn, thanks Chuck! really means a lot, im so glad you dig it and felt what i was going for. Cheers!!

[@ChuckLeeMBM]

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[@artsuitcase]

Jess to the pep-talk rescue FTW ❤ You two should do a colab, face to face, and of course; create a video about it too.

[@theaumguy1621]

Am I the only one who feels the connection between Jess and Kiptoe in every video?.. you two looked a little bit in love already while the event was happening, but now I'm pretty sure you two should see each other again, soon.. you flow together really lovely..

[@creativemewzings5320]

I ran to the comments to see if anyone saw this too. They have crazy chemistry!

[@angelabraun-uu4kd]

I agree

[@doninis1354]

I commented tha before there is an energie for sure! 😁

[@almila1368]

I commented this too, but someone replied that Kiptoe was married or had a girlfriend😅 I'm not sure if it's true btw.

[@theaumguy1621]

@@almila1368 doesn't have to be a sexual connection, but they definetly have one :D

[@dianedavis3674]

Love the introspect and shout out to mom for creating, loving, and encouraging a beautiful artist, Kiptoe.

[@angelabraun-uu4kd]

Another thing I absolutely love is how slew talks to you! Like a real friend, like he thinks you’re talented, like he respects you as an artist. He is class

[@i.am.adrian]

This just easily became one of my top favorite videos you've created, Kiptoe. Truly a beautiful work of emotion, struggle, perserverance, support, and heart. Thanks for showing us what it's like behind the curtain. The frenetic rush of social media and youtube video production is overwhelming, so it was nice to slow down and see what it's actually like to create that. You showed it beautifully. Thank you!

[@waynejohnson1075]

I am no artist....and I only discovered this by chance. (ALWAYS scroll down!) All I can say is, What a stunning showcase of storytelling, artistry, fellowship and passion. As a mere consumer of lovely things...this hits the spot in so many ways. I appreciate the commitment and sheer hard work it has taken to produce my favourite documentary on Modern Graffiti and Artists. Your work is a thing of beauty. I hope this concept continues to grow to it's potential, in the future. All the best and... Thank you ❤ ✌️

[@tammydialgray2835]

We love you Kiptoe! You are such an important part of this community. Beautiful videos. Keep participating in this community because you are loved.

[@Flisfia]

your videos are never just rushed half done youtube videos, they are ART in themselves ❤

[@bndopp]

I felt this. The lull after the adventure can be so hard. I miss those people so much, even if we are still in contact. Thanks for making this and sharing it with the world.

[@RMD]

your story telling is UNREAL!! Felt like I was watching a story book come to life! Killed it man 🔥🔥

[@umutdulger]

I think your super power is Video Editing. I mean you are creating amazing art but also you are presenting it with a great cinematic vision. This is great video to present video editing process with "feeling". Keep going.

[@damiettamataram3492]

The storytelling. That is his strongest power. I believe someday we will see a movie or a documentary film directed by KIPTOE.

[@sadpotatoO_O]

​@@damiettamataram3492 We're waiting on it

[@xYourxNekrofeliax]

This one had me in tears! We sometimes forget that in the end, we are all human. And to remind everyone, but especially yourself, that it's okay to take a step back in order to achieve what you envisioned, simply beautiful. ❤

[@damiettamataram3492]

Okay. Gotta let this out of my chest. I LOVE the vibe between you and Jess. So cute!

[@janetharradine4330]

Thank god someone said it!! she is a sweetheart! TeamKipKarp!

[@srcsidewaysrcdrifting5191]

Wow!! New found respect for the behind the scene grind to give us some epic episodes. Keep on keeping on Kiptoe!!

[@alexharrison5036]

Beyond words. The cracked egg, the silence. So much emotion!

[@TanukiSC]

Man…there is simply no one like you, brother. Your ability to get so much emotion into every single video is remarkable. Thank you so much for this story - it’s very easy for us to watch the finished product and marvel over it, but lose sight of the work and the graft and the toll it takes to produce these stories. Really can’t say much else other than love you, brother - know that you are truly appreciated and we are grateful for your talent and work. ❤❤❤

[@jencahowstudio]

Wow. I'm amazed! You are a great painter, a great film maker and editor. And you seem like a a really cool person. Thank you for making this video. It was intense and so well done!

[@DougDeBone]

I cryied with the mom text, with the friends talk, with the message, that's emotional and relatable, felt like a punch in the stomach that I needed, amazing job kiptoe as always, I fucking love you and your art dude!

[@TheBlackJewelz]

The thing I appreciate most about this video is it’s by far the best depiction I’ve yet seen of the conundrum that is the hustle of the modern artist. It’s not enough to be an artist anymore, you have to be a cinematographer, a post production editor and engineer, a screenwriter, an executive producer, a marketing specialist, a social media manager, a public relations specialist, a publicist and on and on. People don’t understand the drama and intensity of the pursuit. Thank you for portraying and representing that for all of us.

[@BEKINDREWINDRETRO]

Holy Moly! That felt like every 80s movies I've ever watched in one. The story, the friendships and the music. Man, you are so talented. Keep doing what you do and keep inspiring❤

[@scratcharmstrong]

"It may be easier alone, but it is more rewarding with others" On point! 🎯

[@H00ndagirl]

I am blown away by the many levels of creativity, humanity and expression in this one video. Thank you 🙏🏻

[@OSO209]

Bro i like how you make your videos, it's like you bond with us like as if we was there, not very many creators do that, and the story line you put behind all your videos is on another level keep up the amazing work Kip. You and jess have some kind of connection it was crazy

[@boardpandacustoms]

Damn what a ride!!! That was amazing!!! Always such emotion in your videos that really reel us in and make us feel like we are there with you!!!

[@Kiptoe]

it was an intense one!! glad to hear it resonated with you! thanks so much

[@buddysdz]

Big up from France! 🙌 We can't imagine how much work it is. Thanks for showing us behind the scenes and how rough it can be. This is definitely part of the story.

[@katherinehughston7997]

I absolutely love this entire series and every single artist and what they contributed. Kiptoe you are absolutely amazing and glad an artist like you represented the American team for us

[@vinkkt]

Just remember we are here for you, and we can wait for your content. look after yourself. Fan from South Africa

[@damiettamataram3492]

I still can not move on from Baby Karptoesaurus ❤ beautiful and emotional vid, brother!

[@colleenmcchesney1482]

This was the best one of the series! You spoke volumes about the whole series not only for yourself but also for others too! Raw emotions from the whole spectrum. Thanks for sticking with it & sharing the ups and downs of artists life that all creatives feel. Enjoy your day & thanks for sharing your story with us! 🥰🎨💕

[@shawnburke1021]

This is next level award winning type stuff. It's insane to me that you made an intense beautifully edited video (short film) about you struggling to make/edit a KZbin video. It's amazingly ironic. Glad to be able to witness your experience.

[@JeffEickhoff]

That was some great storytelling, Kiptoe. Authentic and raw.

[@egyptianzdancer]

Did I just leave the movies? Wow I love your storytelling abilities!! You seriously need to make a graphic novel then turn it into a movie!!! California Cowboy productions presents Kiptoe’s first original film! You got this! Keep going!!

[@joelvinson]

Yo, that comment about comparing yourself to others and realizing that you yourself are a unique person brought me to tears. That is TOTALLY me. I really needed that. Thank you for keeping that in the edit, Kip. I want to write that down and put it on a wall.

[@travwhitmer]

thank you so, so much for this. i love that you included the voicemail from jess. 23:50 when watching her videos lately i've been feeling like at times, she's like a real life motivational poster. not like in a corny way, but in a real way. and hearing that in this voicemail, in an off-camera, personal moment, means a lot.

[@mzneonqueen]

Incredible story telling and beautiful to experience. Thank you for sharing

[@Maresmurf]

This was so special. Giving us a look at what you go through, ups, downs, all the effort, etc. I think you all made really special bonds and shared something truly special that will last forever.

[@jonnycowen6525]

Absolutely perfect....there has 2 be an artists in wonderland 2!! You smashed it bro!

[@edkovac8978]

Moviemakers have huge team crew and months to edit a movie. A KZbin has often just a few hours. Hats down for all of you content creators willing to go through the struggles to materialise your visions so that we can see what you want to show us. Thank you all.

[@janigalarneau9534]

This was so emotional...loved every moment. What story tellers you all are.

[@faeryvixenetc]

this is a masterpiece. The close up shots of your eyes while editing were so sick! The way you portrayed the let down and the jangled nerves was so spot on. You are truly a great film maker.

[@JamesMartin2014]

Bro.... that was beautiful. TYSM for doing what you do.

[@silentwarriorllc7385]

Definitely wasn’t expecting this to make me cry. Really stirred up my emotions. Thanks Kip for everything you do. Don’t ever stop.

[@applebyillustration2528]

Beautiful video, I couldn’t take my eyes off it. So well thought out and executed. Congrats

[@maddieadams75]

Always a very thoughtful and beautiful video. Great storytelling ❤️🧡❤️

[@puresurreal]

You really are a master of storytelling. Each one of these episodes from all the creators has been beyond epic. Adding on these emotional rollercoasters of the behind the scenes, has been the icing on top. What an incredible job! Cheers.

[@luciusbouchard3533]

Big Love From Québec ⚜ That's what I call art... What touches me the most from what came out, is that we are not alone, perhaps far away, but not alone. Thank YOU !

[@Mrs.sarahtonin]

Kiptoe, your filming and ability to capture the rawness with cinematic edits is out of this world. Enjoyed every minute of this video! Felt like I was experiencing it with you all! Congratulations to all of you!

[@CraigH999]

Dude your videos are getting to be absolute gems! Love how you did this!

[@dede_art]

Good work with this short film. Artist in Wonderland episode was what with saw and this story really show the other side. Pressure and stress are not easy to handle, I'm really glad you had more time to make the episode and people to support you.

[@janetharradine4330]

I think being pushed outside your comfort zone without time to think is a great opportunity to do things you wouldn't normally and that's where the growth is. Great to meet the creators we might not know also.

[@toomstone4630]

Wow. You didn't just knock it out of the park Kiptoe... you hit home. Thank you. For your perseverance, resilience, passion, and dedication to your art. Also for sharing it with us! I will keep creating.

[@adamcook3424]

I lost my Grandfather a few years back, he was my artistic inspiration and I miss him. I picked the brush up when he died after years of not painting and then after a while of painting I hit a creative wall. I have followed all of you guys on youtube and alot of you have been inspirational for me but this video, man, talk about an insight into my head. I think its time to pick the brush up again, thankyou!

[@katherinehughston7997]

It's not often self-taught artists and artists from around the world like that come together it really is inspiring

[@Calippuccino]

I'm a self taught artist myself, I keep struggling to tell myself one thing, all AIW videos, especially this one, slap me with the same message, that an artist is a story teller. Thank you so much AIW! 🎉🎉🎉🎉 CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 2

[@maketime4art]

27:11 that's my comment! 😊😊 I love this video too! It's really interesting to see the little glimpses of how much editing goes into your videos, my videos are very basic but even that takes me ages! I'm really grateful for the amount of time and effort you and all the Artists in Wonderland put in to your videos. I'm already looking forward to your next one, but I'm happy to wait, don't be staying up all night! 😁

[@MoltenImaginings]

And mine just underneath it. That was a bit surreal I thought. So nice to see that the comments get read.

[@maketime4art]

@@MoltenImaginings it certainly made me smile! 😊😊

[@angelabraun-uu4kd]

You said thank you for watching ❤️thank you for creating so I can experience part of it to

[@crushediceindahouse]

Thanks so much for sharing this. Got me tearing up, but was such a joy to watch. And although I can't relate to the pressure of you're specific situation, the human aspect of struggling and loneliness hits close to home. Keep it up, you are a true inspiration

[@neokoga]

Really beautiful video man, brought me to tears. It was raw and honest and showed the struggles behind creation. This gave so much context in a wonderful way. Keep striving man, you're killing it, and inspiring so many others out there to acknowledge the struggle, but to push and create and do it the way they want to, because in the end that inner vision is why we should all do it. One love.

[@Trefl204]

Im not a youtuber, but I get the feeling of missing the times when you make the video. 2 Years ago, I made a video of my daughters first year on this earth. It was a hard video to make, because I was happy looking back at all the moments we had, but at the same times, being sad about it being over. Still get a little tear in my eye everytime I watch the video back. But it was also just a hard video to make, hundreds of clips to go through etc... And it was only a 20min video. But props to you Kiptoe, your videos keep blowing me away. Such a talent for storytelling.

[@AdelleOverton]

Kiptoe, my friend. I sat through the whole video with tears in my eyes. Your videos have always been a peice of art in their own right, even though their purpose is to document the art being created... It's like some kind of Art-ception on your channel! Especially the videos telling the story of the cowboy. Oh. My. Goodness. This video took it up to 11. Firstly, please, I'm freeking begging you dude, don't break yourself for a deadline. Secondly, and only if you have the capacity for it (because it's obvious you have the talent), get into filmmaking. I'm a voice actor, so if you find yourself needing a voice, or if there's anything else I can do to help, give me a shout!

[@AkonyteVA]

This is my VA channel, if you'd like to see an example of my work.

[@renaissancemaneric8019]

Very original. Beautifully crafted. ♥️

[@Lady.MdNght]

I love all of this, I love how it was put together. I'm sad it caused you that much stress but I remember specifically getting emotional on your episode and I feel like now I know why.

[@jenniferchristian9325]

Dude! Another epic video! So intense…I felt for you!❤ Thanks for sharing the other side of the adventure.

[@sadpotatoO_O]

I didn't really watch kiptoe till AIW and I really admire his storytelling skills and the film-style videos he produces. I especially love the in-between b-roll that really helps tie the story all together. Every video he makes is truly an exquisite piece of art.

[@supermommaloha]

I'm so HAPPY! I Lost all of you on my KZbin subscription list when I moved a year ago! This came up, randomly , showed that i WASN'T subscribed anymore! So i have to binge /catch up with you all since the TenHun around the world art collaborative series! ❤

[@victoriasparkman8360]

I couldn't have loved this more! You are a true artist and really a film maker as well!

[@liezelspangenbergart89]

such an emotional video. Thanks for sharing and crafting this work of heart too. Blessings from South Africa.

[@Crystal_CNY]

Beautiful journey you showed us. The beauty includes the depravity of it all when it's done, too. You ARE a great storyteller in all that you do. You create on your own level. Well done, Kiptoe. Thank you for sharing your gift with the world. Much love!

[@CharlesHancockCreations]

Bittersweet. Fantastic work. Beautifully rendered. Great storytelling. Your ambition, drive, and vulnerability were so tastefully highlighted. Thank you for taking us on the journey with you. What an epilog!

[@aprilsmith601]

I have to say that if you guys do something like AIW again, you need to consider your human limits more... allow time to really enjoy being together and creating cool stuff without the sleep deprivation. I know this was designed to be an epic collaboration - and it was - but your fans enjoyed seeing the quieter moments just as much... maybe sometimes more than... the crazy competitions. You don't need to kill yourselves to make good content. Let it be memorable for all the best reasons - not the burn out 😅

[@andrew4294]

You, TenHun, Doke and Bobby D are my heroes! Now everyone in the AiW... what a squad!

[@ivonnea1410]

I'm glad we got to experience such an amazing art Olympics, games, friendly wars, battles, etc. Because all 10 artists gave us amazing murals, designs, funny interactions, and everything they got on the 10 days of the event.l 🥰🤩🔥💯 I'm so happy I was able to buy the masterpiece created by all of you (the t-shirt, poster & stickers)🤩 Really appreciate all the hard work all of you gave on the events and the amazing videos created by each one of you. Even though it is a lot of hard work, I hope you guys continue with this series. Hopefully, every year 😅. Thank you Kiptoe, love your videos❤

[@ttaart7306]

How incredible that two of my favourite artists Kiptoe and Jess Karp working together. It is almost as if the stars were aligned. Thank you SO much for sharing such a wonderful experience.

[@bazomic]

Don't make me cry! What a wonderful look behind what you all do. Thank you!!!

[@LynseyBlighArtist]

Wow! I mean its always clear from watching your videos how much effort goes into the editing as well as the artwork, but this was epic. Please know that the anticipation of your next video brings me as much joy as the video itself... and I'm sure I'm not the only one, so please take your time and don't break yourself 🥰

[@jessicahubbard7707]

Beautiful. I felt all the moments. Thank you for sharing!

[@zacharias_b]

The edit of the edit is just as amazing! You are a such a great filmmaker

[@arslanm83]

Bro, you are not only a bad ass artist but also a bad ass film maker. I would love to see more of your creations. Keep going!

[@Deborah_film]

Love this so much. ♥️ Great storytelling. (As always) Great message. Thank you.

[@htownblue11]

Kiptoe, what a retrospective on a truly epic experience. In life you are very blessed when you get to be sharpened and lifted by truly world class people during an event or journey. You will forever be better for it. I’m always blown away by the way you share your art and insight into your life.

[@AnthonyHolloway612]

That was incredible. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us.

[@katherinehughston7997]

The way you interacted with all the other artists and vice versa really set such a good example on how we can come together rather than against each other. Really was a beautiful series and me personally at least I had a fabulous time watching enjoyed every bit of it and learned so much

[@Zaccura]

Wow what a piece of art! I think this vid has some of the best writing and shot crafting I've seen on KZbin. The lighting, pacing, and music choices really created a full atmosphere. I just loved the quiet "empty house" vibe, and how it contrasts with the exciting AIW event you're trying to edit. It speaks to something so real about being a KZbinr/artist that often goes unseen. And then all the little visual storytelling choices with the clock and eggs, and even being shaved at the end convey the journey of feelings so well without having to say it. Every shot played a role in the story. Bravo bravo, I just loved it.👏👏💕

[@KarenDellaLuna]

Woooow Kiptoe! Your cinematic eye and execution is just 👌🏼 chef’s kiss. It really makes the viewer feel all the feels 🥰

[@barnabasajanya1095]

Tears...this was awesome Thank you

[@everlastinggrass]

Thanks you guys and gals. It's still amazing......you are amazing

[@sherrina75]

I think you all did amazingly. I have pushed myself beyond my limits for far too long for far too many reasons. Now, I have learned to moderate that and, as Jess says, have grace with myself. You are so right. The editing is so so much and is pivotal. It makes or breaks a project. Everything you have posted has a considered heart fulness that brings such honesty, vulnerability, genuine warmth and poignancy. What you do is special. I am finally nearing recovery from physical, social, emotional, creative burnout. Your videos and artwork have been a massive part of my healing. One day I'd love to work with you. For now, I am so grateful for your latest work and cannot wait to see what the future brings. Thank you, KipToe. So very much.

[@katherinehughston7997]

This whole series has really inspired other artists and small artists like myself it really is such a big deal that this happened and that you are a part of it I think it's such a massive milestone for artists on social media

[@marcushines7689]

the push. the hardwork shows in the episode well done man. celebration dance was a great way to close it too. cheers

[@ShanShan-kw9hi]

this is incredible. really amazing job, Kiptoe. On getting your episode done, and also showing us the darker side of content creation. Hope you got some sleep and connection

[@Tat2TankT]

I think this was one of the best editing I’ve seen on KZbin just wow with emotion you can feel the sadness and love yall have an the passion yall share is off the charts and WHY DONT YOU AN JESS JUST GET MARRIED ALREADY 😂 you ever see two people an think those two deserve to be together the chemistry is booming yall frfr 💯 anyway thanks for sharing we can see an feel your hard work bro keep it coming

[@marcusworx412]

Having the chance to meet all of you was bay far in my top 3 Art moments in my life. I welled up a few times watching this, just trying to imagine being in the place with all of you in your element. The Thought is as beautiful as it is overwhelming. Best to you with everything, and I look forward to seeing more awesome videos telling the story of your artistic adventures. …oh and I hope you liked my alien sticker. ❤

[@MainStiftchen]

What a video! What an emotional ride… getting an inside look on what this time at AIW and after „made“ with you. You made me feel as I was a close friend you‘re telling your story too and I was feeling it as if I were on that rollercoaster with you… awesome work! ❤

[@matthewanderson5470]

This was the best graffiti colab in time omg please do it again more artists different challenges so Amazing