A soft GRWM || Talks on Wicca, loving my face again + exploring spirituality ❊ Harmony Nice ❊

[@JazzyJ96771]

I've had derealisation/depersonalisation disorder since about 8 years old, it really is hard, but what helps me is to walk barefoot in the grass and connect with the earth and also to do things that give me an adrenaline rush and also just focusing intensely on what it is I'm doing at any given time and the feeling usually passes or becomes easier to manage. Thank you for touching on this!

[@BontensBicycle]

Does it feel like when you've had a day with a lot of experiences and suddenly all is dream-like and you feel light-headed?

[@BontensBicycle]

@@oxiw.608 Ok, thank you, and i'm sorry for you

[@JazzyJ96771]

Omlet Pospolity the dream like part is right, but it’s more like you feel like you’re just a passenger in someone else’s body, like it’s not to your body, not you face and even your voice sometimes can sound like it’s not yours. You feel like you’re on auto-pilot. Just general feelings of detachment that are triggered by loud places, overcrowdedness and bright lights etc....

[@BontensBicycle]

@@JazzyJ96771 thank you for your answer!

[@heroinbunny]

Wow same. What helps me is also asking myself reflective questions in my journal

[@kaisimoess]

" *I feel like it looks like the shine looks like bigger teeth, I don't know* " her boyfriend walks in: " ♥ _hello_ (◍•ᴗ•◍) _hello_ ♥ "

[@BontensBicycle]

Yeah that was really cute

[@moonlightdancer5495]

you're such a natural beauty

[@NENEBIRK]

So true

[@zlothika]

yess inside and out

[@babyvampirerat5766]

She was so cute when her boyfriend walked in 🥺

[@justart9008]

I was about to say the same thing! She sounded so shy. 😖🥺 she was like “ hewwo”

[@Wish_likeuponastar]

I came to say this 😭

[@miafine2584]

Also happy Imbolc to all the southern hemisphere witches! And Lammas to you northern babes

[@BontensBicycle]

Happy Lammas!

[@3rdeyerap]

Kendrick Lamma

[@noorakivela9140]

She reminds me of an early 2000's idol, i love it.

[@Bllairy]

For me she reminds me of Donna from "That 70s Show"

[@reneegutekunst916]

She gives me major Drew Barrymore vibes as well, I’m living for it.

[@amberb9837]

thank u for touching on the subject of disassociation. I am one who experiences disassociation on the daily, rarely feeling out of that foggy, out in space feeling, due to my borderline personality disorder and my anxiety/negative feelings I associate with my trauma. it truly is so hard to get yourself out of disassociation, so much so that when I do feel more connected I have to ask myself "is this normal". its a struggle to get out of it and maybe something we, as people who experience it, will never fully be out of. but anywho im proud of u and ur recovery!

[@onedirectionbaby7]

Just wanted to applaud how much you’ve grown recently- I love the freedom and acceptance you’ve been exuding💗 We all watch you for the person you are deep down, not for any aesthetic. And regardless of the way you choose to present yourself your essence remains the same and it’s radiating right now!! I love this whole look and also love the fact that you thought it looked mad haha (it doesn’t .) Please do a video on natural beauty and accepting your face! Love you Harmony✨✨✨✨✨

[@usagiraira]

I was totally not ready and I'm so happy aaaaaaaa WHO DIS GURL WHO POST DIS MUCH???

[@Jennie.m.666]

I just wanted to say that it's so admirable how you're able to talk so freely about dissociation... I too was struggling with it daily until I started taking art classes and living the life I actually wanted. But I've never been able to really talk about it cause it gives me anxiety, so really you're just amazing for being able to share with so many. You're a superstar girl!! 😙

[@Daggeira]

Straight up: use vitamin e oil for lipgloss. It's colorless, odorless, tastelles, highly moisturizing _and_ way shinier than actual lipgloss.

[@sarahholson1044]

Yes!! Until my pup comes and tries to lick it all off😂

[@lilithsmedicinalmoon2084]

Plus it’s not sticky at all!!✨✨

[@Daggeira]

@@sarahholson1044 My cat does that, too. Dogs aren't supposed to have vitamine e, though, (can't remember why offhand), so don't let it

[@Daggeira]

@@lilithsmedicinalmoon2084 Yup. Always a bonus.

[@sarahholson1044]

@@Daggeira no worries! He may get in one lucky lap but I always stop him💕

[@emmassarelli9391]

I took a break from watching KZbin for a bit, and used to always watch your channel. I returned and to see you post this video is so great! So happy to see you embracing you beauty in a new way

[@annaheath8786]

So glad to see you're improving, how you see yourself, it's something we all should work on. You're an absolute timeless beauty and such a gem to watch. Sending positive vibes to you girly.💚🖤

[@pineapplelogic1709]

I prefer myself with minimal makeup too, it feels much more comfortable and like my skin can breathe. I’m just now starting to branch out and actually wear eyeshadow. Love the vid! You got this 😁💕

[@WonderTash]

I love that natural makeup and skin care is so popular right now! I think it’s making it easier for us to get to love our natural faces 🥰

[@ailishmae6082]

I’ve been watching your vids since 2014 and I just love watching you change and grow ! You are such a light on youtube and your channel is such a safe space !

[@amarantheinwhite]

You’re gorgeous without and with makeup, a true beauty. Your kindness shines in your eyes and your inner love and light shines in your face 🧡💛 proud of you for working hard on yourself! Love you 🥰

[@sheisiulia]

Please, please, PLEASE keep posting this often! God, your energy is so inspiring and I just have the biggest smile when I see your videos pop up in my feed!

[@kaylashae3915]

More beautiful than ever. And I’m so grateful for the new narrative you’re creating. You have so many women and young women who look up to you and I just want to thank you for giving girls “permission” to love and accept themselves as they are. Sometimes it’s all you need. This is so important. I honor that in you.

[@SnikkerzzRawrsYuhx]

yessss girl! feel yourself!!!

[@salina6266]

i’m constantly dissociated too but wicca has really helped me with coping, connecting to the earth and meditating helps me feel more present 🍄🌼

[@noodlyappendage6729]

Dʰéǵʰōm (Earth Mother).

[@Tgore2]

I remember when you use to wear so much make up. It is nice to see your embracing your beauty naturally. But both were beautiful versions of yourself.

[@TheFarmhouseWitch]

I’m so glad you are happier 💞 Nothing wrong with giving yourself spiritual freedom and exploring this Magickal world that’s filled with 100000000 different paths 🔮✨

[@AnyaEsma]

Totally agree with taking phases without makeup! :) I do feel like sort of a different person with makeup on, and loving both parts of my personality and realizing I don't need makeup to display certain characteristics or take a certain role was really important for me. Really enjoyed watching this with lunch, so much love to you. ♥

[@shootloo]

I love so much that you talk about dissociation. I have it as well and no one ever talks about it which tends to make me feel even more isolated than I already do so I just wanted to pop in and say thank you♥️

[@lexiclark288]

You're literally MAJOR inspiration. I too have been going through my own little journey of healing and loving myself, and somehow ended up finding Wicca and your channel. It's helped me learn to tune in with nature and myself. I appreciate that you take the time to educate others about this pretty awesome religion, but at the same time emphasis to make it your own practice. What feels right to you! I think that's amazing and I also want to point out that you're GLOWING in this video. Truly, truly glowing💚

[@Pweips]

I was very anxious because I drank yesterday (i'm not going sober but I try to minimize my intake) and I know it's making me feel like shit. You got me the motivation to do some grounding and now I feel much better ~

[@FamiliarIntentions]

I recently went through the same thing with makeup. Like you said, if someone doesn't think I'm as valuable without it, I don't want them around me anyway.

[@witchsink5047]

I kind of feel like the ability to feel good without wearing makeup sometimes just comes with age, cause I just noticed as I was getting older that I just didn't care as much, I still really love to put on makeup because it's fun, but I also really love just slapping on some blush and calling it a day

[@giulivalmol9592]

I can't describe to you how all of your videos bring me so much peace of mind, they're so calming and relaxing to me! And your Wicca series of videos has actually provided so much useful information throughout my own journey within Wicca, love you Harmony!

[@erumoicemaxie]

Girl, you are the epitome of beauty - outward and within.

[@alyssalucas6090]

Love your new vibes! Been a supporter for 5+ years now. Keep growing baby! 🧡🧡

[@ajbratley9082]

You describing your dissociating helped me realize how much I feel like that. I’ve always thought it was normal to not feel in my body. I thought everyone feels like that. It’s a certain feeling that I’ve always tried to put a word to that nobody ever knew what I was talking about when describing it to them.

[@Alexisk273]

I had the same experience with going more natural. I am also a natural redhead and blush is my favorite lol. I stopped wearing makeup completely for like 2 years before i felt comfortable playing with it again and now i just wear blush, eyeliner, and mascara and I love it

[@stacik2905]

Every single time, I SWEAR, I see you upload a video. It instantly makes my day so much better. You’re honestly such a wonderful, kind, sensitive soul that I would love to meet someday. If not, it’s still so wonderful to have the opportunity to find you, out of alll of the youtubers out there. Plus, you’ve definitely made me feel much more confident to embrace that sort of witchcraft vibe that I’ve been hiding for a while in the “broom closet” haha! Just, thank you truly. ✨🔮🍀

[@Βασιλική-ΝικολέτταΣακελλάρη]

I love minimal artistic makeup 💄. Literally no foundation and just random patterns and dots around the eyes 😉 also im so into neon eyeliner. Im glad that you feel strong mentally, being in a good place is important especially with what is happening in the world 👍

[@treblahk]

You are so beautiful Harmony, inside and out.

[@BlackRose-ny3zh]

Harmony you are so cute. It's so easy for you to talk on about self care and mental health because you've talked so much about it. I'm so glad you're happy and that you take care of yourself.

[@sneakyprawn131]

Il be honest I miss your make up videos, they taught me to explore being creative with my make up. I also suffer with anxiety. But I found you just as you stopped wearing foundation.. so even though you've grown - which is totally awesome, just so you know; your old make up videos helped me embrace my freckly skin and be brave enough to be creative with my eye make up and be happy with my messy strawberry blonde hair ☺️✌so thank you for that :) also I love the path you've taken and your new videos are inspiring, so dont look back! ..but know you helped someone like me grow too ☺️ xx

[@aki7362]

It makes me so happy to see you smile so brightly ♡

[@fionae9680]

I love seeing the natural side of you lately harmony you are glowing!!❤️❤️

[@Lucemferal]

I haven't drank in 2 and a half months. I never thought I would be sober! It did take getting really sick (not from alcohol). I have Ulcerative Colitis and am coming out of a flare up. I know for a fact that alcohol can and most likely will causes flares. I've never felt as bad as I did in July and between that and embarrassing drunk moments throughout life I haven't had a craving. It makes it easier knowing my body is too sensitive to get drunk. Blessing in disguise

[@Ratsoftheswamp]

You always inspire me to keep working on myself and my mental health. You and your videos mean a lot to me. Thank you ❤️

[@misstweetypie1]

I love Native deodorant! I don't find that it helps with wetness (I sweat a moderate amount, especially if I'm cold which is dumb but I've made my peace with it), but it DOES help with the smell, so much. I used to use clinical strength deodorant, and then I tried switching to natural that I could buy from the grocery store, but it would always wear off so fast and I would start to smell again after 2-3 hours. Native stays fresh pretty much the whole day, unless I've been sweating a lot (like right now in the summer). Plus it stays soft so that your skin isn't rubbing/chaffing, and feels quite moisturizing. And they just came out with paper packaging, which I'm super excited to try. I would totally recommend, although it is pretty expensive, I'm happy buying it since it works!

[@native_cos]

💙

[@steverogersstark]

Really loving how comfortable and calm you are with yourself now ❤️

[@sandragustafsson3125]

You seem so much happier and calmer. Like you've landed comfortably in yourself. It's really nice to see. :)

[@fayhunter9004]

Loved that little" take three deep breaths" note at 4:11

[@silentmary9074]

Yesss girl ur videos are literally like therapy to me n pleaseee do a night routine love youuu 💕

[@rpooh1109]

Dissociation is one of the MOST jarring and scary symptoms that come with my anxiety/panic disorders.

[@popezaphod]

There are SO many different "flavors" of Wicca out there. Just take the bits you like from this Tradition and that Tradition and mash them all together into something that feels right to you - YOUR path to the Divine.

[@katykatarsis]

I'm so happy for you that you embrace your natural beauty now 🥺🥺

[@BeautifulJazzyJay]

Just bought your book and I’m really enjoying it. ❤️ I’m growing my locs out and I’m hoping to.... spiritually connect to them, but I want to cut my hair every other day. 😭

[@nataliaanioo]

id love to see a video about the body on your art and tattoos! the meanings, who did them, when etc!

[@emiliamay7881]

The only time I like my dissociation is at work because I'm just in my head and going through the motions and it makes the day go by faster 😅 but then sometimes I think about how im just floating through my life

[@noorakivela9140]

I love you so much and i'm so happy you're doing better, you look GOOD DAYMM. You're also the reason i started to be more interested in spirituality and you helped me understand and go through so much so i just want to say that thank you!!

[@arialisestrellaartistry]

Yes to returning to a natural, art-filled state.

[@kymwood2900]

I really appreciate that you open up apart of your life to us

[@miafine2584]

I adore this look. I used to wear gold eyeliner and purple for heaps of my first year at uni ages ago

[@storeagirl]

I have been wearing those exact same eye colors lately. I have this new obsession with green and gold and mustard yellow that I can't explain but I am loving it.

[@annikaandersen9379]

You have such a lovely glow to you! you seem sincerely happy and it makes my heart burst with happiness ❤️

[@KitsuneAdorable]

I’m starting my own Spiritual journey, and am thinking of also bringing a bit of an more nature based faith into it. 🙂 I’m glad that your feeling happier. 🙂 I’ve always looked forwards to your videos.

[@beccacamz]

This is a really nice video, your make up looks lovely. Also what you said about disassociation, i totally relate, I find people have a sense that grounds them the most, like you said scents and smells really help you I find that touch helps me, so like petting my cat, feeling grass beneath me, touching a book etc.. wishing you well xx

[@veggiestan9500]

I was just watching your old sims 4 video when I got the notification for this! Love your videos ❤️

[@ananimo1473]

I miss her so much 😭😭😭😭

[@MotherNaturesEdge]

So I discovered that I dissociate as well. I use to think I was just day dreaming but I find I was really disconnected. This helped me think of new ways to "come back." So thank you. PS. I was curious, what apps do you use to edit your sparkly, smokey, otherworldly images on like insta and your thumbnail? I really want to take aesthetic pictures and I could really use the help. Thank you harmony!

[@neenee4614]

Following, to know the apps!!

[@jessicashackle595]

When I get disassociated, it's usually pretty strong. I'm grateful that it doesn't happen too often, but that's probably why they're strong episodes when it does happen. I'll let it run its course for a bit, and then take some deep breaths and listen to music. Or if I'm out in public, it's just deep breaths and I try to focus on my surroundings. It doesn't always work, but usually if I just let it run its course it goes away.

[@aoibhk7786]

This makeup and hair give me such early 90s tv show vibes i love ittt

[@neenee4614]

Just saying love if you're using makeup and skincare (which i do and personally love) we eventually are putting up chemicals in our body in a minor way, so avoiding on perfumes/deodorant won't make a big difference. I just believe spiritualism doesn't necessarily have to do with going all natural and shifting towards early man life lol because that's what people are interpreting from the path of spirituality. yes we want to stay connected to the ground and nature but it's totally okay to enjoy a soft feminine part of materialism that makes you feel like a goddess, it's okay!💋💕✨

[@seamsungg]

i love your recent codes and sponsers for natural, good body products!!! i need more!!!!!!!

[@sugarpoisson1]

I struggle too ,so much,every day ..and I do get therapy..everytime I see you here I feel some comfort

[@miaparker9539]

Just hearing her voice makes me so happy 💕

[@tulipmoon5230]

Agreed, you actually look amazzzing without as much makeup. Natural beut!

[@scarlett-ty1ux]

You look absolutely gorgeous, I’m so happy that things are improving for you, i wish you all the best ✨♥️

[@BontensBicycle]

When Harmony post the second time in the week unexpectedly: 🤯

[@anitarucker8589]

You look awesome. Your happiness is very palpable and you radiate great energy. You are such a cutie !You have beautifulo hair.

[@Luna04567]

I’ve always had issues with dissociation because of my ptsd, what helps me is a tasty hot or cold drinks. I love hearing your perspectives on things!

[@ashwawrzzz]

Another lovely video :) I'm looking forward to seeing your future video idea on how your relationship with makeup changed! Ps. On my bad mental health days I watch one of your videos. You are such a gentle and kind soul. Hearing your calming voice and seeing your beautiful face sends me all the good vibes I need to feel better

[@glacyneyla-lifestyle]

With red / orange hair and blue eyes you can rock orange and bronze eyeshadow sooooooo well ooh holy Elune!! 😍

[@prathyusha016]

SHE'S LITERALLY EVERYTHING I ENVISION MYSELF TO BE.

[@zeeenno]

Yay! I love when your notification pops up!

[@adoringb]

The change of tone in her voice when her boyfriend walked in. SO FUCKING CUTE

[@marcelalopez8453]

Harmony the way your eyes sparkle they literally remind me of sapphires .

[@marcelalopez8453]

@Leely Moonstar thank you 😊

[@pennysportal]

I love get ready with me’s, this was so cute! I watch all of your videos though no matter the topic 💖❤️🔮

[@Mybougiehippylife]

I totally agree having more alone time by myself makes me a better partner to my boyfriend as well as likewise he is a better partner cause he spends time alone too. I think this is a form of self care a lot of couples neglect but I spend tons of time alone and I find it makes me cherish the times we spend together even more. Loved this chat! Loving your videos girl. So glad I found you during quarantine.❤️😊

[@mononymousmouse]

You have matured and grown A LOT. I think one of the first videos of yours I watched was a GRWM daily makeup and I remember feeling a little sad that you were soooooo unsure about changing your hairstyle, not wearing extensions. Don't get me wrong, you were gorgeous then and are gorgeous now but I'm super glad that you've come to a healthier relationship with hair and makeup.

[@ilkab.s3828]

I recently started to watch your video and I really love your personality. You seem like a person I would get along really good. You have really good videos online.

[@JasnowidzGrzegorzSieczka]

Thank you very much for your book. Your magical path, your experiences, experiences and harmony that you introduce and share is an incredible treasure. Thank you with all my heart and I look forward to the moment when it will be possible to order the book in Poland. I greet with all my heart, Grzegorz.

[@Victoria-q1j6h]

As someone who struggles with disassociation relating to past traumas I found it so releaving in a way to hear that you understand

[@Victoria-q1j6h]

I guess that in a place of people not fully grasping what you're saying without thinking youre crazy, it's nice to feel a little validated

[@Victoria-q1j6h]

I feel like quarentines been pretty just hard on people with mental Illnesses and I wish you all the health and love harmony. Blessed be

[@kaelynmynhier2406]

Happy Lammas Harmony! Loved the look. I, too, have taken a 180° turn in how I use makeup. I have dark circles and frequent chin acne but I’m learning to love myself with a bare face.

[@tianasmith1311]

I disassociate literally all the time, since childhood. I've done it in the middle of conversations with people and they're like "did you hear me?" Uuuuuhhhh yeaaaahhh. I just kind of go with it, once I notice I can snap myself back. If someone else does it I damn near have a heartattack 🙄

[@CassiesLab]

Could you do more food videos like what I eat in a day/week, grocery hauls, etc? I would love vegan food ideas :) ❤️

[@liminalquartz]

Your fresh pink freckled cheeks are everything

[@ravenastriel6419]

Blessed be Lady Harmony. Love and light to thee. I thought of a suggestion for your paranormal cases. If I may, I thought of the case of Alister Crowley. Anyway, I was watching your videos on the paranormal. Loved the Lemp Castle video. So eerie. Cerridwen smile upon you always, Lady Harmony. 🧙

[@theveggiest]

I wish I could wear eyeshadow like this- instead I end up looking like I dove headfirst into the Claire’s makeup section 😪

[@hailijane]

Could you make a video about dissociation and how you have worked through your traumas to heal yourself? Dissociation tries to rule my life and its very difficult

[@midnight_moon_content]

I had a paranormal case idea. Its the story of the Perrons and the true story of the 1st conjuring movie. Ive been looking into it and i think its something you would enjoy researching!! Love your videos! Blessed be ⭐

[@ash_and_lavender]

I have dissociative identity disorder so I appreciate you discussing dissociation ✨💜🌻

[@CCela1608]

I just love these chill harmony chats 😇 also stoked to try the native deodorant now that they offer a plastic-free version!! Get that coin mama

[@kaylaheaps5280]

Cutest ever! Love your hair 🖤✨

[@bellelaight3287]

Omg, I didn’t expect for you to be a fellow Brit! I am coming from Jessi Vii and love your channel so far! I’m from London ❤️❤️