A STORY OF LOVE AND LOSS / MY MISCARRIAGE STORY / Early Miscarriage 6-7 Weeks Pregnant

A STORY OF LOVE AND LOSS / MY MISCARRIAGE STORY / Early Miscarriage 6-7 Weeks Pregnant
This video was both the hardest and most healing video I’ve ever filmed. I hope it makes people feel less alone who are going through a similar situation.
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[@susieqz813]

I’m so very sorry, Jessica. I miscarried 3 weeks ago, it still haunts me and it probably always will. Thank you for sharing your story, it’s comforting to know I (and a lot of women) aren’t alone. 💞

[@amyj8810]

Jess, I am so sorry you have had to go through this. I love that you shared with us, you are so brave. When I had my miscarriages no one talked about them, it was like I was just supposed to go on with life and I feel like I am still processing. Your video helped me. You are such a sweet, kind, lovely person and I only wish love and happiness for your family.

[@AlishaBarnett]

You are so brave for for sharing your story. So many women, myself included, have been where you are right now and will find comfort in knowing they’re not alone. Love & prayers for you and your family!

[@joannehopesLife_After_40]

Crushing! I'm glad you had your sister to talk to. Know that many prayers have been said for you Jessica. Thank you for sharing your story. May your grief be short, and your Rainbow baby come in due time.

[@darlenecanterbury986]

You poor thing and to be alone !!!! Your so brave !!! I am so sorry you had to go thru this .I know the feeling and pain all to well it's not only physical but mentally painful and leaves you feeling hollow . You are so lovely!!! Thank you for sharing this with us ! Bless your beautiful heart !!! And may your beautiful heart heal and make more beautiful babies !!!! 😘♥️♥️♥️

[@Yourexcellencynikki]

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[@CaseyPlunk]

I’m so so so sorry for your loss. I had a miscarriage in 2012. You’re right it’s so isolating and so many people don’t talk about it. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m sure it wasn’t easy (I’ve still not been able to really sit down and talk about mine on camera). My prayers are with you and your family.

[@LauraHallidays]

Thank you for sharing your story-this will definitely help women who are going through this difficult experience❤️❤️❤️

[@hayley8907]

I've never been pregnant, but my colleague and close friend has suffered several miscarriages. She's now 6 weeks pregnant, but yesterday i heard her sobbing in the bathroom, and i immidietly went in to help her. She was bleeding and distraught. She started hitting herself in the head assuming the baby was gone. Eventually we managed to calm her down and get her to her clinic. They said that the embryo was detached from the uteran wall but could still survive if she stays the next month in hospital. Has anyone ever heard of this?

[@dulce24us]

I’ve watched this video before right after I started following you. I was expecting since November until January 2020. I’m going thru miscarriage right now I was almost 11 weeks. This video is helping thru this difficult time my family is going through.

[@ErikaAnn]

You're so brave Jess. Thank you for sharing your story. I hate that we both had to go through this. You already know, but again, I'm always here for you girl. ❤

[@zanne371]

Oh Jessica, I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you. Your story will help others, the more you talk about it will help with the healing process. I didn't know I was pregnant when it happened. I didn't tell anyone and I've regretted it for many years. Love and peace!

[@TheHannahbaby88]

My heart is so broken for you girl! I am so sorry for your loss! Keeping you and your family in my prayers

[@brookeanders477]

My heart breaks for you. So many women appreciate you sharing your story. Hang in there💛

[@desiraep.4018]

I am so sorry you are going through this, this is my second vlog of yours that I have gotten to watch. I am praying over you and your family. My husband and I just experienced a miscarriage with our third baby after two healthy babies and pregnancies 4 weeks ago. This has been the most difficult thing we have ever gone through. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and story as mine was similar and it is a very lonely thing to go through. We had planned to announce the week of Christmas and I just found out a friend of mine is expecting and she is due a few weeks after I would have had mine. I am so so happy for her but also hurting for my family and I.

[@JessicaGiffin]

I’m so sorry for your loss Desirae 💔

[@SL-zy3ux]

This breaks my heart 😭 I am so so so sorry you and your family went though this ❤️ sending you love and prayers

[@jillianlacey8296]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Thanks for your courage. Much love to you and your family.

[@TheNewMomClarissa]

I don’t even have the words for you Jess. I am so so sorry for all you went through. Praying for you and your family. Stay strong and thank you for sharing 💕💕💕

[@myfairlady4255]

Hi Jess I am just catching up on all my videos but I wanted to let you know that my family and I are praying for you and you are not alone ❤❤❤

[@ozlady0270]

I am so sorry Jessica! My daughter went threw this a couple yrs ago, and my heart just broke for her. She has since given birth to a beautiful Rainbow baby. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

[@HapaFamily]

Oh, mama... :( I am still SO sorry to hear that this happened to you, as well as how it all happened. I have been there. I hope that some form of healing for you will come with time. In the meantime, lots of hugs to you.

[@laurajanette]

My heart is breaking for you 😓💕 I haven’t been through this and hope I never have to go through this. I wouldn’t be able to be ok and be strong. I really am so sorry you had to deal with this 😓💕❤️

[@TutusNunicorns]

Oh Jess, I'm so so sorry :( This breaks my heart. Thinking of you and praying for you

[@lauragiffin6699]

Beautifully said it touched my heart ❤️sending our love to you and Ryan💕

[@terriewatson4615]

Oh, you sweet, sweet girl! I have been binge watching your channel over the weekend and just came across this episode. I so understand your pain. I am now 60 years old but I watch this as if it was yesterday. My husband and I had tried for months and years to get pregnant, but with no success. I went through several fertility procedures and finally ended up with triplets! It was a dream come true! At our first ultrasound they noticed that one of the babies seemed only about half the size of the others. At 10 weeks though, he/she had a heartbeat! But, they warned me that the size descrepancy might me that there was a genetic or some other sort of problem and that if I experienced any cramping or discharge, that possibly I might be suffering a miscarriage of that particular baby. I experienced none of those, but when I went back at 12 weeks, there was no baby, nothing. I was in shock. I went on to carry my other two babies to 31 weeks, but with a very, very difficult pregnancy the whole time. Weeks of hospital stay and bedrest and anti-contracting drugs had to administered before my twin girls were delivered at 31 weeks at 3 lb 1 oz and 2 lb 14 oz. One of my babies had a birth defect which could have been corrected easily had she been full term, but instead she passed at 1 week old. My other daughter was actually the smallest and was in the NICU for over 2 months. She came home on Mother’s Day of that year! Such a glorious day! She is now 24 years old and is engaged and in college. We also live here in Florida. So when I found your channel, I was immediately drawn to you and your precious little family. God bless you for sharing your story. I remember thinking that I didn’t want people to be afraid to mention the baby that I lost . It was actually comforting when they did for she was a little baby too although she did not know this life for long. It made me feel that she mattered! Take care of that precious little family that you have. There will be nothing that will ever matter as much to you. And remember that old saying that we mothers often share. “The nights they are so long, but the years they are so short!” Xoxo to all your family!

[@JessicaGiffin]

Terrie thank you so much for sharing your story 💜 We definitely never forget our angel babies and I think the experience makes us squeeze our little ones just a little harder every day. I’m so happy I made this video because it not only helps other people going through it not feel alone but also gives me a chance to remember my sweet babe whenever someone comments on it and I read their story 💜💜💜

[@martalech6371]

Thank you for sharing this. I am currently going through this myself. I am crying while watching this. ♥️

[@JessicaGiffin]

I am so so sorry 💔

[@LifeWithLizzet]

Praying for you Jess and I’m sending you tons of hugs.. here for you if you need anything ♥️

[@LexLitReads]

I’m so sorry to hear about your loss!

[@KaylaBuell]

Still praying for your family Jess ❤️

[@alyssahawk3373]

I’m going through this right now, lost my pregnancy at 5 weeks. It was unplanned, and I know I won’t be trying for another baby. I just feel so empty now, so unexpected but so wanted at the same time

[@VeronicaPaige]

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Your so strong and beautiful

[@priscillanilla5598]

I’m so sorry for your loss I just had a miscarriage and I was at 10 weeks. Let’s keep our faith and hope💕

[@itscrystalsrunonlife]

💔 sending you much love! 💕

[@denisecochran255]

Bless your heart. I wish I had the right words to say to you, but I don’t. I can’t imagine what you went through. I hate you were by yourself. You are a strong momma. Give yourself credit for that. If that’s all you can think of. Sending 🙏❤️ always.

[@LacyCheyenne]

I'm so sorry Jess. Praying for you and your family ❤

[@CamiCarly]

So sorry Jess! Praying for you and your family!💕🙏🏻

[@missld6856]

I know the feeling I was told at 11 week 2 day ultrasound that our baby had no heart beat. This was after we had seen a healthy heart beat at 7 weeks everything else was normal before that so it was horrific to hear we had lost it. It stopped growing at 9 weeks. I’m so sorry for anyone who has to go through this. Baby dust and love to us all 💝

[@elizabethrivera9128]

Did you try again?😊

[@missld6856]

@@elizabethrivera9128 We did try again but sadly miscarried a second time. At ultrasound at 8 weeks 5 days we no longer had a heartbeat again. Did blood test on 2nd loss and genetically normal so did recurrent loss blood panel and allegedly everything was normal. Saline sonogram normal. I have since improved egg quality with nutrition and educated myself on that further. Improved my iron and vitamin d and only methylated versions of b vitamins and folate only and not folic acid. I have 1 copy of mthfr 1298Ac which lowers folic acid absorption and can be toxic so that’s why I only do methylated versions and folate only now. We have hope these coming up cycles since we are now monitored by a fertility doc. Not doing ivf but he is managing my lining and taking 5mg letrozole this time first time trying the 5mg. I got preg w my first 2 losses I was only on lower dose of 2.5mg so maybe the increase will help me mature egg larger than before. We have non stop not given up. ❤️

[@irispierreart6900]

Thank you for sharing your story love and light to you 💖

[@Tristina_Rose]

💕💕💕 continuously praying for you and your family. 🙏🏻

[@brittanyanninos8771]

This hurts!! I’m so sorry for you! 💔

[@ashleykennedy9587]

I’m so sorry! Praying for you! ❤️

[@JessicaGiffin]

Thanks girl!

[@ElleMcClellan]

Sorry for your loss Jess, I definitely know the feeling 😔.

[@elviacarrillo8456]

Sending you a big hug💔praying that god gives you peace🙏🏻

[@Lena-lp7xf]

Jessica I am so sorry... I had a miscarriage early December 2019. I still feel heartbroken and I feel your pain so much 💔

[@LauraThomas]

Love you, Jess. ❤️❤️❤️

[@junepuga476]

So sorry for your loss... sending prayers for comfort

[@angelameindl1472]

Your story is similar to mine. My doctor called it a Blighted Ovum which is basically a false pregnancy. My heart breaks for you. My oldest daughter/9 was with me and was documenting the doctor visits. She wrote “the doctor says there is a sack but no baby”. I went to a few more appointments over the next few weeks but there was never a baby. So, eventually I had a D&C and...a few months later, I did get pregnant! August of 2006 I had my 3rd child...Isabella 💕 Good Luck! It will happen for you.

[@BrittDomanski]

♥️♥️♥️♥️ you Jess!

[@brookbell5466]

Going through this as we speak. Passed the baby earlier this morning. We got this 🙏🏼👊🏼

[@JessicaGiffin]

♥️♥️♥️

[@kpboo9]

No one should ever have to hide something like that. A baby's life is meaningful from the moment they are conceived. Life is life and important no matter how long it was ❤

[@Asmrfoodshorts]

I’m so sorry for your loss. My husband and I just had our second loss in less than a year this weekend at 12 weeks but baby didn’t develop past 6 weeks. It’s hitting me know and it hurts. I have two healthy children ages 6&7 but they were so excited for their baby brother or sister. Before my healthy kids I had 2 losses as well. My heart goes out to you!! 🙁😔

[@JessicaGiffin]

I’m so sorry for you loss 💔

[@Asmrfoodshorts]

Thank you! 🙏Same to you 💔

[@ashleyjordan8634]

I am so sorry, tfs your story 💕

[@salenagazikova3274]

I just miscarried yesterday & I feel so lost and confused just a roller coaster of emotions 😭

[@castlesandcandy]

Sending so many hugs 💗

[@averypowell9247]

When I had my miscarriage I’m only 19 and my mom and dad both were happy.. like relieved. It is devastating, I was so excited and they acted excited when I told them I was pregnant also. I’ve felt so alone and I just needed to write it out, I can’t even talk to the would have been father bc he grieves differently and he shoves it away where as I am very emotional... this is probably ridiculous but it feels good

[@JasmineandSimone]

thank you so much for sharing 💗

[@jeanieyelton1564]

So very sorry for your loss 😔💔

[@DawnsDiary]

I’m so sorry about your loss 💔

[@angelarosano9015]

Mine ended at 8 weeks. I had an heartbeat a week before. , I got pregnant again and lost it again at 5 weeks in September. It sucks and trying ivf. Thanks for sharing.

[@christinetylka5171]

My heart breaks with you. There are no words..

[@brendaabruzzese1377]

Im so sorry 💗very hard ,my daughter in law went thru it too❤

[@angelaslaughter1815]

I’m sorry for your loss I feel your pain I had to go thru your channel to understand where you was coming from I’m sorry🙏🏾🙏🏾 I love your channel I lost my fourth born at #27Weeks5Days Jan.2.2019 that was the worst feeling ever I mean I never loss a baby before I got three other living

[@jaclynmorris6160]

Lose two babies. Two of the worst moments ,1) sorry no heartbeat. And 2) this is where the baby was , as you can see its gone now. I am currently pregnant again and scared. I am very sorry for your loss.

[@JessicaGiffin]

So sorry for you losses. I can imagine the fear of being pregnant again, I feel the same thing whenever I think about it but try to stay positive! You’re in my prayers for a healthy pregnancy 😘😘

[@OnceUponaMama]

I am so incredibly sorry Jessica my heart is broken for you. If it will help I will share my miscarriage story with you through dm or if youd prefer I would talk about it on one of my videos as well...my prayers love and thoughts are with you right nownand I am rooting for you and praying for the silver lining for you and your sweet family. Xox

[@theproductivebabe]

My miscarriage at 6 weeks 2 days started with brown discharge as well. Then as the day went on I started bleeding red blood quite heavily (looked like day 1 of a regular period).

[@Dsmithny]

I am so sorry love..... it’s the worst ever. Thanks for sharing girl more people can relate then you think and you will help so many mama’s. I can relate to everything you are saying and the feelings of being a shell of yourself. Big hugs and lots of love ❤️❤️❤️.

[@tyrelledavis828]

Pregnancy is a lot when you dealing with it by yourself but I felt bad for most ppl that can’t have kids but just be strong bc I lost my kid

[@vkayysmoto]

Hi If you don't mind me asking how long did it take for your tests to turn negative

[@LaurenAshleyVlogs]

Sending hugs 💓

[@amandapacelli2430]

I’m So sorry this happened.

[@paigestill7061]

I saw this book recommended from another KZbin mom. It’s called I’ll hold you in Heaven by Jack Hayford. I got my copy from amazon for around $6. It is very helpful to me and might be something that could help you. ❤️

[@ErinKate]

Thinking of you ♥️

[@emilygardner1484]

I’ve also had a miscarriage. Baby stopped growing at 11+6 but didn’t know until 16 weeks. Got a D&C done yesterday. I also have a 2.5 year old son.

[@JessicaGiffin]

I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

[@gorgeousapostate1915]

I'm so sorry I will be pray. I have had kinda of a miscarriage with my second baby.

[@MrsMorrisonXO]

I am so sorry to hear this. I just wrote a poem for a friend who also just had a miscarriage. I read the poem in a 5 min video on Sunday at 12. Please check it out. Hopefully it will give you some comfort. X

[@ghadeeralkaabi830]

I'm appreciate your story today I misscarried at11 weeks they told me baby died at 7 weeks

[@rls1390]

I'm so sorry😥

[@arrib528]

How do most husbands act? My husband has been so cold and so insensitive through both of my miscarriages. Is this normal or is he a heartless person 🥺

[@VanessaLennox]

Very much normal. People handle it differently

[@laenana4497]

what was you hcg levels?

[@mellpopie19]

Omg!! Im miscarriage at 13/10/2019, and this month 30/1/2020 i was suppose to get period on 23/1/2020 but i not, and.... I don't know ... God bless all mom 💝💝💝💪💪💪

[@bethreyes1754]

Your story is very touching, you really loved 💕your baby. I wan to tell you that God will bring your baby back to life In the rresurection John 5:28,29 , here in earth. And he will blessed you with another baby . Thank you for sharing your story.

[@RyanGiffin]

❤️

[@stephaniegaudin6074]

💕💕💕

[@joannamarticio9002]

Hugs, beautiful one. Please know I hit like, to support you. Sending you a Virtual Hug.

[@ceballoskathy]

😢🙏🏼

[@calliegirl9873]

💜💟💜

[@bernadettedecelo8639]

Miscarrying right now.. 🥺🙏

[@JessicaGiffin]

I’m so sorry 💔 hugs

[@rachelmorrison7598]

[@jeaniamyers3189]

❤️