My darkest fears have become a frightening truth And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow And my skin will continue to wither and decay Happiness - where are you? Will this grief be swept away? This madness must stop or this world I'll depart As reality blends into horrific dreams My departure from Earth is getting near And as I approach death, I'll show no fear I need you here to ease this pain For I fear it shall never dissipate Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow I felt your warmth - I can't touch your skin Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh And I summon forth suffering and despair Yet it is something I do not wish to do My blood absorbs the poisons Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall And the anguish recedes as life slips away Breathless, I beckon eternal sleep For I shall live no more to be with you As I see your face appear through the mist
@TrendCrush66610 ай бұрын
It's been nearly 30years since you mailed this to me this on a tape , still fucking crushes
@i_want_my_shuggah3 ай бұрын
Amazing.
@zachblah10217 ай бұрын
One of my favorite songs. Remember hearing not for the first time in 2002 when I was 12. I don’t know how im still here now at 34. Better than I was then but still a long road ahead. Hope everyone takes care of themselves.
@janisvindavs4 жыл бұрын
This song will be played at my funeral. That's clear for 15 years already.
@salariat3 жыл бұрын
the best idea ; me toooooo
@Stigmatix6665 жыл бұрын
Serious Burzum vibes, but enough identity to stand solidly on it's own!
@n4ttevandring2 жыл бұрын
Every noisy guitar is Burzum now? There's nothing of Burzum here.
@Stigmatix6662 жыл бұрын
@@n4ttevandring The inspirations - Rose Tattoo, Bathory (RIP), AFB, *Burzum* , early Darkthone, The Gathering, various substances, Hobbs' Angel Of Death, a certain leader from 1939 who shall remain nameless for censorship reasons, Infected Mushroom, Anathema, Prodigy, Esoteric, Pink Floyd, Skrewdriver and the great Rock 'o' Rama label of the 80s - and of course, the bands mentioned above in the thanks list. Liner Notes - Shane Rout (Abyssic Hate)
@i_want_my_shuggah3 ай бұрын
Barely Burzum, but I get what you want to go for.
@harrymartin6844 күн бұрын
I can hear a little bit of Filosofem in here tbh, this is more melodic and cleaner but the influence is definitely there
@MarcusMaximillianAugustus12 жыл бұрын
one of the all-time greatest songs
@hayley87152 жыл бұрын
Fifteen years later and I still return to these albums because not much else comes close - Burzum does obviously tho - to Abyssic Hate! Need this dark pounding beauty sometimes! X
@erdyerdnusss Жыл бұрын
@user-cz2bm5vs7zsilencer is equal in my opinion however only when comparing suicidal emotions with death pierce me, abyssic hate was just so much more revolutionary with depressive melodicism, aesthetics and themes. But I must credit cassado and Nilsson for being one of the few in black metal to represent accute psychosis and suicidality, it's just much more scary and therefore less enjoyable than abyssic hate but both are not the peak of honesty, which I believe to be trist and hypothermia
@erdyerdnusss Жыл бұрын
Basically Shane made impactful releases earlier than Andreas and Michael
@ehmjay9712 жыл бұрын
nothing better in bad times
@Ajclz2 ай бұрын
One of the few good DSBM acts
@damnedbelowjudas_6 күн бұрын
So true
@NileBowie4 жыл бұрын
I constantly spun this album, and this song in particular, in my youth. Play it loud.
@moisesreyna60318 жыл бұрын
Is great the Black Metal Depressive, I love it. big band ABYSSIC HATE.
@zacharymartin449812 жыл бұрын
.....the scars on my arm remind me of how powerful this album truly is.. def. a favorite.
@validus58086 ай бұрын
Ok mr emo
@hwbvsgeyebvr5 ай бұрын
😮@@validus5808
@davidcryptt5 ай бұрын
@@validus5808😭😭
@Azarashi_2.63 ай бұрын
Shut up
@chrismanning4511Ай бұрын
Well done little baby emo
@Dethkok9 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful.
@hwbvsgeyebvr5 ай бұрын
Да
@Dethkok5 ай бұрын
@@hwbvsgeyebvrСпасибо for making me come back to this pearl
@zachblah10215 ай бұрын
Happiness where are you? Will this grief, be swept away? Remember this just like 2001/2002 still coming back at 34.
@TheNecroSatan6 жыл бұрын
I first found out about this band when I randomly received a patch in the post of them (it was a buy 4 get 1 free deal and I only chose 3) so I looked them up. Certainly didn't regret that! AWESOME band!!! \m/ Hail!
@lurkingshadow53986 жыл бұрын
Very cathartic.
@clairelenoir10 жыл бұрын
this voice... like gall in thin veins
@obwebs9 жыл бұрын
Hails to Shane from Fiend. Lets do that split m8, now that we're old and independed :)
@Todestrieb14 жыл бұрын
One of my favourite bands! this song is just great. Thanks for the upload//
@neilduh3 жыл бұрын
One of my favorites, great stuff.
@ragnosm45563 жыл бұрын
Слушая это, не страшно умереть.....
@alikarimov104811 жыл бұрын
Awesome!
@SeedoEldhoPaul10 жыл бұрын
Very good song. :)
@aaarrrggghhhh6668 жыл бұрын
and my skin will continue to wither and decay
@aldemancastro503511 жыл бұрын
exelente!!! hailss abyssic hate!!!
@Louie_Shredz11 жыл бұрын
Fucking amazing...
@williseiner737311 жыл бұрын
GREAT SONG !!!
@Peststurmtief13 жыл бұрын
Bodenmarkierungsmann for den Win
@therealblackmonolith7 жыл бұрын
5:09
@caim34653 жыл бұрын
Топовый музон.
@hwbvsgeyebvr5 ай бұрын
Да
@Доброслав-р7в5 күн бұрын
Определëнно
@MustaineIsGOD2312 жыл бұрын
makes me proud to live in melbourne, noice
@anttisilvast89519 жыл бұрын
i remember when i had split cd with det hedenske folk and abyssic hate.
@Naamah-Az2 жыл бұрын
It has become my ringtone alarm
@13Impaler11 жыл бұрын
This patch is in the mail on the way to me. Hails
@riric66612 жыл бұрын
favoris !!!
@harryrafael20012 жыл бұрын
This lyric tell me many things ... Fuck my heart!
@damnedbelowjudas_2 жыл бұрын
Lmfao
@onkeliltis4 ай бұрын
Still wearing His Shirt \m/
@Vittoria10127 жыл бұрын
I really want to know WHY have you felt BETRAYED yesterday?! Who betrayed you?! The people that cared about you or ... you, yourself?
@kaisatyr4 жыл бұрын
Seems like burzum! Awesome
@durag61962 жыл бұрын
maybe a depressive suicidal burzum
@williamjhunter57142 жыл бұрын
The title of this describes my life in America.
@jalefar824711 жыл бұрын
8:58 - 11:45 :(
@bodenmarkierungsmann13 жыл бұрын
!!!!
@AnsgarBeowulf7 жыл бұрын
So soll Balck Metal sein!
@damnedbelowjudas_2 жыл бұрын
DSBM
@Peststurmtief13 жыл бұрын
Rufzeichen
@onkeliltis9 жыл бұрын
Is Shane still alive..?
@asphaalanx9 жыл бұрын
Yes. As far as I know.
@TrendCrush6669 жыл бұрын
+Onkel Iltis earlier today he posted some images online of the new rehearsal room set up for the new album
@onkeliltis9 жыл бұрын
TrendCrush666 Thanks man, looking forward to it, talked to him a lot on irc about 14-15 years ago
@TrendCrush6669 жыл бұрын
me too, that's where i met him, undernet #black_metal
@onkeliltis9 жыл бұрын
Same here, was Dyingsun/Dyingfun on there back then..\m/