Addiction: Heroin John's Story

[@jillpaull2206]

I don't know you John, but I love you. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@michaelburke4901]

Damn bro that was inspiring , ive been struggling which is why i am listening . I pray i can find myself in your shoes . Thank you John

[@Godspeed-d7b]

How are you doing?

[@Tinyhomehighway]

This is truly the story of every addict including myself .

[@donaldharrison1345]

God bless you bro. I shared your story with the hope that it will positively touch someone in a similar situation. Love and respect. Jah bless u as u continue in your endeavors to stay sober and help others

[@martinemikita9281]

This made me cry so hard. I'm 4 years clean as of September 2021

[@tshirtfactory07]

"Im a heroin addict, but i identify as an alcoholic for the sake of fellowship at my place of recovery"....... felt that shit deeply. I cant tell you how many times i had folks at AA tell me essentially that i wasnt welcome to share in my recovery with them unless i would pretend my addiction was to alcohol. Always rubbed me so wrong...

[@RaeRaeeeee]

Literally.

[@mindsigh4]

@@tshirtfactory07 _some_ people in NA act the same, they prefer u identify as an addict at "their'' meetings, but AA started with one rule "...the honest desire to stop drinking.." so since AA was founded first, that foundation applies across the board, so the NA rule would be "...an honest desire to stop using drugs..." & since alcohol is just another drug, seems way stupid to me how someone does or doesn't identify themselves, i would go to the nearest meeting that i could get myself to , there was one guy who would introduce himself as "hey, i'm John, & i'm a dope fiend" & that's how it was, who cares, you made it to a meeting, WELCOME, so i say it's just a stupid ego game if someone has a problem with how u introduce urself, & i'd tell them i'm here to get & stay sober, or get & stay clean, *what're you here for?*

[@smorgan125]

"Rock bottom is when you can't stand to be the person that you are anymore." That shit is so goddamn true. Never heard it said better. Truly blown away.

[@rebeccaramsay5648]

Iv been rock bottom a load of times, still I'm an addict, I'm such a looser just don't know how to live without it

[@lydiaselena__439]

Rebecca Ramsay Hi , please don't say that ugly word , because you're a beautiful human being. I am turning 44 soon ,and i was addicted to pain pills for 11 year's of my life ,but i got on methadone 4years ago ,but it took me 1 year before i really stop touching the stuff . I thank god everyday.

[@MrPaulafish]

brodude people don’t reach rock bottom on heroin, there is always further you can fall (or dig) that’s how insidious this drug is.

[@MrPaulafish]

Rebecca Ramsay your not a loser, and in my experience heroin addicts are some of the most sensitive, intelligent and interesting people on the planet. Do you know there are people who would kill to have your experience? YOUR NOT A LOSER. EVER!

[@littlefoot2001]

A-freakin-men

[@shane8109]

Hey all! Thanks for all the support this year for the first year of the Addiction series I've been working on! I am gearing up for another year and would like to share that if anybody in the greater Cincinnati area would like to share their story of recovery or are involved in an organization that helps people battling addiction I would love to share you story!

[@MegaMasterkiller666]

Hey Shane, do you know how John Is doing now? I really hope he's still managed to stay on track with his life

[@shane8109]

I was in touch with him a few weeks after this video was shot to make sure he was ok with releasing it. To my knowledge he's still on track.

[@lucy0537]

ShaneReinert I hope n pray you continue to move forward. .... n I hope my Ioved ones do too! !!

[@lucy0537]

ShaneReinert wish I could give /get a big from you. .....Xoxox. .....

[@joytreedesigns7876]

Would you consider doing an update? Is he still sober?

[@kathleenfrick2722]

This made me cry. I am the child of an addict. I remember always visiting my dad in rehab and in halfway houses. I wish you the best on your sobriety! You got this.

[@mindsigh4]

hope you are learning what you need for your highest, deepest and widest good. ƪ(‾.‾“)┐〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜(~‾▿‾)~

[@sel0520]

Absolutely worth listening to John's entire story. He is so grateful for the chance to make his family proud, and for them to see him clean and sober after many long years of disappointing them. God is good. We all have Hope for a better tomorrow.

[@nathansilva5749]

i agree. i ended up standing out of my chair and cheering when he said he has a family and all that now. although i don't agree with religion involved with the 12 step program i do know that religion is exactly what some people need sometimes

[@wendymathews1030]

God bless you John. I don’t know you, but after watching you tell your story, I am so proud of you. I wish you a lifetime of happiness. God bless you, and your family.

[@rcalabais]

This story, it's so obviously authentic and heartfelt, which is what makes it so valuable and helpful to others. obviously, and not surprised on you to anyone who identifies, although there's a lot of sadness in the recollection of the pain left behind, it's such a story of beauty and conquest and love, and this is what helps people get well. I'm grateful to this man for sharing this story which was told so perfectly. blessings, and to anyone who suffers.

[@mindsigh4]

facing truth has a way

[@jenningsfamilyvlogs3342]

brilliant story made me cry well done john

[@wayneborg3767]

hearing this story , specially the bit when he is mentioning the things he done for money, then just pauses for a second, and says the words "ive done unspeakable things" !!! us addicts all know how far we will go to get our next fix. Thank you sharing , may you have another 100 years clean and sobar.

[@wlidbill5261]

Im thankful that you can be the person you want to be john I pray you keep up sobriety will give you what drugs promised you

[@BrianAlexDavisMontana406]

That video hit me, especially after him reading his mothers letter😔 I know she has to be proud of you. Keep strong. Addiction is a hard obstacle to overcome. You're very strong John.

[@noahisaac6439]

Thank you John watching this every time gives me hope that I can recover and be a Dad to my little girl, you helped me find a god of my understanding, I currently have 1 month of sobriety and every time I think of picking up I just remember the words you have spoken and it helps me, thank you

[@mrsmarymac5378]

I'm a little late in watcing but this man's sobriety story is so heart wrenching. God creates beauty from the ashes of the mess we make of our lives. Hoping that John is still living in sobriety. 👏👏👏👏

[@bonitajanssen5118]

A MIRACLE FROM GOD! 💝

[@KimMc74]

John, i hope & pray you're still living strong in your sobriety. Your testimony has given me so much hope! I'm a recovering addict myself, clean almost 15yrs. My late husband was an alcoholic/addict. He was murdered back when our 2 children were extremely young. Our daughter, 2yrs & our son, 7mos. Our son is now 21 & has been a daily drinker for approx 2yrs now. He also dabbles in cocaine & meth. He'll stay up for days at a time & it has me SOOOO scared & worried for him to. I've found a men's recovery house not too far off. He says he'll go, but he wants to have his summer & he'll go in the fall... It's currently June & so much can happen between now & then! As you might relate, he has excuse after excuse & is often in denial of the severity of his addiction! I'm so thankful that I ran across this video. I can't put into words just how inspired i feel after listening. My best to you & you're family!!!

[@TheAngelwithhorns2]

thinking of you and your son i have a son in the same place as yours always making promises and lost my grandson in jan he was 21

[@mirandagamble3994]

Omg this had in tears the entire time- you can see how much John put in to the program and how much he appreciates his family! Thanks for sharing

[@shane8109]

It's a powerful story. John's journey is inspiring.

[@katherinevelazquez706]

Thank you for sharing. ✝️🙏

[@dondressel452]

I hope and pray he’s doing good today May God keep him on the straight and narrow God bless this man for turning his life around

[@clarizabelfoure125]

You speak beautifully John, and it comes from your soul. You have a gift and I hope you use it to help many others when you're ready.....this is probably the most heartfelt story I've ever heard. God bless you John XOXO P.S. Addiction is evil ...you are a strong man

[@mayazain8471]

God bless u so much and ur family 🤲

[@joytreedesigns7876]

Hi from Scotland. I'm only 20mins into your video and know that I'll be sharing it on FB at the end. It's so rare to see a positive story. I think spreading stories like this will help immensely because it will help change the attitudes of non-addicts. We need to see the possibility in people as people. Seeing the end result is going to help change attitudes, encourage people to help and that can only be a good thing.

[@rosiegirl4751]

We hate the addiction...but always love the person! 💕

[@brianpotter9313]

Well said

[@britneyology1]

To God be the glory! Praise Him for giving this man the wisdom to know.

[@gilmourkeirs2335]

Well done I have been clean from heroin 11 years and off methadone for 5 months,it's been hard but it's like iv got a new life now so it can be done if you want get clean

[@joemamma4267]

I am very proud of you. I don’t know you but I know addiction well. I prayed for you that God will continue giving you strength to live sober.

[@s.teague6962]

GILMOUR KEIRS Methadone was as hard for me as dope. I've been clean this time for 2 years. I was put on methadone 4 years ago, used it for 2 years, my insurance stopped covering it, so I quit taking it. Within 3 days, I bought dope. Relapsed for 24 hours, and went into treatment to actually deal with my issues, get tools, and counseling. That's when I finally got better. I handled the addiction instead of the drug, and it changed my life. I'm so happy to see your story wasn't mine and you were able to stop methadone, and stay sober. Be proud of yourself. Most don't get the chance to be sober.

[@rebeccaramsay5648]

Please tell me how you did it, Iv used since 18 and this year I'm 40 iv wasted my entire adult life, don't want to be alive

[@davidbuzanko1934]

Rebecca Ramsay please keep living & know others care & are believing in you, you can do this; please accept the love & support others want to give you- you deserve to have a happy life. Huge hugs

[@elizabethamana5901]

GILMOUR KEIRS u got this!😎👍👍 don't give up

[@kqp1998gyy]

Brilliant. Commendable. Inspiring.

[@andrewptob]

The story of you and your nephew at the beach put me in tears. God bless, man.

[@monicabarrier9936]

Phenomenal story. Please keep telling it!! We have too many people without hope.

[@cipero9246]

It is such a GREAT and AWESOME feeling to be able to be trusted by those you love you the most again. You described my complete life story brother. This year on Nov. 21st I will be 8 years clean.And it truly is a BLESSING!. After my sobriety I have received keys and alarm codes to all my family members homes. I am able to pick up my nephews and take them out for the day and be trusted. I gained soooooooooo many positive blessing's due to my choice of LIVING LIFE AGAIN! Great story and i applaud you sir, keep it up!

[@xbrendax82]

Absolutely touched my heart, John is amazing, he is living proof. My brother is battling addiction and is in treatment, I pray he finds himself. These stories I have been watching gives me hope for my brother. I miss him.

[@terra2805]

So much respect and admiration for this guy. Only the person themselves possess the power to truly change their lives. All the help in the world is utterly pointless and a waste of time unless the desire to change truly comes from within the afflicted. Only when that happens do you have a shot.

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

Terrance Adrian exactly!!

[@tarektahatt]

Thank you for this, John. You have helped me more than you know. God bless you sir.

[@CM-vs5cj]

This makes me so happy and so proud. My dad died at the start of this year after being clean since I had my son. And the pain of losing someone because of drugs is unspeakable. This man is an inspiration to anyone wanting to get clean. He is amazing 💗

[@helenahall4893]

I want to say thank you for this channel. I was never addicted to drugs or alcohol, but listening to so many testimonies made me look at myself. It helped me with my walk with God and how to hold on, no matter how hard life gets. God bless everyone who had the courage to be open and transparent. Everybody who reads this comment, just know, we can do this. God bless you ALL.

[@mindsigh4]

bless you Helena, have u ever heard of Eckhart Tolle ? his videos have really helped me, maybe check him out sometime? 🙏💜🕯️🌱🐾👣🌿🌎🕊️

[@aliblanco6107]

Yes ! God is God.... please believe he loves you and he's by your side always ❤ Godbless you and keep you strong 💪 💖 ❤ 💗 💛

[@SaturnElena]

John may you always stay in sobriety, thank you for your hearthfelf story

[@ilovesteveclark6084]

John, you have me in tears....you give me hope for my son. I wish I could talk to you. I'm losing him. He was clean for 3 yrs. while on Drug Court. One week after he graduated, he relapsed. He's so miserable. He's so ashamed, he hates heroin so very much. He cries because he doesn't understand why he can't be clean again. He asks me "Why Mom, why can't I stop this damn heroin when I know that when I was clean my life became the best it ever was....if I know this, then why don't I have that strength again that I had back then to quit?" I don't know what to tell him John.

[@johnkues804]

Megan Bordenave feel free to contact me thru email [e-mail] and I'm happy to share a phone # if u email

[@fionabackhouse1186]

@@johnkues804 from New Zealand with love. Thank you for sharing your story. For showing how raw your pain was . Love and light. we do recover I have 10 years sober allready. Stay strong

[@cindyfitzgerald4500]

Megan Bordenave honey i praying for your son . I was a heavy abuser for over 20 years and I’m now clean but I’m on suboxin but it truly saved my life on very low dose now I tryed every thing else before and this is the only thing that has worked! Not methadone but suboxin atles for myself anyway! Thinking of you and your beautiful son

[@joshuastone8027]

@@johnkues804 how you doing buddy? This is stoney and want to talk and hangout...

[@jamescrane2151]

Lack of power is the dilemma the 12 steps remove the obsession with help from sponcer

[@michellesillery2098]

What an amazing story. Good on you John, you have done so well!!!

[@kimberliealdridge7749]

Thank you John for being so transparent. Me too, me too my friend. Thank God for change, and thank God for recovery and for the people who have come before us. Keep on keeping on.

[@Betterdayz12]

I'm very early in my journey and I don't know how Im going to get back to the person I was before but this helps to show me that as long as I stay sober things will fall into place.

[@hanak.7175]

What a great story!! I watched the whole story crying. So much respect and admiration for you John. God bless you and your families.

[@justinpell3760]

22 YEAR ON METHADONE, good job 👏 awesome brother. God bless you

[@gracieadams1984]

Thank you for sharing this story! Keep on keeping on. My sobriety date is 12/17/1999 praise God!!!

[@chrissyrodgers7616]

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony. Your story is so inspiring and encouraging. I will definitely keep you in my prayers. God Bless you!

[@bonniebell2050]

I just watched this whole video myself..TU so much 4 sharing..God is good..I pray every single night 4 drug addict's 2 come clean & 2 b where u r 2 day..God Bless u & make his face 2 shine on u the rest of ur life..Luved this so much..God Bless..

[@OhCyrus]

You’re so familiar In so many ways. I’m proud of you! ❤

[@rogernormile1631]

I am so happy for you John. You are truly inspirational and a brilliant speaker. God bless you. Ann.

[@claybones1]

Thanks for sharing. It gives people like me hope

[@tryintolive1960]

My story is pretty much mirrored yours for the most part. I'm so proud of you and how far you've came just like I am so proud of myself and how different I am today. Keep it up.

[@jentum86]

Thank you for your brave story. Keep going strong you have a amazing soul

[@bonnielizarraga7941]

Thank you Honesty is brutally honest people I’ve heard the story so many times in my own family. Thank you for helping us.

[@meekmike6740]

Takes a lot of courage to share a story like this thank u. Gives recovering addicts like myself hope. Stay strong friend

[@klattalexis]

Thank you for sharing, John. One person can make a difference. Kudos to you. God bless.

[@judyzikonda3630]

Well done John... Wishing you many many more blessed and wonderful years free of addiction 🙏🏽

[@yettabonez5777]

John "Thank you so much" for sharing! Your anniversary is coming up soon....4/20... Always remember John, Never forget! Remembering is what helps me....

[@camman6912]

Your testimony brought me to tears I’m so happy for you God Bless you

[@Poppy-tk2cc]

Wow….extremely powerful !!!! Well done !!!! And his family & everyone who helped him…. You have a great future ahead of you, don’t look back, ever !!!! Stay strong, you’ve got this…sending a huge hug from the uk. X

[@bbednorz319]

Congratulations John! Great documentary

[@kristenmarie4894]

John, Thank you for giving me hope . God bless you & your little ones. May you always have each other. God bless your mom for giving me, hope..... that one day my 'baby' would be home again..

[@davidroberttaylor6493]

honesty is the first step in recovery it took me ten years to admit I was an addict

[@jonathanclark8536]

Thank you so much for sharing your story John you are a great guy 👏👍

[@jennymahar1806]

Wow bruh. THANK YOU SO MUCH! Thank you for sharing - God bless you - you're helping unknown numbers of us. Thank you for the hope inspired here.

[@karend4888]

Thank you for sharing your story❤

[@carolsander3470]

He is a deliverer. My God is awesome and He really moves mountains.

[@blansettmarie7699]

I am so happy for your family, they have you healthy in their lives. I spend each day with my brother, unfortunately, he is in an urn on my dresser. He had stopped using heroin for 6 months, living with our mom he was starting to look healthy again. One day he went on a jog...My mom called me and said my brother had been missing for three days. Then I got the call from my mom, crying...she said detectives were in her home, they were there to tell her that her son was found dead in a ditch behind her home, only yards away from her bedroom window. He had needles in his pocket and heroin. The pain our family went through was unbareable. It still hurts. My mom was never the same. It changed all of us. My mom passed a year ago. Now I take care of my brothers ashes. Anyone reading this who is still using any type of drug. Please know that you are loved. Please know that you effect the ones that love you.

[@lulumargaret]

Thank you John for your open and honest conversation. You are inspirational. You are genuine and thoughtful. Wishing you many happy years ahead..

[@jorijoestar4998]

Thank you for sharing your story.

[@kevinmcclintock5492]

You my friend are a true inspiration!! Keep up the good fight brother. God bless you and your family.

[@rachelatwood3239]

thank you for sharing! I celebrated 1 year on February 1st 2016. I'm doing methadone maintenance and it has saved my life!

[@rachelatwood3239]

Also, I finally have a great relationship with my 25 year old beautiful daughter! To hear her say she's proud of me is such an awesome feeling!! 💓

[@themorningstar3353]

5 years January. Also on done. Keep it up.

[@MattieDiesel]

Getcha Sum i been on subs about 4mg daily for a year now and when i try to stop abruptly i get achey and warm sometimes but it's not the end of the world I'm considering tapering and quitting

[@hollykane4000]

I’ve been sober since 2009 also on methadone maintenance program. I go only once a week and I have a great counselor. I feel human again. Never did heroin I was prescribed roxycodone from my dr. Never knew what it was til it was too late. I’m proud of everyone who is doing well and I pray for those who need and want help. God is good

[@Fireworkst8]

Methadone withdrawal lasts about 2 months. It is terrible.

[@donnatichenor1285]

God Bless you John.

[@jimlotus]

I LOVE YOU MAN SO GLAD YOU ARE DRUG FREE LIKE ME NOW IT FEELS SO GOOD !!! KEEP IT UP FOREVER AND TO EVERYONE OUT THERE YOU CAN DO IT TOO !!!!

[@gck9237]

This made me cry so much. Well done John. I pray every day for an outcome like this for my loved one.

[@Heopful]

"God is so ever prevalalent in my life and i say that without knowing what God is."

[@lizzyhatchard7962]

Absolutely incredible story. Thank you for having the strength to share it.

[@samanthajo7258]

I’m so proud of you. My hope is your story at the very least helps many. May God always bless you.

[@Courageous247-bz6cd]

My favriout line that gave me strength in this speech is: things still present it self but today I don't run from it I deal with it. Thank you bro

[@joepetch308]

All of these guys and gals should be proud of themselves. They had to go through hell to inspire us all. Thank you so much.

[@chrisc4177]

Shed quite a few tears listening to this one, amazing story!

[@rumplestilskinsmum5094]

It quieted all things in his head! That word ! like be quiet ! I know exactly what he meant and is talking about !

[@MrHandoverfist]

This is a Demon sent to this Earth and GOD can Heal....we all must Pray and Unite!!

[@doug132639]

GOD CAN HELP... BUT YOU HAVE DO IT YOURSELF.

[@peggyernest988]

This is one of the best videos I have ever watched! Thank you so much for sharing with all of us.

[@johnkues804]

peggy smart thank you peggy

[@CMoore8539]

@John Kues Thank You for sharing your story! I hope that you are doing well in life. Take good care of you.❤️

[@msshawna100]

Beautiful story, so proud of you John❤

[@queeng5925]

hes beautiful, honest n humble.... damn i want a guy like him xxx

[@johnkues804]

Thank u very much.

[@jasontroy4723]

Cheers bud . You are one decent dude . The way this hurts you when you speak shows your true colors son . Well done mate .

[@carolgeorgeson9632]

This was so beautiful..what a beautiful sweet man ..a real man

[@davidroberttaylor6493]

we love you John

[@shannon7643]

Amazing how much hope is in recovery I have been sober since 11/26/2014 . just want to thank you for sharing your story.

[@Rid97527]

Watched the whole video! So incredible xx

[@meganbeech7431]

Oh wow!! U r such an inspiration!! I am balling my eyes out bc my life story is VERY similar to yours...unfortunately I’m still struggling to get completely sober and I say that bc I’m in a MAT program taking suboxone. I have tapered all the way to 0.25mg and have tried to jump off from there several times but by the 3-4 day I can’t handle the WDs. I will never stop trying to get off this poison. I pray to God that one day I will be strong enough to completely be sober. Thank u so much for sharing. God bless u and your family

[@_zina9054]

You can just keep pushing it's hard but after day 5 you see a light 5 days of hell is worth years of a beautiful life

[@jfoz8621]

Thanks for sharing my brother. Keep the faith 👍

[@jessicachiasson9661]

Thank you for posting these videos, you are giving a mother hope and understanding.

[@burymedeep-be7dm]

I smoked meth morning noon and all night for 6 years and it was my last trip to jail that I finally made the decision to quit. I had 2 years in Arizona's states prison to think it over. Followed by 2 more years in the dumpiest halfway house Mesa AZ has to offer! Getting a job through the halfway house and having that purpose helps so much. Now I make 22/hour I got 12 people under me its great. I feel SO much better. I must say I am very thankful I never tried heroin I would probably be dead today. You really are one of the few who pulled out of this terrible mess you're setting the example.

[@h.t.941]

keep up with ur good work, John. Thanks 4 sharing.

[@kimharvey3027]

Just so beautiful to see this god bless you always x

[@babygirl-no2zh]

This is truly heart breaking and the hope & faith this man shared has is honest & true And not all addicts are ready to surrender but I can tell you I am and I'm admitting myself to a rehab cuz I'm tired of fighting the fight just to come out the same results.Thanks to John gives me hope even though I don't know him we share one thing addiction.prayers go out to him and everyone in addiction or has suffered from a loved one keep faith & never give up

[@maryann9956]

My mother died of an overdose my sister spent all of her adult life in prison I don't know if she's dead or alive now my brother died underneath the bridge in Napa California he froze to death I've had it bad I've had it real bad I know one thing now don't do heroin

[@BigJneral]

Mary Ann Garcia where we're you at that time?? u were in a position to help your brother atleast right?

[@chrismorgan2996]

Hey don't criticize unless you know peoples full story.You can't presume she didn't/couldn't or did an that he didn't want to accept any help just by her short comment.Did you not listen to the video,we all have lives an they can be complex but never criticize or question people as you did. I hope if you are an addict you stay clean,always try to be positive. Strength an best wishes to you.

[@Leandatastic]

Trump Mary Trump thank you for sharing ❤️

[@fatihaydin3070]

Dont do legal painpills u must say first, no one take heroin the first time, even the guy on the video started with pills

[@corvettedm1]

And there it is, John. I have lived for a long time. I have seen all types of problems in people throughout my life. I have had family members with the same obstacles. Some have overcame those obstacles, some have not. Never have I seen a more powerful presentation. I, although not a drug user, am inspired by your incredibly brave narrative. Thank you. Thank you so much.

[@devismommy]

I don't even know you and I'm SO PROUD of you!! I hope one day sooner than later my husband can finally get clean. He is struggling with Heroin. It's hard on our family. I pray every single day.

[@aaronestes1594]

Keep up the good work. Keep going for the Lord in the ups and downs. He is there for you. Don't compromise.

[@gaypurpura5056]

What a beautiful story John. Thank you for caring about others who are still suffering. I am sure your story will help many people. May you continue to be blessed.

[@dayan47]

John, you are of the chosen few who beat the devil.