Adored By Him - Original Song

[@TomSka]

This song is clearly about me. I am the pretty girl.

[@sherlyncoleman875]

So how does it feel to be adored by him?

[@doddleoddle]

Damn you and your butterscotch hair

[@TomSka]

Sherlyn Quek 'salright

[@shelleysingleton1611]

She won't hate you!

[@juliatrujillo8209]

doddleoddle You're hilarious, Dodie

[@gingeranderson1372]

When your friend's cat doesn't like you.

[@zoet.4206]

I hope your friend's cat doesn't get drunk at midnight... Or ever

[@sukayna4899]

you never know....

[@isaacisis5876]

When your own cat doesn't like you.

[@katpardoe3154]

I relate on a spiritual level.

[@ginger-8813]

same naME literally no one has my name this is exciting

[@sam_bernstein_]

okay im seeiously so convinced youre a disney princess. cant fool me no longer

[@陳昭盛]

same!

[@LianaJaden]

Same.

[@lillyperezonyoutube3577]

im "seeiously" convinced you dont know how to spell ( And someone does need to make a movie about her ;D)

[@kristhea6636]

+LillyPerez OnKZbin im also seriously convinced that you don't know what typos are and must be a grammar nazi that has no consideration or whatsoever.

[@lillyperezonyoutube3577]

+Kristhea Abanes Haha ;) I'm quite aware what a typo is, I was just commenting and agreeing with her no problem with making comments. After all that is what the comments are for no? I do suppose the 2015 term "Grammar Nazi " could possibly fit my personality, but i don't single out comments because of their specific beliefs and worship someone by the name of " Grammar Hitler " It was quite entertaining to reply to your comment and read what you have to say thanks for chatting with me :)

[@MelanieAnneAhern]

It’s weird how listening to this now, 3 years later, it doesn’t sting anymore. I feel like this song, among many others, mark a very different but bittersweet time in my life.

[@naomifitzgerald1403]

I love this comment. This is how I feel about a lot of songs that when I hear them remind me of tough times.

[@ipiratefairy]

Same

[@notalanaa]

exactly my thoughts! x

[@darciewaters5378]

this is a beautiful comment. makes me realize i won’t always feel like i’m on the back burner. someday someone will love me as much as i love them.

[@BesiktasliMennan]

Melanie Anne Ahern It really is the weirdest feeling, the feeling of not feeling any longer.

[@lowsirui]

pretty girl with the butterscotch hair you're so perfect for him that it isn't fair how he stares while you're so unaware and i can't blame you but oh it hurts how it feels to sing these words (just a bit of an addition/continuation, if i may, to this beautiful song)

[@selmapahus3277]

Wow, this is really good!

[@lowsirui]

+Kusinerne BeckyElma aw thanks!!

[@selmapahus3277]

You're welcome :)

[@Ari-ql8em]

That could make for a really beautiful ending, there. I like it.

[@dude_6449]

yes!

[@bugfromaugust]

Plot twist: The girl with the butterscotch hair is in love with her.

[@julisabearhart8529]

WirelessFire161 A legit love triangle

[@rubytuesday6895]

WirelessFire161 literally three of my friends right now.

[@charaerror8299]

omG YEs

[@parkereve]

Girl with the butter scotch hair sings "she"

[@melododie]

@@parkereve Omg. yes

[@notjamin]

I realized that I could make this gay by singing "hurts" and "her" instead of "stings" and "him" but now I can't stop singing it to myself... If I'm not careful I'll accidentally come out to my siblings because of this song

[@shadowcadetlizziecloud1305]

HelloIamAce I know me too!except I've been singing she and my sister caught me singing part of it oops

[@scarlett4590]

so meeee

[@foreveronmywaytofuckyourbi5567]

HelloIamAce "I just realized I could make this gay" well hey we're gonna get along great 👍

[@bonniewhitham]

HelloIamAce u do u boo boo 👏🏻🙌🏻

[@Nora-of8lv]

Sameee

[@dinahtheresiabuhr9240]

just imagine... what if the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair doesn't even want to be adored by him cause she isn't in love with him at all? what if the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair's best friend is the singing girl? what if the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair is secretly in love with her best friend? she causes both the guy and her best friend a lot of pain without any way of not causing pain while suffering from heartache herself. Suddenly it isn't the singing girl trying not to ruin the luck of those two people. Suddenly there are three people, all in love with one of the others and all not being liked back, all three of them hurt. Suddenly your sorry for the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair. I'm not in that situation. I was just thinking. hat

[@x_royaljelly_x7272]

no, I didn't need my heart, I'm fine

[@mybrianisfried]

hey can i write a story based on this?

[@gen1644]

that one clingy human we had the same idea XD

[@basil116]

Haha I was in this situation once. I was the singing girl until recently. I mean I'm definetly not the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair.

[@anonymous-gh5bj]

I love that I'm not the only on that read the description

[@mahedelamo]

Last summer I identified with the person talking, this year I identify with the girl with the butterscotch hair.

[@grclvrt]

this made me so happy, good for you

[@angelinairl]

im the girl singing:,)

[@bugfromaugust]

I'm that chick in the blue shirt waving at you from across the street

[@mahedelamo]

Grace Calvert wow, thank you!

[@lilyj1198]

WirelessFire161 honestly your comment made my day

[@lucia-wq3qq]

what if you have a crush on the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair?

[@420chuu]

go watch she :)

[@lucia-wq3qq]

lol I watch it every night before bed....

[@angelinairl]

then that means theres a girl that has a crush on you and is jelly of her...

[@420chuu]

DanIsNotNamedMyer xD

[@emmalee4074]

DanIsNotNamedMyer learn the ukulele and play this song

[@OrianaRiley]

pretty girl with the hair the color of dark coffee, with the voice as smooth as honey and a talent at SO many instruments - Dodie, I have know idea why you weren't adored by him but you are adored by many.

[@geneva1895]

Oh my goodness. Every time I come back to this song, it means something different to me. Dear Geneva from two years ago; it’ll be okay, she’s not the only person in the world.

[@autumnpeeks6565]

did it get better for you? after 2 years?

[@geneva1895]

@@autumnpeeks6565 absolutely. I am so much happier now.

[@autumnpeeks6565]

@@geneva1895 that's so good! that makes me really happy to hear

[@raina5406]

i loved a girl so much. but i was diagnosed with cancer and since then she looked at other girls and say"i love the way she looks. i love my girls with long hair. i love my girls healthy." and i'm here with no hair and so sick. maybe i'm just being a whiny bitch. but it just hurts.. i don't feel good enough for anyone. no matter if they say they love me. because she proved that no one can. even though i love I just can't believe someone else can love me. So tired.

[@siandanica]

oh my god my heart broke a little bit reading this. that's so so terrible for her to do?? like honestly I can't believe this is happening to you. I don't even know you, but I know you deserve way better than that. how can she treat you like that?? I know it's hard but maybe you should consider taking a break, because it might end up with you feeling better in the long run. I hope you get better

[@chloearthur9167]

My goodness, don't ever think you're being a whiny bitch for talking about your feelings, they're so important. I'm so sorry that you're sick, I hope for the best, and your girlfriend is a poo and you deserve a lovelier and kinder and more considerate girl taking up your heart okay

[@fionamoore4845]

i dont even know what to say, thats just horrible.. honestly wtf. I think i agree with what other people said here, though. Also, side note, i love your name

[@ms-ci7ui]

PLZ PLZ PLZ FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PLZ BREAK UP WITH HER NO MATTER WHAT IF U WERE DIAGNOSED WITH ANYTHING OR NOT NO ONE SHOULD BE TREATED THE WAY U ARE HONESTLY PLZ I DONT EVEN KNOW U OR UR GIRLFRIEND BUT PLZ I CARE A LOT ABOUT U RN AND IM CRYING (CRAFTING) BUT PLZ PLZ PLX UGH JUST BE SAFE PLZ BE IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP AND JUST UGAJDBSNNDNS (Soz for being so angry but I can't even at ur gf's behaviour ugh)

[@crystalm.223]

I want to give you the biggest hug known to man

[@magneticgerio8011]

when i'm singing this all i change is girl to boy as in " the pretty boy with the butterscotch hair " but i still keep " how does it feel to be adored by him " hat

[@mossfloss23]

Hamster

[@magneticgerio8011]

Bizzaboo 22 very haha...

[@celinaeveritt2088]

hAt fiC

[@larkkito3660]

NO NOT THE HAT FIC

[@rachelistrash4371]

Tyler Josh isnt real Nice...I see what you mean there

[@risris3778]

So relatable. You know that feeling when you don't want to hate your crush's crush but you don't know what to feel for her/him. It's so awkward especially if she/he knows you like them....

[@christinamarie5574]

I remember listening to this when I was 13 and I kinda had stretch the lyrics a bit to make then relatable. But now I'm 15 and every. single. lyric matches my life perfectly and it kinda hurts a lot.

[@aldiejo629]

christina marie it gets better

[@ratboygirl]

what about now? :)

[@candysomething]

Ooooh that piano

[@doddleoddle]

It just feels fab

[@edkrakenn]

And here, we see the wild cutie patooties in their natural habitat.

[@savbrown]

how talented are you. gorgeous lyrics and your voice is like lilacs

[@doddleoddle]

I love you

[@beckhaynes4448]

last year i couldn't relate. now i wish i couldn't

[@OfficiallyJay99]

Same, same

[@sineadmclaughlin5150]

Brooklyn Haynes same

[@arlygarcia1643]

brooklyn haynes same

[@tracinicks7661]

I know, right? I met this guy, and he is literally the sweetest person I've ever met, but he has a girlfriend, is two years older than me, lives on the other side of the state, and probably already forgot I existed.

[@NinjaBunni13]

Me too, let’s weep together

[@mscloeee]

every time she says the letter "t" it feels like a super soft kiss from a butterfly mixed with drinking warm, milky, sweet tea

[@musicandhope3379]

You described it perfectly...

[@anxietea3]

Becky with the butterscotch hair...

[@sabrinamiah15]

hahahahahaha

[@Chloe-ec3xt]

oH MY GOD BYE

[@SofiaPerez-kl2lo]

eXIT

[@crystalm.223]

I'm in tears laughing

[@elizabethwestermann6971]

gET OUT

[@leo-mq4de]

I loved this hat

[@maxmaximum10]

weren't you on fall out boy too? man, good taste in music mate (and youtubers :P )

[@ambikajuneja3140]

Dil you have a wonderful taste in music ;) xxx

[@Elizabeth-qx4fr]

Ambika Juneja he gets it from his fathers

[@TotoroCat1]

Dil can we be beat friends?

[@ambikajuneja3140]

Elizabeth Irwin Definitely! :p

[@lillynoderer4133]

Listen to Absolutely Smitten. Then listen to this. To say my heart is shattered is an understatement.

[@lillynoderer4133]

All of Dodie's song have such a story, some of them connect. It's crazy. vicky moran

[@georgiaeve1788]

When we were at the Dublin show she said this ended up well though, that she wrote it about sammy :)

[@charlie8631]

vicky moran Hey its another Moran! Also my heart has broken into pieces because I listened to Absolutely Smitten, the She, then this... to say I'm dead would be an understatment

[@emguinea7188]

Same!!

[@annalavender01]

I just did omg crying

[@TheThirdPew]

Always great to hear original music from you, Dodie. This was beautiful and extremely relaxing to listen to. Hopefully I'll see you at VidCon NEXT WEEK!

[@doddleoddle]

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE how exciting will that be!?!?!?!? And thank you!

[@daanygom]

OH MY GOD NATHAN! YOU WATCH DODIE???

[@TheThirdPew]

***** yeessssssss she's ma fav

[@nancyoneill9025]

Hi Nathan!

[@LiviaGaming]

Nice to see you here! I love you!

[@lucymoon]

I can finally comment! This is so beautiful and it makes me so sad but in a warm sort of way.

[@DianaSim]

listening to this along with the rain pouring outside is the perfect combination :)

[@huntahdare6362]

Agreed

[@efekan9425]

subscribe

[@alittlebitofeverything6430]

This is like my favourite song

[@rosieallen5030]

***** YES

[@junothestar1398]

So, here's my story. I had a best friend that i had a huge crush on, and I asked him to be my boyfriend. He agreed and I was exstatic!! This was the same time my friend who is a girl got herself a boyfriend as well! We would message each other all the time and I actually felt like he loved me.. but one day he completely stopped talking to me and every one else. We were worried about him and I was heartbroken. I couldn't forget about him.. I soon found out that he had a crush on the friend that had a boyfriend when she told me, and he was only using me. I've never felt so hurt, and useless. This was about a year ago.. I haven't had any crushes after that because I could never fully get over him. People would ask me who my crush was and I would say "Nobody." And they would laugh and tell me I was lying. I've never really told anyone this before, so thanks for letting me rant in the comment section here where probably like three people will see..

[@taraariadne6839]

73 people, or even more saw this story. I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that. But don't worry.

[@lilyjaye1124]

i hope youre doing well and found love either in someone else or yourself! (also love your pfp)

[@jelletimmermans3916]

Man I feel for you! So well said

[@julianapimentel259]

"He looks at you like life is perfect and the world is new" That's an amazing line.

[@pranktoprank8783]

I think I have a fan girl crush on Dodie....I knew this day would come....felt it from the start XD

[@Raven-fh6tq]

Yassss

[@SarahDarkhand]

I have an actual crush on her lmao

[@Jadlovesyou]

me

[@applesaregoodeatings]

same

[@SnickyNicky96]

As soon as I first saw her videos, the hardcore crushing began.

[@karlycrabb]

this is incredibly relatable right now :// like literally word for word, my love life at the moment.

[@rynnieryn]

i feel you fam

[@elisasveinsdottir9437]

same

[@ellispipermusic]

+Karly Crabb don't cry, craft

[@lucykate3564]

+Karly Crabb same... cri

[@alyssashum1794]

same same. I understand

[@okay9340]

omg but imagine, what if she was trying to understand why to this guy liked that girl and then she just found out that she was awesome and fell for her too, so 'she' is, like, for the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair. no? cool.

[@marciie]

When I met dodie at SITC I asked her about my theory that she has a crush on the girl and also the boy in this song and she said that she did

[@lexiec]

and Peggy gONE AKABABVS YES NOW TO SEE HOW ELSE DODIE’S SONGS ARE LINKED

[@wdrew04]

O K A Y Yeah, have you now got her book?

[@charlieb385]

Anyone else realize what a beautiful voice she has?! No autotune. Just raw beautiful voice, from a talented singer.

[@kitty564321]

"You don't even have to try at all." Me and my best friend like the same guy (she's not aware) and everybody knows he likes her back ughh

[@its.dragaton]

my life rn... except they're actually dating at this point and I have no chance so yeah

[@kitty564321]

Kristina Meyer :ccc

[@amelial6806]

+Kristina Meyer same but I'm kinda over it cause its probs gonna end in a few weeks, if not, a couple months I still have no chance tho

[@biancakongthungmon4701]

Don't worry. You'll get over these guys and find better ones!

[@its.dragaton]

+Bianca Kongthungmon I know... I'm pretty much over him by now. Even though I know I'll find someone better and that I shouldn't care so much at this age, I still care a little too much. lol I've never actually dated anyone before, I just get too attached to people before they look straight past me at someone else. idk why i'm ranting online about this i'll stop now

[@mistyaugustine1065]

Explains how I feel perfectly Dodie thank you

[@hannahpurdy8622]

This was a beautiful, like my great aunt Marge's special hat

[@dixierekt8560]

I always used to be the one singing this but last night i found out im the girl with the butterscotch hair

[@miranda-meldrum1207]

Awww cute

[@taraariadne6839]

thats awesome, im happy for you

[@OrenHofer]

This was the song of my life SO MANY TIMES!!!! I was listening to the "original songs" playlist and it came on. I was wearing wireless headphones and I had got up to make a salad and when this song came on I litterally just sat down on the stairs and cried into my salad

[@roxywillemse]

bad day?

[@izzyhogg1818]

let's talk Is this Jack Douglass?

[@izzyhogg1818]

Madison Luyao Oh uh... Cool cool

[@belleworth7737]

Apple sauce Er...thats a good replacement for salt? Sorry,not very good at comforting people.

[@littlepeanut4]

this is the best and most relatable comment i've ever seen

[@laurac3842]

I'm addicted to this song

[@cousinssquadvids8698]

Laura Cook Same

[@eringray946]

Laura Cook same

[@gloppyfish]

same, honestly

[@xxmlgcyrusxx9868]

I wont hate you but oh it burns how does it feel to be adored by her?

[@victoriarodrigues8250]

+xxmlgcyrusxx REASHFEJGDSKHFAHTDSEKYTD YES

[@psalm2383]

THANK YOU FOR MAKING IT HELLA QUEER IT BETTER FITS MY SCENARIO BLESS U

[@xxmlgcyrusxx9868]

+Super Villian fun fact: im a guy and this was supposed to be a straight thing but now it turns out im hella queer

[@poppy1313]

THANK YOU

[@xxmlgcyrusxx9868]

+SaylorK true lmao

[@alenasiddique5024]

Literally me if dodie gets a girlfriend or boyfriend.

[@zuzug.9439]

Alena Siddique yes

[@talioliravioli3751]

She’s adorable

[@allietheotaku]

Alena Siddique same oml

[@lumi2304]

Same

[@NikiNSammy]

Amazing song Dodie! Have an amazing time in LA! We aren't jealous... NOPE

[@doddleoddle]

THANKS GUYZ And playlist this autumn lol !1!/?!/1?!1one!!!?!?uno!?!/!

[@laraislame1266]

You honestly make me want to get a ukulele so badly

[@oliviaperdue2958]

Same

[@paulines2604]

i bought one too and have learnt majority of dodie's songs

[@theeedfhdxd1220]

+KittyLord me too!!

[@unclecordy1520]

+Pau Line same!!

[@anastasiaanastasia6983]

LaraisjustSOgreat this is actually the video that made me go out and get a ukulele!!!

[@slayer3950]

i will forever be jealous of the girl with the butterscotch hair :(

[@britneytheawesome]

I've listened to this at least 50 times. I am not in this situation but it touches me because I feel like someone might think this about me being so adored by my boyfriend. The piano riff adds wonders to your song. The plucking pattern is also beautiful along with the melody. Good job.

[@musicalbee8107]

It stings so much cuz I can totally relate.. I have a 'crush' on this boi in my class, but my bffs only knows that I liked him for one quarter last year, but they don't really know that I still like-like him, ya know? But, having this stupid anxiety, I am scared of confessing. I act like I hate him, but I don't. I be honest, we have the same interests and likes, it's SO hard to hate him.. Back to the song, me and my bffs think that (I'm going to call her A) he has a crush on A. It was like, signs flashing in my face, but I held my ground, and not broke down then. I was definitely heart-broken, but I refused to show it to others.. We 'ship' them, even though I don't want to, I had to, for the sake of not being revealed. I am considered as the 'strong' one out of all of that, but I'm actually a big softie.. I want to cry, and when I actually do, I cover it up with the 'it's just an act!' act. It is stupid to think I can compare to A. To be honest, teachers confuse us with each other, since we are both 'asians' and look like sisters. :/ She is also more athletic than me, can run faster than me, smarter than me and him! She's like, the definition of perfect.. Anyone else feels like this? Just me? Okay... But.. how does it really feel to be adored by him...? I want to know, since I can't.. Thank you for surviving me horrible story this far.. I'm going to cry in my room now.. 😭

[@willafowler5530]

MusicalBee I have an A as well. All I can say is... you’ve got to find your own strengths. The things you love to do, the things you think you’re good at, do them more. You’ll become more confident in yourself and soon A won’t seem so much better than you. Because she’s not, you know. You’re both only human.

[@orangepeel7135]

Why do we have the same problem

[@hanaizdihar4368]

i feel you

[@kayliejoey]

MusicalBee For a time, there was an A in my life too. For me, the guy I liked knew how I felt but dropped me for her. It's funny, cos it hurt so bad for months afterwards, but now I look back at it all and I've realised that if he couldn't see how great I am in my own way, he really didn't deserve my attention in the first place. My A is beautiful, and smart, and has an amazing sense of humor, and so do I, just in a different way. I'm sure it's the same for you. One day, another guy is gonna love you for that, and not pay attention to any other girl. Rejection sucks, even if the other person doesn't know what they've done, but it always gets better ^-^ (I know you wrote this a year ago but I just wanted to share)

[@lilibee2203]

Was that...Was that a pun?

[@joivy63]

Now, is this about a girl liking a boy who is already taken or...a girl being in a relationship with a boy but knowing that he likes someone else?

[@doddleoddle]

up to you ^-^

[@elliep4102]

this comment made my heart completely sink tbh

[@lovingblueboy7686]

Damn. I know both feelings.

[@erin4230]

Or a girl liking a girl who is in a relationship with a boy

[@catsinspace9217]

Or a boy liking a boy who's in a relationship with a girl?

[@atlas7106]

adored by him walked so heather could run

[@grantdoty7137]

Graceful girl with the waterfall hair, Your kind-hearted channel is a breath of fresh air, We hope you see how you make our hearts glow. And just for you: a hat! {|:p

[@doddleoddle]

awwww omfg :']

[@Jesseekify]

This song describes perfectly how I've felt for a while now. Also, you once told me you didn't think you could use a ukulele in a sad song, but I guess you found a way. I'm glad because its beautiful.

[@alligoza]

dodie sang this on a livestream today wearing the same dress and it was fantastic

[@reveluvly]

I like this song so much it makes me want to sit on a couch and cry and wear a big fluffy hat

[@ubobjnouno8061]

You and me, sister

[@molly3713]

Listen to this outside when it's raining. 10/10 recommend

[@andie.deeeee]

I CANT BELIEVE YOU PLAYED THIS TO ME IN MY LOUNGEROOM {I DIED}

[@katrinamay9659]

I made a gender swapped version Adored by her Charming boy with bleach blonde hair Your eyes and the sunshine smile that you wear I can see how you make her soul glow Charming boy with the adventurous mind You envision so much you make me look blind You spark her life in ways i’ll never know I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her Charming boy there’s no need to fret Cause it’s midnight. she’s drunk and you’re the one in her head You don’t even have to try at all Charming boy oh she looks at you As if life is perfect and the world is new In those moments i just feel so small I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her How stupid to think That i could compare To the charming boy with the bleach blonde hair How stupid to think That i could compare To the charming boy with the bleach blonde hair I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her I won’t hate you But oh it hurts How does it feel to be adored by her

[@natnat7297]

Malfoy

[@weekndenjoyer]

Nat Nat SkSK

[@zigzagoon-pl7yh]

I see these lyrics and my mind goes to a song about a closeted girl whose crush is in love with a boy

[@RatMaster01]

THANK YOU

[@cephi]

awesomeee

[@sarahfitzgerald801]

It's a beautiful song... Hat

[@alicedeverill8663]

Here from Carrie (It'sWayPastMyBedtime) anyone else? 💕

[@chloelewis9799]

Me too high five 🙏 haha xx

[@alixparis5764]

Yep :) She's good!!

[@LeahRebecca]

🙋

[@behindmysmile7107]

me too x

[@brontehobson-scott7586]

YEP

[@FoxxesInSpace]

This song kills me a little inside. Becuase it's all true and I was looking for a song like this.. now I found it. Thank you so much, Dodie!

[@msluna2463]

I feel you >.

[@libbiwalsh7542]

Same

[@ourgalaxyawaitsus5524]

I’m no longer the girl with the butterscotch hair. Someone else is. And it stings..

[@bananamanasaur]

This song is so blissfully good. I come back to this video often if I want to feel extremely happy and sad, hugged but constricted, like a hat

[@ArielMcCleary]

"Pretty girl, oh he looks at you..." @ 1:15 gives me chillsies. Every time.

[@TheImpiroGirl]

"pretty girl there's no need to fret Cause it's midnight, he's drunk and you're the one in his head You don't even have to try at all." That's exactly right.

[@sunnibunniarts]

Checking back into this song is a fever dream....There was a time where I was dating somebody and was listening to the song and realizing he was in love with other women other than me. I really thought this man was the one and I tried so hard to fix myself for him without realizing that was the problem. And I look at now and I am engaged to the worlds most amazing man who adores me for who I am instead of me always changing for somebody else who can’t even appreciate me. I’m putting this out there as a sign that if you’re in a type of relationship that is one-sided and you don’t find a way out and you’re always trying to change yourself for it, leave. I know it’s not easy but in the end it’s going to be what’s best for you. Past Sunni, I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you and what happened to you. But you made future Sunni the happiest she’s ever felt in a very long time. And to you reading this, you are amazing and wonderful, hang in there, I promise things will get better but they have to get worse first 💕

[@maddiea4193]

I wish I could read this to my younger self :,)

[@alexislee8904]

This song is the story of my life

[@angiebalaguer4892]

Same :(

[@ashleighbennett2823]

Alexis Hernandez same

[@ckarchoffice]

this exactly describes how I'm feeling right now. I'm pretty sure this person I've liked for more than a year really likes my friend and they'd be so cute together and they're both so lovely and kind and talented and I want them to be happy so so much but it aches when I think about it.

[@mandevillesisters]

Your voice is actually angelic, have an amazing time in LA!!! -A,x

[@Neekachu11]

I think I was 19 when this came out and really felt the lyrics. It's a very specific type of "sting" that kind of pain. I'm 26 now and, what do you know? HAPPENED AGAIN. Sorry kids but, apparently, this stuff doesn't stop when you are older like I naïvely thought it would when I was a teenager -.-

[@dolls4infinity61]

This song and "She" have been stuck in my head since the first time I listened to them, aka yesterday or the day before!

[@breachua1586]

I have watched this more that 20 times cause it tells the story of my life

[@brocalaeusstem6186]

+brea chua Isn't it such a travesty that so many people can relate to this god damn beautiful song xD

[@brittanytravnikar]

I know what you mean my friend, exactly how I feel

[@florassoda5282]

me right now yeah..........

[@VickyThePixie]

Dodie, you're so talented. It's for people like you that I wish I was business minded enough to own a record label so talent like yours could be shared, appreciated, but not exploited. Seriously though, gorgeous song!

[@charlieeyamani8938]

alternate pronouns: "and i won't hate you, but oh, it hurts. how does it feel to be adored by her?" "and i won't hate you, but oh, it pains. how does it feel to be adored by them?"

[@PandaAndrews1]

Why

[@marcieasuncion6989]

@@PandaAndrews1 because people like to relate songs to their personal life.

[@PandaAndrews1]

@@marcieasuncion6989 doesn't answer my question but ok

[@dizzyblxrryvision]

PandasDontBreed OOF (also why u reading this?) because people want to sing this song to express their feelings. However just changing the pronouns changes the flow of the song. So these small changes make it easier for someone to relate and sound good :)

[@ithaelol]

This song is just gets better the more I listen to it hat

[@danaeminich3944]

You deserve way more subscribers than you have right now. Everyone in the entire world should hear your music

[@jessreadsalot7056]

cough-AngelicaAndEliza-cough

[@shannon4443]

hamiltrash af

[@emmah9395]

Can I just say this works from Angelica to Eliza AND from Eliza to Angelica

[@whutevas]

aND PEGGY

[@chloegrace9193]

more like John Laurens to Eliza

[@jessreadsalot7056]

Chloe Grace​ omg yes

[@bunnie4331]

i used to be the girl with the butterscotch hair but now, now im the girl singing

[@ezrasalem9212]

same

[@xoCharox]

Carrie's video brought me here!!! Love it, such a good song xxxx

[@weepieishere8840]

i love the little things she notices and the way she words it like "butterscotch hair" instead of blond or hazel and in her "I was bullied and l was a bully" video she remembers a rainbow back pack and unkept hair instead of her name. Sometimes i wish i could peak into her mind and see what goes on in there.

[@berryinjection]

I wish this song was on iTunes ;-; touches my heart every time I listen to it...

[@sudden_mercy6018]

this sounds like it could be in Life is Strange :3

[@charlie8631]

+Ann Garvida (E-ann) It does! I guess it would be either Chloe about Max and Warren or maybe even Max about Rachel Amber and Chloe??

[@sudden_mercy6018]

+Charlotte Moran there was a girl who (i think) liked Warren, forgot her name tho. She was the one who had the drone? So this song could speak to her XDD

[@VDogirlovesdogsV]

+Ann Garvida (E-ann) Brooke, her name is Brooke XD

[@libbyaoise2109]

My sister made a song for Life Is Strange (her channel is Hannah O'Driscoll )

[@ardenossium]

my friends sister did the voice of max for life is strange!

[@sylviamcdougall6225]

It's been four years but I keep coming back to this song crying.

[@razornz007]

All your original songs have so much feeling, I go through so many emotions listening to them! You really put yourself into every song and I love that. :3

[@saramgeorge]

Carrie brought me here. Dear god am i happy she did. This song is beautiful.

[@k4yyy444]

when i first found this song about two years ago it hurt to listen to but i’m finally able to say it doesn’t anymore

[@scarlettorwhatever]

Becky with the Butterscotch hair

[@katwallis4730]

How is it that dodie has a song for every one of my moods and feelings

[@ariannamireya6207]

I relate to this so much hat.

[@lemonstella6617]

May never see this... but this song brought tears to my eyes today. I use to listen to this song on replay years ago and my 20 something year old self STILL knows all the words... mind blown. Please release on Apple Music soon xx

[@BleebusDeebus]

"I won't hate you, but, oh, it stings. How does it feel To be adored by him?" The truest lyrics...

[@charlie8631]

This should be Eponine's song.

[@hannah2180]

Yes

[@charlottehiggs6706]

Itswaypastmybedtime should cover it.

[@crisxx99]

charlotte higgs she did :)

[@e-linamarie]

My mind just got blown. It's perfect for Eponine holy crap

[@aaronclarke6114]

+charlotte higgs she did a couple of months ago, with Celinde

[@carysrachel292]

my nine year old self watching this in 2014 never related to this, but 15 year old me now is rewatching and damn this hits

[@maggiehodgkiss2874]

I'm a person who has alot of doubt in relationships, there's a girl who he liked before we got together, and I'm always so worried he still likes her, and everything about her is better Than me and I always feel as though he adores her not me and yeah, it stings to think about. I know in reality it's not true and he's amazing but it just hurts to think about her

[@sampugh6632]

that happened to me also,he liked my best friend before dating me,he told me I had nothing to worry about because I was his and he was mine.

[@maggiehodgkiss2874]

Sam Pugh it sucks right? like you know its not true but the thoughts always there, and then you end up beating yourself up over it because you know your being an idiot

[@junhuisnose9797]

You just described my current situation. That's why this song made me cry 😂

[@maggiehodgkiss2874]

+Alanna Bailey it makes me cry too, i know in reality it's not true but I still believe it

[@junhuisnose9797]

+Mags H and the worst part is, I'm really insecure so I never feel like I'm enough or that I make him happy so I actually think that might be the case

[@griffin9174]

Dodie! You should do tutorials on your ukulele/ guitar songs. I don't know about anyone else but that would be ammmaaazzinnngggg

[@willafowler5530]

the vintage dodie hits different

[@sakshi-gb3mk]

I love Dodies songs so much hat

[@liesvanespen292]

I Love the Song, Dodie! It's a real hat!

[@emilymischler1923]

i have been listening to this song for months , wondering and hoping it would never relate to me . now , my best friend likes the only guy in our friend group (basically, my best guy friend) and I'm 98% sure he likes her back . he says he does , but when we ask him if he actually does , he avoids it . anyways , I've completely fallen for him but he doesn't know and she doesn't know and I know it will never go anywhere . All I think about is him and telling him .

[@iheartagtube5702]

Reminds me of a certain something that's just in my mind all the time. It comes in so many colors, Red Orange Brown And so many shapes Circular Square Crazy tall cylinder This song... Reminds me of hats

[@starseer73]

I've never been in a situation like this but the way you sing it and put all your heart into it...I feel it so much. Tears in my eyes...I'm such a shit. But you're amazing and I'm obsessed

[@ickyvicky4719]

listening to this 10 years on

[@pilesofpeonies]

Why does this song describe my life so much?

[@ivysaurus]

I feel like this song. My crush hates me, despises me, but likes someone else. It hurts. A lot. Hat

[@StrawHatLuffyD]

Lmao my crush is in a complete different school district, and a different part of my state ;-;

[@cnd4484]

+purplewolfsley Sorry to hear that. My crush is in a different school than me, and he thinks I'm the creepy girl that has permanent bug eye (Because that's how I look when I see him.), and yells, "Hi Harry Potter Boy at the top of my lungs whenever he passes. (He looks just like Harry Potter, same glasses and he wears shirts that he basically could wear as a dress.)

[@abigailpalmer1048]

Same for me and I feel u it ok u will get through and find someone else who is better than him and someone who adores with all their heart and soul. Someone will really and truly love u

[@jennasmiles7120]

You just wait... ❤️❤️❤️

[@enbylez1170]

+purplewolfsley Mine is a popular boy. I didn't like him because he's popular, I fell in love with his bubbly personality, bright smile, and overall funny acts. We were in the same class last year. That was the best year of my life. I'd get to see him every single day. Then.. we parted. Because of his popularity, girls are all over him. Giving him hugs every second of the day. I always fall for the ones that leave.