after life

[@yoshi_drinks_tea]

“I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.” - Mark Twain

[@vexzu9571]

Not afraid of death just afraid of making the people around me sad

[@ronaldotherealgoat8195]

Illogical, death happens once and its after you die, before you was born you never existed so you cant say that, let me make things clear for you : 1-your soul get created by god then sent to you body 2-you live your life 3-you die then your soul go back to your creator 4-you live the afterlife forever in hell or in paradise

[@wokeaf1337]

Well dying is another beast tho.

[@SpiderFromMARS41]

​@@vexzu9571 fear of the pain that death will give you, like bleeding to death or something like that

[@Axxidous]

Mark Twain… a well known name. Didn’t consider that people dread the feeling of losing something they’ve gained. You are still affected by breaking up with someone you’re in love with or losing them to death. Even though you lived years without knowing them prior to meeting them.

[@You_there_yes_you]

this isnt a "16yo life crisis" shes just questioning stuff, one of the best traits to have. if you dont question life is there any real meaing to it? "swinging on the pearly gates while jesus rollerskates" that is a BAR

[@nkz8722]

What even is a 16 y/o life crisis

[@tarimkoysever]

I mean is a meaning necessary. Does it even matter.

[@nkz8722]

@@tarimkoysever depends of the person and what you mean by meaning

[@stev3o848]

The interesting thing about sleep is that no one actually knows what it’s like to be unconscious. Dreams don’t count because they’re a sort of semi-consciousness, technically speaking. Dreamless sleep is the closest thing a living human has to experiencing death. This is because both are characterized by a loss of consciousness. The key difference is that after sleep, you wake up. My answer to what actual death feels like is informed by the fact that in order to perceive that you fell asleep, you must first wake up; death then probably feels like nothing at all-permanent anesthesia

[@Akkodha.]

The whole thing of being unconscious is being... well.. not conscious. consciousness is the only way to perceive, so unconsciousness is the lack of any and all perception, which is fascinating.

[@Bulkalisthenics]

You never actually stop thinking when you fall asleep, you just do not remember it. I reccomend reading "Does consciousness disappear in dreamless sleep?" by Windt, J. M., Nielsen, T., & Thompson, E.

[@stev3o848]

@@BulkalisthenicsThat’s interesting

[@Peter-vv1sb]

this fucking scares me

[@omarjimenez3569]

I thought the same thing at 16 then 17 and then 18. Moral of the story is you live, laugh, love, and cry(usually a lot of that).But eventually you realize some people are great and some people suck but the way you choose to react to the world's the only thing you can really control. So screw it, enjoy the good moments and survive the bad ones because you can come out a better person if you dare choose to live the life we've all been given.

[@beneath_the_woods]

My personal believe is that we join a bigger consciousness after dying and when a new human gets created a small part of that consciousness gets put into that new person. I am having a bit of a hard time rn and it makes me wonder about fundamental questions like this. But I think it's important to not lose hope and keep your ideals, which is hardest when times are bad. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. Godspeed

[@Aplkaaa]

I’ve heard of that bigger consciousness idea, but I’ve never heard someone say that when a new human arrives, a small part of that consciousness goes to them. It makes me wonder what exactly is this big consciousness. Why are two small portions of such a large thing so vastly different? I agree it’s important to not lose hope and keep your ideals when things get rough. Personally, I’ve had my own ideas and concepts of death and the afterlife, but in the end of the day, I believe that I won’t know until my time comes.

[@KingFloch88]

The question of consciousness has many philosophical connotations. It's possibly more than just the material.

[@sugoiedits8694]

@@Aplkaaa think they talk about it in Buddhism. If you think about a person being a drop from the sea of consciousness then if you get reintegrated into that huge sea then you lose your individuality and uniqueness, therefore, being a small portion allows you to be an individual I think.

[@nyx8026]

I can recommend the book "Stalking The Wild Pendulum" which also is about some of those theories.

[@Senbu-dz1xp]

Carl Jung?

[@KushLxrd]

mid life crisis at 16 lol. in seriousness, maybe simplify your life and pursue what gives you joy, because you won't get a definitive answer to why horrible things happen in the world just as much as why amazing things can happen. whether you believe if there's an afterlife or not, surely it's much better dying knowing you did what made you and others happy. in perspective, there are a recorded 8 billion people around the world. the media dwells on negative events everyday, however the random acts of kindness that also happen everyday will almost never see the same amount of press. just something to give a little ease to your head. 😁👍

[@sonseed7541]

quality > quantity

[@jonyngvesyland5461]

this comment is not easing me and seems to sway me towards ignorance and a denial of my curiosity and invalidation of my line of inquiry rather than give objective reasoning directly branching from the confines of my questioning. no thank you.

[@sonseed7541]

@@jonyngvesyland5461 fr

[@sonseed7541]

@@yeah-ok7im huh

[@ArticBones-lv2xl]

@@yeah-ok7im joy and pleasure are different also they arent saying to do anything evil they also said to do what makes other happy not simply being selfish and pursuing pleasure

[@Time_pug]

"Wouldn't it be nice" by the Beach Boys gave me an existential crisis. I've been dealing with it for so long that I can't remember what life was like before it. It's terryfying. Every day I have a panic attack and it's the scariest thing I have ever experienced next to nearly dying from blood loss. I'm so happy to be alive and you should be happy too. If you get a panic attack then try distracting yourself. Spending time with my family works well for me, another option is music or just anything that makes you happy.

[@Krash1111k]

The most comforting thing to say when thinkng about it is "it is what it is". We can get rid of all the evil in our life but then I guess we might not enjoy all the good things. Guess we should just enjoy our happiest moments in life without trying to change something

[@itisdoel]

that's just called cope and being oblivious lol

[@3v1lz0mb13]

I'm 21. I've been thinking about it lately, too. Especially when you start to realize how fast time flies. Most likely (for now), it seems to me that there will be nothing after death, just as there was nothing before we were born. You won't even have the consciousness to realize this nothingness, just like when you sleep without any dreams. You just don't exist. Reincarnation? Maybe. Most likely. Just not in the form we imagine. After all, people are born and gain the same consciousness as we have now every day. Of course, it will be far from us, and there will be no "us" there. There will be a completely different person who will call himself "I", and probably will also try to understand what will happen after death. About religion, I doubt it. Now, in the time we live in, we can think rationally with our heads and realize that religion itself is a very doubtful thing. The existence of any of the gods has never been confirmed except by "word of mouth". Religion was used to conquer cities, enslave and kill, if you will - this has been confirmed and more than once. And of course it doesn't mean that religion is something bad - thanks to religion, among other things, education appeared, and we have what we have. Of course, there are still a huge number of believers, I have nothing against it, but you should not listen to any prophetic instructions about the truth. There are as many gods as there are nations, and somehow everyone is sure that they are absolutely right (others are wrong accordingly). Listen to yourself. You are a human being like everyone else. What you think is the truth.

[@IdkRain-ij7gv]

Thinking of this and I have concluded that regardless of whatever is to come after death simply just live so that you can be there and not regret living. Life is a precious gift and I believe that god has given us this gift with a will to control our own destinies and unfortunately some dont deserve such a gift and they turn out to be inhumane garbage.

[@welayinthorns747]

Hey girl! I’m Christian and you bring up some good points. Not everything that happens is part of God’s plan. God is good and doesn’t want to see His people hurt… with that being said, He also does not control us. If He were to stop a person from murdering someone else, then He’d have to stop all of us from doing anything sinful (it’s only fair). But God did not create us to be robots. He gave us free will. This is because true love cannot exist without a choice. He does not want to force us into obeying Him. All the evil you mention is a result of human actions, not God. God sacrificed* Himself so that we may be delivered from evil. Hope this helps ❤

[@leef9242]

So you agree that god has a plan but also doesn’t want us to be robots, those two ideas are contradictory

[@welayinthorns747]

⁠@@leef9242How so? Its similar to a parent wanting the best for their kid, but also not wanting to be overly controlling. They give their kid freedom knowing they could go against them somehow (ex. letting ur kid go out, knowing they might get drunk despite ur wishes, or “plan” for them). God has a plan for us but He does not force us to follow that plan. We have free will to do as we choose :) Also His plan does not dictate every aspect of our lives in the sense where we lose our individuality. There’s more to a person than just morality, and God cares abt the things we care about, no matter how small or big. It even says in the Bible that when we delight ourselves in the Lord, He’ll give us the desires of our heart (Psalm 37:4). *Our* heart

[@floppa2586]

@@leef9242 Its mostly the things that are happening around us that we do not see completely is God's plan, you can live your life and lets say something you prayed for even a week or two ago comes true after like a month or sum, and in that time you still live your life however you like, basically what im trynna say is...God takes time, he wont just do something in an instant just cuz...we asked for it like babies, thats why in alot of scriptures he says to be patient

[@SantrellMason]

Here we go 😂

[@Eduardotalavera-wv3lt]

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[@yoyonogo6624]

I’ve had similar thoughts but I just tell my brain to quit yappin cuz if I think about it too much I will actually have panic attacks.

[@alexdev404]

Literally the only KZbinr I'm following regularly since she's so insightful and has us question our sense of reality. I like these type of thought experiments.

[@mrsodaxd2152]

Tbh, I want to believe in afterlife, a place where I can rest for eternity sounds great as fuck, everyday I wake up tired as hell. Welp who knows, I couldn't help people around my city if I was dead though.

[@stealthz275]

sometimes i think abt this too, it makes my head hurt so much

[@Username-lt7lt]

These fedposts just keep getting more interesting with each video

[@mannycolon4616]

I've had similar thoughts, and it is scary not knowing. I'm 21, and I've come to realize that it is what it is, and that's okay. Because getting hung up on it can really negatively affect your health and mindset. I know it sucks that bad things always happen, but just be glad you're not in that position. It really gets me heated hearing about the things people are capable of, but again, there's not much you can really do about it. Enjoy life, help others, experience new things, and form a better understanding of your world. Of course, if things become too much, seek help. Definitely see a therapist. They can help you better understand how and why you feel and think these things. Just be good to yourself and others. It really isn't the end of the world.

[@pozhar3287]

realest shit imaginable

[@wambowama]

Hey i had the same thoughts as you in the last 1-3 years i will be 20soon. I was getting worse in school had less fun in things i once enyoed and treated my mental and my body badly. What helped me was getting out of school witch i didnt finish, right now i am working, i started to think about stuff i want to do and doing those things, getting rid of bad habits, started to workout, switching out friends that werent good for me etc. I ocasianly also feel like life has no meaning and what if i just ended it but what realy helps me is just talking to new people and setting goals for my self and experiancing life in a diffrent way that isnt your routine. If you need help i heaered that ther are therapists that can help lol, but if you just want to talk about stuff you can hit me up and maybe get a diffrent view on life. Just dont harm yourself, what also stopped me from realy bad thoughts was talking to my brother

[@Boydar]

Imagine if there is a different world where people go to our world after death. Infinite amounts of worlds where all yearn for a better afterlife and are not satisfied with their own world. It's similar to old people talking about the "good old days", but their grandparents also where thinking the same. But no period of time is superior to any other. They're just different, so why yearn for a perfect life where you are a part of a perfectly acceptable existance. We can't time travel and fix all the world problems instantly but we can relish of what we've done so far and try to work on improving life for next generations.

[@redgfxr4095]

from the ground we came, and to the ground we'll go back too. I've had the same struggle with this question as being young too, and let me tell you that we'll never know so, the thing that worked for me is to distract yourself from those thoughts or to be in peace to any afterlife experience in order not to be scared of it. Death is just as natural as life and we'll become part of the universe itself someday.

[@CIVIAN]

Fascinating subject! I have not watched the Good Place, but the question of why a good God would allow evil in his creation or even positively create it and wether people go to hell has vexed people for centuries and spawned many intreaguing responses. Engaging the literature on this subject is one of the most fruitful endeavours I can think of. It is fruitful even to the atheist and agnostic as it seems to be a narrowly religious question but has implications for most of our other assumptions about the world. If you want to learn more about this subject and don't know where to start I can suggest some people with differing perspectives worth reading/listening to.

[@frakez2240]

Only cause you don't know another language or talent or play an instrument doesn't mean nothing, with whats happening in the world it's logical to think there isn't any hope but hey feeling like this is what makes humans alive ig, this should push you into living more and more until you find a meaning or feel alive and have something you like, I hope what I say makes any sense cause obviously I'm not a phycologist I'm just a random 17 year old, you just need to keep living and when you grow up you'll see how much you've accomplished and lived and instead of saying you wasted your life cause you're only 16 there's no way you wasted your life you probably have 50+ years more to live you will see how much things you've accomplished, I hope this helps you and don't forget there are also people in life that care about you and you can talk to them for what you're saying here, I hope everything goes well and this helps, for me you should also think of like the kangel cosplay tutorial wig you made, thats an accomplishment and something you did in your life! There's no wasting, anyways I hope everything gets better

[@xris14]

'The good place' was a peak show ngl.

[@itisdoel]

nuh uh mid tier at best boyo

[@ChingChingChon]

@@itisdoel cap, the ending sucked but the whole show before that was amazing.

[@quonomonna8126]

Your state of mind at the time of death determines what happens after you die. Energy cannot be created or destroyed, only transformed. Consciousness is the only fundamental reality and everything else is derivative. That means your awareness has its own existence apart from your body and continues after death, though in another form.

[@CoreyJohnson-n3v]

When you say "consciousness is the only fundamental reality and everything else is derivative," are you referring to solipsism? In that case, wouldn't only your consciousness be the only fundamental reality? Using that philosophy, you can't verify that your friends or family are sentient because you are not in their minds to experience what they think, if they think at all. Also, how do you know that your consciousness must continue after death? When you sleep, you temporarily lose consciousness. If what you say is true, shouldn't it be impossible to lose consciousness ever, even if only temporarily?

[@quonomonna8126]

@@CoreyJohnson-n3v That girl is getting red pilled. Her discord server is full of Nazis, she's reading Mein Kumpf and allows Nazi propaganda and literal Hitler worship on her discord server.

[@Meow-gp5nk]

Nah, all death is equal regardless of the way you pass to the other side.

[@Akkodha.]

I may accept this if you can prove that you and I are a isolated consciousness apart from material/empirical functions, (ie, prove we are not complex meat robots)

[@8064goldenstar]

The Good Place is a really good show. What hit the hardest for me was how when people can live their ultimate fantasy heaven they dont care about anything anymore and just desire death. Like they want to cease to exist because they can't be happy for all of eternity. That made me think a lot about my own wishes for immortality and if it was good or not. Since then i've reached the verdict that nothing matters and life should end without any rewards for living it, because then it becomes a matter of doing what you like constantly, without regrets or false promises. I guess you reach that point eventually if you think about dying half the time lol

[@itisdoel]

Heaven is better than we could ever imagine

[@Vergilius.]

she's just like me fr

[@x8e]

real

[@Zavouk]

except the part where she rips his son's arm off and reverts it into a dimension-cutting katana

[@ReusableRocket]

Made me laugh a few times at the end there lmfao. Idk how I got recommended this, but I love how real and genuine your content is. Keep going, yo! (also i think your voice is really sweet lol)

[@allforgENESIS]

i think religion simply exists to give people a purpose to live/a reason to live, i don't really follow any religion but i don't hate on the idea of religion either. When you mentioned how Christians say "everything happens for a reason" that's really just their way of saying "move on and look forward because there's always light at the end of the road" although its just a dumb blanket statement that can be applied to just about any bad situation, it at the very least keeps their hopes for a better life and world going. This is the purpose of all religion in the world, although it makes us blind to a lot of the bad in the world, at least it keeps some of us happy, all religion is blind but at least it keeps most of the world happy and connected. Personally, I believe in myself more than anyone on this world, not because i have massive ego (i don't) but because i think its the real way to live life and i think you should do it too. I've seen your other recent video "is it all really worth it?" (i actually saw that one first bc it appear on my youtube for some reason) and i'd like to tell you that. If you really just want to disappear from the internet, then go ahead and make it your one and only goal. Travel to whatever country you want, maybe learn a new language, meet some new friends and learn to forget about your past, your parents don't have absolute control over your life as an adult, so do what your heart tells you. I for one don't really have "great" parents and tbh i wish someone could just take a gadget and wipe my mind clean so i can forget all the things witnessed and gone through as a child. But im just going to have to live with it. If you read this far i would just like to tell you. I don't know who or what you think i am or what i am after reading all of this, maybe you think im some 40 year old doctor or 26 year old psychologist that has everything sorted in life. I've gone through my personal struggles and if it wasn't for me believing in myself i would killed myself a long time ago. But i would just like to tell you that next year i will be graduating highschool. Im proud of myself for making it this far, and although my life is really just about to begin, I really hope that my dream wont let me down because its all i ever want. No one can take your will to live the life you want, so do whatever you want and don't let others hold you back.

[@notimportant4778]

See the secret to it, as far as I have found, is that it really doesnt matter what comes next. Far as you, I, and anybody else is concerned, what we know of for sure is right now, so you gotta make the most of what youve got, enjoy it, make some great memories, and try not to have too many regrets. Youre likely to have a few, by the time the candle goes out, but try to find the good in those situations if you can. For me, i just dont think about whats next, and live in the now. That said, much like everyone else, youll have quiet moments that eventually circle around to it, so thats when you think deep on it, look for whatever possibilities or meanings you want to derive from it, and when those moments pass, and life comes a calling again, let those thoughts pass as well, and go back to fully experiencing that moment. Lifes too short to sit trying to figure out something we dont have any definitive way to answer yet, unless of course if you want to go into science to try to finally answer that question, then full steam ahead. Just send it, whenever and wherever, and youll manage. All any of us can do.

[@layla-agent69]

you remind me so much of this person who I wanted to be friends with, but then they moved away

[@Wouyyy]

I personally think that it's like sleep you know, you don't think, you don't see anything while you sleep. I think death is like that like sleeping but you don't wake up

[@mnir.nnoui0618]

It is like that (trust me)

[@itisdoel]

i wouldn't mind sleeping for a long time, i really wouldn't

[@Wouyyy]

@@itisdoel thing is you won't wake up

[@haadesu_4444]

I think it's more than sleep, because your mind works while sleeping. I think your psyche just cease to exist, supposudely like before your birth

[@GengarFan1997]

@@Wouyyy Ok, and?

[@justarock6747]

I see the reason for evil existing in this world as a challenge for us to over come. A book in the Bible called Job is about a man who believes in God but stills goes through much pain . No matter who you are in life you will go through challenges to see if you’re worthy of heaven. The reason God lets evil people do bad things to other people is because he gave us free will.

[@txmka]

my thoughts are so simillar to yours, but i think im already get some answers just for me. our world is cruel and unfair, but we can make it better. there is a many beautiful professions that makes our society better, hopecore

[@Cufu]

Ive thought about this too, only as early as my conscious could feed coherient thoughts into my head.. age 2? It wasn't until highschool i got some answers, i wish i hadn't. Don't think too hard into it, because at the end of the day we're just water droplets. Over time with acceptance u'll realize as a droplet, theres no changing the oceans & grand unknowns. Though i also learned we're not all equal, despite modern societal takes on equality. Instead we have a place, each playing a unique role in the ocean or "filling a piece" to a puzzle thats not meant for human understanding.

[@gaemer3967]

"If I did... take as many out as I can..." yeah gotta get that positive K/D

[@bsherman8236]

We all came from somewhere and there is too much we still have to learn, the universe will have to end eventually, not even stars live forever

[@lhymcm1009]

God bless, you'll find your way and you'll find the truth, you have time.

[@SGHNTZ]

We literally don't know anything about anything, how things works, only that it works. Like gravity, colors, time, etc. If there is life after death, there must be something about consciousness, but we will never truly understand consciousness either. It's just doesn't worth thinking about afterlife. If it exists it's good, if it's not, then nothing really matters.

[@ernestobernardis2857]

My two cents on it it doesn't work if you keep thinking about time linearly. Time exists only to give chronology to events. For a year now i began to think of "I" the person as separate from the "I" that experiences reality. Ive come to the conclusion that nothing physically is separating me as "different" than another person. The tissue, molecules and atoms that make me are interchangeable with someone elses. Therefore i should begin to consider a part of myself as humanity itself. Connecting with other humans is infinitely rewarding. As i close my eyes and imagine my self as a part of a web of every person that came before me and every person that will come after me. I imagine everyone agreeing on something, and that something is the true essence of humanity.

[@ryaimo]

Saw this video and it brought back some feelings. I hope you're fine, but when I thought about this at 16, I felt extremely bad. Now I'm 18 and I've figured out things that I wish I had heard two years ago, life would have made more sense. I realized that the need for life after death comes from the desire to find meaning in it all, to remain or leave something behind. I read some books, and with some knowledge I came up with a concept that I had not seen anywhere: yes, after death nothing happens to you, the same nothing as before you were born. But reincarnation in some religions could interpret a dynamic hidden from everyone: in your family you have your own clear position, a role that you perform without knowing it. And the fact is that every family has these roles, and they are repeated every couple of generations. You are just part of the process of the formation of this role, a certain idea that lived before your current body and will live after, and the more experience you gain in how to get along in this role, the easier it will be for your, for example, granddaughter, that will behave similar to you. What should you do? - you actually know yourself. Do what you truly like and what you consider important for the world, and this is your purpose. I based it on my psychological and relegious research, and I could talk about this topic in more detail, and about God, there is a very sensually logical explanation for everything. But that this message will disappear in the layer of a request or all sorts of accusations, so I don’t want to write a book here. And so, I wish you good luck, I hope that if you see this, you will find it useful, this is important to me

[@Talya_2023]

Ikr this is so relatable :]

[@thathonestdude]

This is called the problem of evil btw

[@Akkodha.]

I've considered a lot of the same things. The only conclusion I've drawn is that we are not created with some specific intent or benevolent reason (for the reasons you spoke about) and everything about you and I is way too random to really think that someone is controlling it. Who would believe me if I said that someone created you with a specific purpose, as a part of a specific plan, but also you can't choose anything about yourself, and every attribute and experience you have that makes you "you" is a result of this environment that they created to be completely random and self-sufficient. Like what's the point of that other than to offer moral guidance (something people ought not need, and also not like it's making people very moral in practice either) or to control people? The only comfort I have, which I also touched on in a comment I left on your other video from June10, is that death is inevitable for us, which means that we will, without a doubt, learn what happens after death. And in my opinion, if you grasp onto what you can when you're alive, no benevolent being will put you in a bad afterlife, and if there is nothing after we die, oh well :P . "If I did... take as many out as I can-..." caught me so off guard lmao

[@trinka_1]

just thug it out like the rest off us lil bro

[@logicnorespond7100]

mood

[@ConnerHarrington-wh2bi]

Start giving no shits, no fucks, and no butts 👍

[@mepinminerals]

facts

[@Boydar]

Yea

[@dontworryitsjustvitinho]

It iiiisss what it iiiiissssss

[@rottencandy1299]

Im 18 and what youre going through is normal , and i encourage you to further question and seek answers. From 13-17 i considered myself a athiest , agnostic then became muslim. I encourage you to actively seek the answer's to your question via multiple religions and choose which one you find to be the truth.

[@txmka]

im aslo thinking that our life is not just an evolution thing, its a simulation or simmilar stuff. I hope it is, because i dont want lost my personality in this universe, i want to be something more

[@louwkoffeman123]

Possible. Search and pray. The Teacher is silent during the test.

[@Acaim.]

I was reading the Bible 2 or 1 month. I had already read the Gospels (I don't remember exactly). when I closed my eyes at 3 am and just talked and asked for forgiveness. Don't think i had nothing in my mind, while i had close my eyes i was seeing eyes of someone moving around, i was thinking about Jesus Christ, as the God. When I said all the things I regretted, I felt my spirit was rising up to the sky and my body was falling into the bed. Pressure was so heavy. After that day, I believe in the God and me, being a sinner. after that day I became kinder to others and strict to myself. I still have hard times but now i know who i can rely on. Thank you Jesus Christ for saving me from ending it all. Amen.

[@itisdoel]

I wish I could be Christian too

[@Acaim.]

@@itisdoel it's a hard life. but it is good for you to be a Christian. You. have something a lot people don't desire to, something a lot of people lacks in.

[@kodax340]

what is it exactly your sins if you dont mind answering

[@Acaim.]

@@kodax340 my sins have been so much, sins are like a dirt on our bodies which we realize they are on us but after cleaning our bodies they are still on us, after days or after several hours we still feel that feelings of dirtiness. I was abusing social media for a like 2 years, because of my boredom I was making days digged in full of hatred,no not even that, to simply wrap it out I was doing it go kill a time, by abusing social media I mean making it worse place to others, I would catch a fish and fry it in the crowd which I was surrounded of. That boredom didn't stop,but I left Social media because I realized I wasn't that person which I made in there but I didn't know myself. I became addicted to many things, you ask. Porns?workout?jog? projecting? competitive games?adult games? applications? All of them, there were probably many, probably. It isn't problem to appreciate a human's works and realize how much we are capable of, there is no foul in learning what we humans are capable of, THIS IS THE POINT OF THE RENAISSANCE but getting addicted over it when you need to practice your own self?. To find God it means find peace, to finally feel that someone really cares for you,even if you don't love yourself someone does and that love is eternally. was running from my crisis, not existential but the existential crisis was a problem too but I had identity crisis. So I was just running from the problems which I had to face, and all of these days were unpredictable. I was doing all deadly sins much, so much that they were normal for me. And now? I still have big problems, I still have to face problems. I feel guilty I don't wanna do it but what can I DO? I'm just human. Point is that don't be too harsh towards yourself, you gotta accept that, that wicked Nature we humans posses.

[@kodax340]

@@Acaim. im not jesus , but if i was , i will take you to heaven directly , cuz at least you are trying , hope you find peace my freind and thx for sharing such details with me

[@TimeToGetAGoodLife]

Most people tend to think about this a lot in their lives. I've thought about it a lot too. I believe that there probably is/was a creator to the universe though I don't subscribe to any religion that exists in the world, because religions don't make much sense to me. I don't think there's a grand purpose to everything but I think there is an intent behind the world and the universe, but what happens is uncontrolled. I think you have a good and rational line of thinking but don't ponder on it too much. For now it doesn't matter since the result will more than likely be the same regardless of if we think about it or not. Just kinda live your life and enjoy what you enjoy, and whatever happens after we'll have to see. I personally believe in the soul and that in death we sort of just transcend into a different plane, or become apart of the energy of the universe even. I think there's way more to nature than science is aware and all that. And I 100% believe in spirits due to my personal experiences. But I still don't really think about it too much.

[@thomashorinek5430]

Lets put it this way, imagine your conciousness as birds and the forest made out of individual trees your body, and everybody, and one day they will just fly away

[@MCZ-vt4tz]

Just enjoy the moment don’t take anything too seriously we’ll fine out once we died and don’t kill your self your precious

[@jamo_famo]

i watch these videos as if its a podcast and relate to it alot

[@Konroch.]

Damn my honest opinion is that I don't know but what I know is I'm more curious about what next rather than worry about after life

[@cinemaster9012]

“Death before divinity” (Lucius Iscariot)

[@Blood5kull]

Of course I had to watch another video, and I surely did enjoy this one too. For me personally, I was skeptical about many religions and all that. Where do we go if not for Heaven or Hell But in time, it varies with all people, but in one way I do see some people, who like myself, looking for guidance for God. We have asked that question before when all these crimes like you described in the video is allowed to happen. I do sense you means of confusion and you are looking for answers. Now this is simply a suggestion, but try watching a little of 'The Chosen' on KZbin. It is free, they get donations to help support the production of this series, but its a story of Jesus and his disciples, mainly the story of his disciples. Like I stated I was not so much of a religious type, but the show did impact me significantly and the issues and trauma and struggles the disciples had to go though until meeting Jesus, really resonate with me, like I was there on the production set, immersed, like the show was speaking through me. Now, it does seem hyperbolic to say this, but I hope this show would make an impact on you and find those questions that you have asked, as much as did for me.

[@Moodboard39]

Gospel is not in this videos.

[@DanielGarda]

those are some intresting thoughs, i literally have those go through my mind on the daily. but i suppose it just does not matter in the grand scale, our body is dying from the moment it is born. all we can is enjoy the life we have, do the things you can and want to. I personally do not believe in god, but i belive in life. i belive in myself and finding purpose, just for myself. Life really can be great, if i appreciate little thing that happen

[@orson.egidio.esteves]

aproveite a luz do dia fique bem garota ! 🙏🏻💪🏼

[@KingFloch88]

Relate to the end lmao ironically though

[@francisthepoet]

as i write in these, i really just see how little i know but how much i think i know. i don't f*cking know dawg i just accept it and move forward not really thinking about it enough

[@gtagusta]

i would probably say you just stop existing, like sleeping forever, that would be my best guess. Although i cant really say for sure, this is the quite interesting thing about death, the fact you will never have the answer to how it feels and what comes after it

[@microbaby6394]

I've thought about similar things a lot lately as well. With the idea of god and shit i can't really come to or justify it in my head. There are so many awful things that happen to good people, and like couldn't god have just made made the serial killer who kills a family go to the wrong house or some shit like that? I dunno, also please dont ever kill youself you seem like a pretty awesome and genuine person who i sympathise with

[@acegogetem628]

darkness and thinking forever about the past memories

[@aaronsantschircsg1404]

2:26 you have the free will to do good or sin.

[@pangare655]

this is so dumb

[@aaronsantschircsg1404]

@@pangare655 why

[@Akkodha.]

@@aaronsantschircsg1404 If I create artificial intelligence that then decides that humanity should be killed off, and then it kills everyone, I'm still not at fault? Even a teensy little bit for creating the end of humanity? And this is still under the assumption that I am a sinful mortal. It is equally not God's (in His omniscient wisdom, His all powerful omnipotence, and His unfaltering omnibenevolence) fault that He created and continues to create men and women that steal, lie, murder, and prejudice? That convince others, who wouldn't have any other way, to join them in their horrific goals? That it is his plan to? Of course not, because accountability for ALL human and nonhuman suffering isn't something a omnibenevolent entity could take, then it would be a contradiction, right?

[@Squidgyy_]

@@pangare655 why

[@pangare655]

@@Squidgyy_ So God gave free will to child rapists and all kinds of scum of society to do the worst unimaginable things, on purpose, even though they could keep society a complete utopia? This is the cruelest thing I can imagine.

[@truej8391]

Honestly, even if we never know, i don't think it's a bad thing to think about it. Sure, it's stressfull sometimes, but idk if ignoring it's the answer either. Just depends on your outlook i guess

[@pratikmurari8182]

My thoughts about after life is. "there are few things in this world, you know better after experiencing it lol"

[@nateedawg415]

Life is to spend the blessing of it because it could've been any other person that would've been born but you are, right now. life is cruel because that's how humans made it, there is gonna be cruelness and good things to happen but both need to happen for it to be meaningful, that's how i think of it man. Whatever comes after death i feel like i am comfortable with and i wanna spend this well.

[@exomoneylabel]

maybe perhaps we go to heaven or hell or nowhere its always fun to consider how many new beginnings could sprout from what seems like an end

[@velkorez2822]

I do not understand why youtube reccomended me this channel, and such videos, hope it gets better for you. Also i have to say lovely hair.

[@malimations]

when you die, you stop youing (verb) before you, there was no you, after you end you is gone. ur energy goes back into the universe pool of energy and will eventually become part of another you, different parts of the same thing, unfortunately child rapists also consist of atoms like we do

[@leef9242]

This👆

[@SalmonForYourLuck]

@@leef9242 This ? This what lol? By that logic there is no heaven and no hell and therefore you are literally giving everyone a free ticket to do what ever they want... What will prevent me from stealing someone's money on the streets without anyone knowing? Well they will never know about that and by your logic there is no God so no one is watching so why not? Also by that logic everyone in the world will have the same end... Do I or you deserve the same end as Hitler and child rapists ? Will that one poor person who lived all his life in poverty get the same end as that one rich person who lived all his life in pleasure and carelessness?

[@jamesrodriguez2915]

Please look into the reincarnation research of Dr. Ian Stevenson and Jim Tucker from the university of virginia.

[@monopelon]

I’ve had very similar thoughts about our fate in this world, and the way I’ve come to understand it is this: There will always be bad things, whether natural or human-caused. We can’t control everything, but for all the bad we endure, the human spirit and goodness always manage to persist, even in the smallest forms. This could be a small act of charity to a struggling homeless person or a simple act of human warmth towards another. We’re all capable of evil and selfishness, but overcoming that and striving to help our fellow humans and improve the world is our purpose here. At the end of my life, I want to look back and see what I have done for those around me, my friends and family. I want to know that I helped, even in the smallest ways. And if I can see that, I would be content. Then, as I drift off into the void, I can do so with the peace of knowing I made a positive impact. It doesn’t matter where you go after; what matters is feeling that you helped and impacted your world

[@cloo.]

1:56 God gave us free will some choose evil some choose following Christ and even then u can never completely stop sinning Jesus was the only perfect person with no sin. We cant blame God for what people/we choose to do God will judge in the end we leave it in his hands for those who choose evil. God gave us life a wonderful gift and free will is also such an amazing gift that's how much he loves us. Jesus defeated death for us amen.

[@colbybarnard2675]

pedo yap

[@pangare655]

Jesus WAS GOD ITSELF

[@cloo.]

@@pangare655 yes Jesus is God! AMEN

[@Moodboard39]

@@hello1597correct

[@Akkodha.]

If I create artificial intelligence that then decides that humanity should be killed off, and then it kills everyone, I'm still not at fault? And this is still under the assumption that I am a sinful mortal. It is equally not God's (in His omniscient wisdom, His all powerful omnipotence, and His unfaltering omnibenevolence) fault that He created and continues to create men and women that steal, lie, murder, and prejudice? That convince others, who wouldn't have any other way, to join them in their horrific goals? Of course not, because accountability for *ALL human and nonhuman suffering* isn't something a omnibenevolent entity could take, then it would be a contradiction, right? Also could you address the importance of baptism, which to some is completely inaccessible and only rewards those who are born into or strongly persuaded into the Christian faith, which seems shortsighted?

[@rickmellor5775]

Amazing questions hahah, you could read philosophy at some point. Start with “The art of loving” for example, might be a bit hard but with some time you’ll end up liking it

[@Careonovam]

Live life for the experiences, may they be good or bad. When you're gone there will be nothing, just like before you were born and gained consciousness.

[@zucini0]

I recommend The Book of Five Rings

[@domathhaha9906]

I wish I had convos with someone like this

[@cannonnoel2519]

I'm 17 and I've given this exact topic hundreds of hours of thought and I still don't understand such blind faith in religion. Given everything I've seen of this horrible and beautiful world I don't see god's reason for kids with cancer and other things like that. I've been thinking about the after life and the potential presence of a "god" so much more than my own actual life that I feel like I'm going insane. I hope that I get reincarnated or something like that because I've really had enough of this world, I've always said to myself that I'd never kill myself but the longer I live the less I believe myself. If I'm truly going to hell for doubting the existence of something that there is no real evidence of then truly "womp womp."

[@louwkoffeman123]

@@cannonnoel2519 i like to encourage you to pray time to time. Just in ease, with your heart. God if you exist.. please let me to come to know you. I know it can make you crazy. I believe the bible. We suffer. God came down to suffer with us and for us. Hard to understand and all.. but look at the birds, the flowers and the good things.. go for love. Pray for guidance in your search. Because allot of lies and fake teachers also. Also lies about the truth. Thats why praying for guidance can give you some rest. And than let it come.. dont look to much in it. But stay open for the idea of a true living loving God. Also when its hard to understand. You will not feel better if there wont be a God. Who waits for you, to search for Him. He is perfectly Just. So i believe if someone did not had the chance in life to understand or whatever. Jesus will guide this person to heaven. Not because this person was good or not. But because He is. He is the way, the truth and the life. How can jesus pray to God if He is God? Well.. because He Is God. For us it is to much to understand. But not for Him. Thats why you have The Father, The Son and the spirit. They are one God. They are in perfect harmony. Love in itself. Keep safe :)

[@comediangj4955]

I came very very close to ending it all once, but I don't get the reasoning behind "taking others with me". There's a saying in my language: Don't do to others what you don't wish done to you. Would you want the choice of life or death with your own life be taken away from you? It a good advice to follow, not just for the benefits of others, but for your own as well. Also, if you're interested in thinking about whether we live in a simulation or not, i suggest learning some theoretical physics, for example general relativity, quantum behavior of particles, particle physics etc. Physics is our best effort in understanding the nature of our existence.

[@louismarx8269]

I doubt you'll see this but maybe it will help someone. People think of death the way a child thinks of adulthood, they accept that will happen but have no comprehension of it and so they push it to the back of their mind. It's very good that on the cusp of actual adulthood you're thinking about this stuff, because most people either don't think about it or they refuse to even try and process it. One thing to understand that this world is not the destination, there is no happily ever after here, no matter how much wealth or pleasure you have here you are going to lose everything. All of your goals for anything material or for pleasant experiences will be lost. You can have acres and acres of land but in the end all you'll have is 6ft of dirt. This life could really be compared to pregnancy, everything that happens in your development here will permanently effect you, but its a temporary arrangement. We are passing into eternity and what matters is the state of your soul at death, have you healed the world and purified yourself or have you harmed others and darkened your soul? Hell isn't about a list of legal transgressions, its about how you've united yourself to God's nature. Everyone is going to encounter the God-Man Jesus Christ in his full Divinity. He is a consuming fire, which burns those who hate Goodness but comforts those who love Goodness. Metal isn't harmed by fire, but it begins to glow and contain heat itself, this is Heaven. Wax melts before fire and sulks downwards, this is Hell. But the same fire is enveloping both, its what they are made of that causes their subjective experience. If our experience in life impact our eternal experience, then what we suffer might make some more sense. But ultimately what you're struggling with is Nihilism, I highly recommend you like into the life and writings of a man named Seraphim Rose, there's a good video on one of his works called "God's Revelation to the Human Heart". If you get anything out of this please watch that video, it may change your life.

[@FALX1412]

This terrifies me. I just don't know what tf will happen after this life. I'm trying to find my peace accepting that it doesn't really matter, after all I'm going there anyway... Well, I'm 18 and I suppose I still have a good time to figure this out.

[@BlaqF3mboy]

This is why you learn the answer from people like buddha rather than sitting here letting your desperation take over

[@Moodboard39]

Lol dude, u 18...u got alot to think about. Life hasn't hit you yet.

[@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon]

What is there to fear about the afterlife? It's either A: nothingness without end in which case you don't have to do shit to be ok after your death. B: heaven, hell, purgatory or their variations in which case, i believe, just be a good enough person not blind to your wrongdoings and it'll be ok. C: reincarnation which, in my opinion, is the scariest one cause it basically resets all your progress and you don't even fuckin know it and to escape it in Buddhism and achieve Nirvana you have to try really fuckin hard unlike the "easy mode" of Christianity

[@Abaracadaba]

You are who you are- not your thoughts, peel those away, how can the observed be the observer? maybe you're simply in the constant state of listening to your own inner monologue instead of looking at yourself, not the listened, but the listener. Its in human nature to transmute, i am sorry you feel empty, I felt that too, almost hungry right? like a pit in your emotional stomach. Fill it with purpose, look at what makes up your identity and get rid of the parts that are keeping you in the past which does literally not exist (its non existent look around its gone lol) anymore or whatevers keeping your head in the future which doesn't even exist yet. There is only this very moment. Stop wondering and asking ''Whats a good fulfilled wholesome human experience?'' Just start living one :>

[@Abaracadaba]

flower of life, search it up and see how its in every culture and religion around the globe. I am another you, you are another me, we are the birds in the air and the very wind they manipulate with their wings, we are the branches they perch on and the nests they build, we are their chicks and the worms they are fed. You are a microcosm of a macrocosm. try not to repeat the same karmic mistakes this lifetime mkay? and don't overthink it, its easy as ''1+1=2'' once you give yourself the grace you deserve. And stop talking to grown men online lmfao

[@Abaracadaba]

And practice positive self affirmations. Your emotional frequency is what your soul frequently sees

[@Abaracadaba]

but like not forcing u ofc idc, ur choice

[@hrissThetRoll]

4:00 Yes if God didn't love us and didn't come and die for our sins, but because He is all loving He did come and die on the cross for our sins and 3 days later He rose from the dead and if we repent and believe in Him we will be saved.

[@IcyPickled]

I Think this is the simplest explanation: 2 : 30 Quran: "[Prophet], when your Lord told the angels, ‘I am putting a successor on earth,’ they said, ‘How can You put someone there who will cause damage and bloodshed, when we celebrate Your praise and proclaim Your holiness?’ but He said, ‘I know things you do not.’"

[@Gabo_Etto]

A quien sea que lea esto, le recomiendo que lea Albert Camus. Sus libros hablan sobre estas cosas y blahblahblah...él da cuenta de que realmente nada importa, y no hay nada de malo en eso. Tan solo queda disfrutar tu vida y todo eso. Ni siquiera yo acabo de entenderlo, a veces. Eso pues :b

[@nyaruko-do2ok]

I believe in the afterlife. After you die you live in the spirit world. Reincarnation is a choice.

[@siavashtabarra9446]

If you want answers about afterlife try looking into spirituality, people who best explain are yoganada, Alan Watts, Carl Jung and Osho. Yes from spritual understandings this is all a dream but we are not being controlled we are here due to our own choice. Based on many spritual teachings the soul is eternal and when we pass we pass away our avatar dies but our soul goes to the higher dimension ( also referrenced in Buddhism).

[@Quintovius]

Firstly, I want to say that I hope you are doing well, and that regardless, I and my wife will be praying for you and your current journey. All the best to you regardless of the path you choose throughout your life. But since you asked some good questions, I would like to be try to answer one of them in particular. To be upfront, I should first say not all Christians believe in free will. I, however, strongly feel that without free will, Christianity falls apart. Thusly I will speak from a free-will-believing protestant Christian point of view, but I implore you to research more and ask questions; it's good and healthy. TL;DR: God wants us to truly love him. True love cannot be taken, it must be freely given; therefore, God gives us free will so that we can truly love Him as He loves us. God does not want evil to happen, but since evil is necessity if we there to be true love and free will, God works around the evil of the world, which is why many Christian say things are a part of God's plan. Hypothetically if there was no free will, God would have a plan for where we have perfect lives, but since there is evil, God accounts for all actions of evil in his plan. Start To talk on why would a perfectly good God would allow sin and evil, instead of forcing good is a wonderful question to ask. Firstly, let's talk about the nature of God. God is omnipotent and omniscience, meaning God can do anything and knows everything. Omnipotent means God can definitely force our actions, but if you look throughout the Bible, you will see a repeated pattern of God humbling Himself for Mankind. Most notably, God humbling Himself to become Man, limited to the state we inhibit. This shows that it's perfectly reasonable to believe that God would humble Himself to allow Mankind to choose their own lives instead of controlling them. The question then comes to why would God allow this. Now we cannot really expect to fully understand God since He is infinite and we are finite; however, we can at least try to learn more about Him and what might drive Him. There are many interpretations of why God would allow free will at the cost of allowing evil as well. I think my personal favorite is that God wishes for a loving family. This is why He refers to Himself as our Heavenly Father. He wishes the true unconditional love that can only be given, not taken. If we accept the idea that true unconditional love cannot be taken and that God desires it, then it follows logically that God would allow free will, granting us the ability to choose what to do in this gigantic world He made us, but that He longs for us to return the infinite love He gives us. And by loving Him, we would logically follow his Word and do good like Him. The natural consequence of this is of course that not everyone will choose Him, and since God is perfectly good by definition, this means the people that choose to not love God, choose to not love Goodness, which can only lead to more and more evil. A perfectly good person would have to love perfect Goodness or else they would be contradictory. Since evil is doomed to occur and since God loves us, he has a plan for us. If there was no evil, we would likely have us living perfect lives, but since there must be evil, God works around the evil to help us, even if it isn't always clear and hard to see through the fog of evil. This is likely what the Christians you mentioned were talking about when they mention God's plan. It is not his preferred plan in a sense, but it is perfect in the sense that it accounts for everything, because God is omniscience and can plan around all things. End I know this is a lot and doesn't even begin to answer everything, never mind any new questions you may have, but I pray that this comment at least gets you thinking about what do you truly believe? And if not that, at least I hope you know that there are always people out there willing to pray for you, if not actively doing so. God bless.

[@Tinsterr]

well the algorithm really did a wacky with this one, But it really is an interessting thought. Personaly i think that if there is a god and he is truly all loving that as long as you didn't do a major crime you will be let in. However since i aint really a religious person and also arent really into the scientific "all just fades to black for the next 10^45 years" I think when you die you just wake up in nature, well ig your soul does, and you can just relax in peace Just my thoughts (btw sorry for the horrid grammar english isnt really my part of my strenghts)

[@mrzerian11]

By thinking of death I just get stuck in a thought loop. I have faced death up close. Knowing that the most likely thing that will happen is just darkness. Death just happens, you never know how or when. My life has been awful, but I know I would be missed and I have been so scared to lose people close to me. So I focus on living, even if that means not being perfect. I enjoy every moment to the fullest I can.

[@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon]

Clarify what you mean by "darkness"

[@mrzerian11]

@@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon None existence, if our brain is our sight, our understanding, there really is no soul, then it means we are just turned of not to be turned on again.

[@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon]

@@mrzerian11 Then this situation is not to be feared, yes?

[@mrzerian11]

@@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon Well to understanding none understanding and to understand how it is to just turn off goes against our mind as a whole. We are always the voice in our head. We are used to living, not to not existing. It is just a scary thought that is hard to understand.

[@JGSM_JuvenileGeryon]

@@mrzerian11 To me it sounds like a well deserved rest after all the troubles and whatnot of life. Like a sleep without a dream

[@vqsxd]

He taught much about after death. He raised from it.

[@vqsxd]

God hates sin. He condemned sin in the flesh. We go to heaven because Jesus died for us

[@gmx4479]

I think about this some times it fucks with my head so hard 🫠

[@voidsludge1254]

I like to believe death just brings a dreamless sleep. That'd be my preferred afterlife. After a life hopefully lived well, I can rest.

[@Warruz]

I dont know if this will help you but it could help anyone here having similar thoughts about death as i read something similar to this a while ago and it helped me come to terms with death ' Before you were born, there was a potential infinite amount of time where you did not exist. And yet you exist. And after you are gone there is another potential infinite amount of time where you do not exist. So why not exist again? '

[@ladnie9454]

“Death is finished,” he said to himself. “It is no more.” He drew in air, stopped at mid breath, stretched out, and died. -Lev Tolstoy, “The Death Of Ivan Ilyich” Death is the process of living, as a fundamental law of the universe nothing can go on forever and therefore neither will you nor anything that lives. To be alive is to go through the process of death every single minute of existence, to decay slowly until you can’t anymore. What does this mean? I think what it means and what matters most is to remember that you are alive and that means you are dying. Your time is limited and you need to use it now. Don’t get yourself caught up in whether or not there’s an “after” and instead focus on the “now”. Jewish theology believes there is an afterlife but there’s a tremendous focus on ignoring its existence, pretend like you’re not going to live on, treat every day as if it’s another tick on a clock. Regardless of what you believe religiously your time here as you will run out, and there’s no use dwelling on the end of death when you have the now.

[@poopooman-q7r]

when you die you choose to either become a bird or a horse

[@cesco7]

I'd choose bird

[@nyx8026]

False. Black bear.

[@woefli]

ngl I want to be a snake if I get reborn

[@nyx8026]

@@woefli Why? A snake is like weak and all

[@woefli]

@@nyx8026 since when are snakes weak? with their venom and agility they sure as hell arent weak, quite the opposite

[@Mr_Zane_Games]

I went through a word obsession witht the after life at around the ages of 16-18 that kinda persists till now, 3 years later, but it used to be a major source of anxiety to me. Now a few years past I still am not a fan of thinking about it but it doesn't dominate my mind like it used to. Realistically we will cease to exist, every bit of information we have seems to point to nothing. And not nothing as in nothing to perceive, but as in nothing nothing. A nothingness which you don't exist to percieve, it's not black, it's not anything, it's like deleting a file. We are in function chemical computers. That horrified me and still kinda does but also has kept me alive. I hope there is a damnation that exists for me but am most doubtful of its existence (that sounds edgy as fuck) Most realistically if there is a higher power they likely are misenterprsted by nearly all on this earth and likely exist on a level far beyond our understanding. They likely have motivations and goals far beyond any human understanding and it still wouldn't confirm an afterlife. Having seem this and your other video "is it really worth it" I can say I can sympathize with some individual points but I would say that you should find something which motivated you. Want to escape society, pursue homesteading. It seems some of your engagement with online stuff like tiktok and telegram is unhealthy and you should probably try to distance from it. It does not mean the way people are treating you is right, but their actions being wrong doesn't engage the harm they can cause. It seems like it's worth distancing yourself the best you can from all that. Yeah people may still remember but they are likely people you won't meet or see, and after school it is entirely plausible that you won't talk to a lot of people who knew you in that era. All things fade with time and our individual life times are short so why not see them out till the end. Time moves faster the older you get. More things fade, the world changes around you, you experience more things get more perspective. My general philosophy at this point is we all die some point and when we do we don't get a chance to do more, see more, or experience more. It's just over, and in the span of the universe that time was hardly a blip. If that is the truth then even if it sucks there's no reason to not ride it out, as there is all of eternity where our lives are meaningless, but in this moment they matter. Additionally on the note of taking people out, I would say that is a bad approach. Cutting other peoples experience short does nothing to truly benefit or add meaning to your own and only harms others experiences. The idea of robbing another of their own agency to exist is not a beneficial way to salvage your own situation at the end, nor a good way to be remembered, as the memories of others are what we leave behind, and in the grand scheme of things regardless of acts, all those fade anyways. Causing harm benefits nothing nor any goal nor yourself, if anything it devalues you as a person and an individual, it's a sign of weakness in my opinion, especially if done with the purpose of leaving a mark. Things can get better, they can get worse, but we might as well maximize our experience while we are here. Suffering and joy are all a human experience and the memories modify and create the entities we exist as and change us. If you don't make it to dying a natural death you never reach your final form in my thought process, and thats kinda a waste of a chance to see that. Additionay as far as vacationing as mentioned in the other video, fuck what your parents say, imo do it. Sure the world is dangerous, there are steps to be taken to mitigate it, cary a weapon, be alert, etc. There are great guides to safety, research where you are going, go with a group. Getting to see new places, new peoplw, and new experiences can be extremely benificial, thats something i learned recently having been in more states in the past year and a half than in my whole life. Anyways who knew if you read all this and i dont know if it helps, I always find other perspectives help me sift my thoughts. Push and pull is important to developing a stable position of how one establishes their feelings on a subject. Hopefully you work your way past this, throwing away what in my mind is a one time experience is a waste, and there are certainly things you can go, do, try, and enjoy in this world. With the limited time you have to exist you likely wont get to do all of it so why cut that even shorter, or waste time worrying about it.

[@HarrisonP5321]

plug a lil inquisitive but she chill

[@lemon3664]

When it comes to evil. I think its because without the bad there will never be good. Like a balance. Without good there wont be anything bad. Bad sucks, but we should accept it because we enjoy everything that is good. thats about it

[@dahsarepop6700]

A part of me feels that God has lost faith in me.

[@louwkoffeman123]

His love for you is so much bigger than your shortcomings. Keep trying. Do not give up. Even if you fall every day, His arms wil be still open for you.

[@Jasongilliar]

I swear, i just want to talk to you. Like you seem to have so much stuff on your mind. And its dark but also beatyfull at the same time. I hope we see more videos like this