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[@neoticmusic]

More ＮＯＳＴＡＬＧＩＣ Music ♥ kzbin.info/www/bejne/iZXYe6CFrdd_abc

[@bigdub36logan65]

Hi

[@hakuphonk1494]

@@bigdub36logan65 ^_^ _This is soooooooo goood_ ^_^

[@hakuphonk1494]

^_^ _This is soooooooo goood_ ^_^

[@4rifr0mthe3nd]

KINDRED!!

[@damianmaya3951]

@@bigdub36logan65 wwwww

[@esha5046]

these sounds make me miss days that never happened and people I don’t even know

[@sallysaleem2944]

I thought it was just me

[@marciatamiramb1305]

Then is a desire, thought

[@Sadgirl-oi6yj]

♡

[@BLOODYGOLDMINE]

damn

[@lonemaus562]

starry klance Imagine actually having someone to miss.. it hurts bro worst feeling I would not wish it on my foes

[@chasefleming7084]

I don’t know why but this mix just makes me think of the quote from The Office where Andy says “I wish there was a way to tell you’re in the good old days before it’s too late and already passed”

[@peppwoni259]

im conflicted now because I hate Andy but i love this wtf

[@enigmax4807]

I'm Nameless. Deal With It, Google. The nard dog

[@victoriaperez7236]

so trueee ohmygod

[@stefannotchev7209]

Andy said something profound like that? Color me surprised

[@dionisiovega6270]

saddest thing ive read all year

[@HenriqueSilva-vf6bd]

This is the last album that my brother sent me. He told me to listen to it while spacing out in bed. Yesterday was the last day that I could ever talk to him, he crashed his car into a truck. I miss him so much.

[@polopolo4037]

Henrique Silva I'm sorry for your lost, I hope you feel better by now and keep going strong

[@kor6624]

I'm sorry ._.

[@sebastiandiaz9018]

I hope he is in a better life, and hope you feel better about it. Be happy, don't pretend to, if you're sad or suffering, don't pretend not to, and accept suffering as a part of life, live with it, and at the right time; Get over it.

[@cameronscott6324]

I'm sorry dude

[@clxxny6229]

Too fake for me

[@petlahb9484]

This kind of music makes me want to drive on an empty highway and cry.

[@maximilian6830]

Like the scene in Dallas Buyers Club?

[@kingabdulstl]

JustChiido I can relate

[@chudsmk]

Yeah

[@karenlihn]

SAME

[@Sirius2052]

JustChiido same.

[@illi0]

the comment section of lo fi songs is so peaceful and amazing for some strange reason . everyone is dead inside but is just so soft and warm when it comes to comforting others. it suprises me that T H O S E people are the most heartbroken.

[@jarjarbinks2302]

[@kayzzzzzzzzz]

jenna darewish me

[@NazoCrystal]

"The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people smile the brightest, The most damaged people are the wisest, All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do." - Anonymous

[@bocornhauler5133]

its because they understand what people are going through

[@ml2129]

While depressed, helping others make you feel better and let you for a moment forget about your problems.

[@bonelesspizza]

I remember when i first listened to this in 2017. I was lost, not really sure where to go with my life. I was smoking and drinking a lot, did some other stuff too. To anyone who comes across this video and feels a connection to it you are not alone. I remember having this on repeat for weeks at a time. I'd say I'm better off now but that would be a lie. If I have any advice, be better than what you think you can be. I spent too much time wallowing in self-loathing and thinking I was the problem when in reality I was just expecting too much from others. Take the initiative and love yourself for who you are. I want you guys too do great things. I believe in you and I love you, even if no one else does.

[@mikusalvation]

thank you😢

[@spicy-boiii]

I was right there with you but about 2018ish.

[@napoleonfeik6668]

I also listened this in 2017. I'm still Lost.

[@gareth6652]

Same story for me same time too. This song just takes me right back to being alone in my room damn..

[@FrankyMaldo]

Right there with you in 2017-2018. Soon after I joined the military and with enough time, never looked back. It’s crazy how time and certain events can just split your life in two. Hope the days have gotten better for you stranger

[@vinsoriano493]

Recently had a dream about someone I haven't thought about in a very long time. It's weird how someone could be a big part of your life and mean alot to you and then one day they dont even cross your mind anymore and you haven't even talked to them in years but your brain still has them in there somewhere . life is weird

[@ufolebt2793]

Vin Soriano i feel the same way about my very first friend. sad i haven't talked to her in like 7 years

[@hidud585]

That is what happening to me...glad im not alone

[@statue9127]

Vin Soriano I had a lucid dream wen I fell asleep listening to this and the I made the sky pink and purple and well dont really remember but it was n I c e u shud try it

[@christopheralexander6502]

TAXIKO research and read up on and practice lucid dreaming and astral projection and O.O.B.E(out of body experience) and N.D.E(near death experience) i believe it all ties in together.

[@mattyorionson4799]

It's all in the mind y'know

[@pastabird2078]

I’m remembering my 10th grade English teacher right now. There’s so many things I wanted to talk with him about. I wanted to know how he overcome the struggles in his life. I wanted to become his best friend. I miss you. You were genuinely a good person. Thank you for enlightening my life.

[@aichdomingiuez3519]

it's me

[@lvnderr]

i just wanna take a late night drive with this music and clear my mind.

[@lemonlottie420]

focus on the wheel though buddy. stay safe

[@alyssahernande]

me too, but i don’t have a license. ☹️💀

[@noelsnave9395]

I would start thinking to much and I don't think it would be safe😂

[@izumadnan7038]

are you old enough to drive?

[@OGReaper951]

Lemme join pleaasee I’ll drive

[@amadasanchez1661]

if music never existed I would be dead rn .....

[@EduardoContrerasD]

emma reyes I think like seriously all the people need the music everyday, for me a solitary man bored of the regular things like: study for your future, don't do that, listen to me when i talk because i'm your ... bla bla bla. My point is; without music the life is meaningless.

[@mariatrakali7131]

Same

[@elizabethrose1596]

try smoking weed

[@cloroxbleach5771]

@sweet treats This is your profile picture enhanced, apparently it's not plain black gyazo.com/f2e3055274228bd17dd132fe2f47bd20

[@ExplodesGamez]

@@elizabethrose1596 yeah, weed and music sure do it

[@ape8887]

I ain’t even sad, this music just gets me to sleep, but these comments are depressing af, ya’ll need a bear *hug* ?

[@1osayd1]

lol

[@_BPB_]

Please😪

[@daurx9393]

Same here😭😭😂

[@fscbaio]

Please give hug :(

[@heidurakeiiiiii5804]

Yes, I do. I really need a hug. and not any kind of hug, I need a hug from a person that I can trust. From a person that I just know will always be there for me. One of those hugs that just warms my whole body up, and makes me cry even more. A hug that never ends. A temporary fix to all the horrible shit that's happening to me. I want a bear hug.

[@courtneyburcham5861]

These songs bring back harsh memories. I don’t think you fully get over depression 100% you just learn to push it away better for the most part :( and that’s truly sad

[@Tucker619]

Purple Icecubes try breathing why smiling I know you breath while smiling I just wanted you to smile have a nice day

[@Jesusjunkie402]

True

[@smexyrocklee2562]

ye :(

[@borp6912]

I'm getting worse at pushing it away the older I get. And I'm becoming more numb

[@lilaznliquidfreak]

You sometimes think you want to disappear, but all you really want is to be found.

[@brittanygilpin7000]

Julian D. Gold

[@ufolebt2793]

nah not true sometimes i just want to kill myself and don't want to be found. *cough* now *cough*

[@jacobgyo]

Julian D. you just blew my fucking mind

[@xblueberryximainjgl716]

Damn

[@Wolfenry]

You, this planet needs you.

[@spaceguy3560]

Bubble gum (song) really hits me. When I was young I met a girl who was all alone in a park. (I just got out of my school bus) my mum was running late so I decide to talk to the girl. God she was great we talked like we were friends and we messed around in the park till sunset. She told me how her mom and dad we having problems (probllly a divorce) and that her family would pick her up when it was late. Then my mum came to pick me up, I told the girl goodbye and I can't wait to see you tomorrow. I never saw her agian. Remember people make the most out of live because you never know if the things you love will ever be there tomorrow. (I wish I could see her agian I hope she's ok)

[@darkmagician6192]

space guy brutal I'm sure she thinks about you too man. She's probably fine.

[@sikkuntatley3996]

Not even a year ago i had a girlfriend, beautiful as all hell. We dated for over a year (very serious) but she would never kiss me. Only on the forehead, nose, neck etc. Earlier that second year, she broke up with me. She didn't didn't want to get hurt she claimed and moved on. Like that song you and I love so much, because she was scared of kissing me only to lose me or something of the sort. I miss her bro, i only hope its better for you

[@kayzzzzzzzzz]

space guy jeez i’m really sorry. i’ve had so many experiences like that, and one recently last month. i honestly just feel empty inside when i think about it but 🤷‍♀️.

[@DoubleBread]

Thank you, beautiful.

[@addief.136]

I'm sure she's okay. Moments like that live forever and I'm positive she remembers you.

[@tommyboy9666]

I'm just glad this mix is still here. Something nice to go back to. Wild how videos like this made us nostalgic back then, and then here we are years later looking back on THOSE years....thank you NEOTIC

[@juicebox3839]

I don't wanna be depressed anymore

[@eduardoalencar5088]

just stop being depressed LOL

[@vita46]

@@eduardoalencar5088 knock it off

[@JesusIsTheWord]

Call upon the Lord Jesus Christ.

[@bo9455]

HOPE YOU'RE DOING OK

[@imaginarypluto6719]

Hey, I know this is a little late for your comment, but I just wanna say that I hope you are doing a bit better. And doing better means different stuff for different people. For some, it might mean feeling better. For others, it means being able to cope with their stuff better than they used to. Both of those are super valid. Progress is progress. You've made it this far. And... it is okay to be not okay. Even though it sucks. Depression really, really sucks. You not wanting to be depressed anymore makes perfect sense. So... yeah... I hope you are doing better. :)

[@jacobteasley206]

That's a pretty accurate depiction of what depression feels like

[@LofiReborn]

I’m not depressed but I'm starting to like these kinds of music

[@thaspectator4026]

*What If Life Is A Dream & When We Die We Wakeup?*

[@stansmith8766]

Tha Spectator then why you in my dream man

[@alanismillan5323]

Well... What a bad dream, eeh?

[@ufolebt2793]

w h a t i f i w i s h t h a t i s t r u e

[@redbowmen4071]

Alanis Millan It has its ups and down, hear it gets really interesting if your aware of it.

[@alanismillan5323]

Red Bowmen Hehe, I guess

[@mohamedmaish7169]

i remember when my father used to take me with him when grocery shopping,i could never dare to ask him to buy me anything,but somehow every time he knows what i want and gets it for me,i looked up to him so much.used to run to him as soon as he came home from work.i miss those days,when life was easy.sadly my parents got divorced and i live with my mother and two siblings in one room,eating rice everyday,i hate to admit but i regret choosing my mother,i was young and i wasn't rational.I hate seeing my father and his step children go on vacations while i have to live like this.i just needed to get this off my chest

[@superman44338]

Hey, I believe you did right by your mom. Sounds like your dad found another family. Your mom prob would have been destroyed if you left. Make the best of it. Be a hero and a man for your mom. I don't know the dynamics of your situation but just know the happiest people make the most out of everything. Hope this helps

[@ufolebt2793]

i have like the totally same situation except for i couldn't choose and have to live with my brother who takes drugs, smokes and drinks every day right in front of me (Not the drugs but you know i know he Does it in his room) and he's 16!! and my mom does nothing about it. she doesn't care if he goes to school, she never makes me/us food, literally at the highest once a week, and i'm okay with thw food but JESUS I HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS SINCE I WAS 11. i had no chance to be a real child. the thing is, i'm not old. i just turned 13. had Depression for idk 1 and a half years and now it's coming back. great. life sucks. anyway nevermind thanks for reading and stuff. what should i do? get through it, run away, kill myself? probably gonna keep gonna watch tvshows and movies and forget who i am. I'm waiting for the day my brother gets lungcancer so i can FINALLY get my shit together. i hate god so much

[@ufolebt2793]

sorry for the rage. just like you, i needed this

[@ufolebt2793]

konaha thruster hopefully. thanks 'n stuff. btw, how about you? how are you doing?

[@mohamedmaish7169]

And it's a cruel world i graduated this month and my father contcated me about going to a foreign country with him for further studies.But i havent decided whether ill go yet.

[@Stopitpls]

It’s odd, dreams are filled with the most wonderful things, great landscapes, breathtaking structures, and amazing people, and the fact that you’ll never experience them again, or at least remember it, makes us depressed. It’s odd how the mind does that. As if it’s telling there’s better out there, but we refuse to find out.

[@lilylikesmoch9545]

I cant take this comment seriously with your profile picture and user, m8

[@nayten0324]

Lily likes Moch! Thank you, you made me laugh with your comment :)

[@AnaphylaxisClips]

I am a disappointment to my parents holy fucking shit. Yeah.

[@JoshuaSeoOfficial]

Learn Lucid Dreaming.

[@arandomperson1706]

What kind of dreams you have?? Mine are all about pain, fear, and hiding

[@yourboimango560]

I always get dreams about love. About someone i love loving me back. When i wake up, i remember it isn’t true. It never happened... And that’s quite sad.

[@polopolo4037]

Your Boi Mango I feel the same way :')

[@coketankiep6239]

man just wait, the things come when you stop looking for them, you can find love anywhere but maybe it isn't the right time yet...

[@cameronscott6324]

And I wake up with this feeling of complete overwhelming happiness... then just to realize, it was never true.

[@diphooh]

I wish I was here to hug all you heartbroken people. I want to give you guys the love that no one gave me.

[@ExplodesGamez]

Welcome to the club, fuck life

[@ChefFandangle]

There's so many people in this world but... why do I feel so alone.

[@luis_9351]

ChefFandangle cuz u dnt socialize idiot duh

[@mariojulianherrero6211]

rosas are red violeta are Blue i know your lonely but fuck u

[@iiodixx]

mario julian herrero i saw a lot of yiur comments under this video. You just judge people... I'm sure you have problem in your life. A lot. So... Shut up.

[@YoungBuddhaGotThatRemedy]

B E Y O U R S E L F . . . P E A C E .

[@polopolo4037]

Luis Q toxic ass

[@Corynthius]

I remain restless within a hammock of dreams, floating within a sea of shattered memories

[@kaylileonardd921]

do you ever feel so sad but there's no way you cry ? . Like your just so used to having those feelings that it doesn't even harm you anymore ? Or is that just me :/

[@Itsmechelsea2]

Uhmm random fandom kayli same

[@whitechocolate4271]

I'm with you there :(

[@Adrian19032]

Same here bro. You sort of embrace the uncertainty and grit of life. I guess you just have to walk through it if you want to see where you end up. I mean there's nothing else going on. Might aswell just carry on. Take care of yourself. Things change all the time.

[@cole8208]

its not just you...at least now i dont feel so alone anymore, there are others out there who feel this way, but it doesnt change the fact that i feel dead inside

[@sandrafuentes9865]

Uhmm random fandom kayli same :/

[@Rocket_PC]

a smile hides lots of bad things... smiling is a way to escape from them. too -a friend

[@NimpayPvP]

that's really moving :)

[@christianstefanjuarezsoto8344]

4 years ago i felt really sad with this songs. The night I most remember me listening this songs is the night before Christmas. I had no friends, no gifts, no family. I've never felt so alone since then. I guess you just need time, and bad things will pass.

[@123cameran12]

In my dreams, I see you I see your face and all your beauty And when I wake up... You're never there. I miss that

[@MedienGulli]

Breaks my heart :(

[@basedmonkey4558]

Happened me too

[@luis_9351]

I would be there fr you. All i ask is the same from you😙

[@Tello.fellow]

The Kingdom Hearts' audio bit gave me chills. Makes me want to play all the games with your channel playing in the background 💭

[@rocioprado2014]

is that at 2 minutes?

[@lunecker]

Am I only one who isn't depressed but listens lofi hiphop?

[@s3ntin3l70]

i listen to this when I edit videos so you aren't the only one

[@BANDA-jc8zu]

I here too

[@nsgcharlie3370]

No signs of depression here

[@azurgan.8595]

Yup

[@jg1681]

i just listen to it when i'm doing schoolwork or relaxing

[@rosevevoswag]

Scarfie's Tips for Life: -I know some of you can take crushes very emotionally. Most only go as far as having a dreamy love for their crushes, while some can't decide whether or not it would be better if they were out of their life or in love with them. I have been there. However, it is best to remember that there are many more chances to find a true love - one that loves you back. - If you think life is getting hard, take it on the chin. Whenever you think an opportunity to start anew has appeared, take it. The best season of our consciousness is Spring- when we get a chance to turn over a new leaf. -Some of you may be facing mental illnesses. These can bring up a question; the question that could end one's life: 'Should I end my life?'. This can be a horrible question to ask yourself. But, refer back to my last tip. Isn't it better to start fresh than not be able to? - To be made fun of is something a lot of people can get past, but having a sensitive mind can change this. One undermining comment can make you think about the grand scheme of things- sort of like a spider diagram. But it is good to remember the start of this mental diagram; it can't be that bad if it has to branch out onto worse things. There are more important things in life.

[@danjoseph2102]

Scarfie i agree bro

[@polopolo4037]

Damn,I legit came here bc of "crush" issues

[@almaflores7284]

Yes

[@kzone4]

idk y but this comment made me feel better thank you

[@itsdyl9366]

thx dog, much appreciated words

[@planettmarss2572]

lately i haven’t been having too good of thoughts, and have thought about offing myself and lay in bed at 2 am listening to these mixes to get me in my feels and eventually go to sleep and it’s relaxing to get my mind off the negatives

[@caitlin4128]

marss mellow i know sometimes it may feel like otherwise, but there are people that care about you. there are countless things you've yet to experience, and so much to live for. stay safe please, if not for yourself then for me

[@wendys444]

i hope youre doing much better now ily

[@thesheepgoddess284]

Stay alive friend ||-//

[@mazlumut]

planettmarss this is exactly what i feel, lately

[@ACameronUK]

Hope you’re okay 👍

[@peppwoni259]

this is the feeling of being the one who always gets kicked out of the group when there are too many people for an activity. I'm the extra in my friends group. I just wanna cry and sleep.

[@DecBro777]

I'm Nameless. Deal With It, Google. I understand you I’ve know my “friends” for a long time but I sad knowing that if they had to kill someone in our group they wouldn’t hesitate to choose me anyway have a good life goodbye

[@kikiz00]

Facts

[@nayten0324]

I obviously like my friends but it pisses me off when I see them on Snapchat hanging out and drinking all the time when they rarely invite me. I’ve been invited around 3-4 times overall, in like a year or two

[@soap5799]

Man, i wish i could help you. But.. just lay on bed, eating food and listening to lofi hip hop. You'll be so calmed down. You'll forget your worries. Spacing out, just havin' a great time relaxing overall. You don't need to worry about people that don't care about you. You'll be okay and fine. I hope you understand. I do this all the time. And all my worries float away..

[@___Denis___]

Sitting in the bus after a long day, with headphones on listening to this masterpiece while it's raining

[@hebaajaz]

Denis Sounds relaxing...

[@rosemarylane1]

just woke up and fed the dogs, listening to this masterpiece while I eat my oatmeal

[@kaelynsynna2428]

Sitting here eating Wendy’s lying on the bed, in the dark, with the fan on medium, listening to this.

[@Parelf]

Light storm outside, sitting by a window and looking outside at a dark blue sky, listening to this.

[@lourain5652]

This makes me feel like everything is fucked up, but in a good way, like I can deal with it. This is lovely

[@ScottTakashi]

Despite the fact I cannot understand any other language besides English I just wanna say I love everyone here from every corner of the globe and hope you are okay. I hope you are warm and comfortable and if not I wish I could hug you right now.

[@veigaranao3800]

私は改善しようとしています...しかしそれは彼らが言うことです... のみ "続行" ...

[@Crave88evarC]

i could really need that right now. Not been hugged in a while. Atleast one of those long honest heartfelt hugs you know? The healing kind. I love you too. Thank you so much.

[@sheilacook9059]

I'm depressed

[@BANDA-jc8zu]

People who like the cold: Am I a joke to you? Quick edit: this is a joke, and I hope u guys are warm on the inside, even if you do like being physically cold

[@hugme298]

I love you!

[@so7hi3]

i know a person who used to consider me there best friend, nothing changed they just hardly ever talk to me now, i keep having dreams where were best friends again, but then i wake up and have to go to school, dreams are great while your in them but once your up everything sucks

[@jorgeelcroda4873]

I feel you man, but you've gotta move on, and I know how hard that is, have you tried talking to them?

[@lanetv327]

shit this is happening to me right now, i have a friend i have known for 8 years, but recently he's just acting like a dick with everyone and has this idea that he's the most popular guy in my class, damn i cant even stand him anymore, but he's still my friend and the guy i know since im a kid. i dont know how this is going to end

[@kennethmaclean3947]

You are a divine being. The future you create is the future you will have.

[@so7hi3]

yeah im trying to talk to them more

[@rosemarylane1]

I have alot of people I care about but don't see. It's like I don't have the capacity for going out anymore, I still feel the same about my friends but its getting harder and harder to say yes when people ask me to do things together.

[@123cameran12]

I love when the Kingdom Hearts audio are in the songs, it makes my soul feel good

[@FrankyMaldo]

May this track never dissapear. Every now and then I like to come back to this and relive that specific time in my life. Long passed but perfectly crystallized with this sound.

[@travonlewis8134]

I don't know what hurts the most the fact that the girl I dream about may never know how I feel or the fact that she already does but doesn't feel the same

[@mathewbehill2981]

Bro shit like this will tare u down bro for years if u let it . Take it from me If it’s ment to happen it will and if it’s not her the real her is out there broski. Stay up and much love. -Matty Ice

[@d50cent21]

Maybe late for the party, but please tell me, what did u do and what happened after that?

[@borp6912]

Go for it. When looking back at your life you will be more proud of the times you took chances than you will of the times you did nothing.

[@XsmithyboyX]

I love everyone here

[@alexjohnson5114]

Fuck yeah i love you to dog

[@nebula2284]

Same here

[@s_5544]

Yurim02 i luv you to

[@lol-bh7wk]

Shii I love you too 😟

[@WelshGoose]

thank you

[@OneStarOfficial]

Damn. So many stories told in these comments, so many lives are under strain and being lived. Stay strong my dudes, one day we'll all meet in the stars.

[@dragonlungss5319]

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

[@djwjfxlql3666]

I miss my best friend. She has a serious mental breakdown and she won't even answer my text or calls. I'm so worried about her. I tried to get in touch with her but she wouldn't let me help her. It's been about 1 month now and she's still not okay. She came out in my dream yesterday and I felt so happy and sad at the same time, I woke up from sleep crying. At this point there is nothing I can do for her. I just hope she doesn't try to commit suicide.

[@saliuds7868]

레몬소다 update ?¿

[@hederaivy2537]

WHAT.THE.HELL.IS.WRONG.WITH.YOU. Your best friend is having a fucking mental breakdown and is feeling super shitty and you don’t care to tell anyone?

[@chloemarie5173]

I know how that feels. I went through something similar with my friend and you just feel so helpless and worried for them... it's the worst

[@alissah297]

what happens next ?

[@TheRJGD]

Hard drugs break you down 😔

[@Breadeater631]

I keep finding myself coming back to this video. It's been years since 2018 (when I found this video). I was at my grandma's because I was sleeping over there (I loved my grandma). I put the PC in the living room because that's where my Xbox 360 was for a while, and I just fell asleep to this. I skipped a year or two and am listening to this as I clean up my room. My grandma died around 2022 or 2021, and then the whole family (cousins and aunts) just fucking toke her sh*t a few weeks after the funeral. So thats why we disconnected from them. My grandma was like the glue that kept the whole family together, and with her gone, everything just went to sh*t.

[@breannathompson9094]

10:54 I'm not even on this planet anymore

[@sherwinjohntusetregalado57]

That could explain, in a certain way, the "dejà vu"

[@Bouncebeatz1]

check out mine too!

[@narenly3029]

Breanna Thompson fasure we both not

[@atomicwalker2515]

And the comment has 420 likes, what a coincidence...

[@danielespinoza6147]

Same

[@MsJair15]

Someone want go a trip with me and look at the night stars and more... peacefully with this music.

[@vanessaisyeeted1816]

YaS pLz

[@itsdyl9366]

Lets do it.

[@Fashionrocks1221]

hell yes, picking you up @ 8

[@cloroxbleach8684]

I'm totally in

[@killlakillswag6134]

Yass

[@catsungdae]

So I sleep to this every night now. It's become a part of my nightly routine. Even if I don't go to bed at my bedtime. Because insomnia doesn't let you go to bed when you're supposed to. If there's something you can do to take up the time, its gonna make you do that something. Insomnia doesn't let you sleep. You're tired, you want to sleep, but it's always there, telling you - *_"you can be tired tomorrow."_* or *_"i'm going to make you cry yourself to sleep."_* it's hell. this is my favorite track, and i'm going to be sleeping to it for years to come. i have depression and i'm *_proud._* i've gone through hell and i'm *_proud._* i live in my own personal hell that i made for myself. i built it years ago, based on simple words that i had been told. i built that hell based on what i had done, what was done to me, what was said to me, and what i said to myself. *you're not good enough for anyone anymore.* *let me help you.* i think about suicide all the time. i think about it what it would be like to finally be able to just... give up. but i'm afraid. and that fear is what drives me. that fear is what keeps me going. my life is fine. i have a wonderful mother, a father who wants to force his religeous beliefs on to me (as to which i do not take kindly), a brother who is just an empty egg shell (he's not depressed. he doesn't understand anything. he's always so *_dead_* all the time and it's driving me crazy. HE HASN'T CRIED FOR YEARS AND HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT HEARTBREAK/LOVE IS), a cat that isn't even ours to begin with, nor are we allowed to have him at all, and a miscarried sister. who died a good 40 years ago. long before i was put into place. everyone leaves me. i'm not good enough for my own expectations. everything is fine, i have friends, but the one friend that i want to appreciate me is just awful at being a friend to a person like me. hell yeah, i complain. why? BECAUSE THERE'S PAIN. YOU WANT ME TO STOP COMPLAINING? WELL TOO BAD. YOU EITHER HAVE TO GET USED TO ME OR LEAVE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE HAS. but you still haven't left. that is what i can not understand. this is hell. where your own mind is lying to you. i can't let go of the past. it won't go away. the rainclouds, they're always splashing onto my shaky shack of a life. i've always loved the rain. literally and figuratively. _why are you so fat and ugly? overweight and disgusting? you don't even sound like a woman, what kind of singer could you be? no one likes your poems, your stories that you put so much time and love into. no one except your mother, of course. but she will die one day._ _then there will be no one who loves you anymore._ i can't do anything right anymore. my own expectations for myself have gone too far. i'm so tired of living with my own self-hatred. i'm so tired of this. _this isn't depression, you're fine._ i tell myself, even though i know that there's something wrong. i just can't tell anyone. because no one would understand, except my mother, of course. i just want to give up. i just want to get my point across the only way i know how. and that way. is. by giving myself scars. hurting myself. hitting myself until it hurts. smashing my head against a wall to give myself a headache. get attention. showcase my own suffering for everyone to see. leave my pain in a book, and leave it open on a desk. i would hurt myself. i would do it. if i wasn't so *_afraid_* of it. and you can thank my mother for that. _i've already lost everything, so go ahead and take whatever's left of me away, too._ - long ass vent over with, December 10th, 2018

[@rightinfrontofmysalad9668]

Cryptic Warning: Before all, english extremely bad *chances of radiation contamination* hey, I know it's easy to say, I don't live your pain, but I feel it, far from this screen, I just want to say, even I not knowing you, you're awesome, you've being through so much, withstood the criticism of people, btw fuck people, at least most of them, the only person that knows your own story is you, and, at some degree, your mom. You're awesome, 'cause you face the challenge of living bearing so much pain caused by the cruelty and ignorance of people. There will be some place where you'll be accepted and loved for what you are, but first YOU have to love yourself. Love the way you walk. Your body, if it's fat, skinny or whatever *Who are you for not loving yourself or not being loved?* Are you Hitler? I don't think so So, gurl ( or boi, I don't remember lol bad memory ), get off that chair and show the world the only thing you have to proof is that you don't have to proof anything *TO ANYONE* I hope I had helped you, even on a microscopic degree. Be nice. Be you.

[@PM-vn6gw]

this comment is so beautiful that when it ended i felt sad, i wanted to read more. I never read something that actually touched me, it made feel things i cant express. I hope things will get better for you, if life can get "better." Try to express yourself in videos, since youtube is named *you* tube. If you do, i would like to hear your poems or stories, because i love the way you say things. Girl, show the world who the hell you are and show those ignorant dumbass jealous people how great you can be. Remember, you only have one life, so try to live to the fullest, try to do exiciting things you never done. Cherish life. -Sincerely, a random kid in the Internet.

[@catsungdae]

everythings doing much better now. the person that lied to me for a year that felt more like a lifetime, finally realized that what she was doing was wrong. we still haven't spoken to each other out loud since january 31st, 2019. i'd tell the whole story, but its a long one, and im tired of retelling it differently each and every time. everythings more fine now. my mental state is still nowhere. im still suicidal. but i found a friend now. i have a best friend who loves me. i finally have someone who won't leave me. i have bad trust issues bc of the girl that lied to me. made me believe we were friends when we really weren't. it was a mentally abusive and toxic relationship that wouldnt end. because we both kept coming back. i find it ironic that i posted this comment only 2 days before the death of my lovely little kitty, that made me such a happy person. i still miss him.

[@PM-vn6gw]

Cryptic Life itself isnt bad, but how the world makes it bad. Try to make hobbies that can help you (writing down your thoughts or events, or drawing, or ect.) When life draws you a curve, draw a curve back. If you're young or old inspire others, do crazy exciting things. Life has so much to give for, dont let depression win. Sucide is not only not gonna show that depression is the winner, but also that you lost your chance to cherish life. Life is precious, sure you may not see it, but it really is. I havent dealt much but I do cry every night, think of suicide and have trouble sleeping or end up sleeping to much. Dont let the motherfucker known as depression win, its like a chanllege that life gave you, its rough and cruel of a chanllege but its a way to show that how strong, independent and inspiring you can be for others or yourself. -sincerely, a stranger

[@catsungdae]

and if you want to read some of my stories, here are a few links to them: (poem) boy with a ribbon/children of pain/bittersweet - docs.google.com/document/d/11wq4TIeMWj8tQqfOpZBa-jqkhh6pwqH4bGcZ2CngkQU/edit?usp=sharing "anxiety" (this is almost a year old, and im thinking of redoing it.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1VUsTcxCs2VbXigyxWUSybCFFzy3rmbsYGusXHXij3yg/edit?usp=sharing "gone." (a poem i started writing almost a few hours after losing my kitty, it remains unfinished.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1j33KMdIsSzA5UB8ft2_TkbyyAzXovw7JseFpwA5EC5g/edit?usp=sharing "loneliness." (one of my friend's friends attacked me bc i was unknowling being mean to her, and i felt really bad and made this.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1Ymt87ljUqmZj_KmKiHiCnFfP24kqFN-c8jrx2xbrdpc/edit?usp=sharing "the feeling of nothing." (to be honest, i don't remember what this one was made for, i guess i was just sad.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1WhJKVQk2GZZqEUTS7FSPgB98TCgeWX10CcDzdBy4Djo/edit?usp=sharing "it's not helping." (i had been staying up late, and i had my lamp light on, and my mom knocked on my door and told me to turn it off and go to sleep. i don't do well to being yelled at in any circumstance, so i ended up making this the next morning.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1Z57ZR9Hy-T_bIrtDyjjYFsUiFDDp3m4alTBncCthET0/edit?usp=sharing "ashamed." (a poem i had written shortly after the girl that lied to me started ignoring me for a month straight. to this day, we still havent said anything out loud to each other, but im positive things are going to work out.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1WcZpPVrCvUQWqlwQKHUcb-j3oiIMdgdh0kKsZdBzvGo/edit?usp=sharing "her kitty." (probably the longest story i've made that is actually finished. after i lost my kitty, i decided it would be a good idea to make up a past for him, and tell the story of his beautiful life.) - docs.google.com/document/d/15cxZPaIrF_XqkPK1JhlIaQMKsKDlX_WKAeEYxv9IklQ/edit?usp=sharing "someone else's nightmare" - docs.google.com/document/d/1i2AKUZoA9PCl0hls1gZTakmgijtAUTddUO_ms2bbVO4/edit?usp=sharing "not open." - docs.google.com/document/d/10CRaWYlvGnP3-kBiZRoym_3jeZ7yd4DWds-KuiszMtU/edit?usp=sharing "crack(ed) children." - docs.google.com/document/d/1Avmjbd1Mr_wgGRfcGSvzzak-6_qI-p9k2sPdqU-Mduk/edit?usp=sharing "where did you go?" - docs.google.com/document/d/1WyMjptbYdrGceyJm-FJrh9vEL-b9jnuLfrQHdjDP-yU/edit?usp=sharing "cold silence." - docs.google.com/document/d/1smpOoWO-O4FPFVyMY8dlyQxlLpHLV4PcBwLSJK963GM/edit?usp=sharing "insomnia." - docs.google.com/document/d/1yOGGE8_jrTZWypRpNeXFukEOgmqmkrmgH64c2noO16I/edit?usp=sharing "he." (theres more lyrics to this song now.) - docs.google.com/document/d/1a-9uwtrAJRK_jbITBz8BMOGRCcF7y4w6jqYECo9BNCw/edit?usp=sharing

[@michellerociel2211]

The Kingdom hearts beginning / song made me cry tho. Love that mix!

[@zaraheimlich7170]

Michelle Rociel I KNEW IT!!! SHE CALLS SORA RIGHT ?!

[@GuidingKey7]

Zara Heimlich yes! Lol I thought I was the only one here that knew Edit: nvm it seems like everyone knows

[@ioritzipina2177]

Amazing surprise it was. Feel so nostalgic.

[@kevinivan91]

best. game. ever.

[@Walshy747]

I heard her say sora but had to check the comments for reasurance 😂

[@titanium2758]

It makes me fall asleep in peace

[@valentynabelofsky9374]

Same, omg

[@stallerkiller7407]

Titanium MC Yeah, me too...😪

[@jonathanvlog6506]

Same as wild 😴

[@jamespaguip5913]

Definitely

[@ancageorgiana5302]

same

[@downwardbrainspiral]

this played a big part in my childhood, thank u for keeping me sane when i was losing myself

[@fallout3fan623]

The first two songs had more of a nostalgic gut punch for me than all of the vaporwave I've heard put together.

[@mateoquezada5274]

Encontré... una profunda sensación de conocimiento a las emociones y sobre mi persona gracias a tus canciones, en especial, a tu canal, ahora las considero como algo, esencial, fuerte... inolvidable, es extraño pero... estoy agradecido con la persona de este canal... sigue así :,3

[@unlimitededitionpepe5489]

Who's going to remember all those memories when we die? All the happy sad moments... I mean, like 80 years of life, for what reason? The memories wont even matter then, but where do they go I wonder. It's tuff being an intulectual organism. We are aware of being aware, It's sad yet beutiful.

[@nailahussein9333]

just knowing all the stuff in your dreams, *don't happen*

[@jackgriffis96]

K I N G D O M H E A R T S

[@Phoenix-ty7yz]

f o r e v e r a l o n e

[@ufolebt2793]

Phoenix w h a t h o g w a r t s i s n ' t r e a l ? ? ?

[@otakuraku]

if you remember it, it happened

[@desi2119]

Im so happy because i have bad dreams of loosing the people i love most. I just had a bad dream about my whole family being trapped

[@SmashinB]

sad people will always appreciate happiness more because they expect the least

[@thefuck1777]

ow💔

[@darthvader9970]

@@thefuck1777 its true i know i will be chose last ignored by the pretty girls and left alone while everyone partys. I'm ok with that because i have accepted im not worth it

[@SmashinB]

@@darthvader9970 maybe they're not worth it

[@ugige]

that Kingdom Hearts Beginning

[@Yuleidystar]

Ugur Gezici Specially the second song..killin it

[@ugige]

yeah right?

[@erenyalcn9393]

Türkte varmış

[@ulquln]

Ugur Gezici I thoughts I was the only one who noticed

[@fabrypotter5]

The beginning was actuallyfrom final fantasy X. Then there is the KH song. Be more careful next time please.

[@ivanrowe4429]

Makes me wanna cry

[@maurofiorini4334]

Ivan Rowe I don't know how to do it anymore

[@stallerkiller7407]

Mauro Fiorini yeah, nobody knows how to cry anymore.

[@stuffenstuff3562]

its true and i havent cried it makes you want to cry its just not possible

[@ChrisNej]

Love fucked me yesterday, the devil sent me a 19 year old girl and im 17 i thought about it and knew it is wrong but its to late...

[@oregajcanin903]

Chris macht Buuusiness why man? Its not bad she is just 2 yrs older and everybody knows we love older girls :D Im 17 too btw

[@aeroblu2002]

Nice of the algorithm to recommend this, forgot the dreamlike feeling these videos used to give.

[@samrowe7851]

i don't know what to say, i feel like I'm lost, i feel like i've lost touch with the world, i feel like i've lost touch with my family and my friends, i feel as tho ive lost myself, to stubborn to realize what i was becoming, who am i now and why do i do the things i do? i know some of the things i do are wrong and start to hate myself for it, yet i say i want to be better, i say i want to be me again and nothing changes, the more things happen the more i hate myself, the more i hate myself the more i want to die, the more i want to die the more... i become less... i

[@ibra9952]

sam rowe It gets better bro.. We have all been there.. Dont consider suicide as a choice though please..

[@prestonnoneya3767]

sam rowe, you have to find something fulfilling. Sometimes you just have to travel. See the world. It’s the best way to find yourself, seeing so many different ways to live, and so many different people, but, not everyone can do that, that’s how I escaped this crushing feeling of not knowing how I feel, who I am, or where I’m going. Sorry if it didn’t help.

[@kor6624]

If you figure out how to overcome it let me know, I've pushed away everyone that cares about me choosing to be alone

[@Luke-jd5jz]

Hey man are you doing any better?

[@amaansharif8500]

Stay Strong and Fight though it

[@mohammedelattari7324]

What if dreams are the real life and the life is just a dream.

[@nuclearboi2613]

Mohammed Elattari D E E P

[@EduardoContrerasD]

Yassine AIT ELHAJ Sometimes a dreams allow you to see what will happen, sometimes is just a dream and in the rest of cases you don't even dream because you feel like "sweats dreams myself" and bum it's just tomorrow.

[@nathancombrinck2230]

i wish

[@PZooni]

then I'll be living in a nightmare

[@giv123]

That's deep.

[@cleanwater3180]

I listened to this and many other NEOTIC tracks when I first started working, riding my bike in the cool summer nights air...knowing that old path by heart and doing small jumps off curbs, to feel alive again in a day that fells so long ago, hearing it again...life could be worse, but if things are to get worse than things are as good as they ever will be right now. I should smell the roses more again, before they wither away in the wind.

[@pealpealpeal]

love this channel's vibes so much 💜

[@jackgriffis96]

am I the only who hear big smoke OOOHHHH ing during "no one would miss me"?

[@vaniumvii6453]

pealpealpeal x3

[@ottogajardo7233]

pealpealpeal i underdtand u hunny

[@narenly3029]

pealpealpeal real shit I do too

[@michellecarolinaperezrodri8276]

pealpealpeal ❤

[@GuRu-nj8oc]

Life is a dream. This one was a nightmare for me. I love you all regardless. May the universe grant you the best incarnation ever. I love you all.👁️🙏

[@liamdyer6536]

GuRu1111 you are a random stranger on the internet. i probably will never meet you. i could die tomorrow, you could. we are communicating through a series of pixels being put together. have a good life, maybe you arent right now. what did you do today? whats your favorite food? mine is scallops. today i contemplated asking out my crush while discussing it with a friend of hers. good luck with your relationships. i play battlefield 4 a lot, i like the attack jets. im in the eighth grade. i have many friends. these small bonds is yet another reason why life is worth living. have a good life❤️🤩

[@albertochavez8364]

two years and this is my fav compilation yet. it makes me remember when I was happier, and that makes me sad

[@idleglance]

Goddamn I can relate to the visuals rn

[@chronosmagia]

idleglance 腐った ayo its you I love your channel. Really like the "bones" mixes you uploaded. :)

[@lonelyjacob4565]

how do u guys do these visuals?

[@Lav3nd3rForest]

idleglance 腐った same

[@Silentrix]

200 liker

[@stevenmichaelwight]

I drowned in my past life as well

[@jasminejerry1449]

This makes me wanna sleep Motivational

[@lukenolan4205]

i dreamed about you all last night. they were probably supposed to be happy but all it made me was sad. you were there for my birthday but something was different about you. we ditched my party and went to the woods we were at my old house. we spent the night walking through the woods looking at the stars for hours that felt like years. finally we found a clearing under the tress where we could see that black dome we call a sky and we just sat there. i looked at you and finally told you how much i missed you. how much i miss my life. how much i miss my dad and my home. you looked at me and smiled that perfect fucking smile and said "I'll always love you dummy. i just cant be in love with someone so hurt and angry." that hurt me enough to wake me up i guess because of course you arent around. i know you don't check this but ill always love you.

[@ethangaddes1403]

I got you

[@camillewatts149]

i find it so weird that whenever i listen to these i'm always in the same positions as the simpsons character

[@skeletonlemonade9100]

camille watts i look like that too cuz i’m tired af but dont feel like sleeping

[@mariojulianherrero6211]

who df caras

[@coydog7902]

When I enter a dream it makes me feel loved and cared for. It puts me back on track, life is full of endless possibilities

[@PHASES_OFFICIAL]

One of the best playlists around

[@darshay96]

Omg the kindgom hearts intro💜💜💜

[@voidwalkerentertainment963]

A lot of us may be feeling down or in one of those limbo states in our minds, but that makes us all have something in common. That alone is a comforting feeling to not be alone. Life goes on. Much love to all the dreamers out there

[@bri.dumplin6908]

This has to be one of my favorite playlists ever

[@tracymartel2453]

This is why im still alive.

[@bitteersweet.-.6618]

But for how long

[@valentynabelofsky9374]

Same here

[@stallerkiller7407]

Fueled By Sugar Yeah.

[@HazelGrey.]

Bitteersweet .-. The very question i ask myself everyday

[@ottogajardo7233]

Fueled By Sugar stronger bro,we are strong like oak

[@CupcakeRed2005]

At 19:16 I teared up, those sounds were heard in my childhood when time was wonderful

[@Sabojake]

This song really helped me through life my perants got a divorce the day and it broke my heart to see my perants leave each other meaning it was ganna be very difficult for me I wasn't going to school much and my life was a total drag I felt like my life was over..til I brought myself back up and when I did I listened to this song and it made me think about life and when my time will come..but this made me realize it wasn't the end for me at all...i brought myself up from my knees and knew what I had to do..I know I couldn't change my perants divorce but all I needed to know is that I need to stay strong and get things focused on during life..when that time came I held in my tears and took deep breaths. I let all the pain go away..now today I live with my mom I'm happy that I didnt think about this til I found this song again songs can bring deep depression but sometimes it's ok to remember things u didn't want to...tho I know others are suffering divorces and it's hard to get over those if u are I want u to take a deep breath in the nose and out the mouth then close your eyes and think of the memory's u had once as a child but most importantly try to not think about the bad memories u had those days and try to think positive memories

[@kinjascool]

Anyone wanted to sleep while listening to this? Or is just me?

[@nobby3265]

You're not alone

[@javierfunes7734]

Me too sis

[@MissMedeiros]

y e a h

[@loverandabitchloverandawit7791]

Kinja You should of just slept

[@maxx-er3fj]

I play this music before sleeping, it makes me really relaxed

[@d34thw1shx]

Dropped out of college to follow my dreams in the cannabis industry ; Hope this is all worth it

[@kaelynsynna2428]

d34thw1shx, have faith

[@d34thw1shx]

Hey guys just wanted to give you an update we signed a production deal and will be in stores soon you can reach me @hunterandleaf on ig!

[@kaelynsynna2428]

d34thw1shx, yay you have faith! Hope you make it bro

[@codecanna]

I want to do that too one day, and I really hope it works out for you.

[@d34thw1shx]

Mark Waid Dont let anything stop you, we only live once and life is what you make of it. Its working out I appreciate all the love and wish you the all the strength and luck ❤️

[@suzybannion8246]

R.I.p. to my homie Justin... passed away this week. We will meet again brother... 😭

[@tannxra2556]

rest in peace im so late but at least hes somewhere safer and better

[@softspot4851]

@@tannxra2556 I’m just as late but rlly hope he rests in peace

[@nap1422]

is he cracked at fortnite

[@edwinrays8542]

@@nap1422 oh wow haha you are so funny 😐

[@mikoajmiazek8238]

hi all depressed friends out here...

[@nat675]

Mikołaj Micy hello

[@emmaessary4534]

Mikołaj Micy you're so beautiful. I love you so much

[@jenna7812]

Hi... ~Sobs~

[@juanthejuan9850]

you guys are really weird

[@kennethmaclean3947]

hello! it wouldnt be the same without you

[@kane0012]

And there we were. Together in the night. Our hands were sweaty from holding each other’s for so long, but we didn’t mind. It was dark but I could still manage to make out your face. Your nose, your mouth, your eyes. Your eyes. I always loved those eyes. Even at night , when they were hard to see. I still knew exactly how pretty they were. Hazily brown. Beautifully brown. We laid there, looking into one another’s eyes. You were smiling. I was smiling back. Though it was dark, I could still see that immaculate smile. I always loved that smile. A bright white. I could feel the butterflies flying in my stomach. You lifted your hand and mine with it, and kissed it. Odd but kind gesture. We paused momentarily. I leaned my face towards yours. Your beautiful eyes closing as I leaned closer. Your lips directed towards mine. In the silence of the night, we kissed. The sound of our lips touching filled the room. The sounds echoing in my head. We paused slightly, only to resume. Love was there that night as you laid your head on my chest and fell asleep. Too bad it didn’t stick around.

[@jaylinrenae3283]

this makes me think about everything ive done ever, things im not proud of, things i am. This makes me realize so much shit. All i wanna say is, thank you lord for music...

[@sup.christian]

dreaming is my escape from this fucked up world ...

[@Brosephstalin999]

I just escaqpe in my even more fucked up dreams..

[@lars_geurts45]

Damn, im really happy with my life... but sometimes I just want to be alone and listen to this... sometimes at midnight I just want to have a walk and watch the stars with this music it relaxes me when im full of stress... thanks!!!

[@mariojulianherrero6211]

if u want to Watch the stars you should try some of my ches weed

[@kevaunthedreamer5810]

This is a mood!!

[@vortex-3651]

How this music makes me feel: 1. I enjoy 2. I start thinking 3. I think, and can't stop 4. I cry 5. I go back to thinking 6. I stop thinking 7. I find peace in my self and head 8. I enjoy and forget, move on End result: This music is like a big beautiful black hole that first- catches me and then sucks all of my emotions in and leaves me empty so I can fill the emptiness with something better, and nicer wow, I'm chill now

[@vallendile6389]

yo, this is great music for when you need to have a cry. It's basically become a ritual of mine to listen to lofi hip hop every night to get to sleep. have a great day everyone and stay hydrated.

[@trashcanman9357]

I miss her so much. I miss the days when I loved being alive. I want to disappear into my dreams.

[@skeletonlemonade9100]

Frying Pan i wish i could dream forever..

[@mariojulianherrero6211]

jajajajajaj pussy

[@mariojulianherrero6211]

Jajajaj love u

[@dann5055]

get over it, theres better things to waste time on

[@exposedsubliminalchannels2097]

Listening to this at 4:40 AM while staring at the mid way night sky with that one star, That shines down at you as you see the sun slowly rising up and glistening 🌟

[@AnaphylaxisClips]

exposed subliminal channels sounds like a vibe, man

[@itsmagnator]

Thank you, this is perfect. Make more KH edits please, thanks a million!

[@MaxRollison]

Lyrics of a wordless song pierce your heart without saying a word. I told it to quiet down but it got louder. My screams of pain held hope as my fate had given me what I deserved. I know I'll never be heard, living insane, dying in vain, fading away like a subzero stain stuck in cement with nowhere to swerve. In my own lane, I'll stay, ice cold and but please just grasp my word and hold it. These notes I play have lost their love. Please give me some. I don't deserve it and I never will. Now I stare out my windowsill rain pelting through my now faded ghostly wanderlust of a shadow. . . My face twisted when I saw her face. But she wasn't even there. I thought I actually made a friend. Maybe it was just a dream

[@lilsunflowers1262]

Alexander Rollison Would it be okay if I quote this? Also if you are going through deppression, stay strong. People out there care about you. But you just don't know it. If you dream bad dreams, I recommend buying a dream catcher. I have one and it works really well. :)

[@lilsunflowers1262]

I got strong when I had deppression. You can make it out alive too.

[@MaxRollison]

Lil Sunflower with a big heart. Maybe bad dreams aren't as bad as they seem. I know they intervene but maybe their intent isn't what they mean. Lil Starlight soar through the Neotic sky, a half-full bottle of twilight and broken meteorite. A heart can be broken, but never fixed. Once two souls depart, they rise in unison and desert. Maybe my heart is coal and yours is under control. I believe some holes will never be made whole. Sometimes filling them isn't the goal. I think it's just not my role. Little-Big Sunny golden art. Please don't get torn apart.

[@MaxRollison]

Sure. You can quote it

[@lilsunflowers1262]

Alexander Rollison Tysm! And that is 100% beautiful!

[@CALKULTIK]

this mix is what got me into lofi. listening to it now is surreal

[@jovialjesterofjupiter]

Glad to know these videos are always here in case i ever need to cancel out my antidepressants

[@angelixa301]

When I was in elementary school I used to be very popular because I was the 'class clown' even tho I was a girl. Lots of boys had a crush on me because I always would get along well with them. But when people found out I was bi they started to treat me like I was a monster or something. Girls would pull my hair and throw things at me and all that childish stuff. I had no friends and I'm really afraid because I'm going to middle school next year and I feel like I'll be alone there too. The only happy place for me are my dreams. I feel protected in my dreams, and I can be anything and go anywhere without being juged for it. Edit: Sorry, I just had to get this out of me. I know nobody cares, I just had to.

[@mathildequinn]

you are not alone honey

[@yoyleb1711]

its great to see im not the only young person dealing with shit like this

[@arijanithoti2251]

how tf does a 9 yr old know if their bi or not

[@angelixa301]

Arijanit Hoti I'm not 9 wtf.

[@kawaiikoibito3268]

you were in elementary how tf do you know if your bi or not? thats such a young age....

[@Cocytus127]

Imagine being adrift in space knowing that you're mere hours from death. Life is a lot like that, only longer.

[@bert98deer]

It was all a *D R E A M. . . .*

[@kbizayt4725]

This music is so calming it helps me draw peacefully 😁

[@emaobradovic1131]

Same here :)

[@isthe6625]

No just for my depression and now i really want to kill myself Its a prank

[@Aroxyyy]

KBiza YT truee🙂🙂

[@0utrunner237]

Every song blends together so perfectly, then 13:07 kicks in and breaks the flow...really snaps you back to reality quick.

[@stritchik3842]

Thanks all soundcloud artists for this moment !