(FREE) Sad Type Beat - Endless

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[@2lazy2think59]

Honestly we all know we searched this because she hurt us but dont worry the boys got you and dont give up the 7+billion people in the world there's always one person that thinks ur perfect

[@adrienalexandre7607]

Keep ya head up bro

[@toriheck8117]

Well hey i might now be a guy and i might not get the things yal go through but i will allways have your back to my guy and she mght of hurt you but just keep on moving it will get better and if you want or need to talk im here for you

[@Soul.er_system]

I’m lesbian so I can relate 😖🤚

[@bradynlowery4733]

Thanks fam

[@cheescake7927]

i instantely started cryin when i saw this thank you this means more to me than u know

[@xBlvckBeard]

Suicide, been on my mind at the age of 10. Never had a family, too afraid to make some friends. Used to cry myself to sleep, contained in my room. Wishing I would've died in the womb. At the age of 15 I was hurting myself. Without a care in the world or the consequences of my health. The thought of suicide brought fear and chills down my spine. Regardless, I was hoping that I would do it this time. Isolation is my best friend, loneliness got a hold of me. Stayed in the shadows, the darkness was a second home to me. My father never understood my pain, because I needed someone to blame. 18 I was drinking and drowning my sorrows. Never gave a fuck about what happens tomorrow. Five years of alcohol abuse, and I felt the pain even more. But by then I was numb to the feeling, another day to be mourned. I guess I blamed my mother for leaving when I was three. I also blame my father for working more than being with me. The toys and video games just wasn't enough. That's just what happens when your numb to the love. Now I'm 29, and I still contemplate suicide. Depression stuck by close to my side.

[@lennoxholness1121]

could i use these lyrics in a song

[@xBlvckBeard]

@@lennoxholness1121 Be my guest.

[@slizzythomas1041]

Don’t think about bro that’s the past u needa look at the future trust me it gets better keep your head up😌sending you all my prayers

[@xBlvckBeard]

@@slizzythomas1041 I am fighting depression. They call it manic and bipolar depression. It is difficult at times to be able to not think about it. But my past haunts me, I have PTSD, and that is something that I can't forget. I feel pain, but I'm numb, if that makes sense. I thank you, for caring, appreciate it

[@anotherwelm9697]

Hope you’re doing well bro. Please reach out to me if you ever need to talk about anything. Please don’t do anything stupid. It’s never worth it. There’s always love for you bro ❤️

[@utuben1155]

The saddest beat is the sound of a heart that doesn't want to beat anymore damn even i looking back at this is crying.. damn deep btw thanks for all the support, never gotten this much likes

[@saltydino6269]

@Wanted Bear for real though

[@vcq9757]

Truee

[@mattalewis13]

Deep

[@shadowfighter3100]

I literally just saw this comment on another video lol

[@shadowfighter3100]

@@utuben1155 lol yes he’s being nice

[@mrinalgaming785]

[Verse 1] Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my mind Feeling so alone, it's hard to unwind Longing for love, searching for a sign Hoping that one day, you'll come into my life Every night I pray, for someone to hold Someone to love, as we grow old But the darkness lingers, it's hard to fight Tried to run away, but it's always in sight [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains [Verse 2] Days turn to weeks, weeks turn to years Still I'm all alone, drowning in my fears Tried to fill the void, with drugs and cheap thrills But nothing could replace, the love that I still Every morning I wake, to the same old grind Searching for a way, to leave it all behind But the loneliness stays, it's hard to ignore Wishing for love, to knock on my door [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains [Bridge] But then I saw you, and everything changed You brought me light, in my darkest of days You gave me hope, and a reason to live And now I know, that love can truly forgive No longer alone, with you by my side Together we'll face, whatever life may provide [Chorus] Alone in this world, with no one to hold Hoping that someday, my heart will be whole Longing for someone, to share in my pain Wishing for love, to break through the chains.

[@dishantsharma8614]

That's dope man!

[@vexity9830]

cornball

[@athiefinthenight6894]

Great work man.

[@colins9286]

chatgpt type rap

[@NitinSingh12333]

Bruh Ky me ese hindi me bana kr gaa skta hu.

[@who_isj4y418]

"hey dont cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - Dr. Seuss

[@kamrondurham4266]

Because your comment I'm going to live another day

[@who_isj4y418]

@@kamrondurham4266 your welcome

[@aaronmedina2483]

Wait you were gonna suicide me too

[@aaronmedina2483]

I wanted to kill myself because my mom always made me do work

[@who_isj4y418]

@@Victoria-wk9sx no

[@extgamingyt710]

“Some people are going to leave, but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

[@revoverall9447]

Of all the useless shit that gets millions of like this guys amazing fucking comment gets only 8 …. Fuck that I’ll like your shit bro and make Mine alone worth 3 million 💯 you absolutely deserve it brotha here here 👌🏽👌🏽

[@zayareum]

hey, my new song is out, check it out if u want.. :) kzbin.info/www/bejne/iqLOhn-NhKmZoMk

[@LilXancheX]

I have no story

[@stroescurazvan]

EXT GamingYt You're 100% right about this one... I guess there are 2 reasons why people truly leave...The first one is when they don't have anything more to teach you, therefore their job is done... And the second...well... Maybe they just never wanted to stay in the first place... I hope you won't find my comment too offensive or inappropriate...If so I'm sorry in advance...

[@vinniecharley5820]

Hey you, yeah you. Everything going to be okay. Just stay positive throughout the bad. God loves you.

[@pzer04]

Thank you, god loves you too! :")

[@juuz1981]

I wish I would be ok

[@steezyastro]

@@juuz1981 you're not depressed stop being so dramatic lol

[@kevinarroyo8133]

thanks man, i needed to hear that & god loves you 2 🙏🏻💯

[@PookieOnYT]

@@juuz1981 you'll be ayt bro.🖤

[@keko967]

Goodluck to all the other smaller artists out there. Hopefully the music on our channels will blow up one day 🙏♥️

[@SkylabBeats]

Thanks, best of luck to u bro

[@22venom33]

Yeah

[@Karlisle_TV]

Can i use your beat? In free?

[@jayjohnrotaua]

Okay set 📐

[@Daniel-p8u5t]

Thank you

[@michaelbarber3343]

Hey mom i dreamt bout you last night I didnt want it end so i held you tight I hope you know im tryna do things right I hope your proud of me I never wanted it to end but i guess thats how its gotta be Moma you was best friend you never doubted me I looked up to and you tried to take care of me But i swear that dream felt so real I walked in the room and you were so still I promised you one day i would do good And get us out the hood But now you cant visit me and i wish you could Idk what to do anymore i feel like i shoud give up But ik momma thats not the way you raised us It you get knocked down get the f.... Back up Dont care about what ofher people think But thats kinda hard to do with things ive seen Only if you knew what ive been thru and what ive seen You would understand and you would be able to see its not fair for you or me Just cuz were poor doesnt mean we have to be Mama you proved that to me You were a strong women and you'll always be You told me to stay strong and stay out the streets I'll still remember the last thing you said to me Buddy this might be the end But one day you'll see me again Just roll the dice son I know that you can win And look after your brothers Cuz its gonna be hard on em without their mother

[@eminembhai987]

CHECK OUT THIS BEAT kzbin.info/www/bejne/bHescn9jhb-lnJY

[@michaelbarber3343]

@@eminembhai987 hey i listened to yoyr beat but this.btings me towards my mom. She died recently and she likde this beat

[@christopherbristow9204]

Ik your feeling bro

[@She2fly_]

wow.. I could feel the pain Really! Im sure she’s in heaven and i’m so sorry for your loss I don’t know what to say bc your going thru very hard times rn I will pray for you!🙏🏾 I want you to know that there are people that love you okay! And I’m glad to be one of them! Your Mom would be so proud of you and I am too! Bless you man🙏🏾❤️

[@ah-vx3do]

@@michaelbarber3343 oof lmao

[@trd5532]

Hello I’ve just lost my brother and I’m really grieving about and just to hear this track makes me think a lot I’ve spent with him with the story’s I can say THANK YOU 🙏🏼.

[@StonedAKhana]

Hey... I hope this helps you. kzbin.info/www/bejne/q3nNf2uEqbSke7s&ab_channel=StonedAKhana

[@warren-jaytobin997]

This beat just hits different FR

[@bishopjuice1005]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/kJ_UeIdvgLd-e68

[@OneStarOfficial]

to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. The rich stay rich by spending like the poor and investing without stopping then the poor stay poor by spending like the rich yet not investing like the rich i love you all

[@ayushmusic..]

But what about people who want to hear beats and make songs?

[@ntsikajele3242]

Real motivation🔥thanks bro

[@levichat7373]

Who else just stsrted freestyleing and it went really far abd deep in the soul

[@prefectzara3655]

Me

[@Vell_Low23]

Who else just said this dude cant spell

[@king_k4799]

Yea

[@johnzwm1189]

@@Vell_Low23 😂😂😂

[@Vell_Low23]

@@johnzwm1189 im fr like wht dude sayin?

[@johnnyroque4987]

1. I listened to this too loud 2. Neighbours called the police 3. Police came 4. Police arrested neighbours...

[@will.dog4204]

F

[@lousassle7492]

Cap

[@elmstreetofficial]

Why does this not have more likes?... This is gold

[@neogaming8432]

noice

[@yslexplicit1366]

whatta beauty

[@blkpopqueen8170]

The one thing that has been with me 24hrs everyday is the shadows and the depression, one day I hope that I'll lead another life and leave this one for good

[@repitore9041]

I used to want to kill myself, leave this soul behind, I used to think it’d be better if I was gone. But, you don’t have to feel that way, you challenge yourself everyday, you flip the script and kill your old self... kill your ego, kill off all the distractions and don’t allow yourself to sit in satisfaction for too long or you will be gone forever. Don’t regret now, change is challenge. Growth is pain, and hate is love. Lead yourself so you can bring others with you. Be the leader, always always always. If you don’t live accordingly to your life then you don’t get to come back. If you don’t live accordingly then you come back to a world you can’t agree with again. Believe in your self, you are the key.. you alone have the key to success, however that means to you. I will save the world.. and I want you to do the same

[@repitore9041]

Remember my name, it’s John Mills. I swear on everything that you will know me in the near future. Remember my name. I can’t emphasize this enough that I will save everyone no matter the suffering I must bear. Believe in me because I believe in you. I am John Mills

[@swipernoswiping574]

@@repitore9041 For some reason I seemed to control my sadness I just can't control my anger

[@blkpopqueen8170]

@@swipernoswiping574 I can't control neither, I try so hard to make the fake smile real but if only people knew how I was feeling.

[@blkpopqueen8170]

@@repitore9041 I wish I could, hopefully in my next life Ill remember your name

[@manueltumbado]

I listened to this since it came out and i still am, it's so beautiful 😪💔

[@stroescurazvan]

Looking at the snow flakes out of my window while listening to this... It fits great during winter! ❄❄❄

[@rohanricasio9581]

This makes me wanna rap for my Mom that died when I was just 3 years old (edited) btw it's been 12 years since she died

[@PaoloAngrisano]

❤️

[@gideonthawng452]

Rap all you want man, Your mom would accept anything from you, Rest In Peace, Stay safe Rohan

[@kevinminder9209]

R.I.P to your mom

[@Ihykb_]

Man sorry to hear that bro hope u alright

[@nanner7547]

R.I.P to Mom

[@joesolometo8574]

This really hits me emotionally it makes you think about life. Very emotional. Well done

[@Reborn-Vision]

I agree

[@stroescurazvan]

Hey uh... You said this beat makes you think about life but in what way? 🤔 Btw...I wonder what the name "endless" could suggest?

[@Xionnvd]

I have doubts about every choice I have made. I regret all the actions that have led me to this day. Thoughts take over me. At the moment even home feels like a prison. I don't enjoy anything anymore, and I've let everyone down. I don't even recognize myself anymore, I just pretend that everything is going well in front of the most important one for me. I no longer dare to leave my room because I am afraid that I will only make more mistakes. I have lost my goals in life, and I don't know for whom / what I keep carrying all the pain. I cannot process the past, how am I ever supposed to work on my future. Pretending is wrecking me. I don't even understand my own thoughts anymore, how should I focus on achievements in life. Everyone expects things from me, while I don't even know what's wrong with me.

[@voukaa9850]

This is overwhelmingly real for me. Quite possibly the most relatable thing Ive seen in a while... The world is so fucking stupid. I have more than anyone could ask for, but none of that matters when you've lost the ability to feel simple emotion, and when you cant comprehend a single thing except your illusive thoughts that deceive you all damn day.

[@Xionnvd]

@@voukaa9850 This is the text I've send to my girlfriend. Maybe this can help you in a way. Sorry for how I've been behaving lately. I'm starting to experience less and less things, I just lie in bed for days. Some things fly past me because everything feels numb. I no longer have the motivation to do things and I feel like one big disappointment. It's moments like these that I break, and I realize what my life has become at this moment. I really blame myself that our family broke up like this. I notice that mom and dad experience so much pain and effort for us, which makes me see myself as a great burden. Sometimes I wonder if it's better when I'm not around. Because I feel guilty and it hurts to see how shitty life is right now. I've lost so many people, through my own stupid actions, when I couldn't help it. I don't dare to do much anymore, because I'm afraid that history will repeat itself. For years I told myself that it was all okay, while I was completely broken inside. I've been walking around for too long with guilt, and images of things that happened. Every time I see my father being lifted into the ambulance, and my mother walking downstairs in panic not knowing what to do. This image bothers me so much that every thought of it makes me cry a lot. I have the idea that I am a big cause for all the negative in everyone's life. I have so many things I want to say to Mom and Dad, but I don't want them to feel sorry for me. Or that they see me as weak. I don't want me to be the cause of something negative again, they try so hard. That I don't want to put that on her. I don't dare to share my story, as I feel like I'm pretending there are worse things in life. But all the images, thoughts, responsibility, expectations, pain, sadness destroys me inside. I can't last long. And I'm afraid of making things worse by going out the door. I know I'm not alone in this, but that's what I choose. I don't want to be a burden anymore and I don't want to see that I take people with me in my grief. I am so sorry to Mom and Dad, I really love them very much. They have always believed in me and always tried their best. But to see them so unhappy now breaks me. Help is getting closer, but it will take some time. For now I just want to avoid things as much as possible, so as not to make more mistakes. Sorry for everything I've done to everyone. The disappointment I have become as a son, brother, cousin, grandson, boyfriend and friend.

[@mckenziestroud4437]

Yo can I make this a song

[@bishopjuice1005]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/kJ_UeIdvgLd-e68

[@Xionnvd]

@@mckenziestroud4437 yeah of course

[@justjarvo]

I played this for an hour straight just rapping finding lyrical ways to rap

[@Player420-i6z]

Same it's. Good Ass beat

[@auttumpeoples4321]

Imma make a song of it

[@lilanxiety8261]

same, i made a deep sentimental sadsong with this, probably i take 1 month to release cause I'll start posting others music with deep feelings before

[@wife_beater8728]

Bro I just can’t flow with this beat

[@justjarvo]

@@wife_beater8728 you don’t try say your words fast say them as your going with the beat, and itll start to feel like you can pick up the flow, I used to just rap in my head so my guess is just practice

[@COOKIEGRIME]

Literally did a freestyle with this beat and now that I hear how much pain that came out of it it actually helped me thx

[@bishopjuice1005]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/kJ_UeIdvgLd-e68

[@snoopfrogg25]

I cry so much especially when I get high and listen to emotional music. It helps me relive a lot of stress. Losing your mom, losing a best friend that you considered more as a brother. All around the same time kills you. Been alone since he passed away. Everyone that I thought was a friend after that all left.

[@snoopfrogg25]

@@cristianthe1210 sorry that reading is apparently to much for you to handle. Do you have anything else to say to keep you looking like a dumbass? If so then feel free to reply.

[@nolantrickey457]

This beat is simply too beautiful... 💜 I hope everyone in this comment section that's going through it makes it through their situation 💜

[@lety.h317]

Ik

[@scrap_dog4735]

Day time: “yeah I’m ok *smiling* Night time: “cries self to sleep silently so nobody has to hear you suffer mentally”

[@Op12o]

I can relate but it’s alright we get though it eventually it won’t take a life time just find yourself and tell someone it helps anyone need a talk i gotchu add my discord Op12o#5447 much love to all

[@StonedAKhana]

Don't be sad... Hope this helps... kzbin.info/www/bejne/q3nNf2uEqbSke7s&ab_channel=StonedAKhana

[@redbird5750]

Same, I get scared if my parents ever ask me to show them my arms.

[@xeneminxs7249]

fr and it hurts sometimes that u cant tell anyone cause they call you an attentio seeker

[@JESUSistheTRUTH-ROBLOX]

for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD and the wages of sin is death, but the Gift of GOD is eternal life in CHRIST JESUS our LORD, Who not only gave us life but laid down HIS very own precious Life after living perfectly in the flesh and later rising 3 days after bodily dying for us all so that we may be saved by HIS grace through faith in HIM alone. please stop living in sin and live all to the glory of the LORD GOD Almighty alone, that you become a son/daughter of our Heavenly FATHER and be sealed by HIS HOLY SPIRIT! :)

[@soupiecs2096]

A whole different kimd of vibe hit me when i was listening to this

[@next_acc]

It's nice to rap on will as u watch the video and remember something's in your life the words just come out and u feel like crying 💔😭

[@Isaiyah69]

This been my favorite since 2020 when I first listened to it man, it brings back memories of me and friends freestyling while having no care in the world

[@Soumodeep-e9m]

Can feel you bro for sure thing......

[@uflip555]

Letter to God It’s 2020 and we’re going through these hard times I’m trying to change the channel but all I see is bad crimes Tryna change my mind as I try to change the time. I wish I could see but im way too blind I once had a vision that I was on a mission Now I’m missing. Open ears but I still can’t listen. It’s getting harder. Yeah my dreams are getting farther. It’s time to be a man for my mother and my father. Damn. No more staying in stand still. I ain’t playing games. I’m just living up for God’s will. God will you heal me with your righteous right hand. You said the heart is wicked so ill follow your plan. It’s time to stay focused. And break through this dam. No longer deal with depression or anxiety. Finally I can see. That this has to be. My one shot. And I’ll keep running until I make it to the top. I promise God that I won’t stop won’t drop. I promise God that I won’t let my dreams pop. I promise God that I’ll fight like you fought. I promise God that I won’t let my faith rot. I’ll let you God take control every single day Every single way. With everything that I face. We could go like Andale or move at a slower pace. They say sky is the limit. you’re beyond outer space. I’m out of space and filled with the Holy Spirit. As I write these lyrics I just hope you could hear it. Yeah I’m burning all my bridges cause the sin is getting vicious I’m praying and praying. Finally done with all these wishes. I’m aiming and staying in one lane no more switching. No more comments and likes its people that im fishing.

[@Jensmilerdh]

Can I use this in a song?

[@uflip555]

@@Jensmilerdh go for it brotha

[@marklikesfood0938]

God bless u man🙂

[@uflip555]

@@marklikesfood0938 thanks bro!! Take care :)

[@915BUDDHA]

I can record this and send it to you thru social media if you're down

[@maazy2095]

These days can’t get you off my mind, thinking about all the memories that we made all the time. If you get a new nigga he wont be worth a dime. Our love was so perfect that yeah it got me blind. In our love I had faith, but you moved on a new stage. without you in my life baby I cannot think straight. done so many drugs but love was the greatest. Family issues got us apart yeah cuz our morals so different. Got on my knees pray to god like a Christian. To our love yeah the lord yeah he was a witness. Need you back to ease the pain cuz I feel like a victim. Even with no money you made me feel like the richest. So baby call my phone, cuz imma hit you back. only cared about emotions don’t care bout having sex. Momma even noticed that I been dealing stress. Girl I can’t even find reasons to hate you cuz you was the best. You said that if it’s meant to be it’ll be reality, sometimes I wish that our break up was just the saddest dream. I had plans in future for you and me, having 2 kids living in a fantasy. Me making you happy is the only thing that brings a smile on me. But it’s like love can turn into your worst enemy. Not Standing by my side but with society. You made me hit a point at life like the highest key. Like honestly, baby tell me what’s wrong with me. Was I wrong to be? Did you even love me when I gave you all of me. Heartbreaks and drugs the only things that stay strong with me. I guess you proved a point just with your honesty. I think I’m really gonna die a young prodigy. I remember days when you made me happy from upset, now just thinking about you only makes me feel depressed. If I could have a moment with you I’d ask for a second chance. But baby I cannot pretend, and no we can’t be friends, I want us to be better than we can,Even though we ended I just want you with me til the end, I remember cold nights where we would walk back to my bed, kissing your body kissing your neck, holding me close taking me in, gosh I loved you so much I cannot even say, I’m hoping that with you I’ll have another day. I am the truth, I can love forever then we can hop in the coup. And we can, we can do it any day that you want. Just gotta trust in me gotta have a big heart you can rip that shit out you can tear it apart. Even though you might hate me just know my love isn’t far. You can let go of me but can’t let go of my heart, no body can steal that from me cuz I’m missing that part. I hope one day you’ll run back to me with open arms. Telling me you love than goodbye my we done. Been a couple days and I can’t even get fucked, made me promise you that I’ll never ever do drugs. Looking at some couples and just wishing that was us. Proving to everyone that we was in love, but everyone be saying that it was all lust. Like oh my god what the fuck. Mind games really got me stuck. You my strength even when times were rough. You holding my hand imma miss that touch. Baby I just wanna restart and go back to relaxing, baby you was special definitely above average. You looked better than pictures you ain’t no catfish. Studied your emotions like mathematics. All these other bitches full on plastic. Wanna tell you that I love tell you yeah what’s up, blocking me baby ain’t gonna do none. So baby call me soon, cuz you know I need you. I have faith in my heart meaning it’s you. Hoping that god sticks our love back together like it’s glue. There ain’t much to solve so there ain’t no clues, just call me back before I get tired of this boo. I’m thinking your getting tired of me too?

[@tommysron7703]

Màažÿ 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@x4c139]

Yo you do the most

[@maazy2095]

❤️❤️ this based off a real break up. I loved her but somethings aren’t meant to be and music is a way to express emotions.

[@kaeso4699]

May i please use some of these lyrics?

[@maazy2095]

Lil CumStain Ofc

[@nabilanabila1526]

Every one calls me a joke my parents don't even care I'm trying me best not to be broke my life is a mess nothing els so do I have a chance to switch life's with sombody els that would be awesome but maybe it's the best if I end up with my self

[@lukasgrissom5996]

we all there

[@Lassej82828]

youre not alone! when you need somebody to talk with, im german so eventually we can speak together about your problems. add me on discord WatchOutRun#0289

[@marcusjackson8379]

Respect

[@sadskaterboys5635]

It’s ok I understand

[@mlena6654]

im not gonna say I know how you feel but I feel for your pain. Just know that as long as your trying you'll be fine. regardless of what your parents or anyone else says you can get through because your strong and you will be something someday. you are important.

[@hun2910]

Mặc dù đầy đủ khi con khôn lớn, nhưng con có cảm giác mình luôn thiếu, Nhất là khi cô đơn, thì những tổn thương đó càng nặng nhiều, Mục đích tồn tại là gì? Đến bây giờ con còn chẳng hiểu, Cũng may mắn tìm được âm nhạc là thứ duy nhất gọi là năng khiếu, Baì tập chẳng bao giờ làm, nhưng lúc nào tay cũng sách và viết, Muốn hiểu được con của mình, ba cũng chẳng có cách nào biết, Vì con chẳng bao giờ nói chuyện hơn với ba được dăm ba câu, Ở trong lòng vẫn còn chữ hận, và đó là cách để đâm ba đau, Uhh, Con ghét vì 1 tuổi thơ, không có đầy đủ ba và mẹ, Con ghét những đêm 1 mình, khóc nức nở mà không ai nghe, Con ghét vì ba có thể, đi nơi khác làm lại từ đầu, Và con ghét ba làm mẹ khóc, bởi vì bọn con là người phải lau, Con ghét tất cả mọi thứ, ghét nhất vẫn là bản thân, Con luôn xem mình vô dụng, và những nỗi đau này con đáng nhận, Và khi ba đưa con sang bên Mỹ thì sự căm ghét đó nhân ngàn lần, Thật khó để thấy tổng thể, khi ta đang nhìn bức tranh càng gần, Ba không xem âm nhạc con thích là 1 chỗ dựa vững cho tương lai, Và con thì luôn xác định nó là 1 thứ theo con đường dài, Mà thằng Bin thì luôn cứng đầu, quyết đã đi là không dừng lại, Nên, bỏ tất cả đằng sau, cuốn gói đi mà không ngần ngại, 3 năm trôi, và, Cũng có chút gì gọi là thành công, Vẫn là con của ba, luôn nói ít hơn là hành động, Con ước gì, ba có thể được thấy con trên sân khấu, Nhìn những người hâm mộ thương con, và những người bạn luôn đứng đằng sau, Và, ba à, con chẳng hề ghét ba đâu, Mọi hờn giận đều đến từ những kỳ vọng ta ghép cho nhau, Ba cũng chỉ mong muốn được thấy, con cứng cáp trong cuộc đời bạc, Chẳng vui vẻ gì khi có 1 thằng con luôn chống đối không hợp tác, Con thì quên đi mất, ba cũng là đứa trẻ tổn thương, Ông nội cũng chẳng ở đó để cho ba 1 cuộc sống bình thường, Suy cho cùng, cả 2 đều đau 1 nỗi đau chung, Quá bận rộn chứng minh ba sai, mà con đã quên làm những điều đúng, Và, Hôm đó sau khi mà con về nhà, Con đến và hỏi thăm ba, Ba nói ba vui khi ba đã thấy con có tất cả, Dù là, ba sẽ phải nhìn và ủng hộ con từ nơi rất xa, Cổ họng nghẹn không nói nên lời, Đó là tất cả động lực con cần để có thể sống trên đời, 27 năm sống, cuối cùng con cũng lớn thật rồi, Con chỉ muốn 1 lần được nói với ba là con xin lỗi.

[@SDSKRHY]

ái dà fan b-ray à :3

[@risenrapture5821]

Keep in mind, I’m not a rapper Do you remember all the good times that we always had All the times that I made you smile giggle chuckle and laugh Those moments have a very special place in my heart Well they did, until my heart got torn apart Ever since then, my life’s been in the dumps Just like an old road filled with holes and bumps I’m sad all the time but no one seems to care I miss you a lot. that’s a hard burden to bare I tried to move on. I tried to look away But all these thoughts of you are hurting my brain I see that you are happy, I wish I was the same Happiness is the hardest thing a sad person can gain The first heartbreak is like a pain that always stays The second heart break only lasts for days The third heartbreak just makes you feel sad The fourth heart break just makes you feel bad After all of those, it leads to a confession I’m sad all the time, I might have depression Don’t feel bad, you’re not alone I never feel myself, I’m outta my zone I wish I could be happy but I will never be the same All these suicidal thought make me go insane Nothing makes me happy, nobody gives a shit Nothings a drag kid, think about it My love for you is endless, just like the days Your love for me has ended, it never stays I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless My love for you is endless, just like the days Your love for me has ended, it never stays I tried to fall asleep forever, but I am restless My love will not stop coming, cause it is endless

[@k3rulmusic611]

Z

[@carlradhall1372]

bars bro, bars.

[@MrBong420swed]

[@myabffyall6437]

I love it

[@myabffyall6437]

It I good I feel something when I read it

[@alexbeltran1658]

Verse #1: Vision foggy you guessed it, yes I’m depressed again, Feels like no ones wants me, I’m at the lowest I’ve ever been, I need my mom but she’s always too busy drinkin, The stress is clingin, I let anxiety sink in, My heart is bleedin, but that’s how these bitches leave it, It leaves me overthinkin, My own soul is grievin for me, it’s pleading for peace,

[@xxxanxiety_9417]

Can i use some of this for a song?

[@trillgaming8504]

Hit me up cause I wanna by yo lyrics ig k_ mari08

[@alexbeltran1658]

Trill Gaming aight bet

[@AsmodeusSai]

Can I use part of this?

[@mercymillsaps5688]

This road feel so endless an I don’t know where to start Maybe I should start by tryna heal my heart But it’s kinda hard to heal something that’s been broken from the start As soon as he left that’s when my life took a pause And it’s said to say that most the good memories are gone That’s something we have to live with every given day, and we can’t lean on him to take our pain away Growing up we always had a different childhood never had a father figure to look up to And now I’m sitting here in my room making this little rap all about him. He may be gonna but not to me his sprit still lives on R.I.P. Others may have never thought about what he left behind, but that’s something that often stays on my mind. Other times I have Suicidal monsters come creepin in my head, that’s something I’ve always tried to hide, I ain’t gonna lie, but at the end of the day the monsters pick you and you have no say. An before you think that he left us on purpose. Think again he would never freely walk out of our lives, just like that, so quickly so easily. That heart-attack just took him by surprise And many of us couldn’t believe our eyes. I never thought that, that one goodbye would be our last goodbye.... I mean what’s a daughter and son without their father At this point you could’ve guessed we shed many tears But it doesn’t stop there that pain that we felt will follow us for years.... This definitely needs some work but I’m proud of myself it’s the first time I’ve worked like this

[@historytothefullest2084]

rip bro, i feel for you.

[@double00nyx]

yo bro same my dad died in a robbery some gang members jumped him

[@mercymillsaps5688]

IK urTRASHツ sorry to hear that

[@mercymillsaps5688]

DragonBeast64 Thanks

[@syedshaheer9239]

it's not just a rap bro it's deep feel

[@xandou9205]

we love you bro, don't forget that. we're all always here for u fam, just stay strong bro🧡

[@omhudd6200]

Sat here stuck with my feelings, every night every evening, feel like there's no point in breathing, or even sleeping, cause I'm never ever dreaming I'm fienin for a girl that could turn out as a demon, I'm just tryna shine bright like a beacon. I'm in a battle with depression and I feel like I've been beaten.

[@kalebowens5178]

Love

[@ZoljeTV]

this beat has always got me crying everytime I feel down. Thanks🙏❤️

[@ZoljeTV]

@@cristianthe1210 All the time bro Xd

[@cynthiathomas5101]

Endless pain End this pain They don't know my name I'm never gonna change Said I should rearrange But I stayed the same I got an elite brain High class pain Look at me thriving I'm not even stopping I swear that I'm poppin I'm never dropping I stay at the top and then Uh uh Making me crazy I cried like a baby My life is amazing But I got bad behavior I break 'em then shake 'em I make 'em cry Got tears in their eyes They scared for lives Wow wow I Don't know what I'm doing Don't know where I'm going My flow keeps flowing Fall keeps falling My ball keeps balling My call keeps calling Ice on my wrist I'll never change this My life ain't complete Without the kiss Of my mom and my dad on my forehead Before bed

[@daviankennedy1471]

That’s deep 🥺 I wish I could see my dad one more time

[@jack3192]

🔥🔥🔥

[@ah-vx3do]

Bro this was shit

[@M.3.I]

can i use these bars

[@JEEZYSWOOP]

Yo you should rap you good

[@NotMuffy01]

i know no one is gonna read this because this video is now 2 years old but if someone reads this Thanks i just want to say be Happy with your Parents that you have right know i only saw my MOM after born just for a couple of seconds. i don't know you but i will be with you if you need help

[@curiousfungus]

Thank you

[@D1ro1l.l]

wow… 4 years…

[@jonahgardner920]

“Pain These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to ground But when I need you, you ain’t around These tears in my eyes Yeah I was cryin last night So who the fuck told you I was doin alright? Yeah these late nights Feeling empty You broke me down, you broke me to the core one day maybe I’ll hear a knock at the door But this ain’t no joke Ever since you been gone I just haven’t been able to cope Cause the person that healed all your scars can be the same one who stabs you in the heart. “

[@youngrythm8399]

@@g_fron10 hell Nah make you're own Sheep

[@IDrxpy-jw4is]

Pain These thoughts up in my brain Make me go insane Falling to the ground But when I need you, you ain't around These tears in my eyes Yeah I was crying last night So who TF told you I was doing alright? Yeah these late night thoughts Feeling empty

[@bradenkrolick9705]

Yeah you stabbed me in the heart I can barely breathe look up at the clock its exactly 1:03 rn I dont wanna breathe dont wanna live shit we used to be happy and talk about having kids depression got me fuxked up mentally so when I do these drugs ima pop those shits heavily don't wanna live dont wanna breathe next time you hear my name you gonna start thinking of me thinking what we had thinking about me not having a dad an having a hard time growing up in the streets yeah I told you everything I guess that wasn't enough gave you all my love but you still shot me in the heart wake in the morning wishing you were still here get up look beside me and no ones there yeah I dont wanna feel weak all this anxiety and depression getting to me I barely go to sleep wanna be alive with you but you dont wanna be with me thought this was forever thought it was meant to be but none of those words meant shit to you and dont mean shit to me I guess ill just leave let you go do your thing when you weren't for me wise guy told me all girls are the same and damn coming to it now I got it locked up in my brain.

[@napoleon2063]

didnt realy like the songk

[@nathanscott5530]

every night the light fades my happiness goes with it, when your heart broke and you start you can’t stitch it. theres something missing in me the space that i can’t fill in, theres gotta be an answer out there but what is it, I’m second guessing everything I fill inside with in, I’m insecure, I’m sad I’m not comfortable in my skin. i never chose to be me or live in this life I’m in. some say better days are ahead but I’m not convinced, i lost everything i had theres theres nothing to obtain, I’m followed by great clouds this stuff I’m drained. drowning in the motions I’m dressed in December rain. ill find a way to numb the pain, novocaine, pathetic poetic, I’m irrelevant to most. all i need is anithstetics and ill be ok to go. give me everything you got, i don’t care if i overdose coz ill be a lost cause until I’m decomposed.

[@nathanscott5530]

nice

[@DjHustlequeen45]

Good work man

[@nirvanalover9963]

That’s rly good! If u wrote those (I’m starting to think it was a professional 😂) lyrics u should write lyrics to Viola by Eevee and comment the lyrics cuz I wanna see what u write...if not that’s fine 😗

[@oliverneveu9458]

Nice lyrics from depmpseyrollboy novocaine

[@gregoryrashton803]

@@nathanscott5530 I’m working on a project for mental health. Do you mind if I use these lyrics?

[@Ec_Eazy711]

Amazing beat, melody, rhythm, everything was put together so well

[@osmbseekspcndimbeixndmlfpm2850]

Best freestlying beat on everything ❤️‍🩹

[@skylertindall5869]

I’m tired of being to my family the “other kid” the one whose not the smartest with my true emotions hid I’m tired of being to my friends the outcast not invited anywhere stuck inside behind the glass I’m tired of acting in a fake personality pretending to be someone who I’m not meant to be I’m tired of living life so stressed out not having fun full of sadness and doubt now I’m in pain Mentally physically all this shit in my brain making me feel insane So tired so drained Dark thoughts about hurting myself not giving two shits about my mental health now this other shit that nobody else knows another fucking thing that the devil throws life ain’t ever gonna be the same anymore I lay in bed thinking if I could just go back to before

[@demigodbaloney7334]

cry

[@billnyesevileyes5771]

I get it. Not your situation, but your feeling. It’s something that isn’t right and most sweep under the rug. Tis indeed a shitty feeling. I would say to get help but even then, you can be guided but you ultimately make the decision to change. I understand most days you wanna go back in time, but keeping yourself there only stunts whatever growth you could harvest and channel that pain into. I feel like I’ve lived a hundred lifetimes of pain in twenty years of existence, but I go on, ya know? I’ll be honest, life is shitty. And most don’t know wtf their purpose is nor do most of the opposite chase it. I think purpose isn’t a dream job, or a person. It’s making the most of what you have and finding things that keep you going. Bursts of motivation, lessons, and the awareness to look deep inside and be honest with who resides there. Yea, you can give up, you can chain your potential down your whole life and project what you could’ve changed right now. You could lose yourself further and become a shell of who you could be. As dark as that is, I think it’s important to realize that you aren’t as bad as you think, and that there is always a reason as to why it seems that it’s the opposite. Evaluate everyone in your life that you feel doesn’t treat you like you’d wanna be treated. Maybe it’s not that they don’t love you, but rather they aren’t fully sure how to because they have a hard time loving themselves. Bottom line, You gotta be you. Yes, you can self loathe, self pity even. But eventually, are you gonna get up and climb back up? Are you gonna push through every slip and fall life gives you? Or are you gonna stay put in the dumps? Only you decide that one. You got this, and I know you do. I know there will always be others around you that think that as well, but may not express it. Doesn’t mean they don’t think it. Change the lens of which you see life in, and maybe then will things start to grow and be more vibrant. Takes time, but if it’s worth it, doesn’t matter. I hope you’re okay and can perceive this food for thought as thought provoking, not condescending. There is Beauty in the struggle

[@JamaicanChannelsTV]

memories of you keep coming all the time, cant get you off my mind. you leave me in the rain with all this pain, I miss you mom.

[@henryfit7086]

Yea

[@henryfit7086]

When I pull up on the scene oh yeah and clean yeah we going to take them to the park and watch the stars I just had a hit but not hard I might be white but I eat for we ain’t far from it yeah we see girls but we don’t get hard when you don’t answer I get high now we’re going to be big someday I have faith yeah yeah when I pull up on the robbery we ate salmon my heart is warm but not far we ate for yeah yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not too far OOOUUU yeah I might be white but I eat for when I pull up to the scene Wayne clean yeah we’re going to take them to the stars but not not too far I had a hit but not too hard oh you broke my heart but not far she’s going to take it far but not hard memories of you keep coming all the time I can’t get you off my mind you leave me in the rain with all this pain sorry I couldn’t be there for you I’m sorry I’m sorry yea

[@2002beats]

Great chords and that snare is so nice like it's so clean and nice to listen to I like the slow sad ambient vibe and mix is clean asf

[@KinkyPanda]

I’m trying too hard to make everybody happy. It’s draining my own happiness.

[@journeyofatroubled9199]

I know the struggle.. but you have to put you and your well being first or else you will lose whatever energy left and it will not feel great.. best of luck kind heart 💪✌

[@FightingIL]

I know how you feel, I am just like you. it is the most caring people that have no one who cares for them. its sad, i hope we will learn one day how to balance making people happy and making ourselves happy too.

[@PrettyGurl_Sky]

I agree but you know I'm trying to hang in their so just keep trying in the end it will be ok one day they will thank me one day they pay my kindness back I used to tell myself well it's been a few years and im still in the same pain

[@crabkinggames4280]

@@journeyofatroubled9199 yeah this is very true I've helped others so much I've lost all energy for myself I now sit alone at night thinking of all my sins but also all the people I've made happy

[@dannyedgar7165]

ive been out my mind i kinda need to focus i swear realitys just seeming hopeless how i have got a home but feel homeless, no one notice failure to action a lack of motives shits endless validations a temptress dont lose your pounds and your pences waste time sitting on fences cos that fence will break i put a pen to papes look at life centre face and embrace. do more. be more. do better. be better.

[@DontFollowMyGirlGetsMad]

Always & forever in my heart I love you grandma. When I was 10 years old The worst thing was getting picked on Grandma was getting sick. So the Christmas gifts had to be gone. The cool kids got the new phone. And I was getting picked on For sitting alone. Little did they know that I was Going through a lot. The merry Christmas was More like where was Christ at ? But My mother taught me to keep My faith up. Winters would get cold, My grandma would tuck me in The bed with layers of covers She taught me the best prayers That I never heard from others. I could see her everyday struggle. I'm sorry for the times I treated you Wrong... Grandma How could you be so strong? Thank you for correcting me Every time I was wrong ! Thank you for teaching me about This evil world and for showing me How to treat a girl. I'm sorry for going out to play And leaving you alone, There's not a single day That I'm not writing about you on My phone. ------------ Every afternoon, I would see you Alone in your room. And I remember one day I told you. "Grandma I'm sorry your always lonely, I promise when I'm older and get a car I will take you everywhere" it Hurts me till this day , You left me early and I wish you would of stayed. You were suffering day by day I remember our last talked Through the phone. When you were in Mexico, You left me in the room all alone. Every night I would shed a tear, What would I do with out you In the next year ? My worst fear came true And one morning my dad Came in the room. To give me the worst news... I was just eleven, grandma now I'm happy that you are in heaven . Back then I didn't understand. I didn't want to accept that I lost my best friend.

[@mileighobloy4671]

😞 felt that. Your story in your lyrics are very powerful and need more recognition❤️ stay safe alright

[@DontFollowMyGirlGetsMad]

Mi'Leigh Obloy 100% true story! I actually write a lot but keep most to my self . Hopefully tho one day I can write for an artist , I like to write about things people can relate , basically to let people know they are not alone . Thanks for reading .

[@mileighobloy4671]

rodrrr19 your welcome hopefully you will get to wright to someone someday. Stay safe❤️

[@rapresent6385]

Can’t believe this has been out for 8months and iv only just found it 🤬🤯😤

[@harleyy_cruzz851]

0:23 Too much heartbreak makes you change leave me alone I'm sad today When I wear off no more pain We don't have to go that way Too much heartbreak makes you change Leave me alone im sad today Time is changing change is made Sorry I can't be that way

[@mattsbasement]

(0:23) Life is just a road that we all travel on. I don't really need a partner but if you would tag along You would leave me spinning like i was on a gravitron Take my breath away like I had run a marathon knees are getting weaker and I feel like I'm a kid again Not trying to be a bother but I really need a friend again Scared to be my father so I shy away from his mistakes now I'm just afraid when I think about the older days swear I'm trying to motivate, and stay above it all But waiting patiently I struggle just to move at all Sometimes I think that way and end up in a mood it seems All I need's a savior and I only think of you it seems This is just a movie scene, the one that's in the rain My tears are falling while I'm sitting on the window pane

[@dhutianntrono6333]

Mundo ko'y nagiba Simula nung ikay lumisan Nung ikay kapiling na ng iba Huminto ang takbo ng orasan Mga masasayang alaala Kay sarap balikan Ngayon wala kana Paano ba ulit sisimulan

[@mansbshsbabshhd7913]

Jesus loves u

[@mansbshsbabshhd7913]

@@mattsbasement Jesus loves u ❤

[@harleyy_cruzz851]

@@mansbshsbabshhd7913 yes I know, thank you

[@timstohr3622]

I'm tryna find out my purpose, I need help reachin' the surface I need someone to look me in the eye and tell me that I'm worth it Everything now feels so hopeless, they're tellin' me to keep goin My emotions are explodin, dont know how long I can hold it Loosin my mind, I'm goin insane, My teardrops are falling and they matchin' the rain Stress on my chest so I take too on my brain, I hate goin' in circles no pullin' my chain I forgot my own nale cuz, Its coverd in shame And Im standing all alone so no one to blame Cuz life is a joke and life is a game I grow up rough but shits still the same I got nothing to lose but so much to gain So I keep on pushing, running thru pain Got my hand up cuz Im reaching for fame

[@ricardoaravena1613]

Can I take that for a song ?

[@Pepi-ij7fk]

Imma just take that

[@Pepi-ij7fk]

3ake king I thought he had some mad skills but naa tank you got letting me know

[@largemonkey1895]

Badass bro

[@ig_ethix7357]

GD 🤯

[@noelle3115]

I can’t do shit right you always on my mind This hurts me worse me worse than it hurts you You free to do the shit you want to do but I’m always stuck here, stuck in a loop Only thing I can do is to let go and try to pull through Know that all you’ll do is say I love you Then you’ll end up in bed with another dude I’ll see you on his brain This can’t do I just want lay down cry But you always on my mind 24/7 365

[@supraforever1998]

Love it

[@soneild.r9583]

Barz

[@donatocortez4372]

can i use this

[@dannyholding589]

now your gone i feel a bit under the weather. you promised me that we would be together forever. i’m all alone now and damn my heart feels severed. i miss you more and my emotions are tethered. i’m sat on my own and not a day goes by. i’m a little bit anxious and i’m feeling kinda shy. it’s a struggle for me but i promise myself ima try. but i can’t stop the tears as they roll down my face and dry. people come people go, but i didn’t wanna let you go. there’s several things that i wanted you to know. i had visions of a ring i suppose. you can’t leave me here on my own. in the mirror i looked like a wobbly mess. all this anger in my body that i seem to possess. all this weight on my shoulders i feel kinda pressed. every day i just wanna be here less.

[@FCBrookside]

Damn bro, I feel you...a girl told me she wanted to be together forever and then leaves me for my friend...She used her mom as an excuse

[@trinitytt4759]

Imma sing to this😁

[@n.8408]

this is good bro i can’t lie but you can improve drop ur snap and we can work on it together i’m an upcoming pro engineer i can help you out just drop a snap and i’ll add it

[@FCBrookside]

@@n.8408 I wish I had snap to be able to talk to people who make music

[@n.8408]

MX FD any socials you have bro insta whatsapp just a texting platform

[@erlinglaufdalerlingsson3392]

man this is so real like when u think u have friends u dont, they just kick u to the ground and laugh like this v ideo helped me so much through the years great job man !!! keep uploading ur my hero

[@chucchuc4589]

Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are Up above the world so high Like a diamond in the sky Twinkle, twinkle, little star How I wonder what you are When the blazing sun is gone When his nothing Shine upon

[@qries8653]

your so cringe tbh you should end it all lol

[@Reborn-Vision]

🔥

[@Fischer_Topic]

Im always sad i never fake a smile I've been looking all around and shit its been a while Never hard to see until my tears go in a pile Im getting high im always staying oh damn super faded So much smoke inside my room its like im suffocating And damn your love is like a drug its so intoxicating Cant even think you thought that i was basic hands hurt a lot but words forever always staying you really told me you would never lie Then why you tell me that you love you want me in your life Pain is so hard but fuck it man so is life I never open up i never seem to connect the only thoughts i say out loud are thoughts i think in bed staying up tryna rethink all the things i said wonder if im lost or if im really better off dead Slit my wrist let them flow open Im so tired of this R.I.P im Forever broken guess your done with me I see your heart has really spoken Your like an angel that has come down at the worst of times You always come around fuck me up and waste my time There is a l in love but is no I owe U You done really fucked me up All i did was love you But i wont tell a lie that no one seems to hear im so sick of my whole life revolving in fear I think ive really done gone dry i shed the last tear im surprised i made it long this is my last year This is no suicide letter i would if it was shit i woulda wrote it better fuck all of this shit your so damn self centered I guess I really tried Im giving up this time No tears dont like to cry when im gone youll see all the shit i mean lay my soul down to rest make sure to tell my family I didnt do this cause i didnt feel liked by you it was the people all around i wont stop loving you time is counting 5, 4, 3, 2 Im gone...

[@Fischer_Topic]

*UPDATE* Its been a few days and with 8 likes thats good for me im glad people are seeing my comment and vibe with it and get it and at least feel the same where i can get a like or two 8 likes to some people mean nothing but 8 likes to me mean the world thank you

[@otje3227]

@@Fischer_Topic these are some good lyrics man i feel you brother

[@meddymughalvlogs1956]

Love you aiden (:

[@Fischer_Topic]

@@otje3227 Thanks man im glad you think so feel free to use em

[@Fischer_Topic]

@@meddymughalvlogs1956 Lots of love bro

[@Lucas-kk2ed]

Who else just legit forgot about the beat and was just watching the video... lol

[@GAFVM]

@ParissMusic Official soundcloud.com/drownyourselfinbliss/grapes-after-sex

[@ivyclan5697]

Shut up Karen

[@randomgaming667]

ME

[@Lucas-kk2ed]

Random Gaming lol

[@rapresent6385]

The video matches the beat so well though 😂🤷‍♂️

[@tysongrundy3108]

I just started crying when i heard this. The music video really made me break down because that's what I'm going through rn. Damn I've never cried more in my life. I just really miss my mom we used to be so close and I don't know what happened. I was freestyling abt my situation and started to break down I really think yall should do the same if your in pain.

[@denodix1263]

This beat got me in tears,💔😥😪... Miss my MOM SOOOO BAD! She passed Away on the 4th of July 2018. When America celebrates 4th of July I cry

[@mikewazowski6124]

DiX Mouts im sorry man

[@Twoupbreezy]

Am so sorry man

[@timelord3155]

This sentiment I’ve writ today may be sentimental, But my mental pain has influenced these words I paint with this ancient pencil, I used to jerk in rage, Thinking I’m worthless which in turn made me feel like these pages are worthless paintings, But every artist turns away and observes his weaknesses rather than what makes him great in every portrait made, I guess I’ll blame my perfectionist traits, But today I really feel deflated, My bubble has been burst, Now reality has set to emerge sadly, But for what it’s worth I’ll try to be happy, This consistent strategy of writing descriptions has become my prescription when I feel under the weather, The thunderous thunderbolts are thrashing rapidly, I’m rapidly deteriorating, This fantasy I’m laced in has become my tragedy, It’s a catastrophe like my worthless paintings, They may be worth less than the value on my life, But even that has come to terms with feeling worthless as well, But now, The sense of purpose is creeping out from the dirt in which it dwelled, I had it dig it out, My past dream a past seed that didn’t seem to work out, Because I lost hope, It didn’t get to see the light of day begin to peek out, A true sense of scope was took away, The most burdensome part is nurturing your dreams to reach the stars afar by feeding it with nutritious nourishments until it can grow apart and function independently as a counterpart, Just make sure you play your part with heart and put your soul into everything you seem to start to build, That’s a start, The stars are still so don’t think they will up and sprint, The thrill of moving fast won’t last, The path is meant to be gradual for you to graduate on flying colours like it was holy day, Well, This is a holy day for you to deeply appreciate so let each moment marinate, The carried weight has been lifted, Which lifts your spirit, Like the hand of your father who couldn’t stop drinking when deep thoughts began to creep in, Thinking brought him to the brink, So he drank himself into a sunken state, Sinking under waves until his breathe left his lungs, He left us young, I can’t even remember his hugs, It sucks, But I trust in the palms of god to bring me luck, I know the calm comes before the storm, But he before me in spirit form had become the embodiment of a swirling storm, The very form of rage when he’d storm through each door into the corridor, The hallways walls were savagely damaged and torn, Until he was worn and fell straight to the floor, He’d snore until he woke up the next morning sore while we were left to mourn over our old father who died long before he died and was sent to the morgue, Since that day I learnt a valuable lesson, substances of that kind are venom to the body if you inject or ingest them, The very essence of life is the most powerful drug, Don’t shrug and reply it’s skunk or any other substance, I’m drunk on life and it’s a blessing, The mind is a curious engine of the divine, That’s yearns you seek deep inside the very entrance of the shrine of life, And so we enter, Leaving with a plethora of light illuminating through our eyes, The power of the mind is unlike any kind, But don’t undermine the source of all that drives us in the right direction, The mind directs you, But your heart unearths your true meaning on this earth, Your being is meant to be a happy being, Being happy with no little reason, So long you chase your goals and reach em, What an achievement that would be, Be content that the contents inside your body have you breathing in the oxygen we can’t see but we feel it when the breeze is sweeping, When god is weeping, His tears are feeding the plants and mass for us to eat it, You see sadness has its place for growth, Don’t set aside its meaning, Because it’s deeper than you realise, Beneath the surface is layers that pine to be pealed back, Revealing it’s tree sap, It’s treason to cut it open, But I need it’s material in order to materialise my words with layers until the words hold more meaning, The concept is what gives it life for it to simply breath and speak for itself, My poetry preaches itself, I’m deeply grateful to be a creature with a sense of smell, A sense of hearing and a sense of sight, A sense of touch to be felt compels humans to communicate even if they feel down, Feeling down comes around every now and then, But remember we as members of this planet, Have atlas to thank for holding it in balance, without his brutish strength and talent, The earth would vanish, Like fabric cotton tossed into fiery chasm, Life is madness but life is your canvas, For you to express your actions, But without all these elements elegantly woven tremendously, We’d be without the essence and potency, These components and constituents brings sustenance to these continents, Full of oxygen in abundance for us to breathe, So breathe in, Hold it, Your lungs will begin to squeeze in, But it shows how much we need it, Life is simple, But we complicate it, With this conscious state we contemplate the reason why we often contemplate, We share the same boat, We correlate, We sail through these choppy waves that often change, From highs to lows, Which can drive us closer to the edge, And off we go, Falling into depths unknown but that’s where all truth be told, All truth unfolds, A secret scroll presents it’s light in the darkest hole, Waiting for you to hold it up, And preach what’s written in old, It’s yearning to be told, The age old question reads, How do we proceed with an injury so deep, It can’t be mended? The answer is you accept it, Eternal etchings have come to be known as scars That represent we’ve persevered when you loose grip of the steering and veer into an atmosphere unlike any here, But this is where the peer is pushed to the limit of his fears, He hears his own heart beat ring in his ears, Then comes to the revelation life is his to pioneer, We were first born beyond the force of this stratosphere in the form of a star, Before it was ripped apart at its core and stripped for parts, As they scattered amongst the darkness, Spreading its stardust, That very star guts is what makes us, us, We are not just a cog, Be cognisant of the scientific fact consciousness is the universe as such

[@xpertracer6837]

This just popped up on my recommended and ion regret clicking it good job wit the beats keep up the good work i just did a whole freestyle right now from luv to a heart break

[@TheLoc386]

Next month makes 2 years since my sister and 2 brothers passed - this beat has me in my feelings something fierce right now.

[@_Odinachi]

Keep going champ !! Rooting for you ❤️

[@BlackoutMusic2]

Yeah, check it, All day, every day, it’s all the same, Nothing left in this world but it’s okay, WELL, let me tell y’all a story, Hundred thousand different things this girl told me, She promised she was in love, I guess I was tricked, since day one. Here I come, walking through the door, I see a note on the floor, It reads “Goodbye” here, You weren’t enough for me dear, I ran, all around the house, It’s true, you were really gone. Now I’m sitting here, all alone, and you are off on your own, Babygirl, come back to me, You were the light in my dream, Everything else, just darkness, You left me to suffer through my pain.

[@Plasmic2]

Yo i need you to write a whole song for this beat because i might use it of im making a song with this beat You will be credited and i will @ you in the song

[@bustttyyy2nd408]

can i use some words here?

[@tiannanylander4554]

I dreamed about you last night, I wish i never woke up. I'm suprised how my heart is so strong to handle all this pain. From the moment we first met, you have never once left my mind. I watched you as you left but i can never seem to let you go. Tried of checking my phone and not seeing your name. I hope you one day realize how much i loved you. I miss talking to the old you. But now we are just strangers with some memories. Still young, still dumb, still learning about every little mistake i did. It's hard moving on from someone you loved the most. I know loving you was painful. But if i could do it again i would. I know i lied to you, but that was because i didn't want you to know how much i was hurt. I just can't get you out of my head. But I'm just hoping that you're looking for me in the sky too. It went from long texts and phone calls, to no texts and missed calls. But now today, missing the same person everyday hurts. After all we had, we act like we never met. Passed many eyes, but got lost in yours. But everytime i see your smile i fall in love all over again. Everything is nothing without you by my side. You gave me the best memories until you became a memory. I just want you to know i love you and always will. It feels like i fall more in love with you everyday, even though you don't feel the same for me anymore. I missed how we used to be together. If i had one wish, you'd stay forever.

[@jeshealofranco8569]

Man this hit me deep u had me crying while I was trying to rap it then I ended up reading like it was my life😔 hope ur okay

[@xnewmai8647]

Well I just rapped the whole line whine listening to the prod itself

[@Iskallt021]

Tianna Nylander i feel you bro/syster , that was amazing , be strong i wish best for you

[@TinVerzosa]

Tianna Nylander i feel you so much mam..be strong always and stay positive😍😘🙏🤗

[@effortless6094]

There's this girl who I've liked for so long and we are best friends and she started dating my best friend and I left them both now they have broke up and we are best friends again but now she has a new boyfriend and has left me 😭

[@kaleen757]

So no one realizes how sad the video is.. I wish I could give him a hug. :(

[@bishopjuice1005]

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[@СашаЗелинский]

Что еще желать 1 куплет Пусть под Солнцем золотым, Растворится грусть как дым, Каждый станет пусть веселым, молодым… Ведь давно пора понять, Жизнь - игра, начни играть, И пришли сюда мы точно не страдать. Припев А, я, любовь как фею, В сердце смог поймать. Я от тебя балдею, А что еще желать… 2 куплет Я хочу, чтоб в каждый дом, Словно в сказке (с узелком), Постучалось счастье ночью или днем… Чтоб непросто погостить, Чтоб оно осталось жить, Чтобы песни петь и больше не грустить… Припев А, я, любовь как фею, В сердце смог поймать. Я от тебя балдею, А что еще желать…

[@camamen23]

Well, just listening to this beat made me want to rap and how i realize how hard things are in life, and how easy we have it compared to others, the people that fight, the people that struggle i want this beat to go out to everyone.. love everyone you can, send love and hold hearts with care, want everyone to know there’s always someone there, there’s always someone watching, and for that, you have to be your best, focus on the things that matter, listen to your hearts and do the right things. I hope everyone has a great day/night. ❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥💯

[@209-i5m]

If you here cause you’re depressed. I hope you feel better soon. Just let you know there are people out here care for you too.

[@ivanjoshuaaguion6133]

Thankyou:(

[@garnet6994]

I'm not depressed

[@buffon144fps2]

Thanks, recently got dumped by my gf and she started dating my friend thank you

[@leniyahdior]

it dosent seem like it lol

[@9ineteenn649]

It’s the ones you never thought would let go It’s the ones you pushed everything, every friend and family member away for It’s the ones you never never thought would leave you all alone when you gave EVERYTHING just to see them happy to see you LONELY in the end after every BREATH every BLINK of an eye you took that SWITCHED like a page of a book without notice you would of took bullets for that hurt you in the end. So take my advice when I say nobody’s perfect & nothing in life will ever be a painted a perfect picture like you see in Hollywood. Your alone Your depressed Your selfless Your heart broken But I promise one thing you are is the most strongest person in the whole entire world & nothing will ever change that ever. God bless you & keep your head up kid.

[@nahtw_w]

Feeling powerless is like your head’s at gunpoint But your head has the gun Peel down our lessons to remind ourselves what’s the point If living ain’t really as fun But I’m reeling and spun Backs to the wall But not against one I climb it like spider-man and call to the web That’s how the internet spun Explains why my balance is done I’m confused and dizzy with all the opinions in one Platform oh fuck it I’m blasting off to the sun Guess that’s why I need so much space To absorb my writings in like a blackhole All that’s left of my soul and mind till there’s no more trace Fuck should I do with the life I have I wish I had many lives like polygamy I’ll take a hold of my life like someone grabs so many wives oh man Stick to one oh screw it I can live a single lifetime with many lives without ruin Who would go to suing assuming you know me and how I string words like I’m sewing When all you doing is reading a fluent, alien, blue and an entity that’s slightly congruent So I’m assuming you’re reading me You’re reading a messed up human I can’t be a true one if I fake my feelings out I can’t tell anyone that I’m feeling south They tell me that I should re-route But I’m feeling lost and pain is paying to Stamp me out Like em boss I feel like I lost my choice To follow my fucking voice Now all I do is scream and shout Pave an island of violence A volcano with a hot gurgling mouth Without music is the silence That tells what darkness is all about An obsessed mind thinking about thinking It’s sinking on itself like Atlantis This rant is like water on a towel It’ll be forgotten it won’t matter so fuck am I scared for I don’t care anymore and/or What I mean is fuck staying in my mind But I won’t need lead just use lead to murder these demons out behind It won’t be useless I’ll just use less of what they telling me But it’s nothing new so I have no use for them set them free

[@astrogameing1617]

Ayh my heart is aching Why you gotta fake it Promises you made to me Nothing but a fantasy Shawty I see you and me Everytime I fall asleep Our memories now haunting me Sometimes I would never sleep It's hard breathe I can't believe yu cut too deep I fell for you I'm on knees shawty why you gotta leave Don't you turn your back on me I tried my best to make yu stay but yu just wanna stray away I guess yu never felt the same that's why yu changed along the way yu switch the lane yu left me there I'll take the blame if yu come back cause I can't seem to get yu Outta my head You're moving on like nothing was there Sometimes I wish we never could've met I can't forget the feeling that you gave me Shawty yu can hate me blame me but don't yu stay away from me Baby you're my daily need without you girl I'm incomplete I wish yu were here next to me

[@alyze7062]

Can i use it🥺

[@loli-chan7146]

The i tried my best line combo is 🔥

[@vuminh1824]

Họ luôn cho tôi đúng ngoài, mỗi khi họ chẳng cần đến Khi tôi không có tác dụng thì thậm chí họ còn chẳng nhớ tên Họ ngồi đó không ngừng chỉ trỏ, tôi làm gì cũng đợi dòm ngó Và họ chỉ tay vào rìa thế giới và nói rằng chỗ của tôi ở đó Tôi luôn bị họ xem thường, bởi tôi làm gì cũng đổ nát Mỗi ngày vẫn luôn mỉm cười nhưng ở trong tôi là còn người khác Một người tỏ ra mạnh mẽ nhưng bên trong họ thì lại yếu đuối Một người ý chí phi thường sẽ mang trong mình mất mát chưa nguôi Một người hay cười trong tim của họ sẽ là những vết cắt Và khi về đêm thì sẽ chẳng ai ngăn nổi cái thứ gọi là nước mắt Và cũng sẽ chẳng biết làm gì ngoài việc im lặng với thứ ở trước mặt Lẳng lặng bước qua và xem đó như một bước ngoặt

[@nguyenhuykhoi9213]

quá hay

[@beekvande3993]

ad có thể cho em xin đoạn này được không ạ để em viết vào lyric của mình

[@dfclanfn]

Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all the chemistry, yeah Whatever happened to together 'til we 70 We moved apart girl now we living separately I remember you, can't you remember me Loving you my specialty, you my secret recipe You helped me find my self, a part of my identity My love, my oxygen to me you a necessity I hope this reaches you if not its my serenity Bars on my mind like I'm convicted for a felony And ah, that was a hard time Its been a while since we talked its been a long time I been on my phone, checking if you online Stalking up your page, wonder if you're on mine Been a couple years, thought that I'd be over you Still hold the tears, when I think of holding you You left and disappeared, I can't get a hold of you I can't believe you did me wrong, was someone else controlling you? 'Cause after all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you And when I saw you cry, I'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple So tell me did you love me? Or did you pretend to? Every time you touched me, was it even special? Was I a priority? Or squeezed into schedule Baby you an angel same time you the devil After all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah I know I made some mistakes but that was all in my past Now I'm out here tryna regain my ground real fast And I don't understand the struggle, and I don't understand the pain I don't understand why all of this is running through my brain And it's running through my veins And I feel I can't escape And even when I try to overcome all of the hate It feels like I just get locked tighter in this gate And my heart begins to Shake And my heart begins to frail No matter what I do, I know I can't prevail Before I even started, I already knew failed And in case you couldn't tell My life is on a Sail And it just stared sinking Do I revert to drinking Or do I revert to prayer Cuz even though I pray my life's still in despair Man this life really ain't fair But you don't really care Nah, You don't care that my life is in a drought Where is all my life flowing, cuz I think I'm out I don't feel nothing, we call that feeling lifeless I don't feel nothing, when I used to feel righteous I just keep feeling more empty at heart My heart keeps on crumbling and falling apart Yea, Do you know that feeling? When you know you need some healing But even though you know that, that pain still keeps on killin And you know you can't escape it And you know you can't erase it So you hide from yo problems cuz it's just to hard to face it You know you can't erase all of the things you've said And just that in itself creates a whirlwind in your head And you laying in yo bed Create a list of your regrets Make a list of all the thing and challenges you've met And you feel like life is set Yea, you can't get past the struggle So you lock up In this bubble Don't got nobody to cuddle Cuz you can't even trust yo self to not get into trouble So how she post to trust you, when love is on the line When she don't even know if she's just wasting time After all the times, everything we been through Every time you lie, I'd always defend you When every time you cry, i'd just hold you gentle For you I prayed to God, to me you like a temple, yeah Music to my ear you my melody Late nights feeling sick you my remedy I remember every moment, every memory Sipping on you, fuck sipping on the Hennessy Heard you living in the Hills, out in Beverly Yeah we coulda been forever been a legacy But you tryna fight claiming that we enemies Thinking 'bout the jealousy forgetting all chemistry, yeah

[@whosKxrmah]

I love you gang no cap

[@andygonzalez8363]

Dats not ur lines lol

[@lanebennett3885]

lmao you an ali gatie fan?

[@hollyford2891]

@@andygonzalez8363 hater

[@renatoboctoy9547]

Eyyy,,,🔥🔥🔥

[@Aveessh1]

who else is rappin lyrics in the comments throughout the beat?😄♥️💥

[@pizzaisyummy1004]

Avishek Bhattarai same lol

[@tupapi7299]

I am and let me say is one of the best beats ever to freestyle on

[@Aveessh1]

yes it is💥

[@imheem9200]

nah makin my own rap my g

[@Aveessh1]

@@imheem9200 Great dude go on💥

[@j-nius3042]

I like the guitar melody on this beat. Good job!👌👌

[@Ahnboibeats]

Thank you so much 🙌

[@amberheard4811]

People:composed lyrics. Me: Making rap on their lyrics.

[@Nightcr4wl3r]

Same

[@amberheard4811]

@Qieara Taylor Where u from?

[@amberheard4811]

@Qieara Taylor yo

[@amberheard4811]

@Qieara Taylor I'm an Indian

[@amberheard4811]

@Qieara Taylor hey girl u made it so late to reply...anyways I don't mind that

[@partypants5677]

She took my heart and broke it Feelin like I'm the one Choking The homie ain't trying to fight Found his name on her inner thigh That made me feel like imma die Heart got broke so I wont even try Might be another one gone tonight Found me in the moonlight Passed out knowing my mind ain't right Stayin high to get away from the pain all day and night My heart got shattered Feelin like I don't even matter Depression hit me like a train To many demons in my brain Makin me go insane All that girl brought was pain

[@ctmoney088]

I'm sorry bro

[@brent407]

damn on her INNER THIGH THOUGH?

[@partypants5677]

@@brent407 yup like legit on her right leg on the inner side

[@daltonquintal]

Now I am 23, I remember when it use to be you and me, memories keep on killing me ruin me, so I say fine goodbye I'm doin me, a father I hope soon to be, you and me is what I hope to see......

[@minecraftgoodsingles8162]

michael jordan

[@shaylashaw4232]

How do the days go bye so fast,it’s just like yesterday we had such a blast. The days go by and no word or text,and i just say I’ll believe every word you said. So make me want to go further than the stars. you tell me it will be alright and I’ll believe every word u say. Every word you SAY. EVERY word YOU say. Every word every word every word. every word you say.

[@swifty3322]

I will be singing this to a girl I like If i know she likes me to Hey Maliya i have one thing to say and that is I will treat you this way I will text you every day and night hopeing that you will fight everything in your life I would be saying goodmorning and goodnight hoping that your okay everyday I think of you and I believe in you I wish that you would love me like I love you i love that you are your self your like me but better and more happy thanks for listening now I have one thing for you will u go out with me

[@iamtheseapanda1470]

do it king 👑

[@hugow2174]

if she knew you wrote her her she'll be with you Don't be sad, smile like me

[@atf9337]

Just ask her out 😂

[@steezyastro]

simp

[@Kolache_Universe]

@@steezyastro SHHHHHHH SIMPS ARE FOR WIMPS

[@jesuslopez1222]

Why do I feel like God’s punishing me by making me feel so lonely, sad, and depressed but also making it impossible for me to ever be in a relationship

[@kaigoulun80yearsago43]

You are not alone, most of the people went through depression

[@sunray7556]

You have to fight with your own demons. This is the only way to become better Human and get closer to God. Think about yourself. It is only test for you, which you can fail or pass. Do not blame others or God. Focus on yourself and start doing progress by small steps, cuz small progress is better than no progress, but sometimes to make progress you have to make regres first to understand own falls.

[@justinyost8580]

Remember I was a kid n everything was simple/ Remember the days my worries fit in a thimble/ Remember when life didn’t just feel like a sinkhole/ Remember the times my momma didn’t think I’m deceitful/ But shit changes, and it ain’t never over/ My vision be jaded lately buh now I be seein sober/ These days I see the truth but now the lies are getting colder/ Is it true that god gives the hard battles to tougher soldiers/

[@joshimajhi7110]

IJust wanna be me But everytime. I Try I couldn't be Anxiety on my soul I couldn't breathe Just wanna make some green Just need a empty space to scream My words. All the friends I had Close-in the doors. Fire mind the overload Abo auta kura tho afai socch Hijo sama tiyo

[@justsomeguythatsupsidedown1180]

Suicide, surrounding my brain at the age of 7 going insane dying inside, feeling the pain My world and family will never be the same Now i'm 15, depressed and sad I wasted my life and i'm still glad I have no regrets, inside and out Something i rarely even talk about Sitting outside, feelin' the rain asking myself why i did this again Now i'm 18, quarantined in my room Drinking some cocaine and watching the flowers bloom I've went to jail but i don't really care Ill just stop breathing, consuming the air It'll end like this, no happy ending Or maybe my life will continue extending Maybe i can turn this all around And stop thinking about hitting the ground Now i'm 24, happy and no regrets Instead of drinking, I do cigarettes I now have a girlfriend The love of my life But if she does leave me that is alright The time flew by and now i'm 30 We got engaged, and i am worthy Lived through this live without any hurting It's hard keepin' up with this wording No slitting or cutting or suicidal attempts That's what my life really represents The feel of depression, how to make a barrier And this way i feel a lot more happier Here's my advice, keep it with you through your whole life Never cut your body with a kitchen knife There's people who do it and it really doesn't help Your really just destroying yourself So if you do, stop it, its not good for your health And you also don't have to go through this yourself You can go ask a friend, or maybe some family And then you can live your life happily

[@skyluciano9816]

These lyrics are 🔥

[@justsomeguythatsupsidedown1180]

The more u read them the worse they get

[@keko967]

I just dropped a song and this already inspired me to start writing again. Bless you and your talents 🙏🖤

[@eronj5824]

It's all good boys. Don't worry we're all here for the same reason. There's another out there. Bless up🖤🙏🏾

[@bishopjuice1005]

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[@daltonmiles4174]

Reading all these comments seeing people going through stuff like me wanted to share a pice of something I wrote It started all right here in Jacksonville FL Came from two teen parents that couldn’t afford me So we lived in a small space on 103rd “Jasmin watch your brother for me” ok yes sir. Yea we had a poor life but that didn’t mean nothing all we had was each other and you know that means something. The rest of this song is to personal but the gist is that my life I lose everything family a house and my sister and dad and now it’s just me and my mom btw I’m 15 and I’ve changed most of the bad in my life and found something that frees me from everything the gym. I’m gonna end this of by a quote I heard growing up. It’s better to lose everything and everyone than know their out their but just don’t care. I hope who ever reads this just know that everything is gonna get better 🙏🏼 I promise.. God Bless

[@firegangg]

God bless man 🙏🏿

[@SneakyMane]

ay bruh im from jax

[@sorifury4211]

Amen 🙏 bro I support you

[@lilbearsbullshitvlogs3729]

Yo I just realized this dropped on my birthday.. aye I love the beat too 🙌😔🖤

[@Xxx_EDITS01]

this makes me cry no joke it really does

[@Jack-mx6wg]

I’m tired of being to my family the “other kid” The one who’s not the smartest with my true emotions hid I’m tired of being to my friends the outcast Not invited anywhere, stuck inside behind the glass I’m tired of acting in a fake personality Pretending to be someone who I’m not meant to be I’m tired of living life so stressed out Not having fun, full of sadness and doubt Now I’m in pain Mentally physically all this shit in my brain Making me feel insane So tired, so drained Dark thoughts about hurting myself Not giving two shits about my mental health Now this other shit that nobody else knows Another fucking thing that the devil throws Life ain’t never gonna be the same anymore I lay in bed thinking if I could just go back to before-

[@PapaBear33]

Damn kid. That's deep. My prayers to you if you feel as written 🙏 ❤ much love. U got talent with expressing yourself. That's dope. Stay in touch if anything.

[@3.0drian]

wish you the best, stay strong

[@dumiplaysguitar3326]

Man I can relate to this so much stay strong man it will be ok

[@ZoljeTV]

Ey bro I feel you man this is dope text even if its facts I will take this text and keep it going and I hope I can make this to a popular song if I just put time on it and I hope you will get it better in youre life and find happiness 🙏 ❤ Edit: Im done with the song I will try to sing it as soon as I can.

[@bakeasnail]

Seriously i can relate ... Al this are the things im going through right now... Respect to you.. Amazingly expressed ...... Totally love it

[@Mermaid_girl-jx6bc]

Looking for a brighter day I'm just sitting in this pain Baby please take it all away I feel like ima slave I'm in the back digging my grave I understand these lies About these other guys When I look in those eyes I try to understand why No matter what I'm by your side Always held it down and support I was there when you was in the court How do I stand tall when I'm so short I'm feeling myself drift away I think about you all night and every day

[@andre1524]

If you like this beat, listen to this song that I've done with it. Thank you!!! kzbin.info/www/bejne/qmGQnX-Ll9qGd7M

[@blakeswrld_dom7593]

Im mixing up how I feel I got different emotions Going back and forth she wavy like she the ocean Passing me the woods I light it up and I smoke it Just to run away from all the times I was choking Momma told me people fall in love for a reason So why does shorty only talk to me when I'm dreamin Heart so cold it feels like winter's the season Wish she gave me warning but I aint know she leavin She had me confused she wasn't keepin it real Now that I'm alone I just don't know how to feel Thought that you was gonna stay by me what's the deala sc Has me insecure again this life is surreal I don't really understand this life that I live Always wanna take but nobody wanna give Lending girls my heart they slip away into the mist Always wanna hate I guess my life has turned to shit I just wanna say I'm sorry to my mama and pops I know y'all gonna miss me cause you love me a lot I tried to push through it all and come out on on top But now its got me under my depression is up I never knew I suffered from a sadness Until the first time I touched the silver to my wrist That was the day I knew that all the hurting pain Could cover up all of my stupid mistakes...

[@Yavl]

Please. Delete. This. Stupid. Essay. Nerd.

[@blakeswrld_dom7593]

@@Yavl shut yo dumb ass up built like a piece of broccoli

[@Yavl]

@@blakeswrld_dom7593 Shutup nerd you wouldn’t say that to my face with your 5’3 180 pounds self

[@Yavl]

@@blakeswrld_dom7593 “heart so cold it feels like the winter season” why you getting mad over a reply when your heart is so cold, bitch

[@swiftycoop2509]

@@Yavl ik its a lil late, but all of yall are bitches just to remind yall

[@sashiaream3361]

You were the one lyrics when I sleep All I do, is think bout you Every time I hear your voice It drives me crazy, I thought you were the one. What did I do so wrong? For ya to leave me all alone all you did, did was fuck with my heart. I gave, you my all Now I’m just, gonna fucking fall But I thought but you were the one I thought you were the one Maybe im a little bit crazy maybe I'm a little psyco When I looked into your eyes I fell deeply in love, Now my love for you is fading I think I’m happier now but why do I feel so down You just fucked me up it was crazy That I thought you were the one When I sleep All I do is think about you Drives me crazy I don't know where to go I don't know what to say All I needed was you in the end Yea I thought I was happier now but all I do Is fucking fall when I stand up I don't know where to go now why did you have to leave me I thought you were the one guess I'm wrong now Why Now I'm gonna fuckin fall Fuckin fall Thought I was happier Never better By kingfail & vivan

[@soletro5978]

Okay wtf. The actual episode did NOT make me tear up. This some sorcery!

[@SupremeUAbtch]

well actually i stopped crying, i guess im numb

[@goinupdotcody2883]

Look im sorry of the pain i caused im sorry for the troubled times Im sorry for the endless nights Staying up and thinking A pain thats always ringing Im your ears and in your heart That shodows that you see Even when its dark I hate myself i hate this life I have nothing I can't make this right I lost the light and your out of sight Whats the point im giving up I can't seem to pick it up All the broken peices All lost and scattered All the framed photos tourn and tattered Listen I suck at love im bruised and shattered I thought maybe with you id matter I take hearts like its a currency Because of all the ones that hurted me I didnt stop to think abt what i did Or who id hurt Im a slefish kid

[@faouzia2094]

wow your text is so good!

[@reachercodm]

Hello it's me again Look at me being lonely Have no friends to turn to Just me in the mirror starring at myself till I begin to hate myself Opening the window wondering who might come How long must I stay in the darkness Have no food and water, only fear that keeps on eating me alive It's a pity I only feel alive when I hold the torch That keeps on lighting my road It's been a while now since it lasted

[@anthony-martinez]

i’ve never actually posted what i’ve wrote before but here’s a verse and i’m sorry that you never really needed me i can’t go to sleep, it gets hot, my thoughts boil into me afraid of all the chances i get i turn away, i turn life into fears, i don’t forget shit gets hard sometimes and it’s hard to admit it it’s dark in the corner, thoughts behind me rust on the walls you not seeing i tell myself to try, i only try when it’s harder routines don’t come easy, when you’re stuck at the bottom

[@justinslate4972]

@slipshod you got insta or snap?

[@jordansbitch7697]

I’m sorry to those that I was pushing away I’m sorry to A’Juana, didn’t treat you the same gave me so much love, and you made me feel great All I gave you back was hate I had a lot on my plate Showed me so much love and brought out the best in me But in the end My insecurities brought out the rest in me almost tore us apart, and it probably will I’m sorry it was your heart, that I couldn’t fill I know I said that I’d be better than all of your ex but I’m sorry I couldn’t keep my emotions in check I wish that I could’ve Could’ve gave you my best but I’ll make the best of my time Till you move on to the next I’m sorry it’s that one thing That stayed in my head It’s that one thing I couldn’t make it to bed I stayed up all night not a blink of my eye Couldn’t sleep I couldn’t breathe I couldn’t help but cry. But it’s all good I’m happy I’m with you I wish you could say the same I wish your feelings were simple I’m sorry that I give off All these mixed signals At certain times I’d make you cry And on others you’d giggle Thank you Thank you for for all of it Thank you for the big things And all of the smallest bits Your example was great I wish that I could’ve followed it But I’m sorry I got caught up On all of the smallest shit. 💔

[@trinitytt4759]

DANG THAT WAS DEEP BUT I LOVE IT IF YOU WRITE SONGS I DO TO ❤️😃

[@Wife.Emailer]

now your gone i feel a bit under the weather. you promised me that we would be together forever. i’m all alone now and damn my heart feels severed. i miss you more and my emotions are tethered. i’m sat on my own and not a day goes by. i’m a little bit anxious and i’m feeling kinda shy. it’s a struggle for me but i promise myself ima try. but i can’t stop the tears as they roll down my face and dry. people come people go, but i didn’t wanna let you go. there’s several things that i wanted you to know. i had visions of a ring i suppose. you can’t leave me here on my own. in the mirror i looked like a wobbly mess. all this anger in my body that i seem to possess. all this weight on my shoulders i feel kinda pressed. every day i just wanna be here less. i added this from someones comment and it made the full version

[@izaiahmahanga-grant1531]

@@Wife.Emailer those two raps together sound beautiful. I tried rapping them and they r nice as

[@Wife.Emailer]

Izaiah Grant I know I did too it was great

[@izaiahmahanga-grant1531]

@@Wife.Emailer yeah it is aye. I'd love to become real good at freestyling tbh