〖AirahTea〗Mystic Messenger OST - Endless Struggle (ORIGINAL English Lyrics Cover)(REMASTERED)

★"Far from light, I'm consumed by my dark and cold endless struggle."★
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Here is my remastered cover of Endless Struggle! I...really hope this doesn't get taken down this time around (๑ ˊ͈ ᐞ ˋ͈ )
For those of you who don't know (and to clarify what happened further) here's my video explaining the whole shabam with pictures of the emails: • UPDATE: Taking Down En...
Essentially, because I used the full, original soundtrack to sing to, I had to take it down according to Cheritz's copyright which doesn't allow uploads that include the full music to any of their OP/ED/OSTs. So...
As per Cheritz's copyright policy, I declare that the music in the video is a secondary creation played by my wonderful friend, weakvocals/RisingMelody and NOT the original OST
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Hopefully, I can start my journey in writing lyrics for the rest of the soundtracks if all goes well! Let this be only the beginning!
★Watch weakvocals's English cover of V's "The Compass": • Mystic Messenger ED - ...
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★ORIGINAL:
Song: Endless Struggle
From: Mystic Messenger
Composer: Flamming Heart
★COVER:
Original Lyrics & Vocals: Airah
Music: RisingMelody ( / @risingmelody ) // weakvocals ( / @weakvocals )
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★LYRICS:
This is my home.
Flowers, I'll grow.
Growing from weakness of the unknown.
Hide all your fears.
Don't show your tears.
Stop this, you've done this for years.
One more mistake made again.
It's my fault so I must take the punishment's pain
Again.
Can I turn this useless and worthless, weak and incompetent body of mine into the strength that I want
So I can be useful and skillful to my savior and the believers so I can prove that there is no such thing as "the weaker half"?
But then I met you (but then I met you)
A light that's so new (a light that's so new)
And somehow you knew (and somehow you knew)
You easily saw through (you easily saw through)
The lies I've held true (the lies I've held true)
But still, I have to listen and obey to make sure you stay safe.
How can I hope when I know I'm so pitiful?
Far from light, I'm consumed by my dark and cold endless struggle.
Now the dreams I had grow further from my reach as all my burdens increase, showing I'm not worthy of a life that's warm and kind and free of misery after all.
Stronger and stronger I must fight to conquer and destroy all the fools that dare get in my way
Pathetic and worthless I'll curse all these torments. I'll rid of the “me” that is weak.
From the struggle and the shadows, I will learn to rise again.
You betrayed me, hurt me, left me. (It hurts)
Broke your promise to protect me. (It burns)
Turned your back when I had pleaded on.
I know I'm useless and worthless. I don't deserve kindness but still, I can't help but keep hoping that one day I'll leave here and learn how to be free and live life like how it should be.

[@Psych2go]

Wow!

[@inthepresent7834]

Omg bro u here? Nice lol. U play mystic messenger or are u here for the beautiful song

[@inthepresent7834]

@Hymnilea Yukihyo LOL YEA

[@meihalo]

@Hymnilea Yukihyo LOL

[@Flymerick]

Surely, Saeran needs Psych2Ho!

[@ninicicak]

psych2go know mystic messenger? Woah!!

[@rosyred4089]

I feel like this song is not only about Ray but all of his personalities singing their feelings out.. you know the beginning is Ray, 2:24 Dark Saeran, 2:52 Unknown and 3:23 Choi Saeran?😢💞 You can feel all of their sufferings through this song it hurts you did a great job adding sadness to my heart with ur voice sis😭😭💜

[@isabejitaStudio]

OMG looking it like this makes the song SO MUCH BETTER hey, if you agree, id like to use this idea in a animatic some day 🥺💖

[@shiruki8974]

I've always interpreted "endless struggle" as both Ray's and Saeran's song. I feel it represents both of their anguish and pain, trying to cope with life with each other, trying to somehow survive despite the trauma and confusing mental illness

[@AirahTea]

★EDIT: I Am The Strongest REMASTERED is finally up on my channel! ★WATCH HERE: kzbin.info/www/bejne/hXm5epuYnLpsppY Thank you to everyone who could make it to this premiere! QvQ I got emotional seeing all the familiar faces and the kindness you've all given me and I send you all my love and hugs (and tea). I'm just sitting on the other side of the computer screen in my pjs with my cheeks hurting from smiling. TTvTT Don't forget to give RisingMelody/weakvocals some love too! This couldn't have been made without his hard work. The chat timed out before my responses could be sent but to answer some questions: (1) Yes, you can translate the lyrics (I've also enabled the "add subs" option to this video if you wanna use that). If not, as long as you credit back I'll be happy! (2) Official downloads are available only for Patreons (although I know there are other ways to download *cough**cough* so I won't stop you. BUT if you want to support me, Patreon exists for downloads as well! >w< Thank you all so SO much!

[@Jo---Jo]

I'm so glad that this was able to be released again, I hope that Cheritz is nice to you with this one and hopfully you'll be able to work on more stuff like this in the future!!!

[@AirahTea]

I really hope so too! TTvTT I'm really hoping to work on some of their other OSTs now that I've clarified their copyright policy more. Thank you for sticking around for so long! 💓

[@dakotamyn]

I JUST FINISHED MY SECOND RUN OF RAY'S ROUTE YESTERDAY I'M NOT READY FOR THIS

[@AirahTea]

_ah yes you're fresh from the feels train, welcome ⊙v⊙_

[@meihalo]

I JUST DID RAYS ROUTE LAST WEEK IM CRYING WHILE WATCHING I WASNT READY EITHER

[@AirahTea]

@@meihalo ahhhhh if it makes it better, I've replayed the route a few times and cried every time TvT

[@dakotamyn]

@@orion4184 I SAW IT, I AM SO READY!! The supposed current release date is so close to my birthday, thank u for this early birthday gift Cheritz!!!

[@orion4184]

@@dakotamyn woohoo!!!

[@ElNashiox]

AaaAaaaAAaaa I'm going to cry a lot listening to this, beautiful days are coming yass, love u so much Airaaaaaah

[@AirahTea]

alskdjf thank youuuu Q///Q

[@valelei]

- L y r i c s - This is my home Flower I’ll grow Growing from weakness of the unknown Hide all your fears Don’t show your tears Stop this you’ve done this years One more mistake made Again.... It’s my fault So I must take The punishments pain Again.... Can I Turn this Useless and Worthless Weak and incompetent body Of mine Into the strength that I want So I can be useful And skillful To my savior And the believers So I can prove that There is no such thing as the weaker half But then I met you A light that’s so new And somehow you knew You easily saw through The lies I’ve held true But still I have to Listen and obey To make sure you stay safe How can I hope When I know I’m so pitiful Far from light I’m consumed By my dark And cold Endless struggle Now the dreams I’ve had grow further from my reach As all my burdens increase Showing I’m not worthy of a life That warm and kind And free of misery after all Stronger and stronger I must fight to conquer And destroy all the fools That dare get in my way Pathetic and worthless I curse all these torments I’ll rid of the me that is weak From the struggle and the shadows I will Learn to rise again You betrayed me Hurt me Left me Broke your promise to protect me Turned your back when I had pleaded on I know I’m useless And worthless I don’t deserve kindness But still I can’t help but keep hoping that One day I’ll leave here And learn how to be free Live life like how it should be

[@markingay1071]

bruh i'm doing ray/saeran's route for the second time and i'm suffering just like the 1st time, like, in my opinion its the most painful route in all the game :( and now with this cover i can "understand" what the song was saying, i think(? :((. OK THE POINT IS I LOVE SAERAN AND ALL HIS PERSONALITIES HE DESSERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD cheritz please be a gentleman and make the after ending lmao >:( prettyyy voice ''< 3

[@AirahTea]

Thank you! ^^ And Saeran's route definitely has a lot of trauma being discussed in the plot, so no doubt, we're suffering right along with him TTvTT I, too, hope the after end will be made soon ;;

[@KrissAraminta]

i literally just unlocked another story and i’m alrdy in pain ;-;

[@Ellielulu_Ellielu]

Kriss Araminta Ooo any updates? Who's route are you on?

[@clar130]

I think V's route was the most heartbreaking one of them all I was in love with Ray by the end and cried really hard (I mean REALLY hard)

[@seiyaaraminta]

@@Ellielulu_Ellielu this is kriss’s alt (using free premium trial lol) i have finished all routes and slowly chipping away at bad endings(cant bring myself to do ray route’s bad endings yet) also, WHOOOO RAY ROUTE AFTER ENDING

[@AmayaRion]

Such clean high notes, so enjoyable to listen to

[@AirahTea]

ahhh thank youuu >///< ❤️ I can always count on you

[@waLANAngiba]

Rising's piano and your vocals really brought a rich version of this song. The pain and struggle is so evident, and it's not a surprise that I got goosebumps as a result of your harmony. This is really well-produced!! Definitely one of my favourites from you!! 💕

[@AirahTea]

Ahhh considering how it was a two-person job, I'm so flattered you say so! Thank you so so much for your kindness and support! 💓

[@kyrahorton3476]

Ok so I literally love everything about this song Everything But this (3:02) HURTS OMG 😭😭😭 It's easy to tell this part is mentioning his brother and the fact that Ray believes he was betrayed I didn't see anyone talking about it which is insane because this is the part of the song that smacks me in the face emotionally 😂 Keep up the great work!

[@AirahTea]

_ahhh_ thank you so much for saying so! That's exactly what I had in mind while writing that part. I like to think of this song as Ray's message to himself and to those around him. I'll keep doing my best!

[@animegirl8920]

Aaaah this song takes me back to mystic messenger! So many memories! This song is truly beautiful, amazing singing!

[@AirahTea]

Thank you so much! :DDD

[@tetrauchiha]

**crying** It’s back better than ever

[@AirahTea]

_/sobs_ thank you thank you TTvTT

[@meanevie]

I LOVE this so so much, the lyrics fit to Ray's character so so much that it hurts. Ignore my repetition, I just love this a lot ;^;

[@AirahTea]

alskdjf repeat away, we'll all hurt along with you TvT ❤️ I'm really glad you like the lyrics!

[@i5uru_809]

The quality of the sound is soo good her voice is beautiful and I love the piano track!

[@AirahTea]

I'm so glad you like it, thank you! ❤️❤️❤️

[@bni606]

now tht I have played v's route this actually hit deeper than it should....😀😭

[@AirahTea]

The feels really just get worse the longer you play TTvTT

[@kyozies]

this is seriously underrated. i couldn't stop listening to it

[@AirahTea]

Thank you so much! I'm so glad you enjoy listening to it :)

[@alexdinca3947]

OH MY GOD AM I IN HEAVEN ??? I CAN RELIVE THE BEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE AKA THE MOMENTS WHEN I LISTENED TO THIS AMAZING SONGG ILY

[@AirahTea]

alskdjfafd ahhhh you've been around so long, thank youuu QvQ

[@leilei8987]

I'm in Ray's route, wish me luck to have Good Ending ;-;

[@AirahTea]

All the luck to you! °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖° You get those hearts!

[@KiraTami14]

It was so beautiful! I was almost crying the whole time. I recently was able to finally get Ray's good ending and to be able to hear this song again almost brought me to tears. Your voice is so beautiful and Im so happy I was able to make it to the premiere! Thanks for not giving up on this beautiful song!

[@AirahTea]

Yaaay! I'm so glad you got his good ending QvQ It's so sweet. Congrats! I'm so honored you could join, thank you so much for the support TTvTT

[@mikaelaherseyimolmus45]

...I... I can't explain my feelings right now... It's so... good... *and awesome..* and... OMG IT'S SO AWESOME THANKS FOR DOING THAT SONG AIRAH 💕💕

[@AirahTea]

ahhh thank you!! >///< you're more than welcome!!

[@leonieleonie6960]

i come everytime back here its just too adorable you express the emotions so good its just so amazing

[@AirahTea]

I'm so happy you say so, thank you! ;v;

[@kelseyturnerexo-l1622]

I’m so happy that this is back I’m definitely going to have this on repeat Also Ray /Saeran is my fave character from mystic messenger

[@AirahTea]

Me too! :DDD Thank you for always supporting me with these songs and for sticking around, it means the world ❤️❤️❤️

[@kelseyturnerexo-l1622]

AirahTea no problem

[@teardropcrystals]

It's the way that I've learned all the lyrics in 12 hours because I keep listening, heck. This sounds really good! I actually really like how they wrote Saeran / Ray / Unknown , im on day 8 after not playing for 5 years but :,) as someone with DID... yeah, it's nice to see it not written horribly

[@AirahTea]

I'm glad you like it! :D Enjoy singing~

[@707orseven6]

I missed this cover. I remember I used to look for these and I could never listen to it unless it was on another channel. So it's nice to be able to listen to it again on the right channel.

[@AirahTea]

Thank you for supporting me and this song for so long 😭 I'm glad it's back here too~

[@ClementineEverettemmaGraham]

God this entire song gave me the chills. The strength and control in your voice is unbelievable. You're amazing at what you do and youve gotten a lot better! So proud 🥺💞💞

[@AirahTea]

I'm constantly trying to work on it so I'm SO glad you think so Q///Q Thank you!

[@mel_gezz_3916]

Siempre me emociono al escucharla :'")

[@AirahTea]

Thank youuu QvQ ❤️

[@amandaalvarez2020]

Es hermosa ♡.♡

[@Ash.nw06876]

@@amandaalvarez2020 exacto

[@marivelchallapa4022]

esta es la canción mas hermosa que he es escuchado 💖💓💗

[@Sanrio-paradise]

Awwww this is amazing!!! Seven and Ray’s route are my favorites even tho it makes me really sad... This is beautiful :D ✨

[@AirahTea]

aha thank you so much - I'm glad you enjoy it ;v;/

[@mxsticmess]

OMG I REMEMBER LISTENING TO THIS COVER WHEN YOU POSTED THE ORIGINAL VERSION FOREVER AGO BEFORE IT GOT DELETED AND IVE HAD IT STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS SO I WENT TO SEE IF I COULD FIND IT AGAIN AND 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SM OMG 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝

[@AirahTea]

Ahhhh thank you for coming back!! QAQ You've stuck around for so long, and that really means the world to me! I hope you enjoy the remastered version (that should be able to stay on YT forever now LOL).

[@user-hq8pf4nq5q]

I can feel his pain listening to this song :'c The lyrics really fits! Thank you for this!

[@AirahTea]

Thank you so much! I'm glad you think so :D

[@_Aleksya_]

I'm in a looping here Listening this for the fifteen time... Today 😔✊🏻💙

[@mimoto_kaze4099]

I've been listening to this for over 24 hours now. No stop

[@AirahTea]

Thank you for the support! :D

[@mimoto_kaze4099]

@@AirahTea Oh my- I am so sorry I didn't see this reply. I love your singing. It really is no problem supporting you :)

[@SarahGelaneh]

Dang i love this

[@fyodorsbabygirl]

This song represents perfectly what he feels. And your voice is so damn amazing like those high notes-😭

[@AirahTea]

I'm so glad you say so, thank you so much! :DDD

[@wxs_sao3938]

Omg I missing so much this cover 😭😭❤️

[@AirahTea]

ahhh thank you for being around so long TTvTT we're all happy it's back

[@aprilmorales4679]

Im so happy that this is back! I've had the lyrics stuck in my head all year and didn't remember them correctly ;-;. Great job !

[@AirahTea]

awww that's so sweet TTvTT I'm so glad you're back to listen to this again!

[@kalosyini]

Oh gosh, i love your voice :)

[@AirahTea]

ahhh thank youuu TvT

[@kalosyini]

Hopefully there'll be more people who like you and your voice!!!

[@YenNhi-ib3pr]

This is both painful and precious at the same time 🥲

[@AirahTea]

Our favourite combination :P

[@sylvaniavalentino7678]

This is too much i can't take it TT_TT the lyric fits him so well i feel like i could hear his insecurity and anxiety screaming through this song. This song is literally Ray's route itself T_T thank you so much this is beautiful!

[@AirahTea]

Thank _you_ for saying so! I'm very glad you enjoy it :D

[@hisle9188]

Good luck to mee! I'm back playing Saeran's route and this time I hope I'm heading to the road of happy ending^^

[@AirahTea]

Good luck!!

[@rosyred4089]

Listening to this song I don't even know why some people hate Saeran.. he's been through so much than most of the others😢 he deserves all the love and kindness 😭😭🤧

[@helenmadamrose306]

LMAO!! This is my life. I can't literally stop crying!! Your lyric voice is so beautiful. Thank you💖😍😭

[@nincombook9577]

Gosh I remember the day when I introduced Mystic Messenger to my best friend that she was so into the OSTs and became obsessed to your covers that I got in and listened to it from time to time in my music playlist. Thank you for remastering this it brings back so much memories and your singing is too amazing and emotional!

[@AirahTea]

This brings back memories of when I first started! I'm so honored you two have support me and this cover for so long - thank you to you both! QvQ

[@mrsackerman5952]

_nostalgia and emotional trauma intensifies_

[@AirahTea]

_what. a. MOOD._ (also here are some hugs and tissues)

[@dianaartemisa3636]

Abriste la herida u.u Esto es bellísimo 💖👌🏻

[@AirahTea]

Ahhh we're all feeling the pain with you QvQ and muchas gracias!

[@amandaalvarez2020]

Me encanta esta canción :(♡♡♡

[@HelloThere-vr4ur]

I just want to say I love you and your soul, I can relate to this and I’m glad I have someone who can write a song so beautifully. I can’t wait for future songs, keep doing you !!! And don’t listen to hate because I love you 💕❤️ This kind of music is my favorite it came out perfect, I started to tear up it’s so beautiful!!💕❤️

[@AirahTea]

lkajfsd you're so kind, thank you >///< I'm so grateful to have your support and I really hope I'll be able to keep writing more songs for the other OSTs! Thank you for being here with me 💓

[@Someone-ig7we]

I listened to this at first before doing Ray's route, but after doing it now..... It's even more sad :(

[@AirahTea]

We're just a community of pain here XD

[@TheLlama90]

Wow, that made me cry. My kitty tried playing with me to cheer me up. Like just wow. I could feel that. Painfully beautiful, impactful. Really felt like Saeran. You wrote this? I'm just barely finding you, I love your voice.

[@AirahTea]

Thank you very much! I'm glad you liked it c:

[@hamda4858]

YOUR VOICE IS AMAZING, i really love it and i can't hold my tears,

[@AirahTea]

Ahh you're too kind, thank you!

[@pr9347]

This is so underrated wow!!! I love the lyrics and your high notes are so stable!

[@AirahTea]

I'm honoured you say so, thank you! Still have much to work on :)

[@josephineoctavia9665]

This is so good, I can't believe how the lyrics fit so well while still maintaining the rhythm, the rhyme, and the feelings. I love love love this song and you just made it so much better!! Thanks for making this ❤️😍

[@muneerasaif9412]

I got goosebumps while listening... Amazing !!!

[@AirahTea]

Thank youuuu :D

[@Chibisuuuu]

Okay this song already gave me chills but with your voice and lyrics, it just get way more emotional. I legit got goosebumps! Your voice is immaculate (review from a hobby-singer). Like seriously, it's perfect. I don't know how to describe what I felt but it's powerful...

[@AirahTea]

ahhh this is was so flattering to read, thank you so much! I'm honored you think so highly of this song and my voice. I'm a hobby singer myself so it always brightens my day when I see such kind and encouraging comments like this TTvTT

[@user-qd8eb6es8x]

Ahh!!! This is beautiful!! You have an amazing voice omg,,I feel the tears coming 🥺

[@AirahTea]

ahhhh thank youu TvT here, some tissues ❤️

[@arfiantiwijayawardhani551]

WHOAAA THIS IS AMAZING! I really want to save Saeran and make him enjoy a happy life o.o And want to collect lots of houglass as a provision to open the Saeran's after-ending when it's released later x'D By the way, is it okay if I translate and make cover of this song in the language of my country? Of course I will include this source in the description :D

[@AirahTea]

Yes, of course! You're very welcome to. Feel free to link it to me as well! I'd love to watch. Hope the after-end is released soon ;v;

[@nanosan1735]

I keep coming back to here and I keep getting goosebumps and chills... Oh man this is so underrated come on! 😭

[@AirahTea]

I'm glad you do! :D Enjoy your stay as long as you'd like~

[@ScarlettClover]

YASSS AIRAHHH! I remember loving your lyrics and singing when you first uploaded it! I hope this sticks around! Go Airah!!! ❤

[@AirahTea]

/sobs/ I hope so too! QvQ Thank you for sticking around all this time Scarlett! 💓

[@erikaperez8615]

Hermosooo,beautiful!!!❤😍

[@AirahTea]

Thank youuuuu Q///Q ❤️❤️❤️

[@Ash.nw06876]

Esta canción me hace llorar , qué hermoso .

[@AirahTea]

Thank you! :) I'm glad you like it~

[@pratibhasingh8004]

coming here to revive my dry eyes-

[@AirahTea]

Don't forget to stay hydrated!

[@someone_you_know6]

I remember listening to this during my Mystic Messenger phase.. it's still beautiful! Thank you!

[@rqpp8]

I have memorized it 😭😭💪💪👍👍

[@AirahTea]

Thank you for coming back to keep supporting it! It means a lot :D

[@starlightonshine4630]

I wasn't surprised to have this back to your channel😅. Are you OK with this in your channel? No offence, what if you get in trouble. Sorry I'm worried about your channel... Edit: oh wait, is this a different version?

[@AirahTea]

aww you're sweet for worrying, thank you! I'm not using the original OST this time (since it's RisingMelody playing the piano) nor am I using any materials from the game for this video so it should be okay according to Cheritz's copyright policy.

[@aquaknight3198]

OMG I cannot wait! I can’t be here for the premier but I’m watching this as soon as I can! If possible I hope you can make lyrics for the other RFA character themes :D. Just read your description ok I’m definitely hyped for what lyrics you give the rest of the characters themes if you do them! XD

[@AirahTea]

I'm definitely going to try! Thank you so much for the support you've given me ;v;

[@cocoaana2541]

TIS IS SOO GOOD!! i really love the lyrics as well, they fit soooo well with not only the song but also the game and character saeran! (also those high notes SO GOOD you are such an inspiration for me ily) ✨✨

[@AirahTea]

I'm so honored you think so, thank you! TTvTT

[@poisonstrategy]

OMG i havent heard this since like 2020 and this is so beautiful i understand why i was so obsessed with it,, this was genuinely my favorite song i would go on my switch just to hear it at night when i couldnt have my phone LMFAO

[@renbemio]

Omggg! I just saw this and it beautiful as always! You know i still listen to both your old cover. I kept them save for my own right after you said it will be deleted. I wonder if you will do I am the Strongest too? Anyway thank you for the beautiful voice!

[@AirahTea]

weeeh thank you for supporting me for so long TTvTT I'm hoping to get to it in the future, yes!

[@piemari5233]

THIS IS BACK I'M SO HAPPYYY

[@AirahTea]

yessss it has returned!!

[@muskanbolla3978]

OMG I DIDNT REALIZE YOU WERE ABLE TO REUPLOAD IT! I recently played Saeran’s after ending and had been singing your song on repeat im so glad you were able to put this back up! 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much for this masterpiece 💞

[@AirahTea]

Ayyy welcome back! :DDD I still need to play it but I bet it's great. Thanks so much for coming back to support my cover!

[@muskanbolla3978]

@@AirahTea of course 😭😭 everything about it is amazing!! 💞

[@hearts1702]

I JUST REPLAYED HIS ROUTE A WEEK AGO IM NOT OKAY THISISSOGOODBYE

[@AirahTea]

_hngggg_ welcome to the club, we shall welcome you with tissues and cookies QvQ I hope you enjoyed playing through his route though!

[@jiul4907]

Please NEVER STOP UPLOADING THIS if it gets deleted again, your voice is perfect and the piano is so amazing

[@AirahTea]

omg I really hope Cheritz doesn't come at me again - they have no more reasons to TTvTT but yeah!

[@saoirlee]

this song is beautiful... and sad.... it's also beautiful with a voice... Saeran...

[@AirahTea]

Thank you for such kind words

[@Vividruqs]

this song is really beautiful ;v; it really is one of the best songs i ever heard TT i love nwn

[@AirahTea]

You're so kind, thank you for saying so!

[@SophiaMateus]

This is like, the best aH,,

[@AirahTea]

_ahhh_ you're too kind, thank youuu

[@aylenperez3731]

I met you for this song QwQ I love it

[@AirahTea]

ahhh you've been around for so long - thank youuu TTvTT

[@vaniajimenez5760]

I really love this cover! I was searching for English covers of Mystic Messenger songs, I found few but your voice really captivated me! I can really feel the song through your voice TwT, I don't know how Spotify works, but it would be awesome if I could someday hear this song on Spotify ;-; really, you have a beautiful voice :D

[@AirahTea]

Thank you so much! I wish I could put the songs on Spotify and other streaming sites but these songs were never released in the US so I can't license them ;v;

[@moonangel2368]

I'm late, but I'm so glad this is back. 💖 Saeran's Route is the most psychologically draining from the rest of the routes. I'm just glad he got his happy ending with MC. 💖

[@AirahTea]

Aw don't worry, there's no such thing as late ^^ But yes, I completely agree - it really touches upon a lot of tough topics...

[@TheCreepypro]

so touching and of course you sing it both beautifully and melancholically well done you never cease to impress

[@AirahTea]

ahah gotta channel that inner sadness, you know? LOL

[@TheCreepypro]

@@AirahTea a healthy and artistic way to express oneself

[@mikiheigl3976]

you sound like a Disney princess and yet the lyrics are... this is superb. thank you for making such an ethereal music

[@AirahTea]

I'm honored you think so, thank you so much! TTvTT

[@HeyItzMe]

I love this OST so much... Thank you for making this cover! ♡

[@mq_somnia77]

It's awesome 😭😭😭

[@AirahTea]

Thank you!

[@tialiVT]

This attacks my feels so hard I sobbed 😭

[@AirahTea]

ahhh it's okay, we have tissues here ;v;

[@actuallyaster4954]

Omg, this is beautiful, so so beautiful.. 💖💖💖

[@javiduran3946]

its back omg💕

[@AirahTea]

yes! :DDD I hope it'll be here to stay aha

[@nia6510]

ive been listening to this on repeat since ive been wanting to write lyrics with the OSTs but you've completely dominated it!!! it perfectly captures Ray's character and it's tragically beautiful.

[@AirahTea]

aww thank you! I'm glad you say so! :D I would love to hear your take on them!

[@Mrkafirr]

Good... That voice 😍😍😍😍😍 Wow....

[@fulcanelli2107]

Perfect, magnificent!!!

[@AirahTea]

Thank you!!

[@esme2526]

OH MY GODDDDDDDD I LOVE THIS

[@AirahTea]

Thank you!! >///< I'm happy you do!

[@andy05crossing59]

Hola alexa💖✨💗💟

[@andy05crossing59]

Te llamas igual que una amiga que escribe bonito 💖

[@aesjirachii]

I keep coming back to this cover and I cry every single time I listen to this. I love the lyrics so much it really brings out Saeran's character

[@AirahTea]

I'm honoured you like it so much - thank you!!

[@tilanitaliarin]

very good song. i am glad that the lyrics don't hold back on the self loathing

[@AirahTea]

I definitely kept his mass of emotions in mind, so I'm glad you like it!

[@CherryBomb_29]

Please.. if you don’t have already done it put this onto iTunes, it would help so so much with my mental health. Music makes such a great impact in it, it’s my healing source and listening to it offline would be amazing. Or make this into 1 hour so I could listen to it all night, I hope I’m not asking for much.

[@AirahTea]

Ahhh I'm so happy to know you enjoy it so much! I sent it off for licensing several months ago but no luck so far :c I'm assuming you're listening on your phone so you can't loop it there, huh?... The only place I have it available for download is on my Patreon or if a donation is made on my Ko-fi page at the moment. Perhaps I can look into making a 10hr version >w

[@viancachavarria6642]

Im so inloveee with ur voice

[@AirahTea]

same ;v; thank you for your kind comment though!

[@inthepresent7834]

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH S O BEAUTIFULL thank you for blessing our ears bro

[@AirahTea]

sdlakjdfasdf thank _you_ for listening! :D

[@cpotter6836]

Much clearer articulation than the first. You might not notice the difference, but it's quite the improvement. Keep up the the good work!~

[@AirahTea]

Thank you so much! You saying so means the world as I try to keep improving my vocals :DDD

[@adisti1486]

OMG SO GOOD 😭😭😭 THOSE SAERAN SCENE SUDDENLY APPEAR IN MY HEAD AND I CAN'T

[@AirahTea]

Yessss let him flood your thoughts mwahaha

[@spaceexplorer88]

"You betrayed me, hurt me, left me (it hurts)! Broke your promise to protect me (it burns)! Turned your back when I had pleaded on!" *Cries in I know this would be Ray singing to [redacted] (no spoilers)*

[@dedyakea708]

This is masterpiece omfg

[@AirahTea]

aslkdjfas you flatter me, thank you! ;v;

[@alicelovegoodchase4759]

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! 💕💕💕😭😭😭

[@AirahTea]

askdjf thank youuuu ;v;

[@bobatea4208]

OMG THIS IS SO WELL DONE! The lyrics just- 😭 it’s so well made that I think I’m gonna cry 😭 I love Ray so much ughhhh

[@AirahTea]

_sameee_ - I'm so glad you like it, thank youuu QvQ

[@goldendarkness104]

YAYYYY IT'S BACK!!!!!!!!!

[@AirahTea]

YESSSSSS

[@goldendarkness104]

@@AirahTea thank you i really miss it so muchhh uwu