I’ve been there... truth is I still am.. I just want the pain to stop and I always get numb to stop feeling it but at the same time I push away my friends and family.. I don’t feel bad about it when I’m numb but then after I feel a sense of loneliness.. this song, your song, has spoken to me
@Pineworm4 жыл бұрын
Dang how does this help u guys it’s depressing this made me feel worse Btw it’s gonna take you a while to accept it if you push people away and don’t embrace it and think of it as a gift now you can help others with experience
@victor.espinola2984 жыл бұрын
You'll all heal eventually, it takes time, but there is nothing time cannot heal. I many times thought it was the end, I was blinded but I tried to force myself to look forward, I desperately looked for something to keep me hoping for a future, and that way, even tho I came to hurt myself I slowly started to understand I was all I had, and I was the only one who could lift me. I wish I would have been able to go to therapy and I'm sure that would've made it easier, but I was younger, broke and alone. It took me like 4 years to come to where I am now, I now know how to control my emotions and calm myself to take things as they come, something I was unable to do before. It's not easy, it's the hardest thing I've ever faced, my strongest enemy so far has been myself. I wish someone reads this and gains at least a sand grain of hope, because everything will get better, don't do it alone, dont hurt yourself, look for help. You are special, you need yourself, don't give up and don't be scared to seek help, there will always be someone at reach, sonetimes someone you don't even know, I'm sure if I had asked for help things would have been easier. I send lots of love to you all.
@acewalker28564 жыл бұрын
I love your Unravel cover
@SockWizard3 жыл бұрын
Nice one
@giulianyguerreira60544 жыл бұрын
Man,this song matchs so much with angra's character,correct me if i am wrong,but the sad vocal and some lyrics almost match perfectly with angra's backstory,but some other part of the lyrics that ist filled with light also makes you remember that,besides he's the represetation of all humanity's evil,his core,spirit or essence ist good,good job man
@pinkgorl90745 жыл бұрын
This is music. The emotion. You put yourself into this. It’s palpable. You can feel the pain, the regrets and the hopes and the feelings. What you said in the description is right - this is YOUR song, and you sing it with all of who you are. This is music. This is art. This is you. YOU. This is the ultimate goal of any musician - to express themselves so openly and vulnerably and perfectly - and you did it. Your song is beautiful. Whatever you’re going through, whatever caused you this pain, I feel it and I’m sorry. But please, if anything, be proud of what you’ve created.
@borislegoute46574 жыл бұрын
Yes
@ashirou23213 жыл бұрын
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@ashirou23213 жыл бұрын
9lllllll))))
@ashirou23213 жыл бұрын
))l
@mattsspelman1457 Жыл бұрын
Cringe
@lynsings5 жыл бұрын
I can hear the emotion in your voice and lyrics and it truly touches my heart. Thank you for singing.
@ChibiMoyashis5 жыл бұрын
I don't know your story. I don't know what you've gone through, or how you feel (not entirely, at any rate). I don't know how to reach out and help, or even if it's possible. What I do know is that your voice carries raw and genuine feelings. A pained heart searching for hope. You will find your light, if you haven't already. So just hang in there for that day, no matter how hard things get. It will come.
@kurodo99264 жыл бұрын
Next day after reading your comment I found my light, I think it was on 8th July So I have got a question Are you a magician?
@imsentinelprime92794 жыл бұрын
@@kurodo9926 grandson?
@ChibiMoyashis3 жыл бұрын
@@kurodo9926 Best coincidence ever. I'm glad to hear that your life is improving! Never give up, okay?
@tamamtamam86462 жыл бұрын
Which series is this
@adam-dn3hi2 жыл бұрын
@@tamamtamam8646 fate
@Rose_MidKnight5 жыл бұрын
I only have one word for this song, Beautiful. This song it reminds me of my dark times, of all the hopelessness I felt. The feeling that I'll be forever trapped on the ground. A feeling I know too well. This tugs on my heart in many ways. Makes me want to hold a hand out to you of friendship. Those feelings are so harsh and terrible to face alone. I'm sure you have people at your side though. I don't know if you still feel this but it definitely makes me glad that I had to go through these dark times in my life because I've only gotten stronger and so will you. Thank you for this beautiful song.
@GiveUsTodayOurDailyBread3 жыл бұрын
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@user-qc6xj9zx7g4 жыл бұрын
Even without reading the lyrics and just listening I could see the meaning in the song. After all, I found this cover from looking for covers of the original because the song was not only a beautiful melody but an understandable work of art that can be shaped into your own. Everyone has their own version of any song they enjoy, and what's important is finding that song or anything that defines who you are. You can only understand something truly if you've been through that something, and this song speaks to my worst days as well. I hope that things have gotten better by now, but regardless of how much better anyone gets there will always be sense of nostalgia towards those darker times.
@gundambassexe314 жыл бұрын
Such a tragic yet beautiful song of fate Hollow Ataraxia vita op
@zachzimmer74593 жыл бұрын
The difference between Angra Mainyu and Jesus Christ is that one was a Scapegoat for humanity and the other was it’s Martyr. But both experienced the same pain.
@villaniousmustache4898 Жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ was put on this earth to make sure we can reach heaven and only through him, we have a chance to reach heaven's door. Unless you meant something else
@zachzimmer7459 Жыл бұрын
@@villaniousmustache4898 I’m talking about the reasoning they both experienced All the Worlds Evil. A.M. was forced to bear it, and J.C. Willingly took on All the Worlds Evils for man.
@villaniousmustache4898 Жыл бұрын
@@zachzimmer7459 understood. Big respect for understanding. Also this song is soul soothing
@chaosglitch31094 жыл бұрын
I love seeing Bazettes silhouette. This is the best Fate of all. In my opinion.
@arowmorth3 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@ueu2 ай бұрын
I can't get enough of this. I probably listened to it hundreds of times already. Thank you for this masterpiece.
@fionaaisling5 жыл бұрын
The subtle differences in the lyrics was really powerful even though they were seemingly minor changes, especially in the last few lines where you turned it around.
@rupeshrathore6574 жыл бұрын
Best english version Visuals are fiercely beautiful Music is perfect Song from one of my favourite series
@kevindelacruz24355 жыл бұрын
My god ..... I dont feel alone anymore The chills in my spine For every word And your beautifull voice Hello replay button
@shubs98955 жыл бұрын
Woah. Really stepped up the editing game with this one, great job on the vocals too!
@taffy58165 жыл бұрын
I read your lyrics. I listened to your voice. Despite that, I don't quite understand it yet. But if it helps, I'd just like to say. I care.
@anikilatorassesin80394 жыл бұрын
That's kind from you part
@Still_the_same_as_expected1084 жыл бұрын
It's because this song is dedicated to the anime character named Angra Manyu also know as the all the world evil, yet his just a single man who has done nothing wrong, just been blamed and condemned by the people in his time as evil. A tragic fate indeed.
@gusbart58564 жыл бұрын
@@Still_the_same_as_expected108 Please, read the video description.
@honestlyidontknow36734 жыл бұрын
@@Still_the_same_as_expected108 Read the description.
@vicky-yun954 жыл бұрын
i think you won't read this because is more than a year that you posted this song,but know this i was about to kiil myself and then this song just showed up in my youtube home page and i decide to listen because i'm a huge fan of fate and then itought that i have to find my little light. thanks for putting your soul in this song,and thanks for make me do not give up.
@fencer89595 жыл бұрын
Hope Hollow Ataraxia gets adaption after HF Part 3
@someguywithabirdface25834 жыл бұрын
I hope hollow ataraxia is a episodic instead of movie .
@naxionkryelight9514 жыл бұрын
@@someguywithabirdface2583 Yeah there are a lot Scenes wont fit in the movie so series would be a choice
@wilthewise22774 жыл бұрын
Naxion Kryelight pretty sure Ufotable said HF was the last adaptation of fate they were doing, maybe some other studio will pick it up and do it some justice
@seasnow60734 жыл бұрын
@@wilthewise2277 i remember every cast in stay night already requested for hollow ataraxia anime, i really hope we can see it under 5 years tho
@brandonhawker65973 жыл бұрын
@@seasnow6073 The problem too is continuity. Hollow Ataraxia is kinda confusing in the sense that it takes place after the events of all three routes of Fate/Stay Night, yet is not a direct sequel to any of them. So, since the whole story is based around interactions with characters from the previous VN, but those particular scenes maintain that particular route's choices, unless they only adapted the main story stuff, and completely ignored all the other stuff, it would be an incredibly confusing series. Not to mention it'd only have like, a quarter of the actual content adapted for the series. The eclipse scenes with Rin, Saber, and Sakura would all directly contradict one another, for example. The only real way they could pull it off is if each four day loop Shirou goes through was different from the last, each one reflecting a different route. And even then, they'd have to find some way to rationalize it for the cast. It's a lot of effort to put into one series. Don't get me wrong. I'd love to see a Hollow Ataraxia series. But it's just not realistic, simply due to the nature of the source material.
@bahamuhtgames40314 жыл бұрын
This is honestly the best cover of a song I've ever heard. Akane Sasu Sora, you sir have earned a sub.
@omnomlikesgames5 жыл бұрын
I hope that whatever low point you were at when writing this point is at the very least beginning to fade Akane. We might be hundreds, thousands of kilometers away from where you are, but I hope that you can still feel the light your songs inspire in us, and that with us to hold you high, you can soar.
@greyhood3447 Жыл бұрын
Love this cover. It's absolutely amazing how much better the songs get when someone translates them and puts their heart into it.
@CrustyQuinton5 жыл бұрын
You’re so strong to write something so vulnerable and share it with the world. I hope things have gotten better for you. This is beautiful and I wish I was as brave as you are. Take care.
@annayudin2903 жыл бұрын
This is a cover..
@CrustyQuinton3 жыл бұрын
@@annayudin290 as I wrote a year ago, I am aware it is a COVER and he didn’t write the song. But, if you also read what he wrote in the description box… Also, it’s not a simple thing to translate a song and have it work so beautifully.
@Nadanada383445 жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful and amazing. Thank you Akane
@hallosche50925 жыл бұрын
Thank you. This song tells a story that can’t be told with words alone. Your voice, the emotion you put into the lyrics....it’s beautiful.
@weakvocals5 жыл бұрын
This song tells so much, your voice tells just as much. I can hear it in your song, and see it in your lyrics. There's a lot you've must of went through, longing for the tender warmth. This was very beautiful, thank you for blessing us with your music, Akane.
@mewdreamer5 жыл бұрын
This is such a beautiful song. The lyrics are so deeply emotional and vulnerable. It's quite touching and I can definitely hear how personal this song is for you through those lyrics. Thank you for singing and for making such wonderful music.
@LanQuao5 жыл бұрын
Amazing job and heart-touching lyrics. I remember when your channel started and the videos were a single image with the lyrics behind it made with paint and all put together with movie maker but your singing was brilliant back then. Now the video is amazing and your singing is even more brilliant. Once again, you did a really great work.
@KiriinoChan5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with us, the lyrics are gorgeous they're not just lyrics but a mirror of emotions The last verse moved me to tears but in a positive hopeful way❤️ And your singing is awesome like always 🌸
@riverbecomesastorm3755 жыл бұрын
I posted something whimsical about how awesome your music, but then I realized everyone else's responses were so serious and I was thinking, "What?", so I went looking at the description and read the message and now I feel bad for being insensitively jesterish. I just want to say: I know what those dark points feel like. Where you wake up and just wonder "Why bother? I'd rather never wake up." I feel like I'm suffocating some days. I put on a smile and tell everyone that it's all okay when, really, it's not. I don't know what to tell them. I don't know how to make them understand because I don't know how to put it into the right words.
@MikeTheAnimeRunnerX25 жыл бұрын
Damn Akane, this is brilliant. It's like I can feel your soul in this song. You put a lot of effort into this, and it really, really shows. Stunning job with this cover Akane!
@SaraBeat5 жыл бұрын
absolutely beautifully done. thank you for sharing something so near and dear to you
@Morghast3 жыл бұрын
Yea your description alone got me Stanning this song, but you absolutely SLAAAYEEEED this
@jestapath737311 ай бұрын
The description made me cry.
@lydiavernal50515 жыл бұрын
I love it I can feel the emotions in your words
@AnimeAria35 жыл бұрын
I can really tell that you poured your heart into this, in both the amazing lyrics and the emotion in your voice. I hope that things get better for you but I'm glad that you're able to speak out like this and turn it into something beautiful
@leif40795 жыл бұрын
Wow...this...this is beautiful. I’ve never thought i could relate this much to a song. I don’t know what else to say than...thanks❤️
@Alystairre5 жыл бұрын
I was literally just listening to your music, then I saw the notification. Excited 😭
@evelynr82515 жыл бұрын
This gave me goose bumps, Akane, your work never seems to stop amazing me
@blauserum5 жыл бұрын
I know I'm a bit late, and a lot of people have said this before, but this is absolutely phenomenal. As someone who's only recently caught up with your story (which I did so after listening to your Your Name covers), I can really understand where you're coming from. Thank you, for everything.
@lilyarts_37605 жыл бұрын
Akane you never disappoint with ur covers! It’s so good! 🤩😭
@tiffaniet4 жыл бұрын
I'm an ardent fan of yours and yet I missed this cover over the summer. But maybe it worked out somehow because I'm listening to this at a low point in my life. This cover really is phenomenal. It makes me feel calmer right now, so thank you! I've read, and will reread, the lyrics and your words, and I hear your voice. So if anything, you've reached me, and I'm grateful for what you've given me (and everyone) with this. It really is a little light.
@sugan29254 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for opening your heart and singing again I found a little light ❤ 🤍 💙 🧡 🖤 and I will cherish it.
@fakhrias-shiddiqy46335 жыл бұрын
I'm really excited to watch this, and now it's here. The animation and your voice gives me chills, 'cause this is one of my favourite song and i didn't think anyone would make an english version of this song. Great job akane-san~~~ #fatehollowataraxia
@FreeWeirdGal3 жыл бұрын
Easily one of the best covers for any of the songs that feature in the Fate franchise.
@removedcoyote68675 жыл бұрын
Keep searching for light, warmth, and grow back your wings to fly again. Don’t give up and only just sing for us, you deserve to fly as well, searching for that sky that we all saw as children then slowly fell from. Good luck with your search for what you truly seek, and know that when you find it, it will be worth it. Amazing song, thank you for your show of emotions
@rezz__emiya59484 жыл бұрын
thank you for the light, your song genuinely warms my dim soul. may you find love and fulfillment in life, my friend.
@Rabbit669Mask7 ай бұрын
been listening to your cover for years now, maybe even since release or around it. lyrics are hitting spots not many other songs do to me and i've always had this feeling, feeling that this song is more than just a cover or at least that was the case for me. i've had a feeling you know what u talk about in this song. and now years later i've checked description under vid and it seems i was onto something. sadness knows sadness. idk if u will ever see this message, but i want to say thank you u did great
@juliar88765 жыл бұрын
I’m sobbing listening to your cover. It’s so beautiful and This song connected with me somehow, thank you for this beautiful cover.
@abdullahmahmoudahmed28604 жыл бұрын
this song has really touched my heart
@saver_spenta_mainyu3 ай бұрын
Get ready, boys. Ataraxia remake confirmed!
@Rnamaji4623 жыл бұрын
I always look this cover , whenever I feel down hearing it makes me feel like any guilt I hold is lifted from my Shoulders. So thanks alot man❤
@Embrace-The-Dork-Side5 жыл бұрын
A perfect song for both you and Avenger. Great work and keep singing and struggling, it'll all be worth it someday.
@sonicsaiyan30184 жыл бұрын
The emotion bursts forth from your voice, pervading my soul and transporting me along the railway of memories on a train whose windows serve only to provide glimpses of it all in a vivid cacophony of images. And though you said this isn't about the cast, I can quite picture the lives they led and the fates that befall them. But, this song...when I close my eyes, that train appears and travels oh so fluidly, and I must admit that in all my selfish ego, I can only recall how I too had led a life full of unfairness and being shunned by almost everyone around me, though my pain shall always pale in comparison to that of the Fate Hollow Ataraxia cast. I do not know what happened in your past, and when I listen to this song, the emotion is just too much to collect in my grasp. It spills from my clutches, evading my comprehension, leaving me with the empty regret of not being able to convey to you my empathy. Therefore, I offer my deepest sympathies and my greatest respect for the justice you have done my favourite series. Your feelings shone, and they still would have even if emptied of the amazing animation and picturesque images. I wish you all the best.
@nagisa72175 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this beautiful cover. I don't know about your situation, but we are here for you and we care about you.
@coltonkelley4634 жыл бұрын
This song I really click with it reminds me of my own life the wish to be heard to have something real again to hold all of that as the world pulled everything away from me memories of brighter days screaming to be heard without losing myself I know everyone’s story is different but these lyrics describe the words I’ve been looking for in my life I know I made mistakes and i carry that burden that sin every single day but I keep pushing on for those i lost....this song is truly inspiring thank you from the bottom of my heart
@Spirava5 жыл бұрын
Amazing. Just utterly amazing. I hear your voice and see how much you put your heart and soul into this. I don't know what happened but i do know this. You are strong and fantastic. And you are loved by many people. whether it is your family, or just us subscribers listening to your music. We care for you, so much.
@RadiantClaire5 жыл бұрын
Why must you spoil me with such beautiful songs
@williamthacker38664 жыл бұрын
songs rarely make me cry, but this one did
@daletutor20532 жыл бұрын
Feel the emotions and made me introspective about a lot of things, made me rethink what was considered was unfair to me but wasn't really, forced me to think it in another persepective...
@tampatroll14 жыл бұрын
THIS SONG (that was playing in the background w/o video being opened on a random playlist) had touched what little soul I have left and broke the tears within my eyes..........Thank you Akane Sasu Sora. The song is more powerful and has a stronger feeling without the video. May you and everyone who is apart of your life/work, continue to shine bright, offering a north star for others to see, to follow, and to guide them, into the unknown future.
@korso35495 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful voice
@personagrand56745 жыл бұрын
I don’t know your story, nor how it should be told, but I do know that it is one worth everything. A story that deserves a little light in the end. You will get that light one day. And when that day comes, your struggles will have been worth every second.
@runa56405 жыл бұрын
Hello.. its really amazing song and its move my heart. Its beautiful.. ^^. Im sure u will find the light. I dont know what to say. But please remember ur not alone.. we are here.. i really love ur voice. Please take care and GBU. ^^
@sinanbandi70914 жыл бұрын
Beautiful , these lyrics are more like a poem , like how poems are not just words and letter but emotions , these lyrics are emotions , thanks ....
@jaymaldo66714 жыл бұрын
you can tell you really put so much of yourself within this song there is so much passion and emotion in the lyrics and the tone of your voice this is a complete 10/10. You really pull at the heart strings
@declanbeech7722 жыл бұрын
Theirs a lot I could write here but I'll keep it short. Thank you, both for writing this master piece. And for being a person, for living. I don't know your pain, I doubt I ever will, but still, thank you for enduring.
@chaosglitch31094 жыл бұрын
The message the song conveyed was beautiful. I'll do my best to let those lyrics guide me so I can stay my course and not lose my way.
@crystalwithak70364 жыл бұрын
Ive had the original vrs of this song stuck in my head for a few months and today i decided i needed to know why it would make me so sad and god- hearing the emotion in your voice and the lyrics did me in. Then reading the reasoning for this cover. I hope you’re in a better head space today and thank you for such lovely rendition of this song
@miltortmanapaste63024 жыл бұрын
I don't know why, but your voice seems to be able to touch me emotionally. This, and your more recent last stardust actually made me cry. You have an amazing voice. And these lyrics... I really like them. Keep singing dude.
@HarvestLYlee3 жыл бұрын
This is Art
@akanebenjirochihaya30035 жыл бұрын
Listen, I don't know how you feel. Perhaps only a little, but to say that I do know how you exactly feel is a hypocritical statement. But what I do know is that - in every dark cloud, there is a silver lining. No matter how painful nor sorrowful your life is, there will always be hope and positivity, life is a cycle after all, there will always be ups and downs, we just need to remember that and try, as much as possible, to be optimistic.
@victor.espinola2984 жыл бұрын
Dude, I love you, thank you for making this AMAZING cover. Broken Knight is my favorite song of all, the music is just so incredible even without knowing the lyrics I made this song my favorite because it made me feel so many things in the few minutes the song lasts. I then read the lyrics and I loved it even more, then I just found your cover and all I have to say is Thank you. I really wanted to cry but this song just gives me so many emotions I would have a heart attack if I were to express them all.
@DommB1174 жыл бұрын
Okey primero pensé que esto era de avenger pero leí la descripción y wow esto es sobre ti y lo único que puedo decir es q buena canción y que sentimiento se siente en ella
@burhanpratama65682 жыл бұрын
Thanks akane this cover song give me a little light to facing my broken night
@randomguy2455 жыл бұрын
We should appreciate this guy!👏👏 this is great dude👍
@vimserker25982 жыл бұрын
This was incredible. A true song from the depths of the heart and souls. And I know I don’t know you or what you’ve had to go through, but I hope that you can find a little light of your own man.
@Niipanda35 жыл бұрын
Damn. Those lyrics are amazing.
@kyari-senpai27615 жыл бұрын
It's soothing Great job for the amazing song X)
@DrMDHyde4 жыл бұрын
Ah, my old friend, a flying kick of feels.
@fencer89594 жыл бұрын
Angra Mainyu is just a sad existence
@captainvalourous66684 жыл бұрын
Tristan: Aw shit here we go again. ( Plays Despacito ) 😅
@gabbymangadraws20885 жыл бұрын
Wow this is you!!! Man you've come a long way and were hear for ya buddy
@garm3525 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing this song.
@ReinatakaharaVT4 жыл бұрын
Love this song you made a amazing version , I feel your emotion, your resolve, and your pain, thank you for this amazing song
@rothepyr19654 жыл бұрын
And I hope with all the miracle that's left , you find your light
@adam-dn3hi2 жыл бұрын
why is this so emotional? why is this so beautifull? your good your way to good
@rokkabrave4 жыл бұрын
For some reason I feel like this is a song cover that I listened to long ago and its been there in my memory but it's only about a year old. Wild.
@SwaggerJoyce5 жыл бұрын
I'M GO GLAD SOMEONE COVERED THIS BEAUTIFUL SONG
@lozsuperf15 жыл бұрын
Though we may never understand the pain you went through, all of us are behind you in your times of need. Even if you say you won't need it, we will help you no matter what. And though we don't know each other, I would be glad to share my wings with you and help you reach the light you need.
@DataNotLost4 жыл бұрын
This, Is, Absolutely, Beautiful. Why didn't I find this earlier?!
@thomasensley88745 жыл бұрын
I love this song its so relatable i am in one of those low points and this song spoke to me
@Jugwastaken5 жыл бұрын
This... is so beautiful
@OryuBlader Жыл бұрын
So Beautiful.
@ZGMF-X23S-Saviour4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if our feelings are the exact same or i am completely different from you. But i understand and at least feel a similar pain.
@kyunenee095 жыл бұрын
akane this is so beautiful!!!
@mitsuookami22464 жыл бұрын
This is well done your song i do not know the pain or the things you went through but i hope things goes better for you and i hope that you reach the light you are seaching for.
@shiki57425 жыл бұрын
Hollow Ataraxia ♥️🔥😭
@AleASanti-mw5wv2 жыл бұрын
gorgeous
@nekumadlad2065 жыл бұрын
Great job, the vocals couldn't have fit better for the lyrics Correctly me if I'm wrong, but was the broken Knight in the description intentional?
@notheryoung5 жыл бұрын
Waa beautiful~~✨💜
@dreamingxitje57185 жыл бұрын
This is gorgeous q.q actually teared up so hard on this, sounds and looks great :3