Alcohol Part 1 - My Last Drink Almost Killed Me

In Part 1 of 3, Patrick shares his near drowning death that marked his last drink ever.
#alcohol #recovery #alcoholic #alcoholicsanonymous

[@Anthony-p2f7u]

1 year clean and sober, never going back. No cravings and don't miss it.

[@CleanandSoberNation]

Awesome! Huge congrats!

[@Anthony-p2f7u]

@@CleanandSoberNation Yeah thanks 😊 it's hip to be square!

[@CleanandSoberNation]

lol. It sure is. Going on 5 years. @@Anthony-p2f7u

[@bert454]

Good on ya. Congratulations on the good work.

[@francisthomlinson9062]

❤

[@panda59043]

first, a man takes a drink - then a drink takes the man.

[@hogrotten6897]

Your a brave man, tough subject indeed. I grew up in a bar and hated those drunks by the age of 19 I told 1st sergeant " I'm an alcoholic and a drug addict" He said " Charlie don't care . At 23 ? I told my mother she replied" you just don't know better " Hell I didn't. I finally got sober at 43. God bless you I'm 62 now and my children don't know a drunk father...

[@cherylmorand8098]

Thank you for your honesty in your sharing. Blessings to you!!

[@Kimberly63]

You are the picture of radiant health now! May you be blessed along your sobriety journey. You are certainly a blessing to others.

[@KCinspireME]

Thank you so much for sharing this!!!! It’s so important! I’m currently watching my partner go thru this and it’s heartbreaking.

[@SonyPSP1001]

Been watching random KZbin videos for the past few hours to pass time. I’m battling an addiction I’m ready to give up on. God bless you

[@crustybunz]

Don't give up! Stick with it no matter what! There are a lot of us out there in different stages of the journey. It's not easy but you hang in there. Day to Day. Minute by Minute if you have to. But you stick. No matter what. You are stronger than you know.

[@SonyPSP1001]

@@crustybunz thanks a lot. I just left an NA meeting and feel stronger than all the times that I gave privilege to the decisions that made me weaker. Peace and blessings from Detroit.

[@crustybunz]

@@SonyPSP1001 Stay with the meetings if they are working for you. Don't live in your head. We, as humans, tend to want to wallow in our self depracation because it's easy to believe we aren't worthy or deserving. You are. Stay out of your own way. Peace and blessings from Houston.

[@mambostirfry]

Didn’t start drinking until I was 61, which seemed so odd because I never drank as a teen or adult. Never did I dream I’d drink every day for the next 6 years, but I did. Coming out of that fog now and realizing I’ve been depressed for six years, and alcohol made it worse. Thank u for your story and the photo.

[@door2416]

It's sad but the American past time is getting wasted either on booze or drugs. I don't drink at all but lived with an alcoholic wife for 47 years. She's been sober for the last 4 years. I am very happy but to be honest I don't know if she can ever get my trust back 100%.

[@bradcampbell5766]

Traditions of men can kill...

[@truthbetold6942]

Completely understand. You have been traumatized by someone you love. It doesn’t matter if it was on purpose or not. It is ok not to trust completely. That is how your brain and body are protecting yourself.

[@Tbh-ww3vm]

Alcoholic gf for years She is sober now , but once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic

[@sirwi11iam]

Same in UK, I would say it's probably worse here. You go to any major city centre on a Saturday night and it's completely feral. A mess. I kind of think the government likes us all being cloudy headed boozers because once your head is clear, you realise how messed up reality is.

[@siberg6257]

​@@sirwi11iamabsolutely, without tobacco drugs or alcohol, there would be revolutions in the western countries. It's keep the masses dumb and compliant

[@andrewbowen6875]

Great hair man and you’re right about how alcohol can be a terrible thing for some people.

[@tonirad9577]

My husband relapsed about a year ago after 5 years sober . Thank you for your courage. Fight the good fight every day . We are doing the same here .. We are battling the monster right now . And yes for some people hard liquor is just their downfall . It is in our home . But you got this 🌹

[@Anthony-p2f7u]

I know that I won't relapse this time.. I treat it as a poison that it really is, before I didn't and I relapsed. 14 months clean now and I'm very grateful.

[@williamcarter3949]

Thanks for talking mate !! I’m 7 mouths in of being sober I quit on my 30th

[@bert454]

That's awesome. Good on ya.

[@bluemax73]

My drinking was so bad that I too had to quit at the age of 30. I'm 66 now and as I look back I cringe at how alcohol enslaved me and I shudder at the thought of All that I would have lost and all that I would have missed in life had I not quit. It's tough, it's not easy. But the more time you stack up and you look back on how far you've come, it's all worthwhile. Take it a day at a time. We're pulling for you!🙏🙏👍🤓

[@williamcarter3949]

Thank you for the kind remarks!! It’s definitely a challenging path though it’s the one I am willing to walk!!

[@joanquigley6363]

I was married to an alcoholic….I lived the stages🥺

[@MexicoDigDoctor]

Hi Destin! KEVIN sent me!! Thank you for covering this topic, it is much needed since it is something that you usually only hear in depth about at AA meetings … I used to occasionally accompany my dad because I was a long time member of ALATEEN, the group for children of alcoholics, for those who aren’t aware of it (kids are ineligible to attend once they have their 20th birthday). Alcoholism both in the family and in society is a deadly and devastating disease. Congratulations to you, and best wishes on your new channel! Hugs from Central Mexico. 🤗🇲🇽

[@patrick-ho5kc]

Congratulations to this man , what a hero to his sons family and most of all himself , salute to u from Australia 💌🤙☘️

[@renepierre007]

Keep on the good work. I have been sober for 25 years. These are the best years of my life. You have to say never again and then you change your habits, your way to think, to love and for me now, its pretty easy. I have more fun sober than drunk. Without the fallouts. Wish that if you need help, go for it. And please, no rehab for couple weeks, it doesnt work. You have to gift yourself for 4 to 5 months of therapy. If you want to change, it takes time. Love

[@nonenone4219]

Proud of you for owning your truth. It's hard to say out loud for the world to hear when we have done things we are ashamed of. But, remember, you could be saving a person struggling with this same issue, and he relates to your videos. You saved him, as well as yourself.

[@VBDundee-uj9nk]

well done mate awesome to hear, im coming up to 2 years sober in july. Best 2 years of recent memory for me personally. Keep on keeping on :)

[@jsmitty4974]

39 years old and struggle. I enjoy hearing you sir

[@seatroutking7555]

I drank hard min 5 nights a week, as a Irish bartender in Ireland I held down 2-3 other part time jobs for over 23years I ran marathons and trained like a dog my fitness kept me going but eventually burned out I am 6 years sober now loving life, yes I have to occupy my mind but don’t miss it, the fear of a hangover is so frightening too, 💪🏻 your own mind is the worst company you can keep at times. Stay strong

[@mobvlog3156]

The Gift of desperation is something I am praying for. Thank you for sharing! I have watched all of your videos so far and hope you keep posting. Go Patrick Go.!

[@Frenchie_007]

I admire and respect your honesty. Thank you for your transparency on such a sensitive subject.

[@bluemax73]

Been sober 36 years now and the one thing I have tragically seen is people coming to the rooms get sober for 90 days, a year, 2 years and think that they've been cured. They usually go out and drink eventually. You never recover from alcoholism You're always recovering because it's there 24/7 365 and it doesn't go away

[@rubixcube9117]

I empathize with this man in every way. My journey of sobriety started weeks ago but the battle is ongoing and its everyday. I nearly lost everything and just about ended up homeless. Im eternally greatful for my family and support network being there for me. My heart is with each and everyone who reads this and understands the pain and sorrow that alcohol does nothing but give. I live every day thankful to no longer be afflicted by that poison. Life is looking up and im looking forward. You can do it, one day at a time. God bless you and enjoy the rest of your day

[@21Diddley]

Huge congratulations for sobering up. As you say, if anyone thinks they have a problem with booze, they do. I did, I was well on the way to being addicted to the stuff and my behaviour could be 'challenging' to say the least when I'd had more than a few. I stopped drinking because if I didn't, my relationship with my Belovéd would not have survived another bender. That was nearly 10 years ago and I've never regretted taking back control of my behaviour. It was tough to begin with, but that phase passes and I wouldn't be without this freedom from booze for all the money in China. I hope your story helps other people to make the change in their lives.

[@giovannimarino7449]

Thanks for your story greating from uk

[@albertknight1971]

A Illness of Sorts. God bless and I'm sharing this with all my Rumy mates. 56 and sober " again " for 20 month's. Been trying to stay sober since I was 23. 5, 3 and 3 two year spells sober. This one's been the hardest, the insane idea nearly won again a week ago. Like " The Man " who past away a month ago said, its not the common cold you suffer from son, its the most disgusting, destructive " Illness " known to Man. July the 4th is my date, the same day AA number 3 " Bill Dobson " walked out Town's Hospital a free Man and AA's first Group was formed. ❤

[@Buzz.Scholz-vi1ed]

Well i was a 24 hour a day drinker but decided one day to go cold turkey. That was almost 20 years ago. Missed it for the first day until the shakes subsided. I have never regretted that decision since. No AA meetings in outback Australia. I did it on my own. The best thing I ever did

[@Anthony-p2f7u]

Well done mate, I bet it wasn't very easy with the drinking culture in the rural areas... I stopped 14 months ago and I don't miss anything about it.. I think secretly most people want to stop or reduce anyway..

[@joanwickman1930]

I have never been a drinker...never wanted to. People sure make you feel like an outcast because of it. I cant understand why drinking is so glorified.

[@reno145]

Society celebrates those who quit, but vilifies those who never start.

[@diadora9292]

My vicious cycle was drink 4-5 fifths of vodka a week..for a month on avg. till I couldn’t do it anymore. Quit with a week of withdrawals swearing never again only to start again. Did that for about 25 years. Nothing helped and AA definitely did not help. My wife saved me and 8 years sober. I was a functional alcoholic. Never missed work and hid it from almost everyone. Prayers to all going through this.

[@mateuszmrowiec]

It takes a lot of courage to share such story. Stay strong and i am talking that as a man who knows what alcohol does to life.

[@NerdFoxx]

I’m sober almost 3 years. Drank every single day. I actually stopped and started making tacos and got famous weirdly enough. I always been poor but now I’ve made something of myself thanks to sobriety

[@Ghhyuttgg]

Man, you have great hair. I'm totally jealous

[@beccajo6211]

I have a cousin who quit many years ago and is very involved in AA in Ohio and around the country. ❤️

[@bethhayes1]

16 months sober today!! Never going back! God bless all on this journey!!

[@Iceman-xe7jo]

Praises to you man! Vulnerability is the only true courage.

[@J57133]

This is rare and important

[@tr7b410]

I have found meditation has really gifted me the disconnect from alcohol I needed. I had also noted my dreams became darker...LITERALLY. I also found the people in my dreams changed=vibrationally.

[@rayizm3]

Thank you for your services of hope.

[@georgep9059]

thanks for sharing 😌🙏

[@alwayssearching1882]

My physical scars match the emotional scars of regret in me. Appreciiate you sharing newfound friend.

[@nowhereman9463]

ONE DRINK IS TOO MUCH! STOP NOW!

[@Capt.Thrust]

I'm wired a lil different. I do drink almost every night but my pocket is being in the tipsy area. I hate getting drunk cause I catch the spins and nausea very bad when I'm close to being drunk. So I cut myself off at like the 2 to 3 drink range. That being said I do have a problem with other substances that I don't do often, I would say those sessions would be like once every 2 months. But once I start I have to make sure I have a good amount to be satisfied.

[@bubbaluv6487]

my friend's father was a complete drunk homeless person, they told him after his last admission into hospital that one more drink would kill him, he found some alcohol, drank it and it killed him. I come from a culture that celebrates alcohol and encourages consumption of it but the shit is bad

[@heatherhopfinger3942]

thank you for this as an adult child of an alcoholic my mom my step sisters and my step brother went to see my dad back in the late 1970s early 1980s my dad was on a stretcher in a hallway the doctor told him no more booze or butts but the bad thing was before that 1976 July 23 my mom was born in 1935 my dad 1939 my dad was drunk a doctor came into the waiting room he said which one do you want to save he said the mother and my mom told me later if they came to her she would have said the baby fast forward to the time a little toddler sees her father on a stretcher then when the parents divorce then the father does not pay child support for awhile recruits the addictive middle child step sister to try and kidnap her youngest sibling to do away with her. I have had food allergies over the years arthritis all kinds of problems but I like my mom said do not want sympathy but understanding my mom went to court against my dad in 1988 my dad made the mistake of saying to the judge but I do not get to see her and the judge said after you were drunk on a stretcher tried to kill your daughters family tried to kill your daughter and her family in a car wreck abused your daughter and you never will see her ever again. She said but you are going to pay child support my dad moved out of state I looked on the computer one day he died of alcoholism in 2005 my step bro on my dads side a month or two before him so thanks for stopping before it got worse I am the poster adult child for what happens when it gets worse you had the courage to stop and that means a lot from where I am sitting truth

[@SuperBroncosguy]

I drank once......woke up 25 years later. Glad to awaken. Good wishes to all those who need help.

[@danieltossounian1962]

I’m only lucky I don’t crave alcohol . I don’t hold it over anyone that does …Im terrified to even think if I had that craving ..all respect to those who can overcome addiction

[@area22guitars57]

I wish you all the best!

[@mtBLANC10]

Thank you.

[@atticusfinch3931]

Very sad ,but I can tell you he’s not outta the woods yet , what I mean is everyone who is alcoholic is a ticking time bomb ,that can go off at any second under any stress full situation . The fact he’s having a hard time talking about this and getting emotional means he hasn’t come to grips with this yet , .im 49 years sober and yes at a certain time of the summer it hits me hard maybe because summer time was always the best time to party boat beach cookouts gatherings, and then it’ll go away but for that one week it’s hard . Pray for this guy he’s trying hard very hard but he’s still very vulnerable. Keep,the fight no matter what .

[@richrich7825]

Thank you

[@glenbo02]

I need to get another beer before the next segment.

[@kimdegennaro7398]

Moronic comment

[@RoswellNative]

Yes Man C'Mon you can do this! GIDDY UP!

[@lesliehorwinkle]

I think we're the same age man. I've now been sober longer than 1/2 my life. It was strange to have quit so young because I knew I was saving myself that picture. Just knew it.

[@wickedsarasota]

Keep going i like your content. Your cooking ones and the alcoholism ones.

[@craighoffman6009]

how much did you drink and of what did you drink? also for how long?

[@Teriyaki-vj8ny]

Stay tuned friend 🕊️💗🕯️

[@andrewrossroberts]

You are a wonderful human

[@mollyram2997]

He looks sooo different in the photo in the hospital.. it looks like his DAD wow

[@starraustin9363]

God be with u🙏🙏

[@AnthonyBurrito1313]

It's that first one that gets YO ASS

[@chainz7006]

alcohol brings u more trouble than good after i got poisoning from it i stopped drinking ever since never again

[@grahamherbert3612]

4966 Days Today. Rational Recovery.

[@lindanorris2455]

yeah, ne too. not ever again!

[@NorthStarGeneral]

His rock bottom was quite literally the bottom of a river.😮

[@AMTTBT]

Your honesty will be the difference in you staying sober. Alcoholism is funny baffling powerful. Disease of denial. Sober 22 years by the grace of God and AA. Life becomes great again with sobriety ODAAT. Remember if ya walk 10 years into the forest it might take ya 10 to get back out. Remember that because sobriety isn’t a magic trick!

[@AMTTBT]

Cunning certainly not funny!!

[@jannorris4140]

But Damnit, i only drink lite beer! .... hello?

[@SOBER-REAPER]

I’m just fucked up after 9 months I feel fucking metal right now so disappointed I’m myself

[@tammyhutchinson2581]

I've been sober for 3 years after getting 2 Coronary Stents.

[@rugger1009]

I’ve been sober for 11 years and I can share all the horrors of alcohol induced liver disease. Anything you want to know I can tell you.

[@rubicon-oh9km]

What were your symptoms of liver disease?

[@rugger1009]

@@rubicon-oh9km - jaundiced eyes, only slightly. I look back at pictures of me shortly before I bled and I had a sickly grayish green color. That was really the only thing before I began vomiting blood.

[@rubicon-oh9km]

@@rugger1009 stay strong brother. I’m glad you’re still with us.

[@rugger1009]

@@rubicon-oh9km - I’ve been back in the gym and have completely transformed myself. I am as strong at 62 as I was at forty. I’m working hard to bench 225 and I’m just about there. Everyone I haven’t seen in a while barely recognizes me.

[@jeffreybail353]

Alkul is the root word it is arabic and means alkul alcohol kills your spirit inside hence the word spirts strong liquor

[@marcusoliver4252]

Thats why I am just staying with weed. Alcohol is a killer.

[@Andre-kg6fu]

What the f. he's wearing on his neck? Are we supposed to take him seriously?

[@darreldanger7464]

Not a disease it is a behavior. Sorry Not Sorry

[@LetArtsLive]

Just maybe the softer easier way is better..... Cannabis.

[@director2bob]

That picture of you in hospital a future picture of me if I am lucky. I turn 62 in July and drinking myself to death. Fucking sucks.

[@MatthewOmlansky]

Thanks for your share. Put on a shirt.

[@rubicon-oh9km]

Are you offended by his torso?

[@davelloydlong]

Dude you might want to study the traditions before you get drunk all over again. Dave …sober 33 yrs

[@markherighty5330]

Too busy fixing ya hair.

[@lourdesecheverria6209]

Stop the fng drama and grow up!!!

[@frenchustube]

I looked at what you post and I’m not sure what’s your point. You have people that are struggling with an addiction and the only thing you say is grow up. Ever heard the word empathy? If you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t. There’s enough shit in this world you don’t need to add more to it.

[@lourdesecheverria6209]

@@frenchustube Free Speech, Free Country, Free KZbin. You are equally free to express. When people go to KZbin, they must be open minded to accept that others may have a different view. Blessings to you!

[@robertamcmunn3642]

I find your videos annoying and I gave it a chance by watching a few but no.

[@elizabethsmith8072]

Why did you have the urge to comment?? Probably drunk!! Just go away.

[@DReardon-hq2vb]

Great job getting back to who you are. You look fantastic compared to that poor sick man in your photo.

[@jonjohnson3865]

Weak....

[@evelynunderwood-tq8rd]

REMEMBER SOBRIETY IS FOR THE ONES WHO WANTS IT NOT FOR THE ONES WHO NEEDS IT. WINNER DO WHAT HAVE TO DO AND LOSERS DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO. TAKE IT ONE SECOND, ONE MINUTE, ONE HR UNTIL ODAAT TIME. EASY DOES IT. KEEP GOD ALMIGHTY HIMSELF FIRST AND EVERYTHING ELSE AROUND HIM NOT THEM. SIR. NOW YOUR WORK BEGINS. PLEASE GET YOU A SPONSOR WITH THE WORKING KNOWLEDGE OF THE TWELVE STEPS. HE IS NOT INTO FEELINGS. # 32 YEARS OF SOBRIETY, IF A GIRL LIKE EVELYN CAN DO IT SO CAN YOU.

[@sharonszymanski8735]

Thank you for being so real & Raw!! Thank you for sharing your journey . Can’t wait to come along and learn more ❤

[@Destin60-hm2sh]

You'll get nothing but Real and Raw on this channel. Thanks for your kind words. Please feel free to share our channel with friends and family. There's also some fun stuff coming!

[@mysticalmisty9772]

I totally agree! It’s made me think that I need help 😢

[@RJ-ig2el]

Thanks for sharing your stories. Im almost 33 years old and I am struggling. I respect you sir.

[@dcsj6837]

I'm 56. If I could go back to 33 I would do what it took me until just a couple of years ago to do. I finally said the words out loud to another person. "I'm an alcoholic". It's so hard because it's everywhere, just calling me, always. I realized that I am the guy who King Soloman was writing about in the Book of Proverbs. It describes the alcoholic perfectly. We drink, get drunk and even injured and sick and go back for more. Stop if you can and help others by giving them a warning and share your experience when you are able. No one wants this. Pro 23:29 Who hath woe? who hath sorrow? who hath contentions? who hath babbling? who hath wounds without cause? who hath redness of eyes? Pro 23:30 They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine. Pro 23:31 Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself aright. Pro 23:32 At the last it biteth like a serpent, and stingeth like an adder. Pro 23:33 Thine eyes shall behold strange women, and thine heart shall utter perverse things. Pro 23:34 Yea, thou shalt be as he that lieth down in the midst of the sea, or as he that lieth upon the top of a mast. Pro 23:35 They have stricken me, shalt thou say, and I was not sick; they have beaten me, and I felt it not: when shall I awake? I will seek it yet again.

[@crustybunz]

Hang in there. This is a tough journey, but the struggle is worth the pay off. I'm coming up on a year sober at 59 years old. I should have done this a long time ago. Took me until now to get my head out of my ass. You making this move at 33 is an incredible achievement in self-awareness, accountability and responsibility to yourself. The payoff is you.

[@corepersonalfitness]

@@crustybunzwell said.

[@sissyparker2525]

Be true to yourself and get help. I have a son that is 63 and has been addicted to drugs and alcohol all his life. His mind has been affected and I worry about what will happen when I'm gone. His family wants nothing to do with him. Please don't be in denial. Accept help so that you don't end up like him. May God be with you.

[@brentkuehne435]

I had a nephew who was such a nice person but an alcoholic. He hid it so well that no one knew he had such a problem. Then, the signs of cirrhosis became visible, and everyone knew. He never thought it would kill him, but he died at 40. So sad 😢

[@phk8411]

Me too I'm very grateful thank you for sharing... Thank you for reminding me.o don't want to go back.... I ended up at the park bench. Sleep in an abandoned cars sleeping in sheds roofs under carports parking lots completely empty 22 years old 29 arrests 11 years in and out of jail. Empty empty no feelings ...

[@abvincent12]

We are lucky. I had doc visit where they did bloodwork - told me my triglycerides were as bad as a terrible diabetic and my cholesterol was so high I could have heart attack or another stroke (had one in 2017 - though no doc could figure out why) at any moment. I work out 4x a week and ‘look’ very healthy. No one knew I was binge drinking daily en masse. When the doc told me she was baffled by the numbers and they were very dangerous - I knew why. After that call I never drank again. Drink and die (young) or don’t drink and live. Alcohol is poison and it WILL kill you. It’s now been 15 months. Never again will I touch poison (alcohol) - EVER.

[@olasod1]

Im almost in the same boat as you were. I train at least 4x/week and have done so my entire life (am 56). I dont drink more than anyone I know/week except that they drink their dose Friday and Saturday. I drink two glasses every day. Im fit both outside and inside and all numbers are better than great. Still I struggle with bad conscience and I know it will get worse if I dont stop the habit. My father was an alcoholic and I dont want to go there…

[@craigmeek6026]

I Drank a Case of Beer Everyday For 33 yrs..Held a job, That I Still Work at Today,And It Got to the point Where I Said I Cant Quit..Until A Friend Gave me a Book Called Why dont they just Quit...Get The Book it Works... And With The good Lord on my Side its Been 10 yrs since my last Beer

[@PaulMack-o9o]

Hallelujah... Much Love ❤

[@mbrighton1802]

I'm an alcoholic and I'm also a doctor. I understand the risks obviously, but it's been the only thing that has ever worked for me to turn my brain off. I'm trying hard to quit now for my son mainly, but alcohol has gotten me through tough times in my life and the stress.

[@silviaconrad8401]

People need to hear the truth.thanks.

[@MrSerenityNow]

Been almost 4 years sober for me. The last time in county jail was the last straw. I don’t miss it at all. Stay strong folks, get your life back.

[@Tate123]

26 years sober but most grateful for my sobriety today. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@briandoyle6188]

Chippendales are now pensioners 🤔🤗🤗...sorry no top thing around his neck sunglasses 🕶️😎😎....i do like his hair length ive got it long halfway down my back but i want it cut so ill have to go a hairdressers because its so long..but ive been looking at pictures of that actor jeff bridges👍👍👍....

[@John-k6f9k]

Doctor:"Do you drink a lot of alcohol?" "No, I spill most of it."

[@Destin60-hm2sh]

Good one! I actually LOL'd!

[@manunited1132]

In my own personal view if Alcohol is in your nature and you just find it difficult to spot then you have to reach rock bottom and get ill before you realise that it's just not worth it. I ended up with ulcers and I needed an endoscopy to find my inflammation of lining of stomach. Ive been soba for 1 and half years now and living a normal life. I even tried to leave few days out before drinking maybe twice a week but I can tell you that it doesn't work because binge drinking is just as dangerous as being an Alcoholic. Anyway peace and love to everyone out there including my beautiful family 🙏

[@MrMarvin1967]

Marvin Carrillo from Guatemala . O'NEILL restaurant Winnetka

[@Tbh-ww3vm]

Never did drugs Never drank but social in my 30’s Never liked the taste of beer or hard liquor I am 58 and look 40 No smoking either This shit will kill you Congrats

[@morsinimicis3930]

I’m an alcoholic and I don’t know who I am absent booze. My only hobby is getting drunk and I don’t know how to stop. My dad was a drunk, my brother’s a drunk, it’s all I know. I stopped for 3 weeks and my wife resented me for it. My son hates me for it and despite that I always told myself I’d never be my dad, I’ve become him and am alienating him just like my dad did me.