I Wasn't Prepared to Cry... | BLUE OCTOBER - "Hate Me" (REACTION)

[@eshanthaperera]

Just a happy thought for everyone, despite the ending of the video, Justin's mom is quite alive, and plays herself in the video. It's actually here. So yeah, she's good. He's also happily married since 2012 and has a son and daughter. He's moved past his demons, and he's ok. I hope you all do too. Coming from a guy who's channeled around 27 years of depression and difficulty into music. :) Bless you all.

[@ldt_]

Thank you for your kind words, we all need to hear heart warming things like this, especially today.

[@TEXAS_SKOLDIER]

God bless you!

[@najrenchelf2751]

Eshantha Perera, thanks for that! Hope you’re doing well in these... weird times! Cheers from the Netherlands! 🤗

[@quiotu]

And it's clear that Justin hit a turning point not that long ago, where even though he's famous for those sad songs, he felt it was time to move on from them. His last album or two has been much much more upbeat.

[@christopherwiley5975]

He's still raging. And this was their 2nd weakest album to me. But they destroyed live just 2 years ago. He looks sooooo much better than the time of this video.

[@matthewtaylor5257]

So very glad that somebody is reacting to Blue October's music. They have so many amazing songs so I hope you decide to take the time and dive in a little bit deeper to their history of amazing music

[@lazervision2602]

I don't know of a song by them I don't like, very awesome band.

[@karenordway3211]

Right!?!

[@trinitylivingston1286]

Yea

[@michellegriff13]

High strung, say X-Amount of words. Your solar, bi-polar, panic disorder seems harder and harder and harder, still you try to control.....Could words be anymore accurate?! I think X is the song that made me way up to find real help for my mental health concerns and to flee the toxic environment making it worse.

[@goblintiddy4053]

@@michellegriff13 I agree completely. I was in 5th grade when I first discovered this band a little over a decade ago. It was before I got diagnosed and at the time mental illness wasn't something that was discussed even behind closed doors. My family didn't understand what was wrong with me, and I got demonized for it for years. I thought I was the only one that felt like that until I found his music. Songs about depression or anxiety never hit me like his songs about having bipolar disorder did. "I was a little boy, who would argue with a tree" just hearing someone else had struggled since they were a child like you, really makes you feel less alone and not so crazy. Much support and love to you xoxo

[@stevenmichael7577]

Blue October is amazing and completely underrated.

[@HeathenTee8338]

Agreed!

[@southernenigma3427]

My son turned me on to them years ago. I fell in love immediately with their music and lyrics, because he sings about real life, and portrays real feelings in his songs. It's not something every singer can do. They're always on my play list!

[@bpadilla123]

Yes! I can listen to into the ocean and I hope you’re happy, literally on repeat!!!

[@Hendo249]

Only reason I found his channel was because of the blue october tag. They are very underrated. 💙💯

[@rollinstoned9816]

@@southernenigma3427 have you listen alice in chains..? Layne Staley also had that haunting lyrics and what a voice!! Worth of to listen them. Nutchell(unplugged version)👍

[@smalltownteddy]

The most beautiful and haunting moment I've had in my life was when I saw Blue October in concert in Frisco Texas. They played this song, and a deep and soulful silence fell over the crowd. And then people started singing. I was 16, struggling with depression and addiction. And I remember being down in GA and looking around when people realized what they were performing. Everyone stopped. Transfixed. And a chorus came up from the crowd that made the band almost impossible to hear. Everyone was singing. Completely still. Holding hands, or with their hands raised. I watched grown adults dropping to their knees. Everyone I could see was crying. It was one of the most powerful spiritual experiences in my life. And it meant so much to an isolated teen, to see that this meant this much to other people too. I'm glad you got to experience this song. I still firmly believe that it is life changing.

[@jennyjohnson9579]

Cal, I just wanted to say thank you for sharing that! Just to have read your comment you shared that magic and beauty of your experience with me. I felt so privileged to come across your comment! So truly....thank you! Nothing tops those kinds of moments in life.

[@tashax747]

Makes me cry every time I hear it, this song came out when I was lost in addiction. Hits you right in the feels. Thank the gods, I'm going on 5 years clean 💪

[@whitewalkergaming11511]

Congratulations! 13 years here, and it's still a battle; don't give up!

[@tashax747]

@@whitewalkergaming11511 13 years! That's fucking amazing!! 💪💪

[@RandomShinyThoughts]

PROUD OF YOU!!

[@lazervision2602]

Congratulations Natasha, well done.

[@kayleighjackson4293]

Me too! 4 years. Hits me right in the feels x

[@Noblemiss]

My son actually dedicated this song to me once as a way to show me how he was feeling. He always fought mental health issues and drug addiction and no matter what I always told him that I loved him and would be there for him. He is 23 now and has kicked a lot of the drug addictions and is in therapy. But everytime I hear this song I cry.

[@snakesockGato]

How's your kid now I turned 23 this year and I'm still struggling

[@aaronthefool1335]

please check out “into the ocean” by blue october !!

[@zachsalg3106]

If your gonna do Blue October you gotta do the big 3 being Calling you Hate me And into the ocean

[@TheSofres]

That is one of my fav songs after seeing them live in concert. He made eye contact with me and stared. I waved, he waved. He blew me a kiss. 💙.

[@DavieJones_Lockr]

the end

[@TheHeartlessSouls]

I agree you should do into the ocean

[@sheathman6220]

Bleed out is amazing

[@Roger-le1bv]

Blue October is incredibly underrated.

[@ramofusang390]

He recovered his drug addiction the band is still making music. its a lot more happy its showing the upside of his life as a clean man, father and husband. I would Recommend their songs "Fear" or "Home" they are both just as emotional but it shows how far he has come.

[@martineg3gaming490]

Absolutely! Both are very good indicators of him achieving a better state of emotion and mental health.

[@amykunhart448]

He has relapsed several times and if you go to his concerts ( I've been to 20 plus) when he sings "it's the one thing I wont touch again" he will cross his fingers for the audience to see. For me that just makes him a very honest artist and human admitting that every one struggling with addiction slips up. He is very REAL.

[@UltraCrazycarl]

@@amykunhart448 Yes it is very honest to know that you are one day from going right back. Too many are not ready to fight that fight. Once and addict always an addict. Sometime you are active and other you are not.

[@kelseygetz5269]

Blue October saved my life when I was 14. In 10 years, I had the privilege to see them play 30 shows, and each one was a magical, healing, spiritual experience. Blue October has propelled me through the best and worst times of my life and I am the person I am today because of them. When I got married in January, my husband and I played "Home" at our reception. I never could have imagined I'd get to do that way back in 2007. 💙

[@danielleharrison5765]

Well that's what they want they want to save people's lives that's what they love to make music they don't want anybody to suffer. Blue October is amazing they are trying to save lives as much as possible I felt so bad for the lead singer when he was young I know he went through a lot so sad and upsetting but now he's music is more happy and positive

[@ParityS]

You should listen to their song Home! Justin, the lead singer, finally found happiness and peace and it really shows in their newer music.

[@monicahill9574]

YES!!!

[@southtxroughneck113]

Yes! This is our Anthem at this moment in life. We are all so humble and know how one can lose it all in one moment. All praise to God.

[@DavieJones_Lockr]

the end

[@kellywhitcomb9000]

@@DavieJones_Lockr have you seen his latest

[@stephaniemaris4878]

Home is one of my favorites!

[@fireotter6361]

I don't think we can even understand how many life that song has saved

[@cavemanairsoft3921]

lets stasrt a tally, ill hapilly sit at 1,

[@nicktate1263]

“Fear” is another good one by Blue October.

[@DavieJones_Lockr]

the end

[@btrjj1198]

I love the acoustic one they did better then the official video one

[@ShellB726]

YES!!!!! Fear is by far one of my favorite B.O. songs. I prefer the album version vs the video but they're all good bc the song and message are so powerdul.

[@Zalabim1]

Yes Fear acoustic

[@eddiedingle767]

@@Zalabim1 why does no one mention Razorblade? kzbin.info/www/bejne/jZ6Wq2Std8uXiNU

[@kelseykneese425]

“I hope you’re happy” by blue October is another heavy feels one

[@ReptileNexus]

Check out the acoustic version.

[@davidhitchcock9778]

The acoustic is many times better than the album version imo.

[@toddawg8030]

The song actually saved my life. I was about to kill myself in a parking lot in Orlando just came on and I didn't do it don't know why but I didn't. I think that was in 2007

[@Tank1711]

Its helped me too brother, I had a handful of pills when I was around 13 with a bottle of jack, took a swig and this song came on. I just blanked out listening to it and started crying. Flushed every single pill there and then and emptied the bottle down the toilet. I hope you're in a good place now dude!

[@toddawg8030]

I am done congratulations on flushing the pills hope you're doing well too

[@torchy8974]

Glad you both are still here :) much love

[@KazuhasKatana]

My brain cant understand suicide. I would never be able to harm myself, but the people who believe that it's the only way out, I'm sure that's a struggle. I wish you all the best. You matter.

[@jayjay85928]

Todd Johnson fear was my song that saved me. This song makes me cry because my dad was my everything I was such a bad kid and he still loved me up until he passed

[@jesseandrews2303]

When your Mother leaves a message on your answering machine, appreciate it.

[@josephcopi7372]

PLEASE do blue octobers "I hope you're happy"

[@butIforgotmypen...]

I was going to suggest the same

[@ReptileNexus]

Do the acoustic one

[@Niyawearswhat]

Dont do this unless youre ready to cry over your ex even tho you've been split up for 8 months, and you thought you were over it

[@josephg94]

@@Niyawearswhat you ok friend?

[@daphnie5007]

Please. HAPPY.

[@lastmanonearth3202]

Lots of love to all the caring mom's around the world ❤️❤️

[@Grumpy_Rabbit]

The purpose of art is to evoke emotion. This song does that. Powerfully.

[@briannecrooks3339]

You may like more of Blue October’s music then. Is does that and more.

[@Pr0sacK]

"I'll drive so fuckin far away that I never cross your mind, and do what ever it takes in your heart to leave me behind." Tears me up every time I hear it because I've felt that way so many times because of the times I felt like I've let everyone down. Thankfully my battles with depression are in my rear view mirror, and I want anyone out there that is battling demons, depression, anxiety, loss, or anything else to know that you matter and you're worthy of love.

[@AEGIS55842]

You’ll probably love their song “Drilled a wire through my cheek”

[@chef3765]

Dylan Kifer yessss

[@jamie_craig]

Or X Amount of Words....

[@AEGIS55842]

Jamie craig X amount of words is one of my favorites. I feel like Drilled a Wire is a bit more interesting of an introduction into some of the depth Blue October has.

[@chaosmadness4107]

Or Dirt room

[@kurstinangel6487]

Or the end.

[@littlebopeepcattery2186]

When this song came out it touched me so deeply I had to email Justin...never expecting a response of course but having to pour my heart out to him after dealing with addiction and mental health issues in my own life...unbelievably he emailed me back...it was the sweetest and kindest email and they instantly became my favorite band...today Justin is sober and in a good place and his music reflects that but there are days I need to pull out the Foiled album and remember where i was and how far i have come..i need to break down and build myself back up and the only way I can do that is with the Foiled album. This is my #1 song forever but there are so many other songs you must review. Fear is something that I listen to at least once a week because I have severe panic disorder and it can leave me on the floor in the fetal position but Fear lifts me out of it. Another powerful AMAZING song....please review it!

[@ryanhoseth9965]

My favorite band! Saw them during in a tiny venue in Germany. Justin is not only talented, but extremely genuine.

[@zachmiller2628]

And you've now stumbled on my favorite band of all time... Please keep reacting to them lol

[@danielpowers2191]

My dad introduced me to this song when I was a kid. Couldn’t understand to them but I do now.

[@vickirichards7513]

Fear is one of the most amazing songs I've ever heard by Blue October.

[@trinitylivingston1286]

So is Calling You and Into the Ocean.

[@Kelly30stm]

This song is still amazing all these years later!!! They have amazing deep lyrics. Into the Ocean, Say it, She's my ride home!

[@Jenn-ti6fk]

She's my ride home is my fave!

[@danielhaley8306]

Kelly30stm the song that gets me is the worry list I cry like a baby every time!!!💚

[@easternadventures9978]

this one will never not be amazing

[@Kelly30stm]

@@danielhaley8306 The worry list gets me too!

[@princessjacs]

Into the ocean is my absolute fave.

[@MrDMSmith73]

I recommend one of their earlier songs such as "Calling You"

[@jackiechance795]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqTbYaKDhLF5gqM

[@morganaccc6041]

The Ghost Inside- Aftermath I recommend doing a quick research of the band to know the backstory of this song.It'll become that much more powerful when you listen to it.

[@Treyvlog]

I legit almost cried during that video

[@markushaselmayr546]

@@Treyvlog same dude

[@coreyrinn4205]

Listened to this song repeatedly already... still hits me every damn time.

[@TaylorAnhorn]

The beat goes on 🙏

[@markymarkeaton]

Treyvlog I thought I was holding my composure until the scenes of them rehabbing next to shots of them on stage, then I lost it

[@northlord1447]

Blue October is one of the most underated bands. They are truly amazing.

[@TwistedSaint6]

I've seen Blue October live twice now. I've seen Marilyn Manson and Five Finger Death Punch. Blue October is STILL my favorite concert. You should check out Fear

[@ramofusang390]

I've seen Blue October 6 times I listened to them in High School but didnt much until I met my wife who is a bigger fan. Ive seen bands like Avenged Sevenfold, Stone Sour, Staind, Skillet and I have never seen a band play like Blue.

[@Duane_Grabert]

Saw them in Baton Rouge a few years ago. Justin is really a nice guy. He did a few songs by himself b4 the rest of the guys came on stage. Awesome show. Much love from NOLA. Stay safe my dude.

[@IamShirky]

Their sound production live is the best I've ever heard. They have shit dialed in.

[@angelamiller2577]

Yes!! I second "Fear." One of the best fucking songs ever made.

[@spencerdauphine970]

Blue October is my wife's and mine favorite band ever. We've seen em live like 9 or 10 times and they put on a great show. Between this song and Into The Ocean, they both got us through real tough times as kids and changed our lives and continues to do so. Glad you liked it!

[@_PROPHETofCHAOS]

Welcome to the Blue October ship, Alex. This is a band that has been one of my favorites for years, and I hope you continue checking them out!

[@infamous215]

“Stay” is another really emotional one from them. Always gets me

[@naomi7122]

My absolute favourite song

[@douluvsit]

"WORRY LIST" BY BLUE OCTOBER. Trust me, YOU'LL CRY. please check this one out ❤❤❤❤❤

[@AgentArmadillo]

Fuck bro such a good song.

[@RianLyons]

Thank you for doing this song. I relate to it so hard because I had a similar relationship with my mom and my mental illness. She told me once when I was a teen that she wished she’d never had me because I was so suicidal and depressed, and she couldn’t bear to watch me suffering. I lost her in 2010 and this song was especially poignant to me after that. I miss her every day. She never got to see my life turn around. I met and married an incredible man who adores me and is everything she wanted for me. I have In-Laws she’d have loved. I perform my poetry all around the East Texas area, and have a book of poetry underway. Life is good now. I still struggle with mental health challenges but I’m in a much better place in my life now. Anyway, I’m so glad you dug this song. As you can see it means a lot to me and many other people.

[@thenavynerd5591]

One of the greatest bands to ever exist. I'm so happy you finally reacted to them. The lead singer's story is just such an amazing one. He's been doing live streams on KZbin the whole quarantine and even plays live concerts on Stageit like every other week. His music and the whole band are incredible so please check out more! My recommendation is either Worry List or Light Me Up by Blue October (Live in Texas) :D

[@keila4774]

The Navy Nerd I’ve been listening to Blue October since I was about 6 and in the recent years I’ve been following them more and more...right now they are my #1 favorite band and as I am only 20 right now I haven’t been through the stuff he has been through but it their music speaks to me on many different levels! I love how their music has progressed over the years and how far they have come. Justin is so great and so happy the things he’s over come and makes songs about his journey getting to the great man he is today. I hands down agree with you about being one of the greatest bands to exist I wish more people would listen to them.

[@everypersoneverywhere7955]

This song is part of the reason why I'm here. Thanks for sharing that moment with me as well, Alex.

[@djbean89]

My favorite band to see live. It's always such an experience. They were the first band I ever got to see with my cousin, who was my best friend before he tragically overdosed and passed away. That was 9 years ago, and I've seen them many times since in his memory, and because they put on a hell of a show.

[@BurnseysRT]

Glad you have experienced Blue October! My favorite Band. Keep unpeeling the onion my good man. You won’t be disappointed. Most underrated band ever. Just throw on Amazon Prime music or Spotify and listen by artist. Your mind will be blown. Thanks for taking a listen. “Fear” is powerful and what keeps me going forward in life man.

[@theatomicpirategirl]

Justin from Blue October wears all his emotions and life experiences in his music. His definitely helped me out in my lowest points in my life. The struggle is real, but sometimes, knowing your not alone can pull you up and out. Thanks for doing this reaction to this song.

[@darshanaramirez7234]

Blue October has some of the deepest lyrics and their music is so powerful

[@martharoberts9449]

Finally!! Love this band. He is such an inspiration to anyone who suffers with mental illness. Check out his live acoustic version of any song.

[@danisan670]

Blue October is so underrated. I've been a fan since I was about twelve years old That's actually when "hate me" first came out.

[@careycravescinema_xoxo]

Ur so lucky to feel the chills for the first time while listening to Blue October, I remember those. I got to see them live and OMG they interacted with the crowd like they were at home on stage it was amazing. Justin is in a much better place in his life and the music now has that energy. Alex u NEED to hear their song "Fear" it is uplifting. I listen to it everytime I feel like I'm in a dark place it literally picks me back up. Also the live version of "Light you up" is fucking amazing!!!!!

[@kristalann1973]

Been a fan of Blue October for years but finally got to see them in concert last year at First Avenue in Minneapolis which was dope af♥️Justin performs with a insane amount of passion and emotion♥️I would pay to see them a million times over such an awesome amazing band!!

[@meganhalverson5769]

So sad they aren't coming back during their next run for the new album!

[@sarahb661]

This song always gets me emotional, my ex was an addict. He passed away 10 years ago. I feel like I’m the one who whispered how could you do this to me? And this is something he’d sing to me. And I did hate him, I hated him for what he did to himself, to us and our family.

[@burniezarsoff4118]

I found this song after l discovered that my ex had an Ice ( meth) addiction, had stolen thousands of $ from investments for our childrens future, and was also cheating. The line "how could you do this to me?" ( more importantly our children) really hit me hard, and stayed in my head for a long time. She then blamed me for causing her to do everything that she did. I hated her for that, but now realize that was her way of coping with her guilt. I no longer hate her, but l will never forgive her for putting our children through so much pain, confusion and a broken family.

[@thefaceoffuzz]

I hope you're both okay. As someone who has been clean since 2011, this song hits me really fucking hard. I'm 33 now, still dealing with the emotional damage from pushing everyone away. I hope you're both doing as best as you can. If you're ever having a bad day, comment here. I'm always around to talk.

[@eksynn]

i still cry every time i listen to this song. every single time. ever since it came out.

[@NanaMuffinLady]

To hear you say “whatever you are feeling, people have felt that before“ is nice. Makes me feel less alone, if that even makes sense. Thank you 😊

[@jamie_craig]

There's a Blue October song for every single situation you can possibly go thru. I first saw them live in '07 and never miss a show when they come to NC. So much better live!!! March concert got postponed but I'll be in the pews with my daughter at Myrtle Beach HOB in August 💙 Blue October is my therapy. He's lost a lot of fans who don't like seeing him happy... True Blues are very much HAPPY for him.

[@BearcatMike85]

This song literally saved me. It still makes me bawl like a child but it got me through the hardest time in my life. Thanks for posting this video. If you get around to it, you should react to "Waiting for the end" by Linkin Park. Every lyric in that song actually described my situation

[@krazeelety]

Strange that you mention this Michael. Justin and Chester were great friends, and like the rest of us, his death hit Justin hard. I wish I could upload pics here......it's a good picture of Chaz and Justin. Then again, I'm sure you've seen it. Either way, Blue October's music is much like LP's in that it puts into words what a lot of us have felt at our lowest moments. ✌

[@musicislife1990]

Blue October are so underrated. I love them so much.

[@Gfletch09]

If you wanna see how far justin has progressed, look up "Fear" by blue october. I have to drop by that video from time to time to remember that anxiety and depression is real, and can be overcome. He has, and he wants to help others do the same. You have to give a listen to "Fear" by Blue October.

[@lovetocheerx0x0]

You seem to be a genuinely pure hearted person, who really cares about people and their problems. Even if you don’t know them, time after time I’ve heard you say, I’m here for you. If you need to talk to someone, I’m here for you. Your words come from your heart. You just seem so sweet, upbeat, and care about your fellow men and women. Your mother did an exceptionally great job in raising you to be an exceptional man. God Bless 🙏🙏🙏

[@arzuagas2]

Blue October- Fear, bleed out (acoustic), worry list, into the ocean, I'm not broken anymore, stay. Highly suggest in your own time to check out his videos from the open book your uploaded by a user named Blue Johnson. The tour is a stripped down acoustic show in which he gets extremely open about his struggles with depression and addiction and tells stories behind each song. I went through several dark periods not too long ago and honestly can say hearing his struggles and his music got me through those times, he has a way of articulating every emotion that I felt so raw and powerful and I know he has helped countless others through their hard times as well.

[@brycetwomey7014]

You definitely need to hear FEAR as its like he's come full circle - much underrated band

[@BaileyBaratheon]

React to All I Want by A Day to Remember Then the song End of Me by the same band

[@ddcarpenter1790]

City of Ocala too. Get to see the bands home and history

[@twinkiemp]

"She's my ride home" is a Bonnie and Clyde work of art to drive to 🤙

[@matthewbailey8588]

This is one of my favorite songs ever. Period. Very brutal. Very honest. It’s real and it’s a very real message here.

[@genew]

Wow a great review of an unbelievable band... Alex, you were awesome to give this band your attention. the song was written about his then relationship with a girl he knew he was hurting and loved her enough to tell her she should move on....but the video was made to focus on his mom... however that is the powerful thing about Blue October's music in general, it is universal and has such emotion and touches on real life and sometimes hard to talk about subjects. When you really listen to the words of any of his songs it is hard not to feel SOMETHING and apply it to your own life experiences. THAT is the sign of an incredible song...and band. (ps...justin is my best friend of 24 years and sent this to him just now in case he didn't already know about it! (Thanks Danny for the heads up!)

[@Shadkow]

When I was at the darkest point in my life, I just played Blue October over and over and over and I honestly think they played the biggest part in getting me through that period. Please check out "Fear" and "I Hope Your Happy" and his other songs!

[@elisamason4836]

Hearing this song live. Hits your feelings. Like nobody's business. Not a dry eye in the house.

[@kcb3832]

This song reminds me of my ex. She cheated on me, when i caught her we fought and she told me a lot of it had to do with my own alcohol problem. All she wanted was for me to be sober and we argued about that so many times, but i never did that. I left her but not before telling her I'd change, now i am moving over halfway across the country with a couple friends and starting a new chapter. Sobering up. Spreading my father's ashes before i leave as well. Thank you for reacting to this, man! This one is really personal to me and hits home on so many levels.

[@0momma]

Oh then you should check out breakfast after 10! Or light you up.

[@Bladedcloud6159]

Hope you find happiness. Live each day with your own self respect and you'll get through this. Good luck.

[@pinhead61187]

keep going forward dude. don't look back.

[@JoeSmith-iv3sf]

There is nothing wrong w getting a new start can be great. I can not speak to your drinking, no one else can but you. I am two yrs sober now, I moved several times to get a new start. Each time would end up in the same spot, actually worse, quicker than the previous time. Nothing changed until I figured out why, why I was drinking like I was punishing myself. I did not drink like most ppl. I had to get help, and there is help for you if you need it. I am wishing you the best, your never alone in the battle if your like I was.

[@kelliesquire2981]

Stay strong, stay sober and dont leave untill your too old to stay. Make the changes happen, your dad will be proudly watching over you. You'll never be truly alone.

[@amricatt]

I love Blue October. Their music speaks to my soul. I'm glad you tried them finally.

[@RedbelliedChewpacabra]

Was watching you watching the video, knowing what you'll get from Blue October. I hope you are OK after that. I like how you analyze the verses, and I hope you keep doing that, because it makes music more compelling. The intensity is real for a lot of people, and I feel that this band captured what a lot of people are already feeling even now. That is why they were popular. Got a new sub.

[@justsayin3630]

I got to speak with Justin one night after a concert at the Rave in Milwaukee. I waited with a friend by his tour bus long after the encore. It was surreal- all dark and quiet, Justin walking alone up to the bus pulling a bright pink carry piece of luggage...he looked tired so I didn't want to bug him but I had my Rolling Stone question all picked out. "Justin, can I ask you one quick question before you go?" He stopped on the bottom step of the bus and said, "shoot". I asked, "Do you have a song that you wish no one would ever ask you to play again?" He put his head down a second and then he said, "Any Man in America." And he got on the bus. One of the coolest moments of my life. Thanks Justin!

[@sabrinabenway5752]

I can't listen to this song without crying.. I pushed my mom away for years while struggling with borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder and drug addiction and alcoholism... I've been sober since may 26, 2015. The night my mom was killed by a drunk driver. I was 18 at the time..

[@DavieJones_Lockr]

blue October- the end goosebumps..... and not the kind you would assume. by the end of the song the first time, it will forever be etched in your brain

[@charlottebrookssprinkles1424]

It breaks my heart everytime l hear this one... I mean the phone messages from momma. 😭😭😭

[@the.mad.hacker]

“The Feel Again (Stay)” always makes for a good cry...

[@triuneicthus3524]

Blue October "A Quiet Mind" is one of my favorite songs.

[@skUnkm0mmy]

I love blue october so much. i met them about a year ago, and have listened to them my whole life.

[@rubeno.2013]

Then listen to The feel again (Stay). That might make u cry lol

[@jeffreylower9469]

A million times listening to this song and it breaks me every time.

[@lukewilson9705]

I've been following BO and Justin's story for the last 10 years. The music has changed a lot since the Hate Me days, I've always preferred the darker stuff, but some of the new songs are equally as beautiful. I've also seen a lot of your videos over the years so very surprised to see this pop up! Keep up the good work bro! 🤘

[@kartoonvega6752]

20 years of listening to this band now and the song when I was in prison is what made me change me life forever. Never been back to jail but I’ve listened and seen this band live every chance I’ve been given!!! Listen to more! He’s super positive now since getting cleaned a few years back and his music is even better!

[@angelamiller2577]

This was the first Blue October song I ever heard, and I was in love immediately. Justin Furstenfeld is literally one of my favorite people ever. I watch his live streams on KZbin. They are saving me during this quarantine. They have SO MANY great songs, Alex! You really should react to more. May I suggest "Fear?" "Light You Up?" "I Hope You're Happy?" I don't even have enough time to list all the BO songs you should check out. I was lucky enough to be able to see them live on June 22, 2018. I had a fucking blast.

[@breonnafox1009]

LOVE Blue October. Found them when I was in middle school and truly struggling with an undiagnosed mood disorder. Still a fan to this day and actually got to see them in concert twice. It’s an experience every time and I highly recommend it if you ever get the chance

[@traciayers4363]

You are right. This song did save lives. Mine was one of them. One of the quotes from Blue October and Blue October fans is "stay sticky." One of their songs says, " stay sticky cause I gotta be the glue." It is our anthem to hold it together.

[@keaton_]

If you haven’t done any further deep dive into Blue October, I highly recommend songs like “Black Orchid” and “Chameleon Boy”. Those pull your soul apart.

[@YeshItsCourtney]

Kate Hey gurrrrrl lmao fancy finding you randomly here!!! HAHAHA

[@keaton_]

She Wolfs Story Oh, hey, girlie! Haha!

[@raem6893]

Blue October is my favorite band hands down and I actually got to see them live!! I was so happy

[@Turbulance16]

You should listen to "I hope your happy" "Into the Ocean" or "How to Dance in Time" all from Blue October he is still making amazing music in 2020 and still touring.

[@dominicrobinson5039]

Turbulance16 snl weekend update

[@franceskakelley356]

I really love when you break songs down, helps me get the descriptions out that i can’t put words too. Thank you! I always look forward to your videos!❤️

[@PukkaLoca]

Try "Calling you" by Blue October, rips me apart every single time

[@jackiechance795]

Same here. Did you hear this one.?kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqTbYaKDhLF5gqM

[@joelint1327]

Alex, I've watched countless video reactions and I have to say that you by far give the most genuine reactions. What I appreciate most about your video's is how you research the meaning behind the song. Said research gives insight and it helps to appreciate the artists/songs. Thanks Brother, Rock On!

[@herosavestheday2203]

Blue October - Should be loved Blue Stahli - Ultranumb Muse - Uprising Airbourne - Live it Up

[@Tank1711]

Holy shit Someone else knows Blue Stahli - Ultranumb!

[@DevilsKnyte]

Fore Muse I recommend Hysteria, but that's me personally

[@presleywhite2546]

Still cry when I hear this song. I remember this in Myspace days; KZbin was new. After all these years, it still hits me in the feels. Rough but beautiful.

[@brandonwenzel2844]

You should react to their song: "Dirt Room".

[@monicahill9574]

YES!!! the happy ending

[@freemodulation]

Yes! That song is sooo intense.

[@kaylynnolson3648]

Wow what bridge have you been living under? This is one of the most rawest and real songs you can hear. It was extremely popular about 15 years ago. They were big during this time as well. I'm sooo glad you listened to your fans and got to hear it. I think most, especially genX folks, have been there at some point in our lives. Awesome honest and real response from you. I am going to follow you now. THANK YOU!!

[@Pineappleonpizza723]

The ghost inside- aftermath, their newest song, if you know the background so energetic

[@Chris_42Offner]

Man this is one of the very few songs that brings me to tears.

[@justindufresne5805]

Try the song Black Orchid by Blue October. That'll make you cry.

[@bigd4358]

Gets me every time, I've even put it on sometimes when I know I need to let it all out but I can't

[@justindufresne5805]

@@bigd4358 I feel same way.

[@dec1blueoctoberfan]

Yesssssss my absolute favorite song by them. 😍😍😍

[@gerib.4093]

That entire album saved my life and that song was me

[@justindufresne5805]

@@gerib.4093 so true. if not for those songs, who knows where we'd be.

[@SonnyPaints]

Glad I am not the only one. I can't listen to this song without tears falling. Great video, thanks.

[@mrbespalevnost5910]

The Amity Affliction - all my friends are dead

[@denae4692]

It’s absolutely one of my favorite songs. Just remember when a song touches you emotionally, it’s ok and important to let that stuff out! ❤️😊🤗

[@cOosTheerOner]

Stepson - Blue The Ghost Inside - Aftermath Pleaseeee!! 😔😭🙏

[@Phil_-vb1xp]

Miguel Zavala TGI yesssss

[@lllEmilylll]

Haven't listened to this since middle school and still remember all the words. This song stuck with me so much ❤

[@victoriaclemons906]

React to Skillet- The Last Night or Skillet- Comatose

[@ZakkBurton]

Music and songs like this have had saved my life, rock music is the reason I'm still in this world

[@xmrsmadhatter_2563]

you should listen to Tess-Timony by Ice Nine Kills!!! It’s so emotional!

[@angelogreek7165]

Taylor Michelle love that band so much they are great live