Kikuo - Useless Child (Slowed/Reverb)

[@dived3670]

this song is about a mother who’s husband left her and she’s stuck with her child. she is lonely, and embarrassed so she takes her anger out on the child, psychologically abusing him. she calls him useless, lonely, and talks in the worst traits of him. the child ended up running away from home and committed suicide

[@sushorato7435]

Woah damn.... that’s actually really more sad then I thought. That broke my heart

[@Dollversion]

Like my past and my future

[@dazaiosamurela]

Just like my mother fr!😻💅 I'm totally not traumatised from all the mental and emotional abuse from my own parents, bullies, my "friends", and maybe others from the ages of 3(maybe even lower)-13 😻 (its still going on I'm 13 rn)

[@chososwife101]

i feel so bad for that child fr

[@mraterwelon.8875]

and the mother calls herself useless and degrades herself for being a shit mother bcs shes the reason the child died

[@sushorato7435]

Best slowed down version

[@ash.6258]

3:38

[@hney_dostuff3852]

Ah this song is so relatable 🥲👌🏼

[@SP1D3RSF4NGS]

Your not useless man your smart your awesome your doing good your doing great I’m very proud of you that your doing okay and if you have depression or something like that I hope your okay

[@unngjerde5064]

​@@SP1D3RSF4NGS i don't think they ment they think they're useless, they probably had someone in their life that talked who them like this

[@shinobu-kocho9]

i'm glad that there is someone understand ..........@@unngjerde5064

[@Aubrey_OMORI16]

fr

[@Anxiousbug]

I love songs that straight up say the thing. No cushioning, it is so validating. Like this song gives me permission to feel bad and to process that.

[@ailurxophile6809]

Literally only watched 1 episode but dropped it when the guy was such a weirdo,, had like good potential ig cause of her backstory but it got really weird and sappy

[@Sillywillywonkah]

Huh

[@firstgameplaygr8186]

Probably reffering to the phot of the character they put in the video ​@@Sillywillywonkah

[@unngjerde5064]

People in my life talk to me like this every day

[@Anxiousbug]

They sound terrible

[@Sprout211]

I’m sorry D:

[@G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91]

I hope youre okay now :(

[@keda7487]

YEEEE IM EARLY AGAINNN in a while😭😭😭 btw its (ninette soza) I just changed my name and pfp

[@muhammadfurqan7934]

1:35

[@kohise]

Kotoura - san’s first chapter: T-T Rest of the chapters: XD

[@kitconnorsfavperson]

POV: you're the oldest child

[@patriciakarlaguedespereira462]

Nah dude fr

[@G4bri3lDaSl4yerxd91]

real

[@Expiredcandyisyum]

I'm the youngest, not a favorite my older brother thinks he is, because he thinks he's in control.

[@Violet_M1bestie]

​@@Expiredcandyisyumfr..i'm a youngest too why do people overlook youngest?

[@Expiredcandyisyum]

@@Violet_M1bestie so true 👍 ..I don't know it's annoying

[@الوردهالضاحكه-ش3ب]

Way too relatable

[@iiheart_s4na]

This hurts diff after crying ✌🏻

[@heyimgalaxy]

ironically this fits kotoura's backstory pr well

[@lelelov1114]

I clicked bc kotoura san was my first anime where i knew it was anime ( i actually watched ponyo first but i thought it was a cartoon when i was like 4)

[@definitionofepic]

0:35 bro described me

[@meninaastronauta2610]

1:30

[@smack3264]

The fact this was made on my birthday-

[@ailurxophile6809]

happy belated birthday

[@smack3264]

@@ailurxophile6809 awh thank you! (；′⌒`)

[@crescent4045]

Not only that might i point out this was uploaded on Valentines Day 0-0

[@jamiesteward6444]

Is it a bad thing that im not even a teenager yet and relate to this song a lot?- 😃

[@Sillywillywonkah]

Yes.

[@Sillywillywonkah]

Smeck ur parentz supah hard 4 meh mk 😀 Ur amazing 😊

[@jamiesteward6444]

@@Sillywillywonkah Oki and ty :)

[@Violet_M1bestie]

I also relate to this song ever since I was 8-

[@LEIA-dq4bb]

Im a teen girl soon 18 in two years, and i can relate to this song since i was 4-5..

[@000-y2y2e]

I relate to this, if my "mom" keeps abusing me mentally and emotionally, ill kill myself earlier. Its been 4 years now. She hasn't stopped. I wasn't planning on doing it early, but atp? Who cares that I'm 12

[@lavendeereatingreens]

Don't. Please don't. You have inherent worth and value just through your existence. Detach your self-worth from her and live for yourself. I know it's not that easy in the slightest, but don't give up on your life just because the part that includes her sucks. Maybe call a suicide prevention hotline or something but I don't know how reliable those are, or if the abuse you're experiencing is visible to them in any way. Find your own reason to live. I won't say don't let what she says get to you, again, it's not that simple, but make sure you have an internal support system capable of - if not emotionally, at least logically - reassuring yourself that you're a good person and deserve to live. You don't deserve to deal with this and I'm terribly sorry you've ever had to endure any kind of abuse, but you need to keep going. I hope you get the help you need, just don't kill yourself. There's so much beauty you can find in life, don't let her stifle it. It's not your fault for thinking or feeling this way and don't beat yourself up for not meeting her or your own expectations, but please take care of your health and mental wellbeing as best you can. It'll be tough, yes. You don't deserve it, yes. But you can make it through. I believe in you. Please keep going.

[@littletunes650]

I call myself crybaby in my mind a LOT like A LOT soooooo your right about the crybaby part song😇💦

[@SP1D3RSF4NGS]

NOOO YOUR NOT USELESSSSS

[@Anxiousbug]

For me it’s “scaredy-cat” I am such a fucking cowered

[@user-wc4oc7nl5f]

Relatable

[@remusleplague8722]

this feels weird to listen to while on anti depressants (*´Д`)ﾊｧﾊｧ

[@5t159]

Oh man this song. I was getting good grades and was second in school, but none of my parents satisfied me. They were comparing me to my brother. ! My brother, the person closest to me? This hurts. I was young, I don't know, maybe I was 12, and this hurt me. I can say I got through it after many years of comparison and blaming me. After many years, I didn't cry, but after hearing this song.. I'm falling apart and crying, and I still cry every time I hear it...

[@kagechu2005BISVG]

Yikes… Sorry to hear that…

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

IS THAT KOTOURA SAN?!?!

[@laurapimentel2155]

I can relate

[@Jekyuun]

aww I hope u are ok

[@laurapimentel2155]

@@Jekyuun don’t worry I’m fine :D

[@Jekyuun]

@@laurapimentel2155 aww that’s great to hear!

[@Flower_3457-p1z]

I'am a usseles usseles usseles child i'am a lonely lonely lonely child 😔......

[@_biby]

this is so relatable, and if I wasn't it would be the same thing because my mom is not ok I don't understand but she's kinda depressed. i always had no friends, no one, but i thinked it was normal because my mom was still not worried with me... then i noticed that I never telled nothing to her, but it was too late, she does not trust me anymore and she's not in the best moment to I talk to her rn

[@Fr34kyAstr0]

Kikuo talking about me😀

[@SP1D3RSF4NGS]

StopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStopStop YALL ARE NOT USELESS STAHP

[@kitconnorsfavperson]

I am :)

[@Nongpai034]

Yeah sure I'm useless child ☺︎☻

[@my.little.evergarden]

You’re not useless T^T

[@CrystalPaw_1]

Really kinning this song as my family kept dissing me for reasons I'll never understand 🙈 /neg

[@shinobu-kocho9]

i never wanted to die.....i wish i just haven't been born......i guess that's better than being useless everyday....☺

[@urmom-om7bu]

can you do chicago freestyle by drake and giveon with the picture as killua from hunterxhunter

[@Ezzie-makes]

Perfect for me :) (im the middle child🫠)

[@mushedsugarcane2022]

Your yt pfp is the same as my old discord pfp

[@Julia-jd4dr]

Whos the person in the pic

[@ailurxophile6809]

in the description

[@jackyjackazz]

Unrelated but that character looks like a genderbent Jake from the music freaks

[@kitconnorsfavperson]

YEAH IT KINDA DOES-

[@gogo-rm1id]

I feel like this hit me so hard because my mom say I’m useless do anything but she doesn’t let me anything by myself…I’m gay but non-binary but she calls me a girl and no one let me be but my sister she knows I might do something in the end when it gets too much

[@Cherie_YT]

I'm Coming Out As Bi But I'm afraid of my mom....

[@albedo8159]

i have faith in chu fellow LGBTQ+ member

[@luluu._ps]

hi, i dedicate you this song. From : Me To : Myself..

[@Wenda-j1l]

i am uesless

[@brys_crumb]

Would my childhood be considered rough if it inckuded abuse + psycholocal damage + havung to listen to parents argue many times i cluding a physical fight that happned that i had to watch and being kept shut about it by my own parents???? Idk man ive seen worse

[@Para-Topic]

No

[@AnitaSarkar-e2m]

It would be considered rough i think

[@StarGAMING-nm5ck]

lol... I own this song 😂

[@Snowlets98]

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