Youtuber Mysteriously Disappeared - S4 Ep20

[@imjuliewaters]

I am cracking up at realizing that for season 4 episode 20 (aka 420), you talked about drugs. 😂

[@vickilaughs]

Are you 12?

[@gabbyminer9396]

@@vickilaughs bro chill 420 isn’t even for “12” year olds leave her alone god damn

[@EmiBeth0614]

OMG I didn't realize that 😂

[@helloitsjimmy]

While Rachel is in New Zealand can Emily and Joy do videos?

[@justicebfrazier]

Yes!

[@sarah.93.31]

As an Athletic Therapist the last piece of advice I would give for a torn muscle is "don't use it". The key is optimal loading, or more simply, de-load and gradually reload. Please get outta that sling and build back up the strength in you arm, slowly and gradually. Also I would advise going to see a PT or AT so they can figure out which muscle is torn and tailor your rehab programme to the specific muscle (different muscles control different movements).

[@QRST93]

Hey Rachel! Your dry cough without other symptoms could possibly be a manifestation of acid reflux. Especially following your cruise fun. Hope it gets better soon.

[@xKittenKissesx]

My parents’ house was broken into and my cat was home. Thank goodness he was too spooked to get out because they left the door open too. What’s also creepy is we think they were in the house when we pulled into the driveway - my bedroom light was left on. They didn’t take a lot and the stuff they did take wasn’t even worth anything (a broken camera, and like $15 in cash) - we think they were kids and made a quick exit. Police never found them. That’s my biggest fear too - my pets getting out or hurt.

[@karine_c238]

I am so sorry Emily that your family is in Scientology Cult. They broke up families and so many more ... just watch Gowing up in Scientology, Mike Rinder, Amy Scobee, Leah Remeni, Marc Headly and so many others who scaped this horrific cult. It is devastading...😢

[@eselcool3720]

my friend and i stayed at an airbnb a couple streets away from a big scientology center over spring break and we legitimately got so weirded out every time we had to drive by it lmao. so creepy and so sad how they manipulate people and break families apart.

[@ChapstickLicorice]

Emily and Rachel are the real deal. I love ATI and Rachel Uncensored. The conversations are so natural and organic. I love Dog of the day. Keep bringing the content, friends! ❤

[@prbd0985]

So something I had to study in school was about cults, and how they work and how they connect, and I hate to say this, but honestly, the cult in Pasadena might not be connected to Peru as a whole, but some of the leaders might be connected and those are the ones that reached out about a potluck and everything like that and told her not to mention anything and play it like a joke, and then took her into their cult in Peru as a retreat, and are using her to spread it

[@BeingBriony]

I'm the same Emily, if my pet dies I tend to get a new one quickly as its the only thing that dulls the pain x

[@slongv1547]

Why did daisy die?

[@gabbyminer9396]

@@slongv1547 she had cancer

[@AinsleeDawn]

Same. I only went 3 weeks without my 16 year old cat and adopted a new baby. I literally couldn’t sleep or breathe at night without a cat beside me. And I have a daughter. 😂 Penny is now almost 4 and my second child. Lol.

[@emmavoss1534]

Hi Rachel and Em, I love seeing the podcast notifications! When I see them I know I’ll feel better ❤ love you guys!!!

[@allie12212]

I grew up southern baptist…. I realized at the age of 16 that I was basically being brainwashed and opened up my eyes and mind. I agree that organized religion does harm basically because they force you and guilt trip you into thinking that you’re gonna experience horrible things when you die if you don’t join their religion

[@sheenab201]

Yay for visiting New Zealand 🇳🇿 I live in the lower South island. I hope to see some vlogs from this trip!! ❤

[@Highimkiki]

microdosing shrooms has done wonders for my mental health. Its such a small dose there is no tripping. May help you Em, its interesting to look into

[@k1melise]

Interesting when you spoke about drawing the line at creepy people following Jojo. What are your thoughts on family vlogging channels being a magnet for creepy people? Is privacy not important for kids? Isn't it weird that they're the main drawcard for people watching their videos?

[@miktalksshit9705]

Smh

[@AinsleeDawn]

You’re talking about cults in Pasadena and I keep thinking of the movie Blast from the Past with Brendan Fraser. Lol

[@just_megan_elle]

I'm glad I'm not the only one who absolutely never felt "the holy spirit". I grew up in the Evangelical church and I was also the one who faked it to not seem like I wasn't a "real Christian". I do still struggle now that I'm deconstructed with the lack of a sense of community, but I would absolutely never go back to the church. No chance.

[@cameron567]

It’s crazy to see Alyx go through this because I’ve been watching her for YEARS and she’s always been like a huge advocate for mental health and she would meditate and journal a lot and I just think it’s heartbreaking that she’s struggling to a point where she’s subjecting herself to such an awful place and convincing herself (and others) it’s helpful :/

[@lexicurran4567]

oh my god... I had no idea people felt the same way I did in church. Rachel describing her experience is the exact same thing I remember and I've never heard anyone else like me.

[@kelsleeann14]

If you haven’t already you should definitely go to a physical therapist to get your shoulder checked out. Hope it starts feeling better. ❤ 23:43

[@ennismaggie7]

oh my goodness i would love to tell y’all about my organized religion experience. it’s such a wild ride honestly.

[@relaxthepodcastsongs3106]

Tell us please😅🙈

[@briannagerdes4439]

FYI alyx was not told it was going to be canceled until after the last one was taped ( she had heard a rumor that it was)

[@soleillebolduc2448]

Dogs naturally want to comfort their humans. They can be both emotionally connected AND supportive of their humans and independent.

[@MicLilly]

My dog is so spoiled. My biggest mistake in life: letting my dog on my couch whenever she wants and I always get so bitter w her damn shedding. She’s a boxer pit 😂

[@AinsleeDawn]

Which Hillsong have you watched? There are SO MANY LISTED. Omg. I need to watch them. Cults intrigue me.

[@emmawallis7601]

as someone whp dated a scientologist for 3 years, people outside of it as refered to as SP's which means suppressive person. IT WACK

[@missyturner3103]

This Cult sounds just like the show Nine Perfect Strangers 😮

[@randyc9818]

I hate pranks too.

[@delorespesci7934]

Me and Rachel are dealing with the same problem rn my left shoulder feels like I tore every muscle in there its hard not to use my left arm because I lift boxes at work I applied to a new job so hopefully I get it and can start the process of getting my shoulder to heal good luck with yours❤

[@chloeheather]

Come to Napier!! Or Auckland if it's the weekend 😍

[@ambersmith1176]

The psychedelic part had me a little anxious. You can tell you've never done any psychedelics, and that's totally fine, it shouldn't be used by everyone. But, let me tell you, it can be extremely transformative, healing, spiritual, ECT. I haven't done it in years, I have kids now, but it isn't always as woowoo as I think you're making it out to be. Some people do become super crunchy, granola, cringe, but it really can be so good for some people too. For me, mushrooms made that stupid voice in my head (my own narrator) shut up for a few hours, and holy heck, that was so nice to shut her up sometimes. Shout out to Colorado for decriminalizing mushrooms! I do know of a dope artist, her name is Tash Sultana, she did mushrooms once and tripped for a long time. She's all good now, but it was debilitating for her for a good number of months. Check her out, you might really like her. Also, for reference, I was raised atheist and also dislike organized religion.

[@ambersmith1176]

Ok. Getting to the docuseries part of the pod: her recruiting others to this cult IS super cringe. Not ok for her to use her platform to convince others to do heavy, heavy psychedelics. Like I said, it is NOT for everyone, and needs to be done in the absolute correct way.

[@Kaybae504]

Congrats on 100k subs!!! 🎉

[@theyJC]

Destabilized is a good word for the countries you’re referring to. The US has had a big hand in it too.

[@Mrs.Katiex0x]

A hernia is a hole mostly in the abdominal wall. It can be healed on it's own. But usually they need to be fixed via surgery.

[@PrincessPeyten]

Awww blaze looks so cute sleeping he’s living his best life I love you blaze boy and I love your sweatshirt emily😁😁😁

[@pattivergerio4404]

Speaking of Cults in Pasadena California. My brother Charles was in a church group Garner Ted Armstrong and they had a huge church and corporate office in Pasadena. It was the weirdest thing because I thought I would be open-minded and go to church with him one day but I wasn't allowed to because I had to be officially invited to attend church there. It was so weird because he was only allowed to drink beer and they said that the other forms of alcohol were sinful LOL. Messed up😢😅

[@blackwellterri]

I was wondering what city's in New Zealand you are going to visit I live in New Zealand and we have some awesome places to visit

[@TheAllieBuba]

Nope. Jojo knows what she's talking about. Waiting for the elevator during your stay, you just wait sooooo long because it stops on every 16 floors almost.

[@heartofalion723]

Ayahuasca intrigues the fuck out of me. I don’t know if I could do it, but I’ve known people who have, in Peru and Mexico, and the stories they told were so intriguing. I could listen to them talk about it all day. One of my friends actually went bc he wanted to see if it would affect his lupus positively, and for spiritual reasons. Spiritual awakening is a very real thing, and it’s not fun. It deeply changes you on a fundamental level.

[@playwithmeinsecondlife6129]

You got to beware those little old ladies from the sticks of Pasadena waving at you.

[@caseyneill7015]

Yay for new zealand.. What part you going to??

[@wilsonverno]

that story that emily was talking about could be totally real i haven’t looked it up or heard about it. but i’ve heard and seen (i forget the exact word people use for it) where people post a series of videos that’s like a scary story but it’s not actually real but people think it is and they never say if it is real. i forget what it’s called but i’ve seen a lot of videos like that

[@cclose8007]

Yey to Emily for keeping things going!

[@playwithmeinsecondlife6129]

Most AC has a fan only setting that could vent an apartment.

[@Iluvallkittykat]

My friend was broken into and they shot her dog. Luckily it was a thru n thru and hit nothing serious and he is all okay today! But seriously why would someone do that!!!

[@dustmite723]

People aren’t meant to live the way we do , people have lost their community which is so sad. I think Emily should look into intentional communities. They aren’t a cult, more like people who have their own lives, jobs etc but have a shared community area such as fire pit, vege garden ( or any other interest) which helps people have a better community around them

[@lonithibault1048]

I feel like I missed something.. Is Daisy ok? Did she pass? They keep talking about her in the past tense. If so I am so sorry for your loss.

[@VSGBSTUFF]

I used to watch ADubs but stopped many many years back when she would always pull stuff that was not legit. She would do this in car pranks of picking people up and she was constantly accused of it being set up, which they were, but she insisted they were not. I felt she was shady in a lot of her videos and I just felt manipulated. It’s too bad because she started out a very attractive personality in person, and then she got really weird. She started acting psychotic for a while and that just freaked me out. It was massive secondhand cringe to watch.

[@amandaspinelli5958]

Hold on! What did I miss, is daisy ok? Awww em!

[@gracesmallwood3685]

Love your vids ❤

[@ashleyy.bubbless]

i had 3 labs bavk in the day and didnt live in a good neighbourhood never locked the door they were guard dogs

[@FuriousDinosaur123]

It's wild how many people don't know about Zoella & Alfie... but Zoe has 10M+ subscribers 😂

[@playwithmeinsecondlife6129]

Gorgeous Rachel and Adorable Emily: the dream team together again!

[@melrox8809]

I agree with Rachel about organize religion.

[@iHeatherHeathbar]

I grew up HARDCORE Catholic in a very tradition Catholic family, and broke away a few years ago. I believe in all the spiritual things outside organised religion...however...I agree, you can become your best, higher self without the psychedelics 😂😅

[@karriqueen]

I live in a small place in Norway where not alot happends. If we see a cop car here we are like, what are the cops doing here!? We don't see them around here alot. Someone who lives close to me had people break in a little bit ago. It was in the middle of the day and the parent/parents just went to get some food when this happend. But their son was home. If i remember right he's about 8-9 years old. The parent/parents where just going to the store a few minutes away for like 20 minutes. I bet the people who broke in saw one or two adults leave and lock the door and they took the chance to rob the house. The boy was in the bathroom when he could hear the window breaking, and he didn't have his phone with him so all he could do was to hide in the bathroom. They have a small dog and they kicked the dog!!. Luckily they didn't find the little boy. But i bet the boy have some trauma now and the dog is now really scared of people. When my sister told me i said, when they kick a little dog i don't trust they wouldn't have hurt the boy if they found him. People who hurt animals i don't trust at all. I hope both the boy and the dog will heal from the trauma.

[@teaganlane645]

Love you Rachel

[@EscapeReality94]

Omg i love zoella!! (Zoe sugg) she is a mommy of and adorable little girl named Ottlie Rue 🥰 and i would say she is still a vibe! 🤌🏼❤ definitely OG Pinterest mommy vlogger but more real and down to earth 😊

[@Bob-os6sg]

Ok AI response!

[@EscapeReality94]

@@Bob-os6sg what? Lmaoo

[@EscapeReality94]

@@Bob-os6sg I’m an AI because i happen to be a fan of zoella? xD

[@teaganlane645]

I've watched you ever since I could talk / get KZbin

[@katiethomas5402]

Helllooooo guys! Just so you’re aware, you actually can get stuck in a trip off mushrooms. Tash Sultana (Australian musician) got stuck in a 9 month drug induced psychosis after eating a pizza with magic mushies on it. She said she lost the complete purpose of life - super sad and scary!

[@Gabe_show]

Yes

[@goodluck7327]

the youtuber "beasty"was hilarious and popular. and he just quit everything

[@marissaouellet2585]

Rachel please go to physio!!!! - A physio student lol

[@jenniferd6406]

I wonder what happened to make Rachel have such negative feelings towards organized religion.

[@gabbyminer9396]

I don’t think she’s trying to offend anyone or anything but she use to being Christian and could have had trauma and really bad experiences

[@IrbyOCD]

As far a the Holy Spirit and you feeling it in worship. You do actually feel and you just want to place your hands towards God in a gesture of thankfulness. You shouldn’t have to fake it if you don’t feel it. But you will feel the spirit of the Lord speaking to or through you.

[@Gabe_show]

And hi Emily

[@tylanalane6820]

Hello❤❤❤

[@heatherbillpotter1266]

💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@Allicia41]

No, that’s really funny. When I was in the 3rd grade, I went with my grandma to see FFH (Christian band). I sat and cried heavily (because I was moved by live performance) and my grandma was like “oh! God is talking to you and telling you to ask him into your heart!” And I was like “uhhh okayyyy…??” And she had me go up to the front, pray, and “accept Jesus into my heart” and I was like I don’t know about that but I felt so “moved” I was like “okay!” And then within weeks had a baptism. Well, really, I get like that at any live performance. The first time I saw a real concert as an adult, I had that same feeling of overwhelming feelings, and sat and cried. It’s never been god all this time.

[@shinewithheart]

You are trained to manipulate viewers?

[@zellapalmer9581]

i see how you’re taking this and honestly i took it the same way at first, but i think in the days of technology we are all trained to manipulate others with social media to some extent. influencers specifically curate the things they show their viewers, for better or worse. i think manipulate likely wasn’t the best term to use here, but i don’t think it’s a bad thing in this situation and i think from what we see rachel isn’t ever truly manipulative

[@teaganlane645]

You was my childhood I've been watching you before you was gay

[@monicaallison1522]

She’s always been gay.. she just came out as gay to everyone

[@adiliagonzalez6710]

Rachel looks better barefoot 👣😍

[@gracewoodruff8665]

13 seconds ago damn

[@ShaylaSkye]

I will still watch no matter how long the episodes are, but I will say that I’m loving these longer episodes! 🩷

[@sincerely.jordyn]

I'm so early 😮😮😮

[@withlovetayla]

Rachel! You are coming to my country :)) I hope you enjoy yourself! But I’m guessing you are only going to the north island? 🥲