To this day I'm still devastated this isn't on spotify
@genocidalhat56086 ай бұрын
LITERALLY
@elton29645 ай бұрын
I come back devastated every time. It itches my animations brain
@cherry.bomb2535 ай бұрын
@@elton2964FOR REAL
@crazyaboutmika8 күн бұрын
Can't buy in on amazon as an mp3 either 😭 I wonder if it is available anywhere...
@_LoveLandFrog_ Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song a lot and fantasize about my abuser being put to justice. NOW I’m coming back after she has been! She can’t work with kids anymore alone and is on legally binding watchlist! Banger ending for me, now I just gotta outlive her and have my second victory dance to this song fr.
@RachelAmmons7 ай бұрын
This is wonderful. All the best to you
@alexei22494 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one who thinks this is about the death of an abusive parent? Particularly the line "You now live in the mirror, when I look there you are" which really hits hard when you look like the person who abused you and every time you look in the mirror you are forced to see their face instead of your own.
@wafflelife60283 жыл бұрын
The closest person you despise you see yourself become them, kinda like die a hero or live long enough to be the villain except it’s either win as a hero or become the villain, but you can break away from what they do with enough work, my experience wasn’t with a parent it was with a manipulative girlfriend and it’s taken a lot of time and realization that I was acting like her, anyway the point being you are who you choose to be even if you don’t like who you are now
@bublepop2922 Жыл бұрын
Can be a husband, boyfriend, girlfriend, spouse, any narcissic manipulator
@lcartnine82683 жыл бұрын
A song that's a "love letter" to the writer's now deceased abusive relative. To the person he hated the most, but was the most important person in his life.
@ssiristic2 жыл бұрын
BRO yessssss
@moongrass6 жыл бұрын
LYRICS If anyone was headed for the gates of hell I knew you'd be first I used to picture your obituary and I wished you the worst The danger of the playground The radio said you drowned And I'm sorry Almost Almost sorry No sympathy is given to the perpetrator charged with the crime I'm willing to admit that it feels good to be a victim sometimes And I won’t ever get to thank you for the terrible things you said 'Cause I'm sorry Almost That you're dead to the world Where I hoped you would be Never imagined you'd live on in me You gave me destination but I paid for the ride The place you punched my ticket left a crater inside Where I cried (he cried) Where I cried (you died) Where I cried from the bruises Learned to live with the scars Now you live in the mirror When I look there you are You're the shadow on the faces of the people I meet Have you claimed eternal shotgun in my passenger seat? Well I'm sorry Almost Almost sorry Sometimes the best design is done by damage The accident can cease A rainbow still looks pretty when it bleeds
@twig28075 ай бұрын
I think for the second last line it’s “concedes”
@elton29645 жыл бұрын
I’m pretty pissed that this isn’t on Spotify’s Ta-Dah playlist
@draegaez4645 жыл бұрын
ME TOO :(
@bongbong7854 жыл бұрын
Same dude-
@wellactuallyyeahthatsabout33254 жыл бұрын
They are almost sorry about that
@A_RyanWilson4 жыл бұрын
It's because it wasn't on the album (sort of) It was only on the Full Edition of the album which had a VERY limited release
@adamdubard30594 жыл бұрын
@@A_RyanWilson full edition was the one with the two cds, the second having this track, Hair Baby, Making Ladies, Transistor, Contact High, and a remix of Don't Feel Like Dancing. I own the full edition, but the track Ambition - which is also supposedly from the album - isn't on it, any clue why?
@whitelemon42346 жыл бұрын
I want some one to play this at my funeral
@calcifer61425 жыл бұрын
I want them to play "still alive" at my funeral
@Shy00rca5 жыл бұрын
Same
@astrobear42054 жыл бұрын
mood
@justsandiam3 жыл бұрын
I want both songs at my funeral
@Soggys0up853 жыл бұрын
This song is about the death of an abusive relative tho
@theshopislocal9 ай бұрын
Im VERY MAD i had no idea this paul williams scissor sisters joint existed. I dont usually see it included with the other Ta Dah tracks. And i thought i was a fan. But im glad this song is in my life now
@clvrblzzrd83332 жыл бұрын
So which of us is gonna turn this into a podcast episode on Spotify
@interwebsuser90386 жыл бұрын
This song belongs in the long gone Morel Orel. Damn you adault swim!
@embolia_cerebral95916 жыл бұрын
Lyrics: If anyone was headed for the gates of hell i knew you'd be first I used to picture your obituary and i wished you the worst The danger of the playground The radio said you drowned And i'm sorry Almost Almost sorry No sympathy is given to the perpetrator charged with the crime Im willing to admit that it feels good to be a victim sometimes And i won't ever get to thank you for the terrible things you said 'cause i'm sorry Almost That you're dead to the world Where i hoped you would be Never imagined you'd live on in me You gave me destination but i paid for the ride The place you punched my ticket left a crater inside Where i cried (he cried) Where i cried (you died) Where i cried from the bruises Learned to live with the scars Now you live in the mirror When i look there you are You're the shadow on the faces of the ppl i meet Have you claimed eternal shotgun in my passenger seat Well i'm sorry Almost Almost sorry Sometimes the best design is done by damage The accident can cease The rainbow still looks pretty when it bleeds
@winter16996 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@Pasunpuffin5 жыл бұрын
Lol, did you get the lyrics from Song Search?
@thefungiwhisperer23134 жыл бұрын
This song perfectly describes how I feel about my ex-friend from 7th grade edit: relizing the detail of "from 7th grade" makes it sound like i've been holding on to this for like, 20 years, it hasn't been, and he is still a big uptight prick Edit #2: It's been a year since this comment was made, and I want you all to know, we're in the same club now, and he's a slightly better person now that I can somewhat stand
@mr.meatman79784 жыл бұрын
Bruh
@SolomonFactor3 жыл бұрын
@@mr.meatman7978 Yes Bruh
@cutiecuteo25373 жыл бұрын
This is how I feel about a girl who mentally scarred me and left me with trust issues 🤪
@thefungiwhisperer23133 жыл бұрын
Honestly f*ck all the toxic people who just wanna act superior all that, they are horrid
@Lunar_Devil3 жыл бұрын
They were 11-12
@zeldapinwheel70434 жыл бұрын
Fuck that I'm going to play it at my divorce. On my headphones. And my few friends are getting a really nice dinner.
@rudedeee11 жыл бұрын
music speaks when words fail
@SirenObscura6 жыл бұрын
I recently bought the album this is from on itunes and I felt like something was off with the album from when I used to listen to the album... I was right! For some reason the album doesn't include this song.. it was one of my favorites so I'm extremely bummed about that.. I can't seem to find it at all on itunes:/
@WD8606 жыл бұрын
If ye havenae got a copy o' this track, get RealPlayer, then use the built in downloader tae download it tae yer.
@augustosolari77216 жыл бұрын
Ir was from the deluxe edition.
@SirenObscura6 жыл бұрын
I’m aware. It’s not offered period (at least in my country) on itunes, not as the deluxe album, not stand alone.
@jaaaaaacccck5 жыл бұрын
its not on spotify either
@kennedyskastleofficial82114 жыл бұрын
You could find it in SoundCloud
@marthvader99826 жыл бұрын
*L o o p ✓*
@charli71356 жыл бұрын
this song feeds my bitter abused ass
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
?
@charli71356 жыл бұрын
:)
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
Charli I’m counfuzed And kinda scared Should I be???
@charli71356 жыл бұрын
i mean, i don't think you should be scared. what are you confused about
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
No im just kidding I was trying to be funny lol
@simonfea26 ай бұрын
This song is just the BEST. My bully lives down the street with 3 kids and a lovely husband and still thinks Im the crazy one. She may have a point 🤪
@progressska13 жыл бұрын
i cant help it....in a first half i hear something stupid - sinatra and in the second is My Chemical Romance - Teenagers ...the melody is slower but i hear it in...
@thaliaybarra81296 жыл бұрын
Thank god im not the only one
@occasionalfan-content47713 жыл бұрын
I heard this song first and always wanted a slowed down teenagers, maybe thats why
@klinikle54455 жыл бұрын
Why isn't this on my copy of Ta-Dah?
@ore85306 жыл бұрын
Lupis Vulpes? anyone else
@koifish14736 жыл бұрын
Ore yes!!!
@adrianrobles70196 жыл бұрын
;v
@sorayadll25226 жыл бұрын
heck yea XD
@RandomPerson-bl6oi6 жыл бұрын
HELL YEAH!!
@birchberry6 жыл бұрын
Yup
@judasiscariot26963 жыл бұрын
I'm almost sorry for ratting out Jesus... Almost... Almost sorry... But then again, no sympathy is given to the perpetrator judged with the crime. And I'm sorry, almost...
@aboi66383 жыл бұрын
Oh hey, can i get an autograph for my EXTREMELY religious grandma who loves jesus?
@kotna Жыл бұрын
Not a fan of sharing my traumas online but I remember listening to this song 4-5 years ago and loving it, but I never fully understood the lyrics. Now coming back to it and realising that it reminds me a lot of my abuser. "The rainbow still looks pretty when it bleeds" hits me hard every time, making me remember that even if I'm hurt or feel like I'm broken, I'm still there and I'm worthy of love and being treated right
@Bingchilling7811 ай бұрын
Yo 😢
@Pasunpuffin5 жыл бұрын
Send this to someone you dislike?
@emilylavigne9402 Жыл бұрын
Thanks KZbin for reminding me of my narcissistic manipulating ex that I haven’t had contact with in 20 years with this catchy ditty i’m going to listen to for the next several days, because it hits my dopamine in all the right ways 😂😂😂
@wigglecoin73623 жыл бұрын
Can anyone find where to buy this song?? Everywhere I look this song is related to the album ta dah but also everywhere this song isn’t on any of the tracks? Please help me out :(
@manus212 жыл бұрын
it was on the bonus disc of ta-dah. I think it was only available in europe (and japan?). Maybe you can find it on ebay? But sadly the bonus songs aren't on any streaming service :(
@Catalina-Winemixer9 ай бұрын
The day TikTok finds this song it’s going to be monstrous and delightful.
@braxious11 жыл бұрын
this song is totally fab
@lokiprinceofmischief58046 жыл бұрын
EXPLAIN EXPLAIN *Dalek Voice*
@feedbackblues6 жыл бұрын
Loki Prince Of Mischief why did this make me laugh so hard
@illblocktheemergencyexits68866 жыл бұрын
I shouldn't have laughed as much as I did
@janitor66686 жыл бұрын
the guys voice reminds me of drew monson?
@danielhance14674 жыл бұрын
I think him and Mika are pretty similar
@Tysdizzy6 ай бұрын
It was on Spotify for a moment Please add it again!
@highcat71844 жыл бұрын
Bojack horsemen's theme
@batesianmimic49163 жыл бұрын
yessss! reminds me of the funeral episode.
@endi3zzz0_022 жыл бұрын
@@batesianmimic4916 Finding the cat ! comment be like👈👈🐴 "What are YYOUU doing here?!?!"
@batesianmimic49162 жыл бұрын
@@endi3zzz0_02 ENDIE?!?!? what is this, a crossover episode??
@stelloola3 жыл бұрын
off topic but the guy with the mask behind him in the picture reminds me of nevel papperman
@marcellomadrazo81213 жыл бұрын
why isn't this on the album?
@Mythicalwaters6 ай бұрын
i love this song it makes me have a mental breakdown every time i listen to it especially the last line. a rainbow still looks pretty when it bleeds
@shorhex3 ай бұрын
THIS SONG DESERVES MORE LOVEE
@doyouhaveleprosy91025 жыл бұрын
hahahha i love it
@whispers666713 жыл бұрын
ahaha, this song is hilarious
@ACTD_Official Жыл бұрын
this sounds like world 1 from smb3
@RETROSTARREAL3 жыл бұрын
So basically this about someone murdering a rival and then they are haunted by the spirit of the victim? So a 'I can't decide' sequel?
@bluefirstaid66992 жыл бұрын
Is this song speaking to me?
@tamsmith615 жыл бұрын
Paul Williams♥️
@jimmyharper14824 жыл бұрын
Yeah, some real The Hell of It vibes
@haitchgee85023 жыл бұрын
Why is this not on Spotify??
@kuruneedshelp2 жыл бұрын
It was technically a bonus track, and was only released in the FULL edition. the full edition has two CD' the second had this track, Hair Baby, Making Ladies, Transistor, Contact High, and a remix of Don't Feel Like Dancing.
@Shadow_Lefty6 жыл бұрын
Is this from a movie?
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
Funtime Nightmare YT for some reason the beginning reminds me of one of the shrek movies
@colorfulcupid6 жыл бұрын
Waffle Life Why though?
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
Um I’m not sure
@colorfulcupid6 жыл бұрын
Waffle Life Oh lol I kinda hear it now. But that's like all old songs.
@wafflelife60286 жыл бұрын
Look up “hallelujah shrek 1” I was wrong lol it’s not the same song