Alone - Depression Short Film (Award Winning)

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Flortan

Flortan

9 жыл бұрын

Irving's Superintendent's Shining Star Award!
This is the first film that I made, and it was shot during my junior year of high school to help spread awareness about the realities of depression. Please understand that even though this may not be your reality, it is for some people.
Artist: Mattia Cupelli
Song: Touch
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Howdy, I'm Eric, a content creator from Texas, here to provide a chill time and good vibes! Most of my streams consist of me playing a variety of games and the occasional creative stream. Thanks for stopping by!
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@Flortan
@Flortan 2 жыл бұрын
First, I want to thank everyone who has left comments. I appreciate your feedback and feel extremely honored to be reading some of your personal stories. While some people have been able to relate to this film, I know others feel that it doesn't portray their personal thoughts of depression. I just want to clarify that depression takes many different forms. What someone experiences during their journey through depression might not reflect your journey at all, and that's okay. Everyone's story is different, and just because someone's experience with depression isn't the same as yours, it doesn't mean their stories aren't valid. This is just one story of depression being portrayed in the span of a few minutes while the effects of depression can last a lifetime. Everyone's personal experience is valid, and the best way we can help each other not feel alone is by listening to and understanding each other. The great thing is that I already see some of that happening in the comments down below. I am so thankful to see some people being able to open up and others listening to and talking to them. I ask that you please keep up this positive support for everyone in the comments and to not be afraid to reach out for help. There are people out there who are happy to help you as long as you let them know you need help. It's hard to summarize all of my thoughts in this one comment alone, but I felt like it was important to say something after reading so many of your comments. I made this short film to bring awareness to the fact that depression can take many forms and can build up due to so many different factors. It's a message to be kind and to be aware that others might be going through something alone and in silence. Be there for someone if they ask for help or seem like they need someone. Friends are an important part of living a happy life, and you could make a huge positive impact in someone's life by being there for them when they need it. Feel free to reply to this comment if there's anything you'd like clarification on or if you'd like for me to reply to a comment you have directly. I'll do my best to respond as soon as I can.
@ultimateships
@ultimateships 2 жыл бұрын
holyyy man. This was uploaded in 2015 and you’re still coming back to read comments. We need more people like you, man.
@Flortan
@Flortan 2 жыл бұрын
@@ultimateships I appreciate it :) Just trying to make sure no one feels ignored or unimportant
@aaryasinha5186
@aaryasinha5186 2 жыл бұрын
💛
@biggiezyro1236
@biggiezyro1236 2 жыл бұрын
Ok bro I got a quote:you can never have a bad day in your life.sometimes you’ll never be able to live life or be happy again.
@ommprakash4816
@ommprakash4816 2 жыл бұрын
For me, this is the most valuable comment. Thank you, I always used to think in the way you think but due to the lack of people with whom I feel comfortable sharing this I kept my thoughts inside me but I found you and I'm very grateful to you. And yes friendship can change this world, we should be happy with every little thing we have in our life no need to smile always as if you are wearing a mask learn to be happy for every little thing you have got. For me sitting alone and in silence, discussing your problem with you(as no one knows you better than you.) is the best way to solve depression. I can't express all my thoughts and feelings with this single comment, every time I write a comment about life or something else there always seems something is missing, and hope with you same happens.
@bluepawwarriors4038
@bluepawwarriors4038 5 жыл бұрын
Think about it People with Depression don't have one bad day, every day is bad. Edit: Please ignore this, I think I wrote this in middle grade and had no idea what the hell Depression actually was. I know it's a lot more complicated than that now and actually understand it better.
@cockroachstepper
@cockroachstepper 5 жыл бұрын
As someone suffering from depression who almost killed themself, this is true.
@ari4822
@ari4822 5 жыл бұрын
yes indeed i have had lots of bad days. it is very hard. waking up numb. everythings a haze now. i can't think. im lonely every darn flipping day! i feel like the days are on repeat. everyday is bad, everyday is miserable.its like this. wake up, eat breakfast, catch bus, go to school, catch bus home, eat dinner, sleep repeat. its the same everyday, a ongoing cycle. im anxious and numb most of the time now. im running low on motivation. feeling alone and lonely. i have friends but only see them in class. im lonely at lunchtimes. every lunchtime. due to this. i started hating being around people. i started islolating myself more, i couldn't take it being around people, i don't want to feel there judgement on me, i dont want them to look at me. i started to talk less to my friends. i feel more emptyness than ever, everything goes down. its all going down. it hasnt really gone up, always down for me. I wish i was still friends with her. i miss her. its unbearable, i wish i was a better friend. i cant. i miss her. i can't do it without her. its painful everyday. i wish i could move on. shes moved on. why cant i. i want to die. but don't worry about me. i won't die. cause im scared to die but tired of living. its just so darn hard, i want to get better, i am getting help, but still i just want to be better, feel happy again, have a good life, i want to be able to go out in public again and do fun activites, i don't want to stay at home all the time, but im too scared to leave the house. at school i want to do well, but im either too anxious and can't concentrate, or numb and sad and low on motivation and end up not doing well. its bad everyday. i just want it to end.
@attiyaansari6190
@attiyaansari6190 4 жыл бұрын
Right
@d3ad_ro0ster
@d3ad_ro0ster 4 жыл бұрын
It's like you just described my whole life with one sentence...
@kizarugaming4829
@kizarugaming4829 4 жыл бұрын
Yea and they are stupid.
@aestheticzone6164
@aestheticzone6164 4 жыл бұрын
2010: I’m depressed, “what no don’t be sad I’m here for you” 2019: I’m depressed “lol same”
@gabisophia897
@gabisophia897 4 жыл бұрын
☹☹☹😭😭😭
@jay3252
@jay3252 4 жыл бұрын
Cut the "lol"
@snickerdexter2247
@snickerdexter2247 4 жыл бұрын
It's the fact that now...people dont take this seriously. I can say im depressed and like you said, people will jokingly say "same" Like do you even really have depression???
@TMCBROO
@TMCBROO 4 жыл бұрын
this is so true, I literally told my "friend" how sad I feel all the time and all she replies with is "same lol"
@bluenpurple2328
@bluenpurple2328 4 жыл бұрын
The only difference is that there is a lot of the fakers who pretend to be depressed in 2019
@cutepickle2668
@cutepickle2668 4 жыл бұрын
I hate the way schools teach us so many usseles stuff but they never teach how to love yourself...
@Myles174
@Myles174 3 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@lululemon2161
@lululemon2161 3 жыл бұрын
Ya
@thunderlightningbolt6597
@thunderlightningbolt6597 3 жыл бұрын
Truth
@tofootball298
@tofootball298 3 жыл бұрын
that's just how life is these days. Just wish ppl especially parents should realise mental health is not a joke
@thunderlightningbolt6597
@thunderlightningbolt6597 3 жыл бұрын
@@tofootball298 No joke. When I was a kid I was told by a parent to "lighten up". WOW!!!! What great advice. It's like i never thought of it. I guess I'll pretend everything's sunshine and rainbows then. Screw that advice.
@mitzi3851
@mitzi3851 4 жыл бұрын
We’ve All Heard These: “You’re Just Being *Dramatic!”* “You”re Just Faking It For *Attention!”* “Get Over It! Its Not *That Bad!”* Haha! Yeah! Because When We’re Cutting Ourselves, Feeling Like Nothing And Crying Ourselves To Sleep, We’re Just *SO* Dramatic! We Just Want *SO* Much Attention! Its Not *SO* Bad!
@user-beth
@user-beth 4 жыл бұрын
Some people will never understand
@agatahmell3435
@agatahmell3435 4 жыл бұрын
My brother say that to me some days ago, and I answer this second part of your comment. He just didnt say nothing anymore... 😒
@chompchompmaster2885
@chompchompmaster2885 4 жыл бұрын
Fr, just stop it lol xd
@supertvamizotvamizo4832
@supertvamizotvamizo4832 3 жыл бұрын
Wow this hits hard
@tia4108
@tia4108 3 жыл бұрын
They just think we're on of those "fakers" who act depressed
@catlady307
@catlady307 5 жыл бұрын
*The secret to depression:* Cry, and they’ll know. Smile, and it’ll never show.
@jacedodson2439
@jacedodson2439 5 жыл бұрын
True
@leah973
@leah973 4 жыл бұрын
Yup
@tabby844
@tabby844 4 жыл бұрын
True
@jessie_4921
@jessie_4921 4 жыл бұрын
Cat Lady yeah... but mostly even if you cry they will never know
@XDXD-gc5pd
@XDXD-gc5pd 4 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@russelraagas5118
@russelraagas5118 4 жыл бұрын
Fact: The most used lie in the world is “I’m Fine”.
@jadedeleon_
@jadedeleon_ 4 жыл бұрын
Russel Raagas no shit
@jhopehobiseokmyhearteu8320
@jhopehobiseokmyhearteu8320 4 жыл бұрын
Well yeah and I wouldn't be sad if my friends don't ask me again because it is my fault I always show them that I'm in a good day and they ALMOST NEVER see me in a bad mood....but guess what....i still get sad 🙂💔because only because i'm a positive person doesn't mean i don't ahve problems lol
@inzwischen_inaktiv5078
@inzwischen_inaktiv5078 4 жыл бұрын
“I'm okay, just a bit tired“ “No haha it just looks like self harm“ “No, it's okay you don't have time to talk“ “No I wasn't crying, I washed my face “ “It's okay if you leave me to meet them“
@janalol
@janalol 4 жыл бұрын
i say "im okay" because i feel like if i say I'm fine it seems too obvious :/
@perhaptualratwithcheese2567
@perhaptualratwithcheese2567 4 жыл бұрын
Also it’s I have read and agree to the terms of service
@mosiahminer3200
@mosiahminer3200 3 жыл бұрын
When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon
@ommprakash4816
@ommprakash4816 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this mate. The only main achievement in life is to be happy, doesn't matter if you have a lot of money but don't know to be happy whereas a beggar beside you can be happy while having nothing.
@Spxrk0300
@Spxrk0300 Жыл бұрын
teacher: detention!
@ugotjinxxed7846
@ugotjinxxed7846 Жыл бұрын
@@Spxrk0300 ong for saying sum simple like dat to
@shivigarg4158
@shivigarg4158 7 ай бұрын
​​@@ommprakash4816same man! The most expensive thing in life is to be Happy despite all the hard times. Money surely can't buy you HAPPINESS.
@ommprakash4816
@ommprakash4816 7 ай бұрын
@@shivigarg4158 yeah, thanks
@someone-et6hs
@someone-et6hs 4 жыл бұрын
Schools: (overworld kids) Kids:(stress and depretion) School:why are kids depressed and stressed
@dewaldsteyn1306
@dewaldsteyn1306 Жыл бұрын
Not my school. But definitely my darn motherfucking stupid friends.
@bellaisannoying2979
@bellaisannoying2979 8 жыл бұрын
when the girl in the end said "you're not alone" I lost it.
@shekravesbeauty2679
@shekravesbeauty2679 8 жыл бұрын
same
@itshailiejohnson
@itshailiejohnson 8 жыл бұрын
Me too
@athinawalther2562
@athinawalther2562 7 жыл бұрын
phandom spotted
@demonicangel3191
@demonicangel3191 7 жыл бұрын
Tears rolled down...
@clariquia
@clariquia 7 жыл бұрын
Bella Rodriguez same. I broke down even more when I realized no one gives a shit about me :-)))))
@twisterlord665
@twisterlord665 8 жыл бұрын
"Place your hand over your heart" "Can you feel it?" No. "That is called purpose" "You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up." I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING GODDAMNIT
@stardustprincess2422
@stardustprincess2422 7 жыл бұрын
TwisterLord OMG ME NEITHER I THINK IM A VAMPIRE
@yoonhwa6552
@yoonhwa6552 7 жыл бұрын
TwisterLord nEITHER
@muttlike
@muttlike 7 жыл бұрын
Stardust Princess Please tell me Gerard wasn't lying when he said vampires wouldn't hurt me?!?!
@julimorea2510
@julimorea2510 7 жыл бұрын
TwisterLord THE HEARTBEAT DONT YOU FEEL IT?
@muttlike
@muttlike 7 жыл бұрын
CAN YOU FEEL CAN YOU FEEL MY HEEEAAAAARRRRRRRT
@amandalauersdorf573
@amandalauersdorf573 Жыл бұрын
When someone says "you're not alone" and then is never there when you say you need to talk or a shoulder. They just say it in the moment to keep you safe, but don't mean it. I don't know how many times I have had this happen and is why I quite reaching out for help.
@vorttevorvor4775
@vorttevorvor4775 Жыл бұрын
Even when you feel like you're all alone, God is always there with you. He loves you💜 And you're important.
@blackarmyinyourareakpopfan1778
@blackarmyinyourareakpopfan1778 Жыл бұрын
I know what you mean. My parents always told me, that they are there for me, but when i am really talking to them, they don't understand me. And now they are sad, because i don't come to them and tell them about my problems.
@hardhatjack2207
@hardhatjack2207 5 ай бұрын
Yeah they’re there for you to tell you why your feelings are invalid and you should just get over it
@user-zs6fc4jv6y
@user-zs6fc4jv6y 2 ай бұрын
Exactly!!!!!
@heyrekthoesmaddab457
@heyrekthoesmaddab457 5 жыл бұрын
Here’s me Alone at lunch Alone in classes Alone in dance Alone in my house No one cares (Thx for the 4 likes)
@heyokay3801
@heyokay3801 5 жыл бұрын
Dancer Girl ( a huge hug to you ) I wouldn’t say things will be alright soon but It’ll be alright someday . No matter how long it takes please don’t lose hope. 💚
@bts_gachagirl4331
@bts_gachagirl4331 5 жыл бұрын
Dancer Girl I care don’t worry you can talk to me if you need too😊
@salma6186
@salma6186 5 жыл бұрын
Oh ik 😔
@nou9535
@nou9535 5 жыл бұрын
Don't worry, my name is no one
@LoanLeaf
@LoanLeaf 5 жыл бұрын
Here's me a million people and I'm still alone
@rocioangeles5201
@rocioangeles5201 5 жыл бұрын
This is me Alone in lunch Alone in school projects Alone in hallways Alone in school celebrations Alone at my school desk And no one cares
@user-xn2yl3mu3y
@user-xn2yl3mu3y 5 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for u I wish I could be with you in your hard times at school
@negat1vno
@negat1vno 5 жыл бұрын
Same😢😢
@juliaviel1460
@juliaviel1460 5 жыл бұрын
im sorry :(
@theponygirlswirl1515
@theponygirlswirl1515 5 жыл бұрын
I was alone from the start...... due to autism. From preschool i was bullied and then 4 grades stil having no frends And in 6th grade 2016 i broke a phone on acsident and I was really sad since i almost got beaten up by my parents and my classmates! \:( And even now........im alone.............................
@modieaskalis3161
@modieaskalis3161 5 жыл бұрын
i care
@Kitty-pl1kw
@Kitty-pl1kw 4 жыл бұрын
You know you're in that place again when you start watching these.
@tealwashablemarker8886
@tealwashablemarker8886 3 жыл бұрын
how you doing now dude
@jillnewton9654
@jillnewton9654 2 жыл бұрын
Well, here I am again.
@dewaldsteyn1306
@dewaldsteyn1306 Жыл бұрын
Yup depression just run around in circles.
@insertname3034
@insertname3034 Жыл бұрын
Yup
@serenityy111
@serenityy111 Жыл бұрын
"yep"
@insertname3034
@insertname3034 Жыл бұрын
This really made me think of my friend. He has so many friends, he lives in a mansion, he has a black belt in Taekwondo, he gos on vacations all the time, he's great at dancing and all the girls love him. Yet he told me everyday he stops, zones out and just starts thinking, thinking of horrible things and he just starts crying. Check on your friends, no matter how "cringe" or "awkward" it would be, check on them sometimes, it can be a little as asking how their day has been, but at least do something to make sure they know you care. Also don't ever be afraid to ask for help, there's always someone you can talk to on the other end of a suicide hotline. "Everyone is fighting a battle that you have no idea about, be kind to others."
@natashaa792
@natashaa792 8 жыл бұрын
I started crying at the math class part because that is me. I can't even put my hand up in class because I'm scared people will think I'm dumb
@maheenwaqar7881
@maheenwaqar7881 8 жыл бұрын
I feel you.
@soufianelabrous8021
@soufianelabrous8021 8 жыл бұрын
fuck the world buddy always remember that this world is yours And fuck every fucking humanbeen in this fucking world
@shrutighatay5063
@shrutighatay5063 8 жыл бұрын
I used to be like you bt den I changed
@twisterlord665
@twisterlord665 8 жыл бұрын
Same here bro
@dedalliance1
@dedalliance1 7 жыл бұрын
I grew up through the special Ed classes in America. When I got to the middle school I failed the 6th grade, basically every class. They still passed me, failed the 7th grade and they passed me. 8th grade we moved and I was in a good school that I liked and actually helped me, I passed about every class with A's or B's. 9th grade we moved again and I was put into a basically an inner city city school, about 30 minutes outside of Atlanta Georgia, I failed every single class, I didn't even pass PE. Got tired of going to school for nothing so I did online school but never actually did it. the 10th grade I moved again to another school, and they actually helped me and I held like a 3.7 or 3.8 GPA and made up some classes for more credits. I moved again to another school for the last 2 years of my high school career and I graduated from that school with Honors. And I hardly ever, Ever did any homework at any school. I'm starting a 2 year college program this Monday on 8-22-16. I have a very interesting learning style, I know it's something few people can do. But the point is, I'm a firm believer it is 99.9% the schools and teachers you get that really make you succeed. The US Education system is a joke. I'll tell you that much. Putting 30 kids in a class with 1 teacher isn't gonna allow everyone to get the help they need. I'm not a people person and I don't like talking in front of people, so I never really asked questions either. I would be a hypocrite and say just do it, ask questions, which you should it sounds like that's where you're struggling. But, if I can't take my own advice I can't expect anyone else to. So the 2nd best option is here on KZbin there are many people that make tutoring videos explaining everything in every subject, the best part is you can stop and re-watch the lectures again and ask questions and just find someone that makes videos that you understand, because the hardest part about learning is being able to understand different teaching styles. That's another reasons schools fail, because if you can't learn how something is being taught, there's no other teacher in the room to explain it differently. But anyway, Don't feel dumb. The smartest people learn from others, because they know they can't learn everything themselves. Ask questions if you feel comfortable, you can even ask questions in the KZbin comments.
@melanieflannery5418
@melanieflannery5418 4 жыл бұрын
I have anxiety I have depression I don’t have friends I look ugly People avoid me Tall girl: You think your life is hard? I wear size 13 Nike’s
@jukebeetle
@jukebeetle 4 жыл бұрын
Well, you have at least 1 friend...me
@sarahfaublas7550
@sarahfaublas7550 4 жыл бұрын
{•Melanie•} oop
@localfriend2589
@localfriend2589 4 жыл бұрын
I'll be your friend, But only if I can keep up with life
@zacheryallphinn
@zacheryallphinn 4 жыл бұрын
MENS, size thirteen Nikes..
@messsy_tea
@messsy_tea 4 жыл бұрын
@@xx_cigarette_daydreams_xx3283 same tbh..
@briannavlopez
@briannavlopez 3 жыл бұрын
Roman's 8:18 "The pain you've been experiencing cant compare to the Joy thats coming"
@breadoflife7775
@breadoflife7775 3 жыл бұрын
That is true ☺️
@jmlvrr09
@jmlvrr09 3 жыл бұрын
"You never walk alone, i promise"
@selimrahman2747
@selimrahman2747 3 жыл бұрын
Spring day
@nailalteefa2191
@nailalteefa2191 2 жыл бұрын
I walked alone a few times
@jmlvrr09
@jmlvrr09 2 жыл бұрын
@@nailalteefa2191 I also did, I thought I did. You maybe go through it alone, but there are always people who are always there with you and love you.
@nailalteefa2191
@nailalteefa2191 2 жыл бұрын
@@jmlvrr09 but i still feel left out i would always walk alone at school Everytime I talk they would ignore me
@jmlvrr09
@jmlvrr09 2 жыл бұрын
@@nailalteefa2191 I feel you. I have the same problem as you. But listen I don't know you and you don't know me, but I still care about you. You feel left out, that's what your mind does to you at those moments. But there are millions of people that would wanne be your friend, including me. If I knew you in real life, I would hug you tightly, no matter who you are. Please just know that I love you. Sometimes people are fucked up.
@seoeworkers
@seoeworkers 5 жыл бұрын
At least she has got someone to sit in the cafeteria..
@the8bitgrandpashow282
@the8bitgrandpashow282 5 жыл бұрын
Lmao ik
@phoenix_4918
@phoenix_4918 5 жыл бұрын
ASRAFUL AMBIA honestly true ;(
@Maleen_
@Maleen_ 5 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@sjacott3953
@sjacott3953 5 жыл бұрын
Sofia Hernandez ill sit with you
@Zou1274
@Zou1274 5 жыл бұрын
Me sitting alone everyday at school
@citrus8884
@citrus8884 5 жыл бұрын
*I DONT WANNA HURT OTHERS OR MYSELF, I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY...*
@galaxyoldacc483
@galaxyoldacc483 5 жыл бұрын
Unicorn Floof same
@Projectsunspot
@Projectsunspot 5 жыл бұрын
Same I am broken no one can fix me
@thecraykrays9600
@thecraykrays9600 5 жыл бұрын
cat plays , that is the way i feel The only reason i am still here is because i made a promise not to make a 14th try
@Projectsunspot
@Projectsunspot 5 жыл бұрын
@@thecraykrays9600 I made a promise after my thirtieth try and I'm 13
@thecraykrays9600
@thecraykrays9600 5 жыл бұрын
cat plays i just turned 15 last moth
@ForddGG
@ForddGG 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone here reading this right now listen. I know most of you clicked on this video or similar videos to not feel so alone. But I promise you that you’ll never be alone. These feelings you feel right now there’s people who want to hear you, understand you and help out of the hole you’ve been going deeper into since these emotions began. Even though you don’t know it there’s people there waiting to listen, whether it be a friend a family member or a doctor they want to understand they want sympathise I encourage you to open up, I encourage you to challenge yourself and I challenge you to try and not be so afriad. Life is a bitch life throws obstacles in the way, but sometimes those obstacles are too far of a walk to get around, that’s why we need a vehicle to push its way around that vehicle is your voice, speak ask for guidance let out all your problems and be free. Stop holding it in and sinking deeper, I believe there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, it may take days months years, but don’t give up keep striving keep fighting see it to the end. I guarantee after time you’ll feel stronger and feel rewarded that you fell to the bottom got buried and found your way back up.
@ForddGG
@ForddGG 3 жыл бұрын
@@diamondshinyrings your welcome stay strong 💪 I promise it’ll get better I promise. Don’t give up on a fight with out retaliating. Keep on going. There’s always a happy ending, just give it time , it could be days months or years but keep going!
@mitsu-san1054
@mitsu-san1054 3 жыл бұрын
*"Sometimes words can cut you deeply than blades"*
@lakendoodles3300
@lakendoodles3300 4 жыл бұрын
Like is you have one of these Anxiety Depression Trust issues ADHD Addicted to (drugs/alcohol exc) Bipolar disorder
@elenacardenas9528
@elenacardenas9528 3 жыл бұрын
Well i have Anxiety a kinda of Depression maybe? Who knows?
@theabyssalguardian4521
@theabyssalguardian4521 3 жыл бұрын
I have 4 or those I am not bipolar and never have done drugs
@clover8893
@clover8893 3 жыл бұрын
I won’t self diagnose
@loetvis3394
@loetvis3394 3 жыл бұрын
Depression and adhd
@elielnick8192
@elielnick8192 3 жыл бұрын
ADHD
@milakline
@milakline 8 жыл бұрын
oh look it's my life
@larrystylinson4856
@larrystylinson4856 8 жыл бұрын
+mila kline im here for you too or anyone C::
@haleymarr9168
@haleymarr9168 8 жыл бұрын
same
@kimberlybennie5637
@kimberlybennie5637 8 жыл бұрын
same here to being pushed around called stupid, nothing and worthless. ... being called failure and weak... I really hate my life.. I do and all I want to do is end it... to I make art on my wrist to help it. ..
@milakline
@milakline 8 жыл бұрын
+Kimberly Bennie you need to stay alive just for how leaves feel, the noise snow makes when it crunches, stars, fog, specks of gold in a fire, cold metal on skin, cigarette smoke, that shade of green christmas trees are, the sound of a raspy voice next to your ear, the feel of fire down your throat when you drink, how sand feels under bare feet, the rustle of nature in the morning, how everything goes quiet at night, the smell before the rain, the noise a bird's wings make when he flies, stay strong fam
@anonymousguy3826
@anonymousguy3826 7 жыл бұрын
mine too I saw my whole life in this whole video.I thought I was the only creature on this planet.
@wendymolina247
@wendymolina247 3 жыл бұрын
I love watching these short films knowing im not alone in this depression state
@emmathestain321
@emmathestain321 3 жыл бұрын
In 2021 if you have depression and you actually open up to friends and family about it, they'll just say that people have it worse than you and that you should be thankful for what you have. When did I ever say I wasn't thankful?
@samanthaa557
@samanthaa557 3 жыл бұрын
ily
@emmathestain321
@emmathestain321 3 жыл бұрын
@@samanthaa557 ilyt
@breeshannon5113
@breeshannon5113 4 жыл бұрын
"yOur Not AlOnE" I feel lonely there's a difference being alone and feeling alone even when you're around people
@Murimz
@Murimz 4 жыл бұрын
Show me evidence that you asked for it
@sinasml2186
@sinasml2186 4 жыл бұрын
Ya I have the same feeling...
@wingzu8933
@wingzu8933 4 жыл бұрын
@@sinasml2186 why are you saying my username who are you
@wingzu8933
@wingzu8933 4 жыл бұрын
Can someone tell me why they are yelling at me
@sinasml2186
@sinasml2186 4 жыл бұрын
@@wingzu8933 why did you deleted your comments tho
@ARMY4EVER
@ARMY4EVER 4 жыл бұрын
I’m a new teacher and this video helped me realize that I should always show my students that I care about each one of them, individually. They all matter for me. They might have a hard life, but they must know that there’s someone who cares
@celestyu6727
@celestyu6727 4 жыл бұрын
Ya, I agree with u
@saniyaidrisi2000
@saniyaidrisi2000 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, you know upon listening a teacher saying this I'm relieved for some reasons, though I'm 21 now and glad that I completed my school but the thing is I really don't want our future generation feel the same the way we felt, in our time, we thought that teachers are someone we could look up to, never thought that somehow they will become the reason of my depression, after completing the school, now after years I'm in a much better place mentally but cannot forget the fact that school life system gave me a terrible depression which I'm still overcoming, a teacher like you is very needed, I'm so happy our future generation will going to have a real educated open minded teacher like you.
@Cjsmith525
@Cjsmith525 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@zahrasaeed4343
@zahrasaeed4343 2 жыл бұрын
Please do it would really help and it makes me feel happy that some students like me some where in the world have someone to help. Thank you! I really appreciate you!
@f.b.i.4387
@f.b.i.4387 2 жыл бұрын
I'm one of ur students henlo
@peppybreyer88
@peppybreyer88 4 жыл бұрын
What I love about this is it doesn’t show cutting as a “requirement” of being depressed. It frustrates me so much when people only care once they see cuts on your wrists. I never cut but have idealized suicide many times and attempted once. I got bullied because I “wasn’t depressed enough” and that I “didn’t follow through” which makes everything ten times worse. Everyone will say they care and say they are there for you but in the end it’s just a hollow phrase. I have trust issues with people due to problems with therapists and counselors who were hollow. They didn’t care about me personally, just treated me like part of a spectrum. I feel like I just have to put on this “makeup” for friends because I don’t want them getting into my mess. I talked to a friend and felt like I was throwing my problems on her. I’m sealed off because I’m afraid of hurting people I know. It’s easier to just keep quiet then to accidentally burden someone you love. (No this isn’t a comment seeking attention or pity, it’s a vent, so chill)
@kittykhaosss
@kittykhaosss 2 жыл бұрын
I know that this is like, a year late 😅 but I just wanted to let you know that I hope you finally found someone you can trust, and if not, I hope you will find someone soon, because just by reading this comment, you seem like a pretty cool person :3 Just remember, if you do find that person, don't hide, don't put on your "makeup" because they can help you, and I really really hope that everything turns out alright for you whether you find anyone or not. Take care (^^) and stay safe
@etqy1231
@etqy1231 3 ай бұрын
I've probably attempted like 20 times
@thathairyguyy4435
@thathairyguyy4435 4 жыл бұрын
As someone who puts on a smile every day and says “I’m doing good” when asked how I’m feeling, I felt this message way too hard.
@Emily-iq6bf
@Emily-iq6bf 6 жыл бұрын
Omg the teacher part where she put her hand up, I can’t relate more. At my school if the teachers notice we don’t understand it from all the wrong answers they’ll be like “don’t be afraid to ask for help” then when we do they’ll be like “I’ve explained 1000 times, do I need to explain slower so you understand?” Like omg
@chaotichoe2759
@chaotichoe2759 5 жыл бұрын
That’s why I’m crying UGLY crying
@rohankhubchandani3694
@rohankhubchandani3694 5 жыл бұрын
Right. And teachers wonder why they get paid less...
@clementineeverett5807
@clementineeverett5807 5 жыл бұрын
Jasey Rae my teacher once told me no wonder I get bullied and kick my foot
@scabbedblood1870
@scabbedblood1870 5 жыл бұрын
Exactly wth 🤦‍
@savannahb8468
@savannahb8468 5 жыл бұрын
Jasey Rae SO FUCKING RELATABLE
@waffles_0650
@waffles_0650 5 жыл бұрын
I want to be alone but I hate to be lonely. It's obvious that these two are different. Tell me if I m wrong.
@androidbutterscotchkitty
@androidbutterscotchkitty 5 жыл бұрын
Gloss &SwaG Oh wow this is so relatable! I'm homeschooled and feel very lonely but I want to be alone and feel awkward around other people. Didn't know people felt the same as I do!
@kylewilvinyu699
@kylewilvinyu699 5 жыл бұрын
accurate. same here. just wanting the presence of many people, but never want to engage with them and be attached.
@princesscotariz2024
@princesscotariz2024 5 жыл бұрын
My friends are backstabbing me, saying words I can't even believe that came from their own mouths, i hate when i am in the crowd, I don't know how to speak to them or communicate, they end up judging me, and I literally feel what you're feeling.
@princesscotariz2024
@princesscotariz2024 5 жыл бұрын
it sucks, i hate it, i hate when i felt my heart breaking to pieces, I can't..take everything, I'm giving up.
@princesscotariz2024
@princesscotariz2024 5 жыл бұрын
Murdina66 6 no one understands, they're judging me, no one understands, no one listens, no one.
@princepuppy6707
@princepuppy6707 Жыл бұрын
People need to understand that depression doesn't just mean sitting around all day crying. It means that we go about our days with apathy or sadness and we can be happy. Even with severe depression you can go about your day but it is a hell of a lot more difficult.
@bettybakhita5063
@bettybakhita5063 Жыл бұрын
This was literally my life first two years in uni. Commuting,home situation, socialising in school and studying. But I managed so far, I don’t know how I did it but I pushed through ❤️
@kimii.i
@kimii.i 5 жыл бұрын
One time my teacher saw something was wrong and she was like “hey are you okay? You’re so quiet and you didn’t really do anything in the last few lessons.” “Oh yea... just tired...” I responded. I had to fight back my tears. “Are you sure?” “Yeah” and that was our conversation. I went to the bathroom and just broke down crying, and walked out like nothing happened.
@mancynancyy
@mancynancyy 5 жыл бұрын
Finn I felt that😭 I can relate to you
@irena1222
@irena1222 5 жыл бұрын
My teacher saw me cry, like twice. I don't have depression, but I've been crying a lot more frequently over the past month or so. I can get stressed out a lot and I compare myself to others often (people who I think are better than me), which hasn't been helping with my self esteem and image. I've also sometimes had pessimistic thoughts, but less so.
@mikaelavillalobos262
@mikaelavillalobos262 5 жыл бұрын
That always happens to me it got worst when my dad died and my friends didn't even know that the words that they say about me is very hurtful you know words hurt more that your punches and kicks
@EmmaDaOne
@EmmaDaOne 5 жыл бұрын
Finn O MY GOD he same exact thing happened to me in 6th grade
@eclipsa7653
@eclipsa7653 5 жыл бұрын
That happened earlier today. My headteacher called me in to her office, she said she noticed I wasn’t as happy as I used to be, I don’t participate when she comes over and I generally walk slowly and do my actions slower than I used to. Her daughter, who is my maths teacher, also said the same. I wish I could tell her.
@sleepingkoalas9554
@sleepingkoalas9554 4 жыл бұрын
The girl: 3 minutes late Teacher: *dO yOu knOw wHat tiMe iT iS?! Me: 2 hours late Teacher: Well atleast your earlier than yesterday
@09pop14
@09pop14 4 жыл бұрын
Sleeping Koalas same lol
@Arpi10ta
@Arpi10ta 4 жыл бұрын
Teacher:atleast u came to school today
@richwolf_12
@richwolf_12 4 жыл бұрын
Lol same here
@officialy_sunflower1376
@officialy_sunflower1376 4 жыл бұрын
Sleeping Koalas lol
@purpletree7690
@purpletree7690 4 жыл бұрын
This is a cool joke but don’t even feel smiling 😔
@sexyfly5252
@sexyfly5252 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not familiar with bad parents like these, I can say I live in a place where more parents are strict but still care for their child.. I'm sorry for those who have to deal with their old people who are like this. Y'all are strong asf. Thanks for being alive and still surviving. I really wish y'all didn't have to go through this cuz I know it sucks, and its probably worser for y'all who've experience this since words aren't as strong as actions. Love y'all :') Keep that strength you have left and make it stronger. It's hard to find someone that understands you but you'll get out of it.. you'll find nice people who'd care about you and you won't have to deal with the same shit anymore.. that's all I can say. I sincerely wish y'all the best 💞
@a.k7889
@a.k7889 3 жыл бұрын
Having seen many films like this, I can see why this one was “award winning”! 👏 Love the idea of intermittently having her (somewhat metaphorically) walking slowly down the empty school corridor, whilst the other parts of the story (i.e. why she’s depressed) are told. Then once she picks up the pill bottle at home and shakes the pills into her hand, it switches to her in that school corridor where she goes to OPEN the pill container, but is stopped when that arm reaches out to her and says, “you’re not alone”. When you’re depressed, “feeling alone/like no one cares/like no one understands/like no one takes the time to listen to you” is VERY common. Hence the school corridor she’s slowly walking down being COMPLETELY empty until the very end. That person reaching out with their hand and saying, “you’re not alone” will look and sound different for everyone who may be feeling like the main character. In your CURRENT life, unfortunately there may not actually be anyone who will “reach out to you” when you’re at your worst... especially because “invisible illnesses” such as depression are so easily hidden so often remain unnoticed, even by those who really care about you (whereas if you suddenly fall unconscious or start bleeding profusely, the average normal person is MUCH MORE LIKELY to realise that you’re “really not okay”!) So what if no one notices or you don’t know anyone who you think will care? YOU have to be brave enough to “reach out YOURSELF to OTHER people/places who you know might be more likely to try to help you once they knew about your depressed or suicidal thoughts, feelings and urges. This may be a friend/family member/school teacher/a work colleague or your supervisor/a counsellor, psychologist or psychiatrist/a suicide hotline/a complete stranger e.g. you might be standing on the edge of a building or bridge and someone cares enough to try and stop you/even your local Emergency Department or calling 911 (if you are at a point where you feel it’s highly likely you won’t actually be able to stop yourself from doing anything suicidal BY YOURSELF, but you know deep down that “you don’t want to die, you just want the pain to stop” e.g. you’re sitting home alone with a loaded gun in your lap/you’ve just taken a lethal overdose and changed your mind/you’re staring at the noose you’ve just tied to try hang yourself/you’ve injured yourself badly enough to need medical attention, whether your injuries are life threatening or not. I know it’s EXTRA hard when no one “reaches out” like that woman did at the end of this short film. But know that you are strong and that there will always be a way YOU can “reach out” before it’s too late. ❤️
@legoworkshop2908
@legoworkshop2908 6 жыл бұрын
Why are you home so late? *tells them why* I DONT WANT EXCUSES
@peedrepusgnihtemos9291
@peedrepusgnihtemos9291 6 жыл бұрын
Typical.
@theeab2411
@theeab2411 6 жыл бұрын
xdd
@tonnytrubac87
@tonnytrubac87 6 жыл бұрын
Her mom didnt even let her finish
@CMT1995
@CMT1995 6 жыл бұрын
Some people are better off not being parents if they gonna fuck up their kids
@tinyleaf810
@tinyleaf810 6 жыл бұрын
Well they had the realism in that part
@squidyyt8243
@squidyyt8243 5 жыл бұрын
"I don't understand this part" "No, you never did" wUt KiNd Of TeAcHeR iS tHiS?
@FavoriteKen
@FavoriteKen 5 жыл бұрын
Squidy YT it’s called high school math
@bayleedill9604
@bayleedill9604 5 жыл бұрын
@@@MY MATH TEACHER
@moonuwu8502
@moonuwu8502 5 жыл бұрын
It like mine :):
@jt6170
@jt6170 5 жыл бұрын
My last year math teacher actually
@youwouldntcaredepression667
@youwouldntcaredepression667 5 жыл бұрын
One like mine and im only in 6th grade
@sazokage5691
@sazokage5691 4 жыл бұрын
2:01 this is my #1 fear in classrooms
@veganliving6255
@veganliving6255 3 жыл бұрын
Great to see all the actors in this film helping to make a poweful movie. Well done to all those involved in making and producing this film.
@peterzheng5156
@peterzheng5156 5 жыл бұрын
Friend : “You okay?” *My mind* Yeah I wanna kill myself, nobody loves me.” “Yeah I’m good”
@GlobalcryptohelpGmailcom
@GlobalcryptohelpGmailcom 5 жыл бұрын
That’s literally what I think monster like so Sum times a lot of time I think of those thoughts but u know I can’t say that or Simone gonna rest me to principle and me having to be cheaply and shit but not just that it that fact that I can’t and don’t and won’t tell people so I always say I’m good or I’m fine or I’m ok it’s just cuz I’m rly tired and wanna go home which all of that I true but he I’m good and fine part
@alanimustafa9260
@alanimustafa9260 5 жыл бұрын
I am here for you. You are important in my life.
@redred-tk3yf
@redred-tk3yf 5 жыл бұрын
Many many people have suicidal thoughts
@clerex9476
@clerex9476 5 жыл бұрын
Haha nice joke
@lisataylor7822
@lisataylor7822 5 жыл бұрын
Me too, me too. I'm a monster.
@ctraye6293
@ctraye6293 5 жыл бұрын
I feel like this film didn’t correctly portray suicidal thoughts _or_ depression correctly...
@heidibaltom8138
@heidibaltom8138 5 жыл бұрын
I thought exactly the same thing
@bescumber2506
@bescumber2506 5 жыл бұрын
That’s due to the writing..
@ctraye6293
@ctraye6293 5 жыл бұрын
Bescumber Like, what do you mean?
@YugenOfficial
@YugenOfficial 5 жыл бұрын
@@ctraye6293 He is saying that the Writers are shit.The people who made the film dont know how to make films.
@ctraye6293
@ctraye6293 5 жыл бұрын
_Yugen Yeah, fair point
@MMWTHUGHES
@MMWTHUGHES 3 жыл бұрын
As someone who suffers, I can honestly say that this film is a good representation of how this disorder starts, things go wrong, you get sad and then like a snowball things progressively get worse. It is different for everyone but one thing is for curtain suicide is not a joke and to blatantly tell them their just sad is adding fuel to their desire to commit, so great work also amazing for a first film
@ondinaskye7773
@ondinaskye7773 Жыл бұрын
I just wish that adults understood just how hard it is to grow up. For me , they never knew.
@heyokay3801
@heyokay3801 5 жыл бұрын
Depression is something only people who have gone through it understand but you’ll not find people who’s going through it because People who are going through it don’t say it to anyone . Idk what I’m talking 😭
@avneet__kaur
@avneet__kaur 5 жыл бұрын
absolutely right
@shiomatteiru1941
@shiomatteiru1941 4 жыл бұрын
You are talking truth
@biranchinarayanbehera1053
@biranchinarayanbehera1053 4 жыл бұрын
right
@lilip2418
@lilip2418 4 жыл бұрын
Sad dark truth
@amiraben4242
@amiraben4242 4 жыл бұрын
Depression comes in different forms and sometimes Symptoms are explainable, everyone's struggle is unique so donnot expect from even the people who going through depression to understand u
@thiorodiop3162
@thiorodiop3162 5 жыл бұрын
I'm really suffering from depression and depression is worse than that, believe me
@paracanthurushepatus7215
@paracanthurushepatus7215 5 жыл бұрын
Thioro Diop i know, because me too....
@kate-criminal-femaleplayer201
@kate-criminal-femaleplayer201 5 жыл бұрын
*I have depression and anorexia. I cry everyday. I tried suicide 15 times already. It didn't work, sadly..*
@OnAllahwedependalways
@OnAllahwedependalways 5 жыл бұрын
Kate - Criminal - Female player - Sneaky suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. I suffer form depression too I know how you feel . You will get better believe me
@Lea-qy1ek
@Lea-qy1ek 5 жыл бұрын
Wish u the best 💕 went through this either A video will never show how this actually feels
@OnAllahwedependalways
@OnAllahwedependalways 5 жыл бұрын
Lee Brook true
@janetslater129
@janetslater129 3 ай бұрын
My high school self felt this. I came to as close as looking into a medicine cabinet to see what I could take to get rid of my mental pain I was in. All I saw was headache and cold medicine, and my mom's anti-depressant. I thought that those don't do anything in terms of my mental pain, and the anti-depressant was "happy" medication, which wasn't what I was wanting either. Then, reality kicked in of what I was considering doing, and it scared the shit out of me. I ended up in a ball of tears on our bathroom floor......finally realizing that I really needed to feel the emotions that I was feeling, and not hold them back.
@_justpeachy_004
@_justpeachy_004 6 ай бұрын
I used to watch A LOT of short films about sh and depression in middle school. I’m not depressed, but I struggle with numbness and anxiety. They comforted me a lot when I was younger.
@ethan_the_alien
@ethan_the_alien 8 жыл бұрын
I was feeling suicidal and depressed, so I naturally watch sad short films when I feel this way, but did not expect the inspiration at the end.
@ethan_the_alien
@ethan_the_alien 8 жыл бұрын
***** Thank you.
@arodicifuentes
@arodicifuentes 8 жыл бұрын
+Lynkin Park i feel depressed sometimes, but i never, never , never in my life think or thought about killing myself. Cuz i know Im here for a purpose. People have gift whether is bad or good things, but we have something in ourselves. I learned that in this world there's gotta be bad people so we can be stronger and not become like them, i know i know you re thinking its hard, but nobody said that life was going to be easy. To me Music is my passion and I made videos as you can go and see them in my KZbin channel. I decided to do good things but not for me but for everybody, cuz i know how it feels to be alone. I have seen short movies like this one, and thats not what i expected from the short movies, i mean those short movies they're good but something is missing. So I decided to make one, this is gonna be my first time making a short movie, I made the script already but its not easy to make movies cuz i barely know about filming. The point is you have to do something in your life and for everybody. I will make short movies and composes it, too. There is a saying: "The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why" Let's Find out why we are here. Don't pay attention what people say anything bad about you, just ignore them. Don't wish for anything that you wanna do this and that or whatever in life because i'ts not gonna help u. MAKE IT HAPPEN!! Because we have unlimited things to do in life.
@lunagarcia4109
@lunagarcia4109 8 жыл бұрын
+Arodi Cifuentes I feel the same way but someone in my class says that I am not here to live I am here to die and I can't help feeling that they are right
@arodicifuentes
@arodicifuentes 8 жыл бұрын
+Abbi Garcia Dont listen to them, they dont know about your life, they dont know what you are capable of. Show them what you got no matter how hard it is. We all are here to live and die no matter how but we are alive for a reason, nobody is here for a coincidence. The more you pay attention to them the more will be difficult to get rid of them. Just do what I do when i feel bad in situations , I always keep in my mind these words and say ," we have a special purpose in life"
@lunagarcia4109
@lunagarcia4109 8 жыл бұрын
+Arodi Cifuentes thank you so much those words ment a lot to me
@jassysskye495
@jassysskye495 7 жыл бұрын
not everyone that's bullied has depression, and not everyone with depression is bullied. There is just so much more to it than that
@mariannem2594
@mariannem2594 7 жыл бұрын
Jasmine Curia It has been put into words
@hannahlucey1007
@hannahlucey1007 7 жыл бұрын
Jasmine Curia It would be really hard though to capture all of that in one video so she chose to do this.
@candycookie5472
@candycookie5472 6 жыл бұрын
Jas's Skye Sisisisi no se que dices pero eso es mentira :v Help me please ! :v hola que hace!
@tink7006
@tink7006 Жыл бұрын
Yeh, its true..., i wasn't bullied &kinda popular too but suffered from deppression........i bet no one in ma school knows about it, i never showed them actually but it had me..... I was always considered as the cool bold fearless one &sometimes the damn motivator!!!..... U may say i don't have good frnds to notice that but thats not d case, most deppressed people dont look lyk deppressed i guess... 🍂
@blackqweenmars
@blackqweenmars Жыл бұрын
I was bullied and thinking about it makes me laugh instead of being depressed lol
@khadijahassan7130
@khadijahassan7130 2 жыл бұрын
You could be smiling but no-one knows what you're going through, people are going through different kinds of problems/difficulties so be kind to everyone. I hope everyone gets the strength to overcome whatever is bothering them ❤❤❤
@notsarah679
@notsarah679 2 жыл бұрын
I struggle with this along with other mental disorders. People need to understand: we don’t just plainly want to die. You can see in this video why. Depression is like something that pushes you down when you’re trying to get up. We can’t just simply ‘be happy’ and ‘smile’. It’s not that easy. Not everyone has a backstory of how sad this was, but it’s a s force that you just cannot beat. It pushes you down until you give up. If you’re unlucky like me, there’s a bunch of things that join to push you down, such as other mental disorders, or things going on in your personal life (like again, in this video).
@jennysanimations4181
@jennysanimations4181 5 жыл бұрын
Friend: u okay? "No I'm alone and I hate myself and every second I'm living I want you to ask me again hug me." "Yea I'm fine"
@caseyocean2390
@caseyocean2390 5 жыл бұрын
Do you need someone to talk to?
@jennysanimations4181
@jennysanimations4181 5 жыл бұрын
@@caseyocean2390 yeah
@caseyocean2390
@caseyocean2390 5 жыл бұрын
My email is friendnamedcasey@gmail.com if you ever need me.
@teenagemovieguy7816
@teenagemovieguy7816 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t know u, and I would love to genuinely care about u but I can not. I care about how u feel though and I can relate, ik how it is, is there is anyone, any friend u can talk to? Anyone u still trust, cause just to pour ur heart out to them is a good feeling. And I guess that feeling will always be ther
@SophiaChaisson
@SophiaChaisson 5 жыл бұрын
Weeeeee
@Linda-mi7oi
@Linda-mi7oi 5 жыл бұрын
anybody: don't be sad me: wow great idea, I am not depressed anymore
@uhu.4889
@uhu.4889 4 жыл бұрын
What can i say then?
@suckonmytoestheyarecold9586
@suckonmytoestheyarecold9586 4 жыл бұрын
Why does everyone say that lmao
@celestyu6727
@celestyu6727 4 жыл бұрын
Ya, "totally" not depressed...
@spamacc8534
@spamacc8534 4 жыл бұрын
I feel so alone and so sad. I cant even play videogames anymore. I am the most socially active I've been in years, i spend almost every day with friends, making memories, having fun. Despite all that, I still feel so alone and sad inside. Sometimes when I'm around people, i want nothing more than to be alone, but when I'm alone, i want nothing more than someone who genuinely cares to talk to, to be there for me, to comfort me when I feel like giving up. I dont have that. Sure I talk to a friend about it, but I can always tell that they'd rather be talking about something else. Chances are I'll never find someone like that, because usually I'll talk about it, and get so into talking about it so often, that ill push my friends away. My friends tell me that I'm one of the nicest friends they've ever had; all I do is try to be the friend that I wish I had. It makes me feel a little better knowing that I might be able to make someone happy, even for a little bit. At the end of the day though, I just feel so lonely, scared, guilty, and sad. I just wish I could be normal.
@christarlex3236
@christarlex3236 3 жыл бұрын
It makes me cry to watch a video describing my whole life in 5 minutes
@addieharvey8026
@addieharvey8026 7 жыл бұрын
I'd be like "WHO TOLD YOU I DIDNT LIKE PIZZA?!?!?!" And take a huge bite out of the pizza
@maggiemao6072
@maggiemao6072 7 жыл бұрын
Addison Stone Lmao that's so me
@LeviAJ-uj5jp
@LeviAJ-uj5jp 7 жыл бұрын
Addison Stone same😂😂
@kahlanpowers9552
@kahlanpowers9552 7 жыл бұрын
Addison Stone MEEEEE AHAHAHAHAHAA
@hopesauce3324
@hopesauce3324 7 жыл бұрын
I want a juice box. 🐢
@wolfmoon9977
@wolfmoon9977 7 жыл бұрын
...I don't like pizza
@catluvr8557
@catluvr8557 7 жыл бұрын
"i dont give people like you rides home" that broke my heart
@yasminebelghith6741
@yasminebelghith6741 7 жыл бұрын
Rokaia & Nora ik right , she was such a bitch by saying that
@cvontae821
@cvontae821 6 жыл бұрын
Had me Rollin 😭
@totaledorbgaming7280
@totaledorbgaming7280 6 жыл бұрын
This is nothing like depression, nothing is accurate
@cranberry420
@cranberry420 8 ай бұрын
The worst thing is that I'm not alone, but I'm still very much depressed. It has spiraled out of control. I have all the help one could want, but I still feel like this.
@iranarmy9023
@iranarmy9023 5 ай бұрын
this video made me cry and i am looking the idea for my short movie dont know how is it going but this video was a lot to me thx for making this no need to be award winning you got me at least :)
@liarose1138
@liarose1138 4 жыл бұрын
My mother hit me for having borderline and left me My boyfriend broke up with me on New Year’s Eve I don’t have friends I‘m in therapy for at least 2 years now It doesn’t help Nothing helps Nothing matters I don’t matter Why am I even here People say you’re not alone But you are Edit (After 1 year): I‘m feeling much better now. I reconnected with my family and friends, I have my own place now and I met someone who’s really nice to me and treats me with patience and respect. I am still healing but I’m on a good path. I hope this is a sign for anyone who needs it that it CAN get better even tho I was so sure it couldn’t. One day at a time Be nice and loving to yourself Don’t depend on others for your happiness You’re your own source of joy Treat yourself like you’d treat someone you deeply love and respect You deserve that ❤️
@lilhex1557
@lilhex1557 4 жыл бұрын
Lia Rose bro i feel you let’s talk :(
@nishkapai2955
@nishkapai2955 4 жыл бұрын
I just want to give you a hug but I'll give you a like
@ishank7239
@ishank7239 4 жыл бұрын
Try this ----> :)
@fuckedupmind969
@fuckedupmind969 4 жыл бұрын
Oh god 🥺😔
@rajveerrandhawa6713
@rajveerrandhawa6713 3 жыл бұрын
Borderline can be so hard just wait it takes longer time than any other illness but dbt makes it better and it can be treated in 8-10 years Ik its long but just hold on more power to you
@meiying2034
@meiying2034 5 жыл бұрын
Friend:are you okay?You look upset. What I *want* to say: *No,every second I waste on crying makes me feel horrible and I need someone to help me and can you please help me?* What I say:Of course I’m fine,I’m not upset.
@isaiahjoiner1625
@isaiahjoiner1625 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@vont.ian080
@vont.ian080 5 жыл бұрын
can someone hug me please :'(
@victoriacook1725
@victoriacook1725 4 жыл бұрын
Ian Mon. *gives u a huge bear hug* 🤗
@vont.ian080
@vont.ian080 4 жыл бұрын
@@victoriacook1725 thanks
@joshgeorge1148
@joshgeorge1148 4 жыл бұрын
Me too..
@PiyushKumar-jm9zg
@PiyushKumar-jm9zg 3 жыл бұрын
If a person is depressed his "reasons" seems to be "Excuses" everytime. I am passing from it for 2 years, I feel no one to feel bad, everytime I compromise, everytime I sacrificed, I was a happy child now I am the most silent boy, everyone saw this difference in my personality but "no one asks", " no one cares*. Anyone more like me????❤️
@tems9281
@tems9281 2 жыл бұрын
Just because you cramp as MANY sad things as you possibly can doesn’t mean it represents depression… it’s more complicated
@anjana6097
@anjana6097 7 жыл бұрын
Omg one of the eighth graders in my school committed suicide yesterday so I'm kinda emotional already so this really hit home
@Kaitlyne__
@Kaitlyne__ 7 жыл бұрын
anjana thats so sad
@c4shbags892
@c4shbags892 7 жыл бұрын
Bleach Fuck off kid.
@definetlynotkelsey1723
@definetlynotkelsey1723 7 жыл бұрын
Bleach You're a dead meme
@jimtowngirl18
@jimtowngirl18 7 жыл бұрын
I am very sorry to hear about that.
@abbyjamison7144
@abbyjamison7144 7 жыл бұрын
Bleach stop, this kid was hurt.
@ashleybaker2635
@ashleybaker2635 4 жыл бұрын
Who else hated the teacher. ⬇️
@arandomshark2667
@arandomshark2667 4 жыл бұрын
Hate would be a strong word
@doesalittledance
@doesalittledance 4 жыл бұрын
The teacher teaching... was it angles? Physics? I have a teacher like that.
@siimplycyber8692
@siimplycyber8692 4 жыл бұрын
My teacher bullied me a lot especially when it came to math.
@Yavl
@Yavl 4 жыл бұрын
gvns MSP she prolly bullied you cause you thought 2+2=3 or somethin like that
@purpletree7690
@purpletree7690 4 жыл бұрын
It’s just 3 minutes late
@jackburns5674
@jackburns5674 3 жыл бұрын
Genuinely balled my eyes out, I needed this ❤️ Thank you for sharing
@netheration
@netheration 3 жыл бұрын
My school isn't pressuring us and I'm glad. What pressures me is my parents and mostly my friends who don't care about me. Honestly idk why I even rely on them still, they don't deserve it anymore. They just don't understand my stuttering, insecurity, mental disorders, and anxiety- it hurts like five rocks falling on you, or probably worse
@mennowieringa4592
@mennowieringa4592 6 жыл бұрын
Depression feels way different. You can feel horrible even if everyone is perfectly nice tot you... this is not how I feel
@LJlnn
@LJlnn 5 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@marie-tv7vz
@marie-tv7vz 5 жыл бұрын
That's exactly what I thought
@cam9863
@cam9863 5 жыл бұрын
exactly because I my one of the top students and I have family who loves me and a nice home but I still feel depressed and have thoughts about killing myself
@Agirlwholovescats333
@Agirlwholovescats333 5 жыл бұрын
Same
@nathonprice4193
@nathonprice4193 5 жыл бұрын
Menno Wieringa that's a bit fucked up
@hirajabeenmohammad7270
@hirajabeenmohammad7270 4 жыл бұрын
Yes I’m alone Alone with ur memories Alone with my thoughts Alone with my tears Alone crying Alone satisfying myself Alone:)
@celestyu6727
@celestyu6727 4 жыл бұрын
Ik how u feel
@Zia._20210
@Zia._20210 3 жыл бұрын
Like what 😫
@boredperson1185
@boredperson1185 3 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry :( I hope that everything has changed so far ...
@_hyimang.x
@_hyimang.x 3 жыл бұрын
Why can’t we fix the world for a better place
@mahaksharma5189
@mahaksharma5189 3 жыл бұрын
Ik how it feel
@ohshitdownbeach
@ohshitdownbeach 2 жыл бұрын
"You're not alone" hits me hard 😭😔 And this type of teacher shouldn't be teaching because I had exactly same heartless teachers and all they give me is worry,anxiety ,hatred for uni life etc
@thechumbucket2343
@thechumbucket2343 2 жыл бұрын
Life is rough, unfair and loves to kick you down but you should still make the best of your life. I used to also struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts. I had a lot of angry and self-hatred and I was on track for one of the worst things someone can do. But, I talked to people and the darkness on my shoulders got better. It is better to vent out your anger than hold it in. I pray that anyone that is suffering right now, get better soon and find happiness.
@travisscott3050
@travisscott3050 2 жыл бұрын
I remember I had a friend named Walter Hartwell White who lived at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane Albuquerque, New Mexico 87104. He was always depressed so I'll tell him what you said rn!
@lolvera007
@lolvera007 5 жыл бұрын
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME 10 MINUTES AGO
@vov5776
@vov5776 5 жыл бұрын
U WERE SUPPOSE TO BE AT CLASS 3 MINUTES AGO
@marcella327
@marcella327 5 жыл бұрын
Ohmygodmomimsodamnsorrythatyoumademefuckingwalkfivemilesbackhome!!
@foodislife6425
@foodislife6425 5 жыл бұрын
I have been 2 hours late at home and my mom asked where have you been in a nice way I said that I had 2 hours of my new subject I'm happy that I have a nice mom but not a nice life :(
@Adamazen
@Adamazen 5 жыл бұрын
@@foodislife6425 poeple can't get all the things at the same time
@foodislife6425
@foodislife6425 5 жыл бұрын
@@Adamazen yea true that was what I was trying to say but didn't know how to explain it
@cat9424
@cat9424 7 жыл бұрын
Well.... there's a tear on my homework now.... edit: make that two
@saltedfox6494
@saltedfox6494 7 жыл бұрын
Same except it's on my drawing
@anamikadey09
@anamikadey09 2 жыл бұрын
While taking to one of my friends about me feeling depressed and sometimes even suicidal,he tried to make me feel good by saying things like,"You know how hard is it to get a life as a human being ?" My response was, "I just wanna give my life to someone who actually needs it and would care for it." So yeah Depression sucks..🙂✨
@Ty-gl7vi
@Ty-gl7vi 3 жыл бұрын
"I'm fine thank you" --> "I'm finished thank you"
@user-eo4co2og9u
@user-eo4co2og9u 5 жыл бұрын
3 minutes late... *WOW IT'S A CRIME*
@mattieplayzfan894
@mattieplayzfan894 5 жыл бұрын
Iron Snut 72.0 yeah such a crime
@yungxangirl
@yungxangirl 5 жыл бұрын
ikr
@meIatonin
@meIatonin 5 жыл бұрын
Yeah I come 30 minutes or even an hour late
@Cupcake_Royale
@Cupcake_Royale 4 жыл бұрын
Dude, some teachers think that even being a second late is a crime. 😂🙄😬😭🤦
@CoolZach33
@CoolZach33 4 жыл бұрын
To be fair she must’ve ran fast as shit. 5 miles in 33 minutes. That’s almost a constant 10 mph pace
@Emma-ot7gg
@Emma-ot7gg 7 жыл бұрын
Okay stop with the hate because all the creators of this tried to do was raise awareness and tell other people they have a purpose. If you choose not to believe you have a purpose, cool. Find another video or get a therapist. You think this isn't a good representation? Cool. Write a book on what you think is right. And her 'popping pills' is not saying 'all depressed people just take pills' obviously this girl has been through more than just that day, but if they went through her whole life leading up to the attempt, then the video would be 2 days long. Instead they go with just the day of her attempt. Also it's a high school video and the audience of this video especially should know better than to hate on it. They tried, and for your sake too so be a bit grateful.
@tiffanyroberts777
@tiffanyroberts777 7 жыл бұрын
GREAT COMMENT! Some of these kids need help. They need to understand they are causing their own issues. Even that's apparent from a view across the internet... very sad that some are even bullying others. I mean are you kidding me right now? GROW UP!!!! VERY GOOD JOB ON THIS BY THE CREW!
@victoriaseymour7250
@victoriaseymour7250 7 жыл бұрын
SchoolShooter yez that's what I'm feelinb
@BowmanBro
@BowmanBro 7 жыл бұрын
Deathly Hallows Tell that to my mother.
@GTL22
@GTL22 7 жыл бұрын
Deathly Hallows our supposed to write comments, not novels but I totally get what your saying
@coolgirlsz2659
@coolgirlsz2659 7 жыл бұрын
Deathly Hallows I
@Eli_Roblox4life
@Eli_Roblox4life 5 ай бұрын
This hit hard. I spend my breaks in guidance and the school psychologist always asks if I'm gonna eat, i never do, the classes, people, organizing rides, thoughts, self harm, etc.
@sophiejanethesongbird
@sophiejanethesongbird Жыл бұрын
I feel like this everyday of my life and I’m alone everyday and i just don’t know anymore sometimes but I know that I’m not alone when I think I am!! I know that we all have our bad days and life is always full of ups and downs no matter what and I’m so very happy to know that I’m not the only one who feels this way and that the quote at the end hit me and had me in tears. It’s very true!! If any of you need to talk you can message me and whatever it is you are going through don’t ever give up and I love you keep going!!!! Take care Loves!!!!!!!💖💖☮️☮️🫶🏻🫶🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❣️❣️
@jeffreybonaventure6981
@jeffreybonaventure6981 7 жыл бұрын
I feel alone all the time even in a room full of people but sometimes there's a certain since of strength in the lonlyness.
@randomgurl812
@randomgurl812 4 жыл бұрын
“You’re not alone.” Me: Like that’s gonna help and cure people 😒
@xnovax4189
@xnovax4189 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly. Same shit over and over again.
@mb9893
@mb9893 4 жыл бұрын
It makes me feel worse
@randomgurl812
@randomgurl812 4 жыл бұрын
I want money Rip
@randomgurl812
@randomgurl812 4 жыл бұрын
I want money Then surround yourself with money 💰
@randomgurl812
@randomgurl812 4 жыл бұрын
John Laurens, The OBSESSED HAMILTON FAN! And if it cures someone irl, then that person is definitely faking it and it pisses me off
@Official_OCM
@Official_OCM 11 ай бұрын
The quote at the end made me cry, really needed that
@imaadi....
@imaadi.... 2 жыл бұрын
You know it's bad when you start watching these videos again😞
@lexijohnson2647
@lexijohnson2647 5 жыл бұрын
Anyone else constantly wishing someone would ask them if they are okay But when they do you just reply with “yea” and a fake smile
@sunflowercity2492
@sunflowercity2492 5 жыл бұрын
Yup
@androidbutterscotchkitty
@androidbutterscotchkitty 5 жыл бұрын
Lexi Johnson Yeah
@walk1ingtothev0id
@walk1ingtothev0id 4 жыл бұрын
yep
@stormyystarz5295
@stormyystarz5295 4 жыл бұрын
It's the truth
@sunflxwer._seeds8387
@sunflxwer._seeds8387 5 жыл бұрын
Are you ok? -Mind... No I'm not... I'm lonely, and hurt, no one cares no one needs me... *I'm fine*
@sunflxwer._seeds8387
@sunflxwer._seeds8387 4 жыл бұрын
@XxDønut CøffeexX im not actually depressed
@kodimah8577
@kodimah8577 3 жыл бұрын
I used to be depressed in high school. Then I had good moments in my late 20’s to early 30’s. I looked back at the sad times and thought I was just young and going through growing pains. I’m about to turn 37 and I’m even more depressed than I was in high school, at least I had a few friends back then. I feel so lost...like I’ve not grown or accomplished anything. I have a job and money...but what’s the point when you have no one to share it with. Lord...take me tonight.
@11deva11
@11deva11 3 жыл бұрын
you’re not alone, we’re all struggling. you know what though? we’re all gonna get through this together! try to meditate, or spiritually ground yourself. It helped me for a while. I’m only in high school and I can’t say I know your pain, but I hope there is a positive outcome to all of this. I hope your days get brighter and I hope everything will be ok for you :)
@kodimah8577
@kodimah8577 3 жыл бұрын
a person thank you.
@stitwgalaxz557
@stitwgalaxz557 Жыл бұрын
The classroom scene is so relatable. I have to ask too many doubts to understand things.
@green5028
@green5028 6 жыл бұрын
I'm depressed and bullied, and I have one friend online and that's it. I am nice to everyone, even my bullies and they still hate me. My step brother committed suicide a while ago and he wrote me a letter saying: "You did nothing to deserve this world. I am sorry I have to do this to you. I am going to miss you, and I want you to know that no matter how awful this world is, carry on. Help others and show kindness when they show you hatred. I hope you live a long and happy life. I am sorry I couldn't fix my problems in another way. I'll see you someday" Those are the words I live off of. They are what make me get up in the morning. I think these words could help others.
@onorinawairire7566
@onorinawairire7566 5 жыл бұрын
Half-Living Trash ❤❤❤sending light and love to you
@nocturnal_avenue
@nocturnal_avenue 5 жыл бұрын
This should have more likes honestly, I'll remember your comment, it inspired me :)
@willowbreezefire9818
@willowbreezefire9818 6 жыл бұрын
This video is not about the mental problem, its about bullying and normal sadness. But this is my evaluation of what mental depression (the actual mental problem, not the regular sadness everyone experiences in life)feels like from my experience: Mentally: It feels like you've sunken into a pit 1,000 000 000 000 000 000 metres down of inescapable heavy grey-blue where you can never see the bright yellow of happiness again, sinking deeper as the voices inside your head shovel more and more grey-blue onto you until you are completely covered but you're still sinking, your positive voice losing and being beat down by the ever-so-much-more-powerful negative voices. Physically: You can't be bothered even twitching your hand you're so sunken down into the blue depths. Not even a milligram of depression forms into a teardrop and escapes out your eye so you feel even a little bit better, because you're so depressed. Mentally(again): Although you may feel depressed, your positive voice does do something. If you dig down into your emotions, you'll find a golden ball of sad warmth and strength. You hug it to yourself and feel that your sadness somehow cheers you up.*You know in the movie Inside Out how Joy is bewildered when Sadness gets Bing Bong to stop crying when her silly, funny jokes just makes him cry harder?*Well, the way Sadness cheers him up is what I'm talking about. So that just says that there is a way out of a mental illness, even if, like I was, felt like you couldn't do anything.I just found that golden ball somehow and used it,wierdly. All of what ive said is all serious and i'm talking the truth. Although this is my experience and everyone's mental illnesses are all different,i think there will always be that golden ball in some form for *everyone*
@randomnugget7943
@randomnugget7943 6 жыл бұрын
Potato Potato Normal sadness?Man then i think im surviving
@charlie21tookey-brewer50
@charlie21tookey-brewer50 6 жыл бұрын
Potato Potato THANK YOU I told everyone this (in less detail) when I had taken my overdose and everyone said that I was being stupid and should buck up my ideas im glad that we can relate to eachothers feelings xxx
@FrostyLime120
@FrostyLime120 6 жыл бұрын
I agree, I was wondering why I felt so happy and comfortable when I was sad.
@graydoesntcare420
@graydoesntcare420 6 жыл бұрын
So so true
@shyizle4659
@shyizle4659 6 жыл бұрын
Potato Potato I agree
@NotaPlagueDoctor300
@NotaPlagueDoctor300 3 жыл бұрын
"I wish i could sleep endlessly so that i wont wake up in this hell world".
@casualcasual5085
@casualcasual5085 3 жыл бұрын
From the past 10-12 years I am all alone. Really fed up with such life now.
@soumyaprasad4029
@soumyaprasad4029 5 жыл бұрын
All the ppl in the comment section suffering from depression .... hear me out ok ? I don’t know what depression feels like. I don’t fully know how you feel and will never unless I step in your shoes. I don’t know what its like and I can’t relate. I hate that I can’t. I really do sometimes. I feel like I don’t understand the world completely sometimes and that I feel I live in a bubble and I don’t fully know what is outside and think that my problems are big. I feel lost and confused when I watch videos like these or read your guys comments about it. But then I realise that reading your guys comments and putting my best foot forward to lift ur mood and live perspective is what I can do. I care about you guys and I know that that still doesn’t help and I know it’s not easy... I can’t sugarcoat it and it breaks my hearts that you guys are suffering. My heart goes out to all of you. I really mean it. If any of you read this, good day or night or morning evening :) lots of love to all of you and don’t hesitate to talk to me and let out ur thoughts ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@hrithikmishra3562
@hrithikmishra3562 5 жыл бұрын
Soumya Prasad you're too young to be curious about bad things of life. enjoy your life and don't feel like this just cause you haven't been through this. noone should go through this. be happy and look forward to being happier. btw thanks for such a considerate comment.
@soumyaprasad4029
@soumyaprasad4029 5 жыл бұрын
Neffex for life thnx for ur comment
@vincentfamorcan7286
@vincentfamorcan7286 5 жыл бұрын
Well first off I wanted to thank you for this very wonderful and beautiful comment. I also wanted to give a big cheers 🍻 to people like you who are always willing to help strangers who you will probably never meet in real life. I hope you continue to inspire others to value their lives and learn to love life and themselves 🙂 And please don't call yourself weird for loving anime and kpop. I as a HUGE anime fan as well salutes you for having a great taste in life! Ciao! 🍷
@literallystingy2858
@literallystingy2858 5 жыл бұрын
We need more people like you in this world, but you don't wanna get roped up into this hell hole. Your young, live your life
@soumyaprasad4029
@soumyaprasad4029 5 жыл бұрын
Stingy's Hairline thnx 😊 I really needed this 🤗 despite the comment I wrote, Ive been feeling like utter trash these couple of days and I don’t know why and lost it today and had a meltdown like an hour ago. Feeling much better now and just want to let you know that ur comment helped ❤️
@alricaneshama
@alricaneshama 4 жыл бұрын
I get the intent and what they were trying for. However, depression is a great deal darker than this.
@shariqsheikh1249
@shariqsheikh1249 4 жыл бұрын
Hmm
@StrwberryFatou
@StrwberryFatou 3 жыл бұрын
True
@desireandfire
@desireandfire 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah people can be depressed without everyone around them being terrible or them having whats considered a "great life" to them, reason why lots of rich people can still be miserable
@StrwberryFatou
@StrwberryFatou 2 жыл бұрын
@@desireandfire right
@jillgallimore6516
@jillgallimore6516 2 жыл бұрын
There are different types of depression, some are milder than others, but everyone deserves help.
@Churrohs
@Churrohs 3 жыл бұрын
Its just so nice to realize that through all the suffering that...we go though everyone just seems so oblivious and just ignorant to the suffering the pain the depression. I feel like im honestly all alone surrounded by the wrong people in my life and I feel i dont have a voice to speak out about how i feel esspecially if i meet a good person in my life who obviously dont stick around....like im silenced and even my vocal cords are chained dowm just like i am😢. Ya know life told me a funny joke....."Youll never escape" the only thing I could to was laugh along.
@unicornqueen268
@unicornqueen268 4 жыл бұрын
Hey everybody, if you are ever think about things like overdosing, hanging, or cutting just remember that if you have any close friends they will miss you SO much, and even if your scared to tell them even leaving tiny hints like “Have you heard about all of the the suicides recently?” Or just saying that your sad could start them on a conversation where they comfort you without them even knowing! So before you start just remember that friends can help without you having to tell them, and if you ever get more open to them you can start to leave bigger hints until either you tell him/her or she finds out on her own, I hope I helped somebody, have a good day.
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