Alone - Depression Short Film (Award Winning)

Irving's Superintendent's Shining Star Award!
This is the first film that I made, and it was shot during my junior year of high school to help spread awareness about the realities of depression. Please understand that even though this may not be your reality, it is for some people.
Artist: Mattia Cupelli
Song: Touch
About Me
Howdy, I'm Eric, a content creator from Texas, here to provide a chill time and good vibes! Most of my streams consist of me playing a variety of games and the occasional creative stream. Thanks for stopping by!
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[@Flortan]

First, I want to thank everyone who has left comments. I appreciate your feedback and feel extremely honored to be reading some of your personal stories. While some people have been able to relate to this film, I know others feel that it doesn't portray their personal thoughts of depression. I just want to clarify that depression takes many different forms. What someone experiences during their journey through depression might not reflect your journey at all, and that's okay. Everyone's story is different, and just because someone's experience with depression isn't the same as yours, it doesn't mean their stories aren't valid. This is just one story of depression being portrayed in the span of a few minutes while the effects of depression can last a lifetime. Everyone's personal experience is valid, and the best way we can help each other not feel alone is by listening to and understanding each other. The great thing is that I already see some of that happening in the comments down below. I am so thankful to see some people being able to open up and others listening to and talking to them. I ask that you please keep up this positive support for everyone in the comments and to not be afraid to reach out for help. There are people out there who are happy to help you as long as you let them know you need help. It's hard to summarize all of my thoughts in this one comment alone, but I felt like it was important to say something after reading so many of your comments. I made this short film to bring awareness to the fact that depression can take many forms and can build up due to so many different factors. It's a message to be kind and to be aware that others might be going through something alone and in silence. Be there for someone if they ask for help or seem like they need someone. Friends are an important part of living a happy life, and you could make a huge positive impact in someone's life by being there for them when they need it. Feel free to reply to this comment if there's anything you'd like clarification on or if you'd like for me to reply to a comment you have directly. I'll do my best to respond as soon as I can.

[@ultimateships]

holyyy man. This was uploaded in 2015 and you’re still coming back to read comments. We need more people like you, man.

[@Flortan]

@@ultimateships I appreciate it :) Just trying to make sure no one feels ignored or unimportant

[@aaryasinha5186]

💛

[@biggiezyro1236]

Ok bro I got a quote:you can never have a bad day in your life.sometimes you’ll never be able to live life or be happy again.

[@ommprakash4816]

For me, this is the most valuable comment. Thank you, I always used to think in the way you think but due to the lack of people with whom I feel comfortable sharing this I kept my thoughts inside me but I found you and I'm very grateful to you. And yes friendship can change this world, we should be happy with every little thing we have in our life no need to smile always as if you are wearing a mask learn to be happy for every little thing you have got. For me sitting alone and in silence, discussing your problem with you(as no one knows you better than you.) is the best way to solve depression. I can't express all my thoughts and feelings with this single comment, every time I write a comment about life or something else there always seems something is missing, and hope with you same happens.

[@bluepawwarriors4038]

Think about it People with Depression don't have one bad day, every day is bad. Edit: Please ignore this, I think I wrote this in middle grade and had no idea what the hell Depression actually was. I know it's a lot more complicated than that now and actually understand it better.

[@cockroachstepper]

As someone suffering from depression who almost killed themself, this is true.

[@ari4822]

yes indeed i have had lots of bad days. it is very hard. waking up numb. everythings a haze now. i can't think. im lonely every darn flipping day! i feel like the days are on repeat. everyday is bad, everyday is miserable.its like this. wake up, eat breakfast, catch bus, go to school, catch bus home, eat dinner, sleep repeat. its the same everyday, a ongoing cycle. im anxious and numb most of the time now. im running low on motivation. feeling alone and lonely. i have friends but only see them in class. im lonely at lunchtimes. every lunchtime. due to this. i started hating being around people. i started islolating myself more, i couldn't take it being around people, i don't want to feel there judgement on me, i dont want them to look at me. i started to talk less to my friends. i feel more emptyness than ever, everything goes down. its all going down. it hasnt really gone up, always down for me. I wish i was still friends with her. i miss her. its unbearable, i wish i was a better friend. i cant. i miss her. i can't do it without her. its painful everyday. i wish i could move on. shes moved on. why cant i. i want to die. but don't worry about me. i won't die. cause im scared to die but tired of living. its just so darn hard, i want to get better, i am getting help, but still i just want to be better, feel happy again, have a good life, i want to be able to go out in public again and do fun activites, i don't want to stay at home all the time, but im too scared to leave the house. at school i want to do well, but im either too anxious and can't concentrate, or numb and sad and low on motivation and end up not doing well. its bad everyday. i just want it to end.

[@attiyaansari6190]

Right

[@d3ad_ro0ster]

It's like you just described my whole life with one sentence...

[@kizarugaming4829]

Yea and they are stupid.

[@catlady307]

*The secret to depression:* Cry, and they’ll know. Smile, and it’ll never show.

[@jacedodson2439]

True

[@leah973]

Yup

[@tabby844]

True

[@jessie_4921]

Cat Lady yeah... but mostly even if you cry they will never know

[@XDXD-gc5pd]

😂😂😂

[@cutepickle2668]

I hate the way schools teach us so many usseles stuff but they never teach how to love yourself...

[@Myles174]

Ikr

[@lululemon2161]

Ya

[@thunderlightningbolt6597]

Truth

[@tofootball298]

that's just how life is these days. Just wish ppl especially parents should realise mental health is not a joke

[@thunderlightningbolt6597]

@@tofootball298 No joke. When I was a kid I was told by a parent to "lighten up". WOW!!!! What great advice. It's like i never thought of it. I guess I'll pretend everything's sunshine and rainbows then. Screw that advice.

[@mitzi3851]

We’ve All Heard These: “You’re Just Being *Dramatic!”* “You”re Just Faking It For *Attention!”* “Get Over It! Its Not *That Bad!”* Haha! Yeah! Because When We’re Cutting Ourselves, Feeling Like Nothing And Crying Ourselves To Sleep, We’re Just *SO* Dramatic! We Just Want *SO* Much Attention! Its Not *SO* Bad!

[@user-beth]

Some people will never understand

[@agatahmell3435]

My brother say that to me some days ago, and I answer this second part of your comment. He just didnt say nothing anymore... 😒

[@chompchompmaster2885]

Fr, just stop it lol xd

[@supertvamizotvamizo4832]

Wow this hits hard

[@tia4108]

They just think we're on of those "fakers" who act depressed

[@russelraagas5118]

Fact: The most used lie in the world is “I’m Fine”.

[@jadedeleon_]

Russel Raagas no shit

[@jhopehobiseokmyhearteu8320]

Well yeah and I wouldn't be sad if my friends don't ask me again because it is my fault I always show them that I'm in a good day and they ALMOST NEVER see me in a bad mood....but guess what....i still get sad 🙂💔because only because i'm a positive person doesn't mean i don't ahve problems lol

[@inzwischen_inaktiv5078]

“I'm okay, just a bit tired“ “No haha it just looks like self harm“ “No, it's okay you don't have time to talk“ “No I wasn't crying, I washed my face “ “It's okay if you leave me to meet them“

[@janalol]

i say "im okay" because i feel like if i say I'm fine it seems too obvious :/

[@perhaptualratwithcheese2567]

Also it’s I have read and agree to the terms of service

[@aestheticzone6164]

2010: I’m depressed, “what no don’t be sad I’m here for you” 2019: I’m depressed “lol same”

[@gabisophia897]

☹☹☹😭😭😭

[@jay3252]

Cut the "lol"

[@snickerdexter2247]

It's the fact that now...people dont take this seriously. I can say im depressed and like you said, people will jokingly say "same" Like do you even really have depression???

[@TMCBROO]

this is so true, I literally told my "friend" how sad I feel all the time and all she replies with is "same lol"

[@bluenpurple2328]

The only difference is that there is a lot of the fakers who pretend to be depressed in 2019

[@mosiahminer3200]

When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.” John Lennon

[@ommprakash4816]

Thanks for this mate. The only main achievement in life is to be happy, doesn't matter if you have a lot of money but don't know to be happy whereas a beggar beside you can be happy while having nothing.

[@Spxrk0300]

teacher: detention!

[@ugotjinxxed7846]

@@Spxrk0300 ong for saying sum simple like dat to

[@shivigarg4158]

​​@@ommprakash4816same man! The most expensive thing in life is to be Happy despite all the hard times. Money surely can't buy you HAPPINESS.

[@ommprakash4816]

@@shivigarg4158 yeah, thanks

[@someone-et6hs]

Schools: (overworld kids) Kids:(stress and depretion) School:why are kids depressed and stressed

[@dewaldsteyn1306]

Not my school. But definitely my darn motherfucking stupid friends.

[@natashaa792]

I started crying at the math class part because that is me. I can't even put my hand up in class because I'm scared people will think I'm dumb

[@maheenwaqar7881]

I feel you.

[@soufianelabrous8021]

fuck the world buddy always remember that this world is yours And fuck every fucking humanbeen in this fucking world

[@shrutighatay5063]

I used to be like you bt den I changed

[@twisterlord665]

Same here bro

[@dedalliance1]

I grew up through the special Ed classes in America. When I got to the middle school I failed the 6th grade, basically every class. They still passed me, failed the 7th grade and they passed me. 8th grade we moved and I was in a good school that I liked and actually helped me, I passed about every class with A's or B's. 9th grade we moved again and I was put into a basically an inner city city school, about 30 minutes outside of Atlanta Georgia, I failed every single class, I didn't even pass PE. Got tired of going to school for nothing so I did online school but never actually did it. the 10th grade I moved again to another school, and they actually helped me and I held like a 3.7 or 3.8 GPA and made up some classes for more credits. I moved again to another school for the last 2 years of my high school career and I graduated from that school with Honors. And I hardly ever, Ever did any homework at any school. I'm starting a 2 year college program this Monday on 8-22-16. I have a very interesting learning style, I know it's something few people can do. But the point is, I'm a firm believer it is 99.9% the schools and teachers you get that really make you succeed. The US Education system is a joke. I'll tell you that much. Putting 30 kids in a class with 1 teacher isn't gonna allow everyone to get the help they need. I'm not a people person and I don't like talking in front of people, so I never really asked questions either. I would be a hypocrite and say just do it, ask questions, which you should it sounds like that's where you're struggling. But, if I can't take my own advice I can't expect anyone else to. So the 2nd best option is here on KZbin there are many people that make tutoring videos explaining everything in every subject, the best part is you can stop and re-watch the lectures again and ask questions and just find someone that makes videos that you understand, because the hardest part about learning is being able to understand different teaching styles. That's another reasons schools fail, because if you can't learn how something is being taught, there's no other teacher in the room to explain it differently. But anyway, Don't feel dumb. The smartest people learn from others, because they know they can't learn everything themselves. Ask questions if you feel comfortable, you can even ask questions in the KZbin comments.

[@citrus8884]

*I DONT WANNA HURT OTHERS OR MYSELF, I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY...*

[@galaxyoldacc483]

Unicorn Floof same

[@Projectsunspot]

Same I am broken no one can fix me

[@thecraykrays9600]

cat plays , that is the way i feel The only reason i am still here is because i made a promise not to make a 14th try

[@Projectsunspot]

@@thecraykrays9600 I made a promise after my thirtieth try and I'm 13

[@thecraykrays9600]

cat plays i just turned 15 last moth

[@amandalauersdorf573]

When someone says "you're not alone" and then is never there when you say you need to talk or a shoulder. They just say it in the moment to keep you safe, but don't mean it. I don't know how many times I have had this happen and is why I quite reaching out for help.

[@vorttevorvor4775]

Even when you feel like you're all alone, God is always there with you. He loves you💜 And you're important.

[@blackarmyinyourareakpopfan1778]

I know what you mean. My parents always told me, that they are there for me, but when i am really talking to them, they don't understand me. And now they are sad, because i don't come to them and tell them about my problems.

[@hardhatjack2207]

Yeah they’re there for you to tell you why your feelings are invalid and you should just get over it

[@user-zs6fc4jv6y]

Exactly!!!!!

[@Kitty-pl1kw]

You know you're in that place again when you start watching these.

[@tealwashablemarker8886]

how you doing now dude

[@jillnewton9654]

Well, here I am again.

[@dewaldsteyn1306]

Yup depression just run around in circles.

[@insertname3034]

Yup

[@E4TMYBR4INZ0UT]

"yep"

[@seoeworkers]

At least she has got someone to sit in the cafeteria..

[@the8bitgrandpashow282]

Lmao ik

[@phoenix_4918]

ASRAFUL AMBIA honestly true ;(

[@Maleen_]

Ikr

[@sjacott3953]

Sofia Hernandez ill sit with you

[@Zou1274]

Me sitting alone everyday at school

[@bellaisannoying2979]

when the girl in the end said "you're not alone" I lost it.

[@shekravesbeauty2679]

same

[@itshailiejohnson]

Me too

[@athinawalther2562]

phandom spotted

[@demonicangel3191]

Tears rolled down...

[@clariquia]

Bella Rodriguez same. I broke down even more when I realized no one gives a shit about me :-)))))

[@insertname3034]

This really made me think of my friend. He has so many friends, he lives in a mansion, he has a black belt in Taekwondo, he gos on vacations all the time, he's great at dancing and all the girls love him. Yet he told me everyday he stops, zones out and just starts thinking, thinking of horrible things and he just starts crying. Check on your friends, no matter how "cringe" or "awkward" it would be, check on them sometimes, it can be a little as asking how their day has been, but at least do something to make sure they know you care. Also don't ever be afraid to ask for help, there's always someone you can talk to on the other end of a suicide hotline. "Everyone is fighting a battle that you have no idea about, be kind to others."

[@twisterlord665]

"Place your hand over your heart" "Can you feel it?" No. "That is called purpose" "You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up." I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING GODDAMNIT

[@stardustprincess2422]

TwisterLord OMG ME NEITHER I THINK IM A VAMPIRE

[@yoonhwa6552]

TwisterLord nEITHER

[@muttlike]

Stardust Princess Please tell me Gerard wasn't lying when he said vampires wouldn't hurt me?!?!

[@julimorea2510]

TwisterLord THE HEARTBEAT DONT YOU FEEL IT?

[@muttlike]

CAN YOU FEEL CAN YOU FEEL MY HEEEAAAAARRRRRRRT

[@rocioangeles5201]

This is me Alone in lunch Alone in school projects Alone in hallways Alone in school celebrations Alone at my school desk And no one cares

[@user-xn2yl3mu3y]

I am so sorry for u I wish I could be with you in your hard times at school

[@negat1vno]

Same😢😢

[@juliaviel1460]

im sorry :(

[@theponygirlswirl1515]

I was alone from the start...... due to autism. From preschool i was bullied and then 4 grades stil having no frends And in 6th grade 2016 i broke a phone on acsident and I was really sad since i almost got beaten up by my parents and my classmates! \:( And even now........im alone.............................

[@modieaskalis3161]

i care

[@briannavlopez]

Roman's 8:18 "The pain you've been experiencing cant compare to the Joy thats coming"

[@breadoflife7775]

That is true ☺️

[@jmlvrr09]

"You never walk alone, i promise"

[@selimrahman2747]

Spring day

[@nailalteefa2191]

I walked alone a few times

[@jmlvrr09]

@@nailalteefa2191 I also did, I thought I did. You maybe go through it alone, but there are always people who are always there with you and love you.

[@nailalteefa2191]

@@jmlvrr09 but i still feel left out i would always walk alone at school Everytime I talk they would ignore me

[@jmlvrr09]

@@nailalteefa2191 I feel you. I have the same problem as you. But listen I don't know you and you don't know me, but I still care about you. You feel left out, that's what your mind does to you at those moments. But there are millions of people that would wanne be your friend, including me. If I knew you in real life, I would hug you tightly, no matter who you are. Please just know that I love you. Sometimes people are fucked up.

[@heyrekthoesmaddab457]

Here’s me Alone at lunch Alone in classes Alone in dance Alone in my house No one cares (Thx for the 4 likes)

[@heyokay3801]

Dancer Girl ( a huge hug to you ) I wouldn’t say things will be alright soon but It’ll be alright someday . No matter how long it takes please don’t lose hope. 💚

[@bts_gachagirl4331]

Dancer Girl I care don’t worry you can talk to me if you need too😊

[@salma6186]

Oh ik 😔

[@nou9535]

Don't worry, my name is no one

[@LoanLeaf]

Here's me a million people and I'm still alone

[@kimii.i]

One time my teacher saw something was wrong and she was like “hey are you okay? You’re so quiet and you didn’t really do anything in the last few lessons.” “Oh yea... just tired...” I responded. I had to fight back my tears. “Are you sure?” “Yeah” and that was our conversation. I went to the bathroom and just broke down crying, and walked out like nothing happened.

[@mancynancyy]

Finn I felt that😭 I can relate to you

[@irena1222]

My teacher saw me cry, like twice. I don't have depression, but I've been crying a lot more frequently over the past month or so. I can get stressed out a lot and I compare myself to others often (people who I think are better than me), which hasn't been helping with my self esteem and image. I've also sometimes had pessimistic thoughts, but less so.

[@mikaelavillalobos262]

That always happens to me it got worst when my dad died and my friends didn't even know that the words that they say about me is very hurtful you know words hurt more that your punches and kicks

[@EmmaDaOne]

Finn O MY GOD he same exact thing happened to me in 6th grade

[@eclipsa7653]

That happened earlier today. My headteacher called me in to her office, she said she noticed I wasn’t as happy as I used to be, I don’t participate when she comes over and I generally walk slowly and do my actions slower than I used to. Her daughter, who is my maths teacher, also said the same. I wish I could tell her.

[@ForddGG]

Everyone here reading this right now listen. I know most of you clicked on this video or similar videos to not feel so alone. But I promise you that you’ll never be alone. These feelings you feel right now there’s people who want to hear you, understand you and help out of the hole you’ve been going deeper into since these emotions began. Even though you don’t know it there’s people there waiting to listen, whether it be a friend a family member or a doctor they want to understand they want sympathise I encourage you to open up, I encourage you to challenge yourself and I challenge you to try and not be so afriad. Life is a bitch life throws obstacles in the way, but sometimes those obstacles are too far of a walk to get around, that’s why we need a vehicle to push its way around that vehicle is your voice, speak ask for guidance let out all your problems and be free. Stop holding it in and sinking deeper, I believe there’s always light at the end of the tunnel, it may take days months years, but don’t give up keep striving keep fighting see it to the end. I guarantee after time you’ll feel stronger and feel rewarded that you fell to the bottom got buried and found your way back up.

[@ForddGG]

@@user-wn3sd3zk6n your welcome stay strong 💪 I promise it’ll get better I promise. Don’t give up on a fight with out retaliating. Keep on going. There’s always a happy ending, just give it time , it could be days months or years but keep going!

[@wendymolina247]

I love watching these short films knowing im not alone in this depression state

[@breeshannon5113]

"yOur Not AlOnE" I feel lonely there's a difference being alone and feeling alone even when you're around people

[@Murimz]

Show me evidence that you asked for it

[@sinasml2186]

Ya I have the same feeling...

[@wingzu8933]

@@sinasml2186 why are you saying my username who are you

[@wingzu8933]

Can someone tell me why they are yelling at me

[@sinasml2186]

@@wingzu8933 why did you deleted your comments tho

[@melanieflannery5418]

I have anxiety I have depression I don’t have friends I look ugly People avoid me Tall girl: You think your life is hard? I wear size 13 Nike’s

[@jukebeetle]

Well, you have at least 1 friend...me

[@sarahfaublas7550]

{•Melanie•} oop

[@localfriend2589]

I'll be your friend, But only if I can keep up with life

[@zacheryallphinn]

MENS, size thirteen Nikes..

[@messsy_tea]

@@xx_cigarette_daydreams_xx3283 same tbh..

[@princepuppy6707]

People need to understand that depression doesn't just mean sitting around all day crying. It means that we go about our days with apathy or sadness and we can be happy. Even with severe depression you can go about your day but it is a hell of a lot more difficult.

[@mitsu-san1054]

*"Sometimes words can cut you deeply than blades"*

[@thiorodiop3162]

I'm really suffering from depression and depression is worse than that, believe me

[@paracanthurushepatus7215]

Thioro Diop i know, because me too....

[@kate-criminal-femaleplayer201]

*I have depression and anorexia. I cry everyday. I tried suicide 15 times already. It didn't work, sadly..*

[@OnAllahwedependalways]

Kate - Criminal - Female player - Sneaky suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. I suffer form depression too I know how you feel . You will get better believe me

[@Lea-qy1ek]

Wish u the best 💕 went through this either A video will never show how this actually feels

[@OnAllahwedependalways]

Lee Brook true

[@ARMY4EVER]

I’m a new teacher and this video helped me realize that I should always show my students that I care about each one of them, individually. They all matter for me. They might have a hard life, but they must know that there’s someone who cares

[@celestyu6727]

Ya, I agree with u

[@saniyaidrisi2000]

Thank you for this, you know upon listening a teacher saying this I'm relieved for some reasons, though I'm 21 now and glad that I completed my school but the thing is I really don't want our future generation feel the same the way we felt, in our time, we thought that teachers are someone we could look up to, never thought that somehow they will become the reason of my depression, after completing the school, now after years I'm in a much better place mentally but cannot forget the fact that school life system gave me a terrible depression which I'm still overcoming, a teacher like you is very needed, I'm so happy our future generation will going to have a real educated open minded teacher like you.

[@Cjsmith525]

Agreed

[@zahrasaeed4343]

Please do it would really help and it makes me feel happy that some students like me some where in the world have someone to help. Thank you! I really appreciate you!

[@f.b.i.4387]

I'm one of ur students henlo

[@peppybreyer88]

What I love about this is it doesn’t show cutting as a “requirement” of being depressed. It frustrates me so much when people only care once they see cuts on your wrists. I never cut but have idealized suicide many times and attempted once. I got bullied because I “wasn’t depressed enough” and that I “didn’t follow through” which makes everything ten times worse. Everyone will say they care and say they are there for you but in the end it’s just a hollow phrase. I have trust issues with people due to problems with therapists and counselors who were hollow. They didn’t care about me personally, just treated me like part of a spectrum. I feel like I just have to put on this “makeup” for friends because I don’t want them getting into my mess. I talked to a friend and felt like I was throwing my problems on her. I’m sealed off because I’m afraid of hurting people I know. It’s easier to just keep quiet then to accidentally burden someone you love. (No this isn’t a comment seeking attention or pity, it’s a vent, so chill)

[@kittykhaosss]

I know that this is like, a year late 😅 but I just wanted to let you know that I hope you finally found someone you can trust, and if not, I hope you will find someone soon, because just by reading this comment, you seem like a pretty cool person :3 Just remember, if you do find that person, don't hide, don't put on your "makeup" because they can help you, and I really really hope that everything turns out alright for you whether you find anyone or not. Take care (^^) and stay safe

[@etqy1231]

I've probably attempted like 20 times

[@emmathestain321]

In 2021 if you have depression and you actually open up to friends and family about it, they'll just say that people have it worse than you and that you should be thankful for what you have. When did I ever say I wasn't thankful?

[@samanthaa557]

ily

[@emmathestain321]

@@samanthaa557 ilyt

[@heyokay3801]

Depression is something only people who have gone through it understand but you’ll not find people who’s going through it because People who are going through it don’t say it to anyone . Idk what I’m talking 😭

[@avneet__kaur]

absolutely right

[@shiomatteiru1941]

You are talking truth

[@biranchinarayanbehera1053]

right

[@lilip2418]

Sad dark truth

[@amiraben4242]

Depression comes in different forms and sometimes Symptoms are explainable, everyone's struggle is unique so donnot expect from even the people who going through depression to understand u

[@Emily-iq6bf]

Omg the teacher part where she put her hand up, I can’t relate more. At my school if the teachers notice we don’t understand it from all the wrong answers they’ll be like “don’t be afraid to ask for help” then when we do they’ll be like “I’ve explained 1000 times, do I need to explain slower so you understand?” Like omg

[@chaotichoe2759]

That’s why I’m crying UGLY crying

[@rohankhubchandani3694]

Right. And teachers wonder why they get paid less...

[@clementineeverett5807]

Jasey Rae my teacher once told me no wonder I get bullied and kick my foot

[@scabbedblood1870]

Exactly wth 🤦‍

[@savannahb8468]

Jasey Rae SO FUCKING RELATABLE

[@bettybakhita5063]

This was literally my life first two years in uni. Commuting,home situation, socialising in school and studying. But I managed so far, I don’t know how I did it but I pushed through ❤️

[@sazokage5691]

2:01 this is my #1 fear in classrooms

[@waffles_0650]

I want to be alone but I hate to be lonely. It's obvious that these two are different. Tell me if I m wrong.

[@androidbutterscotchkitty]

Gloss &SwaG Oh wow this is so relatable! I'm homeschooled and feel very lonely but I want to be alone and feel awkward around other people. Didn't know people felt the same as I do!

[@kylewilvinyu699]

accurate. same here. just wanting the presence of many people, but never want to engage with them and be attached.

[@princesscotariz2024]

My friends are backstabbing me, saying words I can't even believe that came from their own mouths, i hate when i am in the crowd, I don't know how to speak to them or communicate, they end up judging me, and I literally feel what you're feeling.

[@princesscotariz2024]

it sucks, i hate it, i hate when i felt my heart breaking to pieces, I can't..take everything, I'm giving up.

[@princesscotariz2024]

Murdina66 6 no one understands, they're judging me, no one understands, no one listens, no one.

[@ctraye6293]

I feel like this film didn’t correctly portray suicidal thoughts _or_ depression correctly...

[@heidibaltom8138]

I thought exactly the same thing

[@bescumber2506]

That’s due to the writing..

[@ctraye6293]

Bescumber Like, what do you mean?

[@YugenOfficial]

@@ctraye6293 He is saying that the Writers are shit.The people who made the film dont know how to make films.

[@ctraye6293]

_Yugen Yeah, fair point

[@thathairyguyy4435]

As someone who puts on a smile every day and says “I’m doing good” when asked how I’m feeling, I felt this message way too hard.

[@sexyfly5252]

I'm not familiar with bad parents like these, I can say I live in a place where more parents are strict but still care for their child.. I'm sorry for those who have to deal with their old people who are like this. Y'all are strong asf. Thanks for being alive and still surviving. I really wish y'all didn't have to go through this cuz I know it sucks, and its probably worser for y'all who've experience this since words aren't as strong as actions. Love y'all :') Keep that strength you have left and make it stronger. It's hard to find someone that understands you but you'll get out of it.. you'll find nice people who'd care about you and you won't have to deal with the same shit anymore.. that's all I can say. I sincerely wish y'all the best 💞

[@squidyyt8243]

"I don't understand this part" "No, you never did" wUt KiNd Of TeAcHeR iS tHiS?

[@FavoriteKen]

Squidy YT it’s called high school math

[@bayleedill9604]

@@@MY MATH TEACHER

[@moonuwu8502]

It like mine :):

[@jt6170]

My last year math teacher actually

[@youwouldntcaredepression667]

One like mine and im only in 6th grade

[@Emma-ot7gg]

Okay stop with the hate because all the creators of this tried to do was raise awareness and tell other people they have a purpose. If you choose not to believe you have a purpose, cool. Find another video or get a therapist. You think this isn't a good representation? Cool. Write a book on what you think is right. And her 'popping pills' is not saying 'all depressed people just take pills' obviously this girl has been through more than just that day, but if they went through her whole life leading up to the attempt, then the video would be 2 days long. Instead they go with just the day of her attempt. Also it's a high school video and the audience of this video especially should know better than to hate on it. They tried, and for your sake too so be a bit grateful.

[@tiffanyroberts777]

GREAT COMMENT! Some of these kids need help. They need to understand they are causing their own issues. Even that's apparent from a view across the internet... very sad that some are even bullying others. I mean are you kidding me right now? GROW UP!!!! VERY GOOD JOB ON THIS BY THE CREW!

[@victoriaseymour7250]

SchoolShooter yez that's what I'm feelinb

[@BowmanBro]

Deathly Hallows Tell that to my mother.

[@GTL22]

Deathly Hallows our supposed to write comments, not novels but I totally get what your saying

[@coolgirlsz2659]

Deathly Hallows I

[@ondinaskye7773]

I just wish that adults understood just how hard it is to grow up. For me , they never knew.

[@_justpeachy_004]

I used to watch A LOT of short films about sh and depression in middle school. I’m not depressed, but I struggle with numbness and anxiety. They comforted me a lot when I was younger.

[@legoworkshop2908]

Why are you home so late? *tells them why* I DONT WANT EXCUSES

[@peedrepusgnihtemos9291]

Typical.

[@theeab2411]

xdd

[@tonnytrubac87]

Her mom didnt even let her finish

[@CMT1995]

Some people are better off not being parents if they gonna fuck up their kids

[@tinyleaf810]

Well they had the realism in that part

[@jassysskye495]

not everyone that's bullied has depression, and not everyone with depression is bullied. There is just so much more to it than that

[@mariannem2594]

Jasmine Curia It has been put into words

[@hannahlucey1007]

Jasmine Curia It would be really hard though to capture all of that in one video so she chose to do this.

[@candycookie5472]

Jas's Skye Sisisisi no se que dices pero eso es mentira :v Help me please ! :v hola que hace!

[@tink7006]

Yeh, its true..., i wasn't bullied &kinda popular too but suffered from deppression........i bet no one in ma school knows about it, i never showed them actually but it had me..... I was always considered as the cool bold fearless one &sometimes the damn motivator!!!..... U may say i don't have good frnds to notice that but thats not d case, most deppressed people dont look lyk deppressed i guess... 🍂

[@blackqweenmars]

I was bullied and thinking about it makes me laugh instead of being depressed lol

[@ohshitdownbeach]

"You're not alone" hits me hard 😭😔 And this type of teacher shouldn't be teaching because I had exactly same heartless teachers and all they give me is worry,anxiety ,hatred for uni life etc

[@veganliving6255]

Great to see all the actors in this film helping to make a poweful movie. Well done to all those involved in making and producing this film.

[@anjana6097]

Omg one of the eighth graders in my school committed suicide yesterday so I'm kinda emotional already so this really hit home

[@Kaitlyne__]

anjana thats so sad

[@c4shbags892]

Bleach Fuck off kid.

[@definetlynotkelsey1723]

Bleach You're a dead meme

[@jimtowngirl18]

I am very sorry to hear about that.

[@abbyjamison7144]

Bleach stop, this kid was hurt.

[@milakline]

oh look it's my life

[@larrystylinson4856]

+mila kline im here for you too or anyone C::

[@haleymarr9168]

same

[@kimberlybennie5637]

same here to being pushed around called stupid, nothing and worthless. ... being called failure and weak... I really hate my life.. I do and all I want to do is end it... to I make art on my wrist to help it. ..

[@milakline]

+Kimberly Bennie you need to stay alive just for how leaves feel, the noise snow makes when it crunches, stars, fog, specks of gold in a fire, cold metal on skin, cigarette smoke, that shade of green christmas trees are, the sound of a raspy voice next to your ear, the feel of fire down your throat when you drink, how sand feels under bare feet, the rustle of nature in the morning, how everything goes quiet at night, the smell before the rain, the noise a bird's wings make when he flies, stay strong fam

[@anonymousguy3826]

mine too I saw my whole life in this whole video.I thought I was the only creature on this planet.

[@MMWTHUGHES]

As someone who suffers, I can honestly say that this film is a good representation of how this disorder starts, things go wrong, you get sad and then like a snowball things progressively get worse. It is different for everyone but one thing is for curtain suicide is not a joke and to blatantly tell them their just sad is adding fuel to their desire to commit, so great work also amazing for a first film

[@PiyushKumar-jm9zg]

If a person is depressed his "reasons" seems to be "Excuses" everytime. I am passing from it for 2 years, I feel no one to feel bad, everytime I compromise, everytime I sacrificed, I was a happy child now I am the most silent boy, everyone saw this difference in my personality but "no one asks", " no one cares*. Anyone more like me????❤️

[@sleepingkoalas9554]

The girl: 3 minutes late Teacher: *dO yOu knOw wHat tiMe iT iS?! Me: 2 hours late Teacher: Well atleast your earlier than yesterday

[@09pop14]

Sleeping Koalas same lol

[@Arpi10ta]

Teacher:atleast u came to school today

[@richwolf_12]

Lol same here

[@officialy_sunflower1376]

Sleeping Koalas lol

[@purpletree7690]

This is a cool joke but don’t even feel smiling 😔

[@meiying2034]

Friend:are you okay?You look upset. What I *want* to say: *No,every second I waste on crying makes me feel horrible and I need someone to help me and can you please help me?* What I say:Of course I’m fine,I’m not upset.

[@isaiahjoiner1625]

Same

[@vont.ian080]

can someone hug me please :'(

[@victoriacook1725]

Ian Mon. *gives u a huge bear hug* 🤗

[@vont.ian080]

@@victoriacook1725 thanks

[@joshgeorge1148]

Me too..

[@casualcasual5085]

From the past 10-12 years I am all alone. Really fed up with such life now.

[@unicornqueen268]

Hey everybody, if you are ever think about things like overdosing, hanging, or cutting just remember that if you have any close friends they will miss you SO much, and even if your scared to tell them even leaving tiny hints like “Have you heard about all of the the suicides recently?” Or just saying that your sad could start them on a conversation where they comfort you without them even knowing! So before you start just remember that friends can help without you having to tell them, and if you ever get more open to them you can start to leave bigger hints until either you tell him/her or she finds out on her own, I hope I helped somebody, have a good day.

[@peterzheng5156]

Friend : “You okay?” *My mind* Yeah I wanna kill myself, nobody loves me.” “Yeah I’m good”

[@GlobalcryptohelpGmailcom]

That’s literally what I think monster like so Sum times a lot of time I think of those thoughts but u know I can’t say that or Simone gonna rest me to principle and me having to be cheaply and shit but not just that it that fact that I can’t and don’t and won’t tell people so I always say I’m good or I’m fine or I’m ok it’s just cuz I’m rly tired and wanna go home which all of that I true but he I’m good and fine part

[@alanimustafa9260]

I am here for you. You are important in my life.

[@redred-tk3yf]

Many many people have suicidal thoughts

[@clerex9476]

Haha nice joke

[@lisataylor7822]

Me too, me too. I'm a monster.

[@mennowieringa4592]

Depression feels way different. You can feel horrible even if everyone is perfectly nice tot you... this is not how I feel

[@LJlnn]

Exactly

[@marie-tv7vz]

That's exactly what I thought

[@cam9863]

exactly because I my one of the top students and I have family who loves me and a nice home but I still feel depressed and have thoughts about killing myself

[@Agirlwholovescats333]

Same

[@nathonprice4193]

Menno Wieringa that's a bit fucked up

[@anamikadey09]

While taking to one of my friends about me feeling depressed and sometimes even suicidal,he tried to make me feel good by saying things like,"You know how hard is it to get a life as a human being ?" My response was, "I just wanna give my life to someone who actually needs it and would care for it." So yeah Depression sucks..🙂✨

[@janetslater129]

My high school self felt this. I came to as close as looking into a medicine cabinet to see what I could take to get rid of my mental pain I was in. All I saw was headache and cold medicine, and my mom's anti-depressant. I thought that those don't do anything in terms of my mental pain, and the anti-depressant was "happy" medication, which wasn't what I was wanting either. Then, reality kicked in of what I was considering doing, and it scared the shit out of me. I ended up in a ball of tears on our bathroom floor......finally realizing that I really needed to feel the emotions that I was feeling, and not hold them back.

[@ashleybaker2635]

Who else hated the teacher. ⬇️

[@arandomshark2667]

Hate would be a strong word

[@doesalittledance]

The teacher teaching... was it angles? Physics? I have a teacher like that.

[@siimplycyber8692]

My teacher bullied me a lot especially when it came to math.

[@Yavl]

gvns MSP she prolly bullied you cause you thought 2+2=3 or somethin like that

[@purpletree7690]

It’s just 3 minutes late

[@catluvr8557]

"i dont give people like you rides home" that broke my heart

[@yasminebelghith6741]

Rokaia & Nora ik right , she was such a bitch by saying that

[@cvontae821]

Had me Rollin 😭

[@totaledorbgaming7280]

This is nothing like depression, nothing is accurate

[@notsarah679]

I struggle with this along with other mental disorders. People need to understand: we don’t just plainly want to die. You can see in this video why. Depression is like something that pushes you down when you’re trying to get up. We can’t just simply ‘be happy’ and ‘smile’. It’s not that easy. Not everyone has a backstory of how sad this was, but it’s a s force that you just cannot beat. It pushes you down until you give up. If you’re unlucky like me, there’s a bunch of things that join to push you down, such as other mental disorders, or things going on in your personal life (like again, in this video).

[@a.k7889]

Having seen many films like this, I can see why this one was “award winning”! 👏 Love the idea of intermittently having her (somewhat metaphorically) walking slowly down the empty school corridor, whilst the other parts of the story (i.e. why she’s depressed) are told. Then once she picks up the pill bottle at home and shakes the pills into her hand, it switches to her in that school corridor where she goes to OPEN the pill container, but is stopped when that arm reaches out to her and says, “you’re not alone”. When you’re depressed, “feeling alone/like no one cares/like no one understands/like no one takes the time to listen to you” is VERY common. Hence the school corridor she’s slowly walking down being COMPLETELY empty until the very end. That person reaching out with their hand and saying, “you’re not alone” will look and sound different for everyone who may be feeling like the main character. In your CURRENT life, unfortunately there may not actually be anyone who will “reach out to you” when you’re at your worst... especially because “invisible illnesses” such as depression are so easily hidden so often remain unnoticed, even by those who really care about you (whereas if you suddenly fall unconscious or start bleeding profusely, the average normal person is MUCH MORE LIKELY to realise that you’re “really not okay”!) So what if no one notices or you don’t know anyone who you think will care? YOU have to be brave enough to “reach out YOURSELF to OTHER people/places who you know might be more likely to try to help you once they knew about your depressed or suicidal thoughts, feelings and urges. This may be a friend/family member/school teacher/a work colleague or your supervisor/a counsellor, psychologist or psychiatrist/a suicide hotline/a complete stranger e.g. you might be standing on the edge of a building or bridge and someone cares enough to try and stop you/even your local Emergency Department or calling 911 (if you are at a point where you feel it’s highly likely you won’t actually be able to stop yourself from doing anything suicidal BY YOURSELF, but you know deep down that “you don’t want to die, you just want the pain to stop” e.g. you’re sitting home alone with a loaded gun in your lap/you’ve just taken a lethal overdose and changed your mind/you’re staring at the noose you’ve just tied to try hang yourself/you’ve injured yourself badly enough to need medical attention, whether your injuries are life threatening or not. I know it’s EXTRA hard when no one “reaches out” like that woman did at the end of this short film. But know that you are strong and that there will always be a way YOU can “reach out” before it’s too late. ❤️

[@ethan_the_alien]

I was feeling suicidal and depressed, so I naturally watch sad short films when I feel this way, but did not expect the inspiration at the end.

[@ethan_the_alien]

***** Thank you.

[@arodicifuentes]

+Lynkin Park i feel depressed sometimes, but i never, never , never in my life think or thought about killing myself. Cuz i know Im here for a purpose. People have gift whether is bad or good things, but we have something in ourselves. I learned that in this world there's gotta be bad people so we can be stronger and not become like them, i know i know you re thinking its hard, but nobody said that life was going to be easy. To me Music is my passion and I made videos as you can go and see them in my KZbin channel. I decided to do good things but not for me but for everybody, cuz i know how it feels to be alone. I have seen short movies like this one, and thats not what i expected from the short movies, i mean those short movies they're good but something is missing. So I decided to make one, this is gonna be my first time making a short movie, I made the script already but its not easy to make movies cuz i barely know about filming. The point is you have to do something in your life and for everybody. I will make short movies and composes it, too. There is a saying: "The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why" Let's Find out why we are here. Don't pay attention what people say anything bad about you, just ignore them. Don't wish for anything that you wanna do this and that or whatever in life because i'ts not gonna help u. MAKE IT HAPPEN!! Because we have unlimited things to do in life.

[@lunagarcia4109]

+Arodi Cifuentes I feel the same way but someone in my class says that I am not here to live I am here to die and I can't help feeling that they are right

[@arodicifuentes]

+Abbi Garcia Dont listen to them, they dont know about your life, they dont know what you are capable of. Show them what you got no matter how hard it is. We all are here to live and die no matter how but we are alive for a reason, nobody is here for a coincidence. The more you pay attention to them the more will be difficult to get rid of them. Just do what I do when i feel bad in situations , I always keep in my mind these words and say ," we have a special purpose in life"

[@lunagarcia4109]

+Arodi Cifuentes thank you so much those words ment a lot to me

[@Linda-mi7oi]

anybody: don't be sad me: wow great idea, I am not depressed anymore

[@uhu.4889]

What can i say then?

[@suckonmytoestheyarecold9586]

Why does everyone say that lmao

[@celestyu6727]

Ya, "totally" not depressed...

[@cranberry420]

The worst thing is that I'm not alone, but I'm still very much depressed. It has spiraled out of control. I have all the help one could want, but I still feel like this.

[@christarlex3236]

It makes me cry to watch a video describing my whole life in 5 minutes

[@liarose1138]

My mother hit me for having borderline and left me My boyfriend broke up with me on New Year’s Eve I don’t have friends I‘m in therapy for at least 2 years now It doesn’t help Nothing helps Nothing matters I don’t matter Why am I even here People say you’re not alone But you are Edit (After 1 year): I‘m feeling much better now. I reconnected with my family and friends, I have my own place now and I met someone who’s really nice to me and treats me with patience and respect. I am still healing but I’m on a good path. I hope this is a sign for anyone who needs it that it CAN get better even tho I was so sure it couldn’t. One day at a time Be nice and loving to yourself Don’t depend on others for your happiness You’re your own source of joy Treat yourself like you’d treat someone you deeply love and respect You deserve that ❤️

[@lilhex1557]

Lia Rose bro i feel you let’s talk :(

[@nishkapai2955]

I just want to give you a hug but I'll give you a like

[@ishank7239]

Try this ----> :)

[@fuckedupmind969]

Oh god 🥺😔

[@rajveerrandhawa6713]

Borderline can be so hard just wait it takes longer time than any other illness but dbt makes it better and it can be treated in 8-10 years Ik its long but just hold on more power to you

[@lakendoodles3300]

Like is you have one of these Anxiety Depression Trust issues ADHD Addicted to (drugs/alcohol exc) Bipolar disorder

[@elenacardenas9528]

Well i have Anxiety a kinda of Depression maybe? Who knows?

[@theabyssalguardian4521]

I have 4 or those I am not bipolar and never have done drugs

[@clover8893]

I won’t self diagnose

[@loetvis3394]

Depression and adhd

[@elielnick8192]

ADHD

[@Penzae]

If you smile hard enough and often enough no-one can tell. As long as you can make you lies believable then they’re oblivious. As long as you cry alone then they see your sweet facade.

[@khadijahassan7130]

You could be smiling but no-one knows what you're going through, people are going through different kinds of problems/difficulties so be kind to everyone. I hope everyone gets the strength to overcome whatever is bothering them ❤❤❤

[@user-eo4co2og9u]

3 minutes late... *WOW IT'S A CRIME*

[@mattieplayzfan894]

Iron Snut 72.0 yeah such a crime

[@yungxangirl]

ikr

[@meIatonin]

Yeah I come 30 minutes or even an hour late

[@Cupcake_Royale]

Dude, some teachers think that even being a second late is a crime. 😂🙄😬😭🤦

[@CoolZach33]

To be fair she must’ve ran fast as shit. 5 miles in 33 minutes. That’s almost a constant 10 mph pace

[@addieharvey8026]

I'd be like "WHO TOLD YOU I DIDNT LIKE PIZZA?!?!?!" And take a huge bite out of the pizza

[@maggiemao6072]

Addison Stone Lmao that's so me

[@LeviAJ-uj5jp]

Addison Stone same😂😂

[@kahlanpowers9552]

Addison Stone MEEEEE AHAHAHAHAHAA

[@hopesauce3324]

I want a juice box. 🐢

[@wolfmoon9977]

...I don't like pizza

[@Eli_Roblox4life]

This hit hard. I spend my breaks in guidance and the school psychologist always asks if I'm gonna eat, i never do, the classes, people, organizing rides, thoughts, self harm, etc.

[@Ty-gl7vi]

"I'm fine thank you" --> "I'm finished thank you"

[@jeffreybonaventure6981]

I feel alone all the time even in a room full of people but sometimes there's a certain since of strength in the lonlyness.

[@jennysanimations4181]

Friend: u okay? "No I'm alone and I hate myself and every second I'm living I want you to ask me again hug me." "Yea I'm fine"

[@caseyocean2390]

Do you need someone to talk to?

[@jennysanimations4181]

@@caseyocean2390 yeah

[@caseyocean2390]

My email is [e-mail] if you ever need me.

[@teenagemovieguy7816]

I don’t know u, and I would love to genuinely care about u but I can not. I care about how u feel though and I can relate, ik how it is, is there is anyone, any friend u can talk to? Anyone u still trust, cause just to pour ur heart out to them is a good feeling. And I guess that feeling will always be ther

[@SophiaChaisson]

Weeeeee

[@spamacc8534]

I feel so alone and so sad. I cant even play videogames anymore. I am the most socially active I've been in years, i spend almost every day with friends, making memories, having fun. Despite all that, I still feel so alone and sad inside. Sometimes when I'm around people, i want nothing more than to be alone, but when I'm alone, i want nothing more than someone who genuinely cares to talk to, to be there for me, to comfort me when I feel like giving up. I dont have that. Sure I talk to a friend about it, but I can always tell that they'd rather be talking about something else. Chances are I'll never find someone like that, because usually I'll talk about it, and get so into talking about it so often, that ill push my friends away. My friends tell me that I'm one of the nicest friends they've ever had; all I do is try to be the friend that I wish I had. It makes me feel a little better knowing that I might be able to make someone happy, even for a little bit. At the end of the day though, I just feel so lonely, scared, guilty, and sad. I just wish I could be normal.

[@tems9281]

Just because you cramp as MANY sad things as you possibly can doesn’t mean it represents depression… it’s more complicated

[@lolvera007]

YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HOME 10 MINUTES AGO

[@vov5776]

U WERE SUPPOSE TO BE AT CLASS 3 MINUTES AGO

[@marcella327]

Ohmygodmomimsodamnsorrythatyoumademefuckingwalkfivemilesbackhome!!

[@foodislife6425]

I have been 2 hours late at home and my mom asked where have you been in a nice way I said that I had 2 hours of my new subject I'm happy that I have a nice mom but not a nice life :(

[@Adamazen]

@@foodislife6425 poeple can't get all the things at the same time

[@foodislife6425]

@@Adamazen yea true that was what I was trying to say but didn't know how to explain it

[@lexijohnson2647]

Anyone else constantly wishing someone would ask them if they are okay But when they do you just reply with “yea” and a fake smile

[@sunflowercity2492]

Yup

[@androidbutterscotchkitty]

Lexi Johnson Yeah

[@walk1ingtothev0id]

yep

[@stormyystarz5295]

It's the truth

[@imaadi....]

You know it's bad when you start watching these videos again😞

[@NotaPlagueDoctor300]

"I wish i could sleep endlessly so that i wont wake up in this hell world".

[@sunflxwer._seeds8387]

Are you ok? -Mind... No I'm not... I'm lonely, and hurt, no one cares no one needs me... *I'm fine*

[@sunflxwer._seeds8387]

@XxDønut CøffeexX im not actually depressed

[@hirajabeenmohammad7270]

Yes I’m alone Alone with ur memories Alone with my thoughts Alone with my tears Alone crying Alone satisfying myself Alone:)

[@celestyu6727]

Ik how u feel

[@Zia._20210]

Like what 😫

[@boredperson1185]

I am so sorry :( I hope that everything has changed so far ...

[@_hyimang.x]

Why can’t we fix the world for a better place

[@mahaksharma5189]

Ik how it feel

[@memorysstories1561]

For everyone who wants to know: The music is called 'Touch' and is from Mattia Cupelli And the song in the end is called 'as the years go by'

[@AnthonyLiccione]

"I often wonder, if those that smile the most, are the most saddest people in the world."

[@green5028]

I'm depressed and bullied, and I have one friend online and that's it. I am nice to everyone, even my bullies and they still hate me. My step brother committed suicide a while ago and he wrote me a letter saying: "You did nothing to deserve this world. I am sorry I have to do this to you. I am going to miss you, and I want you to know that no matter how awful this world is, carry on. Help others and show kindness when they show you hatred. I hope you live a long and happy life. I am sorry I couldn't fix my problems in another way. I'll see you someday" Those are the words I live off of. They are what make me get up in the morning. I think these words could help others.

[@onorinawairire7566]

Half-Living Trash ❤❤❤sending light and love to you

[@nocturnal_avenue]

This should have more likes honestly, I'll remember your comment, it inspired me :)

[@prabhsangha1639]

The cat's the only good character in this.

[@ButterHeroBread]

Prabh Sangha. The cat needs more screen time.

[@haleybrooke8246]

Glad someone said it! Horrible..

[@shaniamaybautista4238]

my cats are the only reason why im still alive here in this miserable planet |x|

[@lucythewerewolf]

:) Yeah, people dont care, but your pets care, since you give them food, that's why they care about you and make you feel ok cause they want you to think of what will happen if u die, cause if u die they will die, but fortunately I dont have pets. But i already gave up ON EVERYTHING except art and comic books. I like imagining that's what keeps me alive and um i kinda half gave up on life since everyone in my school suck cause they're as mean as monsters, i mean monsters are kinda better than them, but i have a best friend she....SHE NEVER HANGS OUT WITH ME SO NOW WHEN SHE TELLS ME TO HANG OUT I DONT FEEL LIKE IT CAUSE I GOT HOMESICK all I ever do is go to school at 7:30 AM and go home at 4 PM and PLAY ROBLOX WITH MY Online Friends AT LEAST THEY MAKE ME FEEL WELCOME, they treat me nicely, idk if they are nice irl but online I'm not who I am irl cause irl I'm the person who's always quiet and when I feel like saying something funny and punny I keep it to myself cause im scared people will laugh AT me and NOT WITH me so i just dont talk to anyone except my bestfriend...idk if i am a best friend to her...but online i can say anything, they'll understand or not...and then they can unfriend me...but i'm used to it, when i was younger i was always happy and i had almost all the school as my friends but then i slowly became lonely even when im with my bestfriend i feel lonely because of her friend cause her friend always tells me shut up when i try saying something...one time i couldnt handle it cause i was already angry the whole day because of something i accidently lost it and punched her...BUT before that she was really nice but started to be so rude and mean and i tried to get back to how we were cause we were nice to each other but she kept on being more mean so then i became mean to her cause she became mean to me for no reason cause i was always kind to her but when i punched her...SHE SAID "Get away from me, you're disgusting, I don't want to get dirty" and i told her that the only dirty person is her and my bff is trying to make us get along or she will leave both of us, so i was frustrated and i told her to leave me and that it's ok cause i can live without her and actually I CAN. I DONT NEED ANYONE I CAN STAY WITH MY ONLINE BFFS FOREVER. Oh btw there's a boy i met online he's like a brother to me cause we met in a toilet in roblox, we fight sometimes but we always come back to each other just like siblings XD

[@lucythewerewolf]

OH GOD I DIDNT NOTICE HOW MUCH I WROTE

[@dawncute865]

I've tried so much... It just doesn't go away. And what's worse? My school and parents caused it and blamed it on me

[@samanthaa557]

i love you

[@rehanakhtar4712]

i feel i am alone. my brother is not with me my friend is not with me my parents are not with me i am alone.nobody understand me. every night i cry but not show anyone that i am crying.i am just be happy in front of people but from inside i feel alone.

[@randomgurl812]

“You’re not alone.” Me: Like that’s gonna help and cure people 😒

[@xnovax4189]

Exactly. Same shit over and over again.

[@mb9893]

It makes me feel worse

[@randomgurl812]

I want money Rip

[@randomgurl812]

I want money Then surround yourself with money 💰

[@randomgurl812]

John Laurens, The OBSESSED HAMILTON FAN! And if it cures someone irl, then that person is definitely faking it and it pisses me off

[@cat9424]

Well.... there's a tear on my homework now.... edit: make that two

[@saltedfox6494]

Same except it's on my drawing

[@chloereid4495]

Hey, if you are reading this, I love you, so now you can't say no one loves you, because I love you. You are here for a reason and I don't want you to go away. Your beautiful and I love you

[@jaseperkins008]

I remember the phone call I had with my grandmother when my grandad died. Me and my mom were just sitting in the living room when we got a call. It was my grandmom. She had called us and, her husband was bleeding out. He shot himself in the head. He was a korean war veteran and was 92. Me and my mom were freaking out and I got 2 words that changed my life. "He's Gone". The fact that she could have called 911, or her children, but decided to call her grandchild, which shows how close he was to my mom. I learned an important life lesson that day. Never take life for granted. You never know when you are gonna get a phone call like that that changes your life forever. And if you are thinking of suicide. Don't. Please. It is gonna put your family in a state of depression like we were. If you need help or someone to talk to, reply to me and I can have a talk with you. But please, remember your enough

[@alricaneshama]

I get the intent and what they were trying for. However, depression is a great deal darker than this.

[@shariqsheikh1249]

Hmm

[@StrwberryFatou]

True

[@desireandfire]

Yeah people can be depressed without everyone around them being terrible or them having whats considered a "great life" to them, reason why lots of rich people can still be miserable

[@StrwberryFatou]

@@desireandfire right

[@jillgallimore6516]

There are different types of depression, some are milder than others, but everyone deserves help.

[@dogodivaamorfati7190]

I found my mother deceased on Thanksgiving Day 2015. After just seeing her an hour before. She went to her room why my sister and I cooked my son was 7yrs old. He came in and said I can't get grandma to wake up. We went in and my mom was blue. She had overdosed on prescription pills. Thanksgiving will never be the same again and my son has been traumatized and so have I. Now I have severe depression. I lost my father Feb. 2016 to cancer he died in my arms. All I have is God, my kids and sister. Please get help if you have depression and let your loved ones who suffer from depression and or addiction know how much you love them and need them in your life.

[@tammythomas6019]

Denise McDuffie I'M SO SORRY 😭💔 RIP 🌹

[@dogodivaamorfati7190]

Rejected Potatoe thank you. Hugs

[@misscinrose]

I'm so sorry. God bless you and your family. 🎈

[@gabriellelukusa7618]

Denise McDuffie PLEASE don't give up sister,!!!!have CORUAGE!!!!!!!

[@larrissasencion2270]

Denise McDuffie my mom tried to commit suicide on christmas eve 2010 after pulling myself my newborn baby and lil sister to the side and telling us she loved us. Luckily ambulance got there just in time to save her. That day will forever haunt me.

[@jamifigueroa7774]

I say: in fine What it means: betrayed, lost, alone, abandoned, Sad, Unloved, Worthless, Failure, Depressed, Unhappy, Trapped, Used, Broken, Hated This is how I feel every day and it's very easy to hide it with an 'I'm fine'

[@netheration]

My school isn't pressuring us and I'm glad. What pressures me is my parents and mostly my friends who don't care about me. Honestly idk why I even rely on them still, they don't deserve it anymore. They just don't understand my stuttering, insecurity, mental disorders, and anxiety- it hurts like five rocks falling on you, or probably worse