I’ve been dying inside, and I don’t think I can make it to the next year . I have no one, my own mother didn’t want to see me on my birthday and got mad at me for getting mad that she forgot my birthday. My life has been a downward spiraling of pain and I don’t want to take it anymore.
@sapien95679 ай бұрын
Sometimes people forget, it is human nature and part of aging. Go talk to your mother.
@mylordinfanti14908 ай бұрын
@@sapien9567It’s not just that g, mother kicked me to the curb. I was homeless at 19 because of my mother. This was just the cherry on top
@samvideosonyoutube8 ай бұрын
@@mylordinfanti1490how is life now
@mylordinfanti14908 ай бұрын
@@samvideosonyoutube tbh even worse.
@samvideosonyoutube8 ай бұрын
@@mylordinfanti1490 really what aspects
@User556-y3r6 ай бұрын
Been like this since 2014 man never been able to explain it
@thomasburnside13814 ай бұрын
I dedicated myself to improving every aspect of my life with the goal of presenting myself as polished and perfect once I became a business owner. At the time, I wasn't too upset about it because it felt like fun. Eventually, I poured everything into it-my energy, thoughts, emotions, hopes, and dreams. I sacrificed almost everything: relationships, my home, finances. I never felt outright miserable, but I felt hollow. Death seemed indifferent to me because everything felt meaningless, especially after my first taste of "success." By that point, I was alone, without a home, living in a tent and eating poorly. I lost so much, but the hardest loss was a part of myself. The innocence and purity of my soul were eroded, and it was my own doing. I chose to endure the pain willingly, believing that this was the price successful people paid. Maybe that's the only sacrifice the universe accepts in exchange for "success."
@alankeenan14542 ай бұрын
❤
@Undertheradarrnow8 ай бұрын
I’m drowning again…
@rok0sbasili5k5 ай бұрын
Nobody gives a f*CK about our feelings not even the people that we thought that loves us, just move forward and live on.
@PIPPY-tj4fp8 ай бұрын
So tired of being lonely
@nyiawilliams88948 ай бұрын
Not gonna be alone forever ur not ur not alone right now God is in you
@RainStreet2814 күн бұрын
Same man
@MattyOD8 ай бұрын
I'd be the first to hug these poor souls despairing... I wish i could help and be in their lives man
@Cleeped2 ай бұрын
I am always jealous of people who have friends and close people around them, People will only keep me around to use me
@thesmikeyike8 ай бұрын
I feel so fake. I've battled with depression for years and have been on medication for it for about a year... It takes the sadness away but doesn't take away the inner thoughts. And I'm left feeling like all I'm accomplishing is making the mask of happiness easier to put on but, I can't shake this feeling that all I'm ever doing is putting on a mask for everyone else's sake. And grant it it's nice that it's easier to mask up for everyone but man.... I'd give anything to feel like it wasn't just a mask. To just feel happy. Idk what that even is anymore... And what really hurts the most is feeling like I've fought depression so long that even if I manage to reach happiness I'll never be able to recognize it because of the past scars and trauma. Leaving me with this feeling that regardless of how I feel, what treatment I seek, or Pharmacy help I receive that I'll never be able to be happy with my life or who I perceive myself to be.
@JohnnyMaverik8 ай бұрын
Every day there is a 99.99% chance that I'll agree to go to sleep and wake up again tomorrow.
@Mariano379-y2y4 ай бұрын
If I disappeared no one would care
@hunterhogan4454 ай бұрын
Not true man, I don't know you but I care. Whoever you are, we care, we want to get to know you. Don't give up man, you are loved ❤️
@Kyle-cv3de3 ай бұрын
Day by day brother. Talk to your neighbors, a stranger. It does help.
@kangaroosoup.Ай бұрын
*I'd care.*
@cynical_109 ай бұрын
❤
@garlicbread712915 күн бұрын
6:00 I’m crying at work man . Things not going so well man
@Femto_693 ай бұрын
I’m going to die alone aren’t I…
@skitz-ohАй бұрын
Youre not the only one my friend! How old are you if you dont mind my asking?
@Femto_69Ай бұрын
@ I’m 16 why?
@skitz-ohАй бұрын
@Femto_69 haha, you have plenty of time to find someone buddy, dont worry too much about it yet.. try focus on getting good grades to get a good job and earn alot of money i wish i did when i was your age!
@bigpimpen674Ай бұрын
If you keep being miserable yes. No one wants to be around depression, that's why depressed people want to kill themselves. Be happy with what you have and you be a becone of light for the people that are the same as you and you will attract the positive, the life GoD os setting up for you. Your most likely heading the wrong things and get mad when it doesn't work out. Listen to your mind, your heart will misguide you.
@wesgarcia99314 ай бұрын
Everywhere I look, I see couples that are married with kids, and I can't get a text message back
@wajdikl24858 ай бұрын
imma fight back this time and so should y'all
@christianbassi23758 ай бұрын
You're not alone brother. Keep fighting until you can't, and then go a little further.
@14Zee888 ай бұрын
I’m trying bro but ts got hands fr
@bigpimpen674Ай бұрын
Alot of weak men begging for attention. Work on yourself be the best YOU that you can be, be happy with yourself. No one wants to be around negativity, not even yourself. Thats why alot of guys want to give up on life ..not want to live anymore and thats because you suck. Stop sucking. Be a man, be happy at the simple things in life rhat not alot of people around the world or on the streets get to have. Happyness is contagious. Be truly happy with yourself and youll see the life God made for you. He's trying to push you to a life for you not the one you think you should have.
@kirillkamyshev85973 ай бұрын
Does anyone know the song 6:36?
@TheBHeetАй бұрын
4:05 - 5:35 - does anyone know this song? It helps me in my struggles
@cyndertnt63824 ай бұрын
Jordan Peterson is great.
@collinstracener73705 ай бұрын
My friend is a cat when he leaves me when he's gone i have nothing no more nothing... I want friends
@thestruggler7765 ай бұрын
damn that part about jesus coming but was insufferable