Alone │ Spoken Word Poetry

[@changminkang1980]

They ask. "How are you doing?" But what they mean is "Are you over it yet?" My lips say, "Fine, thanks", but my eyes tell a different story, my heart sings a different tune, and my soul just weeps.

[@ralv-]

선화 that is so sad but life is not the same happiness there’s pain, and sadness

[@alexkoopman9203]

this hits me so hard

[@hannahh8119]

How are you really? I wish you a good day today!

[@priyaljain8360]

We know pain we know happiness please choose what makes u happy our opinion shouldn't change because of other but I know u have choice smile and say I am on correct path

[@am_peace]

I can relate

[@aimeemundy2501]

They say, ‘Do what makes you happy.’ But, *what if you’re not happy?’*

[@pratisthaghimire5127]

What when you've forgotten what it is to be happy what when things that made you happy once do not make you happy any longer

[@misssimmly]

I did that once recently, lost all my friends.. now I’m alone

[@oolala1193]

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[@nurulhusna6971]

IF ONLY I COULD LIKE THIS FOR 1 MILLION TIMES

[@MelsThoughts]

Aww thank you!

[@elizaash358]

Yes it's a masterpiece 🤗😇

[@nevaehs2582]

I feel that way too, My friends think In always this Fun, nice girl but inside I feel like crying and Screaming 😭

[@MelsThoughts]

It's a real struggle >.< It's easy to make others think we're okay, when really we aren't

[@magnusgabriel6710]

And I'm the "fun nice boy" 😖not true but they don't get it how am I real that I'm in pain because they don't like me they just love me 😔

[@lemons-and-anarchy]

Me to but I have 1 friend

[@Spharrowbrohihi]

Lilah Foote I’d rather have one true friend than 10 fake ones

[@RoseAnnaStarz888]

Same here

[@leanneprentiss8248]

“How can I describe the feeling of believing that I have no one by my side in but in fact I do?”

[@Taort647]

Leanne Nunnemaker the difference between me and u is because I actually have none

[@alutemidayo7030]

@@Taort647 oops Yes, ALL good things come from God. God makes this plain and clear in James 1:17 - “Every good thing given and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shifting shadow... So don’t panic if you’re lonely cause the right person is making his way down to you very soon hun

[@sajjadhshihab4343]

Very sad mrs / miss beautiful 🙃

[@samthebutcherrodriguez763]

Leanne, the name of the woman who broke what was left of my heart… Once you find your worth believe me you’ll never be alone. Happiness comes from within and then comes back 20X back at you 😌😉

[@nickysairem8846]

I'M numb too I can't fight it anymore I'M so tired

[@MelsThoughts]

Nicky Sairem I completely understand. It does drain you after so many ups and downs, but hang in there! :)

[@TE-em5kj]

Me too...

[@jaguarraider7761]

Hang in there till they get tired of you.

[@trymehoe2535]

Me too :’(

[@mikelowe7576]

Nickey sairem know this you are not alone and i know very well what its like to want it all to end. I know so very well what its like. Believe me when i say your not alone and you are so much stronger than you know. I do hope your still here. You have a value in this world we all do. I believe that though i am not sure of mine. But i know my reason. I just wish one day to have that which i cannot. But you have time you all do actually. Time to find not only your reason but your someone. I ask you to hold on because i know what its like to lose someone way to early. Try to find a reason to smile each day if only a small one. Its there if you look hard enough. Take care and know none of you are alone.

[@robertoramirez-franco1445]

“I’ve been singing this song, this song of my life The song I’ve had to put on pause, re-write the lyrics to, change the tempo of- And it feels like I sing to entertain and soothe the hearts of those around me Of those who love me Just to put their minds at ease and make them THINK that I am okay. I am on this stage, trying my hardest to remain here until it is time to complete my performance But lately I’ve desperately wanted to end the show “ I cannot tell you how much these words meant to me because it made me feel that I am not alone in having similar feelings.

[@karieninas]

You'll be okay. The only constant is change.

[@Denadapro]

Ppl around me think that I’m this funny girl with a smile on my face every day but deep inside me I’m so empty and dying little by little 😢💔

[@CheerupCherrygirl]

Same🥺😩😥😭😭❤

[@michellecrowder6374]

i understand this, that is me, it is me. i understand that feeling.

[@neiliatoxic6813]

same bro

[@SaraRoxy-z3c]

🙃🙂

[@NoTalentGuy]

Stay strong and brave. Please never give up. You are beautiful just the way you are

[@Preciousdocumentaries]

This poem speaks to me. Sending love and light to anyone who ever feels alone

[@AliExE-xm7sd]

I thought I was the only one who felt like this....holy crap....

[@MelsThoughts]

It's easy to feel that way when you feel alone

[@lizgruenloh8467]

I’ve always thought that too. But now I know... I’m not

[@ondadeadlocs3711]

I'll be your friend...

[@darthmew0215]

I also thought I was alone in this feeling

[@versexscape7540]

Right! It's good to know I'm not alone in being alone

[@theinvincible3415]

Wow.....there is really a deep pain in your voice....loved ur all videos

[@MelsThoughts]

Kunal Bharti Thank you very much! I'm glad you like them!

[@tsakanir363]

"it feels like my energy doesnt want to recharge. so im stuck feeling numb and distant"

[@tashkulkarni111]

Never ever I found something that can express how I can feel. This one just did that. Love this.

[@Ty-yy8cg]

This whole poem represents me I feel alone yet I'm not I might be a poet but this insprires me to write yet I still feel alone

[@mae_171]

Thank you so much for writing this! I thought I was the only one that felt this way. At first I honestly thought I was becoming a psychopath because I’m so numb, then I realized all the reasons. I’ve been numb for a year now, I’m not a psychopath, and I’m scared I can’t fix it. My parents don’t really understand my fear of being in a room by myself, but it’s like a crushing sense of loneliness that just won’t go away, like I’m stuck.

[@MelsThoughts]

Thank you for listening! :) It's easy to feel alone and feel like you're crazy when you feel depressed or numb. Just remember you're not crazy and there are people that will understand

[@mahikasingh4682]

Well, you see deep down we all know that the sadness will pass, that life won't always be in this mess... But most times, the pain, the loneliness, the ache, it almost kills you before it passes... And when you are in that phase, and you hear and read these writings by other people, for me it's kinda soothing... It reminds me that i'm not alone and strangers around the world are in it with me; together, that someone somewhere understands... So, ya whatever my problems are, your writings won't solve them... But thank you for writing them because it sure makes things a little easier to bear :)

[@idacraw]

i can relate to this in so many ways

[@smokeyfromda519]

As alone as we feel, we never are as alone as we think we are, and I know it's hard to let ppl in when we've all gone through so much negativity. Thank you for sharing your vulnerability with us, it's quite beautiful ❤️🌹💎💯

[@waterflow9545]

My friend asked me and the group a question. "What's your biggest secret?" Friend 1: I joined band to be with my friends Friend 2: I lied to my cousin I took her slime Leader: well I took 20 bucks from my parents. Me:... I don't have a secret. My mind: I'm sure the scars on my arms or the fake smile and the real tears aren't enough to listen.

[@RoseAnnaStarz888]

This is so sad I hope you are well now in life but if you aren't stay strong

[@lisannebehrens7915]

The scars on my arm are the sign of my biggest mistake I trusted my best friend and told her about my scars and now she broke the friendship and I'm scared she is gonna tell someone

[@legacyobsessed5908]

@@lisannebehrens7915 unfortunately people so casually betray those secrets and somehow seemingly dont get it because it's not them being betrayed buuuut if it was them being fucked over Screaming bloody murder

[@musketsrule5541]

Literally just explained the way I’ve felt for so long in a better way than I ever could, thank you for this

[@deboramalaki6090]

"So I wallow In the sorrow With little help about tomorrow" 😒 really hit

[@MrBnm59]

This has been surprising the song of many, yet melting into thin air or unspoken, Human tears, inspiring life incredibly mystic. Regards for the golden pen soft flowing voice.

[@Paul-kr3nr]

This really hit deep

[@MelsThoughts]

[@loganduncan6886]

I've been feeling this way for so long that everything has become numb Being able to feel something again after hearing this is a blessing even if it is just sorrow

[@dasanimmmoansuhhhggag1094]

i laugh at school smile at home cry in my room i try my hardest to entertain my friends i laugh for them i smile for them i don’t show sad emotions but deep down i’m hurting i’m hurt badly but i can’t let it show to anyone if i tell someone i’m depressed they’ll ask me how i’m always smiling there’s nothing to be sad about but do you know what i’ve gone through? i feel like when i walk those halls there’s people judging me but i try my best to not cry when i smile i don’t like smiling it doesn’t fit me

[@karilein100]

Yes i understand you. Trying to look happy everytime. Trying to make everyone happy and help them. Help people is the Sensei of my life.

[@dannysiragusa2000]

I just came across this. I've felt the same way for 10 years. God bless you ❤

[@Aggressive_carebear]

Is it just me but the fact that's theres no background music like most videos like this adds so much meaning to what it's like to be lonely

[@angelabrown8423]

Hi Mel, I'm happy to help.Your not alone, ever.And now you got a friend on your list.Enjoy the rest of your day.

[@therayven3147]

I relate to this... I often think that I can be in a room full of friends but still be alone... But as the years go by, I realized that I'm *NOT* alone, as I have the Lord Jesus Christ at my side... And as long as he is with me, I'm *NEVER* alone...

[@malabriella]

Oh! How i feel the life in every word you speak...

[@CarlosLopez1997]

This hit me in the deepest part of my heart and made me shed tears because of how much I can relate to this

[@queanh8241]

Dont worry, everything gonna be okay in the end.

[@atJoto]

This really dip ...dip in my heart.....Alone 💕....

[@ismaelvasquez2598]

This is me.. It's choices i regret when i disconnect from people that care.

[@rownee6886]

I talked to myself to avoid being alone and it worked I became my own friend, I don't know if it's a mental illness but I start having a normal conversation with myself like "hey how are you?" then I'm like "I'm fine how about you?" yeah it sucks, but yeah, you gotta do what you gotta do man.

[@Khartoum29]

I'm crying,its so hard to keep a strait face as i listen to this i relate too well.

[@MelsThoughts]

Aww I'm sorry to hear that :( It'll be okay!

[@adamlane7986]

Amazing.. just amazing.. its 5:26am where i am, and im crying to this poem, its like listening to my thoughts through a different voice.. simply amazing..

[@etlearn7599]

You're an amazing writer u said it all what I'm feeling I could never express my self like these ur blessed and gifted

[@MelsThoughts]

Thanks for listening :)

[@4evermelody967]

I got here feeling really alone. I can definitely relate.

[@MelsThoughts]

I'm sorry to hear that. Just know you're not alone and you're stronger than you think

[@kawaiicas9106]

Whenever I look at the mirror I see a monster that is ugly and will never change 💔🖤

[@naimchowdhury8128]

This made me cry! 😥 I'm feeling exactly the same way. Alone Alone Alone.

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.

[@naimchowdhury8128]

@@supravietuitoriblog547 That's so kind of you. I really appreciate it. ❤️

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

@@naimchowdhury8128 Always!

[@Bransthoughts]

Just found this and can't stop listening,it speaks to me on a different level,luv your work

[@DelightedSoul130]

I have found a part of me that breaths only in the moments when I am with you.

[@truckkun5540]

Everyday is a struggle to convince yourself that you're normal. Pretending not to care what others think about you...but in the matter in fact you do. You tried to fit in society,living your life to the fullest and yet you're still alone. You take medication...but all they do is make you feel low..and the pain doesn't go away. The feeling that there's no one that we can trust or love...cause in the end they would turned their back and walk away. You wanted to scream,and tell them what you feel even you know that they wouldn't understand.

[@MelsThoughts]

That's exactly how it is and what it feels like

[@analiyahgonzales1783]

👏🏼 Felt each word of your poem! The type of loneliness I feel, putting my feelings into words don’t come quite easy. On the outside I show to be joyful and delighted. Even though inside my thoughts are opposite. Of course nobody notices. Alone but not lonely 😏 Anyways Thanks for sharing!!

[@sais_7199]

This made me cry because it's exactly what I'm dealing with, being alone.

[@MelsThoughts]

[@vanshikasingh4612]

Its too deep and emotional 🥺🙂 touched my heart 💓

[@rayboy6119]

Gods always there

[@welcomeWarlockWinter]

I love her ... She had me at the write the lyrics ... Love her

[@jasminejas7794]

Have you ever tested or tried that felling when you are at school and suddenly you look around you then you see them laughing playing and chatting with each others and then you want to cry because you are so lonely with no friends.. Ahh..that's so painful 💔

[@ireneee7569]

Every fucking day of my fucking life and I’m so tired. Sometimes I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. My “friends” don’t even know that I’m always in pain because I put a fake smile to try to survive, but I’m so tired. My classmates loves me, they’re my friend, but I still can’t feel a connection with them. They’re also always hanging out without me, and this hurts too. I just want everything to stop. I look at them and I don’t feel anything, I don’t feel anything at all. Sorry for my bad English but I’m a sixteen years old girl from Italy 😅

[@straight2thesky]

This one spoke the lyrics to my heart. Thank you

[@MelsThoughts]

[@videounliker4101]

Hi Mel, I just want you to know that I love your poem, because I relate to it and everything in it is so true.

[@MelsThoughts]

Thank you so much!! I'm glad you enjoy them :)

[@Tacia437]

this poem hit me deep inside all the words that you said i couldn't have said them better u say it like you are talking to me

[@MelsThoughts]

[@someoneinthecrowd3162]

I've had enough. I thought I was not fighting alone but I now understand that I was completely wrong. I thought someone understood me. I was wrong. She didn't even know me. I shared my everything with her but she didn't even know me. I was told, "Don't use your depression over me." And that's enough. I should have never started talking. I should have never open my heart and mind. I should have never thought I could fight near someone and get over it. I was wrong. It's better to fight alone than get hurt in such a way. It's over. I'll never ever tell my dark feelings and thoughts to anyone. Because they don't understand even when I think they do. I'm tired of that.

[@jared3370]

I cried to this. Thank you for this

[@khushikatiyar1990]

Mee too

[@maryfedor7981]

You have to bring yourself out of all that makes you sad I do cause I have to. And there are days I feel so alone even when there people around. Cheer up stay happy there are people who love you so much if you only knew 💗 hope you do my friend.

[@Blueschy]

This is exactly how I feel...

[@marciakirkbride4210]

Always in strength...🙏✝️🌹♥️

[@jessfialde9983]

365k are the people who watched this video...Imagine how many people are suffering from depression but no one is believing them and telling that "your just over reacting"...I wish I can remove this PAIN😢😔

[@VoidNuzzle]

This is the constant reconstruction of my innerself.

[@samthebutcherrodriguez763]

As long as you’re happy with the person you’re with alone, you’ll have a friend forever

[@kevizokhorino1276]

I'm speechless with what you said about, but still there is a hope for everyone

[@esthete44]

You speak my heart Thankyou for making me feel relief making me feel like home

[@asmamukaddam8501]

Some people just don't get to know our feelings. They just feel like we keep doing the mistake, we r the wrong people. Some people try to be our friend in the front but in the back they r like a knife being stabbed in our back. IT SERIOUSLY HURTS LIKE HELLL 😢😢😢. Sometimes I feel like going far away from people going somewhere, when I can be alone

[@Kush._187]

Your thoughts/ poetry are just wow I mean they are freaking amazing you know what I write some of them in my diary they are just......I don't have words ❤️

[@ASMinor]

I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZbin channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

[@Haniee_is_all_yours]

This is the poet i will never forget

[@subhashbold]

Spot on.

[@aniquagallimore4418]

I felt every word☹️

[@MelsThoughts]

[@kailieankney2682]

Me too

[@usaintltrade]

WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU KNOW YOU WILL NEVER FORGET AND NEVER HAVE.......

[@michaelramos3616]

My lyfe in words. Ty

[@skilled1015]

This made me cry so much

[@MelsThoughts]

It's okay to cry. Just keep holding on and hoping for the best

[@francgoodman]

Wonderful, your words touched my heart..

[@MelsThoughts]

I'm very happy to hear that!

[@francgoodman]

Mel's Thoughts I write poems too plz poeple subscribe to my channel support me.plz

[@Mars-tb2jr]

At first you watch these video feeling bad for the people who relate and feel these things just to come back to the realization that you relate and feel them to.

[@MelsThoughts]

I agree

[@yourhealingspace8840]

This touches me in so many different levels.

[@susankirby2104]

Yes I feel so alone 😢

[@simoneduplessis2833]

I'm so empty When someone crys I just look at them not knowing how to feel Cause I feel so empty Like there's no hope for me

[@animator2752]

I hate hard times, but they are the reason why you have good times. Stay alive because you can change the world and if you don't, you have changed a person who can change the world. It's like a chain, you're better than death. Don't give in to death because that just shows you don't want to change someone who may be in the same situation. Be that role model.

[@am_peace]

Im in tears seeing the fact im not alone..😢

[@versexscape7540]

Thanks for sharing. It's good to know I'm not alone in being alone

[@ewangaming4884]

this is how i feel everyday

[@ewangaming4884]

yes im so sad

[@abhya12]

It's tough, so tough, i don't wanna push anymore...

[@spokenword5512]

I feel this. 😭

[@freshbean6813]

I’m so sick of fighting. I just want it to end.

[@Shihab1979]

Excellent thank you so much. Merry Christmas to you 🎄🎄🎄🙏

[@waynewortham5240]

loneliness is like falling in to a bottomless pit

[@queenstarlamptey5018]

I can relate to this poem so well....at times I feel like sharing the pain I feel inside with someone but the fear of being judge just don't let me to.....my parents dictate to me how I should behave and I have leaved by that rule all my life that I don't know how to relate with people being myself. It so hard that am crying while writing this

[@MelsThoughts]

I'm sorry to hear that :( I went through something similar with my parents too. Don't ever feel afraid of sharing your feelings and thoughts.

[@queenstarlamptey5018]

@@MelsThoughtsthanks... Someone actually understanding my pain is the best feelings

[@ahmadibegum1709]

Dear writer...... Life is really beautiful I know it's easy to say but I hope and pray that u have happy and peace ful life Take care

[@angelabrown7966]

Never give up, because eventhough the future isn't clear. You're here for a reason. Eventhough you feel invisible, you're respected, appreciated & loved. You've got a story to tell. Wait & see what happens. Hold onto your faith & keep trying. Whatever you need, is worth fighting for. I believe in (you) & You're stronger than you think. So, no worries ok. Because, you're not invisible, " I see you"!! Have a lovely day.

[@jagdeepkaur5039]

Dear start praying. You will be OK.

[@MelsThoughts]

I will, thank you ❤ I have faith things will be okay eventually

[@mikelowe7576]

I know this so very well. 49 years of feeling this exact way. It takes it toll on a person. We use the word alone yet the truth is we are actually very very lonely. And lonely can be very dangerous. Gotta share one more of my writings with you. Know your not alone in how you feel. I have been this way for so very long. First time i thought i wish i were dead i was in 2nd grade. To live life as me That you see is something I would never wish upon you. You may see me as many things That i do not. You see to live as me You must face the truth that For you there is something You must always live without. You must always walk lifes Narrow path being lonely. Never alone always Needed but not In the way you had Hoped for. Coming home to silence So deep you find yourself drowning In its noise. You wake each day Knowing that when the sun sets You sink beneath the waves To tired to hold yourself afloat. Sinking to a dreamless state Close to the peace That you desire. You wake to air rushing in As you are once again Forced to tread water in this Sea of happiness yet Somehow you remain dry, Parched wishing only for A drink of that Which you cannot partake. Michael lowe 11-7-19

[@maganouusiku2202]

Amazing piece and relatable 🥺

[@thatdingusdess5687]

It’s scary how much I relate

[@karlie-annafakkeldij7317]

I relate to this so much it's so hard cause no one has the same problems and u can't tell some people cause they say they can relate or they say they were depressed for a day It doesn't last a day Days weeks months now years go by and it's still the same I'm still alone it's been so long since I have felt happiness I have forgotten what it feels like The last time was truly happy and not lying to myself was before I was three it's been over ten years since I have been happy And I can't ask for help

[@marciakirkbride4210]

God by beside! Amen

[@samratkarki1377]

Thank you for writing this poem I really can relate to this

[@MelsThoughts]

Thanks for listening

[@tcheyne1951]

I know how you feel, or should I say I know how much of the time, you can’t feel anything. That’s what is scary.

[@itsliferewritten]

Amazing work!

[@emilymartinez5502]

I get the feeling of being alone all the time. I hate it. It feels like I'm just in the dark and there's no one by my side to help me. To help me feel happy.

[@forresthatcher2850]

I know how you feel sweetie hang in there things will get better

[@sanchezbruno2705]

I love to see everyone happy, i guide them and listen to them, they say i am so funny and mature and strong but that is all a lie, i am trapped in this adult life when i never had a childhood, i was never happy for 90% and yet i get up time and time again but i am just so tired, so sad so angry... i try to look at the brighter side, i wanna talk but cant, i rly dont want to talk about my past but just how i feel, i have friends and family yet i feel alone so so alone, it hurts, it pains me when i get angry, it pains me when i want to shut myself, yet by morning i wear that mask again, and the hole cycle just repeats, because who wants to do nothing? Who wants to be useless? I dont want to... and the more i grow up the pit is growing more and more, and someday i hope it swallows me up, swallows thoes emotions, yet i love the people around me and never wanna see them sad but how i wish i can plug out these emotions, but i cant.

[@orrinedminsten506]

I feel like I'm wasting away. Even though I have a religion I'm a part of, I can't help but wallow within my misery as it is the only thing that gives me solace. It really is Hell. Even though I have a special person I'm talking to, I can't help but feel unlovable and gross. I know I'm not that way deep down, but that small voice is the only one that speaks into my life. I don't know if others will see this, but I'm here with you in this sheol.

[@smileforyourself4303]

Orrin Edminsten, if u like watch this poetic vedio also findable as Is the Freedom for me - A English Poetry - Travel & Poetry Awaj

[@orrinedminsten506]

@@smileforyourself4303 that poem is gorgeous