Am I Possessed By Demons?

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Ihaveschizophrenia1

Ihaveschizophrenia1

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@patchoulicolt7093
@patchoulicolt7093 7 жыл бұрын
Jacob, I am so so so sorry you're not doing well these days. I hope things start looking up soon. You're such an amazing guy.
@JessicaNichoelFarley
@JessicaNichoelFarley 6 жыл бұрын
As someone with schzioaffective disorder bipolar type my hallucinations are religious and supernatural in nature. Telling someone like me in a episode that I'm possessed by demons only makes things worse for me.
@user-lh3xy7ki4z
@user-lh3xy7ki4z 11 ай бұрын
pussy, its true deal with it im the fucken antichrist and i never bitched about it
@waylonroberts7252
@waylonroberts7252 7 жыл бұрын
I'm a schizophrenic Christian, and I have been accused of being posessed and such before. But in my case the Christian community around me has been very accepting and caring, they have shown me such love and have prayed for me to get healed and be blessed. Some people are just ignorant of what it means to be schizophrenic or mentally ill in any sense of the word, they are ignorant of the illnesses we suffer from. I'll pray for you too and I hope you get better.
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@W711-t7x
@W711-t7x 4 жыл бұрын
@@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 ohh god, if u srsly believe that it's real I pray for you
@antonalec8294
@antonalec8294 3 жыл бұрын
How does the Christian community help schizos
@janellerubi3122
@janellerubi3122 4 жыл бұрын
love you so much jacob I've had paranoid schizophrenia since 4 years old and I'm 27 now I've been manic and paranoid and might have to be admitted to hospital again just remember that you are a beautiful person and people love you
@cyb9754
@cyb9754 7 жыл бұрын
This is completely off topic but since you brought up anxiety disorders... I suffer a great deal with panic and anxiety disorders to the point of immobility. For some reason when I drink water with an electrolyte powder packet in it, it helps me a great deal. Just wanted to throw that out there in case anyone wants to try it. Thanks for your videos ☺️
@ToniCarrington
@ToniCarrington 7 жыл бұрын
Cy B like Gatorade..
@zoiakoriakina
@zoiakoriakina 7 жыл бұрын
Cy B Sure will try it, sounds interesting.
@aaabaaab3945
@aaabaaab3945 7 жыл бұрын
Cy B thank you cy, I have that condition as well. I'll try it. I do take lamotrigine, it helps tremendously.
@patchoulicolt7093
@patchoulicolt7093 7 жыл бұрын
As a demon, I am highly offended by this. (This is a joke)
@Schmidtelpunkt
@Schmidtelpunkt 7 жыл бұрын
(But also it is exactly what a demon would write to avert suspicion.)
@DiabolicalButler
@DiabolicalButler 7 жыл бұрын
Herr Schmidt. did u just assume their supernatural identity? check your privilege
@MoneyBoyCJ
@MoneyBoyCJ 6 жыл бұрын
Diabolical Butler LOL
@nalanibringas
@nalanibringas 4 жыл бұрын
Herr Schmidt lmaooooo
@BianaBee
@BianaBee 7 жыл бұрын
I agree with what you're saying. I myself am a Christian and I find It annoying when other Christians try to say praying is the solution to everything.
@Ihaveschizophrenia1
@Ihaveschizophrenia1 7 жыл бұрын
Absolutely! Thank you
@BianaBee
@BianaBee 7 жыл бұрын
Amadeus I see, your point is valid.
@aaabaaab3945
@aaabaaab3945 7 жыл бұрын
Pieceofslushie god by definition is a delusion.
@ms_midnight._
@ms_midnight._ 5 жыл бұрын
True
@aaabaaab3945
@aaabaaab3945 5 жыл бұрын
@ci rob That doesn't make any sense D Bag.
@shepherdsoutcry1380
@shepherdsoutcry1380 6 жыл бұрын
I’ve prayed to god for almost 10 years to give me a simple sign of his existence. Being forced into Christianity my whole life is what made it hard to give up on god. I’ve been a nearly perfect Christian and no prayers were answered. Christians like to make excuses “god isn’t hearing your prayers because your a sinner” well... yes the Bible does say that and it also says we are all sinners but like I said I was nearly perfect. I feared god like all hell.
@stickofbutter4043
@stickofbutter4043 5 жыл бұрын
There is no god. Watch a Sam Harris speech/debate
@AshleyRox1231
@AshleyRox1231 7 жыл бұрын
I was actually having this conversation with someone the other day and they were clearly on the side that believed praying to god would solve all of our issues, but I had to argue back. I have anxiety and depression and stuff and I told them how frustrating it is when someone says "you're sad? well, just pray a bit and you'll feel better!" but it's not that easy for people like us who have a mental illness. It's not just a mindset, it is a scientific difference in our brain compared to people without mental illness. And the thing is, I went to a catholic school my whole life and I don't mind people believing things, but when someone at my school was struggling, everyone just ignored it. When someone committed suicide once, they ignored it, they didn't honor the student at all or say to pray for his family, it was just brushed under the rug. It was very hypocritical.
@AshleyRox1231
@AshleyRox1231 7 жыл бұрын
I have to disagree with you. To an extent, I think that having a certain mindset can make things like anxiety and depression worse, but it's not like I chose to feel this way. I wouldn't wish how I feel on anyone and I didn't choose to 'live as a victim.' Things have happened in my life that have made me the way I am and if I could just flip a switch and turn it off, I would. Also, to add to the fact that I do not believe it is solely a mindset, it has been shown through brains scans and tests that people with mental illness have different results than those without. It's not something we can control.
@Izzy-pw8bg
@Izzy-pw8bg 7 жыл бұрын
God gives us all different situations because He knows that we can fight it, it's just up to us to put faith in Him to help us.
@RosanneBekker
@RosanneBekker 7 жыл бұрын
Great video Jacob, very good job.
@prettyprrrrettaygood
@prettyprrrrettaygood 7 жыл бұрын
Hey Jacob... with the channel and this video you are - metaphorically - doing god's work. You're a fucking hero. In my teens & 20s I wish I'd known someone w/ a serious mental illness who is as insightful, wise & funny as yourself. Your videos show anyone watching that it's totally possible to be awesome while managing a helluva disease. Keep up the good work compadre
@jonasortmann
@jonasortmann 7 жыл бұрын
My dad is affected by catatonic schizophrenia. His parents and Jehovah's Witness completly ruined all his life. Some time ago I always thought I have to believe in demons to make this shit go away. Thanks for opening my eyes again💡 I'm Jonas O. from Germany, 21 and I'm ready to start my own life in the right way:p
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
It genuinely can be the cause. Heres an example. kzbin.info/www/bejne/nGTcfmOXf6eqnKs
@debbieconner1206
@debbieconner1206 7 жыл бұрын
Jacob, I hope you consider this (I apologize for length): Those people telling you these things are very incorrect. Jesus said, "Those who are healthy do not need a doctor, but the sick do." (Mt. 9:12) There's nothing improper with you getting treated for an illness. It's never a "lack of faith." Neither is it because of one's lack of faith that bad things happen. God doesn't do this to people. Jesus also said, "Do you think that those 18 on whom the tower in Siloam fell, killing them - do you think that they had greater guilt than all the men in Jerusalem? No, I tell you!" (Lu. 13:3-5) And their saying that God creates people disabled, autistic, mentally ill, etc., is grossly wrong and actually brings reproach on him. God says, When under trial (which includes these illnesses), let no one say, 'I am being tested by God.' For with bad things God does not test anyone." (James 1:13) Just considering these few things, shows us the truth about God and illness. There are many other things about what the Bible really says about facts, logic, and using your power of reason. But for lack of soace and time, they cannot be discussed here.
@starstuff100
@starstuff100 7 жыл бұрын
Debbie Conner you just can’t help pushing your beliefs even after he said it doesn’t help him. So typical.
@redpilledpatriot8484
@redpilledpatriot8484 6 жыл бұрын
starstuff100 oh but it’s ok for him to push his... LOL. The commenter made a great point on how his beleifs towards Christ are Biblically incorrect.
@saranox7319
@saranox7319 2 жыл бұрын
I felt like I was possessed and I prayed, I felt better like they were cast out, people at work are somewhat afraid of me now, (I believe the demon started harassing my co-worker masquerading as me, and they thought I died and that it is my gost) idk though if I am delusional but people look at me sideways and leave the room red faced or avoid eye contact, so the demon is gone but by now I do feel like you, I keep on praying but idk man…
@saranox7319
@saranox7319 2 жыл бұрын
Most of my relatives are christians and my grandmother would feed into my fears, telling me demons won‘t let go off me that easily. Well thats helpful. 🙄
@sheilaperry7165
@sheilaperry7165 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this video you are so right. It's sad most people don't understand 😢My father was schizophrenic early in life and brother later in life at 42 I spoke to my brother multiple times daily to help him differentiate reality from hallucinations for 5 years his hallucinations had to do with God and my father's but I knew it was a mental illness causing it. You seem to be doing what you need to for proper help with the side effects so happy for you! Thank you so much I did my best to help my brother and you helped confirm for me I gave him what help I could correctly. ❤
@robindixon4814
@robindixon4814 7 жыл бұрын
I have just discovered you and seen your video on Schizophrenia on a bad day. I was shocked and moved. I do hope that you are feeling somewhat better and that you get the help,love and support that you deserve.
@macknh5918
@macknh5918 7 жыл бұрын
Love the videos bud! Keep em coming
@madisonmartin5297
@madisonmartin5297 7 жыл бұрын
I agree with you totally! I respect people's religions but don't push it into other people. Plus for schizophrenics most that are more unstable at the moment refuse to take their medication so telling them to get off their medication and saying it's not real doesn't help at ALL! I have an anxiety disorder and panic disorder and even just with that I get told to go pray.
@ariannaadventures
@ariannaadventures 7 жыл бұрын
Lpsdatcoolvid 126 YES
@deliverus8340
@deliverus8340 2 жыл бұрын
What are you talking about? Schiz is demon possesion. You say to him to not push religion into other people but you are the one who is pushing US to not speak about anything godly. Stop stop stop harrasing us
@foreignjadoe2811
@foreignjadoe2811 7 жыл бұрын
Big Fan I Watch Alot Of You're Videos && Its Weird How I Relate To Everything You Talk About You Give A lot Of Good Advice On How To Deal With Schizophrenia
@woonsockettruthseeker9009
@woonsockettruthseeker9009 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for your courage to speak about your life. I hope you start feeling better. May you find happiness😊
@adrianesilva6950
@adrianesilva6950 7 жыл бұрын
I am a Christian and I watch your videos because I find interesting to learn more about mental illness. I respect your opinion, and i will pray for you.
@rubenboswall9768
@rubenboswall9768 4 жыл бұрын
gr8 2 hear
@transmundane_
@transmundane_ 3 жыл бұрын
I struggled with addiction came to jesus to hopefully find help to kick my drug habits. Well anyways after I received jesus into my heart I got attacked very intensley. I went through a spiritual attack that if I were to explain to a dr they would have diagnosed me with schizophrenia. I submitted to God and got delivered from the tormenting spirits. Im just telling you my experience that demons are deffinitley real and jesus definitely healed me of terrible addictions as well as demonic attacks. Its worth a try if your unhappy with your condition. Much love.
@kimalonzo3363
@kimalonzo3363 2 жыл бұрын
I appreciate your story and your boldness to share it. That is amazing.
@graycryptosporidium6974
@graycryptosporidium6974 5 жыл бұрын
dude i really like you alot Ive watched alot of your videos. I'll tell ya what happened to me, I had a pretty good mental health diagnosis since i was born, then around 24 years old I got into the paranormal I started ghost hunting on a serious level. I started notcing something soon after. Started off being very obsessive about certain things then started seeing things, and hearing voices. At first I thought it was cool, like hey I brought something home from somewhere I investigated. Well not so cool, I got jumped into by entities on several occasions, I'll tell ya man it scared the ever living crap outta me! So I saw a psychiatrist., he diagnosed me bi polar schizophrenia. Honestly I think an exorcism would help me. These entities have shown me signs they are demonic. Mostly I get constant mind games, they really know how to play with someones head. You sir have seen some SERIOUS shit! My favorite vid of yours is an early one schizophrenic on a bad day! I know it may sound crazy but it helps me too see someone kinda going through the same thing. Me and you would get along great man. Whats going on with the ET hallucinations?
@tink040370
@tink040370 7 жыл бұрын
I subscribe to three schizophrenics channels on KZbin and every time. NEVER FAILS. Someone in the comments mentioned what Jacob just said. EVERY TIME. 🤯 Praying to a god is NOT going to make it go away. Getting an exorcism is also not going to make it go away. The only help is therapy and medication. Thank you for making this video Jacob.
@mirageinmercuryshadow
@mirageinmercuryshadow 7 жыл бұрын
I FULLY get u! My parents aren’t Christian but more spiritualist. And living in that environment is TOXIC for schizophrenia. Living in any religious environment being schizophrenic is bad for u in my experience. All the religious people around you start to encourage and support ur delusions and hallucinations. Which intern make it even harder to determine what is up and what is down if u get me 🙃
@Emiller06
@Emiller06 7 жыл бұрын
I feel you on this. Gets really damn old being attacked constantly. People can literally turn anything beneficial to you around and attack you with it. I'll he reading the bible and getting alot of comfort and information and all of a sudden I'm being attacked by what seems to be people trying to push "your sins is why you're suffering from us" but 5 seconds before I was fantastic up until they caught wind of me reading the bible. Makes no sense but it's garbage. People are shit man
@2024HaranHassan
@2024HaranHassan 4 жыл бұрын
Jacob what are your criteria to define what's real what's isn't ? What if you had access to other dimensions without knowing it ?
@e38203
@e38203 7 жыл бұрын
Hey, my parents are religious people and attend the meetings a few times per weak. So they say that it's really bad that I'm on newest drug - injection, they say i'm better to quite this and instead - trust the lord. I think it's funny. Also i think that it really confuses me and hurts me, so i realise how deep the ignorance of this believers is!
@billykalaeaton3138
@billykalaeaton3138 11 ай бұрын
I think you have a point to a specific degree... but I as a Christian also think you are taking it the wrong way... In order to understand the point of a Christian stating about being possessed is because we as Christians know how the devil works and especially with the mind... To each of their own, but God is NOT just "A God" I Wish you nothing but the best! Your in My prayers God Bless you
@SirEricofAwesome
@SirEricofAwesome 7 жыл бұрын
you should make a video going into depth about the time you did LSD, im really curious how that interacted with your mind
@ekrem626
@ekrem626 7 жыл бұрын
Nice video Jacob, you said it just like it is!
@michaelmcgavin3715
@michaelmcgavin3715 7 жыл бұрын
You make good points. Telling someone with mental illnesses that they're possessed is as bad as dismissing the illnesses. It's already difficult to manage mental illnesses, be disciplined taking your medications, and by choice, seek therapy
@williamgraham363
@williamgraham363 Жыл бұрын
Ok, just shut your lips, 👄 you are talking out your ass.
@bawlplayer56
@bawlplayer56 7 жыл бұрын
I agree with your thesis strongly. Thank you for putting this out there for people to see.
@JadeMoon9
@JadeMoon9 7 жыл бұрын
So many people don't understand that spirituality and science can coexist. That's why I appreciate Einstein because he understood science and spirituality. It is so horrible for anyone tell someone to stop their medication. I've been told to stop my meds before. I have Bipolar and meds help me. I highly agree that people should not push their beliefs on others. I dislike religion and follow a spiritual and metaphysical path.
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@kingtiger889
@kingtiger889 5 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear this man, I agree with this 100% Any idea why the voices are negative or hallucinations are horror based?
@0311usmcveteran
@0311usmcveteran 7 жыл бұрын
It is wierd how people judge Christians but when Christians defend themselves they say you are mean.
@alfieconstant9588
@alfieconstant9588 7 жыл бұрын
Hi, I have schizophrenia and all those things, I had a voice in my head and we went to all the psychiatrist and all those people and nothing worked just the same as before, so we went to a psychic medium which is a person that deals with ghost, so I had to talk to the entity which I have never done before! All I said was to leave in a strong voice, with the help of the psychic medium. Now I have no voice! It’s not a demon it’s just a simple, little weak ghost. So I hope that helps, “I think”that you should go to a person that deals with ghost like a medium.
@matt-nz3739
@matt-nz3739 4 жыл бұрын
I totally agree with that we as believers don't have to 'push' our ideas to others, but for you to be aware of in this world, there are much spiritual forces happening everywhere in this world. To Waylon Roberts, at least you are being open about you being a christian who has schizophrenia. I have an older brother who is definitely schizophrenia. He is a major smoker, paces up and down on our house, likes saying the F word, BTH word comes out of his mouth from time to time. I am sorry that you are going through this at the moment. One thing I do want to say is that Satan is working at the moment and trying to do deceive everyone and trying to do everything in his power to brake up relationships, and so forth. But I know God will have the ultimate say in everything when Jesus comes back. Yes we are these last days, we need to Jesus before He comes back. When Jesus comes back, every soul will be given one more chance to either have Jesus and enter his Kingdom or go back into the world and it destructiveness. I know you I will follow and who I will worship and who I will spend with all eternity. That is with Jesus! Brother in Christ Matt
@kimalonzo3363
@kimalonzo3363 2 жыл бұрын
Amen and thank you for sharing!
@michaelmcgavin3715
@michaelmcgavin3715 7 жыл бұрын
Sometimes, I feel like my mind is full of tortured spirits or, at the very least, I feel too much around me. Your parents guilt over you having schizophrenia spoke to me. It's on my maternal side, but it doesn't make it her fault automatically. I have a great-Aunt that had schizophrenia. It was at a time when people were quickly institutionalized and forgotten :-/
@batgurl1987
@batgurl1987 7 жыл бұрын
When i was first diagnosed i went to a christian counsellor and she said i was possessed. Made me say a prayer to cast the demons out. Didnt help. Not one bit.
@simonerenee4581
@simonerenee4581 7 жыл бұрын
I myself have believed in the whole spiritual awakening theory. Luckily I'm much more rational now. Great job putting out this video ✌️
@leshikokubika486
@leshikokubika486 3 жыл бұрын
Telepathy is whether one person can influence another person through magnetic fields. Does a person have such abilities? Can a person openly say that he has such abilities? If you don't have such abilities yourself, how can you know that another person has such abilities?
@laurenweaver7073
@laurenweaver7073 7 жыл бұрын
It's obvious that you've came an extremely long way through medicine and other ways to help you cope. In my opinion, religion is a way for others to cope with their own personal issues. I agree with you in that people shouldn't push their beliefs on you, especially since they do not experience what you have and continue to experience on a daily basis. I applaud you for thinking for yourself. I'm not religious, but I'm spiritual and do believe there has to be a higher power. I hope you find peace regardless of your methods. Much love to you!
@aleksandracatt
@aleksandracatt 7 жыл бұрын
Hey there! Have you ever experienced derealisation? Like a strong and sudden feeling of disconnection from the world. If so, can you talk about that? I have schizophrenia and I experience that a lot and it would be helpful to hear someone else's experience on that.
@PatrickStar-em7cc
@PatrickStar-em7cc 7 жыл бұрын
Hey what's any of your social media
@aleksandracatt
@aleksandracatt 7 жыл бұрын
Pedro Gonzalez hey! I have tumblr: alexakacat Instagram: the_alexa_cat
@STRIDER-mf2gu
@STRIDER-mf2gu 2 жыл бұрын
@Jacob Bowman Hi I’m a Christian and I do help others with Deliverance and no your not possessed by Demons now it’s possible you could have a Mental Illness but it’s possible you might have Spirits of Oppression it could be possible it could be a Spirits that cause Illnesses you should do research on this but it’s true we are all in a spiritual war and God did not give you this illness but it doesn’t hurt to research this just think it’s possible that you could be healed … God gives his faithful gifts some of us can see these Demons (me) others could heal (not me) and there are other gifts that Christians have and the closer our relationship is with God the stronger our gift gets so let’s say for example … I do deliverance on someone it could take me a few hours to get this spirit out while someone that has a stronger relationship with God could do it in an hour or less … now to know if you have a spirit or spirits inside you I would have to ask you questions and discern if you do have them now someone with a real strong relationship with God don’t have to ask you any questions he would cause you to manifest just by being near you and talking to you about God but like I said do your research on getting Deliverance and it’s free you have nothing to lose if it’s a mental problem then nothing will change and you leave and go home but let’s say there a chance you can be cured wouldn’t that be a beautiful thing? Just think about this ok in the end it will be your choice to make … God gave us all free will and Demons will attack us in different ways they search our weakness but in the end it’s our choice to sin or not to sin the Demons ultimate goal is to keep us away from God … God Bless You PS I’m not asking you to get off your meds stay on them if you decide to try getting Deliverance it will work with you on meds or off meds for the power of Jesus effects the spirits directly even with you on meds ok
@psychedlicsouljam1995
@psychedlicsouljam1995 7 жыл бұрын
Do you have live streams on Instagram? Where can I watch ?
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@kristabrumbaugh6966
@kristabrumbaugh6966 7 жыл бұрын
Seriously though...guys I need your help to get in contact with Jacob. It's important. I have been researching anatomy and physiology an absolute ton lately and I have some health advice that I want to give him
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@skywardguy9081
@skywardguy9081 4 жыл бұрын
You're amazing! Keep fighting!
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@Sinekyre14
@Sinekyre14 6 жыл бұрын
You're amazing. You impact the world in a huge way
@Badger439
@Badger439 7 жыл бұрын
God gave us a freewill so we may grow without God's input with an expanding malleable environment so we may master our own destiny. Unfortunately a freewill means we may make mistakes and an expanding malleable environment means we may fail but to quote a famous saying, "united we stand, divided we fall. "
@jasper777777
@jasper777777 5 жыл бұрын
When my mom became schizophrenic instead of taking her to the doctor they took her to church, then when that wouldn't work my Pentecostal uncle minister came over with some men and they made us all hold hands with my mom in the middle and tried to exorcise the demons out of her. This did not help she tried to commit suicide a week later and finally wound up in the hospital where she was hospitalized. ....But yeh, they wouldn't get her medical help because they really thought it was demons.
@shepherdsoutcry1380
@shepherdsoutcry1380 6 жыл бұрын
I have schizoaffective and my moms taken me to deliverance ministries like 12x to “cast the demons out”. I became an atheist once and for all yesterday and my fears are gone. No more psychosis and I’m not going back to a religion again. To truly be a devout Christian means sacrificing basically all knowledge ie disbelieving evolution or thinking the earth is flat.
@ericahoward1059
@ericahoward1059 6 жыл бұрын
Tristan Howard Are you cure of Schizoeffective? Your no longer a Christian?
@BritPopSnob
@BritPopSnob 7 жыл бұрын
I am very sorry people are saying these things to you, Very sad and hurtful. I am glad you have found medication that works for you. I am having a hard time with my medication right now. People don't understand how hard it is to stay on anti-psychotics.
@amandashaffar9201
@amandashaffar9201 7 жыл бұрын
I love this video so much dude. I completely agree with you and your channel has helped me a lot, thank you.
@KPenceable
@KPenceable 7 жыл бұрын
I completely agree with you man, you didn't explain much or make much of an argument but it's your intuition and I get it and any smart person can fill in the blank and understand you
@michaelweiss5320
@michaelweiss5320 2 жыл бұрын
I have major depressive disorder, and I've had the misfortune of my mother's husband screaming at me for not being Christian, and what an idiot I am for not being one. He also made sure to tell me that I was possessed by a dark spirit , and how only evil people wear black. I use to wear black a lot at the time. I've since made sure to spend as little time with him and my mother as possible. They're also in no hurry to spend time with me either. I assume it's because of political and religious reasons. It's sad when people don't know how to be family. When it comes to the religious, many are smug and full of hubris, and lack all manner of mercy, compassion, and empathy. They openly choose ignorance, and call it faith. My experience growing up Christian was entirely toxic, and it did nothing but damage. I don't even want to get into it. My mother does not remotely even care how I feel about religion. Like her husband, she just wants me to shut up and obey so she can feel good about herself. I don't argue with her, I just let her talk. These people act like they're trying to save you, when it's really all about them and that sweet validation they get when they're able to convert someone. It's all about them and their hunger for religious validation. If it's not, then why do the religious get so angry and outright violent when you refuse to validate them? I have repeatedly been threatened with violence by Christians. That's been my personal experience with them. Oh, and not only am I mentally ill, but I'm also gay, so there's that. Apparently I'm confused, too stupid to know I'm straight, because God don't make gay people apparently. If this loving merciful God even exists, why does he allow his followers to act like this? If Jesus is the example, why do they keep doing the opposite?
@ryanlloyd1768
@ryanlloyd1768 7 жыл бұрын
Can someone explain to me what's the difference between psychosis and schizophrenia?
@AReallyBigMistake
@AReallyBigMistake 7 жыл бұрын
Schizophrenia is usually a worse prognosis that contains more symptoms and should be diagnosed later on as the symptoms need to be present for some time.
@TeamRocket98
@TeamRocket98 4 жыл бұрын
I think your a beautiful person. Although I do not have schizophrenia I do have social anxiety and depression so in a different way the mind can be a fragile thing in my life and that's something I can relate too.
@deepwoodmotte4136
@deepwoodmotte4136 6 жыл бұрын
Psychiatry is essentially a "science" of ideas. Nothing can be proven objectively, hence the whole system revolves around pushing someone elses idea on to you, and call it a diagnosis.
@SaucisseMerguez
@SaucisseMerguez 7 жыл бұрын
i once asked a person "why would your god make me schizophrenic ?", he then answer "god protects you, you are going to heaven" !!!! what on earth ?
@LacosteAlain
@LacosteAlain 7 жыл бұрын
I understand exactly what you are saying and you are right..some people does not understand...you are bright and down to earth
@frankjamesbonarrigo7162
@frankjamesbonarrigo7162 7 жыл бұрын
what did schizophrenics do before the discovery of Tobacco?
@leshikokubika486
@leshikokubika486 5 жыл бұрын
Jacob, English is not my native language. I normally read English, but very poorly understand spoken word. I think it's not just my problem. It would be great if you did a little review of your video.
@ariannaadventures
@ariannaadventures 7 жыл бұрын
I can see two perspectives. One where the devil has taken over people and made them have a mental illness, and another is your point where you explain that it’s a brain disorder and it’s not your fault you’re diagnosed with one/many. I have spoken about my mental illness to friends, especially someone who is highly religious and then telling me that it’s the devil who has done this. I’m still analyzing my thoughts for two but I support and understand your point. I’m still neutral about totally believing in God since I don’t like following specific ways to live (that’s another conversation) but do what makes you feel good. I support you.
@ariannaadventures
@ariannaadventures 7 жыл бұрын
And for anyone who will respond to this: I’m not uneducated because I don’t believe in God. I’m definitely not that religious but I’m surrounded by people who are, which makes it quite uncomfortable because I can’t see myself in their position. It’s quite a ride my friends. So please don’t go off blasting me. Thanks.
@thenickrules1
@thenickrules1 7 жыл бұрын
What camera do you use?
@aniioska
@aniioska 7 жыл бұрын
The explanation is, that those people think that you can influence your subconscious, by praying and believing in God that he can help you. And sometimes someone is able to heal his/her illness by believing that this illness doesnt belong to his/her body. The figure of "God" is like a helping symbole so that they have something pray to. Thats's the thing I think.
@gfonderico
@gfonderico 7 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this video! The only thing I feel to say about this whole thing is: I’m not religious, I don’t believe in a god, I believe in science and everything that is rational and proven. Anyway, I find myself sometimes thinking that I just need more. I mean, I can imagine what religious belief could feel like, I think it would feel good, but all I believe in is the truth, right? But I also have the need to feel good. I must also say I don’t have any major mental illness, I do deal with depression and anxiety, but nothing that can be compared to your condition. So now, my point. If a Christian is telling me that when he prays he feels better, so in order to feel better maybe I should try and pray to God, I say: ok thank you, that is some advice I probably will not consider but I understand you’re trying to help me so thanks. A person telling me I should stop my medication, for any reason be it religion-related or not: no, you don’t know what you’re talking about, you’re dangerous, stop it. One last thing, I found some help in meditation, with some Buddhist guys, and I find the whole Buddhist argumentation very interesting as it kind of resembles the scientific method in some points: it’s a way to try and give sense to life and everything using some kind of logics. I don’t really believe in all that stuff but I like the approach and the anthropological side of it. By the way I don’t know what kind of impact would the study of this kind of stuff have on someone who has hallucinations and has to reality-check on a regular basis. What do you think? Thanks again for your videos, you’re great.
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
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@lenaschneider6987
@lenaschneider6987 7 жыл бұрын
I agree so much. It's sad.
@TheAudreyduh
@TheAudreyduh 6 жыл бұрын
But did you try making extra sky wishes?
@SimplyLimbo
@SimplyLimbo 7 жыл бұрын
Personaly. I always wondered: Why are they always negative and often or heavy male/demonic voices. Or downward cruel critical about the person who is suffering from it. Since we live in a secular society, u will see no doctor remotly touch this topic.
@TheFitnessKitten
@TheFitnessKitten 7 жыл бұрын
SimplyLimbo I want to know why whenever someone is severely possessed then why when someone has an exorcism and use Jesus name they seem fine afterwards?? I've witnessed people being delivered it's unreal! I mean I don't think this guy here is possessed but he could be tormented by something spiritual.
@SimplyLimbo
@SimplyLimbo 7 жыл бұрын
Rachael Moule I never denied possesion is real. I tried to explain that for some reason 95% of the times its negative and a mans/demonic voice. Regarding hardcore possesions. I know they happened. I have a catholic background. The vatican rareley talks about specific cases, but some cases we know for sure: The true 'Emily Rose', her real name is "Annelies Michel", a part of the audio of the exorcism is on youtube. How can people know what u did ? Name things u never told anybody ? How can they suddenly speak dead languages while they never had it in school or otherwise ? And curse in those languages ? Making things move, levitate etc. Another one. The movie "possesion" is also based on a true story, and it follows the story pretty good. The boy had a good contact with his aunt, but his aunt was into wicca & ouija bords, and she did those things with him. After the aunt died, the boy started to change, and there was paranormal activity. And there are more cases like this. But they dont release names for the sake of the families and trauma the victim has because of it. I dont believe easily in possesion. Those people in baptist churches, who come in and never had any problens & suddenly start telling and screaming ? Thats not possesion but "autosuggestion" believe me, the moment u encounter a real possesion, there will be no place for doubt, and you'll "know"...
@TheFitnessKitten
@TheFitnessKitten 7 жыл бұрын
SimplyLimbo yeah I am sure I didn't say you denied possession I was agreeing with you. I am sure some people at insane wards that are in severe distress might be possessed for sure.
@TheFitnessKitten
@TheFitnessKitten 7 жыл бұрын
SimplyLimbo well said
@SimplyLimbo
@SimplyLimbo 7 жыл бұрын
Rachael Moule oh ok. I misread.ur comment then 😊 This is the Michel case audio tape: kzbin.info/www/bejne/p6OQepd-iph0a68
@JuniperTreeee
@JuniperTreeee 4 жыл бұрын
Great video! Thanks for sharing ur perspective.
@Headspace101
@Headspace101 5 жыл бұрын
It must be so scary. I pray for your peace of mind 😘❤️
@AhmedElsayed66666
@AhmedElsayed66666 3 жыл бұрын
He is upset at people telling him to go pray and ur saying u will pray for him😂😂
@Headspace101
@Headspace101 3 жыл бұрын
@@AhmedElsayed66666 Your missing the point lol. I am not saying he is possessed and that was not his point he was making
@AhmedElsayed66666
@AhmedElsayed66666 3 жыл бұрын
@@Headspace101 lmao it was just kinda funny😂
@AhmedElsayed66666
@AhmedElsayed66666 3 жыл бұрын
@@Headspace101 plus damn this comment was a year ago . I didn't think u will reply
@thechristianpsychologer3865
@thechristianpsychologer3865 4 жыл бұрын
Here we are at the dark side of the Moon. HAHAHA. Can't believe I'm dealing with this. Isaiah Saldivar mentions getting deliverance for schizophrenia but I honestly don't know. I can even keep you posted because I'm going to stop CBD and double check on the schizo demon.
@Biancamolloy-s2c
@Biancamolloy-s2c 10 ай бұрын
Strange tarot card readings come up on my wall like I’m under mind control either that or I’m possessed I’m schizophrenic
@Kimjil1
@Kimjil1 5 жыл бұрын
I am a bible believing Christian and my dad used to say that you don't need help with mental issues, just pray. I believe in both. I have Social Anxiety, PTSD, IBS and colitis and I have had a lot a trauma in my life. I see the right doctors and therapists, take the medication that they prescribe as well as pray for help. I understand how you feel and how you believe. I would never push my beliefs on you or anyone else, EVER. I will pray for you just because that is what I believe in. But def keep taking your meds. I hope you are doing better now.
@lindsayingle8935
@lindsayingle8935 6 жыл бұрын
I really wish i could talk to you bc i feel like you could help me. I have schizophrenia all my delusions and hallucinations are based on religion and i would love to talk to u
@mr.jupiter108
@mr.jupiter108 6 жыл бұрын
fill your cup with things that make you happy.
@whatusername9189
@whatusername9189 7 жыл бұрын
i feel u bruh i had to stop going cause it was contributing to my delusions. but at the same time i was way in California delusional as shit hearing voices constantly and i just so happen to move to a city down south that has a study for schizophrenia which offers free medication... long story short my voices were claiming to be angels and demons when they manifested i went back to church next thing u know after a hospital stay i was offered free invega... its hard to say voices come as religious figures like prophets angels and demons alot of the time so who knows really
@buildingburning
@buildingburning 6 жыл бұрын
Your shirt and pants are AWESOME. (Also, great video as always, thanks for sharing!)
@bellella_6926
@bellella_6926 7 жыл бұрын
You are fiercely intelligent Jacob.
@psychedlicsouljam1995
@psychedlicsouljam1995 7 жыл бұрын
Do you have any spirituality or faith? Or are you atheist? What's your beliefs I'm curious
@desert.beauty5684
@desert.beauty5684 2 жыл бұрын
I would take it as insulting or I'd take offense to someone telling me to take out the demons. I would tell them have you done it on your own self?
@ilma5370
@ilma5370 7 жыл бұрын
I really feel like there's so much stigma nowadays about mental ilness. I mean, as soon as anyone says they are mentally ill every religious person just starts talking about their beliefs. People it's 21st century, nobody is supposed to tell others things such as "Pray to Jesus" or "Pray to God and His saviour" or whatever. It's stupid. And also, it's everyone's choice to believe in anything they want or don't want to believe in. Leave your beliefs and thoughts for yourself because it does do harmful things to not so mentally well ones.
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132
@lionofjudahlambofgod9132 4 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/nGTcfmOXf6eqnKs
@thruiriseyes
@thruiriseyes 7 жыл бұрын
ppl have told me im suffering because i dont go to church 0_0 - its very annoying- even ppl in the medical field , like nurses have told me this.
@kylemathias6335
@kylemathias6335 4 жыл бұрын
I believe in mental illness but I also believe in demonically related activities... There are many minute differences between mental illness and demonic oppression, They're not the same, so by telling someone who has demons, that they're mentally ill,is very degrading, and vice versa.... There are stark differences between the two if you know your stuff about both topics
@derekandaubriel6291
@derekandaubriel6291 4 жыл бұрын
God allows a lot of bad things to happen.. but He's not to blame. Horrible things like suffering, pain, and death are part of living in a fallen creation that's been ran by sin and Satan. If you care about truth, try calling on the Lord Jesus Christ. He doesn't promise physical healings or an easy life, but He does promise peace and eternal life when you put your trust in Him. Just call on Him, and ask Him to reveal Himself to you. I'll be praying for you, God bless. -Aubriel
@joncampos1412
@joncampos1412 7 жыл бұрын
First of all, I’m so sorry that people have implied that u r possessed. As far as I’m concerned, the people who make the case for that r those who walk into a church or other venue and start shooting people in cold blood. Second, you look so handsome with those lamb chop sideburns. Not every guy is lucky enough to grow those. Love and peace to you , and continue to educate us about schizophrenia.
@davido2730
@davido2730 6 жыл бұрын
Yes, there is a spiritual aspect to any so-called mental illness.
@livingamongvultures736
@livingamongvultures736 7 жыл бұрын
the problem is , people cant understand these kind of illness because they cant see that . they remember when you were ok and its hard to understand how you became like this . they try to solve their paradoxes and try to link your problem to something out of you . also if we agree to their opinion the answer is this only way that human can do that yet and it is solving this problem as an illness because there is no way to have a good discussion with demons to make a peace and telling them to leave :)) but it may help dude . you can do all way to get healthy in same time . you can use medicines and get help from religions and have a discussion to demons and try to forget all things about your illness and be happy and every other ways that would help . who knows ?
@ansynmeacham5212
@ansynmeacham5212 7 жыл бұрын
What do you mean by you don’t feel your self. I just don’t understand what that would be like
@The1stDukeDroklar
@The1stDukeDroklar 7 жыл бұрын
The desire to spread ones beliefs is inherent in mankinds nature. This is what I believe "be fruitful and multiply" actually means. They use this as a means to condemn the gays however it isn't talking about the lesser goal of propagating your genetic code... it's about propagating what I call the Spirit. The modern christians don't understand the book they preach. It's not demons, I believe they are anscestors without a descendant to welcome them into them, so they wander in spirit homelessness. Personally, I simply welcomed them in when I was going to eat or smoke a ciggy or whatever I thought they might enjoy experiencing again. Then I would focus on whatever it was I invited them to experience. Worked for me. Diffused the negative sensation of their presence and I believe they have given me a variety of gifts. Many of which came from skills or traits they possessed in their life. I never could dance for 40 years and now I'm pretty dang fluid and natural at it. There's many other things but that's the easiest example. I made vids on my channel dealing with what I believe mental illness is and what it is not. Also one titled "Cognitive Dissonance" which goes into what I believe is the root of most mental conditions based on my own experimentations on myself. Another one called "Spiritual Armor" that imo provides a good defense against the experience of paranoia. Like the names "seemingly" being hurled at you while you are experiencing it. Just things I've come to at 56 from experiencing stuff most cannot imagine let alone attempt to grasp. I've studied many subjects from the Bible, to its roots and compilation by Roman Emperor Constantine, to it's early history to it's roots in many mythologies starting with Egyptian, to quantum theory, to psychology which not only lead me to figuring out my own problems but also allowed me to detect a much larger problem within modern mankind. Anyway, good luck and hope my journey can benefit you.
@schizoartsyaprilflowers9379
@schizoartsyaprilflowers9379 3 жыл бұрын
I somewhat agree with you. The main reason why I got better with my Schizophrenia is because of my meds.
@gabrieltdu5780
@gabrieltdu5780 7 жыл бұрын
i really liked how u put it..it doesn t make sense but i remembered about Memento and how cruccial it is to have a system and question reality in orded to function
@mr.jupiter108
@mr.jupiter108 6 жыл бұрын
once you receive what they say is good. keep it it may be useful later, measure its truth and usefulness, measure its impact on these hallucinations. and set it aside in writing or in memory for reference. like i said may be useful later.
@patricia4453
@patricia4453 7 жыл бұрын
I would like you to talk about other subjects, I know that you like to get educated about theories, etc and I would love if you do that because I enjoy your voice and your videos! (:
@wongawonga1000
@wongawonga1000 7 жыл бұрын
A definition from the Devil's Dictionary: Christian (n): One who believes that the New Testament is a divinely inspired book admirably suited to the spiritual needs of his neighbor.
@CrazyUncleMike
@CrazyUncleMike 2 жыл бұрын
I hate it too. It's annoying. If you just pray you'll be healed from the cancer, ugh, no! I lost my religion. I practice in silence.
@aniioska
@aniioska 7 жыл бұрын
Pink Floyd and Beatles, interesting combination
@correllroyhdatitsbest3492
@correllroyhdatitsbest3492 7 жыл бұрын
I understand how it is and what ur saying especially pushing some of the beliefs on ppl even mentally ill ppl. Especially when ppl say "pray to jesus" for everything its annoying.
@matthewsolberg608
@matthewsolberg608 4 жыл бұрын
I've been struggling with schizophrenia but mine was 100% induced by demonic possession and prayer and renouncing sin freed me. But there is real mental illness and sorry people don't understand the difference but from what I see you could have real mental illness but you will never know until you try and the way you talk down on religion is a tell tale sign i was the same way but only you know. I was horrible hearing voices making things up in my head literally seeing things but you shouldn't denounce the chance that deliverance can save someone when it does everyday and I'm not saying it's the way for you as people do have real mental illness but it is real I literally felt the demons leave my body and was 100% better after.
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