I also have schizophrenia. My hallucinations are very unpredictable. I never have a stable day. Please keep up the good work.

Anxiety thoughts....

well talking against tht medication is already a diagnose so you have to take them or more of them, cause what can be band about medication? I mean Haldol was used by soviet union to torture people and now its called regular medication here in germany? well, cause they want people who think to much against the system to stay quiet! (and not think or talk anymore at all)

Dude awesome to see ur still active! all the best to you man

I find myself repeatedly come back to this video because I truly feel seen! I feel like you in this video this way too much and while it may sound awful, seeing other people feel like this makes me feel less alone! I know sometimes it’s hard and you feel like you’re not doing enough. But this channel is truly an example of that you are doing something special! Both spreading awareness of schizophrenia (which I’ve learnt loads of since coming across your channel), but also other mental health problems that many can relate to! Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts with the world. It’s truly something special :)

My son passed away 7 years ago he was only 23.

I was taking 900 mg of seroquel im now down to 700 and am trying to fix my brain with nutrition

Lifting is great for the mind keep fighting 💪

Bro ; u are loved ; and so smart and gifted ; don’t u ever forget that ! ❤ I have watched ur videos since the first one u uploaded ; u are awesome

You are beautiful 😍

there's a new drug called cobenify I think. but I've decided to stop[ my antipsychotics. I have no reward system. and I have tarditive dyskenasia. my tongue sticks out and I have jaw movements. soon I would of had Parkinson's. I don't hallucinate or hear voices so I didn't need to be on antipsychotics. my brain functioning and motivation is pretty bad. Invega for years now and didn't need it. my husband has schizoaffective disorder and sleeps all day and night when off from work. he's scared to hallucinate again so stays on the sedating drugs. yes these drugs need to be made better. they use them for pediphiles for Christs sake. why put normal people on them. doesn't help with cognitive functioning. I guess check out the new drugs. I am tired of losing my husband to sedation.

your're such a Sweetheart. Love how you love the kitty

This video helped me so much. I was recently diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. Thank you so much for being vulnerable.

I want to be honest with feedback to you. You need to improve & distance yourself from the mentally ill label. It is a label given to you that you accepted & identified with, but I think you can overcome that. If you slowly did things more active like look for work, be social with people/friends, kept organized, stay physically active, & earn some money, then you can feel better. You don’t have to do it all at once but if you do goals little by little, you can gain momentum & feel better about life. You might even overcome anxiety but all of this takes work & wont be easy but I wish you luck.

To me everything is a setup. Its not talking to your psychiatrist that does it its that you were made to notice the things that happened after. Things which were also already a setup. Then you were setup to make this video. I was never able to stop my panic attacks they ended when i died psychically during a sent "delusion". Obviously that was all a setup too so it could be something i was eating or doing that i was setup to eat or do. *But everyone is getting sent their own explanations i guess

My cousin developed schizophrenia years ago, most likely from abuse from his parents that I didn't know about. I didn't know he had schizophrenia either, this was in 2021 or earlier. So I can't imagine anything about that (the abuse and schizophrenia). Then he shot himself on June 29th this year, his girlfriend was a witness, and I think his neighbors too. They were in a fight, neighbors and him, went in to grab his gun, and threatened to shoot himself, his girlfriend tries to prevent it by grabbing it, and then he shot himself. We're pretty sure it was just accidental. Braindead in ICU, and they pulled the plug, took 10 minutes.

8 years later, and this video si still helping people. I'm a teen using this video for a research project it's super helpful to understand what ti actually feels like

I'm watching you from work flying the drone. Your bipolar friend from greece labros.

I can see how you got so lucky to find eachother. Your both young and your odds are better than older people. God bless❤

You're such a handsome guy and i understand that the illness stacks you back in all aspects of life,not even having a relationship,friends etc.I feel you cause i go through the same shit brother.I'm handsome,i once was very athletic with good looking body but schizoaffective disorder has completely destroyed me in all aspects of life...I have no friends,no girlfriend and i'm alone.If i was mentally healthy my life would be very very different but unfortunately it's crap..

I understand you cause i'm going through the same shit

On May 2025 i become 30.I never had sex in my life and i'm now 3 years with no friends,never a night out in 3 years.I feel very bad sometimes.I maybe have schizoaffective disorder.I lost my job in August.My life is crap in all ways..

Me too very lonely...

I'm 29 and lonely as fuck too. So hard to connect with people because they mostly just exhaust me. I think I'm on the autism spectrum (undiagnosed) because most of the time I don't get people and all the unwritten social rules. Also I have a lot of trauma :/ I have a stuffed animal it's a baby deer and sometimes I just hold it so hard when I'm feeling lonely. It really is such a comfort me during really lonely moments when I'm just in my bed and crying I just hold my stuffie

Dope that you are still uploading.

This is what I feel a lot of times. I get this weird numb feeling in my right arm, painful, like there's a tight band around my arm getting tighter and tighter. It's been plaguing me for a few months now. However I know nothing is wrong with this arm my mind keeps telling me to pay attention to it. When it comes up I need to take things very slowly. It's like a sign.

do you see your doctor... he can be a friend too 😂... you deserve to feel loved dont deny yourself that i feel useless but i am not God ... we are able to make ourselves largely if not wholly not a burden... i feel like youre fighting demons be strong

I have schizotypal personality and extreme sensitivity to sound (misophonia) and touch (haphephobia)-this can lead to a lot of reactions to normal sounds and interactions as though they’re the start of a catastrophe. Autism spectrum disorder is my main diagnosis. While I will be afraid and worried and have extreme anxiety in response to things, sometimes reacting to small noises or other stimuli as though they are gigantic and painful- my reality testing is usually pretty in-tact. That’s what keeps me from being diagnosed with schizophrenia.

I’ve taken a shower to feel better from the tactile hallucination, but it gets worst instead

do you ever kind of get used to it? Been hallucinating more recently and even if in the moment it isnt that scary it completely sets me off balance for like a week, makes me so scared. Any tips for that?

Those voices come from demons. Surrender your life to Jesus and look for a deliverance minister like Daniel Adams, Ed citronelly, John Chi. You gotta get those demons out of your life

From what I understand, anti-psychotic medications have been only "officially" tested on people going through emergencies for a period of only one or two weeks, "wink-wink". Any use longer than that, especially for use for a whole lifetime, have not "officially" tested, according to the FDA "wink-wink".

Have you ever wondered when someone is highly psychotic, if it would get better to take them out of the psychotic situation to begin with? Especially instead of medications, which is the cheapest route? Just a thought.

I've had psychosis (now schizophrenia diagnosis for me), for some years now. It has allowed me to do my own field research on different treatment modalities that the psychiatrists don't seem to know about, and certainly don't prescribe. In one of my videos on this channel of mine, I tell about those different modalities, and I recommend you watch it out if you have schizophrenia or psychosis, As for the content in this video, thank you for sharing your experiences and views. My view is that antipsychotics are similar to psychosis and schizophrenia as what painkillers are to cancer. Yes, they make the worst symptoms go away, but no, they do not treat the underlying issue there. And I encourage you to consider your 'delusions' or 'hallucinations' real, and reconsider calling them those names. Why? There are certain highly evolved and studied people who see them as real, very level-headed people, and those people gave me much help in understanding the real nature of my condition, my psychosis or schizophrenia. We all know that different people have different degrees of awareness through their usual five senses, like some people having very good sight or very good hearing, while others are blind or deaf. But, the mind is also a sense, in addition to being a processing tool for thoughts. We psychotic or schizophrenic people have higher mind-sensitivity thus. And the reason we hear only one kind of voices or see only one kind of images, is, those things are in a similar vibratory frequency as we are. Just like you being a radio tuned to certain frequency, and then catching the broadcasting radio-waves with that radio. We do not need these antipsychotic drugs if we just use right treatment modalities properly. That to me is a fact no one or nothing can change, because I've been through it all myself. I've eaten at least four different antipsychotics regularly and still do, only because my psychiatrist insists on it, and because she can lock me up to mental ward for good if I refuse. What I do now, is try to find a psychologist who could evaluate my psyche more properly and open-mindedly, and arrive to a conclusion that I am no longer a danger to myself. Society treats us psychotic and schizophrenic people like criminals. But in ancient times, we were the shamans, the people who healed and communicated with nature, and made it possible for the tribe to find food and survive. How stupid and forgetful people can be about these kinds of things. Not that I blame or judge them, I just say it as I see it. Thank you for sharing your experiences, I hope you'll take the steps to properly cure your own condition to make it a more tolerable one for you. The psychiatrists won't do that for you, no one can. All we can do is offer the solutions and guide you through it, at best. That is very important to realize.

My Mom had it and watching Alpha Talks videos on YT have given me a new perspective on this "illness." His videos made me realize Esquizofrenia is not just a medical condition but instead it's a spiritual attack. I recommend his series on this.

Did you get morning wood on antipsychotic medication?

wake up ! DID = demon . read bible go down on knee and pray hard hard u will get answer

Gosh you are too cute❤🤭🤭..

Do you have disorganized schizophrenia? That one starts a little earlier. 15?

too many meds cause side fx which make you feel like a zombie and you should have your dose lowered so argue that with the doctors.

Make another video.i miss u.this video came onto my tube just now.ill watch again...I love u.u got me thru alot of nights years ago.❤❤❤❤

This tactile hallucinations happened in my dream and it bring me to sleep paralysis. Whenever i just wanted to get rid of that hand in my dream suddenly i wake up and i didnt feel my whole body . Even it take time to remember who i am , where i am . This is really pathetic to describe the whole feelings .

I remember watching you back in my middle school years. I'm 25 now. For years and years I have suffered numorous different symptoms as a teen until I reached full blown psychosis when I was 22. I have severe issues of delusions and paranoia. And I can remember as a teen I was having severe mood swings and angry outburst that weren't normal for a teen. I remember as it got worse, I stopped caring about school, I didn't want to go, I didn't want to make friends, I believed all my old friends had truly betrayed me and was living in fear that everyone was talking about me, spreading rumors, plotting agains me. Almost to the point of thinking that I was going to get jumped or hurt by someone when walking home. I first brought it to attention to my mom that I was hearing voices, and constantly felt like my brain was operating way too fast for comfort. I could never focus in school, always failed tests and projects. Had issues with studying and being organized. My parents didn't do much help, my step dad asked if I was on drugs. My mom had me see a psychiatrist for a short time before she "lost" the contact info. Even then I couldn't properly explain what I was feeling. I thought I just had ADHD but it just felt so much worse. I experienced hardships, uncertainty, trauma over and over again. I became an alcoholic when I was 22. After I broke up with my BF at the time, he tried to kill himself in front of me with a gun. Since then I had experienced a bout of mania, and delusions grandeur. I didn't feel like I was me anymore and almost felt like someone else was controlling my thoughts and actions. It lead me into very unfortunate circumstances that gave me more issues. I had full blown psychosis. I was afraid of leaving my home in fear of being stalked by my ex. Whenever I went outside I kept feeling a presence that someone was watching me. The biggest delusion I still have is feeling the sky coming down on me. It's that feeling you get when someone is breathing down your neck. I didn't leave my home after some time, only to go get booze. I'd get blacked out drunk every night and stopped eating. It got to a point where I felt my home was being invaded by the shadow people. I couldn't leave my room after I saw a tall skinless figure in my kitchen. Or I'd see bodies crawling on the ground. I had isolated in my room for a month and stopped bathing. Since then I had recovered from my habits and found a man to support me in my struggles. Recently I ended up in a psych ward after a severe mental breakdown. Although I am grateful that I finally got the help I needed. I have schizoaffective bipolar type, and I'm still trying to cope with these symptoms. I've been having memory problems and coordination problems. My spouse notices me having issues with speaking and stuttering a lot. Derailing and going on from topic to topic and being disorganized still. I often lose things, and my biggest problem right now is memory. I've noticed I've been having issues remembering a lot of what goes on in my day, my brain only remembers the bad things which eventually leads me to tears at random. I'm always taking pictures of the fun things me and my husband do to remember. I'm doing my best. I know you've been struggling for so long, but just remember to always do the best you can. Never set expectations on yourself, be thankful for the little things you can do! I wish you the best Jacob, I know you follow me on instagram so feel free to reach out.

I think I have schizophrenia. I have every single symptom. I started to really think I might have this recently as my symptoms have gotten worse. Insomnia is very bad and I’m starting to hallucinate more, it’s not severe but more than usual. I want to get tested. I’m scared but I’d love to know what’s wrong with me. How did u get diagnosed? I’m not sure since so many disorders have the same symptoms. But I know something wrong

Youre not alone bro that lie that ee are told is that we are all alone, i sleep mostly all day too , i go thru the same thing with the brain thing its very annoying 😢meow. Love you buddy ❤❤❤

Yup this is totally me. lol

I believe in the supernatural, angels, demons, aliens, spirits Have these experiences Diagnosed as schizophrenic

Hang in there , don’t give up on yourself . Let your doctors know how you feel . I will have you in my prayers 🙏