AMWDW: DRWolf and Striving Onward Without your Dreams

[@brigidtheirish]

Every time Dr. Wolf mentions the dream he can't achieve, I become more and more convinced that it has to do with raising a family. That thought is just so heartbreaking. My sister and brother-in-law can't have kids, but they were able to adopt a relative's child at birth. Babysitting her is as close as I'll ever come to having kids of my own. For a variety of reasons. I don't know if that's even close to the dream Dr. Wolf keeps referring to, but I want to send him a digital hug regardless.

[@masterclockwork4436]

A man with a loving family and friends by his side is a man that truly has everything. May one never forget their blessings.

[@Drag0nshr1ne]

I'm crying right now....THE FEELS!!! This AMWDW was so amazing.

[@DRWolf001]

I hope that means you enjoyed it.

[@jacobnyland4925]

A wolf without a pack is a sad wolf. For what it's worth you have my sympathy

[@mewuniverse7326]

Oh gosh... that song, "Families Can Be Together Forever", was absolutely perfect for this. I'm still in a puddle of tears about the whole video. I pray that you will be able to find the comfort you need to be able to come to terms with this. I imagine it will take years... Best of wishes to you, Dr. Wolf. :) -MU

[@DRWolf001]

Mew Universe Thank you kindly Mew Universe.

[@mewuniverse7326]

DRWolf001 You're welcome, Dr. Wolf. :) I'm also looking forward to meeting you at CMPC. :D

[@CrownePrince]

Unfortunately your dream is one of the few things that can't be obtained through hard work. It takes a long time to come to terms with that.

[@DRWolf001]

Indeed.

[@tummywubs5071]

you really do interest me crowne prince... it truly is an amazing mind you do have and no that is not of romance that is of general fascination of your personality and yes I know how creepy that sound XD

[@unknownwanabe3437]

DRWolf001 Sorry If I´m asking something that Is obvious for after watching the video. It´s between 3:38 to 4:05: What do you mean by It? I may be misunderstanding, but, did you make mention of 2 different dreams?

[@DRWolf001]

UnknownWanabe I discuss One dream that I've been striving for throughout much of my life. And I discuss how focusing on my Voice Talents has helped me discover many other talents I have. Though that One dream still lingers in the back of my mind.

[@unknownwanabe3437]

Singer? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) [the truth Is that´d be possible, but also a matter of luck...] (sry). I am still confused. You said that *You had to be told that you had a marvelous gift with your voice*, and share It with the world... but also you said that *you´ve been focusing a great deal on building towards a different dream*... that´s not one of those scenarios/cases where you´re told to do something else and to forget that one thing you really wanted to do, right?

[@auramoonlight6978]

I know this video was almost nearly a decade old but it is good and comforting to have a nice refresher of who you are and even though there's some things you may never be able to reach in your dreams at least we can take comfort and each other knowing that we are not alone there are others that are just like us, And watching videos like this that you make really make a world of difference for many of us in our lives including me thank you Dr Wolf and also to Mrs wolf as well for giving you the support love and courage that you need for every step of the way in your life and your journey together! 😊 As we all have our own journeys to go through but like you how you found Mrs wolf in your life, we are not going it alone either ❤

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to be of service :) And thank you kindly for the encouraging words.

[@Dekunutcase]

This makes me just want to hug you and fix all of your problems, but I know it's not that easy. Just know if there is anything our community can do for you, Dr. Wolf, just ask and it will be done. You have many supporters and plenty that are willing to go out of their way to do something for you. You have already done so much for the community and we like to repay kindness with kindness.

[@chadwick3593]

Silly Doctor, listen to Wayward Pony. I might also be projecting, and I'm sorry if I am. Being productive all the time gets people into a mode where they're constantly trying to one-up themselves, chasing the next high that keeps moving faster every time they catch it. At some point, they'll need to decide whether to keep going, and risk slowing down or dying in the process, or take the time recover. You've been sprinting for a while now, and you've run a marathon. I've found that stopping every now and then doesn't mean slowing down in the long run. Sometimes you just need to take the time to let your experiences mix and settle. You learn all sorts of things lying in the grass that you simply don't when you're too focused, and oftentimes those things do wonders clarifying your dreams and goals, giving you insights into your own life and methods that you can only get by taking a step back and looking at the big picture with a clear mind. Draw, make music, write, garden, do whatever. Maybe take pottery classes or something so you can be around people that aren't pushing you to keep running.

[@haroldwolfe1787]

Huh... Well this is a puzzle for me to be honest Doc. You see when I was young, VERY young, I learned how much it hurt to get your hopes up, and see them crushed. As a result I never really aspired to much, and to this day in my 21 years I don't set many lofty goals for myself, instead choosing to savor what I do. A lot of people have called me lazy for this lack of ambition, but that's not to say I don't have dreams. In fact I have one now that I am always working towards. You see I have a deep love for literature, reading has been a near obsessive habit for me since I was 4 when I saw how proud reading "Green Eggs and Ham" by Dr. Seuss aloud to my mom made her. Ever since then I loved how intelligent it made me feel since I wasn't, and still am not, the most sociable of folks. Then in highschool I discovered Fanfiction, and through it I found friends through a common interest. I was actually drawn to MLP through fanfiction when I heard that certain works like Fallout Equestria, Past Sins, My Little Dashie, and even Cupcakes were given a legendary status of the fan-made literature out there. My dream is to one day create my own work, whether it's a fanfic or something to be published for bookstore shelves, that has the same level of recognition. Not so much for bragging rights, or fame, but rather because I want to put something out there in the world that many people will enjoy. Coming back around to this video though it makes me wonder. What if I never reach my goal? What if I spend my days writing, and never once reach the same recognition as Kkat, Pen Stroke, Sergeant Sprinkles, or any other famous works out there. Should I give up on them? My firm answer is a big, fat "No." This may seem an odd comparison where I'm going with this, but bear with me. Here on KZbin there is a series called Death Battle where they analyze the weapons, armor, and skills of two fictional characters to decide who would win a fight to the death. interestingly enough in one episode they had Rainbow Dash go against Starscream from the Transformers franchise. But before I digress too far, one of the biggest debates they've had to face was the outcome of who would win a fight between Goku, and Superman. In the end they've decided Superman would win because he has limitless power so long as he has access to the sun. But what really grabbed me about this was how they say that if Goku could reach that same kind of limitless power then he would have nothing to strive for, and he would lose what makes him Son Goku. he's all about pushing his limits with the goal to become the strongest fighter, and trains constantly to do so. I suppose the point I'm trying to make here is that if a goal seems out of reach then it doesn't mean it's worth giving up on. Set yourself shorter term goals to reach for that big one in smaller steps rather than in a single bound. Like for instance I've settled for now on putting out stories that I feel passionate about, and improving my skills as a writer. Some of my stories are quite successful, and others tend to lose my interest when I find something new to feel passionate about, but it's all with the intent of becoming better. So that way even if I don't reach my end-game goal I can still look back and say, "I did this... I came so far, and rolled with many punches, but I've come this far... I wonder how many others can stay the same?" That's why I end most my comments with the phrase "KEEP GOING STRONG!!!!!!!" Because I want to help light the fire of passion in others that can inspire them to pick themselves up, and keep going so that even if they can't reach their goals they can look back on their accomplishments with pride. But don't ever stop. If you stop believing in a dream then what is the point of dreaming? Our dreams give us hope, and without hope we have nothing. So hope against the odds, the obstacles, and fate itself Doc. Never stop fighting, never let life win. Take a moment to look at what you have done, and ask yourself if you can feel proud of what you have accomplished. if you can accomplish all that you have with your videos then why should your dreams be beyond striving for? Stand tall Doctor Wolf... KEEP GOING STRONG!!!!!!!

[@DRWolf001]

Harold Wolfe I am Immensely grateful that I've been given so many wonderful opportunities and purposes in life. But as the video states, my greatest dream in life is simply beyond my reach right now. And if you pay close attention to the moments when DRWolf talks about how much he envies Teric, you might be able to guess what that dream is. Still, I appreciate the many words of encouragement you've written here. Thank for adding so much to the conversation Harold.

[@haroldwolfe1787]

DRWolf001 It may be beyond your reach "right now," and that's fine. I'm not about to pump out that fic anytime soon, if ever. All I'm saying is that when you think about it you shouldn't let it get you depressed, or upset. Instead look at it as a beacon of hope, like a lighthouse in a storm. I think I have some idea of what your goal might be, but I hesitate to take a guess because I'm willing to bet I'm wrong about what it is. But regardless of what we set our sights on then the process of reaching that goal can be the same for everyone. Reading what you've written here gives me the sinking feeling that you've given up on your dreams, and that to be honest horrifies me. I've been a magnet for folks in need for a long time Doc, and I've seen what depression does to people. How it tears them asunder, and sucks the life out of them. Each, and every time I swear I can feel the same just being around them. So please... Maybe your dream is beyond your reach, maybe it isn't. I might be sounding naive here without knowing all the details, but I firmly believe in every word I'm saying here. Whether a person dreams of ambition, love, comfort, or some deeper fulfillment we should never stop striving for it, even if we don't make headway. There is a margin of pride to be taken in one's self when one is too stubborn to quit.

[@venomousbook]

Harold i agree with every word you say mabye Drwolf cannot find a way around the wall but he should know that he is not without talent or friends i may be a new comer and an outsider but i too have a big dream i hope to ne day become a game developer and create a game serise for my OC i've done basic drawings and a write up of the story and gameplay ive done descriptions of the characters and soon to start descriptions of locations i know all this is a tall order as i hope the game to be AAA standard so of course i have fears like where do i go to get the game created and what will be changed that i wont like but i am hopeful that the game is made and people will like it and i can make a serise out of it but if i cant make it i do have other plans like a youtube chanel where i play games with myself and my OC animated next to me i have lots of ideas that i could do and things i could be but my main goal is to get my OC into the public eye because he is my alter ego he is me

[@KaityKat117]

Very inspiring and powerful words, Harold! I find myself motivated to do things that help me achieve greater things. [[Sorry for the long-ass comment, I would understand if you chose not to read it :/ ]] However, I do have one thing to say. I'm not sure you fully understand the meaning behind what Dr. Wolf is trying to say. It's not about giving in to depression. It's about not dwelling on the things that you don't have the ability to accomplish, and focusing, instead, on the things you _can_ do to improve things around you. Dr. Wolf has done this beautifully. He also touches on the fact that doing this is not always easy. Sometimes, you can't help but think how life might be different if you didn't have the limitations that keep you from achieving the things you wish you could achieve. It's a good thing to work hard at your goals, and to be persistent, but there are times when the things you want just aren't within the realm of possibility. That's what he's talking about. Not just when it gets too difficult. Fur instance, in the mlp episode referenced (let's go on the assumption that the fandom is right about Scootaloo), Scootaloo becomes obsessed with reaching a life goal that she simply doesn't have the power to achieve. The more she banged her head against that wall, the worse things got for her, and her friends. It took another person taking her aside and talking to her to make her realise that she could be great and achieve great things without doing the things that she couldn't do. In the episode "The Fault in Our Cutie Marks", gabby wanted more than anything to get a cutie mark. She tried and tried hard as she could, but it wasn't going to happen. Scootaloo responds to this situation with the line "I know what it's like to want something you can't have." looking with regret at her wings, showing that she still wants, with all her heart, to be able to fly. It still makes her sad to know that she can't, but she doesn't let it consume her. Instead, she devotes herself to helping others. She finds purpose in something other than what she wished for her whole life. That's the kind of message Dr. Wolf is trying to get across. So while your message is an equally important one that many people can certainly benefit from, this message is the other side of the same coin. It's just as important. Knowing the difference between something that just needs more effort to achieve, and something that just won't happen isn't always the easiest thing, but sometimes, it is. Sometimes, there's no question about it.

[@christopherjones7023]

Ah, and see, this is where things get...interesting, at least for me. I have a short of, "two part dream", which I guess is essentially short-term and long-term set of goals that may or may not play into each other. So much so, that when the short term dream hit a major brick wall, it ended up crushing my confidence in the long-term vision. I have tried to give up on both several times, individually and together, only to find reason to hope again. The short term dream, if my guess about yours is right, is one you can likely relate to. The long-term? Incredibly ambitious, to the point that the others I've seen here are almost child's play, but that's no offense to them, which is a huge part of why I waver so much on it, even though it drove me from my early teens all the way through college. Just about every aspect of my life was based on this one vision, this one grand sense of purpose, until I really began to doubt it's legitimacy. After that, very little mattered except doing what was expected of me. Even so, my "old vision", as I call it, remains, persisting in some form or another even when I would much rather forget all about it. My point is that we cannot escape who we are, and some dreams, while too lofty for us to achieve on our own abilities, are still the goals we are truly meant to pursue and achieve someday, while making and fulfilling other, perhaps completely unexpected goals along the way. So, even if you are correct about how things are now Doctor, the future may be a different story, and a dream that powerful, is likely well worth hoping for. Do you remember that song someone made a lyric video for and dedicated it to you, titled "Voice of Truth"? I daresay it applies here. Rationalizing dreams away can be a bad habit. I know that all too well.

[@joshuamonson9973]

"Even in ways we might never have expected..." Yes, I imagine a cyborg unicorn setting your couch on fire with his boot jets would fit in that category.

[@Al1701]

This kind of hits home. My younger sister is pregnant and due in March, and I'm less than a week from my 30th birthday. I've yet to even think of dating let alone a steady relationship, marriage, or a family. I doubt I would make a good father, and my financial situation definitely makes a family a difficult prospect. It doesn't bother me so much. Probably because I've come to realize that I'm probably not father material. And as for being idol, might I suggest what I call a "mental screensaver". Mine is math problems. I've set up a relationships between the sums and products of numbers. As a writer, I also run through scenes of story ideas. It keeps the doubts away while not being as taxing on the body.

[@dynowolf345]

i agree with this message. i especially felt a great deal of emotion. i'm in a wheelchair, ever since i was born. and have always wanted to join a job that was just to impossible for my abilities. and so i had to look for something i could do. and found that i can have a buisiness that i work at. and am going to college finally to make that better. so i realized what i wanted, just wasn't physically possible.

[@TGtornadoe]

I find it is better to have a dream and strive toward it, rather than having no dreams at all. Because dreams can sometimes come true, but nothing will always be nothing. But even if your dreams do not come true. Always remember, Dr Wolf...we look forward to hearing from you.

[@RosieSievers]

It was a heartwarming video and it was great to see your brother Teric and his family with you. My favourite video from you no doubt, we all have our dreams and we will achieve them together.

[@mandychan727]

i give you DrWolf a big Hug feel better?

[@AJponyAPschannel]

Yeah, I though the Scribbler episode was deep, but this took the cake xp

[@chiknbutl3r796]

What?... I... I don't even know. That song in the background... I used to sing it as a kid. I am a mormon bronie, and I approve of this video.

[@DRWolf001]

I sang this tune when I was a child as well.

[@makeupbycharacter]

Doc, I'm sure one day a small part of your dream will come true. It may not be in a way you'd think, but it will happen. Side note, I'm glad to have heard the song families can be together forever without the words. I personally love the melody of that particular song and find in my own dark days true comfort in it. I do hope you take time to relax and smile, okay?

[@DRWolf001]

I'll keep that in mind Maria. Glad to hear that you enjoyed this music.

[@NattiKay]

Oh my gosh, "Families Can Be Together Forever" playing in the bg. Hits right in the feels. GO SPEND TIME WITH YOUR BROTHER AND NEPHEWS DR.WOLF. You deserve some time with your family.

[@teric2]

He's spending the weekend with us at the moment, so yes. :)

[@NattiKay]

Good. :)

[@7Seraphem7]

This... this made me tear up. Dr. Wolf. You have done so much, helped so many, It is sad you don't think you can achieve what you really want and yet, glad to see you aren't overlooking just how much greatness you have done. I can thnk of few people in the fandom, analysis community or not, as respected and highly thought of as you. And for good reason. And, as cheesy as this might be, it just came to me and, it does feel really valid, both for everything you've done, how much you try to help, and just, how all around amazing you are. You're the Mister Rogers of the MLP community. You do so much, talking with people helping them, just doing thing to entertain people always being supportive and kind and understanding. And I'm glad you have family there for you like that. Hopefull you'll find a way to make the dream you wanted come true but, I'm glad you know how much what you do do helps people. Everyone comes to you for help with their problems (And yes I have a topic I'd really like to talk to.. someone really at his point.. about that just.. well that's for another time.) But I'm glad you have someone you can talk to about your issues. A very sad but touching video and, I hope things work out well for you, you deserve it.

[@PieDislikerSwag]

I don't think it necessarily matters if you make your dreams come true, but what matters is realizing your potential and the experiences that come along that path. To never stop improving, to never take for granted what you have, to embrace how far you've come in such a long way. That is what matters and what takes you further. I like to think of it as wants vs needs. You want to reach a certain point, but you need to embrace the journey on your way towards that point. It's complicated, especially when always striving to do more, but looking behind you is sometimes just as important as looking forward. I just hope you get to take pride in what you've done already, DRWolf, because you deserve it.

[@mlpw7745]

I agree, but on the other hoof, one can reach great heights in a position they are exceptionally good at, yet receive no enjoyment from. For example, someone may love making music, but be a great mathematician. Their talent is in math, but their passion is for music. By necessity, whether perceived or truly being without a choice, they go into a field where they are skilled, but have no enjoyment. They will have great accomplishments that mean nothing to them because they don't really care for what they were doing. In other words, accomplishment is nice, but it isn't everything. I believe it is better to do what you love and receive less recognition, than to do something very well that you don't care about. To quote an old adage, "Do what you love and you'll never have to work a day in your life." That being said, the accomplishments you have reached Doc are very great, and you should be proud! You do indeed deserve it! Good job! :)

[@JLCL01]

Closet Brony This is something that I have been trying to deal with in the past year or so now. All I'll say is it's very difficult to strive towards something you love when there's the constant worry of money (you know, what with the family being in poverty to the point where we could easily sign up for food stamps). It doesn't help when misfortunes keep on happening that further fucks you and your family over. That and the fact that you essentially don't have any friends in real life, especially those who are capable of helping you. It's something I can't exactly describe in a youtube comment. I feel as though there's a more appropriate website for such a story/question but haven't been able to find one. I also thought about making a comic to describe these thoughts but I feel as though that would take too long to make. I feel as though maybe I'll feel a bit better if I "ranted" or whatnot.

[@JohnnyFerno]

This was amazing. Throughout my life I've also had dreams, visions of what I could be things like that. But after a while, seeing how people use their voices to make people laugh, and after people have been telling me that I could possibly do the same I've been striving to gain that goal as well. This was a great video for me to reflect upon about my own life. Thank you so much Doctor Wolf. Know that even if you some day stop doing all of this, you have still been an incridible inspiration, and will most likely continue to be for a good while.

[@waywardpony]

This is a very powerful video. I think I may have picked up on what this goal might be, and if so, that's very sentimental and something I can possibly relate to (this may be me projecting into the video, so I'm not going to state my theory; all that I hope matters is that the subject of this video is able to move others). Dr. Wolf, if you're anything like your character, you are a good person who considers the consequences of what you're saying and how you say it. From this video you represent that you have a family that genuinely loves you, and I comprehend that you realize how important you are to people that you've never even met, but first and foremost you *must* take care of yourself and your mental well-being. In MTV's show The Maxx back in the 90s, the first episode showed physical manifistations of what hold people down like you might be describing -- the Isses -- and people distract themselves with various activities to ignore their grasp (and would be shown as beasts in the dream the world The Maxx preferred, struggling against the teeth of these same metaphorical animals). If you feel this is at all serving as a distraction from reality in an unhealthy way, I implore you to consider getting help as that type of feeling sometimes does not go away. If you're feeling at all burnt out by this hobby or like it's not giving you your energy back in the way you would like it to be, please consider adding another hobby to the roster of things you do, or giving this a break outright in the name of finding something different. I know you realize people are telling you to take a break because they care about you. My suggestions for alternative things to do are anything from gardening, to T'ai Chi/Yoga, jogging, pet owning, music making -- all these hobbies repay a person his energy back, in that he can ultimately feel better about getting good at them and express himself through them by creating a good atmosphere/life. It may not be the be-all-end-all to this problem, but it will be a release valve should you be feeling stick in a rut. Quality in Brony works is second to heart in my book. You provide both as well as entertainment and a consideration to how others are going to take what you have to say. If this video is as honest and sincere as I think it is, please consider what you must do to feel better about how your using your energy. As it approaches Halloween or any other time of the year that brings people together, it's hard not to despair if you feel stuck in a loop with your thoughts, especially about anything that you feel you can't complete. Hang in there and take care. I hope I have not overstepped any boundaries with this. Your fan, Wayward Pony

[@Max-yb2tu]

One of your best videos yet! BTW I loved flight to the finish. It had such a good story and mature message.

[@Paradox_Quinn]

I started singing along to the credits. "Families can be together forever" was, and is, one of my favorite primary songs, and addind that to the rest of the video brought tears to my eyes...Doc, "remember who you are", as Brad Wilcox said in a Morningside I went to. I myself have had many similar struggles. Most people have. But take a look at the number, your subscribers list. Holy freak do you have a lot of fans. We all love the talents and light that you give to us. Please, don't ever forget that.

[@fuzzybiscuits1484]

Like the rest of your content, this has really got to me. Thank you Mr. Wolf for being you.

[@DRWolf001]

You are most welcome.

[@TheMediaMage]

This video reminded me a lot of myself before I began writing. Before now, I'd tried SO hard to get myself out there. Get my voice to be heard because I wanted to make a contribution to this fandom. Show everyone how much I care for this show that changed my life. But no matter what I tried, I always ended up slipping, especially because of the limited equipment and resources I have. But that all changed last year, when a close friend of mine introduced me to Wattpad, a website that I now post multiple fan fictions and stories on. I had to accept the fact that even though it's unlikely I could ever be as good an artist, musician, or reviewer, I can still get my voice heard through the words that I write. It hurt to know that things I WANTED to do couldn't be achieved, but a NEW talent I'd discovered in myself had made me better. My writing helped make me the person I am today. I identify with the moral of this video Doctor Wolf. I give you a hug for all the amazing things you do for us as a whole *hug* :')

[@SketchBookShortFilms]

Ey Doc, we're here for ya. This was certainly one of your more sobering episodes. It's a subject I'd argue everyone has had to either deal with or has at least think about in their lives. I know this feeling. As I move onward with College applications, I have become stressed like never before. I find myself racked with a fear of coming home one day, and finding out that none of the colleges I applied to accepted me, whether it was because of my grades, my ACT scores, or my lack of material to present in a portfolio. I am absolutely terrified of coming home, and learning that my dreams have dissolved before my very eyes, and that I have to get, as many of my fellow students would call, a 'real' career. I can't imagine how you feel right now.

[@Themlpbrony23]

This Video Made Me realize That Some dreams can't be reached,and yes although it's sad to realize that dreams i want to come true will not happen,there are other dreams that can be reached. Thank You Dr.Wolf For Making Me realize that even though dreams that i want to become reality might not happen,that other dreams that are reachable will become reality.

[@ElNeroDiablo]

Doc, just remember - We, your viewers, will always be here for you.

[@griffinblade]

dr, you are truly an amazing person, teaching so much and so many. its absolutely wonderful.

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you kindly.

[@griffinblade]

DRWolf001 but thank you as well good dr.

[@icejustice6122]

Nothing is impossible. For what is possibility? You cannot exclude anything, for anything is part of everything, and everything is anything you wish it to be. Don't give up, but don't hit that same wall, find out how to get around that wall, or through that wall. Everything can happen......... anything can happen to make possibility reveal itself. Good luck my good Dr.

[@missedthebandwagon976]

Dr. Wolf, you're one of my favorite youtubers, and watching this almost made me cry. I know there is probably nothing I could do to help, I'm not even a real youtuber, I'm writing scripts, but that's it. Then again, you're the one who inspired me so much that I wanted to write scripts for reviews and taught me, that maybe even just a little comment saying "Well done!" might make someones day. So if I can do anything, if it's in my power, I would like to help in anyway I can. After all, it's good to be helping.

[@smoltroublemaker5814]

Dear Doctor Wolf, You should never give up on your dreams even if you think it won't be possible I know you can do it I believe in you also your never alone you have so many friends and followers we will always be here for you even when you feel weak we will stand by your side I know how it feels to be alone and not be able to follow your dreams just make sure you take care of yourself we will understand I really hope you feel better soon we do care for you Sincerely, The Bronies~

[@sadlobster1]

Always remember, Dr.Wolf and all your patients and fans. When your heart wants lifting, think of pleasant things. On another positive note, your brother and his family are simply delightful. They have such strong support for you. The words at the end of the video are the same I live by, every day. I also focus my energies on the talents I'm best at. Rather than risk physical or emotional harm doing things I struggle with

[@ShawnS2396]

Oh god does that line resonate with me... "I realized I was over exerting myself a long time ago."

[@lazlow8788]

My advice is, don't think about those sorts of things, just keep doing what you enjoy doing and what makes you special and enjoy life to the fulliest. Dreams can be achieved we just have to keep striving. Good luck Dr.Wolf.

[@TylerTotal]

I was blown away by the song choice, by which I now know that we belong to the same church! I'm very sad that you feel so powerless to reach your dream. I'm glad that you hold to an attitude of "Ne'er despairing, though defeated." Finally, I'm inspired by your courage to pursue your talents, gifts you first discovered through others' advice and then improved upon through patience. You are having a good influence on the MLP fandom, myself included, and if it sometimes seems a small thing to you, relative to your dreams, it is still a very good thing. I almost wish I could have my own AMWDW. I'm in a difficult situation right now, faced with a few possible futures, none of which seem like they accentuate my passions nor special talents. My goal is to study to become a middle school educator, but I haven't much idea how well I'll do in a classroom or how much I'll enjoy it. This scares me sometimes, and it makes it hard to commit to a specific path. I actually have a degree already, but my belief is that I am not able to long endure in that work, because it tends toward physical strain and social underactivity. I feel most alive when I am speaking one on one, sharing my passion for morality and religion. I'd make a job out of that if I knew a way. If I knew a way that everyone could have a well-paid job that matched their desires and dreams, their special talents, their individual needs and the needs of others around them, then that is what I would wish for the world. Maybe that's why I came to watch MLP, where ponies have their paths in their cutie marks and the problems of the modern working life seem far away.

[@theredcrane25]

I am feeling so much better after watching this, come to think of it most of all these moments DR.Wolf episodes do help me and others take another look and up lift mine and their spirits. keep being you Dr.Wolf, because being you is what you do best, and that's making a difference and making the world a better place in little way. and sometimes, the little things can make a big difference

[@TorridPrime217]

"One Day, Scootaloo, One Day..." That's what I keep telling myself

[@joeyaderman5284]

dr wolf, you may never get to your dream but i sincerely believe you already found your true calling in life, don't let past dreams bring you down, not when your true calling is so great!

[@ZezkuGC]

Ah the Famous Primary Song that I KNOW ANYWHERE honestly that song can bring tears with that piano music

[@teric2]

It's so nice to see folks who recognize that song and its significance. :) Thanks for watching.

[@ZezkuGC]

teric2 well, i used to sing that song in Choir before i lost my singing voice at the end of my 5th grade year, even though i rarely go to church i still enjoy some of the songs that bring tears to my eyes

[@gbrincks]

I always thought that chasing your dreams was like setting up some stairs to reach the top of a mountain, some of us shall climb the stairs with a burning passion and reach the top, others shall give up the moment they see how many steps the stairs have and there are the ones that begin climbing, but to them the stairs are endless, so they do the only thing they can: they fall, on the fall they begin to be filled with despair and when they hit the ground they become depressive, but as long as you tried and showed that even if you don't reach the top you can achive great things, people shall start climbing with more passion, and maybe that's all you need to know, that even if you fall, some shall be there to get you up and running and some had their lives changed by you.

[@TheStarryArcher1213]

That was quite a powerful and heartfelt message you gave us at the end there. I truly appreciate you sharing your thoughts and wisdom and trusting us with such personal details about yourself. Thank you, Dr. Wolf. Please take good care of yourself.

[@MelissaTheHedgehog]

I swear your videos get better and better. Not just in quality, but also in talking about the subject at hand. When I stop to think about it, yes, I've had some dreams that I've had to let go, whether it was because of the limits of my talents, or for other reasons. I remember as a child I had a dream to be a famous artist like Picasso or Van Gogh. However, when I started to become more familiar with the type of art that I was not only good at, but liked doing, along with learning that doing art that was like other famous painters would not help bring money to my family or even make others happy, I had to let go of that dream. I suppose it was a good thing that I was able to let go of that particular dream early on in my life, rather than later. In situations like this, I'm often reminded of a quote from a Studio Ghilbi movie called "The Wind Rises". I think it went as follows : "The wind is rising. We must try to live."

[@witchy90210]

I cried so much by the end. Doctor we are all here for you. If it helps with anything we can all be your substitute family.

[@oliverkaufman9799]

Hey Dr. Wolf - One thing I've found that can resolve the dilemma of dreams that seem unreachable, is to go back to the root of WHY you chose that dream in the first place. It seems to me that while we may not be able to stay true to our visions, always, we can still stay true to our reasons. That is, we can pursue that underlying goal in other ways. Maybe there are ways you've already incorporated your other dream into your current work, I don't know, but perhaps there are lingering wishes you have. By understanding the roots of those wishes, and what's important to you, you can stay true to that, and thus, not have to give up the essential aspects of everything you want. And even if you don't understand the answer you get, or still seem stuck, the first time you ask yourself "why", you can always ask again, going down layer after layer until you find the answer that makes sense. That way, you can connect with what's important to you, and you don't have to be left with that longing, or envy. Speaking of envy, from what I've found for myself, envy seems to occur when I stop focusing on the actual practical work of solving my problems, and instead dwell into the territory of simply wishing they're solved. That is, envy can crop up when I get stuck, and essentially become negative towards my own condition. But one never needs to get negative towards one's own condition, because some new step can always be taken to either move in a positive direction, or look for one. And there's so much energy and momentum that can come from this. So, those are just my thoughts on this - you seem to have a habit for thoughtfulness and resilience, so I have confidence that you'll find a way out of any slumps that you might experience. But be careful of trying to stretch the truth to accommodate your negativity - there is always uncertainty about what you can accomplish! Sticking to the truth, I bet you can remain positive. I only mention this because at the end of the video, it seems you stretch the truth ever so slightly. Sentimentalism can never replace a careful examination of the facts, even when one might feel prone to let one's emotions speak like they can have the final say, rather than just one voice amid the many debates for truth, that one can experience inside one's self. I imagine one thing that might help you here is to actually try *interviewing yourself* - you know, have Dr.Wolf in both positions, both being helped and doing the helping. You might find yourself finding a solution, and new insights into your own perspective, quite quickly, due to being able to express one side of what's on your mind, and then another. This may help you stay objective, while allowing yourself an outlet to express your raw emotion, too, unfiltered, perhaps, by your doubts and misgivings. But yes, you can take care of yourself too, as well as others. And in learning to take care of more and more things within yourself, you may actually improve upon your ability to help others. That said, take care, and I wish you well with this and any other challenges, within your feelings, you might face.

[@ericak629]

On My mother's account, but I find it interesting how this video makes me smile and how much in line I feel with the doctor. I always watch his AMWDW series because they gave me good, both in thoughts and understanding myself. They don't always make me smile, but they make me reflect, and often we need that. Dr. You are wonderful, and Mr Terric is as well. Your videos are something I always come back to when I am alone with myself and wanting to draw inward and shun the world around me. My friends and family knew their lots in life, while I myself always wandered around,or just was on the side line of their joy. I growing up only desired to pass high school and to be honest thought I'd just die in a minimal job that had no meaning to me or never even get a job and in that depression between high school and my job now just end it. I was not depressed for any medical reason, just poor and tired of being poor, hungry and lonely. I was 20 and jobless living with my grand parents. Food stamps made things a bit easier but honestly the day I got a job I ran from a me that was poor and lonely and tried to be around as many strangers as I could simply to not be lonely. In the year I got my job my family hit a huge road block as the two women who raised me both got sick, and last year passed on. This past year I feel I've been working to simply eat and work harder, and to me it is nothing, but I envy my friends, who have their families healthy, have the dream jobs, and are not living paycheck to paycheck. My dream growing up was honestly to be somewhere that I could bring good to everyone around me. I'm the nice guy to heal others, and lately I've been at the point where I need to heal, and honestly the healing is where I need to accept myself, like this video discusses. Dr, your words are one of my mentors, even though you are to me, a person who just posts videos on youtube. Your words reach me, and I desire to hear more from you, because it helps me reflect and see if I'm reaching where I want to be. Thank you

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to hear that these videos have been so helpful for you.

[@Audamus]

Dr Wolf you are an inspiration. I want to thank you on how you have helped my life. When this video was uploaded, I was having a similar problem, after watching this I feel much better . Also thanks to you I am able to take what I have learned from you and use that to help my friends who are having some bad times. Thank you doctor, and keep up the good work!

[@BeuyobIsHere]

Goodness! Liquid pride hit me hard at the end of this video, Dr. Wolf. I agree with everything you said in this video. I to, have felt the same way at times as you do, now. We love & appreciate you, Dr. Wolf! Thanks you for being a inspiration to us all! Big hugs, bro! :)

[@AkaRedFallen]

Holy crow, Doc. you just hit the nail on the head. Can't say I haven't felt the same as you do...I know for a fact the dreams I wanted to pursue from young are well beyond me now. But still, like yourself I've been finding ways to move forward with what talents I do have, and seeing this has been one of those videos that hit very close to my heart. Whatever else may come, you have made a huge difference, and even if your dream is well beyond you...there will be those who know that feeling, and stand beside you if you so choose to let us. Once again, thank you, both for all you have done, and for sharing THIS with us as well.

[@killgora1]

I feel ya man. After leaving college for anxiety issues I feel ya. I have my own set of stumbling blocks. But what ever you do don't give up till you find the right answer. A good break isn't a bad idea. Clear you head, and get yourself refreshed and ready right before you dive right back in. I've only been subscribed to ya for a short while, but I sure am heck I did. We need a good word of advise, some critical thinking and analyzing, and just a good thought. You do a great job at all of that, and far beyond. Great job. Don't stop helping people. I know I get a good feeling inside when I do. Also I don't really care for church music, but I like the song you played at the end. Sort of just filled in some good mood. Very effective.

[@scoutcharger3988]

Doing things for the benefit of others doesn't always feels as good as people think. On the contrary, it often leaves you with a rather empty feeling in your heart and the question "Why do I always have to give and not even once get something in return?" I know that feeling and I know that it is able to turn you into a different person. But most important is that I know that good words dont help. They often feel hollow and carry no meaning without actions to back them up. I wish you the best luck to find something, maybe somepony, that gives you something in return for all the good things you've done to all of us.

[@EstivalEquinox]

Yet another very real real moment Dr.Wolf. Just how much reliability is in this, as well as your other AMWDW series is astounding. In the case of this one admitting there is despair in your life, but not without some hope... it's really an important message. I also appreciate you doing this, showing that you're simply not perfect. Making yourself a little vulnerable to your audience. Because it makes us less put you on an untouchable pedestal we can only admire, and puts you on our plane. As someone who has flaws and problems - just like us -, but wants to help us be our best too. This video must have been difficult to make. Least to say it's the first time one of your videos has ever made me cry. But don't worry, it also made me smile and that's far from the first time you've made me smile.

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to hear that this video had touched you so deeply.

[@redemption2]

This was the video that made me hit the subscribe button. Your admiration of Teric, seeing his family, and that moment of understanding made me break down, and this coming from a guy who My Little Dashie only made me get misty eyed at best. It reminded me of what I once had, and then lost, in the downward spiral that has brought me to this day. I plan to watch the entire AMWDW series in the coming weeks, in hopes that I can find something in the messages you've given to others, and I look forward to seeing more in the future. Thank you from the brand new brony, Dulcet Tone.

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to be of service Dulcet.

[@TomSketchit]

You've done good, good doctor. I can't thank you enough for how much of an inspiration you are. This was beautiful. Whatever your lost dream may be, just know that no matter what, you will always be valued for your skills and contributions. You are an amazing analyst. You are an amazing person. You are an inspiration. Never forget that, though I doubt I even need to say it. You are special to us. Thank you.

[@ShawnS2396]

Wow... This was great... It really hit me (points to heart) right here, that was deep. I can tell this one really came from your heart. Keep doing everything that you do. You are amazing! Thank you Dr. Wolf :)

[@StoryWolf]

Dear Dr. Wolf: First, I would like to say that I truly admire what you do. To so selflessly help others with problems that fans face in life as well as help other youtubers is an amazing talent and I want you to know, even though I’m sure you have heard already, that it doesn’t go unappreciated. :) I believe that in every fandom, they have similar problems, and for me, being sort of…new to this fandom in a sense that I’m still kind of uncomfortable opening up to it, but still wanting to explore further, shows how versatile your methods are across other fandoms as well. Your methods can and do transcend other fandoms, as my experience has easily shown. I mostly wanted you to know what a difference you do make in other people’s lives and not just to MLP either :) I myself view myself mostly as a Sonic the hedgehog fan, as Sonic played a major role in my life growing up. However, I am also very open minded, giving other fandoms a chance and I can honestly say after some deep soul searching, MLP has actually made that list that I hold so dear :) What I did actually come to you for after seeing your videos is something that I think every fan has dealt with at some point in their life and something I am currently dealing with in sort of an extreme. You see, I have friends of all different kinds. Some in the fandom that I enjoy and some not. However, I don’t view my friendships based on being a part of the same fandom. I view that person as who they are, the person they are, who they are. So, when one of my friends fell out of the fandom I held dear to my heart and enjoyed talking about with them, I was sad, but not hurt by it as I understood her reasons why. And I was able to push that moment of sadness aside because my love for her was far more than a fandom. She was well within her rights to walk away from the fandom and I supported her on that decision. So, we’re still friends and it’s great. But there is another one of our friends that doesn’t feel really the same way. He’s not willing to put aside his love for the fandom to compromise with her wishes and as a result, I’m afraid that it might cause them to no longer be friends. These were people that actually have more in common besides this fandom and have other fandoms that they can actually relate with besides this one. So, I feel as though I’m caught in the middle as it were. I love both of my friends and hate seeing them argue or hurt each other in any way. And while I have tried talking both of them down to some degree, they both still won’t put aside their own differences on this topic. They still don’t want to lose their friendship, but they both just can’t seem to find a way to let one side down for the sake of the other. So, I ask you. I care for both of my friends very deeply. Leaving either one or taking a side is not an option for me. But what do I do? Do I just stay out of it and stop interfering? Or do I not give up in hopes that what I say might change their opinion or at least tolerate the other? Thank you so much for your time as I know how busy this can be…well sort of, being a fan fiction writer, I kind of know how it feels to have fans that want to see your work as soon as possible and wanting to push yourself for your loyal fans to get the next project done. Just don’t work yourself too hard, okay? ^^ Honestly, the world needs more people like you :) Anyway, I’m off to watch more of your videos. I’m working on your episode review playlist next XD Hope to hear from you soon : ) Story Wolf P.S. After seeing this video, I do feel that I need to help you in some way. I too knew for a long time how it felt to think that I would have no one, that I would never have a family of my own because I felt that well…it would never happen for me. I envied my friends for finding that person they wanted to be with, having kids, and then spending time with them, while helpful, still left me feeling envious about it. Which I am kind of ashamed of still, but I understand why I felt that way. The issue I had was no matter who I tried dating, no one seemed to…click with me? I guess? I either never got the feeling they cared or the feeling that they felt for me in a way that was truly genuine and in the end of those relationships…it was always proven my feelings about that were correct. It hurt for so long and frighteningly got to the point that I just accepted that I would never find my match. It wasn’t until I wasn’t avidly looking for it where I finally stumbled upon it unexpectedly. I found someone that I could not only relate to, but could see myself with and they felt the same. I also felt they genuinely cared about me. In their eyes, I was beautiful even though I never saw myself as such at all and when I would go on my little fan rants, he found them adorable instead of annoying and also had his own view points that were genuine and heart-felt despite not really having the same exact likes I have. What I am trying to say is that it’s okay *hug* And that it’s going to be okay. That person is out there, you just haven’t found them yet. : ) Don’t give up on this dream of having a family just because it feels so out of reach right now. It’s still there and I do believe that you will find it someday. ^^ And it might be somewhere where you never expected it (I found mine in bar of all places, despite not being someone who was outgoing, I was working karaoke there lol) Also for reference, don't feel that you might be too old and that you might not find that someone because of it. I'm actually almost 30 and the one I have been together with for about a year now is in his late 30s. So don't ever feel that because you are getting older, that chance is slipping away. ^^ Sorry for the long side note, I just thought you needed to hear that ^^; lol Anyway, catch you later for reals this time lol.

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you kindly for adding so much to the conversation here Story Wolf. And though you don't really understand Everything about the purposes behind this video, I appreciate your efforts in lifting my spirits. As for your friends...I can only advise that Everyone has their own choice. You can support, encourage and uplift, but in the end, they will decide what is best for them. Best of luck to you.

[@StoryWolf]

DRWolf001 Wow that was fast ^^ Thank you so much for getting back to me so quickly Dr. Wolf :) It truly shows how much you care about your viewers. :) And for the advice you gave. Thank you so much, it makes complete sense to me and is so very true. So I guess the best option is to continue to be there for them, but not to try and convince them to try and put aside their differences then. Because it is how they feel personally and within their own heart that matters ^^ whatever choice they choose to make, I should accept it and be supportive. because it was their choice to make. Thanks again Doc ^^ like I said before, you truly are a great help. :)

[@StoryWolf]

Story Wolf And now actually looking again at the the video, I think I do see what I missed and it was a huge part of it ^^; sorry about that. But I do know how you feel. I too had to be told that what I wanted to do in life...wasn't something I could actually do because of my own limitations. Limitations that I just couldn't fix with determination and practice. I had other talents to fall back on sure and I did eventually find something that not only was I good at, but I found I enjoyed more than what my life long dream had promised me. But...I went through at least 6 years of stumbling in the dark after I realized my dream wasn't going to be a reality and didn't know what to do with myself. It wasn't until I tried new things that I eventually found something that gave me a new passion. I still look back from time to time, wondering if things have been different and if I was able to reach that goal, who would I be then...But then just as fast, I realized that I am happy with myself and what I have accomplished so far. I do actually admire MLP for stepping into this very touchy subject and doing it flawlessly in my opinion. I believe that if they were to take it further, it would help a great deal of people.

[@ultronquake]

this video struck such a chord with me Dr. wolf. for years I've had a fantastical dream of a massive project id love to help create. a series that could take years to complete, involving hundreds of actors and thousands of alternate scenes, almost like a chose your own adventure novel. i find my mind wandering to this dream many times a day. and each time, reality comes crashing down back on me and i realize that even if i had the skills to finish such a project there are so many external factors that would make it almost impossible. i'm fairly certain if it weren't for the supportive friends and family i have i would be a very unhappy person. I've been binge watching you're videos over the last week or so, and i can say even in that short span of time you've given me encouraging things to think about both in MLP and in my interactions with others. what i'm trying to say is maybe you could start to dream of the fantastical here on your channel, imagine somewhere amazing you could take Dr.wolf's series knowing full well your skilled enough to achieve that dream, i think it's good to dream of greatness it motivates us to get better. and i just realized how long this comment is so i'll stop here thank you and keep dreaming

[@BrianRandomVA]

Hi, Doc. I know I'm pretty much going to say the same thing, but ancient wisdom-wise, better out than in. When I first saw this vid, it almost had me moved to tears. To tell you something, it kinda reminds me of my situations. Those that are currently keeping me away from my life’s ambitions, no matter how much I strive. I can only hope for the best. No, scratch that. I’m gonna continue doing my best. And believe me, my time will come. As for you, I’ve seen your works and saw how fantastic they were. Great psychiatry, analytics and voice acting. Not to mention, the fact that you’ve help and inspired loads and loads of people to do better. Highly admirable. I’m surprised that none of them huge TV studio folks like Hasbro invited you or offered you a job. Concerning your personal ambitions, unless I’m mistaken, I’m sure you’ll find your lady luck sooner or later if you catch my drift. Have faith in that. If you need anything, I’m sure no one will turn you down. Keep up the good work, doc. Be seeing you.

[@veggietalesfan65]

Wha?! LDS music?? That was such a surprise to hear! Didn't know you were familiar with the music! x3 LDS member here saying awesome to hear. Also been watching most of the AMWDW videos the past few days and gotta say I really enjoy them :3 Subscribed :)

[@DRWolf001]

Glad you enjoyed it. I chose this Specific song to help emphasize the point of the video.

[@veggietalesfan65]

And it did very well, Enjoyed it and the message so much ^^

[@Chinchillax1]

If this video is what I think it's about, then it must have been a very difficult process to make this. I can't imagine the amount of time you spent on trying to craft the right words to say what you wanted to and in the right way. I know there's no good substitute for the dream you prefer, but you're doing an amazing job with what you can do. I hope this channel helps you even a fraction of the amount that it helps others.

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you kindly for the encouraging words Chinchillax.

[@Chinchillax1]

DRWolf001 Next time I see you, whenever that might be, I'm giving you a big hug Dr. Wolf.

[@thewolfofwallstreet627]

Wow....this is pretty deep stuff doc...im not even sure what to say...

[@AdamLeisemann]

A Critical Hit to the Feels. I know what it's like to feel that a dream must be surrendered. I once wanted to be a good artist, but I could NEVER find satisfaction with my work. Sure, I could come up with ideas, but I never really had the capability to put the images to paper and have them come out in any way I could consider sufficient. I basically had to change over to another dream. The design of Tabletop RPGs (Which is, sadly, an oft ignored medium of games). Even then, I find that I have trouble being satisfied with my work, and worse yet, when I show my work to others, it tends to get ignored and when there is attention drawn to it, it tends to be more in the form of vague criticisms (As vague as Rainbow Dash's "It needs to be about 20% cooler" statement from Suited for Success). Still trying on that one out of sheer passion though. A passion that I never could hold onto for drawing. However, the main thing is, I know how it feels to know that you can't do what you want to do. And I have to say, I honestly do think it's something that most of us struggle with.

[@ArcherSlamBAM]

I have to say I know the feeling all too well. My passion's taken a beating this year, due to a long series of unfortunate events, but it's still there. I just feel like my life is in limbo, and that while I appear to have made advancements in my career, I'm just stepping in place. I know what I have to do - I have to get a job so I can get into college and further work on making my dream a reality. But, living in a small town makes the job bit nigh-impossible. But, it hasn't stopped me from trying, regardless. I'm smart enough to know how difficult it is, but I'm still to dumb to stop. It's like my father once said, "If things like this were too easy, it wouldn't be worth it."

[@seancushing5103]

DRWolf001 First, let me say that this was a wonderful video. Second, I would like to say that at times, we all must have our moments of saying "I just can't do it, what ever it is." But, third, let me state this one quote, though it escapes me where I found it before: "When a dream is persuade, and gained, we dream in the daylight. But when a dream becomes dark, and drags you down worse than it builds you up, Remember: You can dream a different dream. When the clouds of comfort fill with a storms rage, dream of a cloudless day. When you are lost, alone, and forgotten, dream of the friends you've made. And when you don't know if you should be going somewhere, be it a goal of a distant future, or a block down the road, dream of what seems right for you. And make the best dreams for you a daydream."

[@Xweetke]

and now i'm crying....

[@Draconis7200]

I hope you aren't feeling too down. While your original dream may be out of reach, you have done a lot of good outside of your primary ambition. If you happen to be encountering obstacles in starting a family, there are several ways to go about it, that is one dream that should be within reach for everyone. While the vast majority of us fans may not be very helpful, we do care about you. I hope you find closure and happiness soon. :)

[@beedubzero8248]

Dr. Wolf, even though some dreams may seem to be impossible to accomplish, you should always try to hold onto them. Why? Because the future is made of them, no matter how big or how small.

[@animeapothecary9994]

It's a sad truth of the world that not all people will get the chance to live their dreams, or that once you have your dream, you get to keep it. The only thing you can do is try to live with it. I don't believe that someone can truly ever heal from great suffering. It becomes an emotional scar. Just like any other physical scar, you can forget about it for a long while, but there will come a day that you will look down be reminded. At those times you have to ride it through and lean on those willing to be there for you. It will pass, and you'll have survived. It'll happen again, but you'll make it through it. Simply put, life has it's up and downs, and so will you. It's a constant of the universe. The trick is to not let it keep you down forever. I'm proud of you, Dr. Wolf. Despite the emotional pain, you still try to help. That takes a lot of courage and strength. Take it from someone who tries to do the same thing. You are not alone, and as long as you try to help others, there will be those who will help you. Keep up the work of good.

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you kindly for the words of encouragement.

[@alexanderszivy4153]

You said some wise words about striving onwards without your dreams.

[@icejustice6122]

Also, sometimes all a puzzle needs is a fresh pair of eyes, to see where the next piece falls into place.

[@thedarkestnightmare616]

This really touched me. I have a lot of dreams that might never come true. But that doesn't mean I won't give up on dreams I know can be done.

[@Equus21]

This is all quite true-it's like my dream with wanting to be a singer. I did try hard, and even now I take singing lessons-but that dream will never happen for me, being that I just don't have the talent. However-as this video states, we can all make a difference with the talents we do have. It's good to try and be an optimist and take what we have and work with it, even if it's a talent we never thought we had. For instance, writing was something I always enjoyed-but never knew I had a 'knack' for, I started putting short stories online and now, I get a comment or PM about every three months, saying that a short story of mine made them think or that it touched them. So, life can also take us down unexpected paths, I'd say your voice is incredible-but your true talent, lies in helping others and showing empathy, Doc. :)

[@nickyw1091]

While it wasn't what I meant about " you having a conversation with yourself. " I'll admit, it hit home for me. I'm having the same issues I'm dealing with almost everyday now, and I don't know if my dream I've wanted to achive is all that is…a dream. That I can't reach to.

[@Shadowfate93]

I thought I recognized the music in the background, I thought is was "I love to see the Temple" at first until I read the description... But don't be down, Dr., we all struggle with shortcomings, and it's alright to not be alright

[@DolledUPDumbdora]

Hey just wanted to say Thank you sir, you have been a very good influence for my little brother and I'm not much of a My Little Pony fan but I do enjoy watching your videos :) also I thought I was going crazy or making things up when I heard the tune to the song families can be together forever, its nice to know that it wasn't made up!

[@DRWolf001]

DolledUPDumbdora Glad to be of service.

[@petbr120]

My sincerest sympathies, Dr. Wolf. This video must have been very hard to upload. Know that your videos reaches out and touches people who doesn't even comment or upvote. I myself take comfort in your videos during my moments of depression and downheartedness. When you're suffering from depression, it's easy to get the feeling of giving up on your dreams.... truly it feels that way I want to thank you for bringing about these kinds of discussions, when it's rather hard to find ones that doesn't "talk down" to the subject or interviewee' in question. If My little pony would be explained in biological terms, all the fans, children and bronies would be it's body, the analysis-community would be it's mind, and your channel would be it's heart.....

[@DRWolf001]

petbr120 Thank you kindly for the encouraging words Petbr120.

[@YOUFREAKINNERD]

Hey, thanks for this Dr. Wolf! And Special thanks for the song at the end. IDK if anyone caught that... but I did! Thanks for the reminder. "I always want to be... with my own family..."

[@mlpw7745]

That... Wow... Dr. Wolf, I would love to help, but I doubt I would have the skills or resources to do so. So, I will give what I can. Doctor, you have accomplished... Well, far more than many accomplish in a lifetime. You've discovered and refined your special talent far beyond what most even attempt to do, whether it be due to fear, believing others who say "you can't", or just looking up at others and saying "There is NO WAY I can do something like that." I guess what I'm trying to say is that you are very special, even if you don't reach your dream. Yes, a dream can be wonderful to attain. Yes, goals in life are a good thing. But, there is also value in contentment. Being happy with what you have. This is a paradoxical sounding concept, but what I personally try to do is try to be content with what I have, while still striving forward. That way I am happy even if I don't achieve everything I wanted to, but I don't stop bettering myself because I'm "finished." This is something that works for me, but then again, that's just me. Some people need dreams to aspire to, that "mountain" to climb. I hope that helps you Dr. Wolf, I'm very sorry if it didn't. I wish you the best and truly hope that you do attain your dreams. :)

[@SweetSeline777]

This is so touching and sad,almost like a dramatic reading. I really hope that someday you`ll achieve your goals in life :)

[@katiebreeze2705]

The background music really effects the atmosphere. Wow, this is deep. Hard to Believe that all this great stuff on the internet (such as AMWDW) came from a show made for little girls. Its really quiet spectacular. What is your dream Dr. Wolf? you remind me of my brother. He spent so much time trying to help others, that he forgot about himself. Don't forget to take some time to yourself once in a while.

[@Persian1313]

You... made me shed a few tears. I can tell you that I totally understand how you feel. I had many dreams and I could even realise most of them, but a few years ago, I started to have diseases after diseases. Now, there's some of these dreams that I'll never be healthy enough to realise, and others that I will be able to realise only if I won at the lottery, because these dreams take money, and I can't even have a full-time job because of my health. I can only have a part-time job and all the money go for my vital needs so I can't even put money aside.It's so difficult to know that I would never be able to realise my dreams, no matter how much I try.

[@NumbingDisasterAnon]

That was...that was quite the tear jerker, Doc. And in many ways, I relate to you. For the longest time, I have had no idea of what I wanted to do with my life. Everytime I think upon this subject I am plagued with a unpiercing shadow and can't make any heads or tails of it, confused. All I have are my talents...writing, slight bit of dancing and singing, and even a little bit of acting and comedy. But I don't have the opportunities to expand upon these talents, despite these being my only interest in life and the only clear thing I know about me. Sure, I got a few videos here and there, but with so much pressure on getting a job, I barely have time to really make more videos. I'm hoping soon I'll be able to do more, but as of now I'm pretty stuck in a rut. It's not a good feeling to have...in fact, it's pretty painful. I envy those that either don't have such complications and work anywhere or those that do manage to get the opportunities to do what they love. It gets depressing with all this desire to truly use one's own talents to create something they can be proud of and do so consistently, yet get turned down because of pressure, ill moments, or responsibilities outside of one's self. Sometimes, when there is nothing around to distract me (no drives, no work, no computer because it was arbitrarily taken away), I would lay on my bed and just...lay there...staring at the ceiling. Mind going a mile a minute, yet going nowhere. Thinking of everything, yet nothing. It's a scary experience. There are many feeling your pain, Doc...some of us will be lucky, others not so much. We can only go forwards and see what life happens to dish at us...hoping that we just get that opportunity we were striving for.

[@Aereto]

After watching a bit too many of your videos in a single sitting (not saying what and how much I watched; lost count), including this, I think I went off my mental deep end and might need to have some of my OCs to convene and put me to therapy. With 50+ characters that I gave recognition to, it is both exciting and tiring to keep up with their character and events, being tasked as a role of a lore-keeper of our metaverse for this world to share, yet haven't fulfilled that one important part of the role to actually share that to the others... mostly due to life. There was that one book I worked on that began years ago, but did not come around to finish and update it, no thanks to my flaws and focus to finishing college for the benefit of self and family. I have been called out by the very characters I have tagged along with for getting my priorities mixed up, easily distracted, being self-doubting, and tending to reply with uncertainty. I may be watching the metaverse grow, yet I do not have the authority of being the master of that domain; instead I have a role in that domain, crossing time and dimensional space to interact with characters and worlds alike to the point that I can visualize what I am experiencing despite my problematic artistry skills. What irked me is that I am among a group of people who bear the same name-title and... maybe I should not explain this here. I ended up over-immersing myself in reflection. Either way, I may as well subscribe as a sign of thanks. I tip my hat to you, sire. In the meantime, I must bide my time until I find that drive to finish my unfulfilled task and mandate as a Storyteller. Lack of resources and time and what-not.

[@FableworldVT]

I have and still in that same situation. I have since childhood having a dream of having a job inside the movie world, being an animator. but that dream came crashing down when I realized that I never would be able to follow the expectations that education had. I realized that even I´m getting praised by my drawings, my greatest passion, those in that education is so better than me. not to mention having been through high school which I knew I never could finish. I was forced to give up that lifelong dream and even today, I often get trapped in a pit of being not sure where I belong in this world. for all I know of is draw and create stories. it did hurt accepting my weakness, but I do find a comfort in one thing. even I can´t fulfill my dream, I can still do what I love, I love to draw and I will never stop doing it. I have been watching you for quite a while and even though I´m not really a MLP fan I do enjoy hearing what you have to say. that is a strong talent and from what I get from this video, you can´t use your talent to do what you dream of, and it hurt, I know. but... is it really so bad? I mean, try and look around you, you have friends, people in that fandom looking up to you. isn´t that something good? I mean, I don´t have many around me, but I cherish every one of them. we have to take what we have, and make the best out of it, make that into our strenght, and it is alright if our strenght is not the way to glory, so long it makes you happy. that is what I learned and I hope this will help you.

[@violetquartz8817]

oh my gosh i almost couldn't focus on what you were saying because you played "families can be together forever" in the background! :D

[@samanthaharris2837]

This one has resonated with me far more than any other video so far. I have long wanted to be a mother but I will never have that opportunity because of physical factors. But rather than despair, I'm looking forward to the future and how I can be something brilliant some other way. Also, these videos have inspired me to create something of my own. A project for the new year. Keep an eye on the horizon, Doc. Something fun will be coming ^,,^

[@DRWolf001]

Glad to hear this discussion was so relatable for you :)

[@SleepingSilentBelle]

I really found this video meaningful, and it highlights perhaps my greatest fear, in that there might come a time when I'll reach a limit to my abilities as an author and there will come a time when I will stop improving. It's a fear deep-seated enough to make it hard to write sometimes. Heck, I remember when I first started writing, I was nothing short of a nervous wreck. I wasn't sure if I could write well enough, I wasn't sure if I'd be able to finish writing my first story. Finishing that story made me realize that my dream wasn't created in vain, and I am continuing to pursue it to the best of my abilities. However, there are times when I stop for a bit to analyze what I have done so far, and I start feeling an inhibiting fear that maybe I won't be able to get where I want to. Maybe my dream can never be reached. It's downright frightening at times. Not to mention that it's at times like these that I look to other people I know--friends and family. I love them to pieces and consider myself to be ridiculously lucky to be a part of their lives, yet there's always a lingering sense of envy as I look upon them. So many of them seem to be making so much more progress than myself, it can almost be painful to see them or talk to them. It's enough to make me doubt my dream at times. Did I make a wrong choice? What will happen if I fail? Will it be worth it? It's only natural to ask these questions. But then, after a while I remember something. Those moments when I was writing. Those moments when I published a chapter and saw the responding comments. Those moments when I finished writing a whole story. Those times when I went back and read what I wrote and felt a deep sense of pride. Meeting people who are fans of my work. And hearing that I inspired someone to give writing a try. Compared to these memories, I know the doubt and despair will lose out every time. I can't know the future, or if my dreams will ever come to fruition. But I've decided that the dream isn't just about the destination and where we end up. It can't be. Like any solid adventure story, it's about the journey we take to get there. It's those moments of happiness, those times of hardship, and all the memories we create. Those moments are why I'll keep writing and chasing this dream. ~SilentBelle

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you for adding so much to the conversation here Silent Belle.

[@Ardhamon5000]

First off this was really touching. Secondly, I never thought you had depression...it seems I come across that issue often online as much as I tend to meet people with divorced parental issues.

[@angelocasimiro4859]

oh Dr wolf you have more friend who help you and trying show you how happy you give help or needed a guide to move forward to the next future..* cry* I wish I had the strength and courage to do that to move myself forward to the future

[@HinoruKitsune]

aww this seems so touching to see

[@EndureTheStorm]

Usually I'd try to write something witty in response, but I cannot find the words. I too have felt these feelings of despair and sorrow. My dream was to be a Game Designer, to take on the world, and write the wrongs of todays generations, but I know that my talents lie elsewhere. That dream still resides in me, and maybe someday I'll be able to do what I have wanted, but for now I have come to terms with this and I do what I am good at. If you were wondering what that might be, well I'm an artist. To iterate further, I am a 'Jack-of-all-Trades' kind of artist. I sculpt, write, draw, do digital work, and sing. Granted a great many of these I am not competent in, but I can still get the job done... Thank you for opening up a bit Dr., and may you endure the storm and turmoil that rages within.

[@NavnikBHSilver]

I know that feeling all too well, something I have struggled with and still struggle with for about 8 years now. Even though becoming a dragon is not within this life's possibilities, I would never be able to stop dreaming about it. It may seem different to a dream grounded in reality, yet regardless of that I for 5 years at least have... found ways to 'practice', ways I now consider dubious and illogical. To be able to abandon that which we desire most, to any degree at all, takes great strength, and I cannot imagine the strength it requires to entirely let go of it. Regardless of that, I have concluded the same as you have, and in that I am more than content with my life here as a human. I'm still confident that someday, somehow, all I have 'dreamed up' will come in handy someday. Maybe when I decide to finish my 8 fictional novels, maybe when I make a game based on it. Regardless of that, it... possibly just like you, has left me somewhere in a gray area I find somewhat hard to navigate. If not for my ultimate desire, what is there to go for? I have plenty of dreams and wishes, and I will gladly choose and live out one or more of them. But regardless of that, there is no ONE true goal for me, one true purpose to my life that is something I can consciously work towards. I know that my life has meaning, and I know I'll enjoy it one way or another. Instead of living towards a goal, I now live to just to ride it out and experience all there is. That is more than enough for me to live by, but never will I ever stop wanting for more; for a goal and purpose I seek to complete beyond any other thing. I hope I'll get closer and closer to all I desire though, and I AM actively working towards those goals with much enjoyment along the way. I just wish I could... still believe there is a way... but I can't, and I probably shouldn't...

[@jaketucker2559]

If I'm going to be honest, I'll say you don't know how much I envy you dr.wolf, live long and prosper, my friend...

[@minerjess4840]

(hugs you) I don't blame you, Dr Wolf. We might not be able to reach all dreams we wanted to do like I wanted to be a professional cartoon animator, but I can't since my half deaf hearing cause problems for me at college.That doesn't mean I gave up on trying to be a animator and started being pegasus sister analyzer. I may gave up college, but I haven't gave up my goals and my artistic talents. (hugs you again) Send me a private message if you want to talk. Even I am a fan, I care about you even if you are famous or nonfamous. Keep up the good work and inspiring others.

[@DRWolf001]

Thank you kindly for the encouraging words Starry.

[@AJponyAPschannel]

Wow, great episode doc. A little late to be in my top ten unfortunately, but if I end up doing another top ten AMWDW, this video will defiantly be in it. Great inspiration, an have a good nightmare night

[@PrivateEye10]

Man... Doc... I really don´t know what to say... I really don´t... YOu and your moments are one of the reasons i started my channel And i could not tell you how good it feels to start something like that Of coursse you already know. Doc, you are awesome, I know helping can be hard, and having a dream can be a very difficult task Trust me, I have had those moments, a lot, and there will always be a moment that you may find yourself depresed and sad for not beeing able to do stuff that you like... Here is the thing. Focus And never lose track of what is important. Look at yourself and think of all the stuff that you managed to do... Because at the end, that is what matters... When you find ypurself on the verge, you will regret nothing... Don´t think on the stuff that you didn´t do, but in the stuff that you did and realise that you have walked a long way since the begining you are not the same person that you where 5 years ago You are (and sorry for using this joke) 20 % cooler than before And you will become better no matter what... I don´t know if this will help you, but after watching this, I could not stop thinking that I feel like that every once in a while I can screw up big time most of the time and I don´t know if i will be able to everything i want to do Then I look to my family and they are always there to give me support That is why they are family (i love that you have such good relationship with your brother, that is amazing) Man, this post is really long. I don´t even know if you will read it But at the very least i could bring something to the table Remember....... YOU ARE THE DOCTOR YOU ARE AWESOME AND IF YOU LOOK DOWN TO YOURSELF EVER AGAIN I CAN ASSURE YOU THAT ME AND EVERYONE ELSE IN THIS COMMENTS WILL SUPPORT YOU TO THE END... My best wishes to you And I´m lookin forward to your next work P.S: sorry about the english, I´m still practicing

[@PrivateEye10]

By the way I recommend you to look for a series called Kamen Rider OOO I don´t know how much of anime or Power Rangers you know but believe me when I tell you that is worth it Just saying

[@ElNeroDiablo]

TheCyberNote01 #"You count the medals - 1, 2 & 3! Life goes on! Anything Goes - Coming Up OOO!"# Just the theme has a good message for life, which fits the show and certain things Eiji does and says later on (particularly in the movie).

[@akmalsy159]

TheCyberNote01 I loved that series as well, but it's not exactly something someone with little knowledge of Kamen Rider franchise can get into as a first series. Still its message & story is very good, I'm glad to found someone else who enjoyed it.

[@RubberyCat]

Thinker Another here. OOO or ooz as it is pronounced is actually one of the 4 KR series I have managed to complete watching. (The other three being Kiva, W/Double and Decade, Decade being the first, really. :D. ) Of those four, i'd actually say that Kiva probably is the best as a first series, but I don't think OOO is too complicated either. But then, I like weird characters, like the corporate president and his secretary - that is an odd relationship there :D

[@ElNeroDiablo]

RubberyCat I started with Kiva, then moved to Blade & Kabuto and loved all 3, but Ryuki & Hibiki I can't really stand to watch, whilst Faiz took it's sweet dang time to get moving. Den-O is okay for hijinx and time travel, Decade is mind-*yay* sometimes (though I'm glad they got Black/Black RX's actor back to reprise BOTH roles!), Double is good if you like a bit of detective/film noir...

[@coltbolt6193]

ahh! the ending feels. it burns.. so good

[@Chase14videos]

I loved this video, Wolf keep doing the world a service and do what you do best.

[@keikoscorner4176]

Oh my gosh. This is the first time I saw this video. I saw this after your one year podcast and you mentioned this video. The thing that really clued me in, was the music in the background. I have to tell you, I feel this way as well at times.

[@DRWolf001]

I hope that means you enjoyed it.

[@keikoscorner4176]

Oh yes! I enjoy all your videos. In fact, thanks to you and several others, I am going to be posting my own videos really soon. And I thank you very much for it.