An Attitude of Contentment-FULL SERMON | Joyce Meyer

Dive deep into the transformative power of contentment with Joyce Meyer in "An Attitude of Contentment." Discover how embracing a contented attitude, rooted in God's word, can lead to great gain, healing, and a profound sense of gratitude, even in life's challenges. Join Joyce as she shares wisdom on maintaining contentment, navigating desires, and living generously, offering practical insights to cultivate a life of peace and fulfillment.
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Joyce Meyer, one of the world’s leading practical Bible teachers and New York Times best-selling author, shares encouragement and advice to help us enjoy our daily lives.
With a heart to share Christ and love people, Joyce’s messages help people in all walks of life to grow in their faith, learn to study the Bible, find healing from the wounds of life, get answers to life’s questions and encounter the love of God in a powerful way.
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[@danajaym1]

I found out last night my husband, who works out of state 2 weeks at a time in the oilfield, is doing drugs. This has happened time and time again. About the 10th time now. I keep staying with him. I really want to be done. I layed down at 7am to go back to bed after being up all night on the phone with a very high husband. I turned on the time for noise, this video came on. The lord is speaking to me. I pray and pray and pray and pray, I have faith and I have more faith. I am listening to this. I am alone in life and scared to death to step out on my own. But I cannot keep doing this. He is one that has to be baby setted to do good. This is the most horrible time of my life.

[@lilygarza8434]

I have a testimony for you. My mom, at the time a mother of three kids was struggling with her marriage to my stepdad. He didn’t wanna be in the relationship anymore so my mom decided to keep the house and take care of all of us. She had a small business that would barely break even sometimes. She was feeling helpless and sad and worried about making her ends meet. She went out of town with my little brother, and she stopped to try to buy some things off of a roadside market. There was a pastor that had been waiting for my mom all day. My mom had never met this man before. When he saw my mom, he politely asked her. I’m sorry can I talk to you? I have a message for you. My mom was a little weary because she didn’t know his intentions. The pastor then explain to my mom that he has been sitting there all day for her because he had a message to tell her from God. He told her I know that you’ve been struggling, I know that you’ve been worried and scared but the Lord is with you and you will make it on your own. The pastor then told his wife to give my mom a hug, he told my mom that was not a hug from his wife, but a hug from God. My mom got very emotional and started crying. The Lord doesn’t work in mysterious ways. My mom did make it on her own with all her responsibilities and her children. I hope my testimony gives you some strength and a message from God that you will be ok and to trust In him. He won’t let you down and he is always be your side. 🙏🏼 ♥️

[@janinep3802]

But GOD, GOD is with you! You are not alone

[@user-im5iq4ht4y]

God will give you the fortitude to break the chains of bondage. You have every right to be happy. God will give you the grace and the hedge of protection to move on. 🙏🙏🙌🙌

[@lilchefchic4077]

I will be praying for you❤

[@tiffanyjones8264]

If you have never done drugs you will never understand the struggle. I happen to be one of those people that believe all drugs are meant for good unless it is abused and/or the chemistry has been compromised, then it becomes dangerous. I can tell you right now, direct your prayers to him and his self control. He is unhappy or he is simply enjoying himself, but that is not your fault, however because you are married it is your business. Think about what parts of his personality you don't like and tell him how uncomfortable and awkward it may be. People do funny stuff most of the time when they are to high. Stand by your man and do more investigating. God will give you those answers, those right words to say and everything will OK. This is your opportunity as much as it is his. I pray that the holy spirit fills him and transforms your marriage. You must take the reins spiritually. I promise you will be blessed and grateful you didn't leave.

[@ChildofGod98765]

Holy Spirit, direct me in my career, and finances. As a single mother with two children with special needs is an overwhelming journey, especially when faced with financial difficulties. Lord I struggle to provide the basic necessities for my sons, like groceries and rent. I pray for your divine intervention in my life, that you would provide for my children’s needs and guide me towards financial stability. I will keep faith in you Heavenly Father. ❤️

[@CharlenePierre710]

Maybe content is good. I shall see, geography.

[@sjones3191]

Hallelujah to Jesus for providing miraculously! Good morning Sister, keep believing. God is here for us! I am a witness with a situation like yours. But I am not a single mother because God is my Father and the Father of all of my sons. He will never and has never left or forsaken us.

[@calistashotts9124]

Prayers lifted for you 🙏🏼❤️

[@TheMizzDD]

In Jesus name amen

[@MichaelCruz-gy1yo]

I'm in a very dangerous position please pray for me to get delivered from it and for a miracle in my life please please 🙏🙏🙏

[@lindafett1826]

Joyce, as I listened to this msg. I continued to hit pause to ponder on what I heard and how I have applied it to my life. Joyce, in the beginning of my walk👣 with the LORD I said, "LORD, even if I found myself without and homeless I'll serve You." A sister in Christ at the Church I was attending said to me, "Linda, be careful what you say." Well, I won't go into detail or time spent homeless but it happened. The LORD'S promise to me--- Hebrews 13:5 I will never leave you nor forsake you. I'm 63 year's old now, and Still walking with and Serving the LORD🙌not without Shelter. All Glory to God🙌

[@ChristInspireTV]

To anyone reading this, I pray God guide us and answer all our silent and open prayers in Jesus name Amen

[@thepeacockparlor1512]

Amen

[@michaelcruz-gb3qe]

Please pray for me to be delivered from my dangerous situation and for a miracle in my life 🙏

[@terishumaker7461]

🙏

[@danmahalo]

I AM glad that Your situation is i. gods hands. All is well. 🙏

[@user-vu8ii8ce4e]

"IT IS SO " ALWAYS In Christ, Paula C ❤

[@ForeverSadeTV]

I pray that we all become content with all that God has for us. May we worship Him only. Fear, anxiety, stress and worry does not come from God. Lord guide us to what and where we need to be, so that we receive the healing, peace, love, joy and blessings that you have for us.

[@sjones3191]

Hallelujah to Jesus Saints!! I receive the peace, provision and abundance that comes from the Father by the Son Jesus Christ.

[@calistashotts9124]

Amen Amen Amen!!! Thank you and thank You!!!

[@lipuomothibeli516]

Amen 🙏

[@user-es9vj1cq7m]

Amen

[@calistashotts9124]

I've read this before, I just got a notification and read it again and I hope you don't mind, I screenshot it and saved it, it's so true and important.

[@jamiemc70]

Great words of wisdom. Thank you Lord for giving Joyce the words that I needed to hear.

[@gterrymed]

Pray for Adam Levine in the hospital with a brain bleed, Please thanks ❤ ✝️

[@Lauren_1987]

The doctor or the famous musician from Maroon 5?

[@gterrymed]

@Lauren_1987 HA! My buddy Adam Levine here in Ithaca, he's in the hospital in Rochester. He gets that all the time.

[@TheMizzDD]

I pray for healing for Adam in Jesus name amen 🙏

[@winterblommetjie]

Please keep us posted about Adam.

[@gterrymed]

@winterblommetjie Thanks. I visited him yesterday in Rochester; his mind is still sharp as a tack. His right arm is weak and he can't walk on his own; the nurse made him promise "Stay Alive and Don't Fall" which is effective. Praise The Lord, thank you. In Jesus' name

[@karenmarsh4477]

Amen❤ please continue to pray for my daughter for she suffers with anxiety and depression

[@ericadyoutuification]

Coming from a person who suffers from that, your prayers matters. But also your understanding matters too. You don’t have to walk around on egg shells but do know there’s a battle in her mind that she is trying to win. I’ll pray for her as well. The best way to attack it is God first therapy second 🫶🏾

[@karenmarsh4477]

@@ericadyoutuification amen too that response

[@evelynenachwa6899]

God has not given us a Spirit of fear but of Power Of Love and Of a sound mind 2Timothy1:7

[@sjones3191]

The blood of Jesus covers us!! Read the word of God, apply the blood of Jesus, employ the Holy Spirit! Let the Bible play while they are sleeping! Pray without ceasing. By His stripes we were healed. We are already healed in Jesus name. Share your testimony with others that God gets the glory! Amen

[@kristinmchenry8022]

God will deliver her, just like He did for me! I'm believing with you 🙏

[@JayJay-sm8zy]

Be generous but not greedy. Amen

[@jenniferjohnson5923]

I’m so grateful for this message the morning❤️ thank you!

[@donnylewashburn6548]

Get happy where you’re at!! Amen! Thank you Father!

[@danmahalo]

Amen

[@Terry-sq1zz]

Thank you for your incredible ministry! Because of you I have found salvation 🙌🏼 I listen to you daily and I will never stop! You keep me on the right track every single day 🩷🙏🏻

[@Amyjones-su4tt]

I felt bad I take pain meds.ive been hit by car twice.Breaking back,and knee..Thank you Joyce,I don't feel bad anymore🙏 I don't abuse them anymore after finding God+

[@Amyjones-su4tt]

Lord ,I'm praying for a new mattress,in Jesus name I pray

[@Jujumimi937]

❤ dear Sister In christ 🕊️, you asked once you asked twice; father God doesn’t like repetitive prayers. He knows he just wants us to trust him. he has guardian & warrior angels👼🏼👼🏽 for us 🪽The least you expected you will have someone you may know or not¡ get you that mattress I am witness too many of his unexpected blessings 💃🏻…✨🌹✨🕊️ in the powerful precious name and blood 🩸of Jesus✨☦️✨< Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen> ✨𝐻𝑒𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑤𝑠 11:1✨🫣✨😳

[@funmi-edwards]

I love you mama Joyce for the teaching on giving and helping others. From Nigeria ❤

[@karen-if7zq]

Drugs are so destructive to a person's life. It is so sad to watch someone go through it and there is nothing you can do but pray. Thank you Lord for keeping me straight, amen 🙏

[@towandaward5821]

Morning needed to hear this message thanks Joyce

[@user-ho4rn8bf8d]

🙏🏿

[@thatssoe1269]

Thank you 🙏🏽 Joyce for being real and helping people find happiness & the God. ❤️

[@user-oo5kn7nj6o]

Amen and thank God for this rounded word 💪💯👣👣👣

[@WaffleHouse365]

I remember God telling me? I’m going to bless you and be good to you because you blessed me and praised me before you knew who I was and what I (was) - you blessed me for being God and not what I could provide. And today I lack nothing in my spirit, soul, mind, body, finances. One day my banker asked me? How does it feel to have to this amount in your account?. I replied, nothing because I’m more in love with the giver than the money. I’ll never stop loving him (God) he’s my greatest love story. This love was built on just him being him, and not what he begun giving me.

[@chadc2896]

That's kind of the way that Im feeling. Like I'm not doing enough. You know, I don't mind not being seen. I like working behind the scenes. The glory goes to our father. Long as I land my heart with with the Lord🤲 Seek out His love, seek out His kindness and my willingness to say yes. So Guide my path guide my vision guide my obedience Lord🤲 I'm seeking You out.🤲

[@rokargou5956]

God was using Joyce to set people free in this message. She wasn’t just talking to somebody… she was talking to Alotta-bodies. God was speaking because alotta-bodies was seeking and He gave answers for those waiting to hear their next step.

[@marlenedale5201]

I know this'll is very older but I still watch this everyday

[@darlapremeaux7006]

I am thankful for the message that you brought to us hope you have a blessed day Joyce Myers

[@CumarXasan-tw2jb]

I love yuo jm❤

[@CumarXasan-tw2jb]

J,m are yuo single or march ? again ex,becuose yuo are my teacher lad as yutube teank you ex

[@CumarXasan-tw2jb]

you are stay yuor student

[@melissa-wz6uj]

I’m grateful for my king Jesus and his conviction for my heart to turn from sin. You can’t be of the world and have a personal relationship with Christ! The Bible is very clear on this❤ I’m grateful for his promises and truth!

[@dawnmeier2834]

Healing of the soul for women really helped. Thank you, Joyce. Battlefield of the mind, really help too, Joyce.

[@KevinSimpson-ig3ez]

Good morning Joyce myers god bless you 🙏🙌

[@Kmama996]

Please pray for Jesus hand over me and my babies and to change my narcistic husband or for us to be free from Him🙌🏼

[@terishumaker7461]

🙏

[@joycemeyer]

We are praying! If you'd like, you can also submit a prayer request at joycemeyer.org/PrayerRequest. God bless you! -Team JMM

[@sheenasebastian4321]

❤❤

[@JayJay-sm8zy]

Let the Holy spirit in to the places where we are wounded. Amen

[@NoWeapon14]

Do not be co-dependent on other people! Maintain your own happiness, no matter what! 🙌🏾 THANK YOU FOR THIS WORD, FATHER! Please pray for my contentment 🙏🏽🙌🏾

[@joycemeyer]

We will be praying for you! God bless you! -Team JMM

[@johnksudarson8222]

Thank you lord Jesus Christ ✝️👏🌍🌲🌲

[@DigitalDistortion]

I'm a Christian and have a Personal Relationship with Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit lives in me and I am a sinner saved by his sacrifice. I also happened to be born gay. I have been listening to your teaching on Christ from when I was a teenager. I'm 39 now and I tell all my friends about you and your teaching about Jesus. I just want to thank you for your ministry. May the Lord keep blessing you and your ministry! 💖

[@CountryGospel24]

God bless all the brothers around the world, regardless of race, religion, language and social status, why we are all children of one God, heavenly father, why only you are holy. God, father almighty, creator of heaven, earth and

[@IrmaQP-zk1ni]

Thank you Abba Father, 4 providing 4 everything that I need & 4 using me 2 be a blessing 4 Your glory. Thanks Joyce, 4 teaching GOD's Word 2 change people's hearts, mind, attitude, lives & situation. I've been watching, listening 2 you for 27 years. GOD bless you more, your family & ministry!

[@royaltymilli-rich7791]

I Receive This Word I'm Asking For Prayer That God Restores My Relationship With Latasha Teague

[@tinabravard9410]

Joyce, your anointing is increasing! This message speaks to my heart/soul in a new way! Thanks!

[@Rachel-sr4gw]

Pastor ,Joyce such a wonder sermon yes we need to be content. Let the Holy Spirit guide us and blessing will follow. My cup will overflow and the overflow to bless others ❤

[@jackiethompson3144]

Holy Spirit help me in every area of pain to heal me, In the name of Jesus Christ Amen 🙏🏾

[@shawnamorales]

Thank you Joyce for your faithfulness to Christ! The fact that you stayed the course after your childhood experience, and now to see how God has prospered you because of your obedience to Him. Very encouraging ❤

[@jackiethompson3144]

Amen

[@hddfyfufu]

WHEN YOUR CONTENT.. I DIDNT CARE FOR A DREAMED LIFE... I LOVE BEING CONTENT SO MUCH BECAUSE YOU CAN LIVE OUT THE DAY IN PEACE...🙏🙏🙏🙏💯💯💯❤️❤️

[@cathycoleman9747]

Please! Pray for cc she's taking a 1/2 pill for her heart rate now she takes whole pill heart goes little fast makes her more tired but whole pill works better than half please! PRAY for her thankyou

[@joycemeyer]

We are praying! If you'd like, you can also submit a prayer request at joycemeyer.org/PrayerRequest. God bless you! -Team JMM

[@niranjandesilva4926]

Thank you Jesus Christ Praise you Father and Glory to your name Mother Mery pray for us Amen

[@denisemorgan3979]

Beautiful message ❤

[@awumbomstella774]

THANK YOU JESUS, THANK YOU LORD ❤ ... I'M BLESSED & I'll be content in every circumstance cos GOD ALMIGHTY MY FATHER LORD AND KING, YOU ARE ENOUGH ❤❤❤❤

[@user-jo9vu3hm7b]

Pray for me and my family especially Jamie Scott For his protection and Keep Evildoers away from him and my whole family and people out there Jesus Is The Best BELIEVE

[@karen-if7zq]

I understand not being satisfied in this world. I have never felt like this was "home". So happy to hear this message. ❤️ thank you!

[@JayJay-sm8zy]

Godliness with content is a gain. Amen

[@vineshamoonien4951]

Amen in jesus name

[@Elementalhandle0000]

Joyce is such a huge part of my life I can’t imagine a world without her. ❤

[@nekesabarbra251]

Mine too ❤❤❤

[@user-ho4rn8bf8d]

Hello 👋 good evening Pastor Joyce Mayor peace of God be upon you i watching you here your word always touch my heart God bless you. I live in bad life i have skills of cook in Hotels but i have no job i have nothing can help my family to live in better life please pray for me God make a way and get job over there in USA 🇺🇸 thank you🙏🏿

[@user-ho4rn8bf8d]

@Officia.Joycemeyer03 thank you

[@pamelascales4429]

Amen ,God our rock ,his Timeing so sufficient,🙏🏿😇🙏🏾🫶🏿❤️👍🏿

[@denisemorgan3979]

Amen🎉

[@lisasluthi6094]

How do you always always manage to inspire me to the next level? I know you get thousands of these and I don’t expect an answer but I just hope someone tells you that there’s someone in Wisconsin who used to be amazing who got caught up in alcohol, and is now retired after teaching for 35 years and I miss my children, and I raised two amazing sons and taught school but since I’ve been divorced after 41 years with my husband and retired from Teaching, I’ve kind of fallen apart. As usual you continue to inspire me.!! I love you so much. You are so important in my life. God bless you keep you thank you.!!!!

[@elnerrendotorres8636]

Thank you our lord God for everything we have my families our love ones.Glory to God.Amen.❤❤❤

[@JayJay-sm8zy]

Save some spend some give some. Amen

[@maryyang2919]

✨💛 “God will take care of you!” 💛✨

[@hddfyfufu]

I LOVE BEING CONTENT... I LOSE THE FEELING FOR A WHILE... BUT I REMEMBER HOW IT FEELS AND IT FEELS.. BEAUTIFUL...💯💯💯🙏🙏🙏

[@marvintillis8136]

Her ministry has blessed my life tremendously, she's so transparent and honest.

[@user-gq5fd9qc6g]

My contentment for Gods blessings over my life! 🙏🏽🌍My goal is of God to deliver my message to say Go! My child!🗣 How long are you going to sit at this 🙌🏽💯🌍🚦🚦green🟢🙋🏽‍♀️💯🫶🏾💥👸🏽 light?!😂❤

[@user-gq5fd9qc6g]

I turned on my GPS GODS PROTECTION SERVICE'S for guidance and direction 🙏🏽

[@charmainedevilliers1386]

As always, Brilliant message, thanks so much, Joyce Meyer ❤

[@joyfulApril]

God bless Joyce!

[@michellevasquez3205]

Lord, have mercy, Joyce. This is a HUGE issue that has been going on for a while. My brother is going through about the same as your brother. I've prayed about it so many times. Finally, I gave it to God bc I couldn't figure out how to help. God definitely answered my prayers. Now, he needs help bc he doesn't have anyone to help. I don't know how to explain it. I just don't know... God Bless you Joyce❤

[@jessicaneace1784]

It's 3 am march 26 2024 and I NEEDED this message. GOD definitely sent this to me.

[@joycemeyer]

Our prayers are with you! Know that the Lord is with you now and always. God bless you! -Team JMM

[@terishumaker7461]

Could you please pray for me that my Psychiatrist will quit asking me if I am still hearing voices and quit trying to prescribe antipsychotics? The Holy Spirit is a knowing. God's audible voice would more than likely deafen me. And to think this doctor says she is a Christian. It truly baffles me. Thank you JMM your teachings have been a life line for me since 2001.❤

[@claudiarothman5575]

Please pray for me to be able to understand my family. Is the only thing I ask to God show me what to do..

[@vineshamoonien4951]

Amen

[@janetmills1290]

Please pray for me. I'm so tired 😫😴

[@joycemeyer]

We are lifting you up in our prayers. If you'd like, you can share this with our prayer team as well at joycemeyer.org/PrayerRequest. God bless you! -Team JMM

[@jodeehorst8469]

Thanks!

[@pathall9990]

And I trust in Jesus even more

[@marlenedale5201]

Good morning 🙏 🌄 Joyce God bless you all! 🙏 thanks again for all you done in my life God bless you and all of us ❤️ 🙏 🙌

[@daricecase4006]

Please pray for my mental health

[@marlenedale5201]

God bless you all!!!

[@farrahmayleigh]

This Sermon is one of Joyce's best. Amen tbank you JESUS

[@martinaspencer9720]

Lord I need yours guidance and please Lord come into my life.

[@joycemeyer]

We are praying for you! We hope this resource from Joyce at bit.ly/3izLLzN is a blessing to you during this time. Know that the Lord has a great plan for you and your life. -Team JMM

[@GloriaGonzalez-mu7fz]

Joyce if you or someone else sent from you would come give me something that it be a huge need for me I for sure wouldn’t tell you nah. I wouldn’t even say are you sure, just in case you or that person regrets real quick. I’m practicing and working on believeing I deserve good things even if I don’t deserve them. Send those stuff this way Joyce. 🙋‍♀️ Joyce you are great thanks for being so real in your sermons God continue to bless your soul. 🤗 ❤ Much love to you Joyce.

[@karen-if7zq]

I am looking into finding a really good church and when I find it I intend to help my kids go too. I know

[@ForeverSadeTV]

Contentment is a display of righteousness (in right standing with God).

[@Mia-vq2xp]

I hope someone would say to me one day - you sound like Joyce Meyers I think you are “incredible in the Lord” and I strive to live a life you live and share - thank you!

[@DaleRollisonButch-qg4iq]

Thank you Joyce Meyer God bless you and your ministry family and everyone Amen

[@Brett_Patience_17]

We absolutely ADORE YOU JOYCE MEYER ❤❤❤ 15:59

[@reginahales6556]

Amen! I so needed to hear this message. So much was my life's journey. I need to move on and let God truly direct me. It was never my fault, and it is not too late to change paths. Thank you, Jesus, for this eye opening message. God bless you, Joyce.❤🙏🏿🙂

[@user-yd6lj9dg2b]

Nice. Joyce. Meyer. GOD. BLESS. YOU!!

[@elizabethsantos9364]

Thank you!!!🙏♥️😊

[@kimhandley4416]

I am so grateful for all my blessings I really am my warm bed, food, job, living with my dad so have a roof over my head, luxury. I get so scared of it being taken from me and also feel so so guilty about having these blessings when others suffer grately.

[@anacleto6610]

O my Lord Jesus Christ, what a sermon Sr. Joyce Meyer has given to the people of this planet Earth, excellent indeed, enlightened our hearts and minds. Truly changing the lives of people irrespective of caste creed and religion. All works of life are watching pastor Joyce Meyer preaching, truly in line with the Holy Bible and Jesus our Lord and savior - praise the lord Alleluia Alleluia Alleluia -Amen. We are watching from Goa - India.

[@akeelaanderson5635]

Hallelujah Amen 🙏🏾

[@Chichi.S]

I absolutely love the message, so helpful and important. Thank you my beautiful Mama Joyce 😘💕💕💕

[@GwenState-Cannon]

Joyce I hear you loud and clear thank you❤

[@joannemalandra-martin7920]

Thank you God! Im so very grateful

[@SammyWenio-sz9yd]

Amen Amen

[@krose5965]

Thank you Jesus

[@josephinevieux7843]

Amen I received this message looking to God 🙏

[@RedheadedWritinghood]

Such an excellent message! So much wisdom here! Thank you so much Joyce! 🌹 Red

[@YolandaGarzaMartinez-eb3pu]

Come on in holy spirit thank you mama Joyce for your uplifting in my daily lives I love you blessings to you 🙏🙏🕊️🕊️🤎🦩🤠💜✝️🇱🇷🫶🫶🫶☮️😇💕🇨🇱🥰✨⭐🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌

[@user-xc2qj5mh8y]

God's not keeping his promises to me

[@user-im5iq4ht4y]

Amen 🙏 and Glory be to God

[@deanndawarnicke7708]

You touched my heart in every bit of this message. Thank you so much, Joyce❤

[@joycemeyer]

We're so glad to hear that this message blessed you and encouraged you! -Team JMM

[@KathyMcDowell1]

Thanks Momma J!❤

[@lisasluthi6094]

Amen helping others is best the best cure to being obsessed with yourself, or any kind of drug or alcohol! I am good to everyone, except myself, I guess! I have two sons, my father and some siblings that care about me and of course God does and I want to do what’s pleasing to him and follow the path that he has planned for me. Obviously the path I’ve been following is not been, very productive, pleasing to him, rewarding for me. Because I know I can’t be better because He made me -and I am here to make other people happy not just me and I don’t wanna make people sad anymore!!! you Joyce and you know what? My mother’s name was Joyce and she died alcoholism and when I was seven years old and I’m sure she was drinking when I was in utero!! but it’s OK. She suffered so much I don’t mean it’s OK I just mean I understand I totally understand that poor woman she was abused as clearly as you were and God bless you so much.