An Open & Vulnerable Tea Time ☕ The End of My Channel, Regrets, Having Kids

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Sewing • Historical Beauty • Vintage Fashion • Slow Living
I’m Lucy, nice to meet you.
I’m a creative living in a little house in the Netherlands with my husband.
On this channel I take you along in my creative endeavors; whether that's sewing a dress, renovating a room or trying out historical hairstyles.
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Website: www.loepsie.com
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[@sallygally5202]

Elder millennial here: You were the first KZbinr I ever subscribed to. I was trying to learn how to do fishtail braids and found your channel. I quickly got super into doing all kinds of braids because of your tutorials. Watching your content shift over the years has been a lot of fun. I think as long as you follow your interests and passions, you'll be alright Loepsie!

[@magdalenelane6469]

As an 18 year old with friends who follow you, i can safely say that your videos are wonderful and entertaining for younger audiences as well as older. I have been watching since i was 14 and your videos bring me so much joy! You inspired me to pick up sewing and i am called the "hair stylist" in my friend group because of you:) Thank you!

[@MrsBrit1]

I'm over here in my 40s, having been watching Loepsie for....oh, it's gotta be close to 10 years! So yes. Spanning generations.

[@EsmereldaPea]

And in chimes a 60 year old!

[@sheilafelix113]

I must say that I have enjoyed your transition from hair tutorials to decor, gardening and sewing. I think your pure pleasure in what ever task you are doing makes you enjoyable to watch. Also, you were very gracious in answering such a personal question as having children. I feel that is such a deeply personal question, but you are so lovely in explaining your answer. You have what my 60 year old self would call natural grace. It is lovely to watch.❤

[@fallvibesonly]

I know the algorithm can be cruel, but i really hope you keep doing KZbin! I've been watching every video you put out for years - I think I found you back when you were still doing Celtic studies. You are by far my favorite person on KZbin, because you feel like such a kindred spirit. I know we only get to see the parts of you that you choose to share with the internet, but your personality and style really shine through in everything you do!

[@IamCornelius1853]

I’ve been watching you since I was like 12, I’m 20 now and still watch, I started watching you with my sister back when you did all your medieval hairstyles, it made me want to cut hair:) I hope you done leave but if you do please know you were a large part of my childhood and a good one❤️

[@emmaRBC]

One of my pet peeves is people trying to guess if someone is pregnant, asking if they are or assuming they are. So glad you said something about that!

[@dees3179]

Totally agree. Really appreciate that you wish to keep some things private. I can’t have children and it’s been horrible going through to my late forties with random strangers occasionally just asking ‘oh do you have kids’ and not realising it feels like a stab in the heart each time. I know for a lot of fans, especially younger ones, asking and speculating about their heroes lives is fun and exciting, but they don’t understand that sometimes there’s bucket loads of pain behind the scenes. And even if there is not, having children can be terrifying and sometimes people just need that side of things to be a bit private regardless of what is happening or not happening.

[@emilytaylor8527]

@@dees3179 I'm sorry you have to go through that

[@EsmereldaPea]

​@@dees3179 - I don't know if this will help, but for me, it's gotten easier in many ways. I had a hysterectomy at 41, so my train stopped for good then. I am lucky to have a niece who loves me and has 3 daughters of her own plus a bonus daughter. And I'm a great aunty who is more like a grandmother. Talk to professional. It will help you come to terms with everything. Big hugs.

[@NormieNeko]

​@@dees3179People shouldn't have to walk on eggshells either. Most people do have children. Most people are or have been married. It's just easy conversation for most. It's not serious or nosy. It once was easy to assume when someone was pregnant before the current obesity epidemic. People were right in most cases. Due to social media, most lives are only somewhat private. Many publicize most things. Privacy is no longer the norm. Most people don't mean to be rude. As much as it hurts to touch upon different topics that hurt or offend us, we decide how we respond (if we respond at all).

[@robertabiallas6923]

I have to say, Lucy, you’re doing great work. During the pandemic, KZbinrs like you and Rachel Maksy and Bernadette Banner kept me going (with a lot of Animal Crossing). I get anxiety, too, and I’m 53. You learn to work through it. Some of your videos just about life in the Netherlands are amazing to me.

[@Christina_Paz]

I do wish the costuber community worked together more, and to me that includes Lucy! I'd love to see her, Rachel and Bernadette do their own takes on certain styles of dresses!

[@twholey981]

Same here 😃

[@KimomoDragon]

Hi Roberta, Would you feel comfortable sharing your methods for working through your anxiety? I like to keep adding to my toolkit. 🥰

[@robertabiallas6923]

@@KimomoDragon What I learned in therapy is to identify what your ‘tell signs’ are that you’re starting to feel anxious. For me, I find myself wringing my hands or rubbing my hands on my legs. When you notice that: what are you doing or thinking which is causing that? Try to mitigate the source as much as possible. If you can’t, try ‘4 Square Breathing.’ That also helps. I’m not a therapist, but that’s worked for me. I’m also a believer in herbal tea, sitting outside in the sun, and putting an ASMR on the TV if going out isn’t an option. Hope that helps.

[@robertabiallas6923]

@@Christina_Paz I have seen Abby Cox refer to Lucy’s videos before. And once Rachel and Bernadette did a series of videos with Morgan Donner. I think there are definitely more ‘geographic’ boundaries than intentional exclusion. It would be cool to see Lucy and Morgan do linked videos.

[@lunatonkens7933]

Thank you for being so open with us! I must say I sighed a huge breath of relief when you said you will always keep making videos, even if it isn't as a full time job anymore. 😂 You are one of a few KZbinrs I watch every single video of religiously, your channel is such a safe haven. I can't imagine that being gone! I always look forward to your videos. So, thank you for still being here :) You bring joy to so many lives!

[@viluriian]

I have been watching your channel for 12 years, I'm 31 now. Always felt a little like I "grew up with you" and I always really appreciated your content and the quality you provide. Very calming and authentic and also just constant. Thank you! Regarding content: Have you ever considered doing a series or some videos (or even just one) about D&D? It seems you are really passionate about it and I would guess that a big part of your audience might also be interested in it? I hope your channel will thrive for a long time to come! Good luck and all the best to you🍀

[@mwalton504]

Baby Boomer here. I think you are wise beyond your years, and I think you are very talented and have lots to share. I think your youTube channel could follow you throughout your life if you wanted it to. You can keep it evolving along with you. I enjoy your channel. I hope you have a very nice summer.

[@mdmcgee]

Someone get this girl an ad campaign. These videos is my favorite part of Friday mornings!

[@elfenscheisse]

I think you are the KZbinr I watch the longest because you are the only one of the ones I used to watch that is still around!! Even though I find it quite sad that so much of the older content has been deleted, i am grateful that you don't delete the whole channel and stand by yourself and your past what the others didn't because it is clear that ppl change and develop, there is nothing to be ashamed about. I think I would be really sad if you gave up on this channel because it really is a constant in my life as well, like a show you watch over the years or a book you don't want to put away before the end. And, believe me or not, those older videos have been a comfort for me all through the pandemic, which was really a burden for me, speaking of anxiety (and I still highly appreciate it that the content around that time wasn't pandemic-oriented and neutral) and made me at least pretend it were happier times. Of course, one can say, there are plenty other channels to watch, no matter if you are into beauty or hair or vintage or fantasy or whatever. But I would say: There maybe channels with similar content, but there is only one Loepsie! And I think you have a very loyal community, that, even if not everyone is growing WITH you, they appreciate YOUR growing, like I do. Concerning jobs, wasn't there a make-up artist license once and could that still be an option? And if you ever decide to quit and pursue other goals in life, I would deeply request you to leave as much of your videos to the world as possible because also future generation should at least have the opportunity to recreate LOTR hairstyles properly!! 😊😅

[@mellinsomnia1]

I identified a lot with what you said. I absolutely understand the part of not knowing how to sell yourself. I'm very good at selling others (their skills) and getting them jobs and guiding them, but I'm not so good for myself. Don't stop doing KZbin, find a manager who can help you get more sponsorships and think about what is it you can offer to your followers because we are your potential and most certain customers. Think about Patron, and affiliating with a company to make a collection with your name. Start working on branding within the things you like and enjoy doing. It can be jewelry, makeup, fabrics, teas, etc. Something from the sustainable family. Also, make videos that would be tutorials you can sell (skillshare, udemy, your own website, etc.) in any skill you have. Sewing, gardening, home decoration, anything you have a passion for.

[@nlkeyser]

Something that my therapist brought up during our sessions was that I didn't actually sound like I left safe in my past two apartments. And now that we bought a townhouse I finally do feel safe. So you saying that you finally feel safe, really hit home for me

[@BlingyBea]

Good morning Lucy, I’m 69 and enjoying my morning coffee watching you, I don’t remember how I found you but I’m so happy I did. Love all the different videos you make, beauty videos are nice but there is so much of it out there. You can’t leave, I want to see you hit that 1mil mark, it’s coming. I always comment on videos I watch cause I know it helps the creator even it it’s only an emoji 😊🥰❤️

[@NellieChristopher]

I am amazed at how articulate you are in a language that's not your first language.! 💖🌟

[@sandravt2168]

She's exceptional. This is one of the reasons why I'm following her - a Dutchie learning English from another Dutchie, LOL. But it's true!

[@_nora]

Fellow millennial here. I relate to the sentiment that the standards of living have changed so much over the course of our lives, it's very hard to achieve the sort of comfortable, "middle class" life I imagined/expected to have as an adult. In spite of working hard my life as an adult is quite modest. You are 100% correct that gratitude for what we do have really helps.

[@OddlyElly]

Oh yeah, it's rough. Having to radically reimagine what a comfortable life looks like, and whether it's even achievable.

[@andrear6566]

Hearing you mention the pandemic is honestly so relatable. It affected me too a lot. So much happened internally/emotionally for me but at the same nothing outside in my life changed much and it almost feels like i did nothing for two years of my life. But my friends don't really talk about it so hearing someone mention the negative ways in which they were affected makes me feel better. I look forward to watching you on KZbin for however long you continue. I wish you prosperity and that the algorithm works in your favor ❤ also throwback to the sock bun secret eyyyyo 😂 i started watching you bc I too wanted to grow my hair and was looking for heatless hairstyles. Which btw my hair has been above my shoulders for maybe 5 years now so i never did grow it out too much and i recently just bleached all of it too so my hair preferences have changed as well 😂 thank you for your content and all your hard work!

[@wtvr619]

I'd love a whole video on the topic of having kids! I'm basically the same age as you so this is fast becoming A THING, and I'd really appreciate another person's perspective, or even just .. a cluster of thoughts. I've been watching you for like 7 years now, so I feel like it would be super interesting to hear what your thoughts are. It's a big and complicated subject!

[@MyFreckledJourney]

I don’t think it’s silly at all to speak on this - it’s actually refreshing and appreciated to have that type of honesty - even though at this point KZbin has been around for a long time there is still a mystery of how people are able to make a living/continue to make a living and what happens if things change? I am the same as you in terms of not being good at selling myself. I used to make KZbin videos but could never niche down, my adhd brain can’t do that 😅 but I also just have never been good at “selling” myself and I don’t like feeling like I NEED to. (And yet now I am in a career where it’s like that and it’s hard!) It’s good to know what you are worried about because I think as viewers we can forget that our activity on videos matter so much. I tend to think my comments will never be read or matter so I don’t do so often, but it’s a good remember that commenting helps boost videos to be seen. I am glad to know you will be around in some capacity if anything changes but hopefully this can continue to provide for you ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

[@Loepsie]

Thank you so much! I do actually read every single comment that comes in. I'm not always able to reply but I read everything! 🥰

[@minounah]

Don't worry about your channel longevity--we'll always be here for you, Loepsie!!

[@EmilyJohnson-ic4ny]

I've only been watching you for about 1-2 years and I'm fourteen and I just want to say you have been such an inspiration to me. You got me into vintage fashion and learning how sew which I never would have done without you so thank you. You are such a beautiful person and no matter what direction you choose to go in your life I will support your decision. Love you Lucy, can't wait to see you again in your next video. ❤️

[@karlineseigel8867]

Hey Lucy! Just want to let you know that your younger audience supports you!! I'm 20 and have been watching you for a couple years now! Also content suggestion, do a video on D and D. I've never played and would like to know more about it

[@cayjadoobirsingh2519]

I vote yes on the tea business. I lived in Amsterdam in 1987-89. I miss so much going to the outdoor market to the tea stalls so much! I’ve never had better tea before or since.

[@kassiesbeach]

I’ve enjoyed your vlog style videos and think you have something going with the gardening. Don’t quit yet! Of course, the sewing videos are a staple.

[@julissabethwalker]

I’ve been watching you since I was 15, so 10 years now! You were my first subscription on KZbin and will always hold a special place in my heart 🥲 you inspired me to start sewing recently. I just got a sewing machine and am going to make that beginner dress you have a tutorial for. Even though the end of your channel would be sad to see, I would completely understand ❤

[@Bookwormscififan]

Lucy you can't just title your video like that, I nearly had a heart attack thinking you were making this a goodbye video! 😅 I understand what you feel with the pets question. My uncle gave us his dog when he moved interstate, and she's going to be 16 in October. I've gotten so attached to her that the thought of losing her breaks my heart. But I know it's coming, and I don't know if I'll want another pet after her. As long as you're posting videos and happy, my mum and I will be here, watching your videos. ❤

[@agentcallisto]

One of the reasons I’ve been subscribed to you for so long is I’ve felt such a kinship with you from the beginning: I was a nerdy LOTR teen who enjoyed costuming and things like that. I’m American, but my dad’s family is Dutch and we lived in the Netherlands for a while when I was a kid, so I get such a thrill when you talk about life in what I feel is my second home. Early on when I started watching you I was like “Heyyy, I recognize that accent!” and was super excited to find out you were Dutch. I love your channel and your homeowner/gardening content is especially relevant to me right now as my husband and I bought a house just a few months before you and Robbert did. Your garden is basically my fantasy (we live in a desert so it’s impossible for me to do what I really want), it’s so lush and green. Anyway, this is all parasocial stuff, but I just wanted to say that you’ve got a friend in the western US. Thanks for what you do! (Also being a mom is the coolest thing ever - obviously a super personal decision, but I absolutely love parenthood!)

[@Wakeupgrandowl]

I am About 4 years older than you and have been watching you and your channel evolve for so long… I didn’t even realize it’s been an over a decade long affair - your channel is definitely a comfortable corner of KZbin for me. I relate so much to the struggle of attaining home Ownership and the anxiety and insecurity that renting as an adult can bring. I was also hesitant to have children for so many reasons, but finally chose to have one and not put our dreams for a family on hold any longer, waiting for the stars to align. It’s been awesome. I hope you continue to reach your goals and be a wonderful presence here in YT for years to come. ❤

[@darthfiende1]

I feel like I grew up with you! Your interests and mine have diverged and come back together multiple times over the last 15 years. I still enjoy seeing what you're up to.

[@Hidinginyourcupboard]

Many of us have also grown along with you, and are happy to see your gardening adventures! x

[@emmetarot2966]

I would love to hear more about your D&D experience! I really enjoy your presence on KZbin. Thanks for sharing with us!

[@pistachoo.]

Your videos are calming, non-threatening, soothing, inviting, friendly, and just all-round e-hugs.

[@kayceevallozzi]

I’ve been watching your channel for years, and it’s been so fun to evolve with you. I picked up sewing right around the time you started making sewing videos, and I so appreciated you sharing your struggles and triumphs along the way! And then a few months before you moved, I got into gardening…then to my delight you started gardening too! Thank you so much for sharing so much of yourself with us.

[@MrsPix20]

You are such a conscientious KZbinr! Your content is honest and lovely. I've always thought that you were a good role model for young girls and women, and when you explained your reasoning for privating certain videos, it definitely supported that! I'm an elder millennial with a young teen daughter, and we love watching your videos together. Congratulations on your beautiful home!

[@martinezanamaria26]

This comment ❤

[@bellacapulet1933]

Oh wow I haven't seen your channel pop up on my feed in FOREVER. I've always loved you, as a genuine person. Thank you for being a part of my life. You taught me fashion, hair, laughter and how to just be. And be happy. Thank you.

[@jo-annebotha9609]

I love your videos. Experiencing your joy in your house, garden and sewing projects has ignited my appreciation of my house and garden and even my desire (unfulfilled because of a demanding job and motherhood) to sew my own clothes again. I think you should also consider starting a tea accessory business - whimsical teapots, creamers, storage jars, tea towels, etc. Maybe easier to sell than tea. Also tea matching recipes.

[@MS-pw6ur]

Seconding all the other comments, the title almost gave me a heart attack. Your channel is my favorite on KZbin and I would have been devastated! Your videos are the reason I started sewing after years of being intimidated by it.

[@Alicia-kp8bg]

I used to watch you when I was 12, but then I lost my account and had to make a new one. I still remember your historical makeup tutorials, and then as you transitioned to other things. You’re a big inspiration to me, and I hope that whatever you move onto next, you’re happy!

[@cutiebee2]

I started watching your videos when I was looking for braid tutorials, and subscribed right away after watching your five -strand braid video (you were the only one who actually helped me learnt the technique!). Your tutorials are so easy to follow and fun to watch, and even after you switched your focus to other areas, I still follow you because the videos are still interesting and let me learn (and admire) your handicraft skills. I hope you will continue to make videos for as long as you still find pleasure in doing so, you are truly an inspiration to me!

[@eleanorbesly9868]

So lovely to catch up with you! I was laughing because I so clearly remember watching you cut your fringe! You are such an intelligent young woman, with a great approach to life. You are wise to take your channel in the direction that your heart takes you. Your honesty and authenticity is why I watch. All the best! ❤

[@darymarkova]

I really hope you will be able to remain in KZbin indefinitely! I've been watching your videos for about 7-8 years now, even before I subscribed. You have always been such a huge source of comfort for me, and I'm sure it is the same for a lot of people. Thank you for giving that to us!

[@Quiv1s]

Just in general please keep in mind: do not ask whether people want children; do not ask whether they are pregnant. It’s none of your business, and a possibly very painful question. And it’s none of your business.

[@thestorykeeper6818]

Your answer to the pets question hit me in all the feels. I lost both my cats during the pandemic and I'm with you - as much as I love pets, I can't put myself through that again. I also had to make the decision for them.

[@bunhelsingslegacy3549]

Sorry for your loss. I lost my best ever bunny during the pandemic but lasted about a month before I knew I needed more fur in my life.

[@CarolynnMarkey]

Hugs and thanks for all the amazing videos throughout the years

[@edwardtheinsane]

I always find it amusing when one of your old videos from 12+ years ago is suddenly recommended to me in my feed. I'm like, "Aw, look, it's a little, baby Loepsie!" I don't know how long I've watched your videos, but it's been a while and I don't plan on stopping ever. I just love your vibes. I even like the vlogs you do, and I almost never watch vlogs. Haha.

[@oreos888]

I feel so nostalgic and happy coming across your channel again! I remember watching your split ends and coconut oil/haircare videos way back in the day during 2009 :')

[@angelicaquiggle2591]

Thank you for being so vulnerable. Your feelings are definitely not silly or strange, nor is your desire to keep KZbin as part of your life. I've been watching your videos for several years now. I really enjoy your content and your personality, and am always happy to see a new post. Keep up the good work, and I'm glad you are so happy in your new space.

[@lauralhirondelle579]

I just found you!! 😢 I do understand with the pressures of selling yourself and creating content, but I am certain there will be a lot of people that will miss your content. I want you to know, I have found great joy and loads of knowledge in your videos already. I thank you greatly! You are amazing. I was also glad to hear you mention that there will still be videos, just may not be your forefront.

[@madisonossa7426]

You were the first KZbinr I ever subscribed to, I wish you so much love & happiness for what’s to come 🎉

[@krystallights1325]

I've been watching your videos since i was 14/15. I'm 22 now and I've been loving every single video that you've made. You kind of feel like an older sister to me (sorry if that feels weird haha). thank you for still making videos. Your videos are amazing

[@sarabeacher]

The water way behind your house is what Americans would call “retention pond” or “retention ditch” where water can go to stop flooding.

[@Clarytee217]

I‘m happy for you ☺️ Its so important to have a home that feel safe and right. 🌸

[@carabara84]

What you have behind your house is “Rill” in English: a shallow channel of running water. These can be either natural or human-made. 😊

[@bethknapp4935]

You would be a huge loss to this community and my subscriptions. 😢. You inspire me in more ways than you know, and your videos are a comfort to me. I understand, but you would be very missed. ❤

[@lightupdarkness1362]

This was very honest! Its so refreshing to hear someone speak candidly about KZbin careers and other topics. Have fun on your summer travels!

[@ilsev4795]

I have been watching you for about two years now I think 🤔 Love your content and the diversity of it. On the topic of children, please do not feel pressured into talking about anything. I had trouble conceiving and found the questioning people incredibly rude usually. On the other hand, hearing opinions on the matter in general is always interesting to me 😊

[@Mausewous]

Your answer to the kids question feels to me like a huge cliff hanger haha. I am really interested in what your view on this is, especially after your 'teaser' hahah. So if you ever want to, or feel comfortable, I would definitely watch!

[@Propercupoftea]

I started watching you in 2012 (when I was 12) . You've always inspired me and I know you'll continue to grow into an amazing person no matter what decisions you make in the future 💚

[@soulsworn13]

I think you were one of my earliest subscriptions too. I'm a couple of years younger than you, so I was still in school when I started watching. A lot of our interests overlap, so its been nice to watch your channel change and grow over the years. Its been a very comforting and entertaining space to share

[@CryssLovesMusic]

I discovered your channel during the beginning of the pandemic and I have felt so at home watching your content. You bring such a warmth to KZbin, I’m so grateful for you and your channel. Thank you for sharing with us! ❤

[@lissi6931]

Nooo please don’t quit! Do what makes you happy but I would absolutely hate to see you go. I’ve loved your videos since you first started with the historical hairdo tutorials. Much love to you. ❤

[@AnnabellaRedwood]

Lucy i think you're a really lovely person, a very kind soul. I used to watch you more when i was majorly obsessed with long hair. I stopped watching when you cut your hair. I really loved your wedding dress videos. I went through illness and lost hair. I had part of my hair shaved for surgery for skin cancer. The surgeon shaved off all of my fringe. It's growing back now. This is a fresh start for me. I hope you and Robert will have childen in the future as they are such blessings. I love drinking tea, and i bought some china from Tiffany and Co. I have some beautiful tea cups that belonged to my Nana. Take care. 💕 i remember the tutorial you did when you curled your hair with chop sticks!!! 😊

[@bonniebernido8510]

Lucy I've been watching for years. I love all your content. You and roberts journey has been so wonderful to see evolve. I love all your projects and i really love how you challange yourself. Whatever path this channel takes, I'll be here rooting for you. Much love from louisville kentucky usa

[@annemariesant9836]

Your videos provide comfort to me and are my virtual happy place so I'll always be your viewer.

[@toohottocare]

I'm 51 and have been watching you for a long time now. I love your content, I've learnt quite a lot - I still can't braid my own hair though 😂

[@ElizabethStarkRN]

Thank you, tour video makes me want to dig into my tea stash and drink morenthan just my earl gray with milk :)

[@Jackson-nr2mw]

i started watching your channel during middle school and i can't believe it's been that long 🤯 i always love how relaxing and authentic you are no matter content is 😊 i glad you're mental health has been improving

[@emmaskellington6214]

I've watched your videos for years (you were working as an MUA around school, I believe) the quality of your channel hasn't changed and you've been a comfort KZbinr through some very difficult times for me.

[@Authorthings]

The pandemic felt like just one decade long big traumatic suck fest. And it came on the tails of a job loss for me... And it just felt like it never stopped... Im just now starting to feel like I have a handle on life but every little stressor seems to give me so much anxiety that it feels like some days I just can't.

[@DoDo-bw1dj]

Hi,I'm sorry you've been through some difficult times,the pandemic was really hard to experience I'm proud of you for overcoming all of it and continuing to persevere in your life despite some ups and downs. God says "For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord,plans to prosper you not harm you,plans for a hope and a future " I pray you're led to where you're meant to go and are blessed in your life You're a beautiful woman and have a lovely life ahead of you!

[@Authorthings]

I guess I've been subscribed for maybe 6ish years... Maybe longer. I remember when you cut your bangs and I just looked and that video is 6 years old. Wow!! I'm 30 now and remeber watching in college too, so definitely more than 6 years ago. I think since the Faux Bob tutorial!! So 8ish years... Wow!! I always felt like your hair videos were perfect for me, I feel like we have VERY similar texture and volume, so your videos have been very helpful. I'm a housewife right now, and I can also relate to "not being able to sell myself" and would also love to go into starting a small business... Cutrently trying to get my book published... So there's that. KZbin is definitely a lot of work and I applaud you for all your content!!

[@adriannebeaver]

I started watching you when I was 11 and Lord of the Rings obsessed - I adored your videos. I actually came to your page today to remember how to do an old hairstyle for my Wedding in a month, and saw this video title. Wishing you the best and supporting you in everything you do! Love from Ohio.

[@EriaPrez]

Hi Loepsie! I feel like I should tell you how much you have inspired me for all these years that I have been watching your videos. I love the aesthetics of your content, the vibes you give and all the new interests and habilities that I have learned by watching you makes you one of the most valuables youtubers that I had the furtune to find. Hope you feel ok and that this chanel keeps on for many many more years!

[@elfenscheisse]

I couldn't have said this any better !👏

[@Ery1389]

I remember watching your first videos: lots of hairstyles and you talking about your interests! It seems like yesterday! I'm glad to see that you're still here and that you are happy!

[@kimberlypaniagua6411]

So sad about your rats! It’s horrible to lose pets. I had that problem with hamsters growing up. As far as children goes that is a frustrating question. It not really anyone's business. You take care of you and your husband, and if you decide to have children and share that's up to you. My only advice would be just know what you want so you have the time. I personally had a situation where i waited longer than i would have wanted. So now i feel a bit rushed. Im pregnant with my first at 37. So ive been a little stressed because of my age. However ive been blessed so far to have no real problems. Good luck whatever you decide. This was a fun video.

[@entercreativename]

You were one of my first KZbinrs I followed way back in the day with the old hair tutorials, so I've been so happy to always see your work when it comes up for me. As for the pets, your reason for not getting any right now is exactly why I have held off. Growing up, I had a little dog who was my bestie for 18 years, and the day I saw him fall in the yard and not be able to get up was the worst heartbreak of my life as we then had to put him down that afternoon. To this day, it's not a heartbreak I want to experience again. As much as I love animals and would love to have one again, that heartbreak is still so deep all these years later that, it's easier to reminisce and look back on what was good, as opposed to worrying and fearing the inevitable of a new love.

[@amyjernigan1299]

Love you Lucy, I hope that KZbin will continue to work out for you💕💕💕💕I’d miss you!

[@sunchitza]

Video ideas: - remake of the tote bag from 8y ago 😊 - making fabric linings for different boxes (shoe, ice-cream, any plastic container that we end up dumping in the recycling) I won't ever sow my own clothes, but small projects like home deco are something I'd approach with more confidence. Stay happy ❤

[@ambercm515]

I'm now 30 and have been watching your content for at least a decade! I found you via the famous sock bun tutorial, and stuck around because I loved your vibe and we shared an interest in history (I took Old Irish and welsh mythology modules at university!) Now I'm older I'm interested in gardening and low-impact living/rejecting consumerism/DIY-ing what I can/crochet etc so I've loved that transition in your content :) I hope you keep making videos for as long as you enjoy doing so!

[@mnossy11]

Lucy, you’re such a genuine, down-to-earth person, which makes you really easy to relate to. I first found your channel from your historical hair series and that was my main interest, but I like to check in now and then to see what you’re up to! I’m so glad you guys are feeling settled and peaceful in your house! I really resonate with that feeling of just wanting a simple life, that’s familiar to how you grew up - a house and a garden in a quiet neighborhood.

[@charlottec5802]

I found your channel during one of the lockdowns when I was looking for vintage hair tutorials. You've since become one of my favourite KZbinrs 😊 You should definitely have a go at making a Regency dress! I would highly recommend the Laughing Moon pattern #126. It comes together well and creates a beautiful silhouette.

[@AK-ni1rs]

You were one of the first KZbinrs I subscribed to when I was 14, all the way across in Pakistan 👯 you were instrumental in teaching me how to braid my hair in different styles 🙏 I will always be grateful for that

[@thekeyboardzone-kas]

Hi, Loepsi - Actually, "canal" is the PERFECT word to describe the little waterway behind your lovely home. I'm from New Orleans, Louisiana (USA), another city that is built below sea level. As you know, if you're below sea level, there will be LOTS of water, and you will need a way to pump or drain it out. So there are myriad canals running all throughout the Greater New Orleans area that serve just that purpose and no other. They are not meant for swimming or recreation of any kind, including fishing. It's just a place for the water to go so the city doesn't drown. One of the main streets in Downtown New Orleans is actually named Canal Street! New Orleans, and the Greater New Orleans area (a 50-ish+ mile radius of surrounding cities) has always been, to me, one of the most pedestrian-friendly and navigation-friendly cities I've ever been in (I do not currently live there) because it's shaped like a crescent moon, and there is a river on one side and a manmade lake on the other, and then there is the airport and downtown. You are always going to be traveling toward one of those four landmark points, so it's easy to ask for and give directions without having to remember compass points (go toward the airport, go toward the river, etc.). And the canals figure into that too. There are many, many streets that go on for miles and miles, but are broken up by canals along the way. So someone who is not from the area (especially years ago, before Google Maps) could get really confused and really lost if they were trying to find an address such as, say, 2015 Kent Street. They might stumble onto, say, 626 Kent Street and think, "Oh, good. I've found it. I'll just follow the street until I get to the 2000 block, and I'm done. Nope, you're not! They will discover, to their dismay, that they have to navigate numerous canal interruptions along their journey, and it can be tricky to know how to get to the other side of the canal. It's not unusual for someone to give directions to get to a certain address and add, for example, "I'm on the lake side of the canal." That is a critical bit of information to save a lot of backtracking and headaches! The canals are not very wide - about like a boulevard. In fact, they kind of serve a similar purpose as boulevards and medians in that they divide the streets so that you can only go in one direction on either side (usually two lanes on each side), which saves accidents, unless you fall asleep at the wheel (or are drunk) and drive into the canal, which sometimes happens. But at least there are no other cars involved coming from the opposite direction! All that to say you nailed it with choosing "canal" to describe your little waterway. Not all canals are big and/or famous and full of people and ducks and paddleboats or other water vehicles. Some are simply functional, and that's it! BTW, I've been following you (and have been subscribed) since your adorable 15-year-old self first made your debut on KZbin. I discovered your video about sleeping with your wet hair in a donut bun, and thought it would be fun to do that with my granddaughter's hair, who was seven at the time. I've been watching you ever since. Not regularly, and not all of the videos - just here and there, the same as I watch other KZbin videos when I have a few minutes to spare. I love your tea time videos the most. And I know I'm not your only fan from an older demographic: I will be 70 on June 13th. You are loved! I am happy to see how your videos and your life has evolved over the years, and what a beautiful, interesting, and lovely woman you've grown into. And let me add my voice to the chorus of folks who are encouraging you to stick around for as long as it brings you joy to do so. I wish you much well-deserved joy in your personal life as well! -Karen 🥰

[@em_greenfield]

I almost yelled at my screen in excitement as you were talking about modern-day fantasy shows being terrible, first of all because you then instantly mentioned The Last of Us which I also found fantastic AND THEN all the while I had already been thinking "Hmmm I wonder if Critical Role would be too big of a departure from 'normal' shows for her -- maybe she would like it..." and you instantly mentioned it 😂😃 I am myself catching up with C3 right now (on ep19, so a long way to go) and am loving it! Also sending greetings from a fellow studied-in-Utrechter. I studied History but I actually had a bunch of friends who did Celtic and who used to drag me along to Asterix evenings & evenings in the O'Connells. Nostalgia! Love your channel btw.

[@moseyposey]

Thank you for your beautiful vibes, yet again! This is why your community loves you 😊 I'm so happy when I get a notification saying you've uploaded a new video. As a late '90's kiddo whose mom wasn't a big fan of the new and intimidating "Online", I was late in discovering youtube dynamics. I didn't initially understand why anybody would subscribe to a channel, since I knew exactly which 6 people to type in the search bar.. simpler times! As youtube grew, becoming a place for more than cute and funny animal videos with the occasional new blogger (eventually becoming vlogs), subscriptions started to make a lot more sense to me! I don't remember how I came across your channel, but I remember watching one of your videos for the first time (another sit and chat QA) and being so excited within the first minute of watching! I enjoy your voice, style, hobbies, and overall content 🥰 Something truly special to me though is that I'm in the US, but my Dad was Dutch and his health was slipping during that time I was watching you and has since passed away. Hearing you talk about and seeing your life in the Netherlands is always so comforting to me ❤ On a last note, you are not alone with the fantasy show feelings! I've discovered foreign shows, specifically french and german, are much more captivating 😃

[@AshleySimpkins666]

I havent watch the video yet but I really hope you stick around, your videos are my favorites to update. I dont even sow and I love those videos.

[@SergejWittePetrograd]

Hello dear Lucy! I am an older woman and have always loved your channel. You were one of my favorite channels. You are so unconventional and lovable. If you discontinue your channel, does that mean all your wonderful videos will be deleted??? I hope not! Best wishes!

[@sunshinesmiles5386]

Canal is totally the right word! Yes, there's great big ones through cities, but also very small manmade "creeks" used for irrigation that are also called canals.

[@susanamie1158]

I’m 68 and love you!

[@wolfysnarl]

I've been watching you for a long time (not sure how many years) and I'm so glad to hear you say you'll keep making videos! I also struggle with anxiety and I find your videos very comforting and relaxing. You are always yourself in your vids and you're so relatable! I think that's why you have so many loyal fans

[@sdb9884]

I found your channel about 9 years ago. I learned to cut my own hair from you! You’re right about shows being horrible now. I haven’t had cable TV for more than 5 years. Nothing really sparks much interest anymore. I always enjoy your tea times. I have not been very well mentally over the past few months, and this was a nice pick me up. I’m glad you are feeling less anxious now with your housing situation! I’m glad you still want to make videos. I will be going back to watch what I have missed when I was too depressed. 😊

[@eliflames5157]

I stumbled on your channel about 6 or 7 yrs ago. I have enjoyed them since. I watch you and Rachel Macksy every time you guys upload. I think you both are wonderful ladies with lots of charm. I hope you stay making videos. Your videos are so wonderful to watch. Have a good week !

[@iwantmyoperahouse]

Dear dear Lucy! You bring so much comfort and happiness to so many! I will def be continuing to watch your videos! ❤❤❤

[@katiearcher4475]

Im 31, i love watching your videos and use a lot of your sewing vids as reference when im starting a new project and need the emotional motivation to get started 🤣 Fully understand though if/when you decide to stop producing videos, it is a lot of effort and as we all go through life things change. And if it doesnt give you the reward you think it should, its totally okay. Just dont delete the channel whenever that day comes. 😂

[@sanguinesoulful]

I’ve been here since the Sock Bun video days. I actually think it’s great that your content has evolved over time as you’ve grown and moved into new phases of your life. Personally I love the newer content with the house and garden updates. Hope you’ll be around for many more years to come. ❤

[@Kukolka42]

I hope you are always able to do your channel, it is such a source of comfort for me and I really love watching you. I have been watching for years and I feel such positive emotions when I watch your videos. I hope you're feeling well and things are going great for you 💕

[@aubreyjanuary9809]

You’re probably third on the list of KZbinrs I’ve been watching the longest, I love your videos and love tagging along your journey through your interests. Mine have kind of overlapped with yours over the years. I used to do hair a lot more (which is how I found you) but my hair has also become very thin, so my hair styles are limited these days too. And then I got into sewing and historical costumes, and very recently I’ve been trying tea, -which I would never drink before- I think partly because of you. Keep on being you Lucy, you’re awesome ^^

[@rosev.e.4750]

I have my tea and my scarf I’m knitting 🧶 … let’s begin❤️✨😊

[@discoduckgandolf]

Watched your stuff on and off for several years and I especially love your photo recreations and those reactions to pre-KZbin makeup and hair tutorials. Those were my biggest highlights in my opinion. I have a lot to catch up on. You deserve all the time in the world. Take it each day as it comes :)

[@neulasia]

i was literally tearing up when you started talking about the pet thing. it's the same for me, i've had 13 rats and at times it was like running an animal hospital instead of just having pets. not having had any pets now for 2 years i really miss the companion and joy, but whenever i get close to considering adopting someone i'm hit with dread and crisis flashbacks. also i rent my place so only small critters are allowed. but i believe they will come when the time is right, whether i feel ready or not. just like with my first pair of rats, things just aligned.

[@Loepsie]

Oh gosh, yes! I had a small pharmacy at home pretty much at all times. When we'd go away for a night I'd have to write a page-long instruction manual for whoever was watching them, detailing which rat is which and how much of each medicine they need at what times, how much of what food for each one... 😭 They're the loveliest of animals but they need such intense care, especially as they get older, and they age much too quickly. Still I also feel like I might have more in the future, I haven't been able to get rid of any of their stuff either. Good thing we now have an attic to store two cages and all the toys and hammocks!