Another PROBLEM

In this video I take a 10 mile walk in not so great weather and manage to finally pull myself into a better mood. Plus Gladys and I have another bump in our relationship.
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My name us Suz originally from Manchester.
Been fulltime since May 2022.
currently finding my feet going it alone in my VW Camper called Gladys with my two sweet doggos.
-Equipment used: DJI Osmo Action 3
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-Edited using Final Cut Pro
-Music from Epidemic Sound

[@DeserieAtkins]

Hi just want to say that you can do this❤️ you are spot on when you say you have to be kind to yourself Everyday will get easier but although you want to protect yourself don’t harden your heart x you are too lovely to do that x big hug keep your chin up ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜 I think my mind just wants to protect me from this potential hurt again in the future. I don't want to let the world make me hard but I think I am a bit too soft. Hopefully I can find the right balance in the future xx

[@diannemorgan3541]

You are doing so well . Stay positive. You will get there xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜x

[@alanhassall8702]

Hello again, just to say becoming sensible does not equate to being hard. you're so right in all the rest you said. Good for you.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Alan, I am trying to stay open to possibilities but its difficult 💜x

[@wanderinwilds]

Hey Suzy sorry to see you have more problems with the van 😢 hopefully the mechanic may have a suggestion on how to fix that and hope you get rid of the squeak ! Thanks for taking us on the walk such beautiful scenery. Also don’t give up hope about finding someone special there is someone out there with a big heart that will treat you how you should be treated ❤ xxx 😘

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovelies, it's just part of living in a van I guess. There will always be something. Plus Gladys is an old girl who needs a bit of love. It is beautiful here as you know. I climbed up one of the small mountains the other day. The views are stunning. I'm honestly trying not to give up but I am beginning to seriously doubt anyone out there is worth my precious heart so for now I am not even thinking about it and staying happily single 😊💜xx

[@VintageRVAdventures]

Awww you do have a big heart and you are a nice and honest person, that is exactly why you feel as you do Suzi. Dont try and change who you are, just be cautious as you move forward with your life. You are doing this the right way in my opinion, keep yourself to yourself, stay strong and enjoy the lovely landscape. You can do this x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you John 😊 I like who me is I don't want to change I think like you say I just need to be more guarded in the future. This lovely place really helps me too 💜xx

[@redsgotravels]

Lovely vlog ❤ loved the dogs supervision of your yoga. Parcel is due with you tomorrow (and so are WE!!!!) Xxx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 💜 Dog supervision whilst trying to do yoga is a must 😂 Oh brilliant! I am on a day off tomorrow so drop me a message which pitch you are on and I will pop over 😘xx

[@redsgotravels]

@@suzybeetravels we will! See you later ❤️❤️ xxx

[@Dave-ye6bw]

Watched all waiting for the next show ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you John. It's on Sunday 💜x

[@mavejames9614]

Hi Suzy, you’re doing great hun, don’t ever worry you have a big heart. That’s who you are and why we all think the world of you. You’ll get there, it’s just going to take time. Aww good Mum and sister.xx still miss mine even after quite a few years now. Well done on the yoga too, I’d be breaking my neck lol . Keep on smiling sending hugs 🤗

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovely Mave 💜 Thank you 😊 Sorry to hear of your loss lovely, i don't think we ever fully get over losing someone so close, we just grow around the pain. The yoga is helping despite the dog kisses 🤣 Take care my lovely xx

[@JeanEbanks-xu6bn]

You are so lovely and sorry you are going through all this sadness. You will come through stronger and happier. Thanks for sharing.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😘 You lovely lot definitely help me feel brighter and really supported. I appreciate every single lovely comment like this 💜xx

[@bassamtravel]

Good Evening 👍

[@suzybeetravels]

😊💜x

[@user-ui9uh1lm5x]

Great vlog suzi love you're honesty ,keep going,as with all things in life you get good and bad , just don't let the bad win and keep on smiling through, you will get there in the end even with all the ups and downs always believe in yourself as you come across as a great person.Ray from Bristol x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Ray 😊 I'm trying to stay positive. It's difficult but I know I'll get through. I do feel much better this week 💜xx

[@davidjwack]

You’ve been so honest about how your feelings, good & bad. I must admire you because you haven’t slagged off anyone. Keep your chin up, things will get easier. Take care.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you David, I try to be as honest as possible there is too much fake around these days. Thank you for your lovely comment. Its so lovely to have everyones support 💜xx

[@susangranger3089]

Hi Suzy, Beautiful Video and Content, as always. You are doing so well, you should be very proud of yourself. Keep positive, look after yourself and your doggies, keep doing your Yoga, Mindfulness and doing what you are doing. You are Amazing. ❤❤❤ xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovely Susan 💜 Thank you, you are right. I have come a long way so far. I need to remember what I have achieved 😊❤️x

[@juliegough350]

Hi suzie hope your feeling better today dont like to see you feeling down & lonely 🙄🙄 i think your amazing and brave, be kind to yourself, take care xx ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely Julie 💜 I'm doing better. I have managed to pull myself back to a more positive mindset xx

[@claireharvey4561]

Aww poor you your not having much luck lately but you will get through it . Heartbreak isn't easy I know just take time to heal and find yourself again because your a kind hearted soul which deserves to be happy again ❤. Stay strong and daisy and Doug will help you through it all . Lots of love xxx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, I know it seems that way. These things are sent to test us 💜xx

[@johnrowarth9411]

hi again Suzi. lovely vid. well spoken. really brave on your own. may i suggest you keep a diary for your day to day activities and thoughts. look at all the plusses compared to the negatives. add to your plusses and work on the negatives. make progress ok. even if its 2 steps forward and one step back. you cannot harden a good heart . you have nearly 3,000 subscribers who love you . we will all watch your journey to reduce your negatives ok. you are not alone .God Bless

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovely John 💜 Thank you 😊 Good idea with the list, I do try to appreciate stuff and be grateful for what I have. Some days you forget though. I will try and keep a soft heart but keep it more closely guarded in the future. I have such an amazing supportive network of people on here it totally blows me away ❤️xx

[@Elder-Witch299]

Hi Suz, awesome vlog, you're so good at it, and I'm really envious of you walking all those miles 😊my arthritis wouldn't let me do that! I totally get why you want to keep your heart locked up. I've done that and been on my own for over 10 years now, and it's the best thing I've done. Yes it gets lonely sometimes but you'r free to do what you like; there's no substitute for that. I've been quite reclusive over the years, but I'd love to spend my twilight years doing something like you're doing, and go out with a BANG!!💥Maybe I'll sell my house and buy a van and go off, just me and my doggo, Marley😃 Much love to you as you find your way through your sadness. I'm sure your doggies are a comfort as Marley is to me. xx💜

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 Sorry to hear you struggle to get out for a long walk. Arthritis is painful my mum has it. I totally hear you about being on your own with your lovely marley. They don't judge us, just love us unconditionally and give us joy and peace 💜 Get yourself a little van and get out there lovely lady. It's possible 😘xx

[@lindam4308]

I'm proud of u suzie, iv watched you getting stronger, bit by bit each day. You have got the mind set. No one knows what it's like till you have to go through it ❤ daisy soooo cute with mummy, doug just sitting there 😂 keep talking to us ❤ xxx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Linda 💜 I can feel myself getting better each week. It's like I'm coming out of the dark into the sunshine 🌞 My little fur faces are helping me so much 💓 xx

[@lindam4308]

@@suzybeetravels yip suzie. All of a sudden ur mind will just click saying - right onwards n upwards. But don't try to heal to quickly x❤️

[@davidrickards3778]

The bobble hat makes you more happier in the videos - ditch the turban 🤣x

[@suzybeetravels]

😂 I like my turban though x

[@davidrickards3778]

@@suzybeetravels Okay understood - have a relaxing weekend! x

[@TheSlawsAdventures]

Lots of camera therapy in this vlog. We are all your counsellors ❤ Beautiful editing, stunning scenery and a great choice of music. How you kept your positions through dog yoga tickled us 😂 Remember the words of your music, heartbreak heals with time xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Camera therapy is helping immensely. I'm feeling better each week 😊 It's so beautiful here even in the grey weather. Dog yoga is funny bless my little dudes they do make me laugh 💜x

[@karenlund2703]

Aww love Doug kissing you during your yoga bless him .Take care times will get better xx

[@suzybeetravels]

He always knows when I need extra kisses bless him 😊 Thank you 💜xx

[@davidshepherd6104]

Take it day by day and keep strong.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you David. One step at a time 😊💜x

[@Meggy6571]

Good evening Suz. Glad to see your doing well, looks like the Scottish life is good for you. Keep going day by day. Think a new channel name would be good for you Suzchooztravel. 😊 P ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜 Day by day is how I'm taking it, trying not to look too far ahead or behind. Thank you I'll put that on my list 😊 xx

[@ChrisandHeathervanlife]

Nice video Suzy, loved yoga with dogs, very funny.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 💜 Yoga with dogs is a must 😂xx

[@gillianferguson763]

Suzy !!( Believe me when I say I feel your pain & unceterty , but plse you will be ok !!, as been there & am there now so we are both founding the same thing only am in a house soo your in ma thoughts , grt admiration too you 🙏👊🏻🦾, we will get there somehow . Xxx

[@suzybeetravels]

Sending hugs Gillian, we can get through this. Women are made of tough stuff 💜xx

[@kurts_aviation]

great vlog Suze, you keep going lovely with the positivity time is a great healer and you have plenty of that. Take care, however i need a bit of time to come up with a name for the bobble hat xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😘 Looking forward to hearing the name for my hat 😂💜xx

[@user-ks2lf1by8c]

Great vlog suzy you are a amazing person keep your head up you can do it ❤ Chris/ Jan

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 😘💜xx

[@DebNDaveDriveabout]

Don't close your heart to love instead know what you want from someone, expect it and demand it. Know beyond all doubt that you deserve nothing less. Then don't stand for anything less. You will find the love you deserve sooner than you expect then. Nothing wrong with getting reacquainted with you in the meantime Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 💜 I really don't feel like I can ever trust my heart to anyone again at the minute though. Maybe one day I will feel different xx

[@DebNDaveDriveabout]

@meanderingmancs When the time is right xx

[@itsanomadslife]

Just found your channel and ive got to say i find the way you are courageously navigating through life is very inspiring by talking you will show other people its ok to talk too 😊❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you so much 💓 I do worry I waffle on a bit too much but I think sometimes the person who leaves doesn't have a voice and it's important to shoe people it's ok to be upset or sad xx

[@user-nh3vq9sx6w]

Your doing amazing, nothing wrong with having aa big heart it's just getting the right person will make your heart happy again ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜 Maybe one day I can find someone like that xx

[@sandyneeve428]

Hi Suzy another great honest video. Its still early days and still raw. Baby steps bit by bit. When you feel like crap, feel the feel. Nature is a wonderful healer and being out walking is the best thing to do. When you are walking and no one is around, stand and scream at the top of your lungs then say i am strong, i am a good woman and i am going to do this. Takes time my lovely but take a look at what you have achieved since being on your own in that short space of time. Dont beat yourself up, you are bloody amazing. Take care and look after yourself. 😊😊❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you so much lovely 🥰💜 You are so right, nature heals. I can feel myself getting better week by week here surrounded by all this. I really think the universe brought me to the best possible place ❤️xx

[@Susancarbo60]

Hi Suz! Hope you ok, you look chirpier today,lovely little walk, put the world to rights when I walk for a while, clears your head, you will learn to live with it Suzy, your doing a great job💪love watching the doggies aswell so cute🐾🐾keep your chin up, great video as always, take care of each other stay safe 🩷🐾🐾

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovely Susan 😘 I am feeling better each week that goes by. Walking and talking really helps. My lovely little doggos bless them they make me smile every day 💜xx

[@deborahwatson1140]

What a lovely person you are. Keep doing what you are doing and enjoy life. Love your vlogs.

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you Deborah 😊 Life is a gift, I keep trying to remember that when I get down. Thank you lovely 💜xx

[@alandciskasmohotravels]

Brilliant Vlog as always Suz, keep your chin up, things will get better. Al and Ciska❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi lovelies, thank you 😊 💜xx

[@thomasoneil9338]

Weirdly you're vlogs will be helping you i feel. You are using mostly strangers to be your therapist without having to lie in a couch to do it. Talking about how you are feeling will always help despite the horrible Scottish weather. The walking does help cleanse the soul. You will slowly rebuild when you feel the time is right. See this as just the beginning of a great story in your life. Start it when you are ready to begin a new journey. This isnt the end....it's just the beginning. Let's go Suzy ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Hi Thomas, I am lucky i have this outlet for my feelings and also to have such a lovely network of support from the people on here. You are all amazing 💜 Fingers crossed 🤞 the weather starts to improve soon. Thank you lovely 😊xx

[@thomasoneil9338]

​@@suzybeetravels I love that part of the world. Keep fighting the fight. Throw that book away and start a brand new chapter in your life. Onwards and Upwards Suzy ❤

[@jennifereccles162]

You are doing just fine babes. You are entitled to grieve as long as you need to, and it’s nobody’s business but yours. I am so glad that you are now amongst people that actually care about you because of who you are and not what you can do for them. Love the way Doug and Daisy help with the yoga 😂😂 xxx mum xxx❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

I am doing good mum 😘 The people here are brilliant, just kind genuine people. Exactly what I need right now 💜x

[@hazelwade-oq2zc]

I know a year seems a lifetime away but believe me 12 months from now you will look back & realise you are strong Dr than you thought was ever possible. Enjoy your company later this week x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely Hazel 💜 I have to try and remember it's been a really short space of time so far don't I xx

[@RobertSmith-cv1cu]

Good old mum and sis. Help arrived on cue. It's a difficult time for you but you are getting plenty of time to think and reflect.

[@suzybeetravels]

They are the best 🥰 I think the time to reflect is helping so much and having no distraction and making me face my own emotions is going to be beneficial in the future x

[@motorhomers-r-us]

Big HUGS ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies ❤️xx

[@lisahazelwood173]

Duct tape the boot itl be reet 😆😆😆 and i need to know more about this massage gun 😮😮😮

[@suzybeetravels]

😊😂 Duct tape fixes everything. I got the massage gun in Spain, it's pretty good! 💜x

[@gillianferguson763]

People have Age das dogs don’t !!, I’ll drop passed in the next month on my way up north to Lossiemouth . Xxx

[@suzybeetravels]

So true Gillian, I can see how my two have aged. They mean everything to me. Aww it would be lovely to meet you 💜xx

[@Happyinmyautotrail]

Keep going Suzy. ❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜xx

[@gillianferguson763]

YIP YOU HAVE answered your own. Question . Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Gillian 💜x

[@ashleycollyer9185]

You are one special lady ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Ashley 💜x

[@ashleycollyer9185]

@@suzybeetravels 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️

[@DebNDaveDriveabout]

It's OK to not be ok yet ....... but the yet is a promise that one day you will be xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies, I will be ok one day 💜x

[@carolchanse6946]

Everytime I watch your videos I feel as if you are just talking to me!!,I have been hurt and I didn't want to feel the pain ever again so I stayed on my own for about 13 years,I was a single mum,it made me stronger in life, I have a soft heart just like you,I think of other people before me!! But I am not daft,actually when I was 19 I had my heart broken,my boyfriend left me so to get away from our town, I think you might of heard of Widnes nr warrington, I went working up in a castle called glenborradale nr Fort William for about 5 months, I missed home so went back home!!as I was missing my family,you are strong and you will become even stronger,but it takes time,you are grieving,it's nice listening to you and watching your videos,I'm sorry to go on!! Take care and big big hugs 🫂 xx😊Carol xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Oh Carol, I am so sorry you have been through so much pain. Sending you hugs my lovely 💜 Yes I have passed by Widnes many times. Thank you for sharing your story. It's good to know that you git stronger and are happy. Maybe one day I will be in your position xx

[@Calmmind-living]

Don't close your heart off , that's who you are , and its your super power, its not about changing how open you are ,its about learning who to allow near you in the future, this might feel like worse thing ever, give it a while and you will look back on this time and see it was your best lesson which you have learnt , acted on and now have so more self respect, self love and understanding your see your attract better people, better situations and feel more confident in speaking your truth, so often we people please , say what others want to hear often unconsciously just so we never have to feel the pain or feel rejected like we did in our past again. its just a pattern our sub conscious will constantly play out until we choose to change it. And often its having the strength to say enough is enough and like you have done, leave the relationship then your conscious mind will start to show you solutions as long as you just say yes to things, and not close off to the world. Learning to trust yourself again is your biggest lesson, yes its painful yes its a process, but its also what makes you the strongest your ever been.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, you hit the nail on the head. I don't trust myself to make good decisions based on my past experiences. Maybe one day with work I will be able to but for now it seems like a long winding road until I get there 💜x

[@Calmmind-living]

@@suzybeetravels Im a qualified therapist, so if you wanted a free session on learning how your mind works, which helps then you understand how to build trust in ourselves and move forward , iv gone through this myself 3 yrs ago so totally understand please contact me. x

[@marvinwatson3245]

Still here and watching. Glad your ok. Love watching your videos, not made any videos myself this year, yet. Still not got away to Scotland. Van is ready, but i am not. Unfortunately a medical condition, has me stuck at home. You love shortbread, your not too far from the Walkers shortbread factory and shop at Aberlour, Speyside.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you for sticking with me Marvin I know my vlogs are evolving a bit different to how I used to make them. Sending you healing vibes and hope that you can get out in the van soon. As soon as I am happy with Gladys we will be off exploring 😊💜xx

[@marvinwatson3245]

@@suzybeetravels Thank you so much. I have always been fit and healthy, but suddenly i was struck down with a medical issue, which has left me frustrated, no walking or driving just rest, so it heals. Doctors orders..

[@Dave-ye6bw]

Hope you managed to fix the back door on your van 🤔

[@suzybeetravels]

Not yet john x

[@carolynjones6116]

Best wishes .Well done

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Carolyn 💜 xx

[@catwalk1958]

Raspberry Ruffles are amazing.x❤

[@suzybeetravels]

They are! I've scoffed them already 🤣💜x

[@mistyeyes6710]

its sbout not forgetting yourself & knowing your worth 🙏🏼 its ok to give a part of you but not all of you, im very good at giving advice but its taking my own advice i struggle with, i know what i want but hurting others, its not what i csn do 😢 Suzie you're such a lovely person, you need to know that & tell yourself everyday you are worth it ❤ awesome vlog as always 👌🏼 🌹 🥂 x I forgot to say, i had to laugh at the dogs when your doing yoga 😂 bless him, wanting kisses ❤ you cant beat the love from your fur babies 😚🐕🐕🤗

[@suzybeetravels]

Hello lovely, hope you are doing ok. I do think of you. I know my worth and honestly if in the future people can't see that and match my energy then I'm not going to entertain them. I deserve a proper amazing love and unless I get it I'm stopping on my own. Dog yoga is always good for giggles 🤣💜xx

[@mistyeyes6710]

@@suzybeetravels you are super amazing 🤩 you're definitely stronger than you think 💪🏼🤗🌹 big hugs 🤗xx

[@FieldviewAdventures]

You made a chicken burger 😂 looks like a packet one 😂. Glady need a bit of tlc x

[@suzybeetravels]

🤣 cheeky! I don't you cooking you know this. That's why you both feed me when I see you 😁 She does bless her, hopefully get some better weather soon and start giving her a bit of love ❤️ x

[@sasvanach7859]

Bem mcdui is second highest in scotland... i think 🤣😂

[@suzybeetravels]

Maybe not that mountain then 🤣 I'm still going to climb it wherever it is 😁x

[@sasvanach7859]

@meanderingmancs i want to do it but my old knees are saying no ... 🤣😂 might take a mad turn in the summer 🤣😂

[@gillianferguson763]

So sorry for annoying you , but what helps me is remembering ( WHY) you left !!, not the good things !!. Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

You don't annoy me Gillian, advice is always appreciated. You are right I left for reasons and need to remember them 💜x

[@gillianferguson763]

I’d have dogs , before people . Xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Always, they only hurt you when they have to leave 💜x

[@gdicko54]

❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜xx