What do u guys think of the song??? :) did u listen to the EP?
@alannafarnsworth99603 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song out of the EP and I already have it memorized
@iamericlam3 жыл бұрын
love it as usual
@wheeze85443 жыл бұрын
You’re so talented ty for this 💕
@afzalmohammed41513 жыл бұрын
@@alannafarnsworth9960 it's been 22 mins godamnit
@assillassoued77443 жыл бұрын
It's amazing i love it😍
@alanak.75393 жыл бұрын
Oh DAMN, Anson. This hits close. And that simple visual of the ceiling fan is so weirdly evocative.
@sxdith3 жыл бұрын
Imagine Anson having his own tours, he totally deserves it
@ltghost34643 жыл бұрын
Facts
@louise36303 жыл бұрын
He will in a few years/months im sure of it
@leabouthot3433 жыл бұрын
@@louise3630 and we will be there to enjoy it
@Bnannannaoil3 жыл бұрын
OMG U PREDICTED IT
@tylerdalton84953 жыл бұрын
seriously
@gracemiller9023 жыл бұрын
I love how the light was off in the beginning then turned on only to be turned off again at the end. Like he was showing that this was his thoughts all day. Just laying in bed staring at the fan. It’s something I relate to.
@shivani93083 жыл бұрын
I was thinking about what it meant but couldn't think about anything so thankyou for the comment now I know what it means
@marynmurdock52103 жыл бұрын
This song is so gorgeous. I really needed to hear this song this week. It really has spoken to me, because I feel like my life has gotten so monotone and colorless, and I don't like where I am in my life, and I hate me for being the same and not being able to let my color shine through. It's not that I'm trying to hate me, it just happened on accident. Nobody knows except for me, and hopefully this monotone, going through the motions life will change, and that I'll be able to open up and let my colors shine. Thank you for your beautiful message once again Anson. Never stop making music like this, it's changing the world for the better and you're talking about things other artists are too scared to address. Thank you for your vulnerability and relatability, we appreciate you ❤️
@harbingerofdoom21853 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@bojianren3 жыл бұрын
keep your head up. The times will get better (i hope lol idk). We all need to look out for each other!
@chiborjames92067 ай бұрын
I love you for this write up
@chiborjames92067 ай бұрын
I love you for this write up
@Kayla-vx5bm3 жыл бұрын
God, this is beautiful. The emotions you can hear in your voice are so real and raw and perfect
@Buhlockay13 жыл бұрын
how was this 2 days ago
@Kayla-vx5bm3 жыл бұрын
@@Buhlockay1 I have no idea tbh
@sunandmoon1393 жыл бұрын
I don't know why but I feel so nostalgic with Anson's song 😔🌹I wish I go to his concert one day
@johnlloydapon59753 жыл бұрын
another song to cry on🤧
@tryfeb70333 жыл бұрын
😭
@sanagogh51043 жыл бұрын
Really.. this song describes my life after turning 21 years old and I'm not lying my life is so broken ( academically/ socially ...) I don't know what to do . All my friends left my hometown and everything change after college .... literally I'm living the same day over and over .... Thank you Anson Seabra for this song .
@sudippaudyal88053 жыл бұрын
"I've got some feeling I've been fighting, always hiding the truth" Sums up the whole life. When you are deemed as the one whose life is so known to everyone but in reality they don't know anything about you. Not even the ones you consider the closest.
@Khual3 жыл бұрын
*Lyrics* Same ceiling, different day though I'm awake so Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again Same lucky charms in the same bowl Look for rainbows But all the colors just go grey in the end Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong too I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to Friends say that I'm dramatic That I'm acting Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again I never thought that this would happen Kinda sad when When all you got is just a voice in your head Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong too I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I don't wanna live my life like this Going through the motions I don't wanna live my life like this Always feeling broken I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong too I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to I hate myself but I don't want to
@ExoticBird-ui5wd3 жыл бұрын
Okay
@jaxsup3 жыл бұрын
Thanks
@bunnibunz85873 жыл бұрын
…it’s on the screen
@Khual3 жыл бұрын
@@bunnibunz8587 yes
@Khual3 жыл бұрын
@@bunnibunz8587 it's just because singing along the song with lyrics that is 0.001sec delay just doesn't go well for me
@yee2minty3 жыл бұрын
The lyrics is finally here! Time to do my job of replaying this~~ I hope he sings this live one day in Dallas, Texas!!
@rileyurbestie47033 жыл бұрын
THIS IS AMAZING (Also I was at the Alec Benjamin concert yesterday and your opening was incredible) Your voice is so soothing it makes me cry
@justanidiot2713 жыл бұрын
Same! It was amazing to hear him in person.
@rukhshanaarifazaara38485 ай бұрын
Wait Alec and Anson? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@addisoncooper69113 жыл бұрын
I’ve listened to this song at least 15 times already…. It’s just so good!
@joliekitty23703 жыл бұрын
Sammme
@randomdudeexists2903 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to it for the past few days, it’s currently my favorite song ever and I feel like I’m annoying people with how much I listen to it lmao
@addisoncooper69113 жыл бұрын
@@randomdudeexists290 well that’s ok, they should be grateful for being able to listen to this masterpiece
@laneyleis5803 жыл бұрын
I need to stop listening to this song… I’ve been listening to it on repeat all day and I can’t stop crying. Maybe a bit too relatable… Love it though! Honestly, it’s already my favorite song, haha. Keep up the great work, Anson!
@azaleal_47543 жыл бұрын
Oct. 25, 2021 If I'm honest, I relate to this song so much. I have been fighting my demons for a while, and when I try to talk to someone about it or even my own family, they bring me down, saying it's all in my head. I try to find my path and figure out how to live again, but it is hard. I began to hate myself because watching myself in the mirror made me feel sick, seeing the same face again and again. Wearing the same smile each freaking day and not being able to remove it. I can't change my smile because everyone mistakes it for the worse, as if I can't feel anything else other than happiness. I hurt myself to feel something again, and when I begin to open up, someone ends up judging me, and I close myself once more. I began to hate myself, but I didn't want to because... If I'm not myself, then who am I? Am I not a beautiful soul roaming in this world? Am I not the quirky person who will do anything to see someone's smile once more? Am I not the person who people want to lean back when they are tired? The pillow to their rants or the one who will let them rest? Am I not the person that someone wants? I can bring myself down so many times, but there will be someone who will save me once more. Or is that in my head? Am I losing myself to my own self...will someone save me from my inner thoughts. Or will I drown again?
@mku7712 жыл бұрын
hey how are you doing right now?
@konikiispoka800 Жыл бұрын
How are you now? I've got similar feeling but I'm not hurting myself or anything else like this, but I understand what you feel😞
@rachell.koehn.kennedy20973 жыл бұрын
I love your voice. It's so comforting. Especially when you've lost someone
@missingclown3 жыл бұрын
I cried myself to sleep where was this song when I needed it this describes everything going on in my life
@natsukirei6663 жыл бұрын
these lyrics rly hits different, it's such a pretty and sad/healing song
@fielalexandreet.becada45773 жыл бұрын
So glad that I listened right after he uploaded. Anson Seabra never fails. ♥️ Sometimes in life we tend to hate ourselves, but our soul screams that our feelings won't last forever. So to everyone who's going thru the motions, you got this. Just bear in mind that you're like a flower, you're going to bloom amidst the turmoil. Keep going (;)!
@SarafinaSummers Жыл бұрын
I love this. I needed this tonight after my first day of work left me totally drained and unable to move from pain that nobody seems to believe is real, and they think is emotions. Food isn't settling well either. I just, thank you.
@ericakoenegstein56933 жыл бұрын
Anson Seabra and NF collab: honest rapper, honest songwriter
@maryc3332 жыл бұрын
That would be beautiful :’)
@s1nful4793 жыл бұрын
I'm crying, i love you so much and always stream your new songs on spotify! You're so underrated it hurts my heart that so little people know you ;( I will continue to pray for your big "break out" and tell all my friends about your artistic soul, keep making me new anthems to listen when I am on my way to school, about to sleep, when i'm sad, mad, happy, everyday. I love you, stay yourself and never change!!!!!!
@karmabelieverI3 жыл бұрын
You got my conditions and now I feel like I have got a perfect company. These days are so much difficult for me. Exam results are coming and every single day....I cry , multiple times. I am tired. I am just tired...tired of proving myself, tired of letting others say things based on a single exam...somewhere I losing the attachments with people. I am just tired of everything and I have every right to.
@lef2617 Жыл бұрын
Listening to this while sitting in bed with the neverland tour t-Shirt on that I bought a couple of days ago on the concert while eating ice cream and trying not to cry is just... I don’t even know what it is...
@pangrimmarak38843 жыл бұрын
I'm going through all your songs right now and I'm literally in tears!! I love you Anson... You gave me strength
@tingwang13854 ай бұрын
I feel the days when I was trapped in my depth depression. Thank you for your song and remind me how Iucy I am now.
@sky-eb3ge2 жыл бұрын
thank you for this song Anson
@parislopez33283 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song so pure and emotional 💜
@pandahqgames3 жыл бұрын
Another banger Anson, you are so underrated. It’s so relatable how you want to stay positive but deep inside you know it’s not gonna get better. Because no matter how hard you try or how long you’ve felt that way. You can’t stop the negative feelings.
@wackkj72813 жыл бұрын
All of his songs are just truly amazing
@bookaddict55443 жыл бұрын
I remember when you posted the beginning ideas for this song on Instagram and I lost hope that you would post this but you finally did and it’s more than I ever imagined I’m so in love with those thank you Anson 😭❤️❤️
@markmusk521 Жыл бұрын
Seems like I can relate to most of sebra’s songs ... it’s like he sings about what’s inside of me...I’m sure he’s an introvert too...we’re all the same.
@patrickmk85753 жыл бұрын
I literally thank God you create the music you do. Your music helps me, and a lot of people out there going through a tough time. Please don't quit. And keep doing what you do. Months or years I'll always wait for your music to drop 🙏🏻🙏🏻
@Shanooke4Life3 жыл бұрын
I can't stop listening to his songs. They are so relatable for me, his lyrics match my feelings, and his voice is just so angelic. Anyone else?
@alexandriapineda91922 жыл бұрын
Omg! I feel like Anson is one of my close friend who knows all my problem 😭🤧
@benjaminhoward82773 жыл бұрын
thank you anson for making songs that actually relate
@jordanblack95732 жыл бұрын
Not that anyone cares. But I've been dating this amazing woman for 6 months now, and everything is amazing. Job is nice, I'm streaming again, friend group is solid , and I got to go back home and see my family. Life around me has been excellent. But I get home at night and look at myself and these lyrics ring through my head while the feelings swell in my chest. I think it hurts so much because even though everything is going so well and people are so vocal on how much they care about/love me, I cannot help but to hate meeting my own gaze in the mirror....because how self centered must I be to take all of the blessings and let them fade behind my pain? I am trying my best to get ahead of it all. But I figured this is the best place to air it out.
@hey_becah3 жыл бұрын
chills!!!! literally chills with the emotions I can feel in his voice
@Sora_sa7 ай бұрын
Love from Korea
@emilytezen73593 жыл бұрын
Hey, its one of his biggest fans!
@faithterceroserrano3581 Жыл бұрын
This hits hard.
@anniina_3 жыл бұрын
I've been living on cloud 9 for these couple of days with these songs you've been uploading! They are all so perfect❤
@aainaa86972 жыл бұрын
your songs really deserve a ❤
@sky-eb3ge2 жыл бұрын
this song deserve better
@Iris-mb5gd3 жыл бұрын
Amazing song! I can feel the emotion in your voice and I love how you're improving on your lyric videos!
@minakshitrivedi90682 жыл бұрын
He is the most the most THE MOST relatable singer I've ever come acrossssss !!!!!!!!!!
@hunnibunni9893 жыл бұрын
Hello Anson! Yes, I listened to the EP like 14 times. Love your fan and love the bridge especially! It really adds to it and also I remember hearing the leak for this a while ago. How time flies... Fantastic job Anson. I'm going to say it again (because it makes more sense here) You truly are our Lucky Charm
@jjtaylor91473 жыл бұрын
Anson Seabra underrated 🥺❤️
@saraluna79443 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how close to home this hits. People today litteraly told me to stop acting, I so relate. Honestly love the message you put out.💚
@menahil31723 жыл бұрын
your songs are my silent screams and voice. I love you
@Coldfoam73193 жыл бұрын
This song is unbelievable relatable as i am feeling exactly like that. Probably cuz I've been home for a long time that I'm feeling like this. Soon I'll be out of here and maybe will get better when i meet my best friend. Hope everyone has a nice day and you too Anson. Your voice and songs are just too precious and i promise to treasure those. I have to be living under the rock to find you this late. I don't know if anything i said make any sense what so ever cuz obviously my feelings don't ever make sense but who's there to judge me (cuz they don't know me) Story time for whoever reading this (an essay which is no needed at all) I've been hooked on to "welcome to wonderland" for somedays now then i thought to myself that i need more of you. You are absolutely great. One of the best I've come across. Saw that you're on tour with Alec and i just thought wow two great singers like you yeah you guys deserve and worked hard for it. All the best.
@ralphcrow87483 жыл бұрын
Omg Anson. This is my favorite say ah bruh song. I am now 100% a say ah bro! The lyrics and the purity of your voice makes this a top song for 2021 IMHO!
@spartas_mommy20233 жыл бұрын
Convinced this man can’t make a bad song
@avahaste45462 жыл бұрын
Beautiful people of this world please remember, it is NOT being weak asking for help. It makes you even stronger and courageous being able to reach out to people when you are hurting. Please know this, I love you.
@itcouldbelupus28423 жыл бұрын
You capture authentic sadness so well. Ask someone with depression who struggles to feel any strong emotions, your songs help me experience emotional catharsis, always feel better afterwards. Would love to hear you do a song that makes you feel happy and want to dance. I love your voice and writing.
@mia-saraking54793 жыл бұрын
Never forget that asking for help does not make you weak. None of us are meant to make it through this life alone, lean on someone when you need to. Make it through the darkness together.
@maryc3332 жыл бұрын
This song is so beautiful. It makes me want to live another day
@qinglinchen64873 жыл бұрын
You always make such beautiful music, sometimes I almost wanna cry since your songs are so relatable
@alyria22133 жыл бұрын
"❤️" - Take this heart if you need it, take it when you're broken, when you can't love yourself at the moment, take it if you need a hand to help you up again or if you need a big & long hug to heal your pain. And please take this heart when your silence take overhand and you can't finde any words to explain because it's to hard for you at the moment. Take it, if you need a tissue for your tears, and please take it if you're hiding yourself again behind big walls. I know, you don't know me, but take this heart, I'll give it to you without loosing it, and even if we don't know each other I'll be always behind you. So please take my heart ❤️ just promise me; let it heal you. And if you take it remember; there is one more heart outside in this world that'll carry you with every heartbeat, because you are not alone and you are beautiful as you are. ❤️ Take it and let me be your company in spirit.
@garciamaryemmanuellep.9184 Жыл бұрын
Why do i feel that, it was written for me? Luvv ittt so muchhhhhhhhh
@jayvee3333 жыл бұрын
This is my neighbours new favourite song.. whether he likes it or not
@MC-cc4br3 жыл бұрын
The song is so beautiful 🤩! Couldn’t expect the less of Anson 😁🥰!
@funkyfreshvbs3 жыл бұрын
Why does his voice make my entire mood change. I guess music can do that but with his voice it’s like a full on emotion overflow. He puts so much emotion into his voice it’s amazing.
@ahsienR21813 жыл бұрын
We're being blessed by so many songs right now from you. And this is yet another vibe, pop off.
@zelle88223 жыл бұрын
I'll always be thankful to you and your music, Anson
@IcanHANDLEthis.3 жыл бұрын
Im not sure if you'll see this, but i just wanted to say that this song has come out - quite literally - at the perfect moment for me... you always seem to release the right song at the right time, and i guess you've done it again. Thank you Anson :)
@Mahnoor12102 жыл бұрын
❤
@ariadc91729 ай бұрын
in this relationship, I notice, I always stare at the ceiling fan most of the time. I find myself watching it and feels that it's wasting my time. I just need the certainty, the assurance. But now I leave the relationship, it seems that I was never the priority. Like I'm not even worth fighting for. I know I make it hard but maybe he needs someone easy. 😢
@ashton65642 жыл бұрын
I always love his songs. His voice is relaxing and he sings about things that are so down to earth and relatable.
@Maya-ph5tr3 жыл бұрын
this one is honestly the one which i relate the most « i hate myself but i don’t want to »,,, the reason why anson is my favorite artist
@pinksama3 жыл бұрын
We love you and your songs, Anson Seabra!❤️
@marcuskasongo86763 жыл бұрын
Ohh Anson the gift that keeps on giving
@IndieVibes.3 жыл бұрын
BEAUTIFUL!!
@jwmusic70933 жыл бұрын
UGH ANSON ALL OF YOUR NEW SONGS MAKE ME FEEL SO GOOD BUT SO BAD Your song writing makes me wanna cry from emotion and freaking jump around for how good it is Love you so much anson
@briarc42353 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for putting so much thought and effort into every song you make. I feel like a haven’t related to anything more in a long time, and I can tell that you make a lot of people feel better including me. Keep going anson we love you and keep your head up❤️
@antoinettehempel34853 жыл бұрын
This is so much more than just a song. Wow.
@shinek38913 жыл бұрын
thank you for making my day better anson
@demsi8593 жыл бұрын
what im feeling right now is related to what this song is all about so, thank u Anson .
@joanabatista77013 жыл бұрын
Thank you for everything, Anson! I love your voice and your lyrics. You make my day better everytime I hear you.
@VyukiKenns3 жыл бұрын
Kyaaaaa!!!!!! I just love ur voice ♡ made my night^^ thank you Anson
@blueberrynaya3 жыл бұрын
this song hits too close to me, I couldn’t describe my feelings but this song is exactly what I have been feeling for the past 2 years
@brissamercado12963 жыл бұрын
i hate myself but I don't want to
@azraelsimon27703 жыл бұрын
Every single song hits closer and closer... damn
@pcs90072 жыл бұрын
This song is really reflecting my life. “I hate myself but I don’t want to….. I’d ask for help but I am too strong too”. I really love the lyrics and your angelic voice ❤️
@Min-ei9zn3 жыл бұрын
New fav song ❤️
@lucy51553 жыл бұрын
thank u for making this song..... it's just so relatable...
@lhaniemaedevera79993 жыл бұрын
Your lyrics are so spot on 😭. It's almost like you got the lyrics from my thoughts. I really love your songs ❤️
@WSA_23 жыл бұрын
Anson have the most unique song names like a poem. It pictures the whole song in your mind just by the title.
@nightlight35762 жыл бұрын
You know how people in comment sections comment like " '-insert lyric here-' is so relateable, '-insert lyric here-' hits so hard bro fr." ? Well if I were to do that, I'd have to put down the entire song
@simak49323 жыл бұрын
Why am I crying? I... I feel like this is what I feel, you just have named my feelings 🥺❤ Thank you sooo muchhh ❤❤
@bloop49273 жыл бұрын
'id ask for help but I'm too strong to'. what a line.
@graibercz95703 жыл бұрын
It's always really nice when something like this song comes out, you can start listening to another of the masterpieces that are running around the world unnoticed ♥️ keep on doing this amazing work, love all of your songs, they are really made with heart ♥️ have a great day everyone
@jaycelsuco59133 жыл бұрын
Ugh, another fav song unlocked 😍 love you so much
@silvvanah2 жыл бұрын
Arno ❤️
@abhisektamang92313 жыл бұрын
Thankyou Sir. This song hits diff on a whole another level .
@ellie41793 жыл бұрын
I love this sm YOUR LYRICS ALWAYS HITS HARD
@helios73923 жыл бұрын
This is my favorite song right now
@ni-kiminaj25033 жыл бұрын
God the way he expressed the emotion it makes me feel an emotion I've never felt. I love him as our little secret treasure. I waited for the full version of this.
@GinoGenero3 жыл бұрын
Laying here on my bed listening and watching the ceiling fan on the screen. Then suddenly noticing the fan on my ceiling endlessly turning in perfect time and realizing that I'm not the only one living this kind of life right now. Wow bro