I spent a day with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (Dissociative Identity Disorder)

[@AnthonyPadilla]

🙋thank you *@dissociaDID (Nin)* for helping me title this video and ensuring it is respectful to the DID community. -new episode of this series every single week so consider 🛑 subscribing. -ps: shoutout to everyone who has turned on notifications 🔔 and directly support me in continuing this series.

[@TheRealGuywithoutaMustache]

AnthonyPadilla thank you for being a legend

[@bekzodimomov4854]

Legend

[@moonierouge1713]

Thanks for always giving us awesome new content 💙

[@anacardenas4505]

This is great! Props to you for the extra thought!

[@zrnov1934]

im here you should interview imigrants that came to the USA

[@camelover0987]

“Someone else is here, I’m sorry, I’m too small” LITERALLY BROKE MY HEART OMG PROTECT THE LITTLES

[@smugbugs7031]

SO DAMN CUTE!!!

[@user-um2vl9tv6x]

YAAAAAS 😟♥️

[@allison8654]

26:07

[@innercitydaydreamer1124]

Not to be dramatic or anything but I would literally die for that precious child.

[@KatKitKay]

Inner City Day Dreamer we all would

[@valeriaguillen2614]

Kyle: so we're gonna wear trousers, right? Nin: sure! Kyle: oh okay... Nin: SYKE

[@rosenrot234]

No hat either for him to wear

[@mina-simp]

Kyle: ...we’re wearing trousers, right? Nin: Of course! Kyle: ...Why you holding the skirt then? Nin: ... Kyle: ...

[@artgremlin2847]

Shoutout to whoever gave Kyle a jacket to cover up their legs. This entire video was so respectful and kind

[@Incognito1786]

It was Nin's jacket. I feel like they decided on trousers, then Nin decided skirt and brought a jacket just in case. lol

[@Star_tears]

Ikr, like when I saw that I was so happy that Kyle can feel more comfortable

[@meisme20]

LOL G4YYYYYY

[@DrScoobyStrange]

The most painful part is knowing that the child alters hold some of the worse trauma in a system.

[@zavyer1948]

😢😢

[@bmo14lax]

"alters" are not a thing These people are glorified narcissists with other mental health issues Their personas are made up by them and switched on the fly, they portray DID and "MPD" nothing like how it is. This is pseudo quackery.

[@clementine2236]

how so?

[@Xjziebtbdi]

@@clementine2236 i think because he was the frist to be here and because of the traumatic things that happen to him atler appear to protect him. But I’m bit sure this us box it work because Nin say she was the first one

[@EvanNagao]

I don't think that's always the case. I don't have DID, but from some other interviews I've seen, the children are often the alts that are protected.

[@aimeeh7568]

nin: "Kyle, the banana guy" all dissociadid watchers: "yup, that's Kyle"

[@Huxxleigh]

It really is.

[@josiemay7401]

I loved hearing her mention this story. Made me feel like I was in on something

[@aisyahnassim2545]

time stamp?

[@cryptedgx579]

@@aisyahnassim2545 6:23

[@lauraborabee903]

Haha yep that’s so him 🤣

[@weirdwars8981]

nin: happily wearing a skirt kyle: god i gotta cover up

[@nonexistingvoid]

He did say they agreed on wearing trousers

[@sarahj2551]

@@nonexistingvoid Bet he couldn't believe it when he saw the skirt! 😅😂 "That liar!!!" 😂

[@nonexistingvoid]

@@sarahj2551 I wouldn't be surprised 😂

[@Elvings92]

So he/she basically betrayed him/herself

[@nonexistingvoid]

@@Elvings92 Nin and Kyle are two different people. They just share the same body and headspace. So you could say Nin betrayed Kyle. But I think this was just Nin dressing up nicely in her style.

[@daniedits9030]

i’m so fascinated about DID. It’s shocking and so complicated (but in a good way) how Nina switched from Nina to Kyle to the Child and how her attitude, vocabulary, tone pitch of and obviously personality just switched like that. It’s so interesting.

[@lydiaboll2872]

Nin*

[@lydiaboll2872]

Nina hasn’t existed in the DissociaDID system since 2019.

[@LoreEclectic]

​@@lydiaboll2872it was probably just autocorrect

[@fvckingtired7269]

It’s called acting

[@HahsJeje]

​@@fvckingtired7269massive dickhead spotted. If you really think that someone is able to portray multiple personalities over years and fooling multiple doctors you are insane. I bet you are chronically online.

[@KUROMISJFJGIDJWJD]

When the child alter started crying, I wanted to hug them so badly. They were so sweet and I felt so bad that they felt that way, no kid or any person of any age and identity should feel so alone, especially people with DID.

[@dr._pie3745]

Identifying as a child, whether through mental illness or not, is dangerous information to put out. It allows the "maps" to take one more step in normalizing p3d0phillia

[@sunnytheswiftie]

same 24:19

[@wanderer14.]

Man i teared up seeing child alter crying

[@MDBowron]

that just shows how much of a big heart you have goofyassgaybo, we need more people like you in the world these days. G'day from Australia.

[@albamarquesfores6290]

yes, totally

[@AnymMusic]

"so who's your primary caretaker" "oh it's bananaman"

[@novandaghifarie]

when was that?

[@theratinyourgarage6856]

Kyle’s gonna be so mad for this

[@chonkyjunko2146]

That’s an amazing name!!

[@josiepower5616]

@@novandaghifarie 10;25

[@josiepower5616]

@@Raya-fb8df 10:25

[@37it3]

“Sorry what?” Me: “KYLLLEEEE”

[@GrahamDavenport]

The baNANA GUY!

[@maddydaniels9762]

IKR I SCREAMED❤️❤️

[@fireflyfox93]

The interview with Nin was wild. I love how caring Anthony was and how he handled everything. Mad respect to him and I feel for everyone with DID.

[@jjjjjj88q28]

@@Democracyfrw dude shut up

[@OJorEm]

@@Democracyfrw No I don't, because if it was all an act she could just go be an actress and would probably have made billions by now. And also because I'm not a psychiatrist and *neither are you.*

[@Star_Killer]

​@@DemocracyfrwBait used to be believable

[@Democracyfrw]

@@OJorEm well clearly she isn't an actress . Maybe they have higher standards for those roles. Looks more deliberate than organic. Also how did you come to a conclusion that I'm not a psychiatrist? Assume much?

[@Elloliott]

@@Democracyfrwdamn, nice troll

[@saraheagleson325]

"I'm really sorry im too small" i cried so hard. What a sweet angel

[@noahwhite3894]

I cried too once I realized she just fakes everything 🤦‍♂️

[@yuki_mo0n183]

@@noahwhite3894 what?? is this fr?

[@noahwhite3894]

@@yuki_mo0n183 yep yep it's pretty obvious

[@noahwhite3894]

@yuki_mo0n183 I mean come on you cannot seriously watch this video with a straight face

[@SilverPizza6147]

@@noahwhite3894do you have actual proof of this? Or are you just choosing not to believe it?

[@awoogaoogabooga3590]

Nobody: Kyle: imma eat a banana in the bathtub

[@avocado3-in-182]

Well, he’s hungry. Let the dude have his banana 😩😂

[@jacquelinem6257]

6:16

[@heytheredelilah1796]

Nin: 😌 Kyle:🤠 Little:🥺

[@idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877]

*Kyle: 🤠

[@billsgfong]

@@idontknowwhatimdoingwithmy5877 NUUUH Kyle: *England itself*

[@babaebahwegotdadoompawegot1596]

@Hasiger Hase it's not fake...you dont know shit fam keep that to yourself

[@lu4n897]

@Hasiger Hase it's not fake

[@kicocar37]

@@babaebahwegotdadoompawegot1596 Their brain is making other personalities as a defend mechanisam due to past trauma and mostly loneliness.We are socity beings we arent made to live this life alone.And if we dont have anyone some brains will create others in our head to fix that and thats when it comes to DID or to in case of trauma it will make new peronality because brain cant deal with that trauma and it wants to start over with new personality that didnt live trough trauma that happend.

[@sfadasfsfds3208]

Using split to educate kids about did is like using jaws to educate them about sharks

[@lydiaboll2872]

Lol literally.

[@DonPetrushka]

What about using Fast and furious to educate kids about safe driving?

[@sfadasfsfds3208]

@@DonPetrushka to teach them about family

[@xypherath]

Well considering they conveniently swap personalities like it’s split, split can’t be that bad

[@chel_in_hell]

@@xypherath their switches were NOT convenient AT ALL, especially when it comes to littles

[@smashthepatriachy]

dude. anthony was so caring and so kind to the little. we don’t deserve him fr

[@Megabyte789]

Fr fr

[@daisanji]

“Do want to take a quick moment?” “Sorry, what?” *ad plays*

[@justshamari7933]

It happened to right as i read it

[@brittanyboudreau3514]

Same just now lol.

[@deborah5646]

_7rann SAME OMFG

[@dustofyth4433]

Nin: yeah I'm sure Kyle is gonna LOVE this skirt Kyle: ah shit here we go again

[@Angie-zw8mo]

Hahahaha

[@thickdickdaddy_2776]

LMAO

[@Couchpotaytoooo]

XD

[@leewalker101172]

Nin is fascinating. Her personalities are so distinct. mannerisms, accents, facial expressions. Did anyone spot how Kyle sat differently?

[@joesickler5888]

Like a dude, and when the kid came she bounced around like a kid.

[@The-Busy-Beeeee]

And people still think she's faking it

[@dhaatri014]

​@@The-Busy-Beeeeeexactly , even if I try to force myself to see the acting, I can't see it.

[@The-Busy-Beeeee]

@@dhaatri014 neither

[@kikikalathiasart9510]

I love how Kyle immediately went to shake the guys hand he's so friendly

[@cjwilliamsvi]

The really scary thing about DID and it being more common than most people think it is, is that so many people faced that level of trauma in their childhoods. The real monsters are the people who hurt them, and there are so many of them out there. 😞

[@APeters666]

I couldn't have said it any better. This is so true.

[@fbiagent3998]

Its more common than ginger hair. Nin was definitely right about how a lot of people have but dont realize it.

[@harrietsmells]

I think I have did but I’m not sure if my maladaptive daydreams are making me forget things, dissociate and make me feel like someone else?

[@cloudyskyz2237]

@@harrietsmellsgo to the dr if you think you might have did. Don’t ask strangers on the internet

[@hearts.s]

@@harrietsmellsI’d recommend going to the doctor because there’s a lot of other possible reasons too, you should just try and get it checked out

[@ninatorres2072]

No one: Kyle: "I'm sorrey whoat" Us: KYLE MY GUY

[@alexandra31301]

Nina Torres literally my EXACT reaction

[@catherinedesrosiers8567]

YEEESSS SAME

[@afez0jj]

YEAAAAAH I KNEW IT WAS OUR BOY😎

[@missnerdynurse5923]

YAS! “Of course we wore a fucking skirt” 😂😂😂

[@bruhyeet9201]

This sound like a bunch of bullshit. But i respect

[@oliviatried638]

"We are not alone anymore" I'm not crying I'm just allergic to feelings

[@giorgiochiodini5773]

first time hear this one, 100% gonna steal it XD XD XD

[@mOkaCoortezz97]

Same

[@Mr.Amazing_-xg6xn]

Black lives matter.

[@oliviatried638]

@@Mr.Amazing_-xg6xn huh?

[@Lex327]

Mr. Amazing _ The door 👉🏾🚪

[@fairyphobics]

as someone diagnosed with DID, I can't thank you enough for this. Not only is it educational and it helps people understand, but it also makes people like me feel more secure and comfortable with it.

[@indigoluna7374]

Same!

[@bmo14lax]

How do you know who commented this? 😂😂 People please see a real * licensed* psychiatrist.

[@itsfort]

​@@bmo14laxare you stupid.this is a real thing, you learn this in highschool at this point.

[@juutaro]

@@bmo14laxplease tell me you’re trolling

[@r4tz4sn4ckz]

​@@juutaroyeah they are, their vocabulary makes it apparent that they're just a child. dont give into it

[@roguemystique7]

22:42 I love that the captions for this says, *Literally the sweetest purest smile in the entire world*

[@Mr_Noob-jp8nv]

That's actually really cool

[@spoopyvirgil4944]

Anthony: We're talking about DID Nin's little: *lights up* We have DID!

[@mylkshake3332]

Ikk it sounded so sweet

[@unknown-ke4ro]

@@mylkshake3332 it looked really cute and adorable! Right?

[@bonelesspizza3520]

Time stamp?

[@SimplyLotus2319]

@@bonelesspizza3520 23:38

[@jingleberries3881]

It was so cute, I loved them!

[@teagankathleen7951]

nin: gives a tedtalk kyle: RiTE wOTs aLL tHiS ThEN

[@ha-kf3rd]

Lmaooooo. But I really really like Kyle. He's so carefree and optimistic and it just warms my heart.

[@Hedge_42]

LMAO STOP!! I LOVE KYLE THO 😂

[@sierrarosie]

LOL. YES I AS LIKE LMFAOOOOO THIS IS AESOME

[@yourplantlel3345]

HAHSHDJDJFJFJ

[@distortiondaisiras]

i love thissss 🤣🤣🤣

[@_s.n.d_5842]

"We're not alone anymore" part gets me evertime... I've watched this interview bunch of times and i still cry at that part. I don't have D.I.D. But if i ever come across someone who does, i will be more understanding and open. Thank you all.

[@MissysPlayPalace]

The “we have did!” melted my heart😭❤️ As a teen who was diagnosed with dissociation at either 7-8 I can relate to this a lot, and for some reason it means a lot to see someone with kind of the same as me dissociate and have an alter come to the front cause it makes me feel less alone. I have a lot of alters, but I have one that I’d like to specifically mention; her name is Bella and she’s six, and she thinks Nin is very pretty :) Edit: Bella is now Seven, her birthday was a week ago lol

[@shelbym4155]

happy late birthday Bella! :)

[@kass-831]

I had a friend, my best friend, (we grew apart but oh well) who has OSDD. The previous host was named Bella. She’s 8. If you ever need to talk I’m always open, I have experience handling these situations

[@MissysPlayPalace]

@@shelbym4155 aww she says thank you so much! She says she’s sending smiles and ice cream your way :) (ice cream is her favourite food lol)

[@MissysPlayPalace]

@@kass-831 that’s very kind of you, thank you. I hope you’re doing well :)

[@kass-831]

@@MissysPlayPalace me too! Tell Bella I said happy belated birthday :))) sending ice cream for her

[@Hailey--]

Kyle: Oh yeah Nin is about to come out and answer this question. Little: Hi! Kyle: *O h*

[@hikarishin7030]

jade must be SO PISSED OFF ANS SCARED i can truly imagine kyle panicking and being like: oh. shit.

[@eyeluvviewtwo1814]

Kyle, Stepping back into inner world. Nin: oh hey kyle Kyle: wait i thought you were fronting next nin: wait if im not fronting and you’re not fronting.. kyle: *shit thE LITTLES*

[@caliezone1754]

@@hikarishin7030 Oh 1000000%

[@abramrexjoaquin7513]

@@eyeluvviewtwo1814 nin: so what happened? (Why am i crying?) Little just came out and did an amazing job answering the question. Do you want to redo it? Nin: oh yeah sure. (I hope the little wasn't upset)

[@bananache4793]

nin: *explaining did in a formal language* kyle: lmao skrrt skrrt

[@ILikeBirds]

Child: “I don’t know where I am 🥺🥺”

[@tylergab3144]

Yeah I could hear how Kyle had a deeper voice and a thicker accent

[@pawllein2594]

LMAOOO

[@drewrybillman1228]

nono, no skirts here

[@haneno]

Lmaoo Kyle the banana guy

[@jmsmith1767]

A former coworker of mine has D.I.D. and I remember her saying she felt an earth shattering sense of relief when she was diagnosed because she was able to put a “name” to the way she was feeling. Great person.

[@anonymous-yk9sz]

God, Nin’s child alter talking to the camera made me cry so much. She described how troubled these people are/were at a time, and how a lot of it does stem from childhood abuse and feeling unsafe and alone; It made me cry when she said she wasn’t alone anymore 😭💗 ty for these interviews, Anthony.

[@abbymurphy2210]

As soon as Kyle said "sorry what" I was like oh Kyle because of his accent

[@kiddkatii]

Same!

[@maddieeshep]

Nin dissociated and I knew Kyle was coming up front. Then he talked and I was right lol

[@jbs_mullet]

SAME

[@db5094]

@{DevilChild} his yorky accent lol thats how you know

[@ruoryoisin1292]

@@impossible8034 what that even mean lmao

[@rawruwu6608]

i started sobbing when she said “we’re not alone anymore”

[@abbubbletea6749]

Me too!! 😭😭

[@honxytea3989]

Lmao same and i never cry

[@amandamarshall4825]

Same 😭

[@veronika22]

Rawr Uwu same 😭

[@little_abzz]

Rawr Uwu same omg😭

[@sjc_alters]

When the child alter said it’s lonely I cried. I don’t have D.I.D but my husband does and I know how hard it is for him, he also knows how lonely it can feel for me sometimes.

[@hungrybeads1434]

I think this video just saved my relationship with my mom. After watching this video I learned that she has DID and started to understand what she's gone through. She didn't even realize she had it.

[@ArmageddonAbi]

Most people unfortunately don't realize they do. My heart aches to think about how difficult it must be. It's good you recognized something was off and approached her about it.

[@DonPetrushka]

It made me think like what if I do have DID and just don't realize… what if one day suddenly discovered a jacket on my lap certainly having no idea where it came from, I'd be acting like I knew there was a jacket and wouldn't even be surprised like having a jacket on their lap is something that every person experiences so often that usually ain't even notice it?

[@chewycat12]

“I’m too small” andjdfjfkl that was so cute

[@KhoiV]

protect her at all cost. In fact, protect all of them

[@amandaggogo]

Must protect the littles at all costs. Too pure and precious. I love how respectful and patient Anthony is with everybody in this interview.

[@Lavantte]

PROTECT THE PRECIOUS BEANS

[@lizthedisjointedzebra692]

That right there just hit me right in the feels.

[@asz-themoonwalker2771]

@@lizthedisjointedzebra692 It hits us all in that weak spot!

[@jasmineparker4052]

“stop looking at my legs” *proceeds to put a jacket on legs*

[@brynbarton9314]

I felt so bad for kyle, i've felt that scared and embarrassed when in the presence of men due to trauma and its a horrible feeling

[@NikoKyon]

@@brynbarton9314 Is the same person as her so she was the one abused

[@ms.wilson6439]

Anthony handle that so well. Knew exactly how to talk to each one. I LITERALLY cried when the baby came out.

[@christabelle__]

Nin's alters all had me feeling all sorts of feelings - and her child alter's words were so beautiful and emotional and deep...got me in tears. What strength every single person and alter on this show had to talk about their struggles and joys with DID!

[@theghastbeast6561]

Nin: trying to keep it PG Kyle: I'm gonna ruin this whole man's career

[@TheDailyEgg]

Lol

[@solene2.052]

lmao

[@IvanIsYda_]

Wheeeeze

[@ChristinaMoralesMindfuqed]

The Ghast Beast ALWAYS FUCKING ALWAYS LMFAO

[@Gcozayyy]

Sooo true love Kyle lmaooo

[@swmsalbwassfith]

"we are not alone anymore" i'm crying-

[@florenciagonzalez2120]

Same

[@Bubblegum20024]

When he hugs them it's so sweet and makes me cry I relate

[@vikashdevanraj781]

Same.thats so sweet when he hugged them ❤

[@brOKenheart-mw8mr]

Literally started crying

[@JAYSAWARE]

My sister has people in her mind but doesn't have the disorder i think she's okay but im not sure i know shes not alone.

[@Goose988]

As someone with OSDD I would like to say that the way Anthony talked to Nin when she was dissociating was great. He didn't yell, try to get her out of it, or make a loud noise, he just made sure she knew she was safe and that she could take a break if needed. This is how you should always treat people who are dissociating as it is often scary and confusing!

[@destinynolastnames7462]

The way anthony was so soft and sweetnto the younger alter and how he spoke so softly, hoe he changed the question around for her to understand better. Such a caring dude

[@_bexorcist]

when nin switched out i was like “it’s gonna be kyle i know it’s gonna be kyle” bless him though the damn outfit🤦🏻‍♀️😂

[@kittycartoon4173]

Same😂

[@AshleyAngell]

Me too! As soon as they switched he gave a look and I was like oh that's Kyle!

[@CaspiDrako]

Same, poor Kyle with the skirt, I'm glad nin had brought her jacket.

[@austiiee1953]

Kyle was fighting to switch out around 13:10 too when he said "why in the world" 😭😂

[@ohisee9173]

I literally threw my hands up and yelled KYYYYLLLE!

[@mirihawk]

The fact that the human brain, just a sack of flesh with tiny electrical signals, can invent this entire system and care for itself without the consciousness of the person potentially never even realizing it is happening.....just, wow.

[@zaidnava562]

The brain will do whatever it can to adapt to the circumstances .

[@nephartuzim8879]

The brain is indeed amazing, but the way those people playout DID is very romanticized and forced. DID is more on parallel with bipolar disorder. There's no such thing as having the "consciousness of a person not realizing".

[@zaidnava562]

@@nephartuzim8879 if you’re a professional in this field, elaborate on this. If not, we won’t take your judgment seriously.

[@nephartuzim8879]

@@zaidnava562 Those "professionals" are psychotherapists. All they do is hear the patient and interpret vaguely. They're nothing more but the middle-man between the patient and the world. If you want actual studies of the brain, refer to neurologists instead (my field). We don't give vague inaccurate nonsense such as "the consciousness of the person doesn't realize it".

[@zaidnava562]

@@nephartuzim8879 I never imagine a neurologist being closed minded.

[@nofaceLuna]

The child alter is a baby 😭😭 The little is probably like 3-5 I can tell and it’s so sweet and wholesome 😭😭 they don’t deserve that 😭😭❤️❤️

[@DonPetrushka]

What if she's in the middle of having sex and her underage kid alter comes out?

[@Lynn_B25]

I loved the part where they talked about how kyle would hate her for calling him banana man, it really showed how realxed and welcime these people feel with anthony. This was so eye opening

[@Oldboyjosephseth]

Nin: Kyle is banana boy haha Kyle: LET ME OUT IT’S MY INTERVIEW NOW

[@lightworthy]

Beanie Stranger012 i was shocked he didn’t front the second she called him that😂

[@thed4rkestrose]

Kyra Proulx me too😂😂

[@Madnisity]

At some points it sounded like he was co-con and fronted randomly, so maybe.. 😂

[@normalgirlsza]

Mickyreen which video is it?

[@beatm6948]

@Mickyreen I remember that video!

[@LivRayner]

Anthony: We were doing an interview on DID... Little: 😯 we have DID!

[@SA-uj2gx]

I don’t know why but every time a small child does something like that where an adult is saying oh this is what we’re talking about and they light up and go I/we know what that is or I/we have that it makes me cry cause it’s so adorable and heart warming

[@amandarama3314]

@@SA-uj2gx when they said that i started smiling cuz 'aww cute'

[@natasha7411]

little is just so pure 🥺

[@jessicasnustad2162]

I smile cried...

[@asz-themoonwalker2771]

Alter was just soooo cute and pure.. PROTECT at all cost!!! Price doesn't matter..

[@Ku_Ai]

Not 100% sure why, but this video made me break down into tears. I think it’s because I feel connected and I empathize with their experiences. I love binge watching these videos and the content is so important. Thank you Anthony 🤍

[@doingliterallynothing3129]

You’re such a sweet soul

[@rjmalcolm8066]

It’s because you’re deranged

[@WhatIWant007]

I feel that when the little came out, I think it was Nin (or another grown alter) saying ‘there’s somebody else here I’m sorry’ being co-con based on the voice in that moment. And I think it may have been her being unable to come to full consciousness. And weather it was or it wasn’t it’s just such a different way to live and I feel for all of them in all three of the systems within the video. And gosh the little was so precious.

[@IamTalathia]

"we're hiding from monsters". Truth.

[@IamTalathia]

I saw this got a few likes and a heart from Anthony and I kinda teared up a bit. Because in my head, a few of my alters (including the one typing this) look like monsters from movies or books. A big wolf- like creature(me) who stands in front of a bunch of scared little kids. Protecting them from the 'real' monsters in this world. And sometimes the real monsters are family members, best friends, teachers, people from church- all from the places you're taught to trust and you're taught that are safe. All taking the forms of innocent looking humans. A lot of what was said in these interviews echos my own experiences. And even I have my own protector and caretaker who 'looks' like a monster. (He looks like Scorpion cat man he goes by Aubrey). People see artwork I've drawn of me and my own protector and think I'm drawing monsters- and I think to myself. No no, we're the ones looking after the scared kids in here! We'd never hurt anyone, we're here to keep the first alters- and the oldest ones, because the oldest alters are always the children- they've been here the longest! At least with my own system. The kids remember everything, the things I can't remember. Because I can't look that far back, Because Aubrey and I have to work and make a home for them where they're safe. Thank you for doing this interview Anthony. I don't dare tell people in real life about this, but hopefully this interview will shed some light on the subject and more people will understand.

[@bigbraintime9520]

Talathia Alhazred I wish I could read that but my reading level is lower than a third grader

[@bell02-i2d]

I'm your 1k likes

[@dannimasoud1011]

“of course we’re wearing a f*cking skirt” i DIED kyle is such a mood

[@jululul]

time stamp?

[@eisri1975]

@@jululul 17:49

[@KoolSavv]

Kyle is great

[@L_ser_]

I love that they gave Kyle a blanket to cover (their?) legs

[@bonkc]

God I loveeee kyle he is just such a mood loveee him

[@elektra81516]

I honestly love how Anthony is with these lovely people and their alters. He genuinely wants to understand and communicate. I have DID too and it's really nice to see someone not demonize or call us psychopaths or mental cases for once.

[@kaifisshhh]

for anyone wondering, the difference in presentation while switching between nin and the redwoods is an example of covert vs overt presentation of DID. pretty self explanatory, but majority of systems are covert, meaning you may sit across from them and not even realize a switch happened, because they behave similarly externally. overt means alters showcase externally obvious and distinct personalities. systems can change between being generally covert to overt and vice versa, depending on the system’s perceived needs for survival

[@SnazzyArcade]

Except DD is faking. She was “diagnosed” by a psychologist (which, they CANNOT do) after talking to him for twenty minutes.

[@Logan_93]

It's an example of absolute BS lmao.

[@xzscvbnm]

These comments are sad. This is accurate, as someone diagnosed with OSDD-1b by a licensed therapist after multiple sessions. Ours is less obvious because we try to maintain a consistent outward personality and vocal tone, because we still live at home with the people that caused us to develop the disorder. It's harder for some of us than others. Dave's voice always drops subconsciously, Toby has to fight an English accent constantly, Hex's voice pitches up into the stratosphere, Aurum has to make himself socialize- we're all different people pretending to be one. And some of us do and don't wanna keep doing that, but the problem is that *all* of us don't have a choice, for our own safety. PS: Psychologists usually are the ones (and often are the chief leaders of) diagnosing someone, in both the United States and England. They can make a diagnosis after *any* given length of time they see fit to create an accurate profile of someone's conditions. There isn't a minimum evaluation time frame, to my knowledge. Some people may have longer or shorter evaluations, each professional is different. (Like c'mon it's like thinking every professional in a field is a faceless blond guy in a white lab coat named Dr. Doctor or something, and that they all live in Hospitalandia.)

[@SnazzyArcade]

@@xzscvbnm No. Psychologists are not doctors and cannot diagnose ANY condition, in ANY country. Psychiatrists are the only professionals who can diagnose and prescribe for severe (aka non-depression and anxiety, which by the way, psychologists also CANNOT diagnose) mental illnesses. Saying a psychologist can diagnose a severe mental illness is like saying a physiotherapist can diagnose a fracture, they literally can't. Furthermore, she wasn't even a client of this guy-they literally just met at a convention! NO psychiatrist would diagnose someone with something as serious as DID, similar to how they're not going to diagnose someone with schizophrenia, bipolar, etc. before taking a RIGOROUS look at potential trauma, symptoms, how they're functioning in their day-to-day life, evaluations, etc. It'd be medically negligent to do otherwise.

[@meredithgrimm6635]

I love that he asked the alters permission before continuing to ask questions when they switched.

[@clan_barbalax4031]

yeah same, also the fact that Nin's system's protectors didn't front when the little came out, typically Jade or Kyle comes out to protect the little but they trusted Anthony.

[@Browndrea]

Same! Anthony's one of the few KZbinrs I've seen who've been very respectful and mindful of how they interview people with DID.

[@kingsnicker720]

cLaN_Barbalax jade is goated. Gotta love jade

[@idontreallycare1256]

I know right, it was really respectful, and overall just something extremely thoughtful Thing to do, Anthony did such a nice job interviewing them and making them feel comfortable.

[@Wynnovasinfiniteplaylist]

He's awesome

[@jennamarie1812]

*"I thought we decided earlier we were gonna wear trousers"* grumpy Kyle is best Kyle

[@gabypaton7107]

What time was that?

[@jennamarie1812]

@@gabypaton7107 28:44 !

[@gabypaton7107]

@@jennamarie1812 thanks you so much! Have a great day or night :)

[@jena6781]

hi i don’t know u but WE HAVE THE SAME NAME. except my first name is Jena HI

[@jennamarie1812]

@@jena6781 OMG HI

[@Pinkthighedfemboy]

I have DID (diagnosed) and I can say it’s not fun. Sure there are positives and stuff but it sucks because there’s been times where another alter hurt my mom and I don’t remember it. Our system is very large and kinda chaotic, plus we have autism so that’s like a double whammy. Watching this video made me feel better about who I am as an alter and who we are as a system. Having trauma at that young of an age sucks. Thank you Anthony for this video

[@melztunes]

I strongly encourage you to watch dissociaDIDs videos on system communication. lots of strategies and techniques for moving towards a more peaceful and cohesive system.

[@DonPetrushka]

Just curious… if you suddenly discover a jacket on your lap, would you be too busy with switching accents to not notice the jacket and act like you already knew the jacket was there (even tho you had no option to know about it, since your personality has switched after the jacket has been put on your lap)?

[@user-mv8ld3nd6w]

Watching how respectful and kind he was during this was so heartwarming. It brought tears to my eyes. Thanks for helping people to learn about DID without all of the negativity that people previously attached to it.

[@t_t9269]

I love how immediately after Nin switched to Kyle he starts swearing

[@channingtaylor8330]

"Of course she she wore a f***ing skirt" Lmao

[@miniminininja538]

I also just realized Kyle squints more than Nin

[@caliezone1754]

I love Kyle sooooooooo much

[@xhannahs48]

Angel Tirta Yeah he’s all like “idc if u r wearing a skirt, have makeup on, have female like facial features, and have long hair!? You’re one of the dudes!

[@PAULsYT]

yeh and his accent was so different

[@parasiticsoda4411]

Kyle is honestly such a mood, he’s great “Do you need a moment?” “Wot?”

[@ish4638]

bAnaNaS

[@floarescu1777]

Lol.. he just said "what"

[@mayaharvey5363]

Clare O'Connell it’s a joke take the joke

[@floarescu1777]

@@mayaharvey5363 No need to be a aggressive, Jesus. I aware it was a joke.

[@sirenidy888]

LMAOOOO

[@BooklikesBFDI]

Anthony was so nice to the child alter. I wish more people were like that, we're honestly kind of nervous to let our child alters front around anybody besides the hosts best friend.

[@Faunadoodlez]

I think I saw you somewhere before

[@JigglinJewels]

I've seen clips of this video all over, and finally decided to give it a try, and boy was that a good choice. Nothing new learned really, but seeing all of them talk and seems so comfortable is reassuring and fascinating. Seeing a child alter made me tear up though. Seeing such an innocent soul and knowing that they exist in part due to a trauma makes me so incredibly sad that they had to live through that...

[@Luna-po3rs]

Second I heard “nah” I’m like KYLE

[@NoodlesStageSpace]

AMEN

[@clarissaruiz458]

Ahh I wonder what he would’ve said about the banana in the bathtub 😂😂😂

[@arpilclark1]

Of course we're in a skirt! Love Kyle!

[@weriffestxxriia387]

KYLE IS SO GREAT I SWEAR

[@natsnotreal]

Mosca De Mantequilla 17:40

[@lizardpoison3752]

Anthony: We're talking about DID... Nin's Little: We have DID! 🤗 MY HEART 💖

[@angelskyy6574]

I was SOBBING

[@user-ed3sh8df2s]

Why did I read that as “did” and not “d-i-d”

[@3lla8rother10]

so cute ;--;

[@FleurAdel]

Angel Skyy me too 😭🥰

[@ryanhansen3037]

Queen P0tat0 23:40

[@r4tz4sn4ckz]

im coming back to this after realizing i have did after connecting the dots in my experience. Anthony's compassion and understanding towards this disorder has helped me tremendously. thank you Anthony, please continue your work.

[@a.j.outlaster1222]

What I find interesting is that when Kyle takes over for Nin, The accent and how the voice was carried shifted extremely, Despite it being quiet obviously the same voice, It was held like someone had swapped minds, Much how I imagined that the movies where they do that should. I could probably word this clearer and I know this was 3 years ago, But dang, This is intriguing!

[@lydiaboll2872]

It’s a completely different person and Kyle’s a boy.

[@barfy8357]

Nin: friendly, nice and sweet Kyle: *f o o k i n s K i R t*

[@reynabdelazim6423]

kyle is a kyle

[@smstarrynite6668]

Ezz eldin Abdelazim gotta love him right

[@pvic6959]

This could potentially be very very rude of me, but we're all here to learn so please bear with me. is it rude to like one alter more than others

[@smstarrynite6668]

pvic I mean it’s like liking someone’s sibling more than the other one or liking a friend more than the others. As long as you’re not begging to talk to that one alter or visibly showing you’re not interested or attentive to the alter fronting, I think it’s all good. DissociaDID explains it in one of their livestream vids I believe.

[@pvic6959]

@dr feel nahh i wasnt accusing of anyone doing that. This comment just triggered that thought. I'm not saying anyone likes one alter more than the other. But I could see some alters rubbing people the wrong way while other alters dont. Like one of the said, its like having 12 people in 1 body. I dont know if I've met 12 people I like all in the same place lmao. I'm sure as long as you're respectful, you should be good. Liek you would do with anyone DID or not

[@brittasandine767]

*Kyle fronts* "Sorry what?" *Me knowing it Kyle by his voice* Me: YES ITS KYLE!

[@mink5251]

Britta Sandine - I cackled, his entrance was so Kyle-like lmaooo

[@khronicallykatt]

I was so excited to see Kyle!!!

[@xRaisa5]

I totally said "Kyle's here!!!" as soon as I heard him 😂

[@valikgrey]

Same here rofl

[@kendrac5191]

The video cut to commercial right after he said "sorry, what?" And im like it's Kyle!

[@Nobodysfoot]

I love how anthony is so respectful about this and supporting the little and hugging the little its so pure, thank you for being so kind anthony❤️

[@TheRaccoonboy]

I miss Kyle! But I'm glad they integrated (since this) and are finding more ways to protect themselves.

[@midgetmcshorty]

What happened to kyle?

[@Fandomsoffffffffffffff]

@@midgetmcshortylong story short the alters nin and Kyle fused to make a new alter kya

[@marikoreyes7102]

i miss kyle too :(

[@aarguellez1803]

"everything is different" "Why's it different?" "Because we're not alone anymore" Me: 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@dzandziiii]

omg same I can't take this

[@Thisisnotapipe_]

She was so cute. My heart broke.

[@chloeellenmusic]

My heart thoooon😭😭😭😭

[@Theolynn]

So many emotions. Their entire system is amazing.

[@crying2emoji5]

came here to comment this 😭🥺

[@tristennapeahi9205]

THE WAY NIN DRESSED UP AND KYLE POPPED UP AND WAS LIKE "oh hell nah" THAT WAS AMAZING

[@dumplinglover8042]

WHICH TIME MARK? GIVE PLESASE.

[@michellejones3776]

@@dumplinglover8042 17:57

[@wrenforest2139]

I KNOW @TRIZTEN, IT WAS SO FUNNY!

[@LisaNora]

Kyle has a completely different accent to Nin as well it's so cool

[@Miee_x]

I got chills watching that part.

[@m3loyel0]

I love how Anthony brings to light how EVERYTHING is supported in his studio. This just shows how amazing of a person he is.

[@piosenki001]

19:40 wow what a sentence. "we're not monsters [...] we're most often hiding from monster".

[@shanisevenn]

Nin: *speaks professionally* Kyle: "IT'S BOLLOCKS"

[@its4aron19]

He is a mood

[@SophiaJantz]

Mitsuba同様に why would it be offensive? Kyle seems really cool tbh

[@shanisevenn]

@@mitsuba675 why would it be offensive? Why must EVERYTHING be offensive? Laugh and move on.

[@babyggukie3580]

@@mitsuba675 unless you offend them or make fun of them, it's not offensive

[@thesaintlydead5094]

Proper English bloke

[@livhaugen9738]

The girl w purple hair was so chill and respectful.

[@Ena_25]

The DissociaDID system is full of sweethearts ^-^

[@floarescu1777]

Yeah that's Nin (Well the person who was mainly in the video, out of her alters) If you're interested in learning more about DID I recommend checking out her channel called "DissociaDID"

[@jaylin7343]

Ik right Nin is amazing. She’s so great and everyone in the system is a sweetheart. Also I’m sorry if this is wrong or rude I don’t mean anything and if you do see anything wrong with my comment please tell me.

[@olindoyle9035]

witch one?

[@GoldGomme2002]

The child alter was very cute

[@valb1370]

i’ll never stop being amazed seeing and hearing other systems, it’s such an unreal moment of solidarity i never thought we’d get. definitely using these questions for shadow work too; anthony does a fantastic job at asking the good, real questions.

[@chickieslurp]

I’m really glad I decided to finally watch this video. One of my old friends had DID, but I’m not able to talk to them anymore and haven’t seen them in a while. Even though I only met them twice, they were amazing and I think about them all the time. I really hope that they found more people who will love them and help them, because they are absolutely incredible. I genuinely hope there safe and happy. I love you Dipper, Dream, and any other alters I may or may not have gotten to meet. I’m here for you guys 💕

[@mechanicalmoses9387]

I love how kyle comes in and is like: my legs are sacred

[@milliesmith8084]

leg pics are for paying customers only

[@dummydragonfruit5191]

But like how could you love someone displaying discomfort?

[@LL-tr5et]

yep, we LOOOOVE dysphoria. so funny! so cute!

[@nabranestwistypuzzler7019]

Ikr fr I can totally relate

[@weriffestxxriia387]

AHAH YES

[@purplekat4208]

When Nin’s Little alter said “We’re not alone anymore” I started tearing up

[@sarabangstad]

I full on cried bro

[@laylaentwistle4961]

Crying rn

[@solveigreknes7719]

when

[@supernova6694]

Same. I feel so sorry for them all, both the Systems of Nin as well as all the people with DID

[@RinaTennojis]

what time lolol

[@teen_0.edits1]

It's so insane(in a good way) at HOW DIFFERENT Nin is from Kyle, Kyle speaks extremely different from Nin and it's so fascinating to me

[@sabrinahobson4762]

Feel like I’m being repetitive based on all of the comments but this is one of the first interviews I’m watching and it’s honestly just so lovely seeing how polite and respectful the whole interview is 🥺

[@lucian300]

"We're not monsters. We're not out to get people. We are often... hiding from monsters" What a powerful statement.

[@lumen8341]

@Grayson Land I'm sorry that happened to you, Grayson. I do understand.

[@jeremyud]

@Grayson Land I thought being a sociopath means you do not care about the feeling of others? Or is it more that you don't want to manipulate others because you know you are good at it but you know others don't think highly of manipulation?

[@lumen8341]

Grayson Land it isn't odd from my perspective. You don't do it on purpose. Right? "Asshat" or otherwise (clever or not) doesn't help lol But yes. A lot of folks are coming to know you exist. I think it's for the best in the long run but either way you will be okay. 😘

[@giuliana8478]

@Grayson Land thank you for this it really helped me understand the disorder better!

[@waterdrinker4033]

@Grayson Land First and formost, thank you for sharing your story, I know it could feel very exposed to share a part of your life like that. However, I think your story could really help some people, like me, so thank you. Your experience wth ASPD made me realise I might suffer from ASPD myself. I never knew what might be wrong with me, but I've always known that either there is something wrong with me or I am just a bad person (,like one of those really boring villains who does bad thing simply because they are bad). I am extremely manipulative and I really want to be "better than that". However, at this point, manipulation is basically on autopilot: I say I don't want to do it but I do it anyway. I'm unsure whether to get help because I don't think I want to admit to anyone irl that I am a "bad" person. I have dip my toes into the pool before, going to a counsellor, because I wanted to change. But I end up making up other issues because I just couldnt get over the fact that I was gonna expose myself to someone irl that I do bad stuff to people, it's illogical and it's actually really scary. But my current state is really exhausting because a large part of me thinks I need to change and I need to be a better person, but there is also another part of me just don't see the point of changing. It doesn't really hurt me, a lot of times it doesn't really hurt anyone (they don't think they are being exploited, I make sure that they think they are the ones who wanted to offer me, their friend, the "help", they think they are doing a good thing, they feel good, I get what I want out of it, there is no tangible downside to it). just saying that alone makes me think I am a bad person and maybe I should change -- and the cycle continue. I want this feeling to end. This exhuasing, confusing and scary feeling. I wish your comment can be the answer to my confusion. But I know it isn't. I will have to get over myself and get real help eventually. As of now I don't think I am ready...

[@BrasilClubPenguin]

kyle’s accent is SO much stronger than nin’s, also i love it that they gave him a jacket 🤧

[@crispy4478]

that's exactly what i was thinking! Nin's accent was so soft and Kyle's was much stronger

[@CampbellJTuba]

@@crispy4478 yeah definitely also imagine like in school you are doing say a math test and you forget some equation but the on of the other personality’s reminds you of the answer I think that would be cool.

[@akboy3361]

Yea I immediately picked that up

[@crownpenguin9180]

Lol

[@LinxAnimeTV]

"Him" you mean her?

[@kat-2point0]

I discovered this channel today and I have to say, man, you’re so respectful and thoughtful towards all your guests, it’s refreshing. You do better than some professionals, even. I started out with the Autism and adhd videos and ended up here because I also want to understand disorders other than my own. Very interesting, I’m learning so much and dealing with certain biases I have. Can’t wait to see more!

[@Galumphingsquirrel007]

I love the relationship between nin and Kyle they seem to have each other’s backs but also can throw a little shade at each other

[@RedHairedChicka]

"of course we're wearing a skirt" "stop lookin at my legs" that is the most Kyle thing I have ever heard

[@criistal_frappex253]

XDDD Kyle tho

[@breetastic0567]

And the banana thing 😂 that’s SUCH a Kyle thing lmao

[@nanahtngh2161]

Kyle : forever mood

[@sparky082]

I love Kyle reacting to this interview. He takes over for Nin at one point to express his frustrations about being seen as the banana guy 😂 I would be mad too Kyle. If she had changed the outfit for this day without telling him

[@heyimolga6215]

Kyle 🥺...

[@madicella1933]

kyle: DONT LOOK AT MY LEGS *gives him a coat

[@joeyjoey5393]

Wholesome 100

[@bdxhdhd4077]

him?

[@jellyj220]

Bdx Hdhd different alters can chose their sexuality race religion age and gender they may look the same but they are all very different

[@bdxhdhd4077]

@@jellyj220 bruh it's not possible to choose what age, gender, or race you are that's some fictional stuff.

[@jellyj220]

Bdx Hdhd yes you can these people who have mpd are not like us have you ever heard of trans people, gays or non bio ppl?

[@snapdragon5565]

I am absolutely stoked to see such support toward DID, Anthony having crew or himself or Kyle getting a jacket for Kyle for comfort purposes was just so sweet and kind. Assisting with kind words, being an absolute doll is amazing. Thank you

[@mrlucius57]

anthony the bridges of understanding you create are a gift to humanity. my heart was warmed by the care and gentleness you had towards these guests

[@alleiiwright1550]

*starts tearing up when the little came out and Anthony hugged her* KZbin Ad: ArE yOu LoOkInG fOr A PuRpLe MatTrEsS

[@hauntedtoilet3742]

I got a nasal spray commercial🤦‍♀️

[@jj-cr2ed]

BIHHH ME TOO LMAOO

[@rebeccacali67]

Alleii Wright I got a huggies commercial lmaooooo

[@1-800-DIAMOND]

Got a car commercial 😭

[@sadisticscrap174]

Alleii Wright skittles

[@mckennasuorsa6455]

“We’re not monsters.. were most often hiding from monsters” aww 😢

[@kurumiqwq]

They are all great people

[@RonLovesLordJesus]

People are not the enemy. The monsters which are demons are the enemy. Jesus saves people from these monsters.

[@melissaferris7294]

Yes!!! That line will definitely stay with me 😢

[@hhrthhgtgb-sv6sr]

@@RonLovesLordJesus yes

[@prh4827]

is there a time stamp?

[@EjkiCat]

This whole video melted my heart, anthony is so kind.

[@stephaniesue2252]

This man was so kind and patient through these interviews. 0% judgement. This was very intriguing and amazing content to view. Thank you ❤

[@kates3730]

I love when Kyle comes out and the first thing he says is “of corse we’re in a f*cking skirt”

[@-vixtheshadowtherian-2777]

time?

[@kates3730]

-Vix the shadow therian- 17:52

[@arielschlusemeyer8107]

and then he’s like stop looking at my legs and covers his legs with a jacket 😂

[@kates3730]

Ariel Schlusemeyer it was nice they gave him something to cover his legs up with

[@spamachuchan8824]

Didn't even make it 22 seconds into the video before I read this comment; I'm now more inclined to finish. 10/10 entertained

[@medicinaltea4293]

The fact that a CHILD (child alter/little, sorry for using the wrong terminology before) is being so in depth about their trauma and having the bravery to speak about it just makes me cry. I can’t believe that a child has to deal with that amount of trauma and I’m glad they aren’t alone anymore!

[@pamelahernandez1050]

In that moment I just wanted to hug them it seemed like they just really needed to know they are ok

[@mA-nd1xr]

I personally think it has to do with the fact that they have access to an adult brain and concepts and can use them but it's their behavior, memory and overall "personalities", since they're different alters. That I think it means that all of them had to learn to overcome it togheter. This is my unprofessional opinion :)

[@emmamorgan1443]

Her little alter is so adorable!! I just wanna hug her and give her stuffed animals!!!

[@booplesnoop2272]

The littles do have the vocabulary and are able to form sentences of the hosts so thats why the little could describe it very well because many of the Nin and jakes and all however many of them there are, are pretty intelligent

[@FlareToga76]

same, at times, I’ve wanted DID or a tulpa. I wish I had someone to hang out with, like a twin. I wanted someone to be in love with me and tried to create a tulpa at the beginning of my freshman year of high school. What first got me into DID was Total Drama: Revenge of the Island where a character named Mike has DID and wants to keep it a secret from the girl he likes but I thought all “personas” (I’m using this word instead of personalities for my finger’s sake) had a trigger. For example, Mike would switch to Vito when he took off his shirt, Manitoba Smith when wearing a certain type of hat, Chester when he’s annoyed, and Svetlana when certain audio cues were given (like “And coming up is 3-time Olympic gold medalist...”). He would also signal his switches with a gasp for air.

[@NalaDeathlight]

I started watching your episodes not long ago and appreciate how you can give people voices about their difficulties. I myself have my own health issues that not many people my age get diagnosed with and it’s not commonly recognized. When I first started seeking help I went through a few doctors thinking a was faking it. Videos like this make me thankful