Antihoney - Dove but you’re dying on a hospital bed.

All credit for original music goes to Antihoney.
/ @antihoney

[@prettypoopoo]

i hope everyone of you in this comment section feel better soon, times are tough, but you guys are strong for pulling through it all. keep yourselves safe and well 💜

[@james.television1995]

Fr

[@9zyuk132]

as a person dying from anemia in a hospital bed rn this is what i needed

[@dipstick7125]

What? How long do you have until you die???

[@james.television1995]

Bro, I can’t handle this.

[@melaniaflowers3572]

are you alive? :(

[@Titanizzx]

please tell me your alive 🥺

[@Freeingthetruth]

Rip…

[@strawbreii-j4c]

i'm not physically dying but i feel like i'm dying on the inside. everything hurts but this helps me cope! thanks 💞

[@james.television1995]

I hope that time will give you peace. Whether it’s severe, or simple, struggle is struggle, so I hope you get better. Pain is never eternal❤️

[@Fuckpeople999]

You are physically dying, every second you live you age another second closer to death

[@iincubos]

let it die. when something doesn't feel right or is unbearably hurting and you want to change it, follow the light bro. this is just a reminder that u can always start over! stay safe!

[@Qhari-vj7yp]

You gae or smth?

[@hadesium]

Guys after they survived a horrific accident: 🙂👍 Guys when they catch a mild fever:

[@dr.escargon]

Ah.

[@R0r3-w1nn3]

Accurate

[@dr.escargon]

@@R0r3-w1nn3 It is sadness.

[@vampiz]

Listening to this while being in the hospital 4 an attempt hits different

[@james.television1995]

I didn’t expect there to be so many hospitalized people in this comment section lol. Thank you.

[@vampiz]

@@james.television1995 idk the song kinda just drew me in 🧏🏾‍♂️

[@wieszaknatwojastara]

i hope you’ll get the support you deserve, sending much love:))

[@halvs]

hope u get better❤

[@spiderslvt]

I hope you get better, darling . Remember, even if things get hard, we all understand, never give up on anything 💗

[@PSYCHOY3NA]

i feel like mentally ill people understand me more then therapists.

[@cantsleepatvenice]

its because we have really gone through it , we know what its like and alot of the time these therapists dont know. they studied but they still will never understand what its really like

[@PSYCHOY3NA]

@@cantsleepatvenice I fully agree man

[@kaiiisdeaaad]

My therapist is a person that went thru the same things as me and yes it changes everything completely😭😭

[@PSYCHOY3NA]

@@kaiiisdeaaad real bro

[@JACK_Loq]

​@@kaiiisdeaaad In that case you're lucky, not everyone can find a therapist that actually cares about you, and understands your situation without over reacting.

[@PurePain_1]

This makes me feel an emotion that doesn't exist yet.

[@junipperr2]

High key miss the hospital, it was really nice having gentle and caring people surrounded by me

[@cantsleepatvenice]

u get it i just hated the visits it was so humiliating

[@junipperr2]

@@cantsleepatvenice I'm glad no one ever visited me because I'd probably bawl my eyes out due to the humiliation. Failing to commit is actually one of the worst feelings in the world.

[@no1weezerfan]

i don't know how i feel about hospitals, sometimes just thinking about them makes me go into a panic, but sometimes i just wanna rest there again

[@M31K00N1]

This feeling your dying at a hospital bed and the last thing you seeis the sun setting down cause your "sun" is setting down as well😭

[@L0seurself]

That sounds so nice ngl

[@Mikur3m4ke279]

Same

[@heartifyy3963]

Chilling

[@Capylotte]

Last week was hell: my mood swings got bad enough that i feel like I spent days just crying in bed, while my mind tried to persuade me into going back into harmful habits. This music helped in keeping me grounded and not doing anything stupid. Thank you.

[@surrealpshycoticreality]

WARNING DO NOT LISTEN TO THIS WHILE SLEEPING OR YOU GONNA PISS YOURSELF

[@R0s3nh3ll]

I don't eat,i don't feel hungry, i don't sleep unless i take medication. And guess what, i met someone who have such a good heart. Please God, don't let me die right now.

[@lumilumii]

you are strong. sending much love

[@R0s3nh3ll]

@@lumilumii oh,how sweet! thanks! 🩷🩷

[@heartifyy3963]

I hope you have a long, fulfilling life with that someone. You deserve it, and you’re doing so good. ❤

[@wieszaknatwojastara]

i feel for you. i also struggle a lot both with eating and sleeping, and it feels like my body can fall apart any moment. please, try to take care of yourself as much as you can, even if it’s hard. you’ll be fine:) much love

[@gy.sugii22]

You are strong ml

[@colettethebirb]

you cannot escape death. it could be anytime, anywhere, and no matter how hard you try to stop it, you will succumb and eternal darkness will consume you. and you will never see the light of day again. enjoy it while it lasts, because you never really know how much time you have left.

[@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3]

i wish my headphones were charged rn, this would be so nice to blast and just ignore the world to, and maybe even just stare at the ceiling for a bit

[@Vdka_666]

Remember: Problems are temporary, death is eternal.

[@taiyaki7]

problems are not always temporary. open your mind a little bit. chronic pain? severe depression? any type of mental illness? trauma? those things do not go away. speak for yourself only.

[@PurePain_1]

@@taiyaki7 They go away when you die.

[@mitskistan9450]

⁠@@taiyaki7It depends what mental illness you have, theres mental illnesses that can be cured, Trauma can also be cured with therapy… even severe depression can go away if you get the help you need💕!!

[@Vdka_666]

@@taiyaki7 I understand that there are very difficult and complex situations out there, and that not all problems are temporary or easy to overcome. Chronic pain, severe depression, mental illness, and trauma are harsh realities that many people face every day. My intention was not to minimize those experiences, but to offer a perspective of hope. I speak not only for myself, but for many people who have faced these challenges and have found ways to overcome or manage them over time. The problems you mention, such as chronic pain and mental illness, can be treated and managed with the right support, although the road can be long and difficult. I think it is important to recognize both the difficulties and the achievements of others. Denying the possibility of improvement and overcoming only perpetuates hopelessness and closes doors to those who are struggling. I would appreciate it if you would consider this perspective as well. Each person experiences their struggles in a unique way and their experiences are valid. I appreciate that you have shared your point of view and given me the opportunity to reflect and learn more about the diversity of human experiences.

[@CricketCrumble]

@@mitskistan9450 not everything is mental. physical problems r a thing too, theyre so painful.

[@heartzforcassie]

This is..Kinda sad because Antihoney died..

[@_Silvina_523]

I already give up, I’m just…awake

[@cathrynledesma9413]

It's like I'm drowning in a dream but this song saves me

[@mickeylee31]

i’ve been listening to this on repeat while balling my eyes out. i don’t want my thoughts getting to the best of me.

[@Ubitheflopqueen]

I'm not even a teenager yet and I already tried to attempt

[@Indronet182]

Life is not a movie, dont end it. I also tried to attempt. But i stopped- i remembered, i have a long life ahead, why give up so easily? Ur missing sooo much, i already feel so much better, however this deepression thing still kicks in. But one day i couldn't breathe (ofc when i was in deep deepression) i saw a liitle bit of dark fade. I was trying to give up, but then my body started moving, desperately for oxygen. Thats when i knew my body wanted to live- i stood up and drank water ( i didnt wanted to drink water and wanted to die at first ) Ye u might wanna give up on life but ur body tells u to not. Because u have a long life ahead and ur body really is excited to experience these. Suffering is kinda hard but then it goes away. Keep living happily

[@Adawongishotterthanyou]

I did too... But it's okay... Things will get better

[@taiyaki7]

that is very sad. why are you saying this in a youtube comment section? do not feel sorry for yourself too much or you will dwell on your problems

[@Adawongishotterthanyou]

@@taiyaki7 people like to get something off their chest in the comments :) venting or talk about stuff they experienced and been though... Y'know

[@kodyzkewl]

This is the type of video you watch (or in this case listen to) and afterwards you get this strange sense of nostalgia throughout the rest of the day

[@yewnicorns]

ever since that one suicide attempt i did last year i felt dead and i cant tell anyone about it because im trying to be uappy for my friends. i dont actually really have friends, i have one friend who talks to me, but i kknow she prefers to talk to someoen else and it reallychurts me my heart physically hirts shes my everything

[@james.television1995]

That’s brave. Thanks for your strength and determination, and I hope you can keep going❤️

[@bittercoffee76]

if you need someone to talk to i’m here ❤❤

[@mel_DeLux]

@@yewnicorns hope youre ok ❤️❤️

[@stickytabes]

Hey bro i'll be your friend! My user is youonlydietwice_74079 we can talk about anything

[@lynxfluffy]

you can be my friend... do you have any socials?

[@Emo_yandere2006]

im just gonna..play this on my birthday

[@quietpink]

i feel like dying both physically and mentally

[@james.television1995]

I’m sorry.

[@quietpink]

@@james.television1995 oh no don't be sorry im sorry its not about you i just feel bad and im scared to die

[@james.television1995]

@@quietpink Yeah.

[@tei5292]

not dying but dying on the inside

[@james.television1995]

So real.

[@ID1OTB0Y_669]

listening to this thinking about the fact that your life has completely gone to shambles hits different. I don’t understand what went wrong, how one day I just stopped being happy. I don’t go outside anymore, I either eat nothing or binge, I barely shower, and every single moment I force myself to act like everything is fine even though sometimes I curl up in bed at night and hope that maybe I’ll fall asleep and won’t wake up again.

[@tka-gz3jy]

currently considering hospitalization after hitting an arteriole, nonstop bleeding for about 5 hours. i love this song, what a coincidence

[@james.television1995]

I hope you get better❤️

[@no1weezerfan]

are you doing alright now??

[@breakingthehabit2nite]

dont settle. find someone who loves you. someone who cares for you. they make you suffer everyday, and you know they do. dont lie to yourself. you deserve love.

[@Leashed-Freak]

I’ve attempted 8 times and seeing this afterwards physically hurts me. I was never hospitalized for them even if they were severe, never discussed it with anyone until I told one of my friends and they made me see a school councilor. I’m trying hard to heal from it all, but it’s been hard. I relapsed after 6 months of being clean but I’m still trying my best. Love you guys❤

[@yyslasmo]

I hope to come back here someday and everything will really be fine, but I will just enjoy the music. I miss my lady antihoney everyday.

[@james.television1995]

For real.

[@Theclowncyrus777]

When I was in bed dying of pain from an operation, honestly this song sounds so sweet in comparison.... I feel like when I had anesthesia that's how it could feel... Sweet and calm (?

[@Custard123]

cried to this

[@luvhlyregi]

real

[@Softheartedfreak]

Me too

[@JuliaSales-ph5vl]

me when my ed:

[@james.television1995]

:(

[@stickytabes]

I really hope things get better. I know how dangerous these things can be. Be careful, remember to drink lots of water, dont overexert yourself, please stay safe. You are loved, you can make it out of this.

[@cantsleepatvenice]

me too man its ruining me

[@yiuriing]

I hope you can get into recovery soon hun ❤️‍🩹

[@WatchMeow]

You're always perfect the way you are, I promise.

[@Sillygoose405]

2:21 here’s the good part

[@saikekld5664]

mentally I'm here

[@yukimomo8070]

No fr twin😭🤚

[@james.television1995]

Thank you Antihoney. Rest in peace. youtube.com/@antihoney?si=B4Jl8VxY7dEMepsx

[@simonhenrikssonshusband]

not in the hospital. Just in my regular bed dying of Covid. Scratch marks engraved in my wall.

[@james.television1995]

Save you.

[@Nechro.]

I hope you are resting while watching your family, friends and fans admire your songs. When I heard you for the first time, I was just 17 years old, today I'm 28. Songs like Siren and Doll marked my life. You will never be forgotten, from here below, I will continue listening to you until my last breath. RIP My sweet little child, I love you.

[@sleepyangiie]

im 14..14 years younger than you. i found this song back in january while my girlfriend was in a coma from an attempt. its cool how so many different people in different situations find the same thing:) rest in peace antihoney

[@hanabimushi]

Physically and mentally unfortunately, the problems are getting worse and worse, I am very tired of feeling so much pain for years and I haven't turned 16 yet but this is too much for me, I really don't know how much longer I can take. This song is exactly how i feel.

[@james.television1995]

I hope you can make it❤️

[@DummyBowers]

I'm slowly rotting on the inside.

[@james.television1995]

Woah you have the same pfp as my friend on TikTok.

[@DummyBowers]

@@james.television1995 silly cat who didn't cause an explosion at all

[@jollyrozrandomvids]

Damn, all yall need a hug, including me, who wants too talk abt it, im happy too help ☺️

[@Iva.TheCat_]

hey!! how are u?

[@jollyrozrandomvids]

@@Iva.TheCat_ im doing pretty decent i’d say, you?

[@Girlwithchocolates]

rememeber suicide is not an answer to every problem

[@james.television1995]

Exactly.

[@cantsleepatvenice]

not every problem but sometimes theres just no other way around it

[@lollol-t3d]

Im literally in hospital rn

[@-Evergreen.]

Check out the Album Deathconscioussness by Have a nice life.

[@Silliebillie216]

Never delete this❤

[@james.television1995]

I won’t :)

[@Silliebillie216]

@@james.television1995 yay ok ty!

[@candiistars]

This is how the song was supposed to be listened to

[@james.television1995]

Nothing can beat the original though.

[@lervixa2234]

I am so tired.

[@james.television1995]

Fr

[@worm3165]

Have a redbull

[@james.television1995]

@@worm3165 💀 I don’t think they’re talking about that kind of tiredness.

[@worm3165]

@@james.television1995 Ah ok

[@Yabadabadooba]

I think I am dying, actually.

[@james.television1995]

Physically, or mentally?

[@1sab3ll2]

This is actually the weirdest feelings i ever felt, listening to this while i had yesterday another anxiety attack feels so weird. I never was close to the death, but this make it feels like i was.

[@james.television1995]

Ah. Anxiety attacks are the worst, especially when you haven’t had one in a while, and you don’t really remember what it feels like, but then you have one, and it can have a lasting effect on your mental health. I haven’t had one since probably 2 years, and I remember thinking something was wrong with my body, because it can feel so real. I hope you can feel better soon, and much love❤️

[@1sab3ll2]

@@james.television1995 Right, anyways thank you so much :3 I appreaciate the support and especially when i had one due my classmates. I'm glad that you don't had an anxiety attack for 2 years, that means that you keep being stronger and you are getting better! Thx again❤

[@mashacoleiro4447]

I love this so much

[@james.television1995]

Thanks:)

[@MariYm04]

Ironically, the creator of this song died from an illness not long ago. (Rest in peace)

[@MariYm04]

(and I'm sorry for the Google translate)

[@james.television1995]

Rest in peace❤️

[@arsonzartz]

im gonna play this at my funeral to make everyone cry harder over me.

[@hemerafos2655]

Was waiting for the beep sounds and coughs

[@cantsleepatvenice]

i want to be hospitalized again but this time i dont want any visitors they ruined my time there because over there i had no freedom but atleast people cared about me for abit

[@renmacrae5924]

I've spent the past few years anxious about all sorts of medical phenomena. Every few weeks, I'll start thinking I have appendicitis, or that a dental infection is about to reach my brain. I'm exhausted from the panic, but I just try to keep going. I can find solace in my art and the people around me, but sometimes I'm alone and I have nothing to distract me. Music helps during those times. Thank you.

[@james.television1995]

I’ve been there before. I really hope that you’re able to find calmness and a break from your struggles. Much love❤️

[@momentosconmigo]

this sounds like something that would be in BEAR

[@james.television1995]

I don’t know what that is.

[@CorbennyKenny69]

Bear player spotted

[@momentosconmigo]

@@james.television1995 a game in roblox that has super slowed down music

[@james.television1995]

Okay. Now I remember.

[@ThisIsntWonderland..]

I like how the beat matches my heartbeat right now.

[@Zenith.._]

On the inside im completely dead. Its just my physical body that is still alive. This is comforting.

[@TheGooseGroup]

This reminds me of that one soundtrack Ssundee had in his old Minecraft videos.

[@Robottino.flash.2000Bubuse-i5k]

I have cancer and this really help

[@james.television1995]

Thank you for existing.

[@flowersbetter]

I hope you get well😢😢

[@luvhlyregi]

this makes me cry like a baby bro

[@Valentinasylvestia]

these comments r so sad yall r making me cry

[@james.television1995]

Fr

[@kodaiskorner]

EXACTLY SAME IM LISTERALLY SOBBISNG SO HARD RIGHT NOW

[@daintydollyx]

This is how I feel everyday after waking up

[@aaliyan2]

this gave me the chills!!

[@qu1nny0]

R.I.P Antihoney 💔

[@yiuriing]

This song makes me feel like the void in me is expanding

[@yiuriing]

I feel like i’m being stabbed right in my heart and lungs every time i breath

[@1fanofhim]

as somebody who almost died, this hits

[@waslibisASMR]

i really like it..

[@Tiffany99995]

This song is the only one for me that can be called: masterpiece

[@cripholic]

i could actually peacefully die to this. i mean, thanks for the song

[@R0TT1NGC0RP23]

Sometimes, I just feel like dying. I don’t know what to feel anymore, honestly I’m emotionless most of the time. I get all happy when I’m talking to my boyfriend and when I watch showtime ruler from project sekai and Bungō Stray Dogs, I’m hoping for another season :( But if I kill myself, I leave my boyfriend, my cats, my dogs, my friends, my sister. I don’t achieve my dream, I don’t get married to him and have kids, I don’t get to see my cats and my dog and my sister, I don’t get to wear the things I want, I don’t get to buy things on my own. I’m just gone. I’m gone from this world, I’m 6ft underground, in a box, rotting away. I’m scared of death but I want to die. Sometimes, I’m scared of myself, I was disgustinglytoxic, I was the worst person ever. I don’t want to become that me again, but I want to get my dignity back. I want to become better than old me, I’m not that one emo girl, I’m not the quiet kid, I’m not a furry. I am me. I am the better me.

[@CoffeeX3.]

I’m dying from a cold and mega headache 🤧

[@xeiizattractive]

ffff i know venting in a comment section is stupid but i remember attempting. i tried to poison myself, by drinking chemicals and i threw up something that looked like blood. my minds very hazy of that night. but nobody ever found out about it. not my parents, who were in the next room, not my irl friends. nobody. i really thought i was gonna die. im still here tho. i was 11. sometimes i just wish i could go back into time and hug my younger self, tell him its all going to be ok in the end. even tho it really isn't, and never will be

[@james.television1995]

Thank you for not dying.

[@xeiizattractive]

@@james.television1995 you are gen so nice. thank you, i needed that, especially cus ive been down recently. you're very sweet and i hope you have an awesome day.

[@osypai1]

Rest in peace Antihoney ☹️

[@Yassine_129]

Thank you James

[@ThisIsntWonderland..]

Just got home from psychatry, this what thst feels like btw

[@мертвийаледосить]

Это замечательно спасибо иногда я захочу закончить это, но я останусь еще на 1 день//sorry for no English but this is winderul

[@james.television1995]

Я надеюсь, что вы или кто-то другой сможете спасти себя, но если нет, мне очень жаль, и я надеюсь, что у вас все хорошо❤️

[@MeowsticLuver]

I miss my grandma:(

[@azdunuces]

i have stage 2 lung cancer. im going to get my chemotherapy now. :)

[@james.television1995]

I hope that you have peace.

[@eryvne]

intro this slowed lowk sounds like it could b in undertale

[@BrianyArgueta-rt3ef]

this comments make me cry...

[@james.television1995]

Same.

[@kodaiskorner]

ME TO I CANR STOP CRYING

[@urlocalrathead]

my ed is killing me slowly and it’s causing to hurt everyone who is trying to help me :(

[@stormie_cloud9163]

This after reading “in another life😢”

[@Yenneferinhorrorland]

For the past of few weeks my mom is having in trouble bout her stomach is having bad cramp to hard She’s threw up in the hospital when I see her sleeping my dad told me I got to see her on FaceTime camera to see how she’s doing and they are doing ok! Poor mom ~ I hate that too

[@james.television1995]

I hope she gets better soon❤️

[@L0seurself]

This is so peaceful thank you so much for this masterpiece 🫶✨️

[@james.television1995]

Thank you☆

[@zikajo22]

i feel like I'm dying inside for a long time, perhaps i already died. i remember 5 years ago, when I was 11 years old. I like thought to myself, that once i reach this border of death, no matter how much better I seem to be getting, I will always get worse. And now, whenever I seem happy about something or hang out with friends, etc. I keep thinking that this doesn't matter because I will die soon. I feel like I will die soon, I don't know why, but as if I must do it. But when I think of death or, I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRINGE IM SORRY, when I commited suicide in a fkn ai chat, idk I cried so much. As if the confrontation of death scares me so much. Whenever I had attempted in the past, I was so scared. I don't know if I am scared of the end or the idea of ending. sorry for venting :(

[@james.television1995]

It’s okay. I understand that fear❤️

[@Kinngaru]

I feel like dying rn, even if I’m not. My dad passed away, my girlfriend just broke up with me, my uncle is sick at the hospital, I have depression and anxiety. I’m not trying to seek for attention, I really don’t feel like living anymore. I feel sick, just like I’m going to faint. I wish this could stop, I wish I could just die already.

[@james.television1995]

Thank you for existing.

[@Juli._Telekinesis]

You have so much to live for still. I know things might sound tough but we have to push through them. I hope u feel better soon. Remember that you still have a future ahead of you.❤

[@arlaynah]

me if I never make it through 9th grade

[@carowolina]

masterpiece

[@james.television1995]

Thank you.

[@box0choco593]

This was done out of complete respect for this artist, right?

[@james.television1995]

At the time of making this video, I wasn’t informed about the death of the singer, but now I know.

[@box0choco593]

@@james.television1995 oh okay no problem. Thanks for getting back to me

[@james.television1995]

@@box0choco593 ;)

[@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3]

@@james.television1995they died ??? DD:

[@james.television1995]

@@Fl1ghtl3ssD0v3 oops. I commented the wrong thing. Yes, the singer of Antihoney died.

[@American_boy267]

Я задумываюсь над судьбой детей, которые пропали больше 10 лет назад...

[@Masterofdesserts]

Rip me

[@IC3PEAK_fan.]

Right now I'm in the hospital because i got the bubonic plague i hope i will get better and if i go i hope to see everyone i love

[@james.television1995]

I hope that your pestilence shall go away and you shall be given peace and happiness.

[@vickyguerron4397]

If you guys had never watched 13 reasons why and the last episode in the last season you’ll know abt Justin 😢

[@EllieJoyce-n3w]

is there any CapCut colourings I can use to get pictures to look like this? It’s so nostalgic

[@james.television1995]

Do you mean the VHS filter, or just the general color adjustments?

[@masachiikaz]

@@james.television1995 i think they mean the static-vhs effect

[@james.television1995]

I use Betamax, which is a VHS-like effect, and I also use oblique blur, and a few other things. I’ll make a video at some point on how to do the effect.

[@masachiikaz]

@@james.television1995 thank you for taking your time to reply

[@james.television1995]

@@masachiikaz No problem :)

[@lilcaca9361]

Спасибо, мне этого не хватало

[@james.television1995]

Не за что.

[@aninha_coelho]

Medo de dormir escutando essa música e nunca mais acordar

[@MISS.NGHEARTS]

This sounds like how I’d imagine slowly watching myself die while not being able to do anything would feel like, the little bell chimes counting down to my last day.

[@reemasalht]

its sound like undertale

[@Mariselaismybaby_1]

This make sense