I cry all the time. Fir 12 years I've cried for his love and being in my life 29:04
@A.M-v9k8 сағат бұрын
I surrender all control to the Universe. I'm lighter and I'm over everything, no feelings of negativity from this chaos I crated in my head. LET GO AND LET GOD. LIVE AND LET LIVE. I AM FREE TO BE ME NOW AND NOT FEAR WATCHING MY BACK OUT IN THE COMMUNITY AFTER 12 YEARS! A RELIEF! I am not the center of the Universe such that everything revolves around me. I am not important in the bigger things but I know I am with everything that is beyond and bigger than me. I am the real me again, one with the Universe. My Angels keep me safe although every single thing and people I feel are out of my control maybe to hurt me on purpose, that is not my problem. I worry about me now. I choose who enters my life either divinely or destiny. There are no coincidences, and I hope he remembers NOW, me saying that to him long ago when I was divinely sent to this person. I do not Hate, Control, Wish or Assume my wishes have come true. I am clean and Love myself. Whoever finds my radiant inner light and is able to handle it, it'll be MAGICAL! THANK YOU, LADIES, FOR THE ADVENTURE. I'M SURE THE WOMAN THIS MAN WANTS TO LOVE WILL BE VERY HAPPY. Good things like True Love never happen to me. I don't compete, so I am retiring this competition for imaginary Love and Acceptance that I never get. People don't understand me anyway. I talk above their heads. I Quit before I lose. I AM A RUNNER. Sincerely, Andi
@A.M-v9k11 сағат бұрын
Good bye. Im 3d
@A.M-v9k5 сағат бұрын
He broke my geart
@A.M-v9k5 сағат бұрын
I, Andi, have to be the one he loves and no other but i fear reject so much. I do I get rid of hate,? 15:10
@A.M-v9k5 сағат бұрын
Actually I don't hate. All I know it's not me whom he loves. I need 3d proof. I'd love fun and love him always and this really hurts me soul. I cry all the time. 16:26
@A.M-v9k4 сағат бұрын
I gave unconditional to him always. Never before. Why can't he get rid of wife fast? Does he want her and not me? He and I hate competition. Why does he have to choose? Why did he hurt me? 28:20
@A.M-v9k11 сағат бұрын
He wants someone else. I Andi am not the one. He wasted 12 yrs of my life waiting for him. He was my soul.
@A.M-v9k11 сағат бұрын
He's with someone else. I don't feel him. Ppl on 3rd eye are talking about him. He must have a few newer women. I don't feel him. This is too vague fir ne. He actually took my 5d away in 2012. I'm not the one he wants. I put my cell into a pot of water last night. He's married 3:49
@A.M-v9k11 сағат бұрын
I think he has someone else getting his messages. I am not the one he is trying to be with. So thanks but it's got to be another women. I'm the one from 2012. I feel nothing 1:24
@A.M-v9k5 сағат бұрын
If he comes to me I'll listen but I've wasted my time and my mind doesn't realize I was always waiting and he married another. That was my dream. He betrayed me without a chance. He won't come to me. He does not care ir love me. 10:12 10:14
@A.M-v9k5 сағат бұрын
I doubt he will choose me he's been so mean fir years. I'm not in 5d. He'll have to come in 3 d because I don't hear him. How can get come for me? He's my one and only love until I die so I have to be realistic that He'll never come to me. I'm not the one he loves. I'd love to forget the past. I wanted him to marry me. I miss and love him so much but I fear reject from deep inside. I want him to want only me and be serious 150%. I love him but I'm scared very scared. I'm a Marketer love doing it. I won't believe he loves me because I fear it's not me he wants. 14:44