✨ARTIST DIARIES✨ Lets talk about Racism, Taxes are scary, Clubhouse chat, & more!

[@TiffanyDArtist]

As a black girl, I completely understand how you feel. I’ve got your back. Hate in every form is disgusting and we as a community of humans will not stand for it.

[@tohruhondaisanangelandwedo6543]

The way racism toward Asians rised with the pandemic is so disgusting, as if y'all are in fault for that. Some people are so ignorant and try to justify their racism when there's nothing to justify in racism, it's wrong, that's it. It's really sad to see all this happening

[@palomathepeach]

sorry i missed the premiere i had so many errands to run ._. thanks so much for discussing cluhouse and your experience at the beginning, i've never heard of clubhouse before. and sharing your experience really helps bring awareness and show others that they aren't alone! i feel u being a mexican immigrant (esp living in texas) i have struggled with staying quiet and complacent about incidents that made me uncomfortable (still do). yay to speaking up and spreading awareness :)

[@apple.cheeks]

Never be sorry !! We all have our own busy lives

[@ravel5340]

Racism is everywhere. My neighbour told me to go back to my country bc I was using stairs late at night. We need to fight it but I still don't know how. I really like when you are sharing your views on psychological matters, you always name feelings and give advice that I never know I really need. Thx to you I realised it's not shameful to ask for professional help and I have my first meeting this week. I can't tell my family but I'm glad that I can share it here.

[@apollojakenwill]

As a teacher, I address all of it- because I REFUSE to allow anything that may be how someone identifies themselves or their culture as negative. Whether that is the use of “gay” as a perjorative term or making fun of Asian culture/language, etc. I immediately shut that mess down. Each person has the right to be respected for who they are, and so much of it stems from willful ignorance. It may not help much, but I refuse to turn a blind eye because it’s “easier”

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you so much ! You may think it is not helping much, but you're teaching the students what is acceptable and that already is inspiring and influencing them. Keep doing what you do!

[@mariec5716]

You advice we fight back? For our rights. Why fight back it causes MORE problems... You are the newer kids on the block. It fuels disaster death big time. Racism is everywhere? You do not secretly hate anyone. I tell you we are all guilty of Racism we react back when its towards us...

[@mariec5716]

Oh good luck to you. If you are American you think by nature you have all the answers. Right? NO it is All more complicated than you think? Keep on dreaming...

[@apollojakenwill]

@@mariec5716 I don’t understand your reply to my comment? How does not letting adolescent kids use identity terms as pejoratives lead to death & destruction? Also I didn’t say I don’t hate anyone- I wish, but I’m not a saint, but I save my hate for internet trolls who refuse to read for comprehension, animal abusers, people who hurt others especially kids, and people who drive slow in the left lane.

[@mariec5716]

Teacher I am sorry to say my comprehension is Perfect and correct. If you are a true teacher you KNOW that thete are many points on one view only. Point???... I am a Law Solicitor Spec. Social Justice Issues at Government level?

[@alliahrose2878]

i don't really know how other people think ethnicity can really be a reason to think highly of themselves compare to others. we are all human beings deserve to be respected. be decent. as always thank you for giving awareness and inspiration to others, tiffany!

[@StevieeeRae]

As an ally I think it is something that needs to be spoken about. As a child I remember my parents yelling at teens, shoppers, other drivers on the road etc to “go back where they came from.” like they didn’t have the same rights to be out and about like we did. It's disgusting behavior and it stops when we talk about it and quit being complacent bystanders.

[@apple.cheeks]

I'm so glad that you're able to feel that way even if it's your own parents! I feel like a lot of the times we are so heavily influenced by our parents and take after them, but it's great knowing that we can develop as individuals and end up teaching our parents too about touchy subjects!

[@mariec5716]

No it's smarter to ignore them...it's life just carry on...

[@luisa.mp4]

@@mariec5716 No I don‘t agree we can‘t keep ignoring, speaking up especially agains your family because they don‘t know better or they don‘t care just keep reminding them. Racism doesn‘t go away when you ignore it. And life is going to be better for everyone if we speak up so please never say something like this.

[@mariec5716]

@@luisa.mp4 hi Luisa, yes we need to speak up, but only in intellectual circles and with family and very close friends only. I have young indigenous people across and next door to me. when i go out walking or shopping they come in with out fail. Take and leave behind infer products and food items...they top up my milk with sugar and water and other food with excess salt. My health went down hill for two years, in the end I called in the Police, You guessed it they turned on me and made me the guilty one. And and? threated me with putting me away for good...this is the police...they told me to immediately go to my Doctor the next day or they would come for me. Understood they said,,, too stay inside my home and not to talk about what i have told to them, to anyone not even my immediate family? YES SWEETHEART, I studied law i know more than You...You Need to be Grateful that their Government let you into their country and you all live the high life, and they go hungry? To end, you do realize you do not fully understand the answer i gave to Apple Cheeks. Read and Understand Please...You as another culture will never have it your way, never because you are the outsider the free loaders,. So Shut UP AND GET THE F ON WITH YOUR LIFE, YOU ARE THE FREE LOADERS...understood???...

[@luisa.mp4]

@@mariec5716 I just shared my opinion and never said anything mean I think it's important to speak about it. If you think I misunderstood you you could let me know in a friendly way. Because discussing with someone and they don't take you seriously is not the funnest thing ever. Also I don't get why studying law is important in the topic rasism, could you please elaborate. Thanks

[@claudiaramosdesigns]

Thank you for sharing your story. As a Latina, I can relate to a lot and It's a subject that needs to happen. Having a mixed daughter which she's half Latina and half Asian and I have these conversations. Also, thank you for allowing me to be part of your clubhouse room. I truly was so nervous to speak because like I said I really admire you and when I got the courage to go up I was so proud of myself. Again thank you for always being so sweet and always being so real! Can't wait to do another clubhouse room!

[@KateraKiitten]

Tiffany I’m so sorry that you are dealing with the pain of racism. I’m a Black female and I completely understand. I feel as though people are rude, ignorant, and without cultural sensitivity to assume certain races are this or that. & the fact that some people are stupid enough to let hurtful words or actions happen to another because of their skin/cultural background is insane. Praying for our country ❤️

[@christinac.9879]

Thank you for using your platform to speak on racism against Asians because growing up it always felt that racism and microaggressions towards me (I'm Chinese / Hong Konger) weren't serious because no one ever said anything against it

[@apple.cheeks]

Exactly, I felt that too :/ it always seemed like “just a joke”

[@grengabs]

ey!! I'm a Hong Konger too and yes, it does seem like racism towards us is really normalised. Even some of my fellow Asian friends have said "it's not a big deal" and "I don't think that's racist" when it is and it should be addressed.

[@jessicabunny6984]

Makes me so angry that there are still people who think that their racist actions are ok!! It’s just so wrong!! Well done you for bringing this out on your platform, I love and support you Tiffany, as well as the great number of people being affected by these disgusting ignorant people. Xxx

[@ByBeckDesigns]

I'm so sorry this incidents have happened to you :( it is so sad and scary.

[@itsmimi_kyu]

Thank you for speaking up about this, as an Asian-American and watching what has been happening it’s been really really hard and I’m glad to see the conversations are starting to happen. ❤️

I know it’s not the same, but the story with your mom reminded me so much one incident when I was little. We were driving somewhere with my mom, and something happened in the rode and another driver was very mad at her. She started making gestures about my mom’s weight, in fury... I remember feeling so bad, even though my mom didn’t seem to be bothered, I did.... (clearly, since I still remember it almost 30 years later...)

[@m.thompson3919]

I'm glad AAs are able to speak up. I'm half black, half white and I have really enjoyed the freedom of people finally listening to black stories since 2020. I hope the same response happens with the AA community, too. ❤️

[@Lidaru]

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts on racism, Tiffany. 💛 I once endured racism on a bus in the UK, where the driver wouldn’t let me in because he couldn’t understand my “accent”. 🙄

[@MemeLeeMusic]

Thank you for speaking on racism and your experiences! I’ve never felt too bold enough to speak on it either, but like you said, we shouldn’t have to wait until there are so mang incidents to mention it! I went through my fair share in middle and high school, but now I have come to acknowledge and speak on it more ! Other than that, I love how your vlogs are so intimate and wholesome! It really shows how diligent you are, and it’s truly inspiring! Can’t wait for your shop to reopen! 💕

[@jalise4699]

Your videos are super comfy and help me feel relaxed. Thank you for starting your video off by being so open about the the injustices that have been taking place and your personal experience. Sending love and happiness your way 💞

[@apple.cheeks]

❤️❤️❤️

[@ValerieWaiStudios]

Thank you for speaking up about racism Tiff 💛 nothing to be nervous about! I think I’m lucky that I grew up in a part of Canada where there’s a pretty diverse population, where racism is not as extreme but it certainly exists, just in more subtle ways. I feel like growing up as a Chinese (Hong Kong) Canadian, we’re stuck between the values we’re taught at home (stay quiet, be polite, be patient) and when people are showing racist behaviours, a lot of us just brush it off in the past and try not to engage because we’re taught that’s what a “good person” is. It’s absolutely sick that these racist people are targeting the most vulnerable of our population, it’s so cruel. Lovely vlog as always 🥰 and I thought the clubhouse talk was just the sweetest thing ever thank you for sharing that with us 💛

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you for sharing :') !!!

[@diviAesthetics]

In the end with the clubhouse conversation I really feel like the person explained it perfectly how much of an impact tiffs work has made I’m sure everyone has a bit of a story about something or the other if it’s her art, her advice or the stuff she talks about in her videos I know I am very thankful to find her channel she’s made me remember how to love being an artist again at a point where I was about to lose that side of me and stop doing art just get a regular job but I got the motivation and strength from watching her videos and her journey to keep my Art major, work on projects and put myself out there soon starting an Etsy shop myself so THANK YOU TIFF ❤️🍎

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you so much, this really means so much to me and I’m so happy that my vlogs are helpful in some way! A lot of the times I feel like my vlogs don’t mean anything because I’m not doing anything in particular in them, but I’m glad people are able to find happiness in some form in them 😭 it makes me want to work so hard for you all

[@diviAesthetics]

@@apple.cheeks aww just remember we are here to shower all our love and support in whatever you share with us life isn’t mapped out for anyone so figuring things as you go is good and it definitely helps us have an idea of what to expect or if we can also relate to your struggles and achievements knowing we aren’t alone. In short YOU ROCK! Hehe 😁

[@Morthanial]

Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this with everyone. I’m sorry about the hate you’ve received. I think you are marvelous and your art, posts, videos, talks, and kindness give me all the feels. I appreciate you.

[@watermelonmint_]

They’re very correct! And that’s the one of the main reasons why I literally binge all your videos from oldest to newest when im working (my tasks have been repetitive lately so it gets boring), when im gaming (like right now), when im doing mindless/autopilot things, I like to have your videos on play! 🫶🏼

[@linkgleeson6337]

Wow, it's disgusting that you have to go through that at all. People really need to grow up and realise that there is no point, we are all human, why does it matter.

[@KarollPaiva]

racism is never ok. I'm from a very multicultural country and people think that were so mixed that racism is not a thing, but it comes from the little things, the little comments, the little gestures that are engraved in our history to put down those who are different from the colonizers who once where the majority

[@KarollPaiva]

I've never had experienced racism before in my own country, but after coming to Japan I've experienced many things that were not ok. We should try our best to, yk, stand up for ourselves and make understand that it's not ok, but sometimes, depending on where we are or the situation we just can't. and it's not our fault, what can we do? and if we don't feel comfortable talking about it it's also ok

[@KarollPaiva]

and idk, what this comment turned into but . Yeah

[@jacquelinebeaulac1235]

There is NEVER an okay *amount* of racism. I agree, you shouldn't have to experience a certain threshold of racism before it bothers you. It's very brave of you to speak up. I see you.

[@anushkaroy157]

so i never experienced racism..but my aunt did..i am Indian..and once she went to LA for vacation..and she went to a famous restaurant there..and the first thing a waiter asked was..' dont you wear those baggy saree all the time why are you wearing western '...i means not every Indian goes around always wearing saree..and whats with calling a saree baggy..and why does someone care of what others wear.

[@keishataylor]

i rarely experience racism, as i’m a light skinned native poc who lives in alaska. but when i do, it’s horrible. most of my encounters with racism are from white teachers, and are mainly microaggressions and racially stereotypical jokes. even in a racially diverse state we’re taught to overlook racism and “suck it up”. as i’m typing this, i feel weird talking about it, because i’m still training my brain to recognize racism.

[@cathrinezaccaginini2626]

I am disabled the names I was called.So I do know what you are going through.

[@syd1.26]

i haven't really had firsthand experiences with ppl being racist towards me (an asian girl) as far as i can remember, but i have witnessed times when the guys at my high school mocked asian people and made fun of us (saying shit like "ching chang chong" and pulling back their eyes) AND to add on to that, they use slurs and are also sometimes joke about things "looking gay" and "being gay" as if it's a bad thing AND as if being gay is the only sexuality in the lgbtqia+ community. it really pisses me off and ik that because i'm a girl and also not their friend they will never take me seriously. it's so fucking hard dude, and it's so frustrating that this is a problem. it shouldn't be. and i've heard about times when one of my white ex-friends fetishized minority races and would say things like "ohhh i hate being white i wish i wasn't white." which is SO DUMB because i envy the privilege of majorities so much that it's honestly offensive that anyone would be ungrateful for having that. i'm so sorry everyone for if you've ever had experiences with racism, and i hope my story hasn't burdened you in any way because the last hint i want is to make things harder for anyone. please stay safe!! 💕💕

[@felareed8251]

I SUPPORT YOU IN EVERY WAY. THANK YOU FOR YOUR POST

[@JeanYu]

Your videos are so relaxing and you are an inspiration, Tiffany! Been binge-watching your YT videos!!

[@christinefjeld7151]

Thank you so much for sharing your story about racism! We need to talk more about it for sure. Proud of you!

[@sonyapeach]

Racism suck. Black People have been trying to change how things are in this country since it’s inception. I’m so glad that other communities are finally speaking out about the inequality. More needs to be done but speaking about it is a start.

[@millerp2509]

Im mixed my dad if from asia my mom is from Europe ive been told i had dirty blood and stuff like making fun of having two very different races

[@ibsies2404]

It is inhumane to hate on others just because they were born in a certain country :( lets make the world a better place and stop hating on other people! Also at around 13:50 how did she draw perfect lines with a pen teach me-

[@MayaBelgica-]

Im so sorry this is so off topic but I love the pencil you use for your ipad

[@amelie7593]

where did you get that cow pls tell

[@GroundedAesthetic]

As a black content creator I get hate comments online and discriminatory behavior from people irl so I def understand. It's something we wish we didn't have to deal with but we do. I used to be someone who didn't speak up but now that I know that my voice no matter how small my platform is it still matters. So I speak whenever I can and I will continue until change and respect happens. Thank you for speaking out and we support you! 💞

[@simplymarisa8]

What a can upgrade lol! Only us creative peeps would think about putting stickers on a garbage can! Haha!! I'm Filipino and never have experienced racism but I had people in school say my eyes weren't slanted enough to be Filipino. What does that even mean?!

[@apple.cheeks]

it was such a huge jump in upgrade xD

[@goghfurther]

sending love, thank you for sharing your experiences 💛💛💛

[@piigeem1366]

I just want to say, your big brother and friends are right. You're so sweet and honest, and so inspiring. I don't know about you personally but you always share your thoughts and feelings and that make me feel like you're an old friend, cz you allow us (who basically just a youtube viewer) to know all of that. And I'm really thankful for that, thank you :') so yes, you should be proud of yourself, for every simple thing you've done/ achieve, and do self reward cz you deserve it :)

[@MaudeDslnrs]

Thank you for talking about your experiences. This is brave, you are very strong. Sending love to all Asian friends in the comments too.

[@llamabean529]

I’ll admit I was hesitant about watching this but I’m glad I watched you talk about your experiences because it needs to be said. Decals would be awesome! Take care and stay safe ♥

[@BrookeSarah]

thank you for talking about this and speaking out, this is so horrible and I’m so sorry you have had these experiences

[@BrookeSarah]

awww the intro with all your little characters was so cute 🥺

[@emiv5342]

your chat on racism breaks my heart. You are so sweet, it makes me sad that total strangers have been racist and hateful to you. Thank you for talking about it on your channel!

[@nasiagi]

Thank you for sharing!

[@some_dried-flower]

i have an incident i want to tell the people in the comments and some people may find this racist in a way so im sorry for that in advance ... me and my parents were eating ice cream in a park and some ice cream got on my arm so me being four years old i licked it off and a lady walking by (she was black)was yelling at my parents (who are saudi immigrants)for letting me do that and then she started insulting my mother (who was wearing a head scarf) and calling her things like " cow" and a 'terrorist' my parents without saying anything to her simply held my hand and walked away . i just want to say that her being black isnt very important but i wanted to mention it anyways and i also dont remember any of this my dad told me about it a year ago . ok bye

[@emikoftokyo]

I’m very sorry about the hate. As a black woman it’s my constant struggle and I want people to know that we have always been allies and it needs to be spoken about. This shouldn’t be like black lives matters that’s has played out. It should be spoken about and being keep being spoken about. There’s always a way to bring things to a table no matter how you you view or carry yourself. I’m glad you are speaking up. We have your back. I go through it everyday from my hair to jobs to just existing. I can’t go to bars can’t shop can’t go out wit my bf ,can’t drive my car without being harassed. I could write a book lol anyway , Remember you have people who want to help when you feel it’s hard to speak up. Much love.

[@Heatherzago]

As an Italian I apologize! I feel so ashamed... Here in Italy there’s a lot of racism coming from young and old people, television and politicians, I’m disgusted!

[@craftgirl8088]

Sadly, my husband's 80 year old Uncle was one of the elderly Asians that was attacked in San Francisco. He was pushed down by a black man and broke his femur during the attack. He is now recovering but will need to use a walker for stability. The attacker was caught and charged. My husband's Uncle is ethnically Chinese but was born and raised in the U.S.

[@ebd813]

uGggGh I’m so sick of racism. I’m so heartbroken for all of you out there who have experienced this. Fellow KZbin artist Thumin just had an awful time with it too. It’s heartbreaking. Oh and also, instagram silenced her, and threatened to delete her account

[@carlax82]

As a Mexican, I can relate to this stories. It's always important to speak up, it's also important to talk about it within our communities. Maybe our community is also racist towards others. Remember what Tony Morrison said about racism, “The people who do this thing, who practice racism, are bereft. That is something distorted about the psyche. It’s a huge waste and it’s a corruption and a distortion.” They need to put the other down so they can feel superior, but you take that away from them and there's nothing left.

[@Jilllemon-pf7lg]

Dear, all those situations are so terrible and terrifying. You are so beautiful

[@iamhiccups]

imagine being brought up so poorly that you think racism is okay. I feel sorry for them because they will never be able to experience the richness diversity provides. I am glad to see you speak about your experiences and it hurts to hear it. Let this be a reminder for us to be especially kind to our AAPI community and to speak against these hate acts, big or small.

[@moonlightmoonchild1133]

oh, gosh. racism or any other form of discrimination and hatred towards other people is absolutely horrendous. we as a population of this planet need to do everything in our power to spread awareness about this problems and fight against them personally, me and my family too dealt with racism before. we are Armenian and live in Russia, Omsk and even though there is a lot of different nationalities and ethnicities living in Russia, kids especially are so stupid and xenophobic in general. all of my four years of elementary school, I was verbally bullied all the time because I wasn't russian. it stopped when I went to middle school(5 grade) and haven't been a problem since. also, I remember the situation that happend when our family had a little conflict with our neighbors a really long time ago (≈7 years ago, probably) and they where SO racist. I distinctly remember when they shouted "go back to where you came from" from their window:) so yea.

[@Aniracia]

What furstrates me so much at my workplace (I am from germany and work with refugees here) is the rascism of ppl who are foreign here towards other foreign ppl... Like little kids talking about how disgusting all of the romanian ppl are for example (I get it, they just tell me what their parents tell them) and I am like: "That is false and that is rascist. You can't talk like that about other ppl. You are doing the same bad thing other pll talk about ppl of ur nationality" But neither the children nor the parents do change their behaviour which is so frustrating to me because I feel like we will never destroy the rascism that way and it all just goes around in circles...

[@BrynnMetheney]

Thank you for sharing your experiences. It’s difficult to recount those instances and more to share them. Sending you kindness and support.

[@parkdrawing928]

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@isspartanlockealivehaloinf1963]

I really want to get a CPA for taxes, but I dont make enough to need one yet. Taxes are so complicated and they just take more money from you. Its so annoying.

[@fellycats]

I was raised to know all races and cultures are beautiful, and equal. But time and time again I find more and more reasons to be ashamed of being white. We are all human beings, to treat someone differently because they aren't the same colour or nationality as you is disgusting, it's so unbelievable that people can't learn the basics of being a good human being. I'm sorry you, and so many others have to deal with these issue's even once, let alone multiple times over and over. u-u

[@jawarablake]

That sucks that people are being racist. I’m sorry that is happening. I remember many times in my life dealing with racist. One day people will get their shit together.

[@salicyn.willow]

I love your videos Tiff! And yeah the rise in rasicm towards the AAPI community is absolutely disgusting and you are in your right to speak up about it.

[@zoltar__speaks]

Thank you for speaking on such an important topic. As a brown latine I can’t stand the colorism & racism especially within and between different poc communities.

[@hannahpluslaura]

I’m sorry about what you had to go through. I’m mixed and have always felt like I needed to be more Mexican in order to fit in. :/

[@MummyBrown]

I love that you are talking about race and your experiences. I truly think that is the only way people will start getting it and trying to make a change. There are plenty of outright racists, but there are even more low key (unaware?) ones that need to be shown the error of systemic racism. Talking like this is key to learning and doing better. A good example of this is the current race issues with the Royal family playing out right now. Like Paloma, I'm a Mexican living in Texas (Austin) and the weight of the struggle is all too real for me as well. We too have been taught to keep our head down and ignore it. Things are getting much better with the newer generations, but it's still a deeply ingrained habit for my generation (I'm 43) and that of our parents. I'm helping care for my father after an accident he had about a year ago and I've seen more and more how HE has been treated by people he'd otherwise called "friends." His age group specifically is rife with racism yet would never consider themselves racist because they are "friends" with him. Bubbles are a bitch. Much love to you sister, you are doing great!

[@joanaraquel5820]

Thank you so much for this video, and for feeling that it's okay to talk about racism - it is painful to recognise that in 2021 people still have so much bias and inability to connect with others, but openly talking about it might be the way. Also, when you said you weren't perfect in communication, I had to stop the video to write this: you are -the- perfect communicator. You felt racism and had to deal with it, and your experiences are valid and important. I am so sorry for what you and your family had to endure, but no one can take away your hardwork, your strength, and the fact that you matter. (I don't know your parents or their path, but I've always looked up to people strong enough to move to a different country and build their entire lives with very little support, having to adjust to a different culture, language, and environment - often lacking a support group, such as family and friends. So... lots and lots of love to all of you, but especially to them.)

[@Orphae]

I feel you... Send you virtual hug from France 🐱

[@krosettedesigns]

Being a black person in America I have experienced racism in some form from childhood to adulthood....

[@DLH321]

I've also studied abroad in italy and the amount of "ni hao"s and other remarks I got within those two months were so strange. Someone even asked me where I was from because I didn't want to buy his bracelets. I told him "Canada" and he was like "but where are you really from? where are your parents from?" and when I replied, he goes "ohhh you’re chinese. no wonder." I didn't even know how to react because Canada is so multicultural. Being minority in Toronto is much different from being a minority in Europe.

[@gretathunberg5]

I'm lucky enough to not have experienced any racism. I am White but my dad grew up in an immigrant household from two different cultures. My grandpa's from Germany and my grandma is from Columbia. He lived out in the country where there were only white people and he definitely experienced racism because he was half Hispanic. He's told me so many stories and it just blows my mind that people are allowed to do this. I'm sorry all these things have been happening to you.

[@letmehaunt]

i’m so sorry you’ve had these bad experiences with rude and racist people, tiffany, but i’m glad you decided to open up here and start a conversation ❤️ hope you’re having a good week!

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you! I hope you have a good week as well~

[@goldeneggmeggs3286]

I'm white, my boyfriend is Korean but he was brought here when he was a baby. We've gone to a large mall together that I rarely go to because it's so expensive. We looked like a couple, same height, my arm either wrapped around his or holding hands, constantly together. The number of looks we got was unsettling. I can't say it's because of racism, but it sure as hell seemed like it. I feel like people still have prejudices against mixed-race couples and it's so incredibly frustrating. It's racist to both people because it means they don't think they should be together strictly based on race. I believed the looks were prejudiced because they looked either disgusted/confused/upset (not like super sad or angry just generally upset by the situation). It just makes my heart sink because we both have insecurities about not being good enough for the other person, so when we get stares, it tends to make us overthink. Just don't stare please. It can really give off the wrong message. Especially if you keep staring after making eye contact, laugh after staring, or talk/whisper to someone you're with after staring. I might just be sensitive, but it's honestly just rude. (if you stare off into the distance a lot, it's okay, a few looks here and there aren't bad, I find myself accidentally staring at people sometimes too because I just space out)

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you so much for sharing! I honestly sometimes feel this way too, I feel naked when walking around in grocery stores and having people look at me. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just noticing them because I'm feeling insecure or if they are actually staring at me. But yeah, I'm sorry you both have to go through that :( Sending love!

[@amtra1778]

Also might be cuz you two look cute together ;)

[@ebonir745]

WAIIITTT, I NEVER KNEW THE APPLE CHEEKS BACKSTORY, THATS SO CUTE!!!!

[@apple.cheeks]

Hehe I’m surprised I never shared it~

[@cmgordillor]

Marco is the kind of friend everyone needs. I loved the story behind your name “apple cheeks” ❤️☺️

[@nihaarikasingh271]

I've not been able to make it to the premiere for the past few weeks, because I've been so busy, but I'm finally free this week and I'm very excited for this!!

[@apple.cheeks]

Woooo!

[@rayleearts]

Sad I missed this premiere! It’s admirable you’ve opened up to these experiences, I hope people become more aware of their actions :( I send all the love 💖

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you

[@AM69999]

I'm middle eastern and I had my fair share of racism it always worry me when kids are being racist the fact that someone have taught them how to be racist towards a group of people is truly messed up

[@TheCreativeStudio1]

Beautiful and empowering sentiment Tiffany! It’s a hard topic to talk about but the more we do it - the easier it becomes to combat racism and white supremacy that feeds into it. I’m Puerto Rican and Mexican American and it’s frustrating and angering and tiring to see Black communities and other minorities continue to be targets. And you are right - it’s important to speak out against it and also educate our elders too on the Microagressions that might even be prevalent in our own communities and of the world so that we can change and we can continue to support all communities of color in the fight against racism. I’m a mom and the hardest thing I find is having to explain to my mixed kids (my youngest is half Filipino and latinx ) (my oldest is half white and Latinx) why people are racist or why people hate our communities - especially amidst the BLM movement and the terrible things happening in the Asian community amidst the pandemic, but I also know it’s important that they learn about both the negative and the positive in this world so they can be kinder and they can continue the fight. Thank you for speaking out, thank you for using your platform. We are all in this fight together. Juntas podemos hacerlo mejor (together we can do better). I won’t stop fighting for my babies, for you, for the Black communities, for my Latino community, for the Asian communities, for our indigenous brothers and sisters, for all those who consider themselves BIPOC, for our LGBTQIA folx or for the future. ❤️

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you so much! And thank you for raising the next generation to be kinder and more aware of these things!!

[@alwaysyoutome19]

thank you for sharing your experience, tiffany! my mother who's a nurse has experienced racist comments from her patients, it's honestly baffling and 'upsetting' just doesn't cut it at all to describe it. moving to a lighter note, i can see your adorable desktop icons used for notion too, actually! you're an inspiration, and both artistically and using your space to bring awareness to issues that need to be solved.

[@lilsun]

thank you for standing up and speaking out!! i'm sorry for your experiences, and i'm glad more people are having these important conversations. and especially in the art and asian communities, we don't have these talks as much and they're so important! speaking up about our experiences is definitely part of the conversation. but i feel like another important part is educating ourselves and standing up for others. the blm traction is definitely dying down, and we still need to show up for our native brothers and sisters on stoping line 3 among other things. but i feel like sharing our experiences is a good first step to get people exposed to the issue, because it all runs so much deeper. personally i've been getting called the n word and chased around the grocery store by anti-maskers or trump supporters. i'm an indian tamil woman and obviously not black. but since being in the US, i have been treated like a black body, and the amount of racism i deal with on a daily has only been increasing every year and i've especially noticed it since trump's presidency. i'm canadian, so i used to have this idea that it wasn't my problem since i wasn't "from here" but the thing is, if you care about others, racism is our problem. and we need to understand the intersectionalities of racism and the history of racism to properly fix the issues within our society. racism isnt confined to one country, or one region, its a worldwide issue and we all need to be doing our part to educate ourselves and protect everyone!

[@exlibrislily7444]

I used to work in a call centre, and I once had an asian lady apologise to me for having broken English and not being able to explain herself fluently in English. I immediately told her not to apologise; she already speaks more languages than I do, and that is a pretty awesome skill to have. I look forward to the day we accept people for who they are as people and not be judgemental based on their appearance/race.

[@DaisyTea1]

😢 Thank you so much, Tiffany, for sharing from your heart about racism! It helps me a lot to hear this from the point of view of those who are suffering; it helps my understanding and gives me insight into how I might be more sensitive with my own words. I love people of all colors and races and varieties ~ all of us are precious and created by a wonderfully creative God & He loves us all in just the way He created us! So, thank you for your courage and openness. You are precious and your videos make me happy & you inspire me so much! ❤

[@ivorydabean1479]

I've experienced something similar even though I'm white, I moved from Poland to England and couldn't speak English well at the time. Some bullies would ask me why I came to England if I couldn't talk in English and I didn't understand how that was an issue. I hope this is ok for me to share. I think I've caught myself being racist a few times in the past and now I'm so scared I could do it again. I'm very sorry. I'm glad you've decided to talk about it though, I think it makes it easier for people to notice something they said was hurtful. Thank you

[@judi__stone]

So Important to talk about the hate crimes against Asian Americans! also thank your for sharing your experiences. Hopefully, if more people talk about it there will be a change!

[@AunaAmireArt]

It’s so sad this is happening 😞

[@apple.cheeks]

I’m hoping so too, but people don’t change that easily so we have to keep it up!

[@Trishuu]

Oh noo I missed the premiere, totally relate to that expectation for asian women 😭

[@laurapetrova563]

The racism against asians because of corona virus started in Germany 1 year ago. I was so shocked when they called my japanese student corona . It is so important that you talk about this topic.

[@apple.cheeks]

It really sucks! My first experience related to corona was also around a year ago :/

[@YukiScribbles]

You are very strong to say something, whether it be now, later, or even in the past. It's hard to know exactly what's going on when you're in the moment. Once you're away from the situation and can analyze is when the most breaking down of what you went through happens so I 100% understand why it too you until now to say something. No matter what race you are, it doesn't invalidate you in any way. It doesn't make what you do or what you accomplish any less amazing.

[@ashmitash9317]

Thanks for sharing your experiences with racism. I’ve had my fair share as well, even within my own community. There are good humans who know it’s wrong, more just need to speak on it.

[@allthelovesid]

Always sooo excited for her vids 💖💖💖

[@createyourcorner]

Ever since I saw the story about the little old lady who was set on fire last year, I've been paying much closer attention to your community. As a black woman I understand and I just want to hug you and talk about ways for us to all work together and comfort and lift each other up as minority women. Because realistically we're the only sane ones, right? 😉 lol I really appreciate your story and I'm so glad I found you to hear it! Thanks for sharing it! 🤗

[@laurenclark865]

I’m so sorry for your experience. I have never gone through something like this but my boyfriend is Vietnamese and we were leaving the parking lot of target once, and a group of what looked like high school guys started yelling “HEY Bruce Lee!” Over and over until we got in the car. We were both shocked but I can’t even imagine what he was feeling in that moment. It’s not ok

[@apple.cheeks]

Wow that's really unbelievable ... not okay... thank you for sharing with us!

[@amoretv9027]

I am Italian and I apologize for my county for the horrible things they sad to you 🥲 i am also half Chinese and its not easy here but i do believe we will make our way in 💪🏽✨

[@apple.cheeks]

No need to feel like you have to apologize on behalf of them! But thank you !

[@amoretv9027]

@@apple.cheeks still wanted to share some love to you 💕✨

[@kokorodoodle5990]

Thank you so much for sharing your stories. It's made me feel more confident in talking about my own experiences to my friends and family. I have definitely bottled them up and they're all kinda spilling out with everything that's happening. Appreciate you!

[@potaytoeee]

I'm sorry you had to go through racist attacks Tiffany, and to anyone who experienced any attacks. Sending you lots of love from Singapore

[@EarlTeeGray]

You are making an impact on so many people's lives, I just watching your videos. They inspire me to be creative, they inspire me to open up. Your not alone, I've had and still have my share of racist comments made to me or my relationship, its disgusting and disappointing that people think these actions are okay when they are not. We're all human we all have our struggles but we should not beat people down because of something we don't understand, we should listen and share with one another...oh my word this sound so preachy. Anyway love your videos, you keep doing you and ill be tuning for the next vid 😊

[@ArchinaLaezzaillustration]

First of all, great video as always! Secondly, thank you for bringing this up. As an Italian myself I am extremely sorry about what happened to you and sadly racism towards asians has been increasing a lot this days here. In Italy this is a matter that is almost never discussed and even people around me use racist slur to address asian people a lot, not even realizing that it's offensive most of the time...(which of course does not justify them, it just proves that racism is deeply rooted in our society) Thank you for spreading awareness and I hope you stay safe!

[@KirsiJulkuArt]

5:15 The situation is very bad when the example comes even from their formal presidents racist words..

[@eggthebuilder]

Thank you for talking about racism & everything that comes with it more! I struggled a lot growing up with racism & never spoke up for myself until now. I think it’s super important to talk about it more!

[@jocelynsands212]

such an amazing video! Watching ur videos feels so comforting and like a fun little hangout! Also, I loved seeing u work in ur sketchbook💕✨

[@jocelynsands212]

Also: as a black women myself I can relate to ur experiences dealing with racism. You sharing is beneficial for people to know they are not alone.

[@apple.cheeks]

Thank you 😭❤️