ASMR: can we please just talk?

please come out of the bathroom so we can talk.
i have no idea what's going on but there is nothing i can do if you won't talk to me.
whatever it is we can tackle it together.
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[@shessky]

THE DOOR SLAMMING AT THE START SCARED ME SO BAD.. I TURNED UP MY VOLUME CAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS TALKING AND I DIDNT HEAR IT OMG.

[@twolfe560w4]

My soul literally jumped out of my body 😭😭

[@aeryn5429]

THANK YOU FOR WARNING ME BAHAH

[@shessky]

@@aeryn5429 HAHAA NO PROBLEM GOOD LUCK TRY NOT TO JUMP

[@shessky]

@@twolfe560w4 SAME OMG 😰 SCARED THE LIFE OUT OF ME

[@aeryn5429]

@@shessky I KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT STILL JUMPED HAHA

[@cherrie_02]

He's so perfect, I hope the universe is treating him right. He deserves the world

[@thehatakeyama]

i grew up with very strict father; so i used to cry alone.. until now whenever i feel stress i always find myself crying after everyone went to sleep & only in the bathroom. so this one really hit me hard!!… at least now i have Knight to provide some comfort when i really need it =)… 本当にありがとうございました, Knight!!

[@raegansayer8250]

I understand babe, ❤️

[@saadhna7260]

Oh dear 💗 sending lots of love from my heart to yours. 🥺❤️

[@negin4524]

There’s no way I wouldn’t talk to you . It’s never scary , you taught me what healthy love is supposed to be like ❤️

[@singleblackfemalez]

Yessss

[@Katie_..]

Me to!!

[@danny_arel]

Yes!!!

[@dinpycat]

me: *still crying over some shit happened today* knight: can we pls just talk? me: *crying even harder*

[@dinpycat]

FUCK this shit is so fucking difficult

[@frogy6853]

@@dinpycat hey, you've got this, whatever it is I truly hope that it will get better and easier for you Stay strong and take care

[@NebulaRain94]

ryou bb you got this youre still a bad bitch (even when youre crying) never forget that! ❤️

[@neckkisses2301]

This was too good, I was listening to this while taking a shower and @ 2:49 I just lost it and started sobbing. His ‘hi’ and ‘hey’ took me out🥺🥺.

[@TimeTravelerAlly]

I don’t know if Knight reads these comments, but i still finally feel brave enough to say something and i hope it touches someone here today/tonight/this evening/etc. and it’s ok to comment back or not. Your choice. I have been “quietly” subscribed to this channel for about three, almost months now. I put quiet in air quotes because i haven’t hit the subscribe button, but when i know there’s a new video, i check the channel. Knight is such an inspiration and i just wanna say thank you. Thank you for showing not only me, but other people around the world what true love is. As someone who had/has a narcissistic mother, an emotionally, mentally, and quite a few times sexually assaulted me (with said mother taking HIS side..) stepdad, and currently living with a very moody, autistic father- i’ve been through a lot. Through my sibling’s help, this channel, and my therapist, etc. I have grown a ton in the last year and this audio in particular just home. I have never been told “I won’t abandon you” by people (ex boyfriends included” who meant it. I feel i have never experienced unconditional love in a sense. Being told to cry was a comfort because i struggle to cry in front of others because my emotional needs were never met. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make it sound like “oh woe is me”. I just wanted to thank Knight, again, for making me feel *seen* through his audios and showing me how i can love myself. It’s a long process… But i can do it. So can you guys :)

[@TimeTravelerAlly]

Oh my gosh, thank you for the heart! 🥹 Keep up the wonderful work and take time for yourself when you need it :)

[@sarahpetersen6619]

You're so damn strong for even saying all this. I hope you find the unconditional love you deserve within yourself ❤ and one day will have people in your life that love you and cherish you the way you deserve 🥰 (every emotion needs to be felt to heal, every emotion has a right to be there and is never stupid or a sign of weakness, truly feeling and allowing ourselves to feel is a sign of strength)

[@TimeTravelerAlly]

@@sarahpetersen6619

[@danny_arel]

You're amazing. Thank you for sharing your story, it definitely touched my heart. I'm so proud for the progress you have done and the fact that you found this channel. And just for as a reminder, you're doing so good. There's so much room for you to meet and feel genuine love from people. I send you a hug. 🤍

[@TimeTravelerAlly]

@@danny_arel Hug and kind words received

[@bella-rb6xn]

god i never thought an audio would trigger me to cry this hard. you're amazing, knight. thank you for showing us how love's supposed to be. this sounds really stupid but i learn so much from you & i'm so grateful for that

[@vanessa-uu1ku]

This audio was my undoing... All the pressure I have kept locked up within me came bursting out of me😭😭.A good cry cleanses the soul... Thank you for the reassurance 😘

[@beautifulchaos-podcast]

to the people who are not used to someone stickin around when they cry/depressed , this hits different.. *crying*

[@YetTheSoulObeys]

The slam at the beginning scared me so bad 😂 I kept turn up the volume cause *silence* and then HEART ATTACK 😂😂 Thank God I didn’t have headphones in 😂

[@ashedwards3632]

This audio just unlocked like 3 months worth of feeling all to once. It was a good cry tho

[@worldwidefonnayss8080]

It's the fact that this made me cry...when I know damn well this is what a real relationship is supposed to be like. Kinda sucks that toxic is so "in" that even when we experience this online...it makes all these emotions burst out. I'm so happy I stumbled across this channel.

[@hootlavendertea]

I'm not even talking about the music in the end that BREAKS MY ENTIRE SHAKING BEING TO MOLECULE SIZED PAIN STRUCK PIECES & brings few seconds of self-reflection, realization & (in my case therefore) frustration from how reality is. Not that it's a bad thing, the music is a melodic ✨GOLD✨.

[@iwasnothere7092]

The slam at the start scared me so much 😭

[@saniyahbrown2526]

Right my volume was all the way up lol

[@lenamariejackson]

thanks for the warning! 😅

[@iwasnothere7092]

@@saniyahbrown2526 legit nearly shart myself over it I guess this is as close as we’d get to night yelling at us

[@saniyahbrown2526]

@@iwasnothere7092 lmao

[@homeisme]

*slams the door* Me who’s already tearing up: IM SO SORRY LETS TALK NOW

[@estefanie.g]

you're capable of making us cry. i know you know that haha. the "i won't abandon you" hits so hard. i wish i could have someone like you in real life. someone who can assure me that i will be able to heal. u deserve all the good things knight. you're more than just a voice. :>

[@NebulaRain94]

"im not gonna abandon you" in my heart of hearts, if someone said this to me, id be done for. like thats it youre living in my heart rent free, pack your bags, bring everything and the kitchen sink, im all yours holy fuck 🎉🎉🎉 KNIGHTS UP TO 118K WOOOOOOO LETS GO BAY BEEEEEEE 🎉🎉🎉

[@softplacetoland]

It's the way I keep coming back to this video. For some reason, these words seem to always be exactly what I need to hear. Love for you always, Knight. ❤️

[@coolkat1567]

how does he know the perfect upload EVERYTIME

[@hiddenpleuvoir]

2:52 "wanna hug?" i first listened while half asleep but that line really got me all emotional ;-; i like that he asked first before going for it ;-;

[@EVERYTHING-wt3wv]

I had the worst day and hearing this made me feel like someone would listen to me and this just made my day thank you so much

[@Raghav_Kripa10]

Videos like these makes me realize how unequipped I am in terms of loving another person, how much I have to evolve in all aspects be at this script's level at even 50%... Thank you so much Knight

[@virtualamanda7911]

congrats on 118k, knight!

[@dianehas7515]

the door slam woke me up 🥹

[@francis4079]

the title scared me a bit but. i loved this so much

[@meeeeee9476]

yo that door slam scared the shit outta me

[@hootlavendertea]

If ONLY there was a 1 person like you in my life (parent, friend, partner). If only everyone had that 1 PERSON, 1,ONE...Maybe we all would've got the tinyest rise in the quality of our lives, which we probably deserve (but cannot EVER admit or even think for a SECOND about it). Thanks for being our safe haven that satisfies what is absent from the lives of so many of us, unfortunately. I thank on on behalf of all of us hurt souls. 💜✨💟

[@gzhulia]

holy shit don't fcking do that to me. that door slam literally slapped my soul away from my body to Mars at 2000 miles per hour.

[@Leen.G]

the sound at 0:10 literally made me jump omg😭

[@nataliexo109]

I wish someone told me that “they’re not going to abandon me” during an conflict. I need that reassurance. Thank you for learning us what the bare minimum is! ❤️

[@elanebowen7724]

This is the first time I have ever been this early to one of your audios

[@jameela6211]

Where on Amazon do I search for a man like this 😭🙏

[@danny_arel]

like, take my money 😭😭

[@saadhna7260]

It would take so much of courage on my part to treat my partner like this if he tried to shut me out!! This is brave and extremely patient behaviour!! And unconditionally loving. This is what it looks like. I'm learning so much through this chanel!! And I'm loving what I'm learning. Thank you Knight ✨

[@juliaanne6510]

Oh I’m late! Hi guys How’s everyone doing today? Thanks for the video Knight!! That door slam scared me so bad. I actually jumped. Here’s your daily reminders You are loved You are beautiful You are perfect just the way you are You are important You deserve respect Make sure you eat and stay hydrated Take breaks for your health Ok bye guys!! See you next time!! Have a nice day!!!🥰❤️👋🏼

[@asiavernacobb8643]

I love how patient he is...❤❤❤❤ That's absolutely key very important... Patients and Love and Communication. Beautiful video.❤❤❤❤😊✌✌

[@nniele]

this video gave me an immense sense of security. thank you 🙏

[@mayagom0]

you are absolutely perfect.

[@aliceharper3853]

I've been in such a toxic relationship so this is really making me cry... So this is how it's supposed to be like. How it's supposed to be whenever I get breakdowns especially since I get that a lot recently but I can't talk to him about it because he is always "busy"... I can't finish listening to this. Not now. It hurts so much

[@lisab214]

Hi Love, I hope it got better and if not I know it will get better! Just know that you can do everthing and it is ok to feel. I know you are strong and you got this. This community is always there for you! Lots of love ❤️

[@titaniavictoria5336]

you're absolutely perfect, knight. i hope you know that❤

[@kimberlyfayebunagan760]

Today is my birthday thank you for posting❤️

[@sonle.hg34]

I just died my hair and i cant use my headphones but KNİGHT'S VOİCE İS EXTRA ATTRACTİVE WİTHOUT A HEADPHONE 😋😋😋😋

[@habiba6054]

oooooh what's color

[@sonle.hg34]

@@habiba6054 it's purple!💜

[@habiba6054]

@@sonle.hg34 cuuuuute I'm sure it looks lovely on you

[@sonle.hg34]

@@habiba6054 yayayayya😋😋 thank youuu sm!!

[@warnerswife9593]

i actually had a terrible day today. I couldn't name 3 good things that happened. i have been struggling a lot with my ed and other things happened today with my friends so hearing this was so just perfect. it really made me feel like there was someone i could talk to or be there for me. i don't know what else to say besides thank you so much knight, you've made my day so much better and every other day that I listen to your audios.

[@isabelletheangel]

my mom might have given away her dress that i wore on the last night i was with the best people in my life before they left me forever. i know it sounds so stupid because i didn’t even like that dress and my mom made me wear it because she liked it on me and i was never going to wear it again but that night was the last time i was ever actually happy and i know i’m never going to feel that way ever again and that dress is part of that memory i’m never going to get back ever again. i can’t imagine losing it.

[@saltyyywolfie9805]

If I cry in front of someone, I hold my breath trying to stop

[@_MARISSA__]

The slam in the beginning scared the shit outta me 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@buddylol5677]

your audios are so good dude 😎

[@_heyitsree]

I feel so pathetic for craving this kind of love.

[@chaosreigns9415]

Thanks to everyone in the comments who warned me about the door slam at the start.

[@meerah.merahh]

i will always come back to this video.

[@crazyforcoffee7291]

being Knight's 'top commentor' is the absolute most important thing I've ever accomplished in life

[@BaileysAudios]

Thank you for this. I love it.❤️

[@claircarlavale5219]

this man is definitely ATLAS CORRIGAN from It ends with us y'all

[@michellec7743]

this is just perfect

[@philly_viv]

she’s a runner she’s a track star 🏃‍♀️💨

[@baileyreadss]

definitely had a good cry to this one

[@JournalGingerbreadcookies]

That door slam and I would sit on the floor by the door too

[@maya-tu8wm]

crying myself to sleep gn

[@m.e.4568]

How did you know that i was crying

[@meherraarshi9108]

Thank youu soo muchhh

[@meagankuhn5375]

IM HERE. IM HERE

[@lububbleyou6649]

Your make me feel safe..💖

[@mathepm5296]

how. does. he. know. omg i love it

[@vanessa-uu1ku]

Man I love you...Thank you ♥️

[@YetTheSoulObeys]

Me *pauses video to see if I can still lock pick bathroom doors* (if a situation like this arose… or I wanted to show off 🙈🤭) *Is pleasantly surprised that I can* (RIP bobby pin 🙈) *resumes video* K, immediately - 🥺 Come on, don’t make lock pick the door…. You know I can… *surpised Pikachu face* *giggle fit*

[@YetTheSoulObeys]

Nvm, I fixed the bobby pin! 😄😁

[@ulaapp]

happy 118k gf in laws!!

[@icecloudee_2727]

JUMP IN THE CADILLAC 🕺💃✨

[@elanebowen7724]

Girl let's put some miles on it

[@VAKaylee]

@@elanebowen7724 Anything you want, Just to put a smile on it

[@elanebowen7724]

@@VAKaylee you deserve it baby you deserve it all

[@VAKaylee]

@@elanebowen7724 And I'm gonna give it to you!

[@elanebowen7724]

@@VAKaylee gold jewelry shining so bright strawberry champagne on ice

[@keithjasminecajang7450]

Damn every video he uploaded screams "healthy relationship" 😭

[@dhianprameswari3524]

Thank you sir❤

[@ninahiraeth]

i just love u man

[@emmalee3215]

Haw eny girl can resist coming to you when ever she face a problem ? cuz I can't , I may not be ready to talk , but certainly I will listen

[@Beautifuldawn3459]

This was so sweet 🥰🥹

[@mvuyiso_buyana]

The title is stressing me

[@lillystanley8698]

Why can’t all the guys in the world be like this?

[@chloemehchloe]

Hi 118,000 of k girlfriends in law :^

[@sarahlightwood4145]

I have an entrance exam tomorrow but....

[@nataliecastano169]

Dios bajo y dijo:

[@habiba6054]

no we can't, I'm studying rn and i have a lot of homework to do LET ME FOCUS SIR

[@Ashley-vm1kc]

what's the senario ?? His partner has the mental breakdown ???!!

[@KIERASINGSSONGSANDPLAYSGUITAR]

Omg I love you baby and I don’t want to hurt you anymore because you are my best friend my solemat

[@saraittyu9899]

damn it k im trying and to sleep not cry

[@Katie_..]

You sound a little stuffy are you sickkk???

[@julietteferrars3097]

♥

[@sourlemonations]

😎💃

[@envysalt_-139]

⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

[@user-rc1ph3ft2s]

mhm, yes please

[@lunanomad4666]

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😖😭🥺💜💓💕

[@lily.ramon19]

this really helped me through not getting these concert tickets i stayed up all night to get 🥲