ASMR Vulnerable , Deep Q&A ♡

hello my loves , i hope you enjoyed today’s video ˚. ♡ thank you so much for being here i am so beyond grateful for you
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thank you for all the love & support i love you more than you know
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[@mariavarriale5710]

to anyone struggling with body image or saying mean things to themselves I've found that reminding myself of this thought always kinda brings me back down to earth and gets me out of my self hate spiral: your body will always love you and take care of you no matter how much you hate it or judge it or want to change it

[@honey-heart]

thank you so much, you’re an angel ♡

[@ej3917]

the world is quieter at night so it’s easier to hear your thoughts as they pop up 💤☁️

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

beautiful way to look at it

[@leahsampson69]

Why did this comment seduce me..😤

[@molly.massick]

kate, i’m a 15 in hs and i’ve never really struggled with mental health before, but this year has been really difficult and you’re such a big sister figure for me. love u lots!💗💗

[@robloxkusag8093]

I am really sorry❤ as a 14 yr old I don’t sh but I still do struggle with mental health and I can relate. Be proud of yourself for every morning you wake up to, I am proud of you. Time and hope can fix everything, it’s gonna be better I really do promise.

[@seyiverse2315]

Hii you'll both do great okay. It's hard and annoying and sometimes all you just want to do is disappear but it's your life you have charge over it don't let anything affect your mood . And also praying really really helped me being closer to God just lets you see how beautiful the world and your.life is

[@joka3667]

literality six minutes in I wanted to cry because the realization hit me that someone else so distant from me could feel the same way I have. Thank you so so much, from the bottom of my heart, for coming on here and being a genuine person, I feel that many people just lie so knowing that there is someone struggling with the same things I struggle with is eye opening and just overall brings me a sense of hope I guess. Thank you

[@EndearinAudio]

You are such a beautiful girl

[@zeenahusseini]

honestly, hearing you say "being a human being can be hard" was so validating and just a beautiful sentence to hear. i started tearing up. i'm unsure if you read the comments or not, but you are truly amazing. hearing the way you speak and specifically what you were talking about made you so human and relatable. i never comment on videos but i really felt the need to on this one. holy shit i'm talking so much??? sorry but just know you are a lovely and beautiful soul take care of urself always💞💞💞💞

[@abi_cw]

it was so comforting to hear u talk about ur body dysmorphia- i feel like people don’t talk about it enough, but coming from you (who is so stunning) it really made me see like wow my appearance isn’t the problem if that makes sense

[@Giuggiulu.]

Thank you for being so open and vulnerable, I'm so happy for you that you were able to create a space in which you feel safe enough to share so much of yourself. I hope life has nothing but amazing things to offer you moving forward ❤

[@ravenfallon8864]

20:20 I TOTALLY AGREE!! People are always bashing their exes or acting like that person did nothing for them as soon as they break up, but what I didn't understand until I actually fell in love is that these people will be with you forever. And that was a really painful thing for me to come to terms with, but it's also so beautiful, and I don't think that anyone I've loved will ever leave me. It's so encouraging to see someone speaking out on that, I love you Kait

[@charlotte.zzzzzz]

u speak so eloquently. genuinely thank you for this video it is so healing. ur voice is also so relaxing, please do more of these beautiful

[@Alyssaneedshelp]

Really enjoyed your answer about your mental health. I’ve never really seen anybody else speak of dissociation and I’ve recently been struggling with it and it just made me feel so much less alone hearing you speak on your experience with it, so thank you so much.

[@notfertbh]

hope everything gets better for you sweets. you genuinely seem like the most genuine beautiful soul ever and do not deserve how you’re feeling right now. wishing you all the best. i love u 🤍

[@tiarenai]

hearing u talk about ur mental health made me so sad 😭 we love you kaitlynn, i really hope it gets better you deserve all the happiness in the world ml

[@tammieawtsh4315]

Hey Kaitlynn, thanks for your honesty and realness. Ive had anxiety my whole life (+ dealing w dissociation & recently diagnosed w ADHD) , been in therapy for 5 years, started Zoloft 10 months ago and it CHANGED MY LIFE. I know medication isnt the answer to everything and doesnt necessarily help everyone but i wish someone told me i deserved to get therapy and deserved to get treated for my mental health when i was your age. take care of yourself

[@angelhaali]

I love you so much, you’re such a comfort. I can’t get anything done without listening you talk ily 🫶🤍

[@Angels-c7x]

Last year I had and struggled with derealization/dissociation for a while. I’d get it right around important or fun days or events, and would feel it for a long time. I’ve felt it a bit this year, and hope everyone w it is also doing okay! You are loved and ty for being such an amazing creator.

[@chubbz_194]

thank you so much 🥹💖 i’ve been rlly stressed with college apps and feeling alone and hearing you talk abt how you’ve been doing and touching on mental health is so comforting ily 🫶🏼

[@abi_cw]

i just wanted to thank you so much for talking about your mental health, it’s so easy to idolise people online and see them as perfect but it was really comforting

[@333.savannah]

I have had such a stressful, discouraging year and it always feels good to know we arent alone in this. Your so strong and have such a beautiful soul and i can relate with you on so many things u talked about in this video. Thank you for normalising not being okay because i feel like we always expect people on social media to have the perfect life when in reality we are all just humans experiencing life ❤

[@-Jozef]

Been watching her for years and it might seem weird because I’m a dude, but it’s cool to see her open up and evolve over the years

[@honey-heart]

kait you’ve done so so so well. i’m so proud of you for getting through it all. your soul is so kind and sweet and real and aware and it is a treasure, so thank you for trying your best always. you have no idea how much comfort it brings me that you are exactly the way you are! thank you for being transparent and for being so kindhearted despite it all. i’m full of gratitude for you and can’t wait to hear the rest of the video but your thoughts are so precious i’m so glad you can put them out here 🌷 remember that all of your emotions serve a purpose and it’s perfectly okay to not be okay at every single moment. you are learning every single day ♡ love love love you and am sending you so much light for these last few bits of 2024 !!!!!!!!!

[@honey-heart]

everything you’re talking about is reaching my inner depths right now it is so needed for me to hear you talk about all of these important below the surface things don’t ever apologize for rambling because someone like little old me will be eternally grateful for it. thank you for your words

[@ElijahBerg0011]

I just wanna say really quickly that those mental health struggles (depression, anxiety, hopelessness, disassociation) was something that i was struggling with all at the same time for a whole year+ straight. And i’ve never been in a darker place. I remember longing for feeling normal or happy again. And trust me, if you want to feel better and if you want it enough. It will come. No matter what. It’s way closer on the horizon than you think. The world tends to take you through all sorts of different experiences to shape you into exactly what you were meant to be. (And specifically for you kait. This struggle is probably helping you to help people relax or feel understood and at ease. Because feeling calm is almost always derivative of understanding eachother and feeling seen. Or at least thats my take on it, who knows what you’ll be doing in 10 years.)

[@user-ct3oh8gw7p]

ilysm kaitlynn i really hope you know just how loved and appreciated you are here

[@ej3917]

i relate to disassociation so much and it gets better i promise!! it’s so crazy just how well we are able to hide it from other people and it’s such an internal struggle. this is been my worst year so far and it’s a lil comforting to know that i’m not the only one, we’ll get through this together

[@your-worst-nightmare_]

hii kaitlynn! i just wanted to let you know that ur my favorite asmrtist! all ur rp's are soo tingly and always help me fall asleep! love you

[@kanger1ne]

this is such a lovely video!! i really appreciate the honesty that you bring to your videos, especially this one. it truly, truly helps so much 🤍 i hope the next year treats you better than this one did!!

[@Scw06]

I totally get the dissociation thing, for so long I thought i was alone with that. It's so scary to feel like nothing in life is real anymore and to constantly feel numb, as if your watching your own life go by from someone elses point of view and there's nothing you can do about it. Although it's nice to know it isn't just me struggling with that, I am so sorry you're going through that sweetheart, i hope it gets better for you soon. Stay strong, you're not alone♥️

[@glorygirl59590]

ur an angel put on earth, i hope u live a beautiful calm life because its literally not even half of what you put out 👼

[@rebecamacedodasilva3332]

My soul resonate so much with yours, it's insane. Youre a inspiration of a women to me, now i look forward to my nights, cause everyday before sleep i put one of your videos, and my anxiety dissapear. You are helping lots of people, please know we wish you the best, and support each other

[@natabi4784]

its so incredibly comforting to know we’ve created a safe space for u to be vulnerable , sending love kate 🤍

[@McLOVINHawaii]

in regards to the mental health question, i relate so much and i’ve educated myself a lot on anxiety, panic, OCD. essentially when it happens so often, it’s a sign our nervous system is dysregulated and we have to implement habits to regulate it again. it’s very good that you don’t go straight on your phone when you wake-up bevause that’s a step closer to healing the nervous system. i’ve spent this entire year testing out things to feel “normal” again without anxiety or hyper vigilance. i deleted social media and unfortunately my brain has been left all over the place post social media and it’s overstimulated and i literally cannot watch a movie or show without rewinding atleast once every scene and i reread lines constantly when reading a book. i believe every week we have plenty of room for improvement and healing 🤍

[@denisacristea8290]

Ok babe ,dont listen to those people who are talking shit abt ur look and stuff, YOU ARE GORGEOUS,OK? Ur literally gorgeous and i cant take my eyes on you ,you re so perfect,so lovely ,your voce is so angelic ,you re beautiful girl :) dont forget that

[@josiedittman6479]

Kaitlynn, you are the most eloquent and well spoken individual, you carry yourself so beautifully!!🤍🤍

[@meganmcleod6152]

u and Ocean are definitely barbie and bratz and i’m obsessed with that 🤍

[@mercury6025]

It's been the toughest year for me too. Thank you for sharing your experience, glad to know someone relates :)

[@catalina5956]

I totally relate to you talking about dissociating. I would say the way that I dealt with it was by accepting my anxiety (super hard!) and going outside and sleeping. Connecting with good friends (they’re out there sometimes I doubt too) and going outside really helped. Also music. I hope you feel better lovely 💕.

[@madziediary]

ur such a sweet soul ♥︎ please don't take life harshly, i hope u're okay :((

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

right back at you sweetheart 🤍 thank you so much , truly

[@ivanvargas2719]

​@KaitlynnRhenea yay a q and a finally ❤😊 love your channel your videos are amazing

[@rahma-dh2dy]

i’ve been watching you since quarantine & i remember immediately thinking how beautiful and captivating you were. as the years have gone by you’ve become more and more radiant and i love everything about you and your energy. you’re only a few months older than i am but i look at you as such a role model 🥹 i want to be you when i grow up LOL i admire so much about you and i hope you know how gentle and loving the energy you bring to the world is. i haven’t watched this video yet but i’m sending you so much love and light thank you for being vulnerable and i feel so proud of you! you are beautiful to the coreeee inside and out and i am so happy to have been able to watch you grow, change, and blossom over the years. 💌💌💌 love u sweet girl

[@Ialwaysfollowmyaims]

Hii Kaitlynn, I firstly congratulate you for sharing your honest fears and anxieties with us as well as for the bravery to put on a video (it takes so much courage) and I want to mention something that so many people don’t understand and its the disassociation feeling.. I THANK YOU so much for this topic because I used to suffer a lot of it during my teenage years and even by this day in rare occasions I can feel like this. Depersonalization-derealization is a REAL thing proven by neurologists and psychiatrists - it is a dysregulation of the neurons’ metabolism in the parietal cortex of the cerebrum (the brain). (One of the things that draws me into neurology/neurosurgery) I want to wish you to stay healthy both mentally and physically as chronic anxiety and malnutrition play key roles in the pathogenesis. I hope you stay happy and loved by your close ones and continue your artistry in this channel ❤

[@tunfwd]

aw kait, what u said about the constant anxiety and panicking throughout the year is so understandable as i used to have the exact same issue. ☹️ i’m so sorry that this year put u through so much, u deserve the warmest hug and i promise 2025 will bring u so much better 🤍 you’re the strongest, thank u for being so open with us

[@chanel0981]

literally love u so much.

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

i love you more

[@ihearthepreachersay]

you seem so sweet! you give off such a calming energy in your videos and i wish you the best

[@oddmicronesian3697]

Thank you my queen for being so open and honest and vulnerable. I respect and appreciate your bravery. A moment of silence for ANYONE we have lost this year. And a big congrats to kaitlynn everyone else who has made it thus far. She is sooo right its hard being a human.

[@no.va000]

love you so much, girl! I relate to sooo much of the things you share and it really makes me feel less alone, like I have someone to put myself back together alongside. I also just recently have experienced for the first time what its like to be in the public eye on youtube, and I now understand even more just how brave you have to be to put yourself out here like this. Your courage to be this vulnerable is not going unrecognized! You are beautiful, brave, and wonderfully kind. At the end of the day, I think that's all any of us really hope to be. And you already are. Don't let any mean comments try to tell you any different. 🤍

[@duru1364]

the dissociation is so real i have so many time skips when i dissociate i dont even realize how some months have passed, its all just my thoughts like whenever i was having a convo with someone all it felt was what would a person say in this moment typa feeling it feels like im watching a movie in 2x. and somewhere in there i feel really scared that i will waste my life pretending even my feelings, im so much better after pushing myself into confronting people and even fighting. anything negative is better than being numb, bu doing that now i feel whatever i do at the moment and it feels amazing even to be sad🙏

[@joeentzian8473]

Anyone being mean to you about your looks is either jealous or just a hateful person. You have beauty that stands out because it's all natural! I can promise you that you will never have to worry about waking up and not being beautiful. I new the first time I saw you that you probably had a lot of jealous haters being petty. At the end of the day,they will still just be bitter people trying to make someone as miserable as they are. Good people don't try to hurt other people in any way! You have a lot to be proud of, keep being you :)

[@seraphina333]

i have such a hard time talking about my own feelings and overall acknowledging them, but videos like this make it a little easier. tysm for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us💗💗💗💗💗

[@katiee.1226]

i love friends and i totally get where you’re coming from with ross’s redeeming qualities, i think getting the bike for Phoebe was my favourite Ross moment, he was actually so so sweet

[@Livvi77]

Girl everything you said is so relevant to my life rn 😭 I feel like this was a sign

[@edenmorgami]

Continue to be hopeful no matter how little it is, hope is ur greatest weapon! All the positive things u say to us, please say it to urself cause you're just as deserving as us, yes easier said than done, but just because it's difficult it doesn't mean it's impossible, there always room for hope & patient improvement. A slow process is still a valid process!

[@refentic_2912]

I know I’m a lil late but this year has been hard some days it’s a struggle just to shower and watching your videos helps get through life.

[@fleur985]

Sending love 🤍

[@kiera2337]

You could never bore us!! I love you just taking and seeing where it goes and it takes me on your train of thought!! Thank you for all you do and your energy that you put into everything ❤

[@m3lo0n]

I can't believe anyone would leave mean comments!! No one has the right to comment on others looks in that way, and that aside, you're absolutely gorgeous c': I've been trying to beat my internet addiction (ik it's ironic to write that in a yt comment..) and it's been really hard, I haven't made much progress, but hearing that you're trying to stay off your phone too inspires me to keep going

[@yorroystudios]

Hey Kaitlynn, I usually don't like to comment much but we are all very proud of you for taking action and making sure your mental health is okay. It's always important to try to be our best versions of ourselves, and thank you for posting these great asmr videos for your community! I know there will always be hate but please don't let that bring you down. You have us hundreds of thousands of supporters always supporting you 🙏. I hope everything turns out great. Keep being yourself 🙌 - Roy

[@milktea_asmr]

thank you for the light you bring into the world 🤍

[@allison-mae6355]

We are incredibly proud of you love!!!! Hope everything gets better soon, it’ll be okey. ❤️

[@g.lavern007]

Babe I can not emphasise how much we would be such good friends. Like I LOVE ELVIS just as much as you, and friends is my most favourite tv show ever! I love reading and writing, and just deep convos! I LOVE U KATE

[@saberrstone]

you two would be such great friends!

[@dragonlordpatrol5]

I've always been able to watch your videos and feel your kindness, Kaitlynn. I related to a great deal of what you mentioned in this video. I could drop a 20 paragraph comment about it, but I'll just say instead that it's always nice to be reminded I'm not alone in how I feel.

[@elpeperoni444]

hi kaitlynn!! silent viewer speaking here, but thank you SO MUCH for this video, it was so comforting in many different aspects, i feel seen

[@experiencecollector92]

Kaitlynn, may I just say, and I don't think I'm alone here; you are by far the most wonderful, sweet and caring angel that's ever lived. Many blessings to you in the coming days, weeks, years, decades! You are beloved.

[@meganmcleod6152]

hi babes, i love you 🤍 truly in the purest way possible u are such a light in this world

[@cobraeditsss]

I feel so calm whenever i watch your videos, honestly would LOVEEEE to see more soft spoken videos from you! 🩵🩵

[@NeoBunnyXD]

God, im watching this right now, and i felt so seen hearing you talking about dissociation. I have been in a state of dissociation for almost 3 weeks now, and I've struggled with it for the majority of my life. ❤ sending lots of love towards you and anyone else who is struggling rn or in the future!

[@Heavy_Rayne]

I’m a little late to this video, but one thing I wanna mention is that you shouldn’t have to apologize for your thoughts and feelings, Kait! You mentioned you’re a people pleaser, and as a fellow people pleaser, one of the hardest things I’ve been working on is not to apologize for how I feel or tiny things that might be the slightest inconvenience for someone else. Not everyone is going to have the same thoughts and feelings as you, but you shouldn’t have to say sorry for being your unique self

[@sw33tsie]

20 seconds! Ilysm, so glad you’re comfortable enough with us to share this information. Love u❤❤

[@Whos.livii0]

You are literally the best love uuuu 🫶🏻

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

i love you all so so very much

[@speedtrialss]

you inspire me to be a kinder person

[@speedtrialss]

also this is so beyond comforting rn i relate to everything you've said very strongly ❤️‍🩹 take care

[@tatumb08]

When you said you'd been listening to "Words", I internally screamed because I LOVE that song and I never hear anyone talking about it!!

[@rosegolden9774]

1000% empathize with you and your situation with your ex partner. I had a similar situation with my ex partner, they’re still in my life as well and has a really special place in my heart.

[@lulu11009]

thank you so much for sharing this, it's so nice to hear that someone else knows how I feel, and I hope you feel better soon! Much love xx

[@shan_shan_kitty_07]

5:22 ~ 5:45 !! extremely relatable you're not alone, it gets better. p.s been watching for years, first time commenting. 🫶

[@johnnybravo4727]

Friends is one of the greatest tv shows ever i have seen it like 3 or 4 times it cured my depression.

[@1viviennewestwood_]

i love these types of videos. just raw and vulnerable. love you always girly!❤️

[@manueladellon3641]

omg this is crazy I've been binge watching your rambling and q&a videos I love them!!! ♡♡

[@just_somebody_from_this_world]

Thank you. Really. I'm struggling with mental health, O do sh (basically every damn night) I can't literally look in a mirror without my smile falling off, and all that stuff like that, like starving myself etc. And, you being open with it, helped me now so much, you can't quite understand. Yo just thank you so much. Love you

[@iclwom777]

i went through the same stuff and i just want to tell u that it gets better 🫶🏻🫂 u got this!

[@just_somebody_from_this_world]

@iclwom777 thank you! I'm so proud of you that you could get out of this, cause it's damn fucking hard! Sending hugs

[@randomyoutubewatcher23]

Been having a bad day then i got this notification so thankyou ❤

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

i hope your day gets better :,,( ❤️‍🩹 sending you so much loving energy

[@randomyoutubewatcher23]

@KaitlynnRhenea thankyou lovely. Wishing you the best with your mental health

[@kyliivehearts]

I LOVEEE these soft spoken videos

[@lesyeuxdelunee]

i love these type of videos so much

[@typicaluser697]

loved that Q&A, felt very genuine, even through i dont realy watch tou so much it was just interesting listening to

[@rozdoi8802]

This was such a beautiful video. A lot of us struggle with so many mental health problems but it is important that we have a good community here. Love to u ❤❤❤

[@shelleyneal9265]

thank you so much for posting kait always appreciated lyyyy xx hope you get better soon and your mental health gets better you are such a angel and you glow from within I honestly cannot describe how much of a help you have been to me to get through school and stuff like that x

[@Loveofyour_life]

OML! The second you mentioned dissociation and feeling like things are not real I related so hard. Sweetie it's tough. Ngl. It's fucking hard and it makes you feel so alone and numb? to a certain extent. I went through this for almost 3 years myself and it was ass. But trust me when I say it does go away. I hated when I saw this sentence on any self help video, but I just wanna bring you some hope. It gets better. So much. The only thing I can suggest is when you feel this way, take the power away from it and focus on anything around you to ground yourself and feel like you're in the present. The more you think the worse it gets. I really hope you get and feel better soon for I genuinely love you so much. I wait for your videos, I look em up everyday. Take care :D~

[@Wilma-rd8qn]

girlies she´s a lana del rey and arctic monkeys fan !!!!! btw so sad to hear that youre struggling with mental health and depression, i just wanted to let u know that we (ur fans) love you so so so so much and a little tip: if u feel depressed or u have anxiety maybe u should try a new hobby like playing an instrument or crocheting. playing the guitar when i had severe depression really made me feel passionate about something and the music just made me happier . i know maybe making videos is already a hobby of yours but if u feel like its not enough or even if its too much for u do not hesitate to take a break from social media i know that for you as a content creator social media can sometimes be overwhelming. LOVE YoU!

[@Isabella_158]

Honestly she should make a podcast I love hearing her talk❤

[@KaranDeuinva-x4f]

Effortless beauty, just so right.

[@SamanthaTaylor1717]

you are the most beautiful person inside in out and i mean it. first time i saw ur videos i immediately was like “i have to draw this women” your features are js so gorgeous. i feel like this is an odd way of putting it but i js love the way ur face looks like all ur features are so pretty

[@sadie.b123]

this was so needed for me today - thank you for being u & all you do 💗 good luck on your license test!! i was so so anxious but just got mine last week

[@tehejuliannetehe]

PEOPLE ARE MEAN ABOUT YOUR LOOKS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!! you are LITERALLY PERFECT i swear i promise i mean it 🤍

[@lyn5407]

3:16 that cute little wink!!! I feel so safe here

[@DashaDmitrieva-ti3pb]

You’re perfect, absolutely one of a kind.

[@mybelovedCY]

Can’t wait till Kait drops her poetry! 🤍

[@CeceSanchez-ov5xt]

Her laugh is so cute!! Btw ur awesome and I love u!!! U got this girly!!

[@Aitana1234_m]

Im so so proud of you💗🌷

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

& i’m so proud of you 🤍 thank you my love

[@kegxn]

I already relate 3 minutes in, really tough year for me but im hopeful to get back to my normal self, literally dealing with the same problems even down to the license AND madison beer i love her music sm, so thank you for this video

[@Maddie-ln6si]

I am so excited to watch!! Love you Kait!!

[@KaitlynnRhenea]

i love you even more

[@yourfavprincess-]

You’re my inspiration Kait, I wrote a poem in Portuguese inspired by one of your poems, I don’t remember the title but it was about wanting to be a flower 🤍

[@chloegray3103]

Girl as a another people pleaser, I've been working on standing up for myself, have also have been going through a lot of distortion this year too! It was going on for like months, it still happens with me sometimes even when I'm doing well!

[@BrandonG048]

Awesome work as always Kaitlynn!!! Thank you so much sweetheart!!! 💖🌟💖

[@meerathebean2188]

only 3 minutes in and im almost tearing up already

[@lesyeuxdelunee]

me

[@aimee8284]

ross is absolutely the worst & root of all evil but sometimes i do think he is the friend who makes me laugh the most 🤣 he is so ridiculous & never fails to crack me up lol so i can understand what you mean!! love u kait … my fav girl🤍