Astronauts ♡ English Cover【rachie】 アストロノーツ

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

i love you

[@colleenstokes3666]

How has no one seen you here yet? Anyway, hi!

[@MoriiDraws]

Oktavia von Seckendorff we love you

[@sparrowhawkstation]

We love everyone

[@olivianotolive9504]

LOVE YOU!!!!! LOVE YOU BOTH!!!!

[@lurkydredd]

don`t we all mate?

[@ritsushochikubai5972]

Even if a random person says "You're better than you think you are", it won't change a thing. You'll still feel you're a mistake. I know...because you think they're lying. I hope -- I deeply hope -- No one suffers anything. Fame and success might not mean anything to you, but your voice has always shined through many souls. I hope, that someone's voice shines through yours as well ♡

[@autumnlidke17]

Thanks, friend :)

[@gastoncoscia5031]

Buddy dosnt matter how bad you feel, always remenber that you can do and feel much better, let that beautyfull soul bright like the sun over our heads

[@summerrainyseason5967]

I think its an irony, when the song is a person expressing their sadness over a loss loved one. And now, when you sing it, I have the feeling you are singing to PowaPowa himself, you express what we think of him as we grieve over his death. I wish Powapowa can hear this. How loved he is. I wish this song and our feelings can transcend time and dimension, and reach him somewhere out there. Its near his death anniversary again this year.

[@joannerajan]

After reading the description, I just wanted to say something. Rachie, you've made us all smile more than you could ever imagine. We love who you are and what you do, and I know that it's not just me whose day is always brightened by your covers and music. Your voice, your songs, something about it has gotten me through some pretty rough times. So, I just want to say thank you for your music and for what you've given us.

[@GarrikRatuni]

this is just an absolutely perfect way to put this

[@djjj5907]

I love Siinamota's songs, they always gave me a sense of hope. But now that we've "grown up", it's all of a sudden called foolish. Each song has it's own story and emotions to understand. I hope that other would recognize that, I'm glad you did. And don't worry, I've been through times where I felt that the world would be better with me dead and gone. But it's not like that. Like every emotion and feeling, it flies by. Whether or not we let it take over and lead our life is entirely up to us.Sorry about getting all emotional there, I just kinda had to say it. R.I.P Siinamota-P

[@npc6817]

sorry if I misunderstood, but what exactly do you find hopeful about this? its literally a song about suicide, or do I just not get it?

[@TheGremlinOfChaos]

NPC or about an acsedent (I can never spell)

[@nitesy381]

@@npc6817 siinomota's songs usually have a hopeful undertone like in "Q" or Strobe series if you read betwen the lines. also it makes people move on since the songs are cathartic.

[@galaxiesrnice2465]

What happened to siimamota?

[@user-ou9zk3cm4x]

@@galaxiesrnice2465 late respond but he passed away on 2015, suicide....

[@amajoking5473]

Beginning: Turns up volume 0:38: wOAH-

[@river_reigns5765]

Gets me every time xD

[@uwuchan459]

Same oml XD

[@-notactive-8775]

+SSJY13 SAME. Kinda reminds me of daybreak and fireflies?

[@river_reigns5765]

Yea the beat sounds very similar.

[@lemmingming2799]

Omgg same! how did you know lmao

[@TheJayDonut]

Rachie posting this cover just brought me straight to the moon.

[@marschuang8498]

fly me to the moon...

[@rtol-1105]

Artistic Static already on the moon

[@optimisticmarshmallow2280]

rtol - i wove your profile lol

[@cinnamonlana2033]

I just love puns xD

[@hagayui]

The moon was brought to me.

[@cedarwolf4352]

Remember, Rachie, your fans will always be here to support you.

[@Amadisleonardo]

yeah we'll always be there for you.

[@LeviAckerman-tn4zj]

Rachie, we understand. Many of us listen to the sad songs the vocaloid community has to offer because we RELATE to them. And we relate to you and love you. Never stop singing with your angelic voice of yours! (It's your gift from above!)

[@tadookie9688]

We aren't just her fans we're her family.

[@sweepymalo]

this comment triggered something in me and i started crying.. dont know why...

[@sillystickfigure5453]

You've helped me enjoy all these wonderful songs that I probably would've passed over because the lyrics didn't resonate well with me (idk why, but it's just easier when the words are sung in a language that I know) Sometimes I may not really enjoy a song much because it personally doesn't resonate/it's not catchy enough, but even then I can still see and appreciate all the hard work and talent you've put into them. I've even added some of the songs You've done to a playlist of all the songs I like: Raspberry monster Ghost rule The portrait of pirate F Alien Alien (I've listened to this one on loop because it helps me closer examine romantic relationships between some of my more loner/romantically clueless-type characters if I imagine it's a duet. Plus, being romantically clueless myself, I kinda relate to it.) My R (I didn't like this one at first, but then I came across it and listened to it again, and i looped it for...probably hours now that I think about it. What can I say, it's catchy and there's something touching about a girl listening to the problems of those who are sad and helping them see what's good about life. Plus, the girl's emotions come through really well in your singing. P.S. the "Aaah what to do? I can't stop this girl now this is new. I think I've bitten off more than I can chew." is now looping in the background of my head just thinking about this song) Chiru chiru (This one is about pining and not exactly understanding love [at least I interpret it that way] and I can really relate to it. But it also has a really catchy beat. This is one of only seven songs to make it on my danceables playlist. Which, as the name would imply, are songs I dance to when I'm bored/want to revel in a surge of positive emotions.) And the sad thing is, I would probably have missed out on these if you hadn't covered them. Even if the only thing you've given me is a few songs, you've really enriched my life. So, thank you, Rachie.

[@valxena9640]

I just have to say. This song means a lot to me as well, and it shows a feeling I've felt too often lately. I'm not out of it yet. I don't really believe in myself just yet. But I know that, one day... I might get better. I just kinda hold onto that thought, that hope. And I hope that others will too. I hope everyone who's struggling makes it through.

[@CATTSICA]

Kitty Voss If you ever need anyone to talk to, we're here to support you

[@valxena9640]

No Nightcore No Life That's very sweet of you! Thank you~

[@CATTSICA]

Anytime ^^

[@Alyssamightbeposting]

Hey it's been so long and I hope you're doing better and if you're aren't that's okay too. It's just good to know people do care about you, flaws and all

[@valxena9640]

@@Alyssamightbeposting honestly, thank you for reminding me of this song and this comment. It’s hard to think it’s been 7 years, but… I made it through. I’m okay now and I’m glad I held onto that hope ☺️

[@shachimu]

You have no idea how excited I got when I saw this in my notifications Rip powapowap ❤️

[@iarasn11]

OMGGG hiii

[@Japanmusic.]

✓

[@marshmallowkid2870]

Hi🥰

[@killer_loli]

The maker already die?

[@marshmallowkid2870]

@@killer_lolipowapowap is not the maker

[@hoavo4093]

I'm not crying. There's just some onions over here

[@x_-kirishima-_x3939]

Hoa Vo Same here totes not crying.

[@hoavo4093]

Dezi Jenkins and the description doesn't help with these waterfalls on my face

[@graceforrest3024]

ADMIT YOUR TEARS CHILDREN

[@GarrikRatuni]

I will never admit this truth

[@ihaveadegreeinmemes6377]

I just have my trash in my eyes

[@kyliegreenelsh4357]

=reads description= Rachie.......you put so many smiles on our faces and your voice is AMAZING. Just know all of us love you and are here for you. I personally scream into my pillow when you upload a new cover, I love your covers that much. Have a great day/night Rachie! ^^

[@supergirlysofia3054]

SAME FAM SAME

[@supergirlysofia3054]

Part of me just squeals with excitement when I see her videos

[@shizuko_zx8770]

Yeah!😁 don’t feel bad rachie!😁! We love you and you don’t have to feel bad! You’re an amazing person and We really enjoy your music.😁

[@fernandalizeth5497]

man, when i saw this on my board i nearly teared up. not having heard the song for a while, i was reminded of the man who made this song has been dead for over a year. it saddens me even more to know he died from suicide, using vocaloid as his outlet to these feelings. powapowa-p was my favorite producer to the vocaloid fanbase and seeing this now brought me back those feelings of admiration. sorry for making things so somber, but thank you so much for posting this. i love your covers and having made a cover from one of my favorite producers made this song and powapowa-p mean so much more to me. ♡

[@StarlitLilies]

I'm crying, I can't stop thinking about Siinamota's last two songs, they still haunt me...

[@benedikttscherfinger5145]

After 6 years i still listen to this masterpiece of a cover. always makes me tear up

[@zinniabowington4125]

I remember hearing the news two years ago when he died. It was July 23rd. Ever since I started listening to rachie, I've been waiting for covers of powapowa-p's songs. They're a whole different genre than most songs I hear.

[@dandanthedandan7558]

"Somehow I get the feeling that in the end I'll be alright." This is just morbidly ironic considering what happened to Powapowa-P...

[@ms.kingarts]

What happened again?

[@dandanthedandan7558]

He died. The reason was not stated but on his day of death he released his last song called "Give Me a Red Pen", and his last tweet was something among "I don't want to be an adult", sorry I don't remember. These leads fans to speculate that he committed suicide. At a later date, his friend apparantly finished and uploaded what was supposed to be his last song titled "A Healthy End". Shiina Mota, Powapowa-P's alternative name, died at the young age of 20 and pretty much shocked the vocaloid community at the time. I found all of this information from aa quick google search a few days back.

[@dandanthedandan7558]

P.s. read the description.

[@ms.kingarts]

@@dandanthedandan7558 I actually listened to 'Give me a red pen' which is where i first heard of his death. But i never before asked or decied myself to go search for deeper details. Thanks a lot for explaining it the best you could. Also I've read the description many times already. It's weird almost, i find it refreshing how she opened it up to us. Beautiful. But, again, thanks.

[@dandanthedandan7558]

@@ms.kingarts yw

[@orangeninja-gu8mc]

Powapowa-P lives on through this song, and in all his other beautiful pieces of music as well. Thank you Rachie for making a cover of this. I bet he appreciates this a lot, wherever he is:) Please keep singing if it makes you at peace with yourself! It's hard to love yourself, but for now we'll love you, for you!!! Keep fighting~❤️❤️❤️

[@obee58]

5:23 she even got the pitch shift perfectly. amazing cover of an amazing song

[@yoisakikanade9224]

Before she did vocaloid covers she did country music and slow sad j pop She has experience

[@j0hnnay]

read the description!!!!

[@optimisticmarshmallow2280]

Okey

[@optimisticmarshmallow2280]

neko- sama TpT tears😢

[@evanev7]

woah...

[@annageier6394]

neko- sama wow I never read the description but wow. I have been depressed for a while now. One of the only things that keep me up is music and mostly listening to rachie. So many prayers to rachie for bringing some joy to people like me and prayers for her to keep her up when she is in need during her dark times as well!

[@clownavenger0]

Anna Gaier Put yourself out there. Pick a hobby you enjoy and find a group or people who share your enthusiasm. Spend time with them and become invested. I was depressed for 9 years after my younger brothers death and the fact i changed school districts every year and eventually stopped caring. I found fighting games and have always liked cars so i joined my local FGC and a street racing/modding car club and not long after i started to enjoy life again. Maybe too much since i crashed my motor bike 2 weeks back and have been out of work since. Well that is my advice as somebody who was stuck in place for 9 years. been moving ahead for the past 3 years now and would rather die than go back to how i was.

[@thelastbastion5492]

Ya know Rachie. It's 3 in the morning and my mom was diagnosed with schizophrenia mania and hearing your voice brightened up my night. I think I'll listen to you and thank you for giving me a wonderful sleep

[@claireorourke6708]

RACHIE you are SUPER AWESOME and will never ever let me down!! I'm happy you were able to move past your sad feelings! This cover is so beautiful!!

[@LilyBug-iw3cp]

Claire Sator I agree! Rachie, your flaws are what make you... well you! And there is a whole community who accepts you for who you are.

[@EileMonty]

Beautiful darling

[@cherricake1796]

YO EILE HIYA

[@cherricake1796]

💙💙💙

[@HikaruHikariKage]

Depression is so hard, it's so hard to have someone who hates you, living in your head and constantly criticizing you. But the world is so much better for you being in it. I love your music, your covers bring me so much joy. Sending you love and support.

[@sans719]

I have been listening to "Astronauts" for some years now, and I have always wondered who the person is that he is talking about in his songs. I assumed it was probably an (ex)partner of his, but today, I was thinking it might be someone else. I don't really know much about Siinamota, the person, so this is just speculation based on this song. I haven't really listened to the song much lately, but today I put it on during my way home. I love the English cover by Rachie, and I more often than not listen to the translated songs because I don't speak Japanese and (I'm probably alone on this hill) prefer an actual voice over Vocaloids. While I was listening to the song, I replaced the narrative of "ex-partner" with "mother," and it kind of worked... I compared Rachie's lyrics with the ones you can find on Fandom, and both paint a bit of a different picture. Evidence for an ex-partner: In Rachie's lyrics, I found a lot of evidence that the person in question might be an ex-partner. For example, lines like "[After all, when it comes to you, I'm the expert, aren't I]" or "[Living like that, and never knowing of you, I'd be all on my own]" are not really things you would say to your mom; they really sound romantic. Furthermore, the lyrics "[I could hit back and defend myself, and maybe even you]" imply that the two are facing similar challenges where they get attacked/bullied, which aligns with the idea that they are roughly the same age, and therefore more likely to be ex-partners. However, I have a bit of a problem with Rachie's lyrics here because the Fandom version tells another story. Fandom's lyrics include the line "[I wish I could hit back when I'm bullied-that you show me some more smiles]," which seems more like a child seeking approval from their parents by standing up to bullies. This evokes the feeling of a child-parent dynamic. I assume Rachie interpreted the other person to be an ex-partner, but regardless, there's still a lot of evidence in her version that could be interpreted the other way. For example, he describes them being in a lot of arguments that could totally be seen as conflicts between a child and a parent. Lines like "[You would scold me regardless even if you weren't right]" are very reminiscent of how my parents treat me during a disagreement. After the argument, he escapes into his room "[here alone in my room]" to cope with the fighting, much like a teenager would do. Another thing is, the "not eating up the curry that you made" lines at the beginning of the song seem pretty much in line with something a parent might say and would feel out of place in a romantic relationship. My last point really doesn't have any evidence to support it. I feel like it's kind of unlikely that Siinamota had a partner when you take a closer look at his life. He was a Vocaloid artist who did basically everything by himself; he was the composer, the lyricist, and the arranger, which sounds very time-intensive. It really felt like he put everything of himself into his music, and combined with his short life and mental illness, I kind of doubt that he had time for a partner. After all, he was 16 when he published "Astronauts," which is honestly just wow-a 16-year-old created one of the most important songs for me, which is truly hard to imagine. But again, this is just shooting in the dark. I don't really know what the consensus of other fans on this is, but I'm leaning towards the idea that he dedicated this song to his parent, not his ex-partner. But let me know what you think. Anyways, thanks for reading, you sad soul ;)

[@cheems6193]

Grr bold of you to assume I'm a sad soul I'm very happy (angy emohi) (Yeah your right man)

[@atsunome]

Coming back here today (July 23rd 2021) to appreciate Siinamota’s works once again. All of his songs are still so beautiful, and I hope that many people will continue to find them and love them just as I, and so many others have. Thank you for everything, PowaPowa-P.

[@feralfauna_]

I'm so SO very glad and shocked that you made a cover of Astronauts. What perfect timing... (even if it was unintentional, I think it's still a tribute for him) I grew to love this song - it's so strong and sad and that emotion came through in your singing. I always find the translyrics of Astronauts interesting, because everyone seems to interpret them differently since the translations vary as well. But Sayri's lyrics worked well and ah I still can't believe this...

[@hoavo4093]

7 minutes of pure rachie voice. Nice

[@Rolll]

Powapowa p made such meaningful songs and it just hurts to know he's gone..

[@あい-i5s8c]

椎名もたさんの歌が海外の人に届いて嬉しいです。きっと天国のもたさんにも届いていると思います。 歌ってくれてありがとう！

[@corbyn198]

Rachie please know that we all love you very much and that you shouldn't judge yourself so hard! Me, and a lot of people would be worse off without you and I know it's hard to move on from things, especially things you done wrong in the past but no matter how much you want to change it you can't, and that's okay! Things from your past makes you who you are now, it changes you, makes you better. You learn from your mistakes and you should try not to stress over it too much. I know it's hard though, I often think about everything I've ever done wrong and I hate myself for it but sometimes you just have to realize that you have already made the mistakes and that you can't change it no matter how much you want and so you should just try to think of all the good things that have happened and all the good that will happen. Anyway I'm rambling but just know that things will be okay and all of your fans love you and that you're the best! I love this cover and your voice and you and just! Yeah!

[@ivyj.9489]

this song is big mood. i can relate to how u feel man, im sorry about it. i harshly criticize myself like that too. you're not alone, i feel the same way. anyway beautiful cover as always!! ❤️

[@betyybetyybetyy]

I was just sewing, but I heard my phone buzz..I was having a somewhat fun time but I still looked at the phone. When I saw it was a vid of you, I scattered to my bedroom, almost tripping multiple times. holy shit this is great EDIT: Rachie, you've never been able to disappoint me! I relate to your description so much, but you just kinda have to go though it..

[@akaimikisagari7404]

WsswsSow

[@STaR_Ri]

Urbosa says that she’d care if I died, that I’ll be okay. Why can’t I care about either of those things? What’s the point of being okay later if you’re drowning in pain now? And yes, I still have imaginary friends. Yes, one of them is Urbosa. I know I’m too old. Don’t laugh. I’ve been laughed at enough for five lifetimes.

[@artichong7972]

After reading your description, it made me realize that there are a lot of people out there who are actually feeling the same things that I feel too, which sounds obvious but its still eye opening. Even if you feel hopeless or lonely or small, know that we're all here too and we share in that and that it's okay to feel like that. Here's to keeping back up and keep up the good work on your songs, I always really like listening to them.

[@ors1n0___58]

I would never cry to a vocaloid cover... I mean c'mon, I'm a man. 4:29 got to me

[@velvetbutterfly]

A real man isn't afraid to cry

[@yuukiicarus2121]

I found this after a friend of mine recently passed due to self inflicted means, she had done a version of this and I had found it extremely hard to listen to her sing it without wanting to bawl my eyes out, hearing it here its just as hard because the lyrics hit just equally as hard when I know that she sung them in manner that meant they had touched her. To everyone out there who might be going through it, please dont ever hurt yourselves.

[@gracie4933]

love you so much rachie. this songs really hits close to home and I was a big fan of siina mota and was basically heart broken when I heard he passed, as his works were really important to me. It's really nice to have you cover one of his songs though, it was amazing and your description was fantastic. ♡♡♡

[@UpTooHighAtSilentHill]

This song is all about regrets and "what ifs." Always thinking if things would be better without me and in the end it will all be alright. It really makes you feel sorry for not being a good person to someone. lThank you for this touching music, PowapowaP (RIP) We miss you and hope you are happy wherever you are.

[@Fogoat]

At 5:50 I found myself singing Daybreak and Fireflies. Those chords are too good lol.

[@shii9470]

Sometimes I feel like no one would really understand my feelings of inadequacy. I'd always feel like I don't deserve to stand by my friends' side because they're just so amazing and wonderful, while I'm just... me. Even if I try to explain what I'm feeling, it always ends up sounding like gibberish. This song makes me feel incredibly understood, as if someone summed up my negativity in one beautiful song. I love it so much, and I always listen to it. Thank you for introducing me to his lovely songs, Rachie 🥺💜 Hi, it’s been over a year but I still feel like this. But it got worst.

[@LaughingJokerProd]

Emotions of despondance and pain are wonderfully conveyed, and yet the third act cinched it. I felt that stalwart resolution towards facing the future that Powapowa-P wanted to convey at this point in time and in his life. Today will be two years since his passing.

[@iUseTrees]

I always come back to this song. Recently, this song has meant so much more to me. Thank you so much for this cover. ❤

[@reirei1793]

Man, every time I'm listening to this song, I can't hold my tears back. This English cover always hits me hard

[@Hyde_Tolut]

I was in a really toxic relationship last year, bit depressed and hating myself, listening to this song while crying make me feel better, its been years, i already move on and in better place now, thank you rachie and siinamota.. i love the original too, rachie the one who introduce me to his song, this become my favorite siinamota song ❤ I usually only listen to old kgp song cover by rachie for nostalgia, always like that since in elementary school, im glad im trying to listen more than that lol

[@SydneySmith-sm3ph]

I read the description and I can relate. Recently I have been feeling the same way, like everything would be better if I were gone and that no matter what I do I won't be able to help someone. But I've been getting better from all the support that I've been getting from all of my friends. And no matter what happens, just remember that we will support you and we'll be there for you. I know that things seem terrible and that it feels like everything will be better if you were gone, but don't worry, everything will be better in the end.

[@leovenyua]

i just revisited this, it makes me so sad to know that "in the end, ill be alright" didn't really come to fruition for him

[@Hoppyhecko]

wow, I can relate to this so much...thank your for uploading, not only does the description hit home but the beautiful song as well of course. I hope you or anyone who reads this is doing well or maybe just the best you can? that's good enough for now.

[@river_reigns5765]

Rachie I kinda know that same feeling, I've had it with me for a while now but that's not important. What is important is that you and your covers have helped me find out who I am. Without your covers I would still be living in ignorance about these deep feelings I hid inside myself and yes sometimes they cause more harm than good but it's still better than not knowing they that they are there and they make me feel less hollow and more like an actual human being. So I just want to say from the bottom of my heart thank you so much Rachie

[@Alyssa-zc8jb]

I've been going back to this song recently. After all these years, it's still my favourite version.

[@Poppikah]

Pshhhh I'm not crying... It's just the onions that I just recently chopped!!... _1 month ago..._ RACHIE!! Us fans will always be here for youuu!! So don't be sad! Cheer up!! We love you!!~ ❤️

[@haozeb]

aww, come on rachie. all you have to do is just keep on smiling to make everyone's day better and all of us will make yours better. focus on everything that's not as negative and try to work harder so we can support you more because you're such a lovely person! Also rip siina. you had so much talent and a lot of dreams to fulfill yet, you passed away too early. because of both of you, I'm giving you guys all of my love 💙💙

[@solidsnake7023]

Just by reading the description I have already started crying. don't worry Rachie, we (your fans) will always be there to support you :D

[@marilode]

this song got me through thick and thin. astronauts will always have a place in my heart, and i'm thankful you did a cover of this rachie. all the more reason to love this song and your voice

[@kitster900]

The scoop at 5:23 is SO PLEASING to listen to

[@EffervescentPhantasm]

I know all too well the sort of struggles you speak of. The being hyper critical, the amplifying of flaws, the narrative on replay...I've been through it all myself. Still put myself through it. But I too am trying to move on, just like you. Here's hoping you've come a long way since you posted this song, I know I've come a long ways myself, but I've got a long way to go too. Even if we trip, let's keep moving forward. :) Keep it up Rachie! You're not alone in these struggles!

[@suncerzeroster4675]

This hit me so much for your beautiful voice and cause the producer is not anymore with us... I hope Powapowa-P rest in peace.

[@mystical_stars]

remember rachie, theres still those people out there that will be there for years to come and when you die they will cry for years for you and will never forget you, hell my children would probally end up listening to your voice after i die, your amazing. please never forget that.

[@mesprout]

0:31 i fucking love the transition here, it goes from a very clean and easily broken up repeating melody to something that sounds more like a guitar screaming in pain. really strong sound design if thats the right word

[@김주안-v4h]

loving the slow yet ambient feeling of the song

[@invincible06vi]

Don't break yourself, you're a great person.

[@Jinihyun]

I love this song. I usually listen to Korean Japanese and English ver

[@cass2543]

i got chills at the bridge & afterwards having read the description and then listening... gosh rachie your covers always are soooo full of emotion, it's what makes your singing stand out among the rest because of how you really pour yourself out into these songs. seriously, huge props to you, hope your heart gets a little lighter as time goes on

[@goblingirl8662]

absolutely beautiful like always!!! so much emotion was put into sayri's lyrics, rachie's delivery, as well as siina mota's original composition; it's truly moving. its been 2 years since his passing, hasn't it? i miss him very much but i'm glad that people can still enjoy and discover his music even though siina mota himself isn't of this earth anymore.... thank you so much for this

[@TheNoviceAnimator_]

The good old memories of blasting my eardrums out when the beat drops the first time ❤️

[@fluffehjuju]

I've never had a song make me cry as much as your cover of this has, I know this was 6 years ago but if you ever see this comment, Thank you Rachie, you quite literally make people's days a little easier with every listen

[@lemonkirby628]

Rip powapowa... lovely cover

[@gemtail3125]

This song reminds me of the time when my ex and I reached a point in our relationship when we both knew it wasn't working but we were so afraid to break up. I wanted so desperately for him to be my soulmate but, much like how you can't force two puzzle pieces to fit, we just couldn't make it work. Sometimes, letting it end is better than trying to force it to work. I had a breakdown afterwards and I went a little crazy and got stupid... but, looking back now, breaking up with me was probably the best thing he ever did for both of us. I lost so many friends after that break up, too. I doubted the kind of person I was. I hated myself because I didn't feel like I was worth being around anyone. I had one friend that stood by me during that time and I did not even consider him a friend at the time but, he was all I had. Now, I feel like if it wasn't for him, I'm not sure if I'd be here. When you think there's no one, you're often wrong. When you think your worth nothing, you're wrong about that, too. You matter to someone and if not, you can find someone to matter to. There are millions of people in this world. I can guarantee you can matter to at least a few, if not, hundreds of them. There's always hope and there is always a set of arms that will be open for you if you only just look. More often than not, you don't have to look far.

[@sujal4078]

I..your comment is beautiful. Thank you so much for writing it! ❤️

[@aaasquared3149]

rest in peace powapowap, i can find comfort in your songs all these years later

[@sofiam7196]

Hearing Rachie's voice always makes me feel better.

[@reislashbai]

This is my favorite song to just sit down and cry to. Your voice highlights it so well, and your vocals are so soft... Its just beautiful. Really, thank you.

[@alexander8383]

You're not a let down rachi your songs and covers are frickin amazing but I understand how you feel

[@EcrinV2271]

I listened this one the day you released, and im still listening. Every time argue with my S.O, I find myself here again. Thank you Rachie, for all the songs you made. And of course especially for this one. I have a comfort song thanks to you

[@EcrinV2271]

I am here again... We broke up.

[@sleepyote]

​@@EcrinV2271I'm so sorry.. How are you feeling?

[@vaamphyr]

Oh man, no matter how many times I've listened to this song I cry every time...

[@shadowdroid776]

This song always gives me such nostalgia for FLCL, it just has that feeling of growing up and how bittersweet everything is.

[@renkunn]

This song just remind me of Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars 💜💜💜

[@AmatistaMoon]

Ah, this has been one of my favorite songs for a long, long time. It becomes a very hard song to sing if you can understand and connect with the lyrics, which has kept me from being able to finish a redo even quite a few years later. I think you pulled off both the singing and the lyrical part fantastically (Sayri included in this as well). Keep it up!

[@djpixel5715]

im crying ur voice is perfect OMGGGG😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@EatingCandyMonster]

Hey, yeah you're right it's draining to try to actually get better and start feeling things other than those sad feelings but it's totally worth it and I know you're strong enough to achieve this! There's going to be super rough times where you just want to completely give up but don't give into those negative thoughts and actions. You have your friends, family, and fanbase to help you get through it. You're not alone. And so many of us are so impressed and proud of you and will never be disappointed. Good luck on feeling better, you got this!

[@Ghxxstgrrl000]

I have no one to talk to about how much I love this song it’s so good and heart wrenching

[@skatari]

*cries while reading description, grabs each & every one of your guys' hands & KEEPS WALKING FORWARD* Thank you so so much rachie.... Really...... Thank you for everything

[@doloresgarrison7466]

Your so awesome Rachie! Your voice is amazing!

[@maverickmayhem4280]

I just saw this, and all I can say is...thank you so much for covering my favorite song. ;_; R.I.P Siina Mota, I miss his music so much.

[@Elzakard]

Thank you so much for covering this song, it's been my favorite song since I first heard it like 5 years ago. Its one of the few songs I still listen to time to time, and you have done it justice. I cant really put what I feel into words right now, but I miss shiinamoto's works. He has brought greater joy to me then most people in my general vicinity, it's amazing how the internet allows someone on the other side of the world to affect someone else. The same goes for you, rachie. Your covers, shiinamoto's music, all the other producers and utaite's music, it all has a lasting effect. It isnt 7 minutes and 33 seconds of entertainment, then forgotten. It's all hard work that still pays off 5 years later, 2 years after death, and probably more. If you every want to quit making covers, know that all your creations will still bring a smile to my face, and many others, for years to come. Do what you want to do, do what you need to do, and dont give up on life!

[@toffeemart]

,,, powapowap (???) had created my first time listening vocaloid song i ever heard ,, im always upset that he thought adulthood wasn't and killed himself to escape it ,, *please give me a red pen* and this song always make me cry ,, thank you powapowap for showing me a new world ,,

[@mull4065]

wow ok same with me, as long as I can remember, this was the first vocaloid song I ever heard...and I like it so much...😁

[@SpecialInterestShow]

The chill vibes and smooth voice of this? Impeccable

[@apriledwards2421]

Rachie it's actually scary how often your songs match up with what's going on in my life

[@sioneazuma]

音楽は国境を越えて愛されるね。

[@supergirlysofia3054]

R.I.P Siina Mota ;-; Also Rachie I cannot stress how important it is that you know that your music covers always make me, well, positive. There is something magical and upbeat about your voice that has the power to spread positivity to anyone who listen's to it, almost like they can't help but forget all worries while listening to it. Rachie, you've done more for me than I could have ever imagined. I remember when you first started this channel and I see where you are now. You wouldn't have been this good if you hadn't practiced and worked hard, but you did and you are now here. As far as I'm concerned you deserve all the success your voice will bring and every single subscriber you had, singing is real work. I love you Rachie, and staying on youtube and continuing to make videos even if it doesn't bring you much right now means a lot to me and all of your fans. You are more than enough, your voice has brought us happiness that will last us a lifetime, and we owe it to you to be your loyal fans. Love, Sofia and your fans.

[@serenity7823]

Why isn't this on Spotify???? I demand to put this on Spotify! PLEASE THIS IS SO GOOD

[@yakadebrioche6773]

It is so confusing. I don't know what to comment really. I just want to say that I love your work, Rachie. I don't think something has ever made me so emotional, yet I am not crying. It is a "powerless" feeling, but it's okey. The description box made me realize I don't have to regret some of my decisions. Thank you, Rachie, truly

[@mikkabertumen4586]

i paused EXO for you rachie and just know that I NEVER PAUSE MY BABIES

[@bmbgarage3405]

Mikka Bertumen EXO Contralto?

[@sibcorp]

Thank you very much for covering this. I've been waiting for a proper english cover ever since I've heard reol's version. Thanks again for being so awesome.

[@N0RA_BX]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL. It's so strange because I just listened to this song today for the first time in almost a full year just for nostalgia's sake and because I missed Powapowa-P a lot AND THEN RACHIE DROPPED THIS ON ME

[@joigibro3974]

OMG I love this song yesss!! Good job, Rachie!! 💕

[@amedaishouri9975]

IM BLESSED.

[@amedaishouri9975]

I just read the description. Curse those onion ninjas...

[@sunshinenuggets385]

Oh Rachie, where do I start? From day one when your first video was up, you helped me. I was sad, and you brought my spirits up. Lately, things haven't been all that bad for me, and one reason why is because of you. You make our worlds brighter than we could've ever imagined, and it's because of your confidence, talent, and overall amazing personality. We love you Rachie❤❤❤

[@kristracerpg5937]

Omg rachie! After reading the description, I just want you to know that all your fans would like...die without hearing your beautiful voice! Your voice is like a gift from above and I just want to know it has inspired me to keep on going when I need some music to chill off. Your voice is something I listen to everyday and if you were gone from this world I don't know how I would make it here. I think others feel the same as well

[@chelseavaldez1928]

Rachie I am so glad you opened up about your thoughts because it reminds me I am not the only one who feels this way. It is hard to overcome something like this I know that but just know I will be here to support you always. I enjoy your content. Thank you for existing and inspiring me to sing.

[@hemakumaribotlagudur8638]

Your cover is so good Rachie! You're a real inspiration... hey, I would love to see you sing more PowaPowaP songs, and my suggestions are Sky Fish and Strobe Light! keep up your beautiful singing